Garten Of BanBan - Full Game (No Commentary)

Garten of Banan Full game no commentary that I have captured on gaming PC.
Garten of BanBan is a game similaire to poppy playtime where you need to solve puzzles and escape monsters in a kinder garten.
This is the chapter 1 where we encounter only two of the monsters. Chapter 2 will be available in 2023 and you can whitelist now on steam.
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BbyZone is a channel that provides unique videos, game mods, high quality guides, easter eggs, tips & tricks, and playthrough of video games. I help entertain & educate my viewers through my unique videos, game mods and walkthrough footages which are all recorded and edited by me. I have written permission from the publisher for the games I cover.

[@stephenramirez3449]

“Sharing is caring, your pancreas is mine” GOT ME ON THE FLOOR DYING 💀💀💀💀

[@tomatoboom68]

*insert ohio spam here* OHIO OHIO OHIO OHIO

[@X0X0-Kxnn1E]

T

[@diegocalderal]

It would be better if it was written: "Sharing is caring, your asshole is mine".

[@Spike_The_Beach_Buddy]

Bro wants to take ue intestines💀

[@RemyRatrigue]

@@tomatoboom68 That had nothing to do with that

[@lurrythecumber7810]

Peak horror: Pink bird walking at a moderate pace

[@lucylu3342]

Peak Horror for someone who hasn't actually played a horror game lol Go play P.T and come back

[@isarel5999]

Have you heard about something called "Sarcasm"?

[@anerrorhasoccurred8727]

It’s sad when a lot of real bird species are genuinely WAY more terrifying than a character specifically designed to cause fear 💀

[@DragonSword227]

@@anerrorhasoccurred8727 all birds are cute though. Lol

[@anerrorhasoccurred8727]

@@DragonSword227 they are, but imagine being chased by a cassowary 😳

[@garrettbates9124]

This HAS to be some sort of joke/parody game. I mean it literally had a sequel available for wishlist before the game even released.

[@lunarskygacha9036]

Wait, a sequel before the original?

[@natanalmeidaa]

@@lunarskygacha9036 ya, they already released the chapter 2

[@TopHat2375]

Unfortunately no. And the creators are also very unhappy with criticism. Making a bunch of noise on Twitter about it. They Genuinely want us to take this seriously!

[@Filo127]

@@TopHat2375 Making effortless shovelware is one thing but that is really pathetic

[@siam_on_paws]

The Opila bird is eating her own children☠️💀💀

[@ghastlygavin]

That's the first red flag

[@LDOsMama8610]

So true, HeY kIdS fEeD tHiS bIrD tHeY'rE kIdS fOr A cArD!!!

[@anerrorhasoccurred8727]

Quite accurate to real birds tbh.

[@Defjulianimations]

EXACTLY

[@msmaiaanimatez-UTTD-]

I was questioning that too

[@SaintCharlos]

1:50 _Banban: "Sharing is caring! Your pancreas is mine!"_ _LMFAOOOOOOOAOAOAOOOO_

[@GippyHappy]

The funniest part of this video is the length. The fact that you can beat the whole thing in 10 minutes is just hilarious to me.

[@t1llyyxox0]

I beat it in 6

[@UrMoMiStHiCc]

@@t1llyyxox0 wow

[@Cevic777]

there's more chapters

[@GippyHappy]

@@Cevic777 sorry, 20 minutes

[@UrMoMiStHiCc]

@@Cevic777 mhm

[@DragonSword227]

R.I.P. Opila Bird, all it wanted was a hug. The Dude did not deserve to fall down a shaft like that… 😭🙏

[@Markeplier23]

Opila is a she

[@gattoorr6850]

Aged like milk

[@regularshowman3208]

The nicest thing I can say about the game is that it's not being sold for money.

[@chia.petals]

you're late

[@Poppy_C0rnYT]

The way the bird moves 😂

[@ghastlygavin]

I'mma be completely honest, I see more Rainbow Friends than Poppy's Playtime in this game

[@nostalgicador]

Looks like they made this game in a hurry just to be able to compete with poppy playtime

[@nostalgicador]

@SeekDoorsAndStuff I agree

[@mook_butt8037]

Exactly what I was thinking

[@diegocalderal]

No I the game is short because the developers make short games because they are on college

[@dachel683]

@@diegocalderal not a excuse, you can make better short games in college lol

[@Oreowants_to_die666]

This is literally a ripoff of poppy playtime but scarier and haunted

[@gluehole4036]

Is this really what modern horror games have devolved to? So glad to see another zero effort game about a childhood thing that hunts down the player. I can’t wait til the next.

