G-Eazy - Wanna Be Myself (Audio)

[@chrisc.389]

Damn when he said he just want Mac back but he still living like that hit hard😞 rip Mac and god bless Gerald

[@joerimoonen2354]

Yes this hitted me so hard

[@awakenedone818]

Especially the track "Time"... long live Mac 🕊

[@Dannyp010]

Hé also somewhere Said, “Damn, i feel Avicii...” rip that legend also!

[@mryannegarrett2627]

I thought I imagined that! What an awesome song ❤️

[@Habitashi]

Who is Mac?

[@impatientstoner420]

G I know you will never see this but this song saved me. Thanks man

[@aaronstevens3262]

Me to g I find a way to be my self

[@AjayJackson-tr8nw]

@Impatientstoner4200 I felt this 💯

[@lord.ramsesthe.1121]

Congratulations fam

[@ReconCHuBZ]

I feel you. But no single human can save you in this world. Remember that

[@TyDied]

@@ReconCHuBZGood thing music isn’t human 😊

[@angelo.florescu]

This is one of the realest songs that I ever heard. Thank you for sharing some truth on how is sometimes the life of an an artist, drugs and loneliness are a part of this life that most people don’t talk about. Lately everyone is showing their “perfect” life on social media like there is no downside while having a negative impact on those that are comparing their real life to that perfectly shown life. Thank you for being real, Gerald!

[@payten8103]

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[@calleigh0219]

I was looking for a comment like this

[@idawilliams3528]

drugs are Demons..G_eazy speaks truth

[@wwzsdfy]

he’s always been extremely open in his lyrics

[@GeraldFanClub25]

One of the best songs he has released in years.

[@payten8103]

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[@queenbethanybrown]

I agree

[@robertblackmore4919]

facts

[@misterrodrigues2169]

Fr

[@silviaspencer8953]

The pain in your voice , breaks my heart 💔! This is a masterpiece !

[@Mgkatie19xx]

@Mr Donkey He didn't even spell his name right. 😂

[@sidbaghel]

@Opiates&Tits don't worry, he is brett now 🤣

[@claurina86]

@ Silvia Spencer, I feel you. Same here, the pain in his voice broke my heart too.😥

[@claurina86]

This song was released before Gerald's mum passed away. He was already low back then. I can only imagine how he feels now. Poor guy. 😥

[@Lourdes_555]

this album is definitely different from everything he has ever done. lots of maturity and great lyrics, great instrumentals and raw subject matter in the songs. probably the best he’s ever done.

[@gojosatoru5981]

Agreed

[@brayantheguru]

Dude 100% wow……. He’s legendary, 🤯 although he just be called “Gerald” instead of g eazy

[@jasoncanning3856]

💯

[@Mimi_hasgt]

What album was this. This song hits so deep

[@TheRealGuywithoutaMustache]

This song is really dope, along with a lot of the other songs in this album.

[@Twlzzyy]

fr

[@ee1yd]

*rushes to comment*

[@payten8103]

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[@leilani8204]

g please promise us to never leave us. you’re everything and got me through a really hard time and still do🤍

[@sierralaquay6830]

100% agree. His music helped me the worst time in my life. He’s such a good artist. I truly hope the best for him. And to you 💜

[@marksiegfried4372]

Facts

[@TheYazmanian]

Some of the stuff he said is concerning but I hope he gets through it. It really made me cry.

[@gmichael1392]

Always n forever

[@GurjotCreations]

*Best from the Album* 🔥🔥

[@djdannyd816]

💯💯💯💯

[@payten8103]

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[@christopherramos3348]

Yeahhh

[@warchiefv5207]

nah og these things happen is way better

[@minkzie]

facts

[@alexrangel490]

That Mac line hit me so hard 😥 the regret of not talking to that person you should have been talking to and they pass away... It's freaking heartbreaking man. I've always wished Mac and G made a song together and the fact that there was a possibility is such a bummer.

