finally addressing things.

[@evamonroe]

Shocked, humbled and teary eyed all at the same time!!!! Your an amazing young woman. I have always said that we have very similar taste in fragrances. Thank you so much for the shout-out. Blessings to you in all of your endeavors!! I'm excited to see what the future holds for you. 🥰🥰

[@demirawling]

Awh wow...you're so beautiful Eva!! of course, I love your channel and your attitude. I hope we can collaborate one day ❤️

[@victorianyawiragitau4111]

Honestly my first YT comment😅. Literally relishing in the mutual support you guys are giving each other. Adore you both and share a similar fragrance style! I literally watch you both (almost exclusively). To Demi, about opening up on life struggles, we appreciate you and we see you thanks for sharing. Definitely inspired to be more aggressive in achieving my purpose . Praying for you both! Love and light from Nairobi,Kenya.

[@MrBrazilusa]

Eva Monroe 😍

[@kellyl6883]

She should have also exposed the fact that her boyfriends father is associated with PDM. That shit is just wrong to not say … it’s supposed to be unbiased opinions.

[@annkristinskadberg4417]

Thank you so much for sharing!❤️ I had a depression last autumn, and seeing your videos aroused my passion for parfumes, and helped me to see light in the darkness. So, from my heart - thank you so much🙏🌹❤️

[@marcelagrossi2105]

You know ... you deserve all this kindness . Your passion , sincerity , the way you behave and talk attract decent and elegant people . Btw, Shiseido Zen I have discovered thanks to you and I really love it . It will be always in my collection . 🌸

[@demirawling]

Marcela Boanca you’re very kind love...thank you so much for your support!! So glad you love Zen, it’s such a great scent ❤️

[@a.c.1568]

Thanks for being vulnerable an feeling comfortable enough to share. You’re a beam of sunshine an its great to hear you are accomplishing goals an have a good man to support you through out. Forward and ahead love 💕 thanks for everything that you do! You put me on Delina by the way, your explanation of the scent, I had to give it a try! Blessings ✌🏼

[@demirawling]

You're incredibly kind...thank you so much for your love and support ❤️

[@elizabethfrazee8297]

Your transparency will help so many during challenging times, as we all go through tough times at some point in our lives. Your videos are a pleasure to watch and I love hearing about all the new fragrances you review. Sending love and blessings for your continued success❤️

[@suerogers7409]

So excited for your life Demi. Thanks for sharing! You’re an inspiration for sure. Stay strong beautiful lady ❤️

[@MarkAg47]

I'm really happy to hear that you got through your dark times. I've been my own personal dark time, so I can feel for you. Love you and your videos Demi. You are going to kick ass in 2020!

[@ysl4pf]

MarkAg47 keep ya head up

[@demirawling]

Thank you..that means a lot ❤️

[@patpatmoomoo5524]

Omg I love your humble attitude. You are cool!!! Effortlessly chic, beautiful, and elegant too!!!

[@demirawling]

You're very kind...thank you for your love and support ❤️

[@StargazerLily82]

What a beautiful, vulnerable video! I know how hard it is to talk about the darkest times of life, and I think you're so brave for doing it. It shows how much you value your community AND your life. You mentioned how the community has gotten you through dark times. I'm really happy it's been there as a support for you, and also remember that YOU are the one who did all the work to get through it. You're strong and vibrant, and you're going to do amazing things with your career. We will all be with you every step of the way. I love this channel because I'm completely obsessed with fragrance and have well over two hundred bottles of it myself, and your love for it normalizes my own :). I'm also working on my PhD in Counseling, and I love thinking about the intersection between fragrance, memory, and mental wellness. when I'm no longer in school, I'm going to start really focusing on this as a point of research, and it would be so awesome to talk to you about it!

