a little heartbroken

[@debbiebeveridge1883]

Thank you for all of your positive vibes, thoughts, well wishes, prayers and energy! I appreciate you! Reading your comments and thinking about all of you who are dealing with or have dealt with similar things in your lives. Feeling optimistic and appreciative of all my family members and great friends in my life who are reaching out to me with love and concern! Love to all of you!

[@Romina07]

Debbie Beveridge you got this deb!!

[@ellw7830]

We love you back Deb

[@mayaflici374]

You're amazing Debbie! We love you ❤

[@florbalsamo4727]

Hey Debbie! Everything will be ok! My mom went through exactly the same 6 years ago, and the tumor was taken out, she had radiotherapy and everything went well, I bet it's gonna be the same with you! Stay strong, is the most important thing! ❤

[@ireallyreallyhategoogle]

I hope the surgery went well and the recovery isn't too hard.

[@susancarter6503]

I lost my mom a year ago and My father a month ago. I'm 26 And honestly I'm lost and empty. Life without parents has no meaning. May they rest in peace. Please pray for them.

[@GagasNum1Fan]

susan carter I'm so, so sorry for your loss. They will always be with you in your heart, no one can take that from you 💕

[@mindlessprobie9464]

@susan carter May they rest in peace, I'm sorry for your loss. Just keep breathing, it may take a while to be okay. You'll be okay, I really hope so.

[@Nicreb]

susan carter I am so sorry love I can’t even imagine, I send you and everyone going through this so much love

[@bishdo]

Wishing you the best and sending you some strength.

[@ketutkutik4735]

I don’t know you but i want give you hug

[@katelyndoner2397]

Sending all of my thoughts and prayers to Queen Deb ❤️❤️❤️

[@maggiebuss76]

The sun coming out as you said “everything is going to be okay” literally made me burst into tears. You’re a strong one, keep that chin up 💕

[@Slugger7711]

My mom was just diagnosed with breast cancer too! I’m so glad they are able to do surgery right away! My mom has been going thru chemo currently! Sending you all love!

[@zaniniiiiiiiiiiiii]

Slugger7711 same! my mom is in the same situation as yours

[@ouran8hokage]

So is mine, support is here guys, let's keep everyone in mind and hope and pray for all the best for our moms, and for everyone going through something like this. 💙

[@BelindaArcana]

My grandma same..

[@elizabethdimaggio1544]

I noticed the sun coming out just as you said everything is going to be okay before you even said that and it’s exactly what I needed to hear and see

[@ingriddenisseelizondocavaz6140]

We love you shan and we love deb, Everything is gonna be okay. You guys are not alone... A whole family will pray... Smile keep strong

[@Kendragon_21]

My condolences to your friend’s dad, and her family. May he Rest In Peace. And all my love and support goes to you Deb. Stay strong and I hope you recover quickly💕

[@jessicawells6288]

Shannon I really appreciate how honest you are about what's going on because it really shows that you have hope that everything is going to be alright. If I were to ever look back on or just going through some hard things I would absolutely thank you for showing me that not everything is horrible in life. One of my fav quotes is this "Sometimes finding the light means going through the deepest darkness" and I really hope everything turns out fine with Deb. Love you and keep being you!

[@SapaLeao]

Passing the good energy i have to your mom, surgerys are very tough but she's very strong and has a great amount of love from all of us

[@JordanWalston]

You never know when a video can hit you where you need to be hit. Or “hug” you where you need to be “hugged”. Needed this today. Thank you for sharing your heart with us.

[@sanjanag3824]

0:19 that's when you realise MOM's love is surreal and greatest of all. Love and respect to all the mothers out there 🙏

[@daphneallen8095]

I am so sorry, Shannon. Your mom is so strong and incredible. We love her and we love you. You have my thoughts and love! You are both blessings to the community. You both have my heart! 💝 sending all the energy and, if you or your mother are religious, I’ll gladly start praying for you guys and your friend’s father.

[@boglarkajonas6234]

It's really sweet how u talk to yourself in this video like everythings gonna be ok and stuff like that but u have to believe it for real girl i love you so much

[@nursoeinserienjunkie2981]

I'm so sorry, I hope queen debby is going to get better soon and that you are happy shannon❤ lots of love from germany😙

[@MicroTex23]

Positive vibes to your mom and also your friend who lost her father. just keep the faith and the good Lord will help your mom along the way.