[@Dannyp010]

I think hè also mentioned that hè feels avicii... also a Guy that really really needed that ‘talk’. Hé couldnt do it anymore (touring and Fame) and was an incredible introvert person. “I’m Dying” hè Saïd to his manager in the docu trailer, but the manager forced to do the tour even tho the doctors (he was laying in the hospital) said they wouldn’t do it......

[@trillntrilln]

We hear G, don't lose yo self you got it all, was just bumping sad boy but I feel you gang

[@djdannyd816]

💯💯💯💯

[@DeafInLeftEar]

Holy fuck. He went back to his roots for this album for sure, and I couldn't be happier about it!

[@billygibson3041]

“My anxiety increases, the higher that I climb. I thought it would get easier, easier with time.” 🙏

[@abrarshahriar1346]

[Chorus] I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself I forgot how to be myself I just really miss myself I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself (Yeah) I forgot how to be myself (Uh) I just really miss myself (Somebody asked me, yeah) [Verse 1] Somebody asked me, "What do you have outside of music that really makes you happy?" I thought about it and I ain't have no answer I started this shit ten years ago, it was just me and my manager On the road, doin' any shows, we was fillin' up this calendar But Matty's married now and it's a whole 'nothеr chapter While I'm in Gerryland, I'm still hеre wildin' as a bachelor Woke up next to a stranger, what's her name? I had to ask her She prolly thinks I got it all, but it's pain behind this laughter Hungover the mornin' after, close my drapes, make it blackout Tryna put the pieces together from last night when I blacked out On LSD, had a convo with my brother, it brought a lot up See I don't ever take the uniform off, and now I'm clocked out [Chorus] I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself I forgot how to be myself I just really miss myself I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself I forgot how to be myself, yeah I just really miss myself (Yeah) [Verse 2] Comin' down in my room all alone listenin' to Mac Last time he text me, I was fucked up, forgot I didn't hit him back Wish I could have spoken up, man, I just want my brother back But I mean, who am I to talk, bro? I'm still livin' like that They'll never understand what it's like to be a artist Make some shit I don't feel, yes men tell me it's the hardest They just wanna keep their jobs, stay on my good side, keep their office Keep us on the road, and no commission or the profits Now everything is peachy, and yeah, I feel Avicii Fifty thousand watchin' me, but I swear don't nobody see me But it's rich people problems, it's stamps all in my passport My mama tellin' me that, "This is everything you asked for" What you want? [Chorus] I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself I forgot how to be myself (How to be myself) I just really miss myself (Great mind, great mind) I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself I forgot how to be myself, yeah I just really miss myself [Verse 3] My anxiety increases the higher that I climb I thought this shit would get easier, easier with time I'm happy in my mind, but at least I tell myself that Guess I'm damaged goods, I cannot help that Drugs take the edge off, hide inside my comfort zone Different girl every night, but worry I'ma die alone Me against the world, can't decide now what side I'm on Miss my family but act like I can't even dial a phone Cheated on my girl, I felt like shit, and then I sped off Crept in the crib quiet, shower, took my YSL off She woke up, grab my dick, I couldn't help it, had to get off And if she gave me head, felt like I wanna blow my head off Think everybody cheats, everybody will Everybody leaves, but these drugs never will I know that sounds fucked up, but in the end, it's real 'Til I'm lost on a bender askin' myself can I chill This scale here will measure, five hundred pounds of pressure The only thing to alleviate it is a stash in the dresser Illuminate my ugly, you really sure you love me? You deserve to know the truth, decide now what you think of me [Chorus] I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself I forgot how to be myself I just really miss myself I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself I forgot how to be myself, yeah I just really miss myself

[@payten8103]

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[@My123superman]

You are the real MVP!

[@YFCGT]

Q

[@edmundparol9506]

Thanks!