[@demirawling]

Awh wow...thank you so much for your kind words love!! you're incredibly kind ❤️

[@giuliaisabellapetrisor2594]

I'm really sorry for what happened in your life, but I am also glad you got over your dark moments and this is very important, because it means you have a great power inside you and that you're brave. I really hope you'll be always happy and I also hope your dreams will come true!

[@Lady.Lynn.Z]

Love the blouse, and great advise that can be applied across many industries, not just fragrance alone. You go, girl! ❤️

[@JuttaBerlin]

Cant war this in Dubai, I think

[@demirawling]

thank you love!! very true ❤️

[@33lorie]

Thank you so much for your honesty. Our family is dealing with mental illness & it has brought some very dark times. When people like you share their struggles and bring it into the light I find it to be so brave and inspiring. In time maybe you will be willing to share more & let us know some things that you have found to be helpful with dealing with your depression & anxiety. Sending you big love from the USA. XO

[@techiediva2011]

Wow I watch Eva Monroe as well and I agree she is very cool.

[@jp16semipro]

I look at you the same as always! Strong, beautiful, smart, passionate about your career, etc! So all good things! Thank you for being open and honest with all of us :) love you and your videos!

[@anisiai]

Really loved the video, I related with a lot of things you talked about, especially depression and being too hard on yourself. Keep doing what you’re doing, excited to see what you’re working on! ❤️

[@demirawling]

You're very kind love...thank you so much for your love and support ❤️

[@beau4588]

Thank you Demi! You are so loved and inspiring⭐

[@941zeke]

Appreciate you for opening up. Hope good things continue to come your way.

[@mariabriseno9478]

Opening up is always a good step forward.. you’re so loved and so an amazing young lady.. may god light your path always ❤️ thanks for sharing ps I can’t afford your expensive taste in perfume 😆 but I will always watch your videos

[@doncolumbia2]

Thanks for opening up and sharing. It takes alot of strength and courage to do that. Your story is going to reach millions one day. Keep grinding. We love you in Texas. 🤠

[@dwayne3496]

Thank you for your transparency and willingness to share your experience. Your channel is amazing! I look forward to learning about your future endeavors. You should definitely consider your own brand, including a male fragrance! Peace and blessings!!!

[@phillyb4588]

From a Psych Nurse to you ...glad you talked about your past it important to get mental health issues out there so people normalize it more

[@beedazzllee]

You have played a major part in my love for fragrances now..I loved everything that I tried based on your recommendation. Much courage to you and all d best in future for personal and professional life

[@juliademartino743]

So, so glad you're here! You can help many people with the experiences you have had. Keep that in mind. =)

[@dard4642]

Hello from the States! I have purchased Le Male, Vanilla Intense, and Boss Bottled Intense based soley on the face you (and your sister) make when you smell them. You're one of my trusted guides on this fragrance journey. I'm glad you're here on KZbin and I'm glad you're here on the planet. ♥️

[@staceylumley9266]

Much love to you...you deserve happiness and success. I love watching your channel and I have found a love of fragrances through watching your channel. Can’t wait to see your new venture and wishing you much success! Depression strikes so many people in many ways you shouldn’t feel people will look at you differently and if they do, you don’t need the negativity in your life. Keep the faith and keep on going forward.

[@demirawling]

thank you for your love and support, it means so much ❤️

[@TheDeehStuff]

Whenever you release your first batch let us know (: good luck on whatever business you are doing .

[@redddo1]

Wow Demi. As a fellow Aussie Your positivity and vulnerability is inspirational. .i hope you find your dreams . I love your reviews. Shine on

[@scenttrails2703]

I'm always humbled to watch your videos. I tried a sample of Pacific Rock Moss, which I would have never known about if it weren't for a certain somebody, and it's totally my vibe for warm weather. Have you ever tried Oud Bleu Intense by FdB? You're such an amazing person btw and you deserve every blessing. I actually went thru almost 3 yrs of depression and I'm grateful that things have turned around the last year. Much love and respect from California. Please keep doing videos💚

[@bettejackson3226]

Im so happy I found your Chanel. Your literally my fav channel right now

[@bobbypodubynskyj5855]

You are a beautiful soul never sell yourself out!! Wish you the best!!!