[@joannahernandez8197]

You and Deb are strong Shannon. Our thoughts and prayers are with you all❤️ Everything will be okay!

[@turnerrebeccaa]

Early detection is key and saved my mumma’s life. So good luck to your mum tomorrow. ❤️❤️

[@isobelhood7625]

I read the description to know what's going on beforehand, I'm so sorry shan 💕, thinking your friend as well 💗

[@Marialua5]

I met you exactly a year ago and it was like meeting and old friend because I've been watching your videos since forever... Obviously your mom is part of that too and I know she is an amazing brave woman who is gonna be just fine. All the love and strength from Spain ❤️

[@pinkpanther4486]

We love you Shannon be strong 💪🏼 we are going to pray for your mom and your friend's dad, everything's gonna be fine 🙏🏼❤

[@madalynrose8123]

Wishing nothing but the best for you and your mom. I hope everything turns out well and I have a feeling that she will be okay. And I’m sorry to hear about your friend’s dad, that’s very heartbreaking. I’m sure he was so proud of her.

[@saladbar1806]

i’ll keep your mom and your friend in my thoughts ❤️ we’re with you in these rough times

[@TerminallyPerky]

Omg sending so much love to send your friend. He will be watching over her and her family forever. Sending all my good wishes to your mom...but also sending love to you. As a "kid" with a parent with cancer, I get it. Love you.

[@mirandacosgroveey]

Debby you are gonna do great at surgery ❤ we all love you so so much, you are such a great mom.

[@cameronswafford5054]

All my love Shan. My mom had cancer too so I know that feeling. But it gets better I promise and I’ve learned so much from that experience. It’s a rain and sunshine experience but the sun always comes out again on its own. I love you

[@notworkingzzz]

Hey Shannon, everything is gonna be ok. My mom has cancer too. It sounds bad. But, everything is gonna be ok. A huge hug from Ecuador.

[@lisadonachey1782]

Stay strong Shannon! I understand the feeling of hearing your mom is sick . I’m 27 and my mom passed away 10 years ago from cancer. Just stay positive and hug your mom and tell her you love her! Hugs hugs hugs ! Love from Canada ❤️

[@jepeyr01]

I feel this so much right now. My grandma hasn’t been doing well and I just found out yesterday that her kidneys are failing and she’s going on dialysis. We all have to stay strong together 💜 sending hugs and good vibes to you and your family ❤️

[@aleta5873]

Sending good vibes your way also..blessings all around...

[@tabithacochran3534]

Shannon your mom is the cutest! I hope everything goes well with the surgery and I’ll be thinking about her all day that day!

[@sinaa463]

Prayings to your mum, she’s such a sweet lady and I’m sure she will be okay, just like you said❤️ Lots of love to you two :)

[@SS-xc8bw]

This was so adorable. You are genuine soul. Wish you all the best for your mom’s fast recovery.

[@IamMinnie90]

I honestly do believe your mum is going to be use fine, Shannon. You just watch. She is strong and she has the universe on her side. Sending my love all the way from the U.K.. ♥️

[@mollybrennan9806]

Good luck Deb! I hope the surgery is going well and you are. You're a fantastic supporter and help people feel comfortable in who they are when other parents couldn't. Sending love...

[@melrosex24x]

Sending all the peace and love to you, your darling mother, and the family with their loss. We are all here for each other xx

[@michelleengelberts]

So sorry to hear about your mom but definitely stay positive. She will get better! It's not like oh surgery and it's all good but she will get better. My grandma and my aunt had breast cancer and they both are still alive and doing well. Sending tons of positive enegery and love towards you and your mom! 💕

[@DoctorCrystalMD]

All the good vibes your way ❤️❤️❤️ I’ve seen personally in my patients that mindset and positivity make all the difference in these situations and your mom’s got tons of it 🙌🏼

[@xenawars]

Your mom is going to be ok! And you too Shannon! You really need to stay positive because you don't how much power positivity has. I want you to know that tomorrow thousands of people around the world will be sending Deb lots of energy.