[@praseodymium4975]

Sanitized horror aimed at the 8-12 audience, for matpat to make a theory about, and to get a few merch sales.

[@squiby3095]

What I find it weird is the merch tho why are you selling merch when your game was just released for just about 1-3 days (idk how long has the game been released)? that's just so weird to me.

[@justsomeguypostingmemes945]

​@@squiby3095 shitty playtime did the exact same thing.

[@truckboy5556]

its so fucking shameless

[@schnuffelbunny5398]

its kinda sad to see indie horror games are the greedy low effort garbage, you would think that indie games would care more than the average AAA studio

[@randomcheeseman4208]

Wow this game is only 10 minutes that’s a new record I think

[@geileskind64]

And it already has a merch button in the main menu so truly a new record

[@randomcheeseman4208]

@@geileskind64 yessir

[@justsomeguypostingmemes945]

​@@xenstence bet you 10 dollars in 1 month the WR is 2 minutes and 12 seconds

[@Grifftom]

With Just 1 minute, this game Was more scary that a Lot of horror games.

[@alvisigiuliano6184]

Is not even speedrun i g the bro 💀

[@lillybunny_olivianawolf]

Poppy playtime + rainbow friend = garten of banban

[@ashlynn6485]

Can't complete puzzles with this ohian bird, bruh!!!! 😂😂😂😂

[@alvisigiuliano6184]

Bird on drugs 💀

[@TroubBubble]

People really are taking this too seriously. It's obviously satire and I think it's really well done

[@jendouglas9781]

It's not satire.

[@TroubBubble]

@@jendouglas9781 why wouldnt it be. I mean I see it as satire because of how minimum effort it is. franchise horror has taken over the gaming industry and this was made as like a joke about it. at least again, thats how I view it.

[@pysocatine]

@@jendouglas9781 it is. The "chapter two" was being marketed and sold on wishlist before the game even came out, and if it were serious, they wouldn't make it free

[@shadow-squid4872]

@@pysocatine They also are genuinely selling merch for real money, this is clearly a lazily made corporate game that’s just trying to compete with Poppy Playtime

[@pysocatine]

@@shadow-squid4872 so joke games can't sell merch??? I mean, if I suddenly got popular, of course I'd sell stuff.

[@soullessginger2745]

Banban’s tagline is the definition of dark humor!

[@MrFerretYT]

That game though Garten of Banban is like a combination of Poppy Playtime mixed woth Rainbow Friends put together.

[@squidge18]

This is the best game ever released without a doubt

[@Zenflyn]

Suree

[@fr0zerter]

sure. totally. they put no effort, wasn't as creepy and a poppy playtime ripoff

[@tortuga5026]

Yea ik, this thing>>>>>

[@Daveaintreal]

Clearly these people don't know what a joke is.

[@fr0zerter]

@@Daveaintreal we know

[@humanhuman7280]

Imagine getting a Ban in BanBan

[@endoskellyfilms137]

The bird gave me chills. The way it didn't immediately charge but seemed to observe the player with a sort of predatory curiosity was genuinely scary.

[@unununununun7012]

No way you actually got scared by this game lmao

[@lucylu3342]

@@unununununun7012 dude would shit his pants playing Silent Hill or the P.T demo lol

[@IgorNetoAnimation]

@@unununununun7012 Let people have fun, it may be a crappy horror game but you're just a loser if you make fun of others for being scared in a game that's meant to be scary, not everyone is chronically online like you to know how a horror game is supposed to be.

[@lk4dd476]

I agree. I felt the same. The game can be not as scary as others horror games, but that bird... And the way he slowly goes closer to you on that plataform... Always keep looking at you... Damn...

[@liammcallister726]

It looks goofy

[@LiterallyInklingGirl]

The birds death got me DYING WTF WAS THAT 😂😂😂😭😭😭

[@weewoo6480]

and i thought poppy playtime was lazy and uninspired my god, they really just gave up on this genre didn't they

[@GhoulishGhost616]

They definitely did...

