For the first time in this imaginary life... there's just nothing

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For the first time in this imaginary life... there's just nothing
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[@Lucid.Awakening]

Regarding being Un-useful, arises the saying "The Usefulness Of A Vessel Is In Its Emptiness" 💞

[@p5rsona]

Wow that hit hard

[@Lucid.Awakening]

❤❤❤❤@@p5rsona

[@andrewhussey8702]

Love it .

[@hannahlily11]

My mum told me yesterday that the bowls in her Buddha garden were also sanga!

[@diditt88]

❤

[@TheMarshallMalone]

I feel alone most of the time but I cry feeling connected when I’m walking at 4:30 AM and look up at the sky.

[@user-qk6iz4fx7b]

[@wa0187]

I feel the same. Looking at the night sky gives me a strong feeling of connection and home.

[@Will2Wisdom]

Don’t forget to enjoy nothing! It’s worth it

[@dialman1111]

I ran up against something similar when i finally realized, that all my life, i had been attempting to gain acceptance from 'others' by prooving my value/worth through what i was doing. not simply who/what i was. what life is. i've now seen the error in interpreting experience in this way. i've noticed that there is a general consencus among society that is misinterpreting to a large degree what life actually is, and how to interpret the experience of life. most people just don't go through the trouble of investigating to the point that they begin to deconstuct this conditioning.

[@ItApproaches]

Humans have almost EVERYTHING completely backwards.

[@cafelife1252]

Thank you for this perspective. I feel I have suffered and still do from this error of relating to life. Never been able to put into words.

[@dubbelkastrull]

"Most people"? it's all a dream my friend

[@qMartink]

spot on @@dubbelkastrull

[@macparker3549]

“Something a little bit intolerable about being separate…” I love it. 🤨😎😂

[@addiepoulson1430]

Lol yea

[@yasmeenbusinesscoachingbus1919]

Haha you being uniseful lol what a joke you have been the most useful person to all of us going through this . I don’t know what I would do without your videos. Thank you for your support 🙏🏻

[@brigitteh4825]

When it's seen that there really is no-one here so much falls away. Like no need to feel the need to achieve something, prove oneself, be useful or be ashamed, regretful etc. Like there's no choice to do or be in control of anything, as it just seems to happen. This is not to suggest there should be no morality or responsibility in one's 'personal' story at all because if that is valued, it will naturally follow. Good video, Suzanne.

[@minimal3734]

I am alone, I always have been. When I'm with colleagues, friends or family, I'm still alone. And I am useless, having achieved nothing of significance in the 56 years of my life. Somehow I don't seem to be a player in my life, but a spectator. I was severely traumatised at the age of three. Depression is an old mate of mine. I flip back and forth between the painful existence of this person and a place where all of this is seen as irrelevant.

[@Noora11_3]

Same. Sending ❤

[@Liselotteyes]

i struggle with the weekend, i am in solitude. Every weekend again there is nothing. It keeps being hard. How do i get through. I encounter my worst parts. I deserve better, that kind of stuff. We are all worthy

[@wjbkjay23464]

You tell such a great story. I recently had some trouble with depression. Just did not beleive it would pass. But it does. Beleive you will be blessed for something in this life. Humans are special, like all life, and not so much like matter, and space. In other words we are energized differently than cold matter.

[@ajaysh73]

You can't even begin to imagine usefulness of you. My wife and i just enjoy you and using your insights for our own growth. Thank you for sharing which is so brave. God bless u.

[@TatsumakiSenpuuKyaku]

You are blessed having someone to share this with 🙏 ❤

[@ajaysh73]

@@TatsumakiSenpuuKyaku ❤️

[@richardlenz2655]

I like the graveyard and the tree in front. I am probably also alone, but never felt alone. I do not know why. But I like listen to you. Thank you 💜. Yes, no story is true.

[@Intuitivewords]

I always felt that I wanted to experience truth in a most complete way possible. For me my "way" was mostly about meditation. After some time I realized that whole life is just a big meditation...

[@lonlep1831]

Yes, nothing feels as good as this nothingness ! Thank you for pointing at no thing. 🙏

[@ItApproaches]

Because it's truth. Being aware of actual truth, aka the nothingness, is simple clarity. There is no ego running the show, no rigged game show stealing all the mental energy. Lies/untruth drain infinitely. Truth is just what is, just calm, eternal nothingness...