[@3Oh3metrostation]

Deb has always been such a light and a stellar example of a human being for so many of us. Love you both.

[@cindy2906]

I’m so sorry you’re feeling so many mixed emotions right now. I know somewhat of what you’re going through, my mother and grandmother and a handful of my aunties have had breast cancer. Unfortunately I’ve lost my grandmother and those aunties and it’s a very difficult pill to swollen when you see someone go through that. I wish your mother and your family nothing, but the best and praying for good health. Keeping y’all in my thoughts and prayers ❤️

[@asiamoon77]

You got this Deb! I am a cancer survivor myself. I had a 4.5 cm tumor ( invasive ducal mucunous carcinoma) cancer free over 3 years now! Sending you all the positive vibes and love from VA. ❤️🌈

[@cristinaa54]

It is so brave to share this and thank you so much for reminding us of all of a little reality, and reminding us that it's okay to share and.talk to others. Your mum will be just fine and things will get better. I will keep your friend's dad in my thoughts and Deb as well for tomorrow. Thank you for always talking to us. You are loved

[@beatrizdesa7601]

Sad vibes = starts to rain Positive vibes = the sun starts to come up Wow, God... Btw I cried and this video is beautiful

[@jasmineortiz4100]

That sign was definitely your grandma June showing you everything is going to be okay!!! 💛💛💛 I am sending all my love to your friends dad, when we die we are never truly gone. He is in the air she breathes, the wind that dances through her hair, the rain that taps on her window keeping her awake and most of all... he is in her heart and a part of her. After all, she’s half her mom half her dad! He will live on through her children (respectfully, if she chooses to have any). Your mother raised an absolute angel warrior so I can only imagine just how strong and amazing she is. All my love to you and your family 💛

[@sinjon]

RIP to your friend’s dad. My thoughts are with the family and your mom. I hope her surgery was a success. How awesome was it that the sun came out just as you said things are gonna be okay?!

[@rebekahc4334]

Thoughts go to you and your family at this time. Wishing your Mom the best of luck with her surgery. She's a strong woman and she raised two strong daughters. Also my thoughts go out to your friend and her family on the passing of her father, may he rest in peace ❤️❤️

[@MaryCecyOnline]

I love you both, we are with you, your family and friends, you all have bring joy to my life somehow and we will pray for you and the people around you, my best wishes, stay positive, that's the key 💛

[@sofakihp]

All my best to your mum. My mum was diagnosed with cancer a few years back. We went through a long journey to heal but things are better now. Keep being possible and enjoy every moment.

[@iammai-bz9rn]

Hugs Shannon... Will be praying for your Mom. All of us. We love you and your Mom.

[@dorarodriguez9633]

Sending you both a huge hug. I love your mom, she has always been so great. Wishing her a speedy recovery. She's a fighter, she will be ok. I will be thinking of you both.

[@ezraedodds1681]

I hope the surgery went well today, love to you and all your family. Deb Bev is a fighter 🌈 Take care

[@lilabs_]

sending good vibes to both Queen Deb and your friend. Thanks for showing us the good and the bad. My dad almost died twice in this past year and I can see what I have felt in the way you are talking about this. Love you and sending my best

[@maryak6150]

Deb you are the strongest woman and the biggest heart out there❤️, i love you so much❤️ both of you❤️

[@Normiiiiiiiii]

[@greenNugget1989]

I got worried when i read the title:( I love you very much, I hope you get better. Things DO get better! Stay strong Shannon ❤ Edit: I'm so sorry Shannon. Cancer sucks, but I'm sososo happy that your beautiful momma is okay now; I know that you know but yeah, everything is going to be okay Shann...My grandmother had breast cancer once but fortunately she made it through and she's totally clean now, there's hope, there's always hope! I'm sending you and your family my best vibes👊🏼

[@3villegasmk]

Prayers going out to momma deb and ur friends dad. It’s not easy seeing the people you care most about hurting or ill. But Deb, she will persevere with all the love and fortitude. She is so loved by this community you have created and we are all here for you guys!

[@charleysadler1812]

Hey Shannon My mums currently doing chemo so I get some of the things you're feeling. I'm glad you're staying positive. Thoughts with you and yours.

