to those of you who've given up hope of some kind of state of recovery, my heart goes out to you. i battled anorexia and bulimia since i was 10, and i've been "in recovery" for about 10 years now, with many, many ups and downs, and yes, it's still there in the back of my mind, but *I* am in control. I have a life that I enjoy. when i have a slip, i get right back up again. you don't have to let this disorder control you.
@gofightwin999 жыл бұрын
I used to do both. Watching these kinds of movies makes me realize how far I've come!
@jackycook644 жыл бұрын
The psychologist reminds me of the TV detective Columbo.
@Lisa1324515 жыл бұрын
Her phone call made me laugh. I know it was supposed to be emotional and sad but the things she was complaining about would make me laugh.
@luwanabennett10544 жыл бұрын
Not funny to me!
@sashasvices11 жыл бұрын
Ugh, me too. I can't believe she started the movie (before the disorder) weighing under 100 pounds and they still told her to lose weight.
@rinwesley30928 жыл бұрын
Love the way she squeezes her hands when she talks to the shrink.
@hailqueensatan14 жыл бұрын
Haha this psychiatrist cracks me up. "Nope. Nothing. Just wanted to see if you were listening." Hahaha, great stuff.
@Mirabella8415 жыл бұрын
That's really true... if you've suffered deeply from anorexia you can't be cured. The thoughts are always going to be there. The best you can get is being a sober anorexic.
@lucysocute15 жыл бұрын
i'm in recovery just sooo happy now i was just in hospital a few weeks ago nd nun of the girls i was with wld ever try to help me fool them not that i wanted to its just so much better 4 u if u try
@hanafan3614 жыл бұрын
I wish it was that easy to escape from the hospital.
@EnchantinglyHaunted16 жыл бұрын
Like I said, bulimarexia was used to describe anorexic behaviours but with purging in the 70's and 80's (before bulimia nervosa was established as a 'proper' ED). Anorexia was straight restricting. Today, she would be diagnosed as a purging anorexic.
@merdershewrote3719 жыл бұрын
that puzzle metaphor is so John Green :P
@Muirmaiden15 жыл бұрын
Yes, that's the late Jason Miller (father of Jason Patric, who co-starred with Jennifer Jason Leigh in "Rush") who playd Father Damien Karras in "The Exorcist".
@EnchantinglyHaunted16 жыл бұрын
Bulimarexia is a term that researchers used when first studying bulimia. At the time, the term "bulimia nervosa" wasnt universally accepted. "Bulimarexia" is intended to convey the sense of an eating disorder that is similar to anorexia nervosa -- either a subtype of anorexia or a variant of it.
@foreverinadaydream13 жыл бұрын
shes very pretty. ive also noticed she looks alot like emma watson when she had long hair =) thanks so much for uploading ive been looking for this for ages!!
@burntcoffeebeans14 жыл бұрын
some security they have at these hospitals...
@gibbseyo13 жыл бұрын
@clatterxbrainxallyx much applause to you - well done so much. you must be soooo proud of yourself. Use your good work to help others hun. Everyone must be so proud of you x
@onlykrc17 жыл бұрын
The ones I've been in are locked down. No bars or fences, but the doors require keys or a code or something.
@ShockResistor16 жыл бұрын
What did she say? "The food is disgusting! It smells like toe jam!"??? LOL
@merdershewrote3719 жыл бұрын
"coming mother." omfg
@ost32416 жыл бұрын
wow- so glad that hospital trip helped, lol
@AndiSchneider17 жыл бұрын
yeah, i never have been able to just walk out, that is crazy
@KGS118814 жыл бұрын
@ashleyransley Super true. But people knew a lot less about eating disorders in 1981 than they do now.
@vanelinify10 жыл бұрын
Whats Ron doing with his Hogwarts scarf?:o 😂
@MiszCyndi16 жыл бұрын
she reminds me of emma watson
@jusheather0813 жыл бұрын
she wouldnt have been able to get out that easily, its called lock down
@skribblegirl17 жыл бұрын
ally sheedy is one of the friends in the beginning of the movie.
@Valeriazane16 жыл бұрын
omg i remember that book! its been sooo long since Ive read it!
@asmileisspecial13 жыл бұрын
It's kind of scary that I had the EXACT same convo with my parents when I was admitted. Still not better though. :(
@PerfectBallerina17 жыл бұрын
Same here. But then like.. it's more monitored too. And I highly doubt they would have ever allowed the pictures of food like that like in Carol's room.
