Gabrielle Aplin - My Mistake (Official Video)

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My Mistake Lyrics:
I got up late again today
I’m scared of everything
I don’t dare to dream
I got a dark imagination,
These hours waste away, a debt I’ll never pay,
I’m talking to the walls, but the walls keep caving in,
They amplify my thoughts,
I really want a conversation,
But I let it slip away, a debt I’ll never pay,
Worry, Worry
Oh it’s funny how it changes
When nothing really changes at all.
Am I jaded?
Am I meant to feel this way?
I’m a loser, getting beat by my own game,
But if I falter, well at least it was my mistake,
Oh at least it was my mistake,
‘Cause I choose to be this way,
I’m a loser and I self deprecate,
So when I falter, well at least it was my mistake
I saw my friend today
She tried to comfort me
but i turned her away
There’s magic in this misery
So no matter what you say,
I don’t think I’ll ever change
Worry, Worry ohh,
Its funny how it changes,
when nothing really changes at all.
Am I jaded?
Am I meant to feel this way?
I’m a loser, getting beat by my own game,
But if I falter, well at least it was my mistake,
Oh at least it was my mistake,
‘Cause I choose to be this way,
I’m a loser and I self deprecate,
So when I falter, well at least it was my mistake
And i don’t really care about what anyone says
I don’t give a damn about what anyone says
I don’t wanna think about anything
I don’t wanna think about anything
And I don’t really care about what anybody says
I don’t need opinions hanging over my head
I don’t really care about anything, I don’t really care
I don’t really care at all

[@Gabrielle_Aplin]

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[@slavbarbie]

This song is a perfect representation of my depression. Thankfully it's over now but it's such a strong feeling to hear it now. Thank you, your music is lovely!

[@urmomdfghjkl]

never be the same is the best song ever

[@carly2029]

It's funny how your songs seem to speak for me when I couldn't find the right words to say

[@reneleo_o]

Same!

[@hannahdumm3937]

so true

[@GabrielSarria]

I follow Gabrielle since 2011 and that's exactly what I think when I listen to her. 💜

[@SofiaLivroNoronha]

Chicken carie my thoughts exactly! It’s all so painfully familiar.

[@hannaelkotni194]

I have followed Gabrielle Aplin since 2013. All her songs speak to me. But in different ways. And they say what I can't

[@seraphinaluna]

Your music is like a hand reaching out in the darkness. Thank you for this song Gabrielle.

[@stingingnettlessting]

Keeley Jessica, you said it perfectly.

[@Gabrielle_Aplin]

thank you for listening Keeley!

[@ludovicamarigliano4246]

This song reminds me of my past, when I was about 20 years old. I felt just like this song. I was scared because I was supposed to grow up and take responsibilities, I was supposed to make big decisions for my future and I simply couldn't do that. I think I remained in this state for at least 5 or 4 years and I also hated myself because everyone around me was going on and I wasn't. But, now I'm 25 and I've found what I've been looking for.. And I am grateful I went through this, because maybe if I didn't I wouldn't be who I am now. So don't lose your faith, ever!

[@ludovicamarigliano4246]

@R J "do your own thing" : it's true and you're perfectly right!

[@bishuthought]

Thank you for this comment. I really needed it.

[@ludovicamarigliano4246]

@@bishuthought I am happy to read that. Just "do your own thing" and TAKE YOUR TIME. Have faith. You are not alone!

[@alyaaaa6559]

Thank you very much. I love this comment

[@Gabrielle_Aplin]

i'm so glad you're no longer feeling so lost

[@NoreeenAnne]

When i first heard this song, i bursted into tears. I just get what she was talking about. She perfectly worded what i’ve felt for years. Its a relief. Thank you Gabrielle. ❤️

[@KanadeTachibana]

Perfect. It was a perfect representation of the song. And the song, itself, is truly amazing. Thank you for writing it.

[@FabiLosa01]

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[@Gabrielle_Aplin]

thank YOU for listening xxx

[@jonel7141]

This is the song you sing after a mental breakdown... after accepting that you can't change or control everything and that is ok

[@eve9214]

exactly...funny thing that is my mental state at the moment..great song..