[@angelicalajara4414]

Shannon, I love the way you make videos, how honest and beautiful you are (inside and out), and the gorgeouse soul and heart you have. Hope your mom gets better, yes it will be ok, I know you guys can, you are strong, she is too, and I want to send you (for her too) thousand of hugs and kisses. Will be praying for her!!!

[@MiaBella271]

The weather along with your story was crazy and amazing and inspiring and sad but I think you are right your mom is gonna be ok. ❤

[@rebecaamarpaung]

I, we love you Shan and Queen Deb! I have faith that your mom is gonna be alright. Be healthy and happy and can become a very good influencer to all parents out there whose kids struggle with comig out. Sending lots of prayer to your mom and hope she's gonna recover asap and also a deep condolence to your friend's family. God bless you all❤❤❤

[@m2ancheta]

All my hugs and loves goes to you and your Mom... sending prayers too... i know she will get better and everything is gonna be ok..

[@cheleason]

So I know Deb is always looking through comments like the cutie she is, so hopefully she comes across this but I’m praying for you! You’ve had such a positive impact on my life and are just an amazing person. Best of luck on your surgery today! May God be with you through it all

[@juliaoskam3911]

Sending all of my positive energy and the kinetic energy of that fly from the other video to Debbie! 💛My condolences about your friend’s father.

[@weiblicherkaese7891]

You both managed to get through so much together and I‘m so sorry that it‘s not over but you will get through this as well !! I’m thinking of both of you and hoping for the best, love you ❤️ You give us all so much, I wish we could help and give you something back too. Hope you know we are always here for (both of) you no matter what 🍀

[@laurenelloise]

Trying not to cry. Sending big hugs to you, your mum and your friend 💛💛💛💛

[@Joy-e6e]

All the best wishes to your mom!! ❤️❤️❤️ She's going to be ok and get well soon!

[@leannaAyushi]

So sorry to hear this Shan! Thanks for sharing it is a good reminder that we aren’t guaranteed tomorrow and not to take things for granted. Thoughts are with you and your friends family!❤️

[@ashtonadair9142]

I've never seen your channel before this, but I already have so much respect for you just from watching this. Sending love to you and your family!

[@Sam-ml5wt]

Prayed for her. Blessed be sister, you’re not alone ❤️

[@viocast.]

Your mum is strong and beautiful. Deb is in our hearts, and you are an amazing daughter. Love you baby

[@rachelps5870]

My thoughts are with you and your mom. Debbie is such a sweetheart and a strong woman. Sending my love to you! ❤❤

[@laceyriley6642]

Beautiful! And you're right...there are no guarantees. We need to share ourselves: our light and positivity every day because each of us matter in this world. ❤

[@kadykayeanna1624]

I had the worst breakdown literally 30mins ago. I try so hard to be strong for everything n everyone. Im jamaican living in Canada with my son for 6 years now. Ive been through so much n i just kept avoiding any form of emotion tht would make me seems vulnerable and just keep pushing. Im fighting so hard but my odds seems more that the fight i have within me. I've been watching u for years now n i knw videos like this is never easy its not something u just do for views. Shannon i hope ur able to see this because i just got so much strength from this video. Im going to keep fighting and appreciate every single moment. I will be sending all positive energy ur way, im smiling as i say everything is going to be ok . She got this you got this n we are here. Thanks Shannon

[@kayv.d.4656]

Hey, we’re all just strangers here, but I just wanted you to know that I’m proud of you & you being strong! You’re gonna be alright and I’m thinking about you! Lots of love and strength from Germany! :)

[@t_elisbeth]

The youtuber love multiples has a similar story to you. Try reaching out and find knew friends 😊

[@kadykayeanna1624]

@@kayv.d.4656 all the way from Germany wow thank u sooo much

[@jodif8779]

so sorry to hear about your Mom....that is very hard, we love our parents so much!!! I will send good energy towards your Mom and her operation..... ps. its ok to cry and let your sadness, worries and concerns out!

