Finding YourSelf - 🌑The VOID

The “void“ is that in-between space of total darkness & suspension.🌑💫🌈🕊
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It’s a space that most people experience at least once in their lives - - and some more than others- but because of it their life will forever be changed!
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[@reespace]

Interesting how in Buddhism this is called fundamental darkness. It is said that you have to fight by continuing to practice so that it doesn't take over. This is a real challenge and not easy to do and I'm so glad you are going in depth on this because it hits everyone and most people dont even know it goes on or how to fight against it, even when you are someone who knows better. Sometimes you cant even practice because it has a grip on you. Very important topic. Thanks for covering this Jess.

[@CrystalRose1111]

Oo i felt this one. It’s good to know I’m not alone

[@lezules31]

That is what I am going through. I am happy that I chant, cause if I didn't, it would be so much worse for me. Fundamental Darkness sneakers up on you like a ninja.

[@reespace]

@@lezules31 damn sure does.

[@missj7262]

Grace Coleman same. Second or third time in my life ...and I'm not even 30 yet it's really frustrating 😔

[@JennieFlame]

I think I've experienced the voidspace once. It was when I managed to get out of a 3 year abusive relationship. I went through a long period- like, four to six months- feeling extremely disconnected & emotionless. As a person who's very in tune with my emotions, as I've had to cope with anxiety and panic attacks since I was little, feeling withdrawn from myself was WILD. I didn't know how to handle it, which was probably why I was in that space for so long. It was only when I started to put what I went through behind me, and started forcing myself to connect to my roommates and friends again, that I came out of it. It was rough, but I grew a lot from it. It needed to kick me in the ass to get me to where I needed to be.

[@BadAxxBree]

I feel like this is happening to me currently because I feel so lost at the moment.

[@doreen8855]

Im 28 and #me2 I'm too young for dis shit😔

[@awkwardletter9533]

Are y’all Virgos too? 😩

[@BehatiLife]

BadAxxBree ❤️❤️❤️ big huggggg

[@mckinleydivinity2365]

Im a Virgo sun as well! Aquarius moon and scorpio rising!!!

[@awkwardletter9533]

Englesh McKinley How do we get dragged during our own season?

[@kentybeauty]

It's unreal that this is exactly the kind of video I needed right now, thank you Jess!!

[@deniselasonde8152]

This is everything I have been experiencing the last few years. I am calling out, trying to manifest, trying to pray and NOTHING is moving. Every turn has be no career and relationships wise.

[@Katoutou]

Im a virgo, been seein 999 and 1010 alot. I've have been blocked. I felt it. I've asked God to tell me whats wrong. He answered me in a dream. Someone i met 9 years ago been doin some kind of witchcraft on me. Livin me in debt. I started a business, a never seen before in the town i live. And i had to put a stop on it because of debts. I decided to fight back with prayor at night. I just want him to live me alone. I want whats mine and everything he stole from me. I will fight back till he lives me alone, til he begs me to stop. Angels been guiding me alot. I know i have the victory. Amen. Thank you for your channel. Bless

[@genevajones1326]

This video is so on point 2 years later. I am in my VOID space and during a high moment. It is driving me so crazy. I am all over the place, feeling unnecessary and questioning everything. I feel like I am up against a clock and the time is ticking way too fast. I don't want to do anything but I want to do something or I should say I feel like I should be doing something. I can't hear my spirit guides, my ancestors, or God! I feel alone and disconnected! This is the worst feeling ever. Thank you for helping me to understand the VOID and learning how to embrace the moment and trust the process.

[@jessicadelaney8956]

I’ve been in this void most of my life without a term or way to describe it. I myself am gifted with sight, clairvoyance, psychic ability, it started to wane as my mental illness got worse, I got disconnected from the spiritual path I was walking as a child and youth due to my mother’s shaming and the heavy trauma I endured over my life. Since finding you I feel myself again, my vibration and power. This video finally after 30 years in the dark has given me light. Thank you Jess ❤️

[@tiffanywade9274]

555 comments, 1 year later, and I'm back at this video. Divine timing.

[@Complx_simp]

Dang my bday is 09/09/90. I feel like I'm never satisfied but I'm learning to be thankful for what I have.

[@BehatiLife]

Nicko saint it! 😓😓❤️

[@Complx_simp]

BehatiLife yeeess ❤️❤️❤️

[@fabulous009]

Omg same! Happy birthday 🎂

[@Complx_simp]

fabulous009 thank you happy birthday to you too!

[@Remi_marie]

Happy birthday! 🎈

[@johnether507]

As a man who suffers from childhood trauma you spoke to my soul.

[@jordasia1]

Literally seeing 3:33 on the clock as you're saying this Wow been seeing 1010 a lot along with 1111, 1212, 1222, and 444

[@eymi160]

Just as I read your comment it’s 10:10

[@jordasia1]

@@eymi160 you must be in Tx. I just looked at the clock a couple minutes ago too and saw 10:10 lol

[@MoorishBrooklyn]

Spirit does not make any mistakes, so when you were saying "The Hanged Man" you are not entirely off. Being a #9 energy and knowing I am The Hermit in the Tarot, I have also been heavily attracted to The Hanged Man card/energy also. From my observation they share an interesting relationship, especially when our life gets turned "upside down".

[@BehatiLife]

Moorish Brooklyn they definitely relate and go hand in hand ♾

[@jenelliedragon]

I can't believe this video found me at this time. Thank you for identifying what I've been feeling for a long while now. I'm continuing my education, meeting with what I felt was my divine purpose, achieved a professional role that was literally a dream and ambition last year. Yet, I'm feeling like there's more. Interestingly enough, I have my first ever therapy session tomorrow morning. Divine Timing, thank you

[@jenelliedragon]

I've been in the void space before only once since I started my spiritual journey. It was at a very low point in life, and I gained a great amount of depth in my connection with Divine energy and Spirit. Now, it's I'm like killing the game and yet I'm feeling these negative thoughts and emptiness. Everything you said about unpacking before starting fresh and anew is exactly what I needed to hear. This understanding of where I am emotionally and spiritually makes it so much easier for me to accept it and move through it

[@jenelliedragon]

Now it's time to watch your astrology report and see how I can work with these energies !!!! okayyyy !!!

[@MoorishBrooklyn]

As someone who is a nine life pather, you are on point about the #9.