[@j_jarvh]

same, I've been crying out for days cause of anxiety disorders. And I was somehow comforted by this song cause this is how I exactly feel

[@Ktvanada]

Yup, I just did

[@nooneinparticular8383]

Will try to help ourselves buddy. Don't give up

[@jackivacha]

Athena Forsythe yeah,it hits home; in my heart. Had two mental breakdowns last month-the 2nd landed me inpatient in the psyc ward for 5 days and acute outpatient therapy for four weeks. I’m still out of work and have until February 6th to get my shit together through therapy and the right cocktail of meds. I’m bipolar 1 with psychosis. I’ve been learning how to be kind to myself. It’s been a rough journey.

[@hopedean6424]

I've come to the conclusion that everyone should own a pink tulle dress E V E R Y O N E

[@MatthewLPU]

When you feel like the song was written specialy for you.... She took the words right out of my mouth.

[@simoncocks2808]

Every time I think 'she can't top that last song' and every time she proves me wrong

[@simoncocks2808]

Been a massive fan for many years, saw you at Shepherds Bush, Cambridge Junction, Kentish Town and The Jazz Cafe- some of the best nights out I can remember- please keep doing what you're doing, just brilliant!

[@wearesurvivorsx]

Agree. I hope I will see her one day live.🙏 I live in the Netherlands and just hope she will tour one day here too or at least do one performance

[@TH1SMUSIC]

This is the most masterful and relevant piece you've created so far. You go fearlessly into your truth and interpret it with exceptional musical abilities, and you do this better than 99 percent of every other modern artist. Thank you.

[@TH1SMUSIC]

To me, the song expresses what the reality of being a popular “character” in society can mean (in terms of sheer exhaustion), and not having the energy to interact with the world or reciprocate much of anything. Even when it’s people offering their sincerest love and gifts. At least in my personal life; it describes to me the internal conflict of wanting to give the same amount of love and support I receive; but also needing solitude and SPACE in its highest degree, for just sheer health and balance. “It’s my mistake, not yours.” Is what I want to say to everybody that ever tricks themselves into thinking that they have unrequited love for me because of my regrettable scarcity of attention to them. The reason a song has a power like no other art form, is that it can connect the words and intentions with the feelings; through melody. The melody and lyrics in this just brought a new way of articulating a vivid feeling between souls.

[@Gabrielle_Aplin]

wow wow wow you're so nice thank you xxx

[@breyannarollins9120]

TH1S MUSIC gosh I feel the same as Gabby just wow... I think the melodies in her music create such emotional tension in her songs.... I remember listening to salvation and at the ending with that big instrumental part I felt a surge of strong deep emotion that can’t be explained in any other way than that. It’s pure genius.

[@elienecicerainaciodasilva1550]

Oi e lindo a música a Doro😊

[@Yeroc13]

Well... she's a Jade... can you expect anything less?

[@caitlyndettrich2471]

Every time I listen to it, the song becomes more beautiful. This isn’t just talent, it’s art.

[@justaylor1269]

I was just watching CW's Dynasty..I heard this beautiful song playing in the background..left me speechless (I just had to look it up) my favorite song for 2019..!!!

[@PaytonNash23]

Exactly me 🙂

[@ebonyeyes91]

Me too :)

[@evee1299]

same

[@assiey9580]

Oh my word I did the exact same thing. Weird

[@assiey9580]

Oh my word I did the exact same thing. Weird

[@miniminimoni]

brb buying a pink fluffy gown and dancing around my house

[@symphonyreturnstswizzlevev8309]

Sherna i also love gab aplin and taylor swift, and have also subscribed to sara, wow!!

[@Gabrielle_Aplin]

yeeeees gurl me too

[@MichelleCleve]

The dancing part makes me want to jump up and dance through my room as I always do when I feel like this

[@lwaves]

The dancing reminded me a little of Kate Bush and that's a very good thing.

[@silversurfer8818]

Kollade på ditt Instagram, vilka eleganta och vackra bilder du har 😏

[@MichelleCleve]

@@silversurfer8818 ohhhhh tack så mycket

[@Gabrielle_Aplin]

thats exactly how i wanted this song to make people feel! x

[@xingmei818]

This is a good picture of anxiety disorders. Thank you for this song. It makes me feel less alone whenever I break down.