[@edwardcm9175]

I'm so glad for you and I wish you all the best! :)

[@x-ballpointuser3686]

You are an inspiration to us without fail dear. When you see your significant other be sure to tell him "we" said he's blessed!

[@sunshinesmile94]

In regards to Sponsorships, there is still much left unclarified. Even though we get that you are not sponsored (or, as this new video suggests, rarely do you "work with" any brands), for the sake of transparency it would be helpful as a consumer to know exactly which you PURCHASED with your own money, which you borrowed (friend, family, colleague, the local fragrance shop) and which you were GIFTED/LOANED by the brand. Because even if there was no obligation for you to post a positive review, excluding all sense of bias is difficult and hence it is useful for your viewers to at least know where the perfumes came from and make our decisions based on that. Particularly if you are often going to be using the phrase "I'm not gonna lie" (which I presume is to emphasise the genuineness of your opinion and credibility of the review), as such, a brief mention about the source of the fragrances would also not go amiss. In the medical profession, before giving a presentation, we need to declare whether there is any conflict of interest. Furthermore, in the past decade there has been a harsh cut-down in Pharmacy sponsored lunches, gifts etc. Because it is well recognised that when doctors are repeatedly given something for FREE, it can potentially cause a subconscious sense of obligation and influence their prescription of one drug brand over another with all other things being equal. I am NOT saying this as a "hater" but as someone who enjoys your videos and perfume recommendations and commends your passion and drive, but who also has a healthy scepticism about what is left unsaid

[@ksmith3064]

k94tran I agree with u whole-heartedly!!!! Sounds as though you may be a medical professional or a medical drug rep ...... 🤨

[@JadeLee13]

100% agreeing with you

[@JadeLee13]

Also want to point out that Demi liked almost all comments except yours....

[@c.s.858]

True

[@jcbnsa]

For anyone watching her videos, it’s often painfully obvious. She’s at a PdM event one weekend, then releases a vid raving about Kalan. Interchange those houses & scents w/ others and there are several examples of this. We get it... you’re tall, Australian, and marginally hot. If anyone wants actual reviews and real opinions, stick w/ Gents Scents or CJCityTV.

[@JoJo24728]

Yaaayyy you answered my question. Welcome back Demi. Love your work🥰

[@JoeSCENTMe]

I’m super excited about your new project. So awesome and happy for you.

[@demirawling]

thanks Joe!! ❤️

[@ladypxox6955]

Demi Thanks so much for sharing ur experiences with MH issues which I find to be such a stigmatised topic esp in certain communities. But I am hopeful as we head beyond 2020 more people will become educated and accepting, coz it's as a u said a horible and dark place to be. Showing kindness doesn't cost anything! On another note; I wouldn't have guessed ur 5'11 wow! Coz u look quiet petite in ur videos ( not in a bad way). All the best!

[@nmernst]

Hi Demi. Good to see you and glad you had a nice trip. Best wishes on your ventures. Totally agree keep private life private as you see fit. Just makes sense. I'm sorry to hear you had struggles. Just know a lot of us have them (myself included) and are not alone. Best wishes.

[@sharlenelockett2224]

Great having you back. I love Eva's channel, she has great fragrance style. Continued success in all that you do. Continued success in all that you do.

[@poeticdesigns8893]

I think your doing it right about putting your own fragrance on hold. Wait until the big brands help spread your name with collabs. Then when your influx of notoriety comes then establish your own fragrance brand.