[@tynblk]

Divine timing!! The void, it has a name. EVERYTHING in this video resonates. The emotions were a lot to deal with, I had conversations with everyone I love about not understanding what was going on, just that I was changing. Some are still around, others, we have decided to move forward separately. Thank you for what you do, always an inspiration 💜

[@karinaRyke2221]

You just answered exactly in great detail exactly what has been going on with me. I seriously thought I was suffering from a chemical imbalance. There are not words that can truly express my gratitude. 🙏

[@janesmith319]

00:36 Teaching about it 3:03 moments of success wins 3:33 it feels like your lost in the abis. 30:36 for a reason 33:33 I was cutting cordes 36:09 " Dont baminish it, Don't hold it back" 36:36 there is shifting. 39:00 know that my intention was to give you more. 39:39 for my tribe. When you speak I listen and when you talked about what the number 3 really meant I was inspired. If this doesn't help a person the truth behind the magic I'm not sure what will. Thanks 35:07 Facts

[@Lassend444]

Thank you so much for this video I went through the same thing and I was seeing 333 and 11:11 everywhere now I know why I went through everything you are talking about I even lost a very important relationship that I knew was no good for me and the person got snatched out my life,, it was like if spirit told me “” we been telling you he is no good and since you don’t have the guts we will remove him“” I am seeing the light slowly now

[@BehatiLife]

amneris l.a ❤️❤️❤️

[@NatashaOh]

Yeees! It is so rough when they are yanked! Mine was a few weeks ago lol

[@Lassend444]

NaturallyNatasha mines it’s been 2 months 😔 i had my days when I understood why it had to happen and days when I didn’t know what was best for me it was horrible but I feel better now.. I hope everything gets better for you soon hunny 🙏🏼 blessing your way.

[@NatashaOh]

Thank you so much lovely ❤. So glad you feel better.

[@Jen78chase]

Yes. I’ve been in it since January. It started has tremendous heartbreak. As my heart healed I was still in a dark place. Without faith. Angry at god and my angels and my ancestors. Angry they took such happiness from me. I forgive them. I forgive my ex. I wish him the best life. I wish his dreams come true. I pray nightly. I pray daily. I use the cards and pull one to focus on each day. I ask for an extra angel prayer for each day. This is my third time down this road. The second was so much darker and way more scary. This time I have similar scary thoughts and feelings but I turn them to god and let him deal with them. We are all allowed a self pity, self deprecating moment but don’t stay there. This void is exhausting. Don’t stay here. Find your big kid pants and keep it moving. Whatever that means to you if this comment helps.

[@ChezzaOuttaNowhere]

I’m so glad I watched this. When I saw it come up I literally said “I’m fine I don’t need to watch that” and then I saw 999 and something said “no watch it” and girl. This is so relevant right now. And because I can’t figure out a reason to be depressed my body is getting sick and my energy is depleted. I’m an Aquarius so I have to attach my mood and brain space to something that makes sense. But I do feel bad and negative thoughts are trying to creep in but I’m soooo grateful for my life right now as well. This is so relevant.

[@kloeetaylor]

I feel like I truly entered the void about 2 years ago after the passing of my sister, and nothing has been quite the same since. I truly have accepted her death, that isn't the issue. And to be honest her passing lead me down the path of tarot, collective consciousness, spirit, and energy healing. But since opening those doors in my life, I feel like everything else has fallen down hill. I was a youtuber in the gaming industry for 5-6 years and it was going so well (Hit over 100K on that channel and everything). I got to go on massive business trips with EA because of it, and travel the world. I hit huge milestones, but since tapping into spirit everything I once wanted feels meaningless. I've tried doing so many other things since then. Nothing is sticking. I feel lost. I'm questioning my own power. I'm questioning my own beliefs. I'm questioning my relationships, my passions, all of it. I can't even pay my bills this month because I'm just not making enough to even survive anymore. I ask myself every day "what is even the point anymore, why am I even trying?". I do believe I am here to serve a higher calling, but I just don't know what that is right now. Thank you Jessica for sharing this message, it gives me a glimmer of hope. I feel like I'm truly drowning right now.

[@kerahb.4986]

I'm sorry for your loss. Sisters share a special bond and I'm sure your relationship was filled with joy and fun memories. Often times a loss leads us on a spiritual journey as we seek healing and we struggle to regain our footing. I hope you find that one area in your life where you can take the next step and find solace, comfort, and stability as you enter the peace you seek. Creating a plan where you can take steps toward a goal may help. It gives you something to work toward and focus on and eventually you gain momentum in more aspects of your life until you find yourself in a lighter place where you want to be. I wish you the best!!

[@xoxoooo1126]

don't give up...

[@mmabathomo]

Sending you love and light, you will pull through. How are you doing since you last shared this?

[@anelakaiulani]

And look at how far you have come now angel :)

[@Lassend444]

Another thing I didn’t mention until you said it in the video was manifesting,, I am great at it and when the person I was telling you got snatched away from me the first time I manifested him in to my life again 🤷🏻‍♀️ it didn’t last a week he got snatched even worst the second time, I was about to do it again and the moment I went into meditation the spirits told me “ nope don’t you try it”” I couldn’t manifest at all 😂🤡 I feel like a clown saying this but I want this to help someone else to understand that sometimes people need to be taken out of your life for blessings to enter and for you to go onto the next journey these people are not allowed there they haven’t worked on themselves yet 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 hopefully this helps someone. There was no balance in this relationship I was always hurting and feeling drained now I learned my lesson and have more to learn...

[@avenleaharris3230]

It helped me. Thank you.

[@daiseelox5646]

amneris l.a ...wow. Im so in tears right now😭 this is exactly whats goin on right now. And just reading this i think its the last thing i must unpack and let go of. Its been 8years now. Im ready.

[@daiseelox5646]

Dam!!😆its strange how the universe uses the internet as a tool for clarity. Thank u again

[@si_sepuede]

thank youuuuu ! ahhh i needed this

[@magosaavedra6941]

Omg you just described my life for the past 2 yrs I just couldnt understand who I am i dont like it and makes me soo sad but I'm so glad I saw this video.... and 2 tarot videos told me to look out for number 3!

[@thewildadversary]

I found this video today because I was meant to. Thank you.

[@ashley8551]

I’ve been in the Void since February, I lost my baby girl and lately in the void I’ve been absorbing information that’s all I can do and keep faith I ask for clarity and assistance from spirit guides and ancestors but can’t quite communicate yet.

[@linds.m86]

Ashley garcia blessings to you hun🙏🏻 I’m right here with you.

[@thagoddesskp3042]

Ashley garcia have faith, no matter what u are going thru stand firm in knowing this season will be over soon and there is a reason we go they things. We never know why we may be in that space but with divine timing all will be shown

[@tijeraslack3]

I am coming to New Orleans in March 2020. I’ve been seeing a lot of 999, especially today at my job. I feel like I’m in a void space and one of my personal readers told me I’m a huge manifestor but it’s blocked due to stress at work and something is ending. Thank you so much for this video!