[@beesasa]

this song got me vibes from English Rain 2013 album which is my favourite till now

[@zob7630]

YES

[@fatimachelseashahmiller5032]

I’m in tears,this is such a gorgeous song

[@hannahdumm3937]

me too, I've listened to it several times today and each one has had me in tears

[@vintagebrew1057]

Me too....😢

[@djjta1234]

this song hit me hard, because it's exactly what i'm going through right now.

[@moonyrjl]

It will get better… believe me:) I got better too

[@Teresa1444]

Me too..

[@Gabrielle_Aplin]

hang in there. it gets better

[@Teresa1444]

@@Gabrielle_Aplin I just wanted to thank you once again for such artistic and just beautiful masterpieces with a touch on real human feelings. Your songs don't have the same banal lyrics like everyday pop music does... I am glad especially for "Salvation" but this song is related to me so much.. A personal protest, a deep cry from the soul when you cannot put up with this world anymore.. You're an amazing soul, Gabrielle!

[@kennethiboko1648]

I am tired, my mistakes keep piling up. I find the darkness comforting, thanks for the song

[@MrStitchfilms]

I love this song and listen to it all the time. It really encompasses what it's like to struggle with mental health. Thank you for such an amazing song.

[@kimchoi11_]

My soul relates to this song so much

[@rainywildflower]

One of my favorite songs. I listen to it when I’m in an anxious depressive season. Always makes me feel less alone and feel like I have more power than I realize in just being me.

[@phoebechong443]

Perfect. This is so relatable and I feel represents depression very accurately. I probably have written similar lyrics myself about it, especially the line "getting beat by my own game". -- a lyric I wrote went "I hate how I'm a victim to my own devices" followed by replacing "a victim" with "addicted". And I have always felt that depression was a kind of cold comfort. ("There’s magic in this misery") While it made me feel friendless, somehow it felt like a friend. It was a familiar feeling and something guaranteed.

[@shahlaayasmin6793]

I had to stop short and re-read what you wrote because I have thought this EXACTLY. I’ve always perceived happiness as precarious and depression as comfortable and I would indulge in it. I pray that brighter times shine upon us. :)

[@DarkCreator98]

I remember my depression and I felt that way, in the sense that “there’s magic in this misery”, it was only time I felt sane in the madness after I would cry so hard that I felt nothing but numb and I wouldn’t move, that really deep sadness held some comfort before falling back to reality, I would try to reach that point a lot before realizing how bad it was

[@JamesG12]

This song is severely underrated. So good.

[@EmilysEdits]

Whenever I listen to you memories come flooding back to me, I remember going on holiday and I got to choose the cd to play in the car and I chose ‘English Rain’ and I’d look out of the car window and pretend I was in a movie and that the raindrops on the window were racing each other. I’d play the songs on repeat and just fall in love with the music. I’m so happy that you still makes music, it’s always such a sentimental thing to me, to hear your voice brings me so much love and warmth, thank you.

[@Lyii9]

oh my.. I feel the same! I used to listen to her covers and it don't think i will ever feel the same as before, it was such a special and unique feeling.. it's very beautiful to feel this way about a song and an artist.

[@highroadtohell]

I also had English rain on repeat on my iPod when on coaches and planes travelling around Australia.. made everything feel so much more magical.. brought back memories of home etc. Thanks Gabrielle x x

[@mickiekay]

Gabrielle Aplin somehow manages to always have the perfect song to describe my life. I am in constant awe of her. So glad to read such positive comments. She's one of the most underrated singers out right now.

[@itsthatpersonsteph]

If my current state of my mind was a song, this would be it.

[@larissachanelle]

I intimately connect with this song right now. She never fails to write songs that hit home. I will be a fan for as long as she makes music.

