[Free Audio] I'm sorry that I gave up on us

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Marielle Jørgensen

Marielle Jørgensen

Күн бұрын

/ mariellejorg
Not too happy about this one because of the noise in the background from the clips, but I just love Chuck and Blair's story so much, so I had to post it anyway!
I own nothing but the edit.
From Gossip Girl
Song: Winter Aid - The Wisp Sings
Feel free to use it as long as you credit me :-)

Пікірлер: 626
@oofme5638
@oofme5638 5 жыл бұрын
Are you okay? _Mind: No. I’m not._ Yeah i’m fine.
@renatatrevino3393
@renatatrevino3393 5 жыл бұрын
Sad Me, no The mind tells u to say you're fine. The heart is the one who says you're not
@oofme5638
@oofme5638 5 жыл бұрын
Renata Treviño I suppose so x
@Gilbertcasas
@Gilbertcasas 4 жыл бұрын
Yes okay
@leamunoz347
@leamunoz347 4 жыл бұрын
Mouth:yeah im doing fine,how are you? Mind:i need help..but you cant see that
@colinschmitt6378
@colinschmitt6378 11 күн бұрын
exactly
@lindseyortega4776
@lindseyortega4776 5 жыл бұрын
I gave up on him... and now I’m the broken one
@jessicavelasquez6151
@jessicavelasquez6151 5 жыл бұрын
Ladybug And car noir fan! I felt this
@kaiasocooman
@kaiasocooman 5 жыл бұрын
me atm, he then broke up with me 3 days ago
@CygnetVy
@CygnetVy 5 жыл бұрын
I felt this, I broke him and now I want him back. I'm such an idiot
@damayaf6210
@damayaf6210 5 жыл бұрын
I never seen a comment that related to me so much... the pain, the feeling of guilt, the endless crying, the regret, and the constant reminiscing of the good times you had and to watch it all go away... because of me.
@muskanakter3364
@muskanakter3364 5 жыл бұрын
Related 😭😭😭
@missanonymous1656
@missanonymous1656 5 жыл бұрын
Person :are you ok Mind: pffft of course u are Heart: NO IM NOT HELP......please Voice : yeah I’m good
@adyaadrian
@adyaadrian 4 жыл бұрын
Let that heart to vent out. Goto an isolated place and shout on top of voice and then look at the heaven and vent out that heart. You will see a new you.
@briannaryan4083
@briannaryan4083 3 жыл бұрын
same
@colinschmitt6378
@colinschmitt6378 11 күн бұрын
yup
@zinebelmazouni1958
@zinebelmazouni1958 5 жыл бұрын
I gave up on him..and then here I am, in pieces.
@kieranbru
@kieranbru 4 жыл бұрын
Zineb ElMAZOUNI keep going, it’ll be okay :)
@adyaadrian
@adyaadrian 4 жыл бұрын
Get him back. Don't live this miserable life.
@jaysheth3553
@jaysheth3553 3 жыл бұрын
@@Tajnur8764 what in the fuck r u proud of huh?
@hannaloi6879
@hannaloi6879 5 жыл бұрын
“I’m sorry that I gave up on us. And you never did.” Right in the feels...
@dianaabigailgranadostercer9616
@dianaabigailgranadostercer9616 5 жыл бұрын
Hanna Loi hey what show is it?
@2kool4skool85
@2kool4skool85 5 жыл бұрын
Aby Granados gossip girl
@MrUkai
@MrUkai 4 жыл бұрын
I never gave up on her... but she did
@johnwirth4757
@johnwirth4757 4 жыл бұрын
You never gave up you got scared 😂
@shakirahamerlinck8928
@shakirahamerlinck8928 4 жыл бұрын
He is texting me rn and I have to pretend that I dotn care bc he sure as hell doesn't
@imakeupbyaviluvs7669
@imakeupbyaviluvs7669 5 жыл бұрын
i hope that one day he tells me that he regrets giving up.. because i’m still holding on, to nothing ...
@adyaadrian
@adyaadrian 4 жыл бұрын
When he's alone and feeling miserable, he will remember the moment when he threw his happiness away.