[@keithohalloran8523]

WOW thanks for sharing your story. Chin up and keep talking. The more people talk the more lives are saved. Your fragrance reviews are class too 💞💕💞💕💞💕💞💕💞💕💞

[@manfredvaegler7194]

Thanks for the update, I missed you. I’m glad you’re back. 🇨🇦

[@AXSammI]

Demi, You're a wonderful human being. The moment I met You, You've stunned me with Your humbleness and with Your kindness. You're very intelligent and interesting person to talk to. I've been honored to have met You at two separate occasions in NYC. And You've been great to your subscribers. So Thank You for delivering the best content for us. I wish You all the best in your future endeavors. And stay blessed stay beautiful inside and outside. Lots of good vibes to You. Sammi.

[@demirawling]

Awh wow...that means a lot to me Sammi!! I remember you from both meetings, you're such a cool, genuine guy. Your kind words and support means a lot to me ❤️

[@maggievinka7320]

So happy that wonderful things are happening for you! No one is perfect and the good and bad experiences in life make us who we are. I understand you not wanting to address certain things. You are certainly entitled to your privacy. I just wanted you to know that I’m positive that your fan base would not see you differently. We wish the very best for you and can’t wait to see what comes next!! Love you Demi! 😍

[@juliettirina6829]

I'm so sorry you went through all those health issues. However, they made you stronger. You are one of my favorite You tubers. I like your honesty and your hard work. By the way, I got Honour by Amouage and you were right, it's very elegant and rich. Thank you for sharing a bit about your personal life and for your reviews.

[@jenniferlatifa1314]

I’m guessing you are going to bring out a perfume! If so, I can’t wait! 💞

[@dexxxhunt]

Mad love Dem...Blessings!

[@komaboi19]

I'm very happy to hear that things are going better for you, Demi. I'm a big fan of PdM Layton thanks to you. I'm glad you're still here after hearing more about your life experiences. You seem like a wonderful person.

[@demirawling]

Thank you so much for your love and support, it means so much to me ❤️

[@dispettopolinap1059]

I met you at the Starbucks in Paris! I was running late to work or I would have loved to talk a little more but I’m happy to hear you enjoyed your visit :)

[@demirawling]

Awh wow...it was so cool to meet you love!! no worries, I'm so happy you said hi ❤️

[@Charlie-lh4xb]

Just wanted to thank you... I have been buying some Parfums De Marley (freaking amazing) and I come to you for "advice" on which ones. I have been climbing out of my own darkness. In a small way you have helped me as well. Keep up your great work! Chin up!

[@alexandra.birsan]

my favourite youtuber❤ you're amazing!!!💕

[@demirawling]

Awh...I love you!! ❤️

[@tinamvin5359]

I don’t care what the project is, I’m buying it. I trust anything you recommend and I love your objective opinions. In the top 5 of my favorite channels! In one year I lost my dad, was in a serious car wreck, watched my grandfather’s Parkinson’s disease destroy his motor functions, and took my grandmother 100 miles round trip to receive chemo 3 times a week only to lose her 1 year and 3 days after my father. The only reason I survived was the Lord. So many days I felt dead myself, but slowly and do I mean slowly, He comforted me with His promise, “Never will I leave you not forsake you.” ❤️

[@demirawling]

Awh wow...you're incredibly kind!! thank you so much for sharing a bit about your life, I'm sorry to hear. Stay strong ❤️

[@dukatimachiavelli813]

awwwww my love we share the same story in many ways you are not alone I have crossed those roads too everything you mentioned and more...... blessings to you my love we will win keep going xoxox

[@carleengoldeski5523]

Hi Demi, I suffer from depression and anxiety too. You are so loved ❤. There's no judgment here. You're beautiful, talented, humble and honest. Love your channel so much. Thank you for opening up. Makes me feel that I'm not alone on this journey of life. Best of luck on your new project. Can't wait. Yes, I love beer 🍺 too.

[@sueshu4794]

I love Eva's channel as well, and I often find that we share similar fragrance taste. Good choice!

[@MillieonaVespa]

Sue Shu ...The Eva Monroe 😉

[@luanne80]

The one and only! Mizz Eva Diva!

