WARNING: Short version: As much as I hate to admit it, I am currently battling severe depression. I don’t know why. I don’t know how it happened. I don’t know how to get out of it. So please forgive me in advance if I suddenly stop posting, say something concerning, worry everyone, or delete everything suddenly. I’ll fight hard to refrain from my horrible mental health taking over this channel though. Long/vent version: It was slowly settling in around late 2020, but nothing serious. Early to mid 2021 wasn’t too bad and I was coming out of it, but in September this year I was hit hard. I’m still affected by it and despite the fact that sometimes I’m able to trick my brain into being fake happy, I am still mentally NOT ok. I hate to say it, it breaks my heart to admit to it. My mind constantly beating myself up and I have no control over it. I can’t fight back. But I just don’t feel ok mentally. I don’t want to see a therapist, but I probably should. 13 Nov update: all is good now
@chocolate_maned_wolf3 жыл бұрын
hope you get better, dont doubt seeing a therapist and just being open about everything will help, its amazing and i dont regret it at all
@FullBellyFox3 жыл бұрын
@@chocolate_maned_wolf thank you, I will fight hard to become better
@cameronabshire11953 жыл бұрын
Good luck my guy. We're rooting for you!
@FloofersFX3 жыл бұрын
Depression can seemingly come out of nowhere, our brains are complicated. But honestly, trying out the therapist approach could do good and remember, there can be some folks you just don't click with, don't beat yourself up too much over it, if that happens to be your first therapist experience. For the most part it's venting and them trying to give you advice on how to go against the bleh feels, and why they might come about to even begin with. I've been fighting with this for a while now, and the past 3 years went on another lowdown, to be fair there's been a lot of stress for a lot of people going around. But I had a gap of no therapists, dipped too low, finally got more help again a few days ago, letting things out like that definitely lifts some of the heavy weight off. On a side note, this sort of content also helps, so thank you for that. But yeah, definitely take care of yourself first, wish you the best with it. Health always comes first.
@JOLT_x33 жыл бұрын
Ok dude, hope you make a swift recovery. (Just realised the softcover vore pfp xD.)
@MadnessRealm3 жыл бұрын
Your voice is just perfect. Soothing, and gives some nice light tingles. I could listen to you reading a book and I think that would cure my insomnia. Love the content, keep it up :D
@FullBellyFox3 жыл бұрын
thank you so much!!!
@OldOp3 жыл бұрын
I keep coming back to your videos. Truly enjoy your take on visual Asmr with the soft, descriptive tone.
@FloofersFX3 жыл бұрын
Well, I just went through all of these and I'm right back here, the pets and drawing is great, your voice is really soothing, relaxing. Glad I found my way here
@FullBellyFox3 жыл бұрын
Thanks, much appreciated!
@alandc87833 жыл бұрын
Dedicate yourself to this, you will help me sleep comfortably ❤️
@FullBellyFox3 жыл бұрын
I’ll try my best, thanks!
@maxshep28293 жыл бұрын
Ooohh, i just randomly stumbled across this video and already i'm in love your voice! And your accent too... And your cute 'sona too of course! I hope that whatever is getting you down goes away soon and that you'll start feeling better ❤
@FullBellyFox3 жыл бұрын
Haha, I’m a Russian living in the USA. I guess sometimes my pronunciation of words comes out British/European lol. Thanks so much, I’m already doing better!
@maxshep28293 жыл бұрын
@@FullBellyFox ahh, well that's certainly good to hear ❤! And as for your accent, i originally thought that it was Scandinavian with a little hint of American sometimes... Oops! Haha, i was half right though =P
@FullBellyFox3 жыл бұрын
@@maxshep2829 yee fair enough lol
@Zeno11Salazar2 жыл бұрын
Honestly this video and a few others by you give ne Bob Ross vibes.
@PurplePenguinPowa3 жыл бұрын
This is super relaxing, nice job
@FullBellyFox3 жыл бұрын
Thanks!!!
@Tayyy093 жыл бұрын
These are turning out great, keep up the good work man! Also I have a couple of future ideas you could use. Judging by your channel name and icon, and also FA, why not try some vore/belly themed asmr?
@PandaNerd3 жыл бұрын
Let's go!!!
@FullBellyFox3 жыл бұрын
Yea I’ll definitely try it :)
@Tayyy093 жыл бұрын
@@FullBellyFox HOLY FUCK AAAAAA I DIDN'T ACTUALLY EXPECT YOU TO RESPOND ghaaaaa thanks for considering the ideas man, I'm excited to see what you come up with ;w;
@FullBellyFox3 жыл бұрын
@@Tayyy09 Well this channel is smol so of course I can respond to all comments, plus it’s still in the development stage where new ideas are important. And I love bellies so of course I’ll do a vore themed ASMR at some point hehe
@WhispawASMR3 жыл бұрын
Now this is PAWsome! Super inspired. Great content! Keep it up!
@FullBellyFox3 жыл бұрын
Thanks!!!
@베르무트79792 жыл бұрын
How did you do like that I am just looking for exactly that !!!!!!
@brokelgtv3 жыл бұрын
The way you talk is very nice, best of luck with the depression stuff btw, I’m not great with helping but whatever helps you try and do it
@FullBellyFox3 жыл бұрын
Thanks I’m already doing better!
@israelarguellojr.48713 жыл бұрын
Awww your work is so precious. I can’t wait to make some VRChat ASMR content of my own.
@petgaysus29963 жыл бұрын
Woah a new one. Guess I just got lucky and found it soon
@FullBellyFox3 жыл бұрын
Yea
@kiloramhardt47833 жыл бұрын
Cutie boy posts again, gonna have to turn notifications on for this channel.