[@highest_conscience-tv]

You are useful for innerstanding the ultimate reality ✌️

[@Mrrickyboy41]

There is something really soothing when listening to your videos with headphones on. There's a 'humming' in the background that is very satisfying. Whether it's the sound of trains that are going by from your old place or planes or just the wind hitting the microphone it brings a sense of peace.

[@maaaxsvideo]

im in like this weird stage of whatever this is, ive just found more peace within myself by ackowledging others instead of just immedtialy judging or you know giving my peace away, cause we all have that peace already

[@ItApproaches]

Amusing how you are drifting back to your old characters family, while I drifted away my mine.

[@denbrah1481]

Yes for me the abuse I witnessed and endured was a means to deconstruct the filters this reality creates. I always felt sorry for the person leveling abuse on me or others as I felt it was immature. This incarnation I feel I portray the witness of events. I don't judge anymore as events just happen. I'm one among equals but I relish solitude as societal drama exhausts me.

[@poppyandezra6404]

I think your videos are extremely Valuable to alot of people . Thank you 🌹

[@yasminel-hakim4348]

There is so much gratitude for the uselessness of actual Suzanne. If you were a career woman with the modern social thing, we, your listeners, would be totally lost without your energy and gorgeous videos. 🙏❤️

[@ProfoundFamiliarity]

I think your videos are really cool Suzanne, thank you for making them. You deconstruct the distinctions that we make in a way that most people don't stop and do.

[@davidsisson1488]

I grew up with the belief that being impersonal was bad but then had the realization of thats how wild animals live and to witness such beauty in that ! I think most people live like domestic animals! (Programmed)

[@diditt88]

Thank you Suzanne! Can truly relate to this.

[@pbwbh]

Careful not to let your mind go crazy while being into this non-duality stuff. I absolutely lost my mind and fell into hellish misery for ten years.

[@springwater9981]

Oh gosh, what took you into that? And how did you get out of it? And how are you doing today? I'm asking as I feel I ma have gone through something a little similar (although nothing close at all to 10 years)

[@pbwbh]

@@springwater9981 I had a spiritual experience where I felt like I had lost my sense of separate self, and I was one with everything, and in a state of bliss. Then, after a couple weeks, the experience passed, and I descended into a miserable state of dissociation that's difficult to describe. Over the course of the next decade, I descended further and further into nothingness and despair. It got so terrible, it's difficult for me to put it into words. I gradually started getting myself out of it by studying old scriptures and putting their teachings into practice, like the Bhagavad Gita, the Tao Te Ching, the writings of a Buddhist named Shinran, and other similar teachings that taught me how to let go and return to being my ordinary self. Nowadays I feel much more grounded than before.

[@toyin2376]

Thank you ❤ 🤗

[@MarcP589]

Thankyou suzanne Yet another video you have done that i just needed to hear

[@cultivatedman]

Wonderful stuff! Thanks for sharing. :)

[@Atlasias]

Thank you for speaking to the heart!

[@mattecandini9066]

welcome to the club 😊

[@BenjyO238]

Very beautiful Suzanne ❤❤❤

[@kbach53]

❤ your sharing with us , thankful for these videos and you Suzanne.

[@heshamaljazi4513]

Thank you❤

[@vincentfn]

Thank you ❤

[@richardpeters6852]

What a real freedom ! Beautiful sharing ❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏💚💛

[@mementomori5374]

Suzanne EVERYTHING is ‘ It’ everything the stories thoughts numbness happiness everything is it allowing not allowing bla bla all expressions is it already

[@user-re8tu5jr7u]

Suzanne, you are amazing. Thankyou for reminding us we are loved. ❤

[@janewanes]

You just existing is so useful and beautiful. Thank you for sharing

[@gameofthrones5655]

A Artist not judge its Art...dreams r just dreams...u just can dream more clear❤

[@Inquiring_Together]

Great video. 'Special-unspecial', now those are the rough days. 😃. Its a frustrating process, letting go of the world and it being attached to the self. Like a ball and chain.

[@nickibinski]

Thank you

[@ItApproaches]

Correct though. everything is just a story playing out. There is no right or wrong in a story, the story plays out as it was written to play out.