@redcherry6107
@redcherry6107 4 жыл бұрын
sending my virtual hug to you because I feel it too
@sararosalynbrown7412
@sararosalynbrown7412 4 жыл бұрын
I can relate
@whateverhappenshappens.5525
@whateverhappenshappens.5525 4 жыл бұрын
I’ve been him and I can tell you i think about her all the time
@autumnm9944
@autumnm9944 3 жыл бұрын
One day i hope he sees how much hes really done to change me with hurt and break me Ill always love you beebe god This is so hard
@amizm1374
@amizm1374 5 жыл бұрын
"Love is unconditional" "If you love something set them free" "True love will always come back to you" "Never beg them to stay" "The right one will always be there for you"
@brandonjefferson5898
@brandonjefferson5898 5 жыл бұрын
Morning Fever all things I’ve been told..love is complicated
@Raccoon-jk9ky
@Raccoon-jk9ky 5 жыл бұрын
Then it wasn’t real..🙁😐😶🤐
@DarknezzReptile
@DarknezzReptile 4 жыл бұрын
What if there iz no right one...?
@deannalyster8961
@deannalyster8961 4 жыл бұрын
what if you’re there 4 them but they don’t know it??
@feelingza8460
@feelingza8460 4 жыл бұрын
I loved you. I'm sorry I let you go. You were the first person to ever care for me the way you did. But something I had, I couldn't give it up, I couldn't say it or let it go cause if I did, it would hurt you and it would ruin everything in the process. So I left without saying good bye. Because if I said good-bye, it would be harder to let you go. My biggest regret is getting to know you because in the end I had to give it all up and it pained me so much more. I hope you're happy now with someone who is worth your time and Is there for you the way I can't be.
@strawshelly
@strawshelly 5 жыл бұрын
“There is a difference between a great love and the right love” hit me 🥵♥️
@belindamckenna410
@belindamckenna410 Жыл бұрын
The love I deserve ❤️
@kaznizo
@kaznizo 4 жыл бұрын
I had to give up on him, I couldn’t take the toxicity anymore...he blames me, he always did...
@tobinergigantus6681
@tobinergigantus6681 4 жыл бұрын
It's not your fault
@tvds8350
@tvds8350 3 жыл бұрын
It's not your fault; I'm proud of you for leaving his ass.
@annngggx
@annngggx 5 жыл бұрын
i wanted a fairytale with you and only you. i will always love you. 💔
@adyaadrian
@adyaadrian 4 жыл бұрын
He will come back. Your love will manifest it.
@annngggx
@annngggx 4 жыл бұрын
Aadrian Mukherjee what a kind comment, tysm. wish u the best.
@adyaadrian
@adyaadrian 4 жыл бұрын
@@annngggx thanks girl and same to you.
@amiyah9978
@amiyah9978 5 жыл бұрын
im not 1 minute into this.. the part where the man said theres a difference between a great love anfd the right love.. i really felt that ..
@katiefernandez7231
@katiefernandez7231 4 жыл бұрын
You always have this feeling when you are really In love with someone but you feel like you have to give up on them because your scared to lose them and hurt them at the same time. 😔💔
@gustemikalauskaite3420
@gustemikalauskaite3420 5 жыл бұрын
I know it wasn’t right but it hurts how much I miss him... it’s been a while but it hurts the same as the day you left..
@beatrizjannmaglanoc8458
@beatrizjannmaglanoc8458 5 жыл бұрын
Chuck and Blair, Blair and Chuck. :'(
@lillibishop6822
@lillibishop6822 5 жыл бұрын
Beej Maglanoc chuck and blair holding hands, chuck and blair going to the movies
@eliztaslk8935
@eliztaslk8935 3 жыл бұрын
“You think you shouldn’t want it cause you’ve never had it...” that hurt doe..
@marwenormido8310
@marwenormido8310 5 жыл бұрын
I gave up on her now she has a new one and I'm alone
@jkw6172
@jkw6172 5 жыл бұрын
No I do not I still love u
@rahatferdush1080
@rahatferdush1080 4 жыл бұрын
Wow. How you two found urself on you tube?😱
@EmilyGloeggler7984
@EmilyGloeggler7984 2 жыл бұрын
I gave up on him and now we both have no loves and are not alone. Turned out my ex forgave me and wished for us to be at peace - so thank you to the ex I genuinely loved and wanted to be with, yet I chose to leave - thank you for setting me free and letting God led me to my husband. :)
@sea.jellies
@sea.jellies 5 жыл бұрын
GF sends this to you. Mind: is she breaking up with you?! Her: Make a Klance edit. Mind: Okay we’re good here ☺️🙃
@sisinawiin671
@sisinawiin671 4 жыл бұрын
"It's taking a lot of power to have to walk away from you"
@briannawashington2842
@briannawashington2842 5 жыл бұрын
Blair and chuck 😕 they always have my heart 💓 “I need to let u go” “but they end up married and with a little boy 🥰”
@sharnimaree13
@sharnimaree13 5 жыл бұрын
Why am I tearing up? Bruh 😩 This hit me hard. I had to break things off with my boyfriend 2 weeks ago. He never put our relationship first, he moved state and our relationship became almost toxic. I have never felt stronger for allowing myself to let him go and to make myself me again. I poured too much of my heart and soul into my relationship for nothing. But everyone has a special someone, i just haven’t found mine yet. To all the single men and women that will be spending this Valentine’s Day single, just know that you don’t need someone to feel complete, you’ll learn to love yourself more than anyone ever could and that’s something more special than a short relationship. 💖
@jkw6172
@jkw6172 5 жыл бұрын
I love u
@michelleflores6550
@michelleflores6550 5 жыл бұрын
This deadass just happened to me my best friend the first boy who I ever loved left he walked away after we promised no matter what we would have each other and today he told me he regrets giving up on us and that he misses us this video and title is so perfect
@vickie9219
@vickie9219 5 жыл бұрын
How long where you apart before he said that to you and before he started talking to you again
@dontknow8847
@dontknow8847 5 жыл бұрын
Michelle Flores the same fucking thing happened to me too with my best friend
@sarahhhh._.
