First Time Reaction to “The Last” by AGUST D | WARNING: EMOTIONAL/TRIGGERING

[@blondie5240]

I debated back and forth between cutting this video down and cutting out me crying, but I decided that leaving it in shows my real, raw, and authentic reaction and that we shouldn’t be ashamed of showing emotion 💜

[@Jane_Rose7]

Не нужно скрывать свои истинные эмоции!! Это заложено в нас Природой!!!🔥🔥🔥

[@DavidStrate]

We appreciate the openness and honesty, and cutting it down wouldn't be true to yourself. Never stray from you, and know that we're here for it. 💜

[@snagglejag1977]

Your compassion does you credit. Don't ever be ashamed of it. Thank you for sharing yourself so openly.

[@fallenpandora5598]

The fact that Yoongi let us see this truly blows my mind every day......can you believe we have him in our life time.... Just gosh!

[@blondie5240]

He’s so inspiring! Can’t believe someone as special as him exists 💜

[@calicocat214]

Yoongi was born to be a musician. He is so powerful and i respect him so much. His music helped many people. I recommend you to listen to his full mixtapes

[@YoongisSeesaw97]

The fact that yoongi went through all this is truly heartbreaking when I first became an army and discovered this it broke my heart I cried reading the lyrics the emotion in his voice while rapping tore me in half he's an amazing rapper he's so real 🥺♥️

[@Mark-vj7zd]

I tear up every time I hear it… and I’m an old British guy and we just don’t do that. It’s like being plugged directly into his pain. Even the measure of hope at the end comes with a raw edge. Hearing it at the time left me wondering if he could really make it through. In hindsight I can say, ‘yes, it was OK, he came to a better place’, but oh, boy…

[@cherrivenoy]

This song made Yoongi my bias. I love it so much, but I can't listen to it too often because it hits a little too close to home for me, since I've also struggled with similar issues. I'm glad that he seems more content and happy these days.

[@carlycchapman]

This song always makes me cry, you can feel the emotion he put into it, and the fact that he was even able to talk about this makes me respect and admire him even more than I already do. It also made me want to give him a hug.

[@patrick1990ful]

I’m relate to how his dealing with mental health everyday But his words and his music comfort me every single day

[@vmkoya4080]

The way Yoongi raps and his emotions that he puts into every song always hits.

[@Kauritree08]

I have never made it through this song without having a cry. Same thing with First Love. He knows how to break my heart.

[@LS13.]

Probably the most raw and real song I’ve heard. Ever. I am so glad hes here with us today and he’s actually happy now. Can you imagine hearing your parents say they don’t know you anymore? It’s so immensely painful what he went through 🤚🏼 this man actually made me cry as well, but you can see through this he also grew into someone who knows and is wise in the ways of the world, he understands a lot of the population of the world because he’s gone through it on a very very deep level, from poverty to severe mental health to just trying to survive... “Trying to sleep on the bathroom floor” has a much deeper meaning that doesn’t get caught due to translation but I’m sure you know what it means.

[@heathernile4700]

Sweetie, your sensitivity and caring personality is going to make you a special and spectacular nurse. I know because I was the same way and I loved my nursing career. But becareful not to lose those qualities that make you the person that you are. I worked in Hospice for a while and by the end of a 1 1/2 years , losing 13 people to terminal illnesses, it slowly changed me in some ways. Now I am only nurse to my family as my husband is battling early onset dementia at age 48. We need nurses to be empathetic to the patients without prejudices. Good luck Sweetheart. Please stay true to you and advocating for listeners to get help, if they need it.💜🇺🇲

[@blondie5240]

Thank you! This made me tear up!! 💜 praying for your husband 💜💜💜

[@YoongisSeesaw97]

It's okay to cry girl we're crying with you ♥️

[@geekyreader34]

Yoongi is an amazing lyricist and musician. He’s passionate and real. Cry girl, I know I did

[@lindafarsi8098]

Be strong, my daughter has OCD and anxiety and she made it through a 2 year nursing program. It’s tough but you can get through it do not doubt yourself. She works with troubled teen girls now.

[@leeswhimsy]

Slaps me in the face every time....I still tear up when I hear it. I relate to you saying you wish you could take these feelings away for people who have them. My son suffers from depression and social anxiety, and also has compulsive behaviors like Suga talks about in the song. My hardest lesson as his mom has been to realize that I can't fix it....I can't take it from him and make him better...

[@ashleyder9164]

This is my favorite of his songs. Raw and real.

[@MewDenise]

I think it´s so amazing of him to tell us all this in his music

[@TheEloot]

I love your channel because of your raw emotions. You cry. I cry.