[@coco_beautysecrets8385]

I think I've been in the void space for awhile now, not sure its the people around me or environment I've been in! I'm a Virgo and THIS is exactly how I've been feeling for atleast 3months and I'm a TRUE empathetic person! :each number does mean something and I'm differntly in the space of the next JOURNEY ; im at number #9!! Its so much self doubt and depression & anxiety!

[@rachelmccarthy60]

On July 6th my daughter sent me your live chat on the eclipse from the previous week. And it quite literally carried me thru one of the most difficult weeks of my adult life. I had just left my husband of 25 yrs and moved out of my home. Your words that I received AFTER the fact were so spot on that I couldn't deny their legitimacy. I listened every day again and again. The following week the next live with the same outcome. Each week. New strength and hope and exact detailed precision of what was happening in my life. It shook me to my very core. I am convinced that you hear from the Divine. And all of this Astrology that I always believed was pagan, witchcraft, satanic....well it's real. And GOOD. It brings peace and hope and calm. I now believe God, Universe, Divine; they are all the same! And I cannot thank you enough for devoting your life to be used by the Divine. ♥️ It has changed EVERYTHING for me.

[@StarstruckkFantasy]

This is crazy because I'm definitely understanding that is what I have been feeling for months and I keep telling myself this is not like me what's going on. And the only positive thing I have to think is everything I have right now. When you mention numbers I'm 27 (7+2=9) not sure how numbers work lol but this is definitely making sense and I hope I'm taking the right steps with meditation and balancing my chakras cause talking to someone is hard when you're trying to understand it yourself what is happening and then in a pandemic being quarentine super hard!

[@morganrhodimer7763]

I have been see 3 6 9 all DAYYYYY. 3 is my life path number, and also 3 years from the age I started this witch journey will be my 29th year/aka saturn return. Right now I've been in a void space but I got the World Card, Hermit, 10 of swords and Death and lots of messages from Spirit about it being almost over. I know the Divine guided me here, but for a while I definitely worried I somehow got the wrong message. I have been in so much pain over this for a while, actually. Now I know that just because it's scary, doesn't mean I'm wrong and I need to trust myself more and thus trust the universe more. Thank you so much and I send you all the love and light. You are such a wonderful being.

[@daysiecastro1494]

Not even 5 mins in the video and I can relate to all. I’m so happy I’m here now 🥺

[@mahnamesjen]

Discovering this means a lot in this moment. Ive never been into spiritual videos or lifestyles so stumbling on this has to be some kind of sign. While this is definitely a low im in, Im also now excited to sit in this void and see what I can learn and unpack. Ill have to watch this again, its brought me a lot of peace. 2020 has brought this void for a lot of people I think. Im hoping for 2021 to bring a lot of new positive energy and momentum for change ... very excited to explore your channel. Perhaps this is a change that I need. Much love to you.

[@sacredsunflower8930]

I just got chills I was scrolling through my suggested videos and this one shows up on September 9… 9-9 wow spirit I am here to listen thank you Jessica

[@behatilife3497]

whztsazpp me

[@behatilife3497]

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[@bReal919]

Wow.. I’ve been following you for a while in a fellow Virgo too! My bday is 09/09/1999 and the hermit has always been my card. Always feel like I’m the type to contemplate and search. Funny because this vid is 9 months ago from now... I guess currently I’m really confused because I feel like I should be starting things I want to do but at the same time going in and re-evaluating my life and releasing what doesn’t serve. It’s like go and then stop and think about it and only if it’s right and aligned then I can go. Really weird I honestly am just asking clarity for my purpose because I feel like I haven’t found exactly what it is yet. Love you by the way you’re so inspiring 😊💗

[@allahscipher739]

So I literally woke up and Florence and the machine big God played in my head, and I watched the meaning to the song;which is her being in a void space. I say all of that to say I saw this video and this broke down everything I've been feeling throughout my pregnancy, and for the past 9 years. I really needed this. I didn't know what I was going through and this just gave me the biggest breakthrough. Thank you!!!!!

[@s.d.3435]

I feel like I have been in the void space so many times in my life now i can’t even count it. I think this has been the first video I’ve ever watched from you and I‘ve been feeling connected to your videos ever since. Last year when you just posted this i just came out of a very challenging void space and now I watched it again because I just got out of another void space. This time It truly felt like i was being stripped naked emotionally. Like I have just been birthed new, without any shelter or safety. Now I understand that I learned so much through this and that I needed complete silence and darkness in order to see. I‘m only 20 years old but through this last void space I got access towards internal issues and questions I struggled with half of my life. I‘m happy I have been birthed into this new and better version of myself and I am beyond grateful that you share a big part in this too. ✨💖

[@mp2078]

I have definitely been in this voice space for the past 7-8 months but I feel like I can finally start to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I started a successful daycare but have been feeling the need to walk away and figure out what it is that really sets my soul on fire and do that. This was on time, thank you so much.

[@MoorishBrooklyn]

It was quite a whirlwind the last three weeks.

[@KrispyBrown]

Jess..... A few things....we resonate with you for a reason..... meaning if we did not like your chatty or the lengths of your insights we wouldn't be here. You help so many by simply being as you are. We love that about you. So thankful for all that you do and share. And YEAH!!!! We definitely want to know what happened with the angels. #behatilifetribe #community 🌺💜🦋

[@goldendrip1720]

So for me, that void space was me seeing that I’m not connected with my true self. I felt like it was a tug of war going on within. I realized I had to ✋🏽 and look at what I really wanted to re-program myself to stay aligned with what keeps me happy. It’s honestly scary because you don’t what’s happening when it happens. It’s like you were shut out of something and you become numb. Nothing that usually makes you happy satisfies you anymore. Now I see it happened because all of where I am now is what I manifested for myself from a lower point of my life. My desires are different, because I have evolved. I couldn’t wake up out of that space until I had the “ah ha” moment of why I was there. Thanks Jess for sharing! ✨

[@alicefelice_]

The dark night of the soul. In a lighter level yet what I have been experiencing since more or less 8 months and I feel that with my birthday 1/09 it will finish. Since the beginning of the year or maybe more, I am in a hermit mode and the pandemic actually helped me to focus more deep inside alone. Thank you. I have crossed right on time this video 🙏🏻🙏🏻9 nothing ever ends..as the infinity sign . Does not have an ending. Its end is its starting. This is my fave video!!❤️

[@nicolettebozarth6323]