@sarahhhh._. 5 жыл бұрын
Are you guys back together? Ps: this is about to happen to me I can feel it and I can do nth
@-JaelynnGonzalez-
@-JaelynnGonzalez- 5 жыл бұрын
Michelle Flores I get u that happened to me and my best guy friend as well
@jullyscainl7623
@jullyscainl7623 3 жыл бұрын
New good good by good nightok by by by
@iagovgarcia
@iagovgarcia 5 жыл бұрын
I just broke up a relationship 'cause she is moving out of town It was only 2 months but it hurted me so bad "I'm sorry I didn't tell you I loved you, when I knew I did" So relatable
@vivianne6161
@vivianne6161 5 жыл бұрын
Iago Garcia times no measure for feelings or love :) but trust time heals ❤️
@iagovgarcia
@iagovgarcia 5 жыл бұрын
Vivi Anne thanks
@pumpkimhotter
@pumpkimhotter 4 жыл бұрын
Me and my boyfriend used to be best friends before we started dating. He moves 7000 miles away from me and it killed me. We have broken up before but this time I think it’s permanent because he hasn’t texted me back.... he left me on open and alone
@winchester9791
@winchester9791 4 жыл бұрын
"Its taking all the power I have to walk away from you." Fuck man I felt that one
@ZeRo23433
@ZeRo23433 2 жыл бұрын
:( damn this hits hard I let go of a good relationship, now I can’t even socialize, go outside I’m literally depressed most of the time. I miss the fun I had when being in a relationship.
@emmorais
@emmorais 2 жыл бұрын
how are you feeling after 6 months you commented? im going through this it's been almost 2 weeks and idk what to do anymore
@ZeRo23433
@ZeRo23433 2 жыл бұрын
@@emmorais I’m doing a lot better, I’m taking one day at a time. I still haven’t been able to socialize like I used to, but I’m getting better everyday my anxiety is definitely going down. I’ve been hanging out with my brothers which helps a lot, also I’ve been forgetting about my breakup getting my mind off of it. My brothers are literally the reason why I stopped feeling so depressed most of the time. that’s all I can really say I’m not back to 100% but I’m getting there because of them. So it’s literally if you have any kind of supportive friend or brothers like mine they’ll definitely help bro.
@superk2018
@superk2018 5 жыл бұрын
girlfriend broke up with me... first love too. this was tough to listen to. i’d still give her everything because i’m still not over her but i know she doesn’t care anymore. won’t even reach out 😓
@betsy934
@betsy934 5 жыл бұрын
Ive been dating my boyfriend for a year and 7 months.Its been hard tbh.I just feel like he doesn't love me.Many girls are jealous and tet to flirt with him but he never talks to them,and that makes my happy but.....he kinda stopped talking to me.We do talk once in a while but idk i just feel like he gave up on our relationship
@strawshelly
@strawshelly 5 жыл бұрын
Shawns Wife meet up with him, do anything to hang out with him , know what’s up with him. If there is no good reason why he barley talks to you, and you still love him? Fight for the relationship for it to work but there is also a choice to walk away.
@liamsullivan8974
@liamsullivan8974 4 жыл бұрын
"There is an difference between a great love, and the right love" this hit so hard. The best saying I have ever seen.