[@Oreowants_to_die666]

Yeah

[@kaylanek1]

I liked it 😭

[@el1te187]

@@kaylanek1 yeah me too

[@el1te187]

I’d like to see you make a game better than this then.

[@segamanxl9523]

This has the vibe of a 10-minute production time Unity asset cash grab and it certainly looks that way too. Can't believe all these other KZbin channels are calling this "game" the next Poppy Playtime. I mean, Poppy Playtime isn't the pinnacle of gaming either, but it's at least nicer to look at than this game is.

[@laikathestar174]

Theyre sarcastic when they say that, nearly everyone has just been shitposting on it even mattpatt

[@maevetins7288]

People don’t know how to not spread shit, also i’m pretty sure it was just a quick little project, wasn’t really trying to be the next poppy play time. I kinda find it funny, so 7/10 of a game for me

[@maevetins7288]

Plus it was just a toe dip in the water to go to ban ban 2.

[@Workin98]

This game is no different next to poppy playtime, just take away the nicer graphics, and you'll have the same concept, same gameplay, and nothing else

[@sourpatchwimp]

The best way to describe this game is corporate indie: A set of lovable, slightly off putting characters that will sell merch, plenty to choose from and a stereotypical “girl” version so that they can sell double, some sort of gadget that has no reason for being there or is confusing as to how the player got it, something peeking from a corner to set the horror atmosphere, references to things that happened in childhood or a child like theme, a large area that would be like heaven for a child to play in, and simple mechanics a child could understand. If we give them a negatively connotated term (general media uses it to negatively talk about a game) we can better critique these games and hopefully either get rid of them or have them shunned from the gaming community as some of the worst games created

[@EasyBakeOven12]

If this had commentary it would only be him judging the game

[@Muetzi]

this building doesn’t look like a kindergarten. it looks like a dentist office, lmao. also, that remote has to be the most low poly, low detail and basic model i’ve ever seen. it’s literally just a circle on a block.

[@shadowthief6471]

Odd the main guy isn’t even a enemy

[@killertheinfiltrator]

If I had a nickel for every time I saw a modern horror game marketed to kids that involves childhood things chasing you, I’d have 3 nickels. Which isn’t too much but it’s weird that it happened 3 times

[@marzoni64]

Only 3? Try like 5-7

[@JRLFshorts]

What are those games?

[@killertheinfiltrator]

@@JRLFshorts Poppy Playtime, then Rainbow Friends, now this (ima be real I think Rainbow Friends wasn’t that mid tho)

[@marzoni64]

@@JRLFshorts poppy playtime, rainbow friends, fnaf and all its fan games, arguably baldi and bendi, Amanda the adventurer, Andy’s apple farm, etc

[@bestjenkins2165]

Don’t forget Baldi

[@anerrorhasoccurred8727]

Ngl, this is extremely good satire of the current horror scene lmao 💀

[@copperwave20]

Unfortunately, it’s not satire 💀

[@thisisdoggy_]

Me and my friends have been laughing non stop about memes of the bird and keep sending each other images of it. While the horror is obviously awful, we found it hilarious lol Also I'm pretty sure this may have been a joke/mock horror game. Would any serious horror game put "sharing is caring. Give me your pancreas" on the wall? If it was truly real then it would have cost money to play. The fact that people are actually taking it so serious smh

[@GDRS_Marc]

I agree.

[@DeviousDingus]

Lmao

[@doubleaabattery7562]

They already have merch. And a steam page for the sequel. This is just lampshading, not parody.

[@silviagonzalez1162]

I like this game

[@banananananananananananana.]

I kin the bird

[@lawlumors]

be honest you only like the game for the bird

[@Mikoneedsalotofcompany]

I love how oplia Bird screamed when she fell into the underworld

[@ophiolatrix]

God this is somehow even lazier than I thought it was gonna be

[@Kappuccino_mug]

i saw this game and i thought it looked lazy then i watched this video on it and to see that modern horror made by one or a small group of devs has just devolved so much from games where the devs had so much passion to make a good game to now being oH No ScaRy ChilDRen ThiNG iS chaSING mE i'M sO spOOked Edit: there are alot of horror games with passion where you're being chased by some kind of toy i mean look at tattletale i probably should have worded my comment better because it sounds like all mascot horror is bad and thats just not true

[@Toast-Unknown]

Yea, true. (But why am I so fixated on Phasmophobia?)