[@bojackthehorse1323]

i cant even begin to describe in words, how hard this songs hits

[@Advfox_sa]

He really poured out his heart on this one. 🔥

[@isaacarias6064]

G still goes hard. This was a dope album. I still don't understand the hate for him

[@claurina86]

Yeah, it's a cry for help. I wish him to get well. 😥

[@tribalchief407]

SHE PROLLY THINKS I GOT IT ALL BUT ITS PAIN BEHIND THIS LAUGHTER Any other songs like this??? Alot of people seem happy but really are not. I felt that line from Gerry 😥

[@epshujoshi9299]

BEEN WAITED FOR THIS FOR 3 YEARS !! TOTALLY WORTH IT

[@kaivalyaghadge]

epshu joshi, arey kashi aahes!!

[@payten8103]

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[@lauren4348]

Facts

[@darvin50k]

To the person reading this: Even though I don’t know you, I wish you the best of what life has to offer 💜

[@jamesiii4921]

Thx😁💯

[@sachinarora1887]

Thank you. I needed this

[@arpitmanwani4558]

Thank you so much!

[@arpitmanwani4558]

I wish you the same

[@ninanebu1698]

To you to💜

[@matthewmeyers6759]

I'm so nostalgic rn, listen to this makes me reminisce of these things happen, the person I was, the people that was, its just unexplainable.

[@SupaFonzy]

when he mentioned Mac. Straight shot deep in my feels. 😭😭

[@SupaFonzy]

@Mr T you’re kidding right?

[@SupaFonzy]

@Mr T Mac Miller.

[@isao_the_2nd]

@Mr Donkey 💯🤦🏻‍♂️💔 bruh, wtf!? No man! It's Mac Miller!

[@hoodpriestessphilosophy7669]

G Eazy, making me emotional. Who would have thought. This album is something else. 🖤

[@TheHorrorlover13]

This is so dope, honestly one of my favorite songs in a while… RIP Mac Miller, RIP Avicii … G eazy you killed this one.

[@chiefgooeey]

This is one of his most authentic and genuine songs he's made I got chills hearing it the first time. Thanks G

[@ivannaminera3024]

the respect i got for him because of this song. and how raw his feelings are. Not only mentioning Mac, and Avicii but also Hasley, i see dropping the hints. and its sad because she now has a little family of her own.

[@ZonteIzBlessed]

G-Eazy 👑

[@StylezMajorMusic]

Been with g since 2013-14 ish, same age both in the game, he is on another level of course. But as an artist, I can feel and understand some of what he is talking about. You meet thousands of people a year, yet no one really knows you for who you are they are only there because of your fame and talent, which can leave a person feeling not human. I feel like a lot of g's real fans are kids who suffered trauma as kids, I feel like he is not only numbing the trauma from fame but from his childhood. I respect the openness of this record, and how he shows the people everything at the top aint sweet, and how it actually leads him to be more depressed. Thanks for this song, I relate so much in my own way have my own struggles with addiction.

[@Thatguy55595]

This is the best song on the album and it’s not even close. This one hit me in the feels.

[@mariselamartinez6494]

first time I heard this album I was under appreciative of it cause I was still hoping for the feeling of beautiful and damned. I got caught up in life and recently came back to his music to see how he was doing going back to albums and this album hit different cause its like the tarot card The Hanged Man I felt this album more right now than I did before and appreciate him for opening to his fans whether we accept him or not he really is doing it for him. RIP MAC

[@tannarbatchelor5426]

Love this song. The part about Mac had me in tears. Miss you Mac. Hope G stays the course and learns from what happened to Mac

[@justonnscott803]

This song keeps me centered on those days I wanna give up

[@colbeyjackcheese9268]

It's amazing that I've listened to this so many times and it was only released a day ago, feels like it's been a week already.Soon we'll all be seeing as nostalgic

[@athomewithhannahc1088]

Over a decade of hits! This man ages like a fine 🍷

[@scarlingdarIing]

One of the realest songs I've heard... And conformation that g is exactly who & how I thought he was. I'd be there for you, G! I think a lot of people probably would be. The end you ask "you really sure you love me?" yes.