@haileymurry5845
@haileymurry5845 5 жыл бұрын
I just gave up on a 8 month relationship,and yet I'm the one who's broken because i know he didn't deserve me 😭💔
@ahbyo
@ahbyo 5 жыл бұрын
Haylee Robison i’m proud of you for acknowledging that you’re worth more ):
@haileymurry5845
@haileymurry5845 5 жыл бұрын
@@ahbyo I'm really not tho I'm not proud of anything anything 😭💔
@themjc1109
@themjc1109 5 жыл бұрын
18 month relationship here..
@nicoleprince9090
@nicoleprince9090 4 жыл бұрын
Same here, it’s going to be ok I’m here for u 🥺💔
@Enidessa
@Enidessa 5 жыл бұрын
THHHEEEE TEARSSSS, I’ve been subscribed to you for the longest and I swear seeing a notification pop up from this channel is the greatest!!!!!
@mariellejrgensen377
@mariellejrgensen377 5 жыл бұрын
Means so much to me!! Thank you so much ❤️
@pegs1682
@pegs1682 5 жыл бұрын
@@mariellejrgensen377 nm
@transguy2498
@transguy2498 4 жыл бұрын
I can't listen to this rn omg cuz it'll make me cry😢😢😢😢
@ESGxFear
@ESGxFear 5 жыл бұрын
You were my safe spot.. you were my happiness.. you where. The one. Person that made me feel okay. Fully okay... now. Who’s gone, guess who’s now gone and happy, and guess who’s trying to stay and depressed...? Wonder. I miss you. I miss you so dang much to the point where it physically stings. I see you and you’re so happy. Which makes me happy. But also sad. I’m happy your happy. But I’m sad because I know that means your just fine without me.. when I’m not doing fine without you. You said that I didn’t need you. Yeah maybe. But I want *you* you and only you... id give up everything and everything again in a heartbeat for you... but you wouldn’t even give a single blink for me...
@jasmineleigh620
@jasmineleigh620 4 жыл бұрын
😔
@azieliza2894
@azieliza2894 4 жыл бұрын
I gave up on us.... I gave up on someone I really love.. He is with someone better then me.. I respect that... Why do I feel like I’m not needed in this world...
@katiebarrow18
@katiebarrow18 5 жыл бұрын
This helps me so much listening to these kind of Audios, because my boyfriend of 2 years and 3 months decided that he was feeling exhausted in our relationship and wants to give up on it. But then he blamed me for all the problems that have happened in our relationship but he was the one who cheated and throw stuff at me. But i love him so i guess i should let him go.
@nolifegang6926
@nolifegang6926 5 жыл бұрын
I feel alone all the time and I’m....used to it now....people tell me I’m not powerful and I agree with them cuz im not....
@devilskaterxox609
@devilskaterxox609 5 жыл бұрын
Sandra Alvarado your your own person and you shouldn’t let over people tell you what you are you should tell your self that your an amazing person
@asmae.225
@asmae.225 5 жыл бұрын
4 years passed & still thinking of him.. ! that pretty hurts i know i'm sorry that i gave up on us :(.
@alexah.4274
@alexah.4274 5 жыл бұрын
i... i didn’t mean to give up on us. I never meant to officially end it but i just can’t anymore. 3 damn years you put me through so much all those three years was me being in consistent pain. you left you came back and all you did was play around with my feelings. game over. we are done. but that doesn’t mean i don’t love you. i do but we can’t keep doing this anymore. i’m done.
@Cain9049
@Cain9049 6 ай бұрын
Please take me back McKinleigh
@dopedino431
@dopedino431 4 жыл бұрын
Just once.. I'd like someone to put me first. I want someone to be able to push everything aside for just a day for me. To be someone's first choice. I know that I'm greedy and want him to myself. Even if he makes excuses not to call me when I'm crying. I still want to be his first choice.
@ghostfame5719
@ghostfame5719 5 жыл бұрын
Love is the scariest thing. She’s doing the things with him that we never got to do. It hurts
@liamsullivan8974
@liamsullivan8974 3 жыл бұрын
"There is a difference between through great love and the right love" damn, that hit me hard 😔
@memaw8614
@memaw8614 4 жыл бұрын
He gave up on me while I let him go and watch him be happy with multiple others knowing I’ll never be in his arms like they are.
@mmarianss
@mmarianss 3 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry that I gave up on us. I don't wanna fight anymore. I'm just too tired. Tired of getting hurt..
@faithlydia5229
@faithlydia5229 3 жыл бұрын
Dr Frank can make your ex come back to you begging you for a second chance. He helped me restore back my broken relationship of 5 years by bringing back my ex Also Dr Frank always keep up with his words I strongly Advise you to seek help from him....