[@tamya2t50]

I cried with you. The pure emotion that he poured out on this track... Just, wow. My children suffer from depression and anxiety, let me tell you, it can get hard but my kiddos all work so hard to get themselves to functioning young adults everyday. I really want to thank BTS because like you said they have helped me so much. Thank you for your reactions. 💜

[@angelicar2901]

I love Suga! I love BTS but I love, love him.

[@psychokitty71]

His song Daechwita actually ties into this one. He says in this song that Min Yoongi is dead, he killed him. The Suga that was born out of the death of Min Yoongi became a tyrant, a Mad King. His greed and need for power was overtaking him, so, in Daechwita, he killed the Mad King part of himself. The one that's left is the true Min Yoongi, returning to who he really is without all of the craving for "a big house, big cars and big rings". This is a narrative spread over many of their songs, especially his lines in "Magic Shop" and the visuals in the MV for Daechwita.

[@blondie5240]

Omg!!! Genius!!!! Thanks for telling me I’d never figure that out on my own!

[@fredrasfrencharmy9791]

This song and a few others of Suga really hurt ! The way he sings is so passionate ; you can deeply feel all the emotions ! 😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@livvywe]

I absolutely love this album, even though it rips the heart out of my chest everytime I listen to it, or maybe because it DOES and forces me to face my reality. You can not ignore the sincerity and emotion in each track. It hurts but in a healing way.

[@ioluna]

Awwww, Lana. You made me cry.

[@katen542]

Totally cried with you, especially because I’m sure it hit close to home for you because of your friend. Thank you for being so real and authentic on camera, though your platform is smaller than Suga’s don’t doubt that sharing yourself truthfully is any less courageous and meaningful. 💜💜💜

[@blondie5240]

Thank you so much 💜💜💜

[@salsabilyakoubi9386]

I have heard this song so many times, I can't count. And I always tear up

[@mel1321]

bts rap line really know how to deliver personal, deep stories from their lyrics. they are exceptional

[@ckmom1]

I cried, you are beautiful and I can feel your compassion. You’ll be such an amazing nurse! 💜

[@nen3040]

you are going to be a GREAT nurse. i believe in you. i'll be cheering you on from halfway around the world!

[@blondie5240]

Thank you so much! 😭💜

[@karlafm24]

No shame in crying. I did so as well when I first heard this. It resonated with me so much back then and until now.

[@dariajustdaria2292]

There's one lyric that needs some more translation imo, it originally goes "I was born out of Han, look at me" - here it's omitted when said the first time for some reason and then translated as "I was born by resentment". Han is a Korean term that's much bigger than that. Acc to doolset, "Han is a mix of sorrow, nostalgia, anger, pain, and hope. It’s the emotional journey and state of mind of someone who has been gravely wronged but is powerless (made powerless) in society to take revenge but decides eventually to cling to the hope of a better future when you overcome your Han." Fits much better, don't you think?) Doolset gives a reference and doesn't even translate the word, leaving the word Han.

[@RS-oy6bz]

BTS members were not really competing with others for a position during their trainee days. They were auditioned and taken into the group. I think there were a couple others who left. Yoongi in fact did not want to be in the group as an idol, he wanted to be a producer and was taken as such by Bangpd. Your reaction choked me too. 💜

[@loredell]

Yes, his social phobia started (on top of the other issues) when he auditioned and signed with BigHit (he says 18, so in SK terms was 2010) I saw a clip from a JP interview recently where he says when he saw NJ in a video and what he did 2010 and prior he was impressed but thought "I can take him". And as endearing as it is listening to both talk about that and Joonie smiling... Can you imagine? He was already comparing himself to another member. I'm glad that turn out for the best and they adore and respect each other so much T-T I guess you know what the censored part is. Also about the concert he had to skip/cancel. I think you read his letter in the fancafe (I think you saw it in a tweet)? So heartbreaking. He's so precious. The screaming adlibs... Also, I'm glad he talks about this in different songs with different perspectives as he reflects on it and grows older. The line about Show me the money is a bit weird there, he meant he got invited (the rapper survival show) but he didn't want to do it, whereas the haters/the ones who talked sh*t about him and BTS saying they wouldn't make it/they weren't hiphop or rap it's not that they didn't go, but they never got invited because they "couldn't" (they didn't have the ability). I love he reassures us (as well as f&f) that he's ok now. He knows that if we listen we'll get worried. As with Butter comeback and later, everytime showing us his shoulder is ok T-T I love him so much. Check out: doolsetbangtan.wordpress.com/2018/06/01/the-last/ I checked in case those were the ones used, but no, I find them clearer ^^

[@Jane_Rose7]

Песня Юнги "People" тоже очень классная и спокойная,там он даже очень красиво поёт! 👍Тебе стоит её послушать!!!💜

[@alipotter0613]

The first BTS song to make me cry was First Love by Suga. The story, the rap, I can't explain it. This song is unique, I have never heard anything like it before. Amazing.💜

[@snagglejag1977]

I'm an author, and I wrestle with this every day. It's brutal. I can relate to Yoongi so much on this...it's hard. So, so hard. (Look up "imposter syndrome.") And, yes, I cried too. I always do when I hear this song.

