Romaji lyrics for English viewers: Atashi kesshite fukou ja nai shi Sore ni kizukenai hodo no baka ja nai Iya iya demo kokoro ni sen o surya Jimi na itami ya nigami mo wakaranai Dou yattatte dou nattatte Mitasareteru no ni kawarinai kedo Yonaka hitori meguru shikou ima ni mo haretsu shisou Chouheikinteki antei shikou no jishou menhera wara wara Kenkou jumyou to seishin ijou wa anata no okage Atashi wa kodoku ja nai Mattaku kodoku ja nai shi to Wakatte mo kesshite kienai ai no ue o Anata ni damasaretai Mattaku damasaretai Shinjite aishita sore ga itsuwari to shittatte Kiyoku tadashiku ikite ikou ze Dareka no sei ni yashitakunai Kedo subete hikiukecha miga motanai Asa to yoru to de ichinichi kei nikai Sore de sukuwarereu nan baka mitai Mou iyan natte mou yannaitte Itta no ni kizukeba mata sugatteru Shinu yori wa mada ii deshou No kao ni ukabu shisou Thenshinranman junsui yarou nya isshou nattoku wa murimuri Ossan messen mo shi teki iken mo Atama ga okashii Atashi wa matomo ja nai Mattaku matomo ja nai to Wakette mo kesshite majirenu futsuu no hibi ni Hontou wa nagasaretai no Happiendo no shuuden no Norisusoganasai you ni Kinomiki no mama hasshite ikou ze Tanjun meiketeki aojashin o Tsuisouchuu nano madamada Junjou sa ni keibetsu sare nu you ni Ikite itai no yo demo demo Yoru no nemutte asa ni okite kurikaeshite sore dake Yume mo kibou mo atta hazu ga Futo kizukeba kore dake Dakedo sono hitotsu ni zenbu Sasagerarerya dore dake Aa sekai yo kono funuke o hara kara warae Atashi wa kodoku ja na Mattaku kodoku ja nai noni naa R.I.P Atashi wa kodoku ja nai Mattaku kodoku ja nai to Wakatte mo kesshite kienai ai no ue o Anata ni damasaretai Mattaku damasaretai no Seken to jibun to no kusari ga barabara ni nattatte Futari tanoshiku ochite ikou ze
Syudou lonely religion lyrics Taken from vocadb.net/S/271693 I’m not even a little bit unhappy I’m not so much of an idiot that I wouldn’t even notice that No, no, if you bottle up your feelings, you won’t come to understand those plain pains or bitterness No matter what I do, no matter how it turns out, I’ll still be satisfied either way All alone, the thoughts going around in my head all night seem like they’re about to explode These super-duper normal, average thoughts make me a self-styled crazy person (lolol) But I’m able to live a healthy life with this abnormal mind All thanks to you I’m not lonely! Not lonely at all! Even though I get that, this hunger for love won’t disappear I want to be fooled by you! I really want to be fooled by you! Even knowing that this belief and love I have for you is a lie, let’s live cleanly and properly I don’t want to blame anyone else, but if I take on that much it’ll ruin my health Both morning and night, twice a day I’m hoping to be saved by that, like an idiot Saying that I hate this, that I don’t want to do it anymore But even still, I’m clinging to it before I realize The seal of death is on my face, reading, “It’s still better than being dead” This pure, innocent little fucker won’t stay obedient forever The view of an old man, an arbitrary opinion- they’re both insane I’m not honest! Not honest at all! Even still, I can’t join in with these normal days I honestly just want to be swept away! I really want to be swept away! But since I can’t just ride the last train to a happy end I’ll start running with nothing more than the clothes I’m wearing I’m still, still chasing that simple, clear blue picture I simply want to live without being scorned by that pure heartedness, but, but… Sleeping through the night and waking up in the morning, simply repeating that I must have had hopes and dreams, but I suddenly realized this was all that was left But how long can I go on while dedicating everything I have to that one thing? Ah, the world may as well laugh at this coward from the bottom of its heart I’m not lonely! Not lonely at all, but… R.I.P. I’m not lonely! Not lonely at all! Even though I get that, this hunger for love won’t disappear I want to be fooled by you! I really want to be fooled by you! Even if the chain binding me to this life is getting weak, let’s cheerfully fall together