[@sabine9012]

Love it

[@davekay7221]

When the death of “me” is complete, you will finally meet yourself. 🙏❤️

[@ep52049]

ram dass helps so much to be able to be formless and be free in form. to order to accept the high ot life one must also be compassionate about the lows

[@kathelapointe]

I find that Jim Newman is the best to share about non-duality. I started with Suzanne and I am greatfull. Thank you for sharing.

[@davekay7221]

Jim Newman is stuck, attached to emptiness. He can make no further progress since he believes that he has reached the end. He has only just begun….

[@kathelapointe]

@@davekay7221 hahaha You are so wrong but it does not matter think what you will You can't help it anyway peace

[@kathelapointe]

@@davekay7221 and progress is a story

[@markie9739]

@@kathelapointel find Suzanne far more direct than Jim Newman. I listened to him before Suzanne, Suzanne has been my no. 1 for many months now.

[@kathelapointe]

@@markie9739 I am not sure what is your definition of direct because Jim is sooo to the point and no BS, actually some people could find him too direct. I have been listening to Suzanne for over a year and Jim for a few weeks now. I have enjoyed and appreciated Suzanne very much but with Jim I find he stays radically with the message. He is not interested in "your story" and I appreciate that. Ultimatelly this message is NOT for the individual but Suzanne is so sweet that the"ME" will still feel like there is something for itself but with Jim there is truly nothing for the ME, its something beyond that is drawn to hearing this radical message that he delivers without fluff or trying to help "you", which is not the point of true non duality. You will actually hit a wall everytime and nothing you do can change that. So I will stick with Jim because I truly feel that there is no more individual "there" and he stays 100% without deviation with the message. Sincere blessings to you

[@williamjohansson6282]

You are beautiful! ❤

[@alfreddifeo9642]

Thank for your openness, and you know what opinion are. like assholes and everyone has one. Ram Dass if remembered right quoted, we are all just waking each other home. My wish for you is unconditional love and understanding everywhere, where ever you are.

[@aaronyork3995]

Hapchang Suzanne Sahnga

[@torkoolguy72]

The great tree reaches with wooden arms! Why does the wind blow?

[@gameofthrones5655]

Not all aspects are that sensitive 2 what actually is... Its like meeting own shawdow Self. ❤❤❤all healing from dreams takes time...its okay take time.

[@robkirk-sd9qz]

i feel your struggle trying to use words to explain something that cant be explained.

[@macginni]

vibin out

[@notoddbuttoddwho2550]

Love your nothingness, thank you for sharing :)

[@hawkkim1974]

Some people say you are useless? How dare! But it's already well known there there is nobody to forgive.

[@ianmills9659]

Value and usefulness is in stopping to willingly perpetuate your own suffering as best you can when possible. When suffering is not self inflicted then it's not coming from your mind. Such as subscribing to other's beliefs of what meaning/existence should constitute ... and if that position is probably going to feel awkward and make one feel lost and dreadful at times... it certainly does me.

[@memento6204]

I love you.

[@gameofthrones5655]

From the highest point its like u as Buddha playing a game...seeing how deep the rabbit hole can goes...its seen fully here...how deep can u delute urself. Some say not react 2 the illussion....well its not always that simple...when a unseen spot in u still is triggert and u have a weak time maybe. Masterhood comes not in one day= takes its time 2 ripe and anchor...therfore patients is needed in this process.

[@e7ektro]

If you wrote a book about your insights I would love to read it.

[@gameofthrones5655]

It seems this consciousness wakes from one dream up into a nother...awakening has many layers...not all is done in one Awakening= just one...though that also is enough...2 return back the boat into the right direction if u want it so.

[@Rob_132]

You seem gentle and kind and intelligent. Respectfully, you also seem quite sad and alone. I hope you have some other kind people to connect with who are also on a similar path.

[@Californiansurfer]

❤saw Godzilla movie. Cried like a baby. Great story.

[@Himchankwan]

❤

[@TatsumakiSenpuuKyaku]

0:01- 0:47 please, if possible, do a full video of this ❤

[@andreajoy224]

❤🙏

[@ItApproaches]

You have mastered the invisibility ability from not moving lol. Was Drax from Guardians of the Galaxy your teacher? Hehe

[@garyisaacs6526]

" I wanna do what I want and I wanna get paid " . . . J Newman

[@faithifaithi3980]

❤❤❤❤❤🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@shawn6306]

i do agree that there is no right or wrong, should or shouldn't, it just is that it is what it is because that's how i see it too and everything is just is it all just simply is

[@brigitteh4825]

Rights and wrongs belong in story only.