@JiGsAwMoFo14 жыл бұрын
Okay, that comment I made was kinda dumb because I know about body dismorphia from personal experience mostly but i dunno, just thought it was peculiar and depressing that this poor girl doesnt realize that shes cold because shes dying :( (okay now I'm babbling)
@madonna228512 жыл бұрын
oh my gosh, it's hermoine and ron!!!
@myprettypeace13 жыл бұрын
It's weird how there are many similarities in every part to my own situation. This part: the phone calls on those frieken phones-except mine were beige, patients coming in to my room to say hello, the annoying asian nurse, except now they use scrubs.
@mugabezuwane15 жыл бұрын
operation repo is on in the background while I am watching this and all I hear is "if you don't pay your bill I'm comin for your car and it's gonna be mine"
@AtlanticGiantPumpkin3 жыл бұрын
"She needs to not be upset" refuses to give her blankets to warm up "Anorexia is caused by a feeling of a lack of control" proceeds to take away control Like I know the stuff here, it's just the science that Lifetime uses doesn't line up with what they do lol
@LightofLotus15 жыл бұрын
lol that is actually hilarious! I totally agree about the iv drip thing! Blood everywhere! Especially from that vien or your arm. Hurts too. Don't do it! x
@babybunnyberry14 жыл бұрын
Oh my God! Ron meets Hermione!
@FadingHippie16 жыл бұрын
And that does hurt... it feels like your arm in on fire.
@OceanKingNY16 жыл бұрын
Isn't she Melanie Mayron, who later played Melissa on "thirtysomething" in the 80s?
@blueyes647415 жыл бұрын
people with an ED are hard core, i feel so bad for her
@angellightmist101614 жыл бұрын
@ashleyransley Its so true... its more mental then anything else.
@SummerSunshine198814 жыл бұрын
@ashleyransley : Actually, it is possible to cure an eating disorder. It takes a lot of work, but it can be done. "Unbearable Lightness" by Portia de Rossi proves this theory. I know, you left your comment a year ago. Just thought I'd add my two cents. Hope you don't mind. :-)
@spershall13 жыл бұрын
@1974atkins This was the movie that started my eating disorder when I was in junior high! When I was finally diagnosed at 16, my shrink gave my parents the book, and I saw it on my mom's nightstand and was like, oh, yeah, that's where I learned.
@ShutUpAndLetMeGo9415 жыл бұрын
how did she get out of the hospital with out anyone noticing her? There is always a few nurses out side the rooms.
@nuwavething14 жыл бұрын
i was waiting for her to spit pea soup at the doctor.
@merdershewrote3719 жыл бұрын
I wish subtypes weren't a thing and weight didn't determine diagnosis hence ednos wouldn't exist. you just got treatment appropriate for your personal symptoms... anyone else feel the same??
@AdrianaArriolaGarcia040413 жыл бұрын
@babybunnyberry OMG! that's exactly what i was thinking... before seeing your comment .... hahha i think she is like absolutely the same as Hermione !
@IlkaZapata14 жыл бұрын
@LeeniexLooxHoo I was thinking exactly the same thing. In some parts she does look like Emma Watson. I think the hair has a lot to do with it. The face shape is also very similar.
@spershall13 жыл бұрын
Also, I *HATE* how she says "boolmarexia!"
@Roopops16 жыл бұрын
caesey looks like hermione from harry potter. maybe they're related :D
@jsrcamp14 жыл бұрын
ok here I realy liked her father at least he was trying to be nice to her and he knew that she wouldnt eat if they brought her homw, and at this time they realy didnt know much about Aneorexia nervousa(sp)
@auti3412 жыл бұрын
most those unit are lock that would never hapopen
@shoshi887516 жыл бұрын
her hair could feed a third world country
@jedigoddess15 жыл бұрын
Wow this is a family of winners, you have the constantly gripping parents, the anorexic kid, and the pregnant teen sister hehe.
@iheartgreatmusic15 жыл бұрын
this was a while ago though and the book was written even further back...
@Tracy368616 жыл бұрын
LMFAO bulmarexia. i really wish it was really called that.
@PerfectBallerina17 жыл бұрын
Wow.. I know. That would NEVER happen at the hospitals I've been in.
@jbuyens17 жыл бұрын
Thats what I was thinking too.
@onlykrc17 жыл бұрын
And she probably wouldn't have gotten away with the food in her drawers either.