[@NikosChang]

Welcome back Gabrielle! Love your voice, always angelic and pure. And the song relaxing and gentle like a petal of a flowers...❤️

[@carlospacheco8101]

I heard this song from dynasty the show and I fell in love with the message of the song 😢😭 wow I can’t stop listening to this song

[@melanieramos7928]

she has always been one of my favorite artists for 4 years now. She is such an inspiration, a great talent, and a heck of a voice. Gabrielle you deserve so much more hype. She is one of the few artists who doesn’t special effects to help her voice. She isn’t a fake. She is true and from the heart. This is now officially my new favorite song. Grabielle we love you. Kepp making such beautiful music.

[@toritori3371]

In her song Take Me Away the line “I am always by myself in a sea of self infliction that I filled” always resonated with me so much. This song feels like an expansion on that line - she writes about self sabotage so candidly. Love this song, lyrically beautiful... as usual.

[@wendyazure]

Emotionally sadly beautiful.. 💖💖

[@peppermintmocha8545]

this is how i exactly feel right now at 21. I feel depressed, out of touch, don't know if the decisions i made are worth any at all, i hope after a year everything will be alright again.

[@sophie7428]

i feel you, but you've got this. you are going to achieve amazing things, and it's ok if you don't have it all figured out right now. sending love, here if you need to talk with someone!

[@peppermintmocha8545]

@@sophie7428 thank you for the encouraging words!!

[@Yeroc13]

@@nomathamsanqa2205 i get it

[@maribel8744]

This song would have hit so hard if I would have discovered it last year. Feeling numb is no joke.

[@drapoorvarai6640]

Anxiety defined so beautifully...

[@wishabound8825]

I have my exam tomorrow, but this is more important. This is everything for me rn. The video is so beautiful and vulnerable. The flowers, the dance and the emotions, everything is beyond perfect for me. And the song, well I have no words. So raw and honest. I think not only me, but everyone else can relate to each and every word of it. Love you so much Gabrielle! Just keep going. 💜💜

[@mtchcrlvll4577]

I got up late again today And I'm scared of everything I don't dare to dream I guard a dark imagination These hours waste away A debt I'll never pay I'm talking to the walls But the walls keep caving in They amplify my thoughts I really want a conversation But I let it slip away A debt I'll never pay Worry, worry, oh It's funny how it changes Well nothing really changes at all Am I jaded? Am I meant to feel this way? I'm a loser, getting beat by my own game But if I falter, well at least it was my mistake Oh, at least it was my mistake 'Cause I choose to be this way I'm a loser, and I self-deprecate So when I falter, well at least it was my mistake I saw my friend today She tried to comfort me But I turned her away There's magic in this misery So no matter what you say I don't think I'll ever change Worry, worry, oh It's funny how it changes Well nothing really changes at all Am I jaded? Am I meant to feel this way? I'm a loser, getting beat by my own game But if I falter, well at least it was my mistake Well at least it was my mistake 'Cause I choose to be this way I'm a loser, and I self-deprecate So when I falter, well at least it was my mistake And I don't really care about what anyone says I don't give a damn about what anyone says I don't want to think about anything I don't want to think about anything And I don't really care about what anyone says I don't need opinions hanging over my head I don't really care about anything I don't really care I don't really care at all Am I jaded? Am I meant to feel this way? I'm a loser, getting beat by my own game But if I falter, well at least it was my mistake Well, at least it was my mistake 'Cause I choose to be this way I'm a loser, and I self-deprecate So when I falter, well at least it was my mistake Well, at least it was my mistake Well, at least it was my mistake

[@Mustardmav]

Eargasm is the best word to describe this song. It would pop up in my Spotify Playlist and I first thought it was just a depressing beautiful song. After really listening to it last night, I think it's about self awareness, perception, & growth. Starting with how she's viewed by others and how it hurts her; she pushes everyone away as she goes through her transformation; and has blossomed into a strong woman! She has changed, even though nothing has changed! What a beautiful song and message! I don't even know if I'm right, but they is the story it takes me to, and it is gorgeous and I cannot get enough! Amazing job, keep up the great work! ❤👍👏

[@spooky_shears]

The silver lining to every struggle is that you can make something beautiful from it. I think so many people can and do relate to this song because that's exactly what you've done. It's bittersweet for me to hear because it brings back every moment of pain but also how I grew and got past it.