My grandmother who raised me died last October and I didn’t even realize I was in this void space until recently. Although I was depressed and mourning, many lucrative opportunities were coming into my life. But I had forgotten about my spirituality and magic completely. I felt angry most of the time. I felt that there wasn’t enough time in the day and just generally uninspired. With the new moon something awoke in me and it was like I was coming home to myself. Thank you so much for sharing this video, I didn’t even know there was a name for what I had experienced over the last year. ❤️

[@ariestarotgirl2818]

I got my first deck of tarot cards,the Rider-Waite-Smith deck that you have in this video. I bonded with them and have been studying them. Three days after seriously using them and them making sense, me having realizations and epiphanies, freling connected to the divine and my angels and spirit guides, I entered my first spiritual void. Normally I just have seasons of darkness and emotional/mental growth but never so spiritual like this. I have always been highly intuitive, clairvoyant and clairsentient. Being homeschooled for half of my life in a strict Christian household, I have always had a seed of fear for going to hell and being wrong to practice my gifts openly. I have family in Africa on my dad's side and they too have psychic abilities. My 3rd great-grandfather was a witch doctor. But my family is very Christian. I thought I'd come to terms with my upbringing and discarded what no longer served me and was ready to immerse myself into tarot and soak it all in as I have with learning about crystals, meditation, and astrology. WRONG. One "New Age to Jesus" testimony because this girl ended up asking her "spirit guides" to reveal themselves in Jesus' name and she saw repitilian demons laughing at her and I am back to constant doubt and fear. 7 years of learning, studying, and resetting my value and belief systems and now here comes all of this self-doubt and worry. Right after I have been bonding with my new tarot deck! I had to put them away and take a step back. I was even nervous to meditate because I do feel my guides and angels laying their hands on me and healing me when I ask them to and I feel so balanced and loving afterwards, but what if I too am just being tricked? I have always still believed in the power of Jesus but I do not trust the Christian religion or it's motives and I feel that the bible that has been rewritten and had books removed for societal purposes. Now I feel empty because I don't want to lose this progress of finally reaching goals through meditation and connecting with spirit the way I have wanted to be able to again. In ways I haven't been able to since I was a child. But shortly before I got my cards, I made a smokey quartz pendulum with a silver chain that were both gifted to me. I stated that only beings of the light and Christ consciousness that serve my highest and greatest good are welcome to connect with me. I asked my angels for protection and the spirit that came through kept saying maybe to being of the light. I said it cannot lie in Jesus' name and it said no to being a spirit guide or angel and yes to being a stranger. Then I prayed that the portal be closed and the spirit must go back to where it belongs and is to never enter my presence again because I was scared. I told my guides I felt betrayed because they let whatever or whoever that was near me when I specifically prayed and confessed that it would not be welcome and prayed for their protection. I did my favorite angel meditation and felt safe again and had confirmation in a dream (I have always had lucid dreams) from my angels where they addressed all of my concerns as I'd asked them to help me make sense of it all and now I see why it needed to happen. So that I am cautious and not an impatient Aries rushing to communicate with spirit without being sure of what I'm doing. I got my cards and the same day I noticed that my pendulum was removed from the chain. It had been sitting in my dresser so there is no "practical" way for that to have happened because I slept with it under my pillow for weeks to connect with it and the chain only came undone once in the beginning before I figured out how to knot it properly. I took it as a sign that the pendulum was not the method for me and had a lot of excitement to learn how to use my tarot cards. They have been on point but in this time of spiritual confusion, in the first few days of my void, I have been asking spiritual questions. However, my cards are still reflecting my materiala and financial desires and questions rather than my spiritual ones. I am now curious as to if it is truly my spirit guides coming through my cards or if it is another spirit trying to act as if I called on them that is trying to get me to only wonder about material things. That did not resonate well with me and after the testimonies I watched on KZbin I am just very confused. I've gone back to the basics of making sure my chakras are good and not too vulnerable or open. I am slowly feeling better and have been tempted to use my cards again but I am still worried about being lied to when I am feeling so lost and alone and not really sensing any support from my angels or guides right now like I was before those videos and instantly entering my void. But I need to get this over with so I'm going through it. Aries season will be here before we know it and I hope I will be in my prime again and ready to dive in to whatever it is I realize I need to be doing. I love my productive season and that's also when I will be returning home from overseas and reunited with my husband so I want to find these answers soon. I wont rush it but now that I know what the purpose of this is, I am ready. Sorry for the long read. Thank you Jess for being so insightful in the few weeks that I have been subscribed to your channel. You are destined for greatness but you already know thag. Keep shining girl. Much love! ❤❤✨✨ - Micquélla - 🌙

[@danic5392]

Been going through this for some time now. I am glad that i came across this!

[@calledtolifepodcast]

Thank you so much for opening up and sharing your experiences, I've been going through the same thing this year and it feels comforting to know someone else understands now I definitely know I'm not crazy. I think we walk through the darkness so heavily sometimes cuz we're meant to see the light just like you were saying before about how the Universe matches the deep lows with high highs. Your advice helps me a lot. Thank you for being of service for humanity and having such a genuine heart. I love you Jess! I'm so excited to see where our highs will take us next because I definitely feel I'm near completion too! Just trusting in the universe and riding the waves.

[@Chichichi685]

We're not crazy !!

[@ToniToussaint]

I can feel the amethyst through the screen. So powerful and beautiful! Awesome video! Thanks for sharing your process.

[@electranica777]

WOW!!! 😍I have experienced this lately and it was awful. Same time spiritual attacks was on when i was most vulnerable. I did ask help from beautiful trusted soul who helped me to purify my bloodline with me and i was healing myself daily. Just dropping that heavy package from my shoulders that i could enter new phase with new lightened energy. ☀️ So happy and grateful last day when i prayed i did felt spiritual realm and my angels first time for first time long time ( 2 weeks or something). Today i know i am getting through this. 🕊Thank you giving words to this and wisdom to innerstand knowledge behind all this. You are just absolutely amazing and strong beautiful soul.💖 Thank you thank you thank you. 🙏🏿❤️ Virgos are just so dope.✨️

[@LifeAccordingToChloe]

I definitely feel Ike this applies to me currently. I feel more lost and disconnected than I’ve ever felt, and I mean from friends, family, myself, spirit. EVERYTHING!