[@Sorcerer-SMC]

Well Garten of Banban is the only “lazy” one. While Poppy Playtime isn’t entirely as phenomenal as FNAF, Bendy, Mr Hopp, or Dark Deception; at least it still takes passion and time and knows how to take itself seriously with its lore.

[@Z4K4RYX3]

i sure do love this poppy playtime gameplay 😁

[@BloxyPhilly]

Thats not Poppy Playtime.

[@Z4K4RYX3]

@@BloxyPhilly sarcasm.

[@TheREALPeppinoSpaghetti]

This feels like a mix of Poppy Playtime, and Rainbow Friends, which are both bad within it's self

[@DosBuko]

Poppy play is quite decent but rainbow friends is mid. Kids this days just made it less scary, rainbow friends was never scary tho

[@panicattackfrogs1680]

@@DosBuko I mean then again. Rainbow friends was made in Roblox. Which in that itself is kinda hard to do stuff with

[@HHSS2008]

Seriously, the only time i got scared was when i was trying to read a note and the bird appeared. (But like, i was only scared because of the sound cause the animation itself it's so bad) I gave up of finishing the game because in the final """Chase""" the platforms were throwing me off not letting me even walk correctly.

[@seek5373]

I like how the opila bird falls when it chases you

[@danapickering7981]

That makes sense, since your seek

[@seek5373]

@@danapickering7981 I have garten of banban 3

[@randomidiot4300]

everybody gangsta until lankybox starts milking this

[@eyealex491]

Five nights at Freddy's: Pizzeria Bendy and the ink machine: cartoon studio Poppy playtime: Toy factory Garten of banban: Daycare

[@notyet9882]

I miss fnaf times. It was better than nearly all of horror games even with stable gameplay and a deeep story.

[@erikhajdamar9832]

dude this aint fnaf

[@Sanguchito10]

​@@erikhajdamar9832yes, fnaf is good but this game is trash

[@gamermex13]

Amazing video

[@ARandomPoopyDoer]

Cant wait to see those shorts where is going to be like games then vs now And banban will be the one of the now

[@mineguardiangaming4972]

Nice Video!

[@coachhubb507]

player: pls dont kill me opilla opilla: FALLS DOWN HITS HEAD REALLY HARD 💀

[@YourAverageToxicUser]

7:29 me following my mom because my mom has a call from my mother friend

[@-ThatOneRandomRadio-]

I like how you have to put eggs down the birds throat it was funny for some reason

[@BunBunnyBun5]

The wall: eat vegetables and fruits to grow big and strong like me! Me eating one Apple and having takeaway after: *giga chad meme*

[@J5nekYT]

Bro the new youtube kids game

[@Tomato-4013]

7:47 lol

[@LDOsMama8610]

My Kentucky fried friend went bye bye in the ball pit

[@erickisip9955]

Really nice video for 10 minutes

[@bryanmallari4371]

i was so sad for opila bird, all she wanted is hugs, but they didn't care for it and they abandoned opila bird, she was so cute

[@theyeszenmama4352]

Jumbo Josh and Opila bird are my favorite characters!

[@spiritwildcraft788]

" Sharing is caring, your pancreas is mine! "

[@animan608]

This really helped me

[@tamagotchilungs]

rant below on games such as this + creators of games such as this (this is not towards BabyZone): the absolute fucking state of horror...catering to children...listen, i get it, it's great to cater to children AND adults with different genres of horror, blah blah blah. you have to be fucking blind as a bat if you don't notice the GIANT merch button at the bottom of the start menu. i feel bad for people who like AND MAKE horror, but have to put up with it constantly catering towards children, like, they have their own media and shows and games. when will there be clear distinctions and restrictions for children and what media they can like? tiktok, cash-grabbing games, ads, it's all bright colors and attention spans of 5 seconds. like, this genuinely makes me angry. we shouldn't have to cater to children constantly. animation is doing this as well, it's blowing my mind how things just for adults are silenced in order to not hurt any feelings and to make money. game devs who don't make children's / young teen (13-15) content deserve better. i wish i could support them, but i can't find them anymore due to shit like this. i'm not saying this to dog on the creator of this gameplay video, i just am saying my thoughts on people who support and make games like this. remember to support people's projects so that we don't get shit like this pumped ever 5 months. gamejolt and steam is and was infested with shit like this.