[@nadzg5878]

I love Eva Monroe, she's the best.

[@luanne80]

@@nadzg5878 Girllllllll you betta know!!!! I'm stuck with a whole collection of body oils becoz of that queennnnn! Love her♥️💯

[@lethaoliphant3427]

Sue Shu @eva monroe

[@contedivalpelline]

Thank you for sharing. Your greatest assets are your charisma and your empathy. I couldn't imagine spending nearly 25 minutes watching such a personal video by anyone else!! I am sure your "Dubai project" will be a great success. Onwards and upwards! (P.S. I hope you can do a review of Eight & Bob and Acqua di Parma at some stage).

[@demirawling]

that's incredibly kind of you Simon...thank you so much for your love and support ❤️

[@djuanboone4830]

The boyfriend story is really sweet. Good luck on the new project and all your other future endeavours. Shoutout to Shelby too. Subscribed to her also. Love her videos.

[@jgloor8205]

Hi sweetie,I myself suffer with depression, post-traumatic stress. I have a very dark days but I also have very good days. You’re a survivor. And you got through it even eating disorders I’ve had them. Keep going with your good words it’s quite exciting just think what you’ve got in store good luck,Julie

[@wanjirumbogo]

Great to have you back Demi, and can't wait to hear about your new business venture. Girl, am also obsessed with Eva, was shocked when you mentioned her coz i just came from watching her video. You two have very similar taste, I enjoy both your content very much!

[@walter93253]

Love ya Demi, your awesome. Beautiful inside and out

[@lanaconstanti-nova6379]

I watched you for years now, and I have seen how you have changed. It bought me into tears 😭 because I am 54. I want to hug you and bring you nice food and my warmness. I trust you have been through a lot. And You have grown into someone I wish to become although you are half my age and I went through a lot as well. I love you like my daughter. Truly although you have such a vast knowledge and you appear a lot wiser in your age. I just want to say continue to grow n share with us your moments. We truly love you.

[@Hititup2121]

Great video demi and thank you for sharing some of your life story . I’m happy you are doing good now In your life .

[@megaoploader]

You are doing so well. Keep it going. Hope to meet you one day!

[@noodlep2547]

I think people will appreciate your honesty. Life is a ride; the ups are incredible, the downs truly terrible, but we all go through them in one way or another. Love Eva too: she's fab!

[@faymoussabeck2330]

Good for you Demi, I wish you all the best, you're a beautiful and passionate girl about what you do. I really love perfume, not just any perfume, I'm particular about what I wear. I really like your taste in perfume, I wish you lots of luck. BTW, I've been watching you from the begining.

[@willieortiz4479]

Wishing you all the best in everything congratulations and thank you for your honesty and great reviews

[@luisfootball]

What u doing is great, this just starting. Wish u all the best with ur project.

[@jasmineb8576]

Thank you for your pure honesty Demi. We appreciate you ❤

[@selfportraitnfl]

love your reviews and very excited for your future success!

[@sidanx7887]

Well I love you and listen closely to what you say - hoping the very best for you in the future and remember to always hold on loosely and put in that work!

[@blakekpurcell]

I’m just glad your back from awesome experience OS 2020 will be good for growth.

[@adamneinert5518]

Wishing you all the success and happiness in the world! X

[@StJames1938]

I genuinely dig Demi she seems like a sweet natured girl & it’s sooo crazy Demi mentioned Eva Monroe because they’re both friends in my head💕👌🏾

[@demirawling]

You're so kind..thank you for your support ❤️

[@kitekatka18]

We don't have to be perfect to be loved... Be strong Demi and kind to yourself. Hugs from Arizona! ...thank you for introducing me to Sunshine Amouage.

[@demirawling]

You're very kind...thank you for your love and support ❤️

[@chrishunt9675]

Everyone can see how amazing others are but we’re so isolated that we don’t get to interact or hang out with people who can appreciate us and enrich our lives.