[@reannen528]

Everyone leaves but drugs neva will!!!!! Shit is serious☹️

[@guap47]

Shits dark brother, love this man ❤

[@lestatsebastian666]

As a Struggling Meth addict…..THIS ENTIRE SONG PAINTS A TRUE PICTURE OF THE LIFE OF AN ADDICT, SHIT IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND SAD! I feel for you Gerry, stay strong my fellow addicts

[@abejareina1989]

Hey... just seeing this and wanted to let you know you're not alone. We'll never meet and may most likely never talk again.. you might not ever read this but I'm sending positivity and hope your way. Just wanted to let you know there's someone out there on a similar journey to yours. I believe you can reach your goals. You can quit. Keep fighting and never forget that someone out there believes you can beat this. And I swear on my life... I am going to quit this year and I won't forget reading your comment. I dunno why but I feel like I needed to see it Thanks for sharing ♡

[@lestatsebastian666]

@@abejareina1989 thank you for your words of encouragement, and idk if you meant yourself as well that I’m not alone In drug addiction, but if you did mean it, then I hope you also continue going strong and fighting addiction, you can do it… we all can, if we truly want to quit and fix our damaged lives, no amount of rehab will help unless you truly desire it! I’ve had a few relapses over the couple months, but since Feb 13th I haven’t touched anything at all, and don’t even drink, and will continue! Thank you once again!!

[@sassylunay8793]

I struggled with meth many years ago got sober and was clean for 11 years. I fell into a deep depression along with anxiety and fell back into the life of an addict. It's something I'm not proud of but honestly it's an everyday fight, and I'll always be an addict. It's hard because any little can trigger an addict back into that lifestyle. I want to get sober again but then I think what will I do then! I hope and I'll pray that you can find a higher power that will help you outta of this. I've been really going through it, and listening to this song along with Mac Millers music has given me comfort. My mom isn't my biggest fan nor do we have a good relationship. But keep your head up. I'm just afraid I don't get any meth cut with that fentanyl shit. God bless you. I'm trying everyday towards my sobriety but it's like eminem said in his song drugs really got ahold of me. Take care

[@lestatsebastian666]

@@sassylunay8793 lol funny as I literally just railed a couple lines of Crank up my nose an hour ago… yeah man this shit is wayyyyy too fkn good to stop, I used to be completely outta control with it, now I do it occasionally(and somewhat often) but i for the most part have it under control. I hope at least for u it’s also easier to Manage right now than when u first started.

[@wwzsdfy]

This is my favorite song off the album and I fell in love with it the very first time I heard it and I listen to it every night before I sleep because this song is ME. I love you Gerald, so so so much

[@da-rae1884]

When I was listening to the album as soon as it dropped for me I had to stop after listening to this one for a moment. I don't think that any song ever made me cry and feel like this one. The story G is telling here, pain in his voice. He's real, so honest and so transparent here. It gave me chills and tears and I'm beyond proud of him for creating something that great. Whole album is masterpiece.

[@ansixx5159]

This song hits deep.. "really miss myself"

[@ashutoshporichha7623]

G-Eazy is my favorite rapper ❤

[@dansokay4169]

Sad G music is my favorite, can we get a “These things happen in the rain” ☔️ album 🤞

[@geazy1137]

Thanks for your nice comment on my post, it means a lot to me. I want to specially appreciate you for all the love and passion you'v showned me regarding to my musics. I want you to send me a direct message via hangouts using my personal email, that will be indicated below. Also endeavor to add your name to the text so I can know you are the one texting. because I don't reply unnecessary messages, if you're a musician or to become a singer looking for support am here to help you out, reply me via this my personal email bellow Hangouts mail::[e-mail]

[@patrickcahill5373]

@@geazy1137 You forgot the hyphen between G and Eazy (G-Eazy). Good luck with your baiting in the future.

[@Wadh92]

Thanks a lot for creating this song.

[@StoneMountain-rw4kz]

This song spoke to my soul when I first heard it two years ago. And now? It's pushed me to commit to recovery.