@sofiagonzalez1634
@sofiagonzalez1634 5 жыл бұрын
chuck & blair
@jesssm2883
@jesssm2883 4 жыл бұрын
me and the boy i was with. he changed. he would do things to hurt me. to make me feel unloved. to make me jealous. it hurt. but i stayed. i stayed for almost 10 months. after around 9 and a half months. i slowly just gave up. i was tired. all his girl bestfriends were georgeous and i didnt compare. so i slowly gave up. and he wanted a break. then we agreed on ending it. forever. it hurt. after a bit he had said he was bored of me. and thats why he ended it. that hurt. alot. its been some time. at first i was so broken. in so many ways. but now im better. i moved on. and found someone that isnt toxic. and that will treat me right.
@jesssm2883
@jesssm2883 4 жыл бұрын
N KIRANKUMAR what?
@aye_204
@aye_204 4 жыл бұрын
Gosh it sucks when the people you think love you the most make you feel unloved.
@sue-qx9vu
@sue-qx9vu 4 жыл бұрын
After all these years were finally back together .. i feel like you’re the one . i feel like i love you so much that i really don’t ever imagine myself with anybody else . we tried and tried before and now we came back to eachother . i love you so much and i’m in love with you . i want my future with you . i love the way you touch my face , grab me , kiss me , even talk to me . i hope you know even after everything , you’re my whole life ...
@LVSnailSandwichContent
@LVSnailSandwichContent 4 жыл бұрын
These words. Melt my heart. Feel them. Exactly my thoughts - for the author. Sadly those words are not for me. For her. I hope someday they'll be together so he can be happy again.
@ariari3982
@ariari3982 3 жыл бұрын
I gave up on us because I couldn’t take the crying every night. I couldn’t handle having to give up everything to keep you happy, taking all my time away from my family and friends. I’m just 15 I shouldn’t have to feel tied down or trapped. I just wanted to be loved but it got to much... but even when I try to talk to you all you did was either blame me or in the end I ended up apologizing for crying. So goodbye and I hope one day you can finally understand why I left..
@lydiamorgan4889
@lydiamorgan4889 3 жыл бұрын
Dr Frank can make your ex come back to you begging you for a second chance. He helped me restore back my broken relationship of 5 years by bringing back my ex Also Dr Frank always keep up with his words I strongly Advise you to seek help from him....
@lydiamorgan4889
@lydiamorgan4889 3 жыл бұрын
Text him on WhatsApp....
@lydiamorgan4889
@lydiamorgan4889 3 жыл бұрын
+ 2 3 4 8 1 0 8 7 6 2 6 5 2🙏
@teamwangjacksonwang292
@teamwangjacksonwang292 5 жыл бұрын
00:00 *Blair & CHUCK BASS!! I knew there voices and lines anywhere*
@anbuselvikrishnan1313
@anbuselvikrishnan1313 3 жыл бұрын
Money only playing important role now a days but someone else playing with valuable feeling,
@xclusivelynnn4162
@xclusivelynnn4162 5 жыл бұрын
He gave up on me even though he promised he never will😭😭😭
@eveeve3700
@eveeve3700 5 жыл бұрын
That sad i fell so sad
@xclusivelynnn4162
@xclusivelynnn4162 5 жыл бұрын
@@eveeve3700 Really
@eveeve3700
@eveeve3700 5 жыл бұрын
@@xclusivelynnn4162 ya peeps r so mean thay say stuff but di something else
@eveeve3700
@eveeve3700 5 жыл бұрын
@@xclusivelynnn4162 is upseting u never understand how sad it would make u vecuse thay say thay will be ther 4 ever but then when u need them thay r gone and u r just wordering why thay lied 2 u when thay said thay would be there no mater what
@xclusivelynnn4162
@xclusivelynnn4162 5 жыл бұрын
@@eveeve3700 😭😭😭😭😭😭
@ksiva99
@ksiva99 3 жыл бұрын
Don't give up, never. You are loved always. Always be closer to your soul.
@reix3306
@reix3306 4 жыл бұрын
I didn't give up she did but I had to live with that I didnt strengthen her enough to continue. So I gave up in my heart but she gave up thinking she gave up and is probally thinking of herself like someone bad. And I have to live that I hurt the only person i considered above myself and family.