[@thea1257]

Gabby this is my favourite music video of yours to date. So so beautiful and the story it tells is so lovely

[@thea1257]

Gabrielle Aplin no, thank you! For the past 4 years that I’ve been a fan of yours you’ve always had a way of voicing my thoughts in a way that I’m not able to and it’s made me feel so much more peace. Thank you for your music 💙

[@theintrosproject8598]

now i can i say i am the human form of this song. damn, every word hits home.

[@luvbee8573]

Most underrated artist ever....love you aplin...❤️❤️ I wish one day the world will recognise your talent..☺️☺️

[@v1nigra3]

It’s amazing such a song like this exists, the sheer honesty, acceptance and awareness in every word, I’m a man and all I can say is thank you so much for this 🙏🏽

[@shoto1562]

1 year later and I still can't get over the vibes I get from this song

[@gatitosdefresa]

This is the most relatable song that she ever made :'( I’m going through a tough time right now and I really appreciate this song. Thank you.

[@davidtidmarsh5451]

Brilliant song and performance. Should be played much more on radio.

[@idajaarce2787]

I still listen to this every day. I don't know what it is about this song that brings out who I am, truly

[@aziara369]

I feel this in so many high levels. This is a masterpiece, rooted from the mess of her own mistakes within her. Oh, Gabrielle.

[@emmelinaa]

Listening to this was like reading a beautiful book. All pages crafted in the dark of delicacy and after closing the final page, you come to the conclusion that the world will not be right if they did not share the same experience when reading the book. In this case, opening their ears to listen to this masterpiece.

[@moonlightstripess]

I'm happy this song is getting more recognition... I was so surprised it started playing in Dynasty but it really does fit Fallon.

[@Jackjack1978.]

I just discovered you on Spotify and yes, this song is by far my favorite of yours. It's pointed, powerful, and raw.

[@leescott987]

I listen to metal rock Indy etc... And I love it, I also love it when Gabrielle interrupts the chaotic to bring the beautiful calm. Always preferred male voices, just me but Gabrielle is amazing and I could listen to her all day, in fact I do quite often!!

[@AliceLucyBradley]

I have been clinging onto this song and the lyrics ever since I first heard it. There is so much depth to this song that I can't help but play it repeatedly. Just wow!

[@rachels24]

This song speak to me in so many ways. Something I notice is how it is in a way saying to nurture your Inner Child and the emotions we feel in the little versions of us. And at the end of the day children just let go and feel and move through it. The dancing part is like your Inner child being released and connected with. Showing our hearts and souls how it's okay to feel any sort of way and that by being creative and allowing ourselves to feel we can get through it all. xoxo Thanks Gabrielle for more amazing music and songwriting as always.

[@quietmyheart7670]

Thank you for being so candid and vulnerable with this song, it's encouraging to know that you wrote this as a therapy exercise. This serves as a source of hope in an unexplainable way. Here's to 2021. :)

[@POST003]

"I don’t really care about what anybody says". You're definitely not a loser Gabrielle. Great song and lyrics. Wonderful video !

[@loneraven823]

I agree💯but can I just ask hoes calling her a loser😕 if people are then dam😡what a shame thay can't see👀 she's everything 😧anyway il shush✌

[@POST003]

It's in the lyrics of her song : "I’m a loser, getting beat by my own game".

[@loneraven823]

@@POST003 😁😄😁ow my days 😁ow yeah 👍😆 took that all rong 😏having one of those days I think and had a🍺going to look like a right divvy now😁shiiitt

[@lwaves]

When I look up the term 'beautiful', I want it to play me this song. Stunning, sad, emotional, touches of Kate Bush with the dancing.....so looking forward to the album but this will fill the wait nicely.

[@amygibbs911]

Its the "I don't need opinions hanging over my head"

[@synystersay10m35]

One of my favorites songs. A lovely song with a beautiful voice.

[@millyroach7220]

Beyond beautiful! I adore the stripped back natural vibes from the song & the raw emotion behind every line - the message is so relevant yet never really addressed enough. Thank you endlessly for creating something so perfect!🕊 the simplicity and honesty is so pure & the videography is stunning. Xx

[@geovanineris2888]

This song is everything to me ✨

[@manishagrawal1577]

This will surely touch a billion views one day.