[@iolemaffei]

MINDDDBLOOOWWWNNNN !!💕 I think this happened to me for a good two three months until early June. I completely isolated myself and spoke to pretty much no one those three months. But I needed that to find myself again. And yepp 100% agree about the time idea, I was always wanting to be productive with my time. Making sure I used my time to get over my traumas etc. I wanted nothing to do with even my friends and felt better alone away from everyone in my own pain, to fix it alone. I’m glad I did! I will say though, I had very high highs towards the end and realisations of a lot, it was when I began to be extremely spiritual because before that I was not😂 I think now I’m just chilling working towards goals, meeting goals, starting new objectives, but not 1000% quite at the number 1 new beginnings yet. Lots of love blessings happiness and abundance to us all🌱 Thank you Jess so much! Every single time you are incredibly on time with what you post and it just aligns with us so perfectly💕✨🦋😉💚🙏🏻🐝💯🥰💜

[@iolemaffei]

Also 100% did the same thing with working with the tarot, every day I would wake up and use the tarot to figure out what to focus on that day💕Anyways we got this guys😉✨Don’t stress we’re blessed🌞💜🦋

[@charmellacmac7363]

Thank you Jess! I entered the void last week, I didn’t slow down and I am now suffering with sinus issues and have no choice but to slow down. I was triggered when my employer ignored my request to work Labor Day (I don’t celebrate ANY conventional holidays). It brought up the childhood memories of being ignored! I hadn’t put the two together until listening to this. Surface talk is agitating, talking in general is a chore. Feeling the pressure to get through this so that I can move on. Thank you for reminding me that this is a good place to be.

[@user-kd7ty2is6m]

i'm definitely in the void space. deep in it. i felt like something big would happen for me this year in January (felt anxiety instead of excitement because i don't really like change) and soon i'll have a completely new life ... not by my choice (not too fond of that cause i'm a taurus and love routine lol). it's dark but i'm getting through it and this is the big push i needed to finally connect spiritually because being in such a dark space i need to grasp onto something strong and meaningful

[@thalissacarvalho4109]

hows everything going for you now?

[@GuidedbyHeartSong]

Yes!! Thank You! I Love this video! I meant to watch this the other day but couldn't get to it until today. So many parallels. I feel like I am coming out of the 9 stage.. but, I have been dealing with A Lot of Ancestral and Internal Healing.. all with the intent to better Serve and Help others to Heal and Grow. I have felt so much pressure with this channel I was called to start, but have been called to also take care of myself and my family. The amount of Love and Support shown to me here means so much to me!We are attracting Beautiful and Supportive People into our lives! ~ and being shown that which no longer serves as well. Hearing you speak about taking care of your needs first is just further confirmation for me. Thank You Jess! I can't even describe how perfect this is to me!! Much Love and Light to You and All! ~ღ~

[@taiyliahify]

Jess, can you do a video on the Cycles that Psychic mediums go through on there journey of personal growth and spiritual developmental growth? No one has videos on it. I know I have these beautiful gifts that are very strong and then they can get very weak. Just need someone to finally do a video on it. Thank you

[@KBYRUM2]

Hey Jess! It’s 9/4/2021 and since Dec of 2020 I felt this void space coming. My bonus father passed in that month and I was able to work through those emotions and carry on, yet 6 months later my only brother passed suddenly and I was broken. Since June I have felt everything you have described so intensely. I have been working with my spiritual healer to understand what is happening and after watching this video EVERYTHING she has said all has made sense. She has been telling that this time is for my healing, for me to cut the conditioning ( I come from a huge Christian faith based family), focus on abundance that is bigger than money, I could go on. But just thank you!!!! Thank you to my guides! Thank you God! This video just appeared out of know where on my timeline. Much blessings to everyone 🤍🤍.

[@alexandriaemeraldarcher935]

Girl i felt that DEEP within. I'm a life number 9. 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼

[@shondanicole8603]

I typically don't comment on videos. I am more of an observer. These past few years it seems like it has been one thing after another, after more, after the next. I NEEDED this video today. I have been praying and searching.. mentally, emotionally and spiritually cleansing and so much more but it feels good to have an answer as to why I have been in such a place of discomfort. l have been emotional beyond reason to the point of tears and I'm not even a crier!! But even in the discomfort I have been recognizing and focusing on the growth. The amazing part in it all is even though I am still in this place as we speak I know I am near the end of it and I'm so grateful for the journey. Had these things not been brought up before me I could not have so thoroughly faced them. So again thank you for the encouraging words and sharing your experience with us even in the vulnerability of it I admire you for it!! Side note my birthday has triple 9's (9/29/89) in it also this peaked my interest in the numerology aspect which I never considered so thanks for that

[@Mysticlens]

I’ve been feeling this hard!!! This year has been filled with death, rebirth energy and transformation. I keep riding the waves of change and it’s been intense and as of lately I’ve been feeling this void space, I’ve been distracting myself with all the wrong things when I need to be alone to heal. Lots of lessons!! I lost my faith completely but as of lately feel myself connecting deeper with spirit more after a wake up call. I experienced sleep paralysis for the first time ever. I awoke to this older woman touching my hand trying to wake me up as she was laughing i forced myself to turn on my back and ignore her and then heard a scream in my ears..then saw a black shadow figure on the base of my bed and I couldn’t move, breathe or anything. After that I’ve been reconnecting to spirit again, I don’t know why or what happened but In a way it helped me back on my path.

[@ellamierrose1812]

Everything you said resonated so strongly with me in terms of what I have been going through in my own life and spiritual journey. It became a constant need for me to be alone, even to a point where I felt this strange comfort in just stillness and very dim lighting and detached from my people. My mother passed away last December on the 21st, and it absolutely sent me into this incredibly dark place. There was this feeling of nothing, of lack and pain, and I was saying things to my boyfriend like, "we each have to face our own emptiness, our void". It's crazy to me that I was saying that, that I used the word Void. I'm not out of it yet and I'm still taking time and seeking in this place, but it has given me so much hope and clarity watching this video. Love, light, and blessings. Thank you, thank you So much for speaking about this, from the bottom of my heart I feel so grateful to hear these words and know that I've not been going crazy. It can feel so overwhelming and grief is a uniquely painful experience on it's own. I will just say that I had some Very dark moments and times where I felt so weak and terrified. I couldn't set intentions, couldn't do any form of rituals, could not find joy in Anything. I meditated and I was simply seeking. Only in this past couple of weeks I began to start collecting herbs to dry, and doing things that I find pleasure in. Looking back I wish I reached out to my friends and let them know to some extent what I've been going through. If any of you are going through this, seek council with at least one person. And again, thank you so much Jess! You are always so authentic and have this energy about you that I find so comforting. It would be amazing if you could do a video about generational curses and what we can do to break those cycles and heal those wounds. ❤🌻

[@AlexisA-w6n]

i am so grateful recieving this message at the exact right time. Now I know why september is always the hardest for me. Hoping this september to transform the "void" into a time of manifestation. I am begining to understand the purpose of suicidality and being able to work with that energy, to move through, transcend, transform. Hearing this message feels like salvation. I hope everyone's navigation systems are fine tuned during the times of darkness. Love and gratitude. I never comment but felt called to.