@danapatnaik
@danapatnaik 3 жыл бұрын
I gave up on us ...but I could never giveup on loving him....🖤
@lydiamorgan4889
@lydiamorgan4889 3 жыл бұрын
I recommend you to a man who can help you manifest anything you want to manifest within two-day ❤❤❤
@lydiamorgan4889
@lydiamorgan4889 3 жыл бұрын
He was the person who helped me manifest back my ex three day ago with out delay💯💯
@lydiamorgan4889
@lydiamorgan4889 3 жыл бұрын
Whtsaap him**
@lydiamorgan4889
@lydiamorgan4889 3 жыл бұрын
___+ 2::3::4::81::08::76::26::52...
@michellejackson9647
@michellejackson9647 4 жыл бұрын
I wanted a fairy tail with you but I didn't realize you would end up being the bad guy in my story and Prince Charming in another
@becomingdoctorkal
@becomingdoctorkal 5 жыл бұрын
when ur crush of 4yrs lives a country away.. he asked you out, but you painfully rejected..from the fear of love
@ceryseditz1007
@ceryseditz1007 5 жыл бұрын
Blair Waldorf and Chuck Bass Gossip Girl. Two of the most inspirational characters ever showed me to chance my dreams and believe in myself even when nobody else did.💕🥺
@ethanturner4838
@ethanturner4838 4 жыл бұрын
Learn to treasure your life, because unfortunately it can be taken away from you at any time.
@jennifer_5152
@jennifer_5152 5 жыл бұрын
Yessss! I've been waiting for a video from you. I love you and your channel❤️
@humanbeing5636
@humanbeing5636 5 жыл бұрын
I love the backgrounds on your videos its very peacefull...
@eldarkness2470
@eldarkness2470 2 жыл бұрын
I lost my beautifully wife Lorena zenteno I lost my family friends ever thing cuz off drugs please people don't go do drugs 😰😰😰💔💔💔💔
@carleymars4119
@carleymars4119 4 жыл бұрын
i love someone and im terrified of them leaving me because they are going through a rough spot im in love with him and if i lose him i wouldnt know what love is he showed me what tru love is and i need him or ill be completely broken i love you baby lets hope we last till the day we lose our breath
@lali.x4658
@lali.x4658 4 жыл бұрын
Today my 3 year relationship ended and I’ve never been so broken I gave up and didn’t fight for it bc I’m so tired from fighting my self everyday 🥺
@toesand1992
@toesand1992 2 жыл бұрын
You matter thank you for existing
@TheMushroomDJ
@TheMushroomDJ 5 жыл бұрын
my exact emotions this is beautiful though wow
@vandana3742
@vandana3742 5 жыл бұрын
How do you manage to make so great videos?💕
@leonf999
@leonf999 4 жыл бұрын
I will always love that girl with all my heart
@Avillion1
@Avillion1 5 жыл бұрын
For anyone who gave up and walked away and regrets it uow long did yoy spend apart and began to regret it? My ex gave up on us cuz she wanted to travel the world alone and I dont know why and ill always hope she'll come back but im starting to think i should just give up.
@DarkWolfProwler20
@DarkWolfProwler20 3 жыл бұрын
I’ve known her for almost 3 years, been in love with her for 2 (not that I knew that). Told her within the first couple months that I liked her, she saw me as a friend. I stuck around, we were best friends, inseparable. I was sure that I liked her, love was too strong of a word for now, it’s a word I don’t take lightly, not one that I throw around, but even at this point, I had suspicions that I was slowly falling for her for every second of every day, but I was her friend and I was going to be the dang best friend I could be. I tried everything to get over my feelings, she got a boyfriend, I got a girlfriend, she he broke up with her, he wasn’t a good guy and I wasn’t around, I broke up with my girlfriend and we reconnected. Cue the best summer of my entire life. We spent every day together and there were so many “almost” moments. We went on walks on the beach and in stretches of trees, long drives where we sang songs to each other, sleepovers where I’m sure I’d never feel so safe as I did wrapped up as we were, mornings where we would just get lost in each other’s eyes. Moments where she would be getting frustrated with her family and I would hold her hand and stroke her palm and she would do the same for me- almost a small code to say “Hey, I’m here”. So many moments where if I had just leant a little closer, if I had just been more confident, we no doubt would’ve had a moment. I was too afraid. She got another boyfriend, I was trying so hard to move on. I was forced to move back to my home country because of Covid. She and her boyfriend broke up, he too broke her heart. I admitted my feelings after a couple months- I couldn’t take the pain anymore and I couldn’t watch her be in pain. I wanted nothing more than to be back there and holding her, telling her everything will be okay and that I loved her. And that was it, I realised without any uncertainty, despite everything