[@lydiagrace6731]

Wow... this song and this video are the perfect embodiment of my life... The thing about despair is that it makes you grow as a person, but linger too long in it and it becomes an inseparable part of you. It becomes your closest friend, inextricably linked with comfort and fulfillment. There is such a fine line between love and pain. When you feel unloved and lonely, pain quickly fills the human need for deep emotion. It makes you feel human, but it also causes you to lose touch with reality. Darkness becomes an addiction, and you feel as if it is the only thing you deserve. You begin to see the highest beauty in the things which seem morbid and dark to the rest of the world. You are isolated. Leaving your pit of despair seems to mean losing your only friend, because...who could love someone who doesn't want to feel better? Thank you for sharing a beautiful piece of art. It is something I don't think I'll ever forget.

[@xMrRAGER6]

Lydia Grace this made me cry

[@rahelmadarasz3183]

This is the most relatable song I’ve ever heard. Thank you for creating it. Amazing work 🧡

[@janicagarcia7725]

Exactly the kind of affirmation that every self-deprecating soul needs. It's not everyday that you get to find a song that makes you feel comfortable, at peace even with your mistakes-especially when you're fully aware while making them. Thank you. xx

[@myhsz]

Her songs are always a sprinkle of light in the darkness ❤

[@courtney3624]

this song is the perfect representation of myself. i tend to self deprecate as well. thank you for writing this. it's beautiful. i personally think it's your best song yet. cant wait to see what else chapter 3 has in store for us ♡

[@elizabethacosta]

This song really speaks for my mental health. Gabbie, every new song you put out really outshines the last. Same with your albums. I love the beauty in the darkness in this song and I can't wait to hear more.

[@arushigupta626]

This song is so fucking underrated. So fucking underrated. It deserves more. So much more.

[@mar-k7104]

This song is literally one of the most beautiful I’ve ever heard. While I doubt there’s others quite as enchanting, because of its amount of views I wonder how many other unknown songs are as lovely

[@yogace1]

Tears in my eyes :') Love from indonesia 💕

[@leenousha2856]

I love this song! it’s comforting me in a different ways everytime I listen to it.

[@highroadtohell]

The words you speak are how I feel!! Where words fail, music speaks.. couldn't be more true with this song. Absolutely stunning, thank you x

[@ariellau9170]

i teared up listening to this song...thank you gabrielle for creating such a powerful masterpiece, it speaks to my soul

[@micarrz]

You're amazing Gabrielle

[@regina5135]

Just when I need it. Such a beautiful song. Thanks for writing realistic and humane songs to remind us not to get lost in the "fantasies" popular music these days give us. And also, the way you sing it...

[@Bookman64]

I love this song. Feels like someone understands.

[@gabibouf]

Beautiful song, dropped on my birthday ♡ so relatable

[@user-gy1xt3qr7y]

[verse 1] I got up late again today And I’m scared of everything I don’t dare to dream I guard a dark imagination These hours waste away A debt I’ll never pay I’m talking to the walls But the walls keep caving in They amplify my thoughts I really want a conversation But I let it slip away A debt I’ll never pay [Pre-Chorus] Worry, worry, oh It’s funny how it changes Well nothing really changes at all [Chorus] Am I jaded? Am I meant to feel this way? I’m a loser, getting beat by my own game But if I falter, well at least it was my mistake Oh, at least it was my mistake ‘Cause I choose to be this way I’m a loser, and I self-deprecate So when I falter, well at least it was my mistake [Verse 2] I saw my friend today She tried to comfort me But I turned her away There's magic in this misery So no matter what you say I don’t think I’ll ever change [Pre-Chorus] Worry, worry, oh It’s funny how it changes Well nothing really changes at all [Chorus] Am I jaded? Am I meant to feel this way? I’m a loser, getting beat by my own game But if I falter, well at least it was my mistake Oh, at least it was my mistake ‘Cause I choose to be this way I’m a loser, and I self-deprecate So when I falter, well at least it was my mistake [Bridge] And I don’t really care about what anyone says I don’t give a damn about what anyone says I don’t want to think about anything I don’t want to think about anything And I don’t really care about what anyone says I don’t need opinions hanging over my head I don’t really care about anything I don’t really care I don’t really care at all [Chorus] Am I jaded? Am I meant to feel this way? I’m a loser, getting beat by my own game But if I falter, well at least it was my mistake Oh, at least it was my mistake ‘Cause I choose to be this way I’m a loser, and I self-deprecate So when I falter, well at least it was my mistake [Outro] Well, at least it was my mistake Well, at least it was my mistake

[@wearesurvivorsx]

Isn't the first line I got up late again today?