[@selfmademillian4093]

Working through the energy of suicidality. Wow. I never looked at it like that.

[@lovinggthejourneyy]

I have absolutely been in the void space. Specifically these past 9 days. I have had a transformational summer, got my first paid gig working for myself, but I felt empty. I was beginning to doubt my manifestation abilities and question everything I learned about myself and my spirituality this summer even though I JUST lived through something I manifested. Saturn going direct today brought life-changing revelations to me and I've shed a piece of myself that was necessary for me to move from ending the cycle in 9 to 10. I saw this video in divine timing and I am SO grateful to Spirit for guiding me to you.

[@shannonashley7935]

Worst years of my life 2009 and 2019... feeling those feelings this year.. I'm on the otherside now though... and moving past it Thanks Jess.

[@doreen8855]

Motivation to overcome thanks for sharing best luck with everything 💜💛💚💙♥️

[@iliveforzelda]

I am currently in the void! About 6 weeks in. It hit me like a ton of bricks and i thought it was over bc I mellowed out. Now I realize im still in it; I have been extremely introspective every day and just working up the hill. Thank you for this message, It's so helpful to learn more about this and know that my work will not be in vain. much love 💛

[@ContemporaryWild]

Here, and it’s been getting a bit crazy. Not knowing what’s going on. Feeling lost, like my life has no purpose and it’s the same cycles repeating themselves. Karma upon karma. Sankaras releasing and not being able to see a light at the end of the tunnel. It’s felt exhausting and yes the faith has been heavily tested. Thank you for allowing this to flow through you to us. This is the message I certainly needed to hear. I had inklings of it but was becoming so frustrated with it and this came at the perfect time whilst in this void and flow time too. 🙏🏽

[@natureiseden2584]

Pure brilliance! May you continually leap & bound to ever greater heights of understanding

[@tiffanys2278]

One of the things I have learned over the many times I’ve gone through these darker times was to always pay attention to what was happening & remember. The good & the bad. The thing that helped from keeping it get too dark was knowing that my experience & what I learn from it could help others. When my husband passed and I just lost my mind (for lack of better term), I focused so much on the idea that how I handled that, how I got through it, it would change my life for the better and it could help someone else. Fast forward less than a year later, and a friend of mine went through the same thing. I hated seeing her go through it, but I was so grateful I could relate because it helped her so much. I feel in so many ways that I am still in it though because I honestly have no clue what I’m heading toward and few things spark true excitement anymore, not quite called to do much. Realized the other day that I don’t remember the last time that lightning strike of intuition really hit where I just knew something would come to pass somehow, and now it bothers me so much. But I also have been loving my time alone at home, learning astrology, learning law of attraction, learning learning learning learning!!! I think my Sag rising is coming into play there haha. I definitely appreciate this (& the lengthy videos!!) i can be wordy too so I get it!! Haha

[@naedeboo]

An old coworker shared a video of yours with me. I really liked the video and even pulled it up several months later to revisit the information. During that time I was in the void space and its funny because I'd always describe the feeling as being in a cocoon undergoing metamorphosis. I was strongly pulled back to my spiritual beliefs and practices. I started watching your videos again because I found depth and meaning. It seemed like somehow I always got what I needed. I know this is going to sound weird but there was a developing synchronicity in the topics and timings of your videos. I decided to take myself and this moment in my life serious and make peace with 1-8. I was laying in bed mindlessly listening to one of your videos when suddenly your words hit me with an electricity a stranger could walk into the room and fill. The two cards pulled in the message were the sunflower and the rose (even as I type it I get chills!). Well there just happened to be a bowl of roses with a single sunflower laid over top of it. I know it seems mundane and ordinary but the only reason I had the flowers is that a friend brought them over from work. Just as the last days of August were closing out these sweeping emotions washed over me. I honestly believe I am moving into a whole new chapter. Boundaries have been set and cords have been cut. I realize the world is truly my oyster and I prefer it peppa sauce! Thank You Jess for your bravery and commitment to your practice and to your destiny. I know there have to be others like me that find so much solace and guidance in what you do. Sending you vibes of harmony and prosperity!

[@aaliyahdailey31]

Girl I have energetically been in the void space ALL YEAR! I was physically sent into the void space in June with a really bad car accident (9th month and 3 months since the accident, September is a big month for me). This video helped me so much to understand and give words to the feelings I've had of being lost and alone, seeking. Gratitude and love to you!

[@rachelkarryn4038]

I stumbled across this video while actually looking for something to help me out of this space, it is so crazy how I had no idea what I was even going through until I watched this video. I went to New Orleans a few weeks ago, I’ve always wanted to visit and I finally had the opportunity to go. I fell in love instantly, I have never felt so connected to any place in my entire life and I’ve never felt so at peace While I was there I made the decision to come back to live there one day. When I left the week after some unfortunate events occurred in my life that I thought caused me to slip into this void space. I feel everything that you described and it is excruciating....I am the only “spiritually enlightened” person in my family and to be honest I don’t know many people at all who are aside from the youtubers that I watch. I feel lost and alone. The only thing that makes me feel any sense of fulfillment is the thought of practicing my spirituality, and quite honestly the thought of being like you, and by that I mean learning enough and knowing enough about my spirituality to help heal others. but I don’t even know where to start. My life has sort of fallen apart financially and I’m not sure where to go from here to get back on track. But I feel like I’m being told by family and society to do things that don’t serve my higher purpose like working jobs I cringe at the thought of. Maybe I’m being naive, but I just truly want to be happy and find my purpose, or at least figure out who I am. I really think I could benefit from your advice. Please if you have any it would be greatly appreciated.

[@tesswilton5167]

Yes I have been in the void space too. I pulled the hermit today for myself and then I felt called to this video. Thank you! I felt distanced from my power and now I know the reason! The void is certainly uncomfortable for me. In it, I felt distanced from my practice and my tools. In fact, I barely did any ritual, mediation, journaling, crystal work. I felt so isolated from all my familiar magic. Then I started to see that I did not need any extras to do my magic work. I want to share more but I feel this is enough. I hope whoever needs to read this sees it and feels connected to someone else

[@PurposeInLove]

Definitely in a womb like/ hermit space. But Feeling disconnected from all family/ most friends. It's been this way for the previous 4 years. Praying this year I may come out ahead

[@doublepisces]

I’m in the Void since July 2020, so now already 9.5 months. Somewhere I’ve saw that the first cycle of life ends when your are 28 years and 4 months old - my 28th birthday was in February, so we’ll see what will happen in June. In the beginning of this stage I was so afraid, it’s the strangest feeling ever. As an empath, always overloaded with emotions (my own and of other people), suddenly I felt nothing! There is no before known emotions in me. I physically feel emptiness in my chest. I looked for the info on Yt and luckily found Trevor Ileslay and Christina Lopes, their videos helped me a lot to understand what’s going on and how to surrender and trust it’s for my highest good. Your video is beautiful, thank you for taking your time to explain everything. I can just affirm, from my own experience, this what is said - is true. I don’t know anything about the tarot, but I believe those cards have a lot of meaning, we just overlook them. Namaste 🙏🏻 Edit: When you were saying: “You can be at your highest highs and lowest lows and still feel there’s something beyond that” - it’s exactly like that. You are constantly somewhere in the middle, neutral, you have that inner knowing ‘this will pass as well’, it doesn’t matter if it’s good or challenging.