[@beingdiplomatic.]

this album is the best. it is so beautiful. real and raw, this is the truth that we feel but nobody talk about it. every line is real story. "you wanna know truth now decided what you think about me"

[@ashleyyounkin]

Most relatable song I've heard lately 🖤

[@daniellalaykeee]

think everybody cheats, everybody will, everybody leaves, but these drugs never will. i know that sounds fucked up, but in the end, its real.. till im lost on a bender askin myself can i chill. realest shit ive heard in the past 3 years i swear!

[@shahrukhapple3073]

What a tribute to a legend by another legend “ Now everything is peachy, and yeah, I feel Avicii “ ❤️❤️❤️ G Eazy is love, die hard fan from India 🇮🇳

[@sidbaghel]

Same brother 🧡

[@camillakh.6133]

This track solely makes the whole album for me. One of the best songs G has ever released

[@Cody_4]

💯

[@6o0n67]

“Everybody leaves, but these drugs never will.” I felt this so hard in my soul

[@danielparkin2062]

THE PAIN! Can hear it in the voice here. Man its deep

[@thatrawk]

The emptiness in the piano, and how the hi hat type sounds over-power everything else is really something unique

[@danielparkin2062]

@@thatrawk I couldn't tell if you were being sarcastic lol

[@AndreaRutaquio]

bringing back the old G 🤍🤍🤍

[@claurina86]

Dear Gerald, thank you so much for sharing. One of the most authentic songs out there. Gerald sends us all a message. It sounds like a cry for help. I hope he will become himself again. Dear Gerald, please get better! Peace.

[@ZigZagPower]

This is just straight up 🔥🔥🔥

[@SEDRICKHENDRIXTHEGAMER]

I like the way he tells his story

[@marineman4lifemajor003]

Young Gerald your music changed my life so much thank you 💯❤️💴🙏

[@nurglematthew893]

GEaz Already Knows. I'm with you.

[@tyrelljasper2662]

So I fell in love with G-Eazy when I found him randomly on the Westwood freestyle…after that I was history. I listened to These Things Happen and when When It’s Dark Out I played that album every single day of my life. I found haven and hope within his music…I waited so long for this album and when it came I cried within my heart. People must understand how important Gerald is. I love you Gerald and when you make songs like this that cry out for help you need to please seek help or if anyone out there cares for you, they must help you. My prayers are with you G. You are literally amazing and impress me every time you create any project. You push me to become a greater artist and person. Love you G and adore the new album. ❤️

[@WTFcat99]

Everyone is freaking out about Certified Lover Boy and Donda but I'm flipping my shit because Gerald dropped a sequel to one of his best albums ever

[@mattjones3938]

That line about mac hit hard bro... i know the feeling...

[@ronnieshox7610]

I'm feeling this song on a spiritual level. Especially now after a few shorts. Always gets me in and out my feelings.

[@jary5417]

This song hits hard. Everyone is an adict to something. We just gotta do it for the people we love. Let yourself be loved & Love yourself 💜

[@kellyfertitta7121]

I've always been a fan, when I first heard I mean it! I've followed your career and never had any judgement or hate, I'm proud of you and this new album! I relate so heavily to this song thank you for putting your heart and soul into this. WE SEE YOU GERALD!!

[@ReflektonRecords]

This Song Saved Me! Thank You G

[@haris9814]

Real definition of ART.

[@scarlingdarIing]

"illuminate my ugly, you really sure you love me? You deserve to know the truth, decide now what you think of me".

[@maddyj8436]

Finally he’s back 🙏🏽 the writing is incredible ….bravo 🙌

[@charlieszin4466]

Respect from Poland 🇵🇱❤️

[@kimberlyacosta8829]

Dude, when you dig deeper within you, you will and should love you, and you come first!! Human shit. And the other shit is bullshit. Love and be YOURSELF, AND MAKE YOUR MUSIC!!

[@lilmama88]

This song literally saves my life on a daily basis!

[@aubreytheking4974]

So yeah I remember this feeling. I miss you 🥰

[@amorfatifitnezz1702]

Alot of these lyrics... Damn, just, damn.