[@RMD147]

I have PTSD, so I understand you all the way but do not give up. you are the best

[@n.m.9938]

*Video suggestion:* if today you could launch your perfume, how it would be? *Target audience:* Gender: men/women; Age: tenagers, 20s, 30s... Personality: shy good girl, party animal, sexy, elegant and classy, professional... *Season/occasion:* cold/warm weather, day/night time, office, signature scent, date night... *Scent type:* oriental, citrus, floral, powdery... *Notes or combination:* vanilla, leather, rose, amber, lemon... *Price range:* designer, niche, affordable... Hope you like it🤗

[@TheMohanBhardwaj]

It really takes big heart and guts to speak about your mental state and rising above all... kudos and more power to u.. cheers 🤗

[@rockfly0073]

I have alot of respect for you Demi, I hope to see u in Dubai event one day

[@louisefisher9959]

Love your honesty. Wishing you a very happy future with your boyfriend 💕

[@demirawling]

thank you love ❤️

[@alexluke84]

Demi....please do a video about fragrances your boyfriend is wearing, or do two videos, one about his fragrance collection and another video about fragrances he will acquire this year. Thanks and best regards from Europe 😎

[@jedicollins4217]

You're beautiful, you have a great and thriving channel and a future that you're building that you started from scratch that you're passionate about Thank you for sharing, never feel like you're alone and people who have been through tough times and kept going are an inspiration. You are good enough and you have a lot to offer. Not sure your past and why you feel this way, usually has to do with loss or mistreatment as a child, focus on the future and keep moving and staying positive!

[@demirawling]

Thank you so much for your kind comment, it means a lot ❤️

[@gabbylovesglitter]

Love you I've watched you grow so much...you are a not alone ♥️

[@beezyo6019]

@DemiRawling your chanel has guided me a lot toward perfumes! Am targeting getting Lancome Oud Bouquet after watching your sis rate it 10 lol...and yes, I watch Eva Monroe as well! Goodluck with life.

[@middlejamaica5313]

Yes please make the video on his top five fragrances. And congrats it's amazing to be in love ❤️

[@ClaudiaDevieux]

I’m so happy for you babe ❤️💜

[@SteveM-pw3rl]

I look forward to reading your autobiography....like it would be a top selller

[@robertbullock7301]

Today in my state we had the first death from the coronavirus in the U.S. but I stand strong for you Demi💪🏽

[@JoeSCENTMe]

I so badly want to go to Dubai and I’ve been to Paris a couple time. I love Paris. I’m so happy for you. I’m going to live vicariously through your travel.

[@bemytartetatine2789]

🥰💕💗 bonjour Demi! watching ur videos all the way from Paris... goodluck to ur new project...

[@BenDover-zq6ey]

much love from chicago demi! love your videos!

[@Elsa-qi5pi]

My boyfriend watched your videos a lot and i just started watching your videos good luck on your career ☺ from Seattle USA ☺☺

[@eaglesbrockin3517]

Not just because of us. You work hard and you're very creative with your talent! Keep up your great work for us. We love you Demi!

[@karenkwang3960]

just out of interest what was your perfume of the day ???? love from sydney!!

[@xgualm]

From Barcelona ...best whises in your new project !! Becouse of you i discover a new world of fragantes...Kalan Parfum de Marly ❤

[@justaddlight]

Thanks for sharing Demi! ❤️❤️❤️

[@Default-IS]

Wish you all the best Demi. You deserve it.

[@emiliorivera9029]

I wisch you the best Demi! :)

[@Tutiwashername]

You’re a sweetheart💕💕💕

[@BRZZ-xw4hd]

Demi don be down we love u and yr an inspiration to all of us ... peace out

[@marcoshernandez7725]

You're a queen. Sending lots of 💖

[@demirawling]

you're so sweet...thank you ❤️