[@jessi8102]

DEB If You See This! You are our adopted mom and we love you Deb. Yes everything will be okay. I will be praying and thinking of you ❤

[@leigh-annturton9110]

I feel so bad because I literally haven't watched your videos in such a long time due to life and being too busy.. I hope and wish you and your mum all the best and I hope that it goes well on the 27th of this month, my fingers and toes are crossed for you and your family shannon love to you all on this very difficult time, your mum is a tough cookie though and I believe that she will be okay she will be in safe hands I know it, all the best ❤

[@martharaymer7109]

Sending you and Deb and your friend so much love 💖 it's weird how the universe works sometimes, but you're right, everything will be okay 💖

[@raa573]

Sending all the positive energy to your mom and your family, you seem like a strong family so you got this!! And remember you can do all kind of videos for us not only happy videos, we are going to love everything you do. Remember We love you so much and I love the work you are doing with nowthisisfilm.

[@angelsapra3554]

Been thinking of your mom & you the last couple days! Sending you love & positivity! ❤

[@eeskm2420]

She will pull through, don’t worry to much my dear there are angels watching xx

[@sarahwoodworth1542]

Thinking of your mom today. Hope she pulls through and will be safe. Sending blessings

[@CLROUGH]

I noticed the weather changing through this video with your feelings... how amazing! You’re amazing.

[@kenziebeveridge]

love you so much shannon! that was june watching over you. she’ll protect aunt deb :) sending you all the love from pittsburgh

[@Anna_Wendel]

I'm so sorry to hear about your friend's dad, it must be really hard. I'll be crossing my fingers during Deb's surgery and I wish you both (and the family) the absoluta best! ❤️

[@amymccabe9661]

Hey Shannon! Thinking about your mom. Everything will be okay, she has you and love. My mom is a 6 year survivor! It gets better, You guys and your friends have my good thoughts

[@courtneyt2328]

Your mum is the purest and you can tell she’s the most genuine sweet person ever. I’m praying for her and you all ❤️ good luck debs x

[@ileniaricci7907]

Sending your mom love and prayers all the way from Italy❤️

[@sirijohansen8848]

Never thought I´d be sending a thing like prayers, but many of those to you, your beautiful mommy and people close to you. -this is so important to god knows how many, thank you!

[@briannabeach7556]

My mom was just told she was cancer free yesterday!! Praying for deb!!!!

[@LovefromSil]

I’m so sorry Shannon I will keep your mom in my prayers and hope that the surgery goes well. She is an amazing person as are you. ❤️

[@chloeseghers5854]

Praying for you and your mom! Stay positive girl! We love you!💞

[@Crystal-gk5ro]

I’m so sorry to hear the news about your friend and your mom, will be praying for her. Hope all goes well tomorrow (or technically later) the sun coming out is a sign. It will all be okay. Sending a lot of love your way. ♥️♥️

[@stellamoro1689]

Everything will work out Shan, keeping your mom in my prayers ❤

[@Goozenberi]

My mom always had her treatments on thursdays... it was scary, but she is strong and Deb is too. That was more than 10 years ago, but I still think of Thursdays as her fighting days. Sending all the positive vibes to you and your mom this Thursday. xoxo

[@XiScooteriX]

Oh no the thumbnail is making me sad already :(

[@agenthoini]

Same exact thought. Dont wanna see her like that.. (Just to be sure nobody gets it the wrong way of course i love seeing everything that shannons comfortable to share but of course id prefer for her have less to worry about)

[@miarobinson4538]

Jenna Marie right

[@semin777]

Your mom is such a beautiful soul. Sending all my positive vibes and prayers to her. Also, I believe that your friends dad is at a beautiful place right now and that he watched his daughter's wedding with a big smile on his face. Love you, Shannon. You have your mom's compassionate heart and we need more people like you on this planet ❤

[@TrippO420]

I can’t believe how beautiful they are 😭😍😍

[@lerato1894]

I don't have much to offer but sending my good vibes to your mom, your friend and her family and your friends dad

[@katherinehernandez9360]

We will all Pray for you and your mom don't worry it will all be fine Your little angels will be with you at all times 😇🙋😇🙋 And I'm sorry for your friends dad May he Rest In Peace 😇

[@juliamagallanes5829]

I will never understand why bad things happen to the best people. Sending all my love to you guys💜💗