Survival is Key.... Spencer

[@PsychedPerspective]

I feel in the future I’ll be distancing myself more and more from people who claimed to be my family/friends. I’ve already came out the closet two months ago. I plan on transitioning....start hrt next year, loving myself, moving out, and living my truths. I’ve already deactivated my Facebook and started distancing myself.

[@s.c7105]

I know Sir and Lovemore spoke about this recently so thats a good resource on top of these amazing tips (heh)💗💗💗 I ... have a lot of anxiety but when I felt very social this summer I tried to keep tabs on who I should say I care about but need to not be social with and who I am happy to truly ghost🙈. Being social is good only when you are up for it.🗿 I wonder what doing it without any support network requires because I have bowed out and flaked out and ... 😎was not even invited (and if I was 😣😷 well...it would be bittersweet and exhausting at best and triggering at worst). I wonder how a more mature me would get through events and through holidays without any support network and what that would call for and I would appreciate talking or hosting conversations about it one day💓🍉❤❤❤❤💚💓🍉💓🍉💓coz IDK. I just dont know--at all... I do have a support in my family .. even though for a long time I have had a weird network of family that loved one another but had one see and speak over and subsequently hurt or traumatise the other out of pure ignorance and unwellness and attachment issues that, taken as a whole, meant nothing we experienced could be called love 👁👄👁 Frankly it makes me feel all fucked up but theyre all I have and it is what it is. What is a molehil for others who have NO ONE must be a mountain to me because of my privilege and god like.... how can all of us, every one, have a good time on this planet and survive?

[@whatgenderami]

chag sameach (albeit, a bit late)