[@KH-uz5kh]

Yupp, its "i got up late again". Its all good though. This song is hella good 😍😍

[@wearesurvivorsx]

@@KH-uz5kh agree😍

[@Punk3rGirl]

The lyrics are in the video’s description

[@Feels-Like-Sugar-In-Me]

@@user-sf2wi7pf1u i thought she said i dont need pennies hanging over my head

[@sweetdoll77777]

this song represents how I feel and how I’ve felt all these years :c this is a masterpiece and a work of absolute art.

[@a.r.cmusic5496]

“There’s magic in this misery” this line was the most relatable....

[@westmezzanine4321]

“She tried to comfort me, but I turned her away There’s magic in this misery, So no matter what you say, I don’t think I’ll ever change” Wow. I love this whole song, but that verse just blows me away. I can’t help but feel like that sometimes, especially right now because I’ve been struggling emotionally the last handful of months. I’m just never going to change, why should I try to be different? What’s wrong with what’s wrong with me? I just love how you put it so perfectly into words. I’ve been listening to this song a ton since I found it a couple weeks back

[@KateMosbyy]

It hurts to be this way but I couldn't picture myself differently. This is what I am.

[@renebautista4328]

Esta canción verdaderamete es arte puro, amo su voz, su sencillez y todo lo que es ella. Jamas creei que una canción encajara perfectamente conmigo.

[@gabrielad7429]

God! Her voice, this sound it's amazing

[@voidfren]

This song and video is so amazing :,) 💕 Gabrielle aplin has remained my favorite artist for like four years when I first listened to ‘please don’t say you love me’ 💕💕💕

[@michaeljoyal4740]

Thank you for your honesty and beauty. It's been a hard year for many friends, and this captures it all as I come out of the darkness. Bless.

[@emmybm15]

Oh gosh! how much this song describes how I've been feeling lately (well most of the year) is QUITE incredible! Thank you Gabrielle!

[@Hannah-nj1fp]

a true masterpiece

[@AeJayAreepKu]

World doesnt revolve around me. This song is a 'world' that revolves around me

[@scottlp2323]

How perfectly beautiful can a song be...

[@Blueswailer]

Wow. Relatability level 110% literally at the first words and all the way through. Absolutely beautiful Gabrielle, though I kind of feel like I've been punched in the solar plexus. Wonder if the scars will heal.

[@nourgaser6838]

This is genuinely how music should be. No sexual references or drug references and nudity needed. Just a great deal of artistry, emotions, and beauty. Thank you for this amazing piece.

[@laurynjackson5482]

Thank you so much for this. Beautiful representation of what people suffering with mental illness go through. I love you.

[@maddylynn3618]

This song is so good. Thank you. I feel every word of this

[@samsk99]

The song on its own is a masterpiece. But wow that video is art. The dance part was so beautiful.

[@mr_radio]

Awesome song forever..!! ☺️👌

[@leax4147]

gosh i don't think there has ever been a song that perfectly describes the feeling of anxiety and depression. "these hours waste away, a debt i'll never pay" about how you feel like your wasting your life away.

[@alvinoaprilrinochin]

A lot of people here have been fans of her since 8-9 years ago and I've just discovered her while watching Dynasty on Netflix yesterday and there was something so poignant, heart wrenching about this song amidst being played in the background, intensified by the aftermath of one of Falliam's most emotionally-charged scenes... it was haunting and I'm so thankful to have discovered a beautiful soul like Gabrielle Aplin. Safe to say that I was in bed all night, it was raining heavily, my bedroom was only lit by candles and this song was on a heavy rotation till I fell asleep, drowning myself in my amplified melancholia.