[@Jane_Rose7]

Юнги очень эмоциональный человек,который скрывает свою душевную боль за мнимой холодностью! Но на самом деле он самый ранимый и добрый и в своей песне он выложил всю свою душевную боль!!!🔥

[@Jane_Rose7]

Эта песня ВСЕГДА вызывает сильные эмоции!!! 🔥Тоже плакала вместе с тобой🥺😥😭🔥🔥🔥🔥Юнги писал её от ВСЕЙ СВОЕЙ РАНЕНОЙ ДУШИ!!!

[@nevermindminyoongi5271]

Indeed 😭💜

[@arnoldpangalay5142]

Suga is such a deep person

[@prateeklewandowski6239]

Suga 💜

[@hafidzahparisyazulfa5615]

I am crying with you

[@maleworld]

LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!

[@shootingstar-f5r]

Finally! Agust D！🥰

[@valm5892]

I cried with you 💜 this song is a window into his shadow for sure

[@marinal.]

Hi, I am back. Good reaction, ty. This one is powerful. It has been a long time since I heard it last. I cried with u pal. Yoongi is amazing because he is currenting in college studying to be a psychologist. He always shared his mental health struggles because in Korea so many are dying. He feels and I agree to heal u got to talk about it. U got to dive deep and understand yourself and learn about your trauma. It's a hard journey. And in the end u have to love yourself most of all. I feel so happy for him that he met the other guys. They make him smile and laugh so much. He is learning from them and teaching them. Their synergy is such a beautiful thing to behold. I love the sounds he adds when he raps. he is so clever. I deal with anxiety and depression. My bday is right after Suga's. We Pisces are emotional ppl. I also used to work as a peer for 9 1/2 yrs. I met some amazing ppl with SMI. Peer support is so vital. I love seeing Yoongi's journey. His a tough guy but a softie too. His my wrecker for a reason, nods. I got great taste don't I. =0p stay safe. Hugs. Love u too! #YouAreEnough -NY USA Army 💜

[@liliastanzel1058]

Thank you.

[@javiercasillas5347]

Good Reaction😉💜 React- If i die It's you. V and Jin

[@ariadnafreites6208]

Suga sang this song at a concert, which was difficult, but it shows how over time he has managed to overcome certain aspects of his past. There are videos, I invite you to watch them 🤗

[@nolabound3865]

He may dangle you off the cliff, but he never leaves you there!💜💪🏽👑

[@michelle_obarna4468]

as you said, around 6.50min, "the trash man is coming" while you are doing this, it's a sign, "TRASH" - man is coming to take out the trash! To us, whatever or anyone considers trash = stuff we shouldn't consider "important to the image(s) we are constantly thinking it is/was important" should go to trash! xox Augst D and YOU ARE BRILLIANT!

[@bellan1765]

💜💜💜❤️

[@Laris99x]

don't worry, i cried with you

[@rafaelsmith5737]

11:42. 15:06. 16:08. 16:27

[@loredell]

OK, I'll leave it here, hehe, BUT I do recommend from the same mixtape: 140503 at dawn and from D-2 PLEASE listen to interlude: set me free. You won't regret it (2min). You can react to those if you so wish. Can I suggest something? Whenever you find time to film (now with going to school and all), why don't you dive in the mixtapes? maybe 1 per week? and whenever you listen to mono (if you haven't) try doing it in order :) RM - AgustD - Hopeworld - mono - D-2 You are beautiful! Take care and have fun! ^^

[@paolaccorrea]

what's more painful is the screams in the background are him

[@Rock-Flower]

Yeah, this song is hard to listen to.

[@isabellefilippini4273]

Oh baby Lana you broke my heart 🥺 yes ….the way he sings, the way he built his song, crescendo… first time I heard it, my daughter made me listen to it in my car… no lyrics, just Yoongi and us 2, and it crushed my heart, it was physically painful. I asked her : what happened to him ??? She told me it was his life. When I read the lyrics later on, I understood… yep, it’s good to cry sometimes, things have to get out 😘