I’d done, I was completely and utterly in love with this woman. In love with her to the point that I would move heaven and earth to be back in her country, to be with her. I can picture being with no one else. She must not have felt the same. She told me she liked me during the summers, during the time we spent together. She didn’t explain anymore. Then she had another boyfriend and it was never discussed again. I have absolute pain in my heart when I hear of the troubles they have, the way he doesn’t seem to understand her, the way he doesn’t understand her fears and the things that concern her. He doesn’t seem to care when he talks about his ex to her that it bothers her, doesn’t seem to understand that when he doesn’t message her for a while it reminds her of her Ex just before he dumped her, gets frustrated with her when she needs reassurance that things are okay because her ex dumped her out of the blue. I’m left confused and in pain. She talks to me less and less now, engrossed in her time with a guy that she tells me that she is falling in love with. She messages me to tell me that she loves me (platonically) and misses me, or send a post or two. She talks about her troubles and we talk about mine. There is no mention of my feelings, like it never happened. But I’m in unimaginable pain, like I can’t breathe. I am over run at night with dreams of “what if”’s and “imagine”’s, but I know that’s all they’ll ever be. I want to be here for her. I am her best friend first and foremost. But I am also completely and utterly in love with her. Staying hurts, but I would be in agony if I stopped talking to her. I miss our old talks, I miss the way she would look at me, I miss the connection we have. I lost a soulmate the day I left her country and I don’t think I’m ever going to love as deeply as I do with her, nor will I find anyone who makes me feel as safe and understood. She was my home and now it’s gone. I am forever going to grieve for the relationship that almost was but never came to be.
@lydiamorgan4889
@lydiamorgan4889 3 жыл бұрын
I recommend you to a man who can help you manifest anything you want to manifest within two-day ❤❤❤
@lydiamorgan4889
@lydiamorgan4889 3 жыл бұрын
He was the person who helped me manifest back my ex three day ago with out delay💯💯
@lydiamorgan4889
@lydiamorgan4889 3 жыл бұрын
Whtsaap him**
@lydiamorgan4889
@lydiamorgan4889 3 жыл бұрын
___+ 2::3::4::81::08::76::26::52...
@katiereed5277
@katiereed5277 4 жыл бұрын
This is so me because my boy best friend asked me out multiple times and I said no because I was scared cause he’s cheated on me before and now I was gonna say yes he’s with my best friend 😔😣😢😭😭😭😭
@Gilbertcasas
@Gilbertcasas 4 жыл бұрын
Friends 👫 mass 😢😭😭
@letsnot4714
@letsnot4714 5 жыл бұрын
What are you here to apologize for? *everything else*
@lyricgibson9677
@lyricgibson9677 5 жыл бұрын
Chris don't move out of state please I'm sorry
@michellec6023
@michellec6023 5 жыл бұрын
When I realized that chuck and Blair were in this, I lost it man 🤧💔
@amiii7410
@amiii7410 5 жыл бұрын
i walked away and gave up on my first love. theres nothing i regret more than that.
@kalliekarsten6719
@kalliekarsten6719 5 жыл бұрын
Chuck and Blair have a special place in my heart😩
@janineakrap6640
@janineakrap6640 4 жыл бұрын
You must be cafeful in love it can brake you
@jesseijvj9697
@jesseijvj9697 2 жыл бұрын
It's okay... We both did just took me longer to let go..
@Neive28
@Neive28 5 жыл бұрын
could you make a spotify account and put these on there i love listening to theses plsss
@aerishindley4993
@aerishindley4993 4 жыл бұрын
I love him so much, but he only sees me as a friend now. He told me he regretted us. I don't think anything could ever hurt as much as when he told me that. Now I see him everyday and I cry. He gave up on us so easily.
@METALHEAD.BISHESHHH
@METALHEAD.BISHESHHH 2 жыл бұрын
Song just make this vedio 2x deeper
@dominicthompson5578
@dominicthompson5578 5 жыл бұрын
The love of my life is pregnant with my child, but she loves another man. I hope he takes her to the moon, she deserves that much. I’m sorry I gave up on you when I knew I loved you.
@LVSnailSandwichContent
@LVSnailSandwichContent 4 жыл бұрын
Ouch. Never met the woman!!!!! ?? 😫😶💔
@mary-annm3936
@mary-annm3936 5 жыл бұрын
I wanted you to be my always and forever but you wanted me to be gone .
@kitsune1298
@kitsune1298 4 жыл бұрын
i fucked up. so much. i just want someone to hold me
@Tawni66
@Tawni66 4 жыл бұрын
If I can't feel your love, I don't want to feel anything.
@momo4204
@momo4204 5 жыл бұрын
You should do something about long distance relashionship 😔
@jessx2197
@jessx2197 4 жыл бұрын
Sleep is the only escape. It’s either goodnight or goodbye.