[@WLGYCrosby]

Dude this is just soo good. You have been through INSANE stuff and I'm so glad you're doing better if at least a little bit.

[@denicewiggins6212]

just listening to this album. he is so fucking talented. love just about everything he does.!!!!

[@AB-rc8xg]

I'm happy we got to hear this perspective, everything happens when its suppose to. This is genius.

[@leelol14]

Everybody cheats, everybody will. Everybody leaves but these drugs never will. Damn true shit.

[@psychoT233]

Damn bro. This hits the feels hard. Best memories blasting G-Eazy and Mac in in my pos Honda driving round campus wit the crew.

[@queenbethanybrown]

Omg I love this one! So much.

[@user-hk5lu2ur4t]

Thanks 🙏 for your love and support you showed on me, it had been a wonderful years having fan like solidly behind me , this is my way of saying thank to you to the people who brought me this far. I hope yo you never stop listening to my music.. you are very beautiful and seems to be a nice person.. do you have a big heart ❤️? Are you a honest and caring woman feel free to drop a message here

[@karlylougreen]

Theme tune to my life!!!!!

[@manolo859]

That part about Mac tho damn...

[@siegfriederich8161]

since the first second of the song it drags you in the song itself , g-eazy i appreciate and admire . respect from germany

[@Mimi_hasgt]

I feel this so deep i didn't think anyone else understood till heput in in words. Been on repeat 4 hours. Thank u brother please keep doing u cause its me just through u when i cant speak how i feel! 💯

[@blondiekj3]

So excited for this album Gerald 🔥🤘🏼

[@ynobigreck]

G-Eazy & Mac Miller 👑

[@luiswhite776]

If you can’t be yourself you’ll fall on your knees no matter how high you are, anyone who’s issues are like this dig into your roots and love and live the memory’s that kept you here rn you can come from any form of darknesss only if you make the best of it for your self, family or both. Love ❤️

[@phantom5984]

This song is fantastic, im your fan from Ukrain and i dont understant half of this words but i understand that G became honest for this life, G became true for us. Thank you, I think if you haven't close people you can rely on your fans, you are in our hearts

[@zackdesadier6244]

G is in pain. He talking about how he doesn’t even know himself anymore and the artist field is nothing but drugs and addiction. He even said he is still living like Mac before he died. Talking about how the drugs will kill him one day.

[@TheJstroud24]

Favorite song on the album. I love it when G gets introspective and deep.

[@islamhamada6186]

"everybody cheats everybody will everybody leaves but these drugs never will" 420

[@freespirit-spiritwolf]

We all have gotten lost before and it gets hard trying to find yourself again and be who you really are ! Its hard but i have learned how to handle everything I do and not let it handle me , control it dont let it control you never give nothing or no one that much power over you ,you keep your power always. ✌️💜✌️💜

[@keatonrau941]

I feel his pain and wish nothing but the best for him someone can only handle this lifestyle for so long I know this might not mean much coming from a nobody but I hope you find peace and get the freedom from those labels that will do nothing but keep you in that stay up easy don’t do nothing crazy

[@niknadamusic]

That line though: "Make some shit that I don't feel, yes-men tell me it's the hardest"

[@Beezy844]

Young Gerald sure knows how to make a guy shed a thug tear…

[@djacevici1161]

Music very very good ❤

[@Dude_man96]

Just saw deluxe has 10 more tracks meaning 1 hour and 40 minutes total of his best work yet 😳🔥

[@morsecomicsmore1950]

This whole album is so 🔥 I dropped my phone after the heat!!! This is absolutely inspiring 💯.This is real life you can tell in his voice! Keep up G

[@etiennebrand5588]

They must create a music video on this song because this song is fire!!!

[@shawn5hbk]

Damn this is up there with “everything will be ok” with the Mac line…. G eazy coming back in the dark with fire 🔥

[@33cyclones]

The fact the he mentions Mac is 🔥

[@amandacleary9023]

I feel that song 100%!! Sometimes it's the only way to feel like "you "...❤ you G-Eazy