[@labelle9921]

I feel like I have been slipping in and out of void space at various points for much of my life. I'm coming to appreciate these times as times if growth and healing. Finding a good therapist has been so beneficial! I'm doing some shadow work with her in order to work on breaking the generational curses in my life. Definitely work well worth doing. Thank you so much for sharing your journey with us. Your realness always shines through. 💖🌟💖

[@shea1849]

Dear Jess, First of I want to thank you for your vulnerability about sharing your experiences with us. I love it when you open up about your personal life and I hope that in the future you continue to do so as I would LOVE to hear about your personal messages and guidance you have been receiving. Your messages are NEVER too long and I value the authenticity you put out on your platforms. I am currently going to through the void space and this was a message I so desperately needed to hear. I haven’t spoken to my family in 6 months, broke up with my closet friend and partner, and have spent weeks and weeks alone. It feels right to sit in this space and I crave it, but at times I become overwhelmingly scared and lonely. I feel as if I’m living in a vacuum space of paradoxes. Through all of it though I have intuitively felt something major coming. Something beautiful that I’ve been dreaming of. This video confirmed that for me. I feel like I have been guided to this space in order to be stripped down bare and emptied, so that I can be ready to receive and filled with all the wonderful gifts that are on their way to me. 🕯🦉🌙 Sincerely, A Virgo Sun, Libra Moon, Capricorn Rising

[@Petercakes]

Mine was for 9 years. The foundations of myself, and my life, had completely crumbled away. One of the biggest mistakes I made was lying to myself that I was just "going to be alright." I couldn't even name what was wrong for years! I was living in denial out of hope. It's been a journey but I am at my best now. And it's going to get even better.

[@curtieswilliams954]

I see and hear you....spiritual psychology is your voice. Thank you for the "soul" connection.

[@Idarasunshine]

I have been in the void space for a couple months. I felt like it was a really low time in my life, I had no idea what to do next because I felt like everything was going wrong. I had so much anxiety and cried so much and I felt like I was losing hope. I didn’t understand why because I did work so hard and invest so much into my spiritual journey I have such a big passion for it. But during this time I’m getting a lot of downloads from the Universe and God about what passion is, what patience is, and what this journey is all about. I have started meditation and it’s so amazing, I couldn’t stop after starting. ☺️ but I’m realizing that things are getting better, I’m not suppose to know when or how and I have came to the true acceptance of that😌💗

[@mellowrose427]

Definitely going through this right now. Feel like everything is my fault. Some is. Dont know how to fix anything. Just feel helpless and hopeless. That feeling of not knowing what to do at all. Im lost right now so thank you for this video.

[@mz_cammi8871]

First and foremost, I know how hard it was for you to share what you were going through. Virgo's are very private people. I'm in that space and have been for a while. I had a reading done a few months ago and the Practitioner pretty much told me I have to go through it and not to fight the process. There was a few key points that you touch on that resonate with me, long story. Thank you for sharing Jess I know that this too shall pass. Sending you and everyone who is that dark space love and light 🙏🏽💜

[@madjuicebox_x5296]

I'm definitely in the void phase and I just don't know, everything is just flopping away and is kinda weird, I feel so lost but at the same time I know that everything is gonna be ok, I've been feeling called to the psychic world and my dreams are just popping and popping, Idk how much time I'll be here but I just have lost my sense of self, so much love!

[@Perfectlyn3tta]

I have to say you were right on point. I have been in the void space for quite some time. I was also called to New Orleans, and within the 4 months of being here I find my spiritual connection becoming stronger. I feel the void space actually coming to an end, when before I was wayyyy lost. So thank you for making me feel more comfortable with what I’m feeling.

[@creatornmuse]

God was showing out when creating you. Want to take a moment to just send you and your entire family line so much love and the energy of blessings your way. You are such a gift Jessica and I'm so glad I found you 2+ years ago. Peace

[@shakastaily]

Thank you for sharing this, I am actually going through this space and I didn't realize it was called the void, which is exactly how it feels. I understand and have so much more clarity now and feel such compassion for what I'm going through. Truly grateful that I stumbled on to your channel.

[@behatilife3497]

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[@behatilife3497]

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[@irenefilice2578]

I am currently within the void space and watching this video helps every time. Thank you Jess.

[@nikaboolove]

I feel like Ive been in the void space since March. As soon as my job closed I started getting depleted. I’ve experienced many highs and lows but I haven’t felt entirely like myself in a while. I get extreme anxiety when I have to be in groups or with people for to long. I love being by myself and it’s gotten stronger to the point where I’m questioning it. I’ve been seeing 999 since May. That’s when my healing started again. I was forced to re visit childhood traumas again. I’m easily overwhelmed by things I would usually let slide. I feel absolutely everything including random people at the grocery store to my close family. At times it’s like my thoughts are being played right in front of me as if I’m not the human experiencing it. I hope that all makes since. Thank you for sharing 🤲🏾

[@sorinvibee]

Literally relating to my whole month and finally got my alone time last week. Time was a major trigger. Showing me I'm on the right path to getting back my peace.

[@KarenHRiceScott]

I can totally relate to this. The things I enjoy creatively feels hollow and unsatisfying for the moment. I know this time is necessary to sever ancestral ties and the quiet can be deafening and cold but important for what lies ahead. What happens to you is never for you but to carry the torch for those that will need that light to get back on the path. Thank you for sharing this to help us discern what's really going on.