[@shawn6306]

@@brigitteh4825 exactly i agree because that's exactly how i feel too

[@ashishgupta4654]

HI Let me know your thoughts here... Been listening to your vids for couple hours today for the first time. i closed my eyes and what you were saying was just a background sound and i could see myself apart from myself. i saw myself dead and i saw i emanated very sad energy. i kept looking at it, my breathe grew intense. i kept looking at my body and sadness it radiated. i realised it was lack of love it received. i kept looking at it, and realised it was lack of love from myself. does this make any sense at all?

[@injoyinmyself2018]

The organism is alive and self aware. Meeting it's survival needs creates free-time to self reflect, against the backdrop that it's going to die one day. It may recognize that the profile it's created of itself is not it's identity and it's just a question of what to do with itself. Life doesn't care what you think or feel it will still churn your account. So fuck around, have fun.

[@benallen8954]

Dance dance dance

[@lindam4133]

I wonder what your thoughts are on Tim Freke's work.

[@ItApproaches]

Not sure I would say we were always loved. In a way that an author loves the characters in the stories they write, I suppose. But there is nothing actually there that is loving anything.

[@thealonewarrior6698]

you're so pretty.

[@cprauss7254]

the horror of the iron age in the body?

[@maaaxsvideo]

there is nothing to change or .. what yall think

[@MichaelPeacock-jj9zx]

You said there was no energy to set someone straight,did setting someone straight still happen?. someone said something to my partner and because theres no toes here to step on ,i didnt set them straight and it caused issues between us.

[@Mimi-xs7gi]

🎯30.03….what are you doing with your life💝

[@Californiansurfer]

❤my ex returned after 10 years. The heart. Femme fetal doesn’t work any more. I know who she is. Freedom.

[@ericglasson7140]

I think that you’re cool.

[@laracrespo5786]

If you don't have a strong sense of right and wrong,you don't have a moral compass,you are a puppet of circumstances,manipulable,lost and fragile.

[@user-wi3bu7jy6m]

are you ok?

[@cprauss7254]

why such negative thoughts? where do they come from?

[@mt_gox]

I played it at 2x speed & it was still too slow.

[@OlafSager]

You think, every story gets into storage ? Not so sure....

[@user-qx3hr8tx1i]

This video must be too deep for me, only got about half way and still not sure what she is going on about?

[@th2u88f]

Blank character sheet, who do you wanna be 🤹🏇

[@starseed11111]

If you are enlightened why you seem depressed? Your eyes are not shinning

[@hr4561]

Its an ego trip. A very unusual one. Go spend some time with a true realise being. Youll see the difference....

[@koa803]

you are osho

[@thatdutchguy89]

That's why i just play video games all the time, it's all bullshit.

[@joshtheegotist]

I just play chess and read one piece manga XD, smoke lots of pot, eat grilled chicken mac and cheese.

[@davekay7221]

“It’s all bullshit” is merely another notion, another conceptual overlay. When you drop this notion, all becomes clear.

[@joshtheegotist]

@@davekay7221 Dropping notions is just another notion, when you drop this notion, you obtain a sense of humor.

[@joshtheegotist]

why do nondualists always need to one up everyone with silly nondual concepts that are just as inane as all other concepts....if its for entertainment...I totally get it XD

[@joshtheegotist]

@@timoneill6931 I wasn't talking about the content creator, I was talking about the pedantic nondual babble featured in the comments on this thread

[@infiniteunbound111]

Only really useful to 19.8k followers…besides that well 😂

[@giuseppe6273]

Monetize your video 😊

[@sokTAU911]

GO TO PROFESSIONAL IF YOU NEED HELP

[@ItApproaches]

Yeah being an enlightened nobody is pointless, but ironically any story is pointless lol.

[@JustOneWillingSoul]

Oh, Su, if you're not entertained and looking for something to do, you can always come visit me just like old times! In MA USA atm, so it's doable. I've missed you from those years you protected me when I was a little child 2023 years ago. Golden memories. Love you. Sincerely. No One Special. ~Jesus Christ

[@colinleary2253]

type of shit i’m on

[@ThomasPR1089]

❤

[@Tu_Dios_Apocalipsis]

❤