[@TesseraVlogs]

All I can say is ^^^ this I wish horror games were actually scary like they used to be, this game and poppy playtime look boring and unscary in every way, even security breach was brought down so children could enjoy it, which just besmirches the whole atmosphere and reason Fnaf was so good in the first place.

[@tamagotchilungs]

@@TesseraVlogs hit the nail on the head, friend! i wish security breach could have been a terrifying treat for old and moderately new fans, instead of bringing the scares down so that new, very clearly younger fans who sit in front of an ipad all day can stare at their favorite multi-colored friends do nothing but walk at a slow pace towards gregory. i think the latest horror game that actually scared me was PortaBoy+, by Lumpy Touch. the horror genre doesn't nearly have the charm it used to back in 2014, and unfortunately fnaf's charm went with it. cheers to (maybe) some better and new projects this year!

[@justsomeguypostingmemes945]

@@tamagotchilungs you are honestly right. Like Hell, the endings of Family Guy pipeline videos are scarier than these games

[@tamagotchilungs]

@@justsomeguypostingmemes945 funny you'd say that. that analog horror-style "peter, the horse is here" video gave me a scare just a few months ago. but you're absolutely right. indie horror shouldn't be rivaling fan-made family guy projects, for christs sake lol

[@EasyBakeOven12]

@@TesseraVlogs the sequel to poppy playtime had atleast some actual work into it even thought you can only do one ending And that one multiplayer game that they made

[@fabianadan7809]

the bird when fell 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

[@superaman4405]

Thx so much

[@happy_page]

This is my first time watching this

[@BACKROOMS_FOUNDATION]

0:05 *[Cutscene: ONLY]* 0:26 *(Main Room)* 0:38 *Blue Key Card Found* 0:50 *(Storage Room)* 0:53 *Drone Remote Found* 0:58 *{Mission 1: Find 2 Batteries}* 1:07 *Batteries Founded* 1:13 *Drone Activated* 1:42 *(Main Hallway)* 1:50 *(Naughty + Teaching Room)* 2:14 *Opila Bird Playground* 2:28 *{Mission 2: Feed Opila Bird}* 3:44 *All Eggs Collected + Feeded* 4:50 *Hammer Founded* 5:07 *(Ball Pit Room)* 6:07 *Colour Puzzle* 7:11 *!!Opila Bird Chase Scene!!* 7:47 *Opila Bird Death:(* 9:25 *Elevator Scene* 9:59 *!!!JUMBO JOSH!!!*

[@tarrilewis1351]

Thank you

[@neymarcarlos]

Te Falto el purple ticket

[@ARCHIVED9610]

i love the excitement at “!!!JUMBO JOSH!!!” thank you for this ❤

[@GreenSonic4975]

i can imagine the animations this game will get, and banbaleena r34

[@itz_quackYT]

Wtf

[@C4RTZ]

what part of your brain made you type this comment and post it with no shame whatsoever

[@seek5373]

@@itz_quackYT you mean watafak

[@booberryparfait]

Egads! I'm being chased by a play-doh bird! Ahhhhhh! (this game will surely get my channel millions of views!)

[@simplypalid2521]

"Yo this edible ain't shi-..." 3:44

[@cecandrew3506]

Shit

[@milostrifunovic100]

02:00 OOOOGGGAA BOOOGGAAA HAHAA YOU JUST GOT SPOOKED HA HA HAA

[@ashlynn6485]

It looks like a mix of poppy playtime and rainbow friends, but I like it!

[@Unknown-ue2du]

We thought the same thing

[@FedzyBoi]

@@Unknown-ue2du same

[@justsomeguypostingmemes945]

Honestly it's worse than rainbow friends.

[@Unknown-ue2du]

@@justsomeguypostingmemes945 so, still sorta has the feel and design of rainbow friends

[@chilliplayz1306]

@Blues World Of Rainbow yeah, rainbow friends is a really bad game, but compared to this crap, Rainbow Friends looks like the saviour of horror games XD

[@Astroniko003]

Ngl, out of all the games I've seen, this is definitely one of them

[@alvisigiuliano6184]

Fax

[@HalohaloYT]

This is more scary horror because of the sounds and ambience

[@LiterallyInklingGirl]

Not really. There’s no urgency or tension. Hell this is the brightest and most colorful horror game I’ve seen

[@floplegends2150]

Made the 400 likes!