[@itbmedesiree]

Girl..u could talk all day and I'd listen all day. I'm in the void space now. It's been a real struggle to get back to myself and spiritual self. I struggle everyday but I'm slowly coming out of it. Thank you for this video. I needed this more than you know. Girl, I love you! ❤

[@makeupndown]

I came across your video this morning and I ended up not watching it. When I got off work I picked up whataburger on my way home and the car in front of me had 999 on their license plate and I instantly thought of you! It’s funny bcs I had a breakdown last week bcs I don’t know where I’m going or what’s next in life. I have a 4 month old and I believe he was sent to me to spiritual wake up! So I did some research and I’m trying to go full on spiritual but I’m so lost. It has me thinking, is this the path for me? All I’ve know all my life is catholic. I asked god if this is where I’m supposed to go/practice. I don’t have anyone to ask and I’m super lost. I did have depression for 3 years and I don’t wanna end up back in that space. I’m so glad I came across your channel and this video. This really helps a lot. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼

[@nulyfeorganics]

I saw this video at 4:44pm 😭😭😭 lemme watch this

[@petalstoroots3373]

Oh wow thank you so so much for this message and video! I was so full of love and life years ago, and now I feel completely disconnected. I didn’t even feel the joy of my own son being born!! I know I love him, but I don’t FEEL the love I know I have for him. Even before him, no energy, no interest.. It’s felt horrible. But I’ve known intuitively it’s a journey, not just “post partum” like everyone suggests, which is so frustrating! This is ALL 100% spot on. Thank you thank you 🙏🏼

[@bakeparadise]

My goodness, I started feeling exactly how you explained since the past 2 months. So much emptiness, anxiety and emotional pain that has turned into a physical pain. I’ve never been this depressed. I try healing myself, and it works for the moment, but the void comes back. But I have more clarity and hope now after watching this video. Everything is working out for my highest good. 💚🙏🏻🌈✨🍀💖 thank you 😊

[@Midnight_Myna]

I had to listen, then watch again to take notes. You are always on time. When you talked about you experience in the void and cutting things, I felt the heaviness of it in my chest. Thank you sharing your experiences, they not only connect us, but we learn so much from them. I literally spent the last nine years in the void, searching, learning, re-evaluating and becoming someone new. (And I am not exaggerating-9 years.) I received my marching orders in July, and now I am scared witless 😂😂😂. All of a sudden my world is moving lightening fast. Glad you are feeling connected again. Many blessings!

[@neenaspeakstruth]

I love that I’m being called back to older videos of yours. I’ve been following so long but it’s hitting on a deeper level now. My birthday is 9/9 and I have 9 letters in my first name. I feel I am coming out of the void. I am almost to the light at the end. I definitely needed this video and just to look back and see how far you have come is amazing. You are an inspiration to me and I’m forever grateful 💜

[@ivywhitehart9788]

Thank you Jess for sharing your experience and vulnerability. I appreciate your authenticity so much and feel a strong connection. Soul tribe for sure. I have been in that void many times (Scorpio dominates my chart. lol.) I was there once for three years! after I had my son and was in a complicated karmic relationship with his father and then he got sick suddenly and died three months after my father whom I was very close to. And I met my soul love but we were both healing and had to take allot of space during our first years of dating and blending our family. I needed that time to release so much old stuff. Spent lots of time curled up on the ground sobbing, screaming, hardly able to breath, just releasing it ALL! And not only family but past life stuff as well. Releasing so much old lineal family karmic shit and draw strong boundaries and cut almost all ties with my family. It was not pleasant at all. Oh, I have been there a few times. But this was intense and it was during my Saturn return. I was finally able to let go! Of so much generational bullshit that I am so glad I know my son will not have to carry that forward. And know I did that for my babies to be free and not just myself. Like they say, God will never give us more than we can handle. I have been in one recently, but not as intense. I feels more cozy, womblike for sure. Trying to figure out whats next for me too. I know I am healer and need to bring my gifts to the world. But in a weird way I think I had to be tempered big time in my early life, so I could fully bring my wisdom, strength and compassion forward into my new life. I have also moved from my motherland to a place so in alignment with my spirit. A very spiritual and feminine place. I didn't grow up the ocean but always knew I would live on the wild coastal range. I moved before my partner died and I am so glad I was here for that. And I met my soulmate here. And I am feeling big things moving under the surface but don't quite know what it is yet. Spirit has been quiet for me too, so I totally resonate. I mean spirit is there. But I feel I am learning to stand on my own and practice perfect love and perfect trust. Even my spirituality is in a place of change and I don't quite know what it is yet. I am so glad you are coming out the other side! I'm sure spirit has something big in store for you. I know I really had to go through that before I started my family. And I'm so glad I did. And now I am a step parent and I tell you! Its a whole new spiritual experience. I have allot of growing ahead of me! Again I really appreciate what you have shared. We all need to know were in this together. So honored to be part of your tribe sister.

[@denisegarcia36]

This is me now. It’s also my 9 year and it’s been soooo hard, even my 8 year set the groundwork to this. It’s been crazy. Just like you moved to NoLa and went in the void, this happened to me as I moved to LA and I’m in the thick of it. So hard. Thank you for this, Jess. The suicida ideation is real. Thank you for addressing that and the lost of faith. I definitely have struggled with that during this period. Thanks

[@shinesobrightforever4863]

I am also a virgo sun and moon. I am in the void space. Do not change what you are doing!! This resonates with me on every level; you are beautiful inside and out. I don't know you but I love you!

[@terracottagirl]

This video came at the beginning of this month and I have been experiencing a deep restlessness that makes me feel like a mad woman sometimes. It can be difficult when you are a spiritual being, an awakened being, and so much chaos is in our world. This video made so much sense and really made me feel like I saw everything in front of me for the first time. I’ve been watching your videos for a while and never have I felt more connected to you than I do now. Something in me has always made me feel that there have been a few of us in this same liminal phase and it’s shifting

[@moonlitestorm]

Everything you explained about how it feels to be in the void is EXACTLY how I have been feeling for the past 2 weeks and still right now. I'm at a point in my life where I'm trying to create my own business and in doing so have spent lots of money trying to fund it and now I'm close to having no money at all. Also when you mentioned time, I feel like I never have enough time to do what I need to do for my business even after spending so much money for it. On top of work, family, friends and how they all need me, I just completely shut down. I don't want to be around anyone, I just want to be left alone but of course, that wouldn't be healthy lol. Well, anyway, that's my little rant. I appreciate you so much and all that you do! This video helped me understand my feelings so much more. Thank you, Jess!

[@sy20050821]

Thank you for teaching me the meaning of number 9. I have always felt connection with number 4 & 9 since I was small. I’ve always felt that 4 & 9 are my lucky numbers. In Japan where I am from, these two numbers are believed to be bad numbers because these numbers are associated with death and suffering. Even so, I have believed that these are my numbers because I was born in September of 1984. Now I understand at least 9 is always with me to teach me things. I am now more connected to 9. I feel like this 9th month of 2019 (wooo another 9!) will be an unpacking and growing month!! Thank you Jess 💜💜💜💜