@JiGsAwMoFo14 жыл бұрын
Its weird that shes unaware of the fact that shes constantly freezing because she is emaciated. Like the whole movie she is cold and doesnt know why...
@eatingyumyum15 жыл бұрын
"better then being fat." being obeists is the same as anarexia just in reverse.
@spershall16 жыл бұрын
BULmarexia? Hello, script supervisor?
@onlykrc17 жыл бұрын
Where the heck is the supervision in this place?! She can just walk out?!
@theRealCrazyOne13 жыл бұрын
@ohthatweirdgirl I know! Like... where are the people doing checks and stuff?
@Jasmine17181911 жыл бұрын
My anorexia relapsed many times, and my hair has always been long and thick no matter what. It's just genetics. Mind you this is just a movie, not real life.
@eatingyumyum15 жыл бұрын
yes it is read about it. if you are to thin you get sick if you are too fat you are sick moreover, the simalaritys between the two are really surprising.
@dsmrwtnttn16 жыл бұрын
He did, it's just called Kessa.
@NCISsoapaddict16 жыл бұрын
she looks so like emma watson
@babybunnyberry14 жыл бұрын
@ashleyransley I guess in the context of the movie this shows how ignorant the parents are; how much they simply don't understand. They don't know how bad this is.
@happyhappy0617 жыл бұрын
What did she say? Bulamarexia?! Dosen't she mean Bulimia?
@amcardino214 жыл бұрын
Bulimarexia, an eating disorder that is characterized by binge eating followed by self-induced vomiting or abuse of cathartic or diuretic drugs, has been defined as both a sequela of anorexia nervosa and a distinct eating disorder.
@geminifreek2314 жыл бұрын
@urzulkeenboomhug me too.. i feel the same also...
@MissLeigh7815 жыл бұрын
yeah, I hate it when therapists try to help people. so annoying.
@clairedorbe11 жыл бұрын
ケイシーかぁいい☆
@OceanKingNY16 жыл бұрын
I thought she was Doctor Who with an ED.
@IlkaZapata14 жыл бұрын
He was in a hospital not in a clinic specialized in eating disorders. Walking out of a hospital is not that hard. Walking out of a clinic... that's difficult. But people scape from prisons, so I think is not impossible.
@Urbandecayglambot12 жыл бұрын
Lmfao! Why would you ask an anorexic patient if they're hungry?
@koln199615 жыл бұрын
Jennifer Jason Leigh.
@faithoffaith14 жыл бұрын
@ashleyransley probably a lack of understanding back in those days.
@Fliptwisttt24515 жыл бұрын
i really need a carol
@palefleur12 жыл бұрын
i ripped out an iv once and it shot blood all over the damn place
@horsebackrider9713 жыл бұрын
one thing i don't get is how her hair is so thick..usually it becomes very thin from anorexia.
@MissLeigh7815 жыл бұрын
It smells like what??
@LeeniexLooxHoo14 жыл бұрын
in some parts she kinda looks like emme watson..but then in other parts she doesn't
@jessecormie9414 жыл бұрын
Wat shrink does 2am calls :P
@JessiFreakinRocks214 жыл бұрын
Why am I so scared of her gaining weight?!? Am I the only one that feels that way?!
@sophminx16 жыл бұрын
And the moral of the story is - dont talk about cloud puzzles to an anorexic!
@JennaLeighhh14 жыл бұрын
Yeah, the dad's an asshole, but he's doing it out of fear. I feel bad for him.
@GrlLeastLikelyTo13 жыл бұрын
It's Father Damien Karras!!!
@MaRIsSaLuVsThAtGuY14 жыл бұрын
I.like.puzzles.
@TheAnnikaK15 жыл бұрын
why can she leave hospital that easy? that's strange
@deroiste1616 жыл бұрын
yes she is
@KelliesKitchen16 жыл бұрын
happy happy 06 bulmarexcia is bulimia with binging when you cant starve any more you eat a ton then throw up
@Fliptwisttt24516 жыл бұрын
yeah its soooooo long!!!!
@Fliptwisttt24516 жыл бұрын
something like it smells like ...... germs or somethin
@FadingHippie16 жыл бұрын
Actually some doctors do call it that. One of my friends was diagnosed as Bulimarexic.
@foxxyloxx16 жыл бұрын
lol!
@coolbeens2115 жыл бұрын
Bulemia-rexia is Bulimia. o.o
@GEhotpants10112 жыл бұрын
It looks like English, but I can't understand a word of it...