@irage32
@irage32 3 жыл бұрын
So true
@maryfedor7981
@maryfedor7981 3 жыл бұрын
We all go on different paths in life!!
@elizabethdiane3679
@elizabethdiane3679 3 жыл бұрын
You can't be happy bc nobody will allow you to be. I didn't give up on anyone they gave up on me.
@ethanwinters1469
@ethanwinters1469 4 жыл бұрын
I imagined jumping from a great height feeling the wind as i plummet downward It's like a pleasure like no other ever
@mikehandymathurin405
@mikehandymathurin405 4 жыл бұрын
Get really mad at someone doesnt mean you gave up,it means you really mad and are not in a state to be nice with that person because that person lied to you and betrayed you and broke you deep inside and you needed time to wake up your mind and be relax,it is exactly what it means !
@mikehandymathurin405
@mikehandymathurin405 4 жыл бұрын
Get really mad at someone doesnt mean you gave up,it means you really mad and are not in a state to be nice with that person because that person lied to you and betrayed you and broke you deep inside and you needed time to wake up your mind and be relax,it is exactly what it means !
@macygilmer6554
@macygilmer6554 5 жыл бұрын
Omg I love this this make me cry❤️❤️
@depressed_souls_are_here3007
@depressed_souls_are_here3007 5 жыл бұрын
I watch this because...I'm depressed 😔
@Kimmilein
@Kimmilein 5 жыл бұрын
I realized that this voice is from chuck and then I started crying...
@TheStupidestGuy
@TheStupidestGuy 3 жыл бұрын
she'll never forgive me for my mistales, it's been 5 years. i wish i could go back and change things. every single day. i miss everything, the way we talked, the way we shared, the way she was there for me. but i was never there for her. not the way i should've been, not the way i could've been. i regret it every day..and i miss her so much
@lydiamorgan4889
@lydiamorgan4889 3 жыл бұрын
I recommend you to a man who can help you manifest anything you want to manifest within two-day ❤❤❤
@lydiamorgan4889
@lydiamorgan4889 3 жыл бұрын
He was the person who helped me manifest back my ex three day ago with out delay💯💯
@lydiamorgan4889
@lydiamorgan4889 3 жыл бұрын
Whtsaap him**
@lydiamorgan4889
@lydiamorgan4889 3 жыл бұрын
___+ 2::3::4::81::08::76::26::52...
@maryfedor7981
@maryfedor7981 3 жыл бұрын
It's just the way it is!! No blame no shame.
@dannymeyer3256
@dannymeyer3256 3 жыл бұрын
The right love yes 👍❤️
@wiseguy3927
@wiseguy3927 5 жыл бұрын
I know you guys could hear Chuck and Blair, this scene was emotional
@sharelygarciad
@sharelygarciad 5 жыл бұрын
Does anyone know what song this is in the background?
@stefanymartinez9265
@stefanymartinez9265 5 жыл бұрын
beautiful, your amazing
@michelamilazzo7844
@michelamilazzo7844 5 жыл бұрын
-Why did you just do that? -Because what you said earlier. -About being happy? That's not the most important thing. The great loves are the crazy ones. -There's a difference between a great love and the right love. This is your chance to happiness. You think you shouldn't want it cuz you never you've never had it and it scares you but you deserve your fairytale. -We make our own fairytales. -Only when we have to. Don't let anyone tell you you're not powerful, you're the most powerful woman I know. -It's taking all the power I have to walk away from you. -But I need to let you go. -I will always love you. -I will always love you. -What are you doing here? -I'm not here to apologize about what happened tonight. -Then..what are you here to apologize for? -Everything else. I'm sorry, I'm sorry for not waiting longer, I'm sorry for treating you like a property, I'm sorry I didn't tell you I loved you when I knew I did, but most of all, I'm sorry that I gave up upon us and you never did.
@tagradefoirfe
@tagradefoirfe 4 жыл бұрын
omg thaank youuu !!! searched for the text for eva..have a good one
@sarayapaul7696
@sarayapaul7696 4 жыл бұрын
God damn Chuck and Blair always get me 🤧😪
@kendrabjork370
@kendrabjork370 5 жыл бұрын
I love you and your channel 😭
@viafer2108
@viafer2108 4 жыл бұрын
I broke up with him for the better....and he’s happier now..... has a great girlfriend and I’m the broken one I’m the one who thought it would be best but ever since I let him go I feel worse and I’m sorry for being a disappointment to everyone😫😖
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