[@DoggoBoidays15]

The way opila died😂

[@RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH]

7:38 man that is the best music I heard

[@lolaticc]

Can yall stop arguing saying this game is trash? It has good qaulity for being made by 2 people. The creators are nice people aswell. Yeah sure, this game may be a clone of poppy playtime or rainbow friends, but look at slendytubbies. That was a freaking slenderman clone and mostly everyone loved it. So just keep the negative opinions to yourself. They didnt make the game for it to get hate, they just made it for fun. Get mad at me all you want, its your own fault.

[@GhostPandaStorm]

The bird staredown 😭

[@Found_You.]

That Horror Game where the Protagonist Is in a Children Entertainment Place (very new)

[@LordTyrone1989]

Should I have been as creeped out as I was by the bird? I mean, look at its eyes as it stalks you!

[@11thduelcommandment]

Yay! I’m gonna have nightmares :DDDDD!!!!!

[@Gunayroblox747]

Poppy playtime but it got ran over by a truck

[@aleagamer]

Son: Mom can we have poppy playtime and rainbow friends at home? Mom: But- A random bird: Sharing is caring. Your pancreas is mine

[@lucamessina2132]

Just two monsters🤨

[@LeviGaming1248]

this is only the first game, the second one comes out later this year and it looks way better

[@nahuelamonte9991]

And the one that's actually somewhat good is only active for like 10 seconds. ok, so i decided to actually check The chase sequence is only 40 seconds long. Out of all of her screentime, Opila is only an actual threat for *40 seconds* I'm geniunely sure huggy wuggy lasted longer than that in chapter one of poppy playtime.

[@LowviEchoRoblox]

All the monsters you see I’m guessing your gonna meet them all when the game fully released

[@Raiden9876MGRgame]

Poppy playtime + Rainbow Friends = Garten of banban

[@melodysarao3483]

Dude the first boss scared me

[@agiantsquid8552]

As terrible as this game is you know children are going to be all over it calling it the scariest game of all time

[@omartec7964]

O el juego más aterrador del mundo xD

[@eliteherodungeon5392]

Me : (see opila fall) Me : wow! That one so hurt!!

[@Macarnoi]

istg children dont know how to make actual decent comments theres no way

[@laurad3259]

Wow man that one so hurt YOUCH ingrown toe nails

[@eliteherodungeon5392]

@@laurad3259 lol!!

[@erasmaromero1585]

GARTEN OF BANBAN ES MUY BUEN JUEGO YO LO DESCARGE EL GAMEPLAY

[@shadowbrown-lt2ep]

Bruh that bird trying to commit canabilisum

[@themasterofstuff1416]

It’s like it takes the kiddy stuff turned demented aspect that poppy playtime or rainbow friends does but makes it actually creepy somehow. Altho the green guys animations were kinda goofy. He needs a little work lol.

[@chilliplayz1306]

Bro wdym poppy playtime is a great game, rainbow friends is bad but Omg this is literally crap.

[@themasterofstuff1416]

ya you know what after rewatching it. Yep. This is compleat dogshit. Have no clue what I was going on about. Maybe I was just tired or something💀

[@pierceysplayhouse643]

how is he so good has he played this a bunch 🤔

[@ZzzAMONG88]

R.I.P. Red Banban

[@Chicenk]

i got to the bird part and then crapped myself-

[@NokiaHandWatch]

I think they rushed this way to fast, if they made more creative characters, actually good puzzles, and some better modeling and more playtime, and game mechanics and Design better, it would be a solid base of a video game

[@tstar363236]

Bird evil?!

[@tstar363236]

What the Bird doing?

[@Randomguyth]

This is the best game ever

[@prestonhouse]

You gotta have some big balls to play that game bro that scary!!

[@duckbux]

I would die straight away in this game

[@PoweringCorrelation]

Top 10 poppy playtime knock-offs.

[@user-yh1qg3xb3z]

Why is Banban so obsessed with pancreases. It seems so sus

[@TIFFANYIMADEBISUITS]

Why does the alpaca bird look like me when I cry?