get ready with me: fall makeup & answering your questions 🍂

[@KalynNicholson]

GRWM Chapters 👄: 00:00 - quote + intro ✨ 01:20 - moisturizers & oils 02:16 - all about the brows 03:02 - foundation routine 03:40 - eyeshadow fall & everyday favs 05:00 - spooky travel & mascara 06:18 - dream wedding & highlight 07:32 - struggling with comparison & being online 12:39 - how to find social media balance 13:23 - personal growth & blush 15:24 - next year plans & orange lips

[@Makeupdelicious1984]

Yes girl, all true, the platform has changed a lot and after a starting promise to make people famous, rich and successful forever, now it's a roller coaster of numbers and data that are transforming creators into employees, constantly judged for their performance and paid accordingly, even if more views doesn't always mean better content, as you said. We all know that this is emotionally affecting those who are really good at it and spontaneous, or demotivating those who needed a small reward as well for their efforts. I don't think that youtubers can make a living out of the platform forever (considering the algorithm changes) and I would definitely have a plan b just in case one day it's all over, views drop down, success is gone but rent and bills have to be paid anyway! Being in the spotlight has pros but also a cost on personal relationships, it requires wealthy life style and fast renewal, maybe even a facade and some lies. We like you because you do you and I really appreciate how honest and pure you are coming out for your real self more than ever and if they don't like you or move on then f*** them, but I understand that this affects your income as well and I respect that, but don't let this hurt you personally because it has nothing to do with your value and your talent. Be the yoga teacher and the coach you want to be, we will always enjoy your videos even if less often, I am honestly happy to see you freer and more confident in your own skin, sassy and bold enough to say things like that in a loud voice. ❤

[@tracybhagwandin8797]

Love everything u said about comparison etc. Every single vídeo that u made is perfect and u help to keep me grounded and inspired. Your subscribers are real ones here. ❤

[@ClaraL27]

your content is for those of us not buying the content "the algorithm" wants to sell us ... your authenticity is refreshing and a source of grounding, positive energy in my day! xoxo

[@aseelbysketchbook]

I agree 100%

[@marissamccoy4317]

“I don’t wanna sell my soul to grow more.” Ugh 👏🏼 Why we all LOVE you so much.

[@deya.cavazos]

I can’t imagine a KZbin world where Kalyn isn’t making beautiful, cozy, and motivational content.💛 I’ve been watching you since I was in undergrad and was learning how to adult and now I have my own channel years later. You have seriously been one of my greatest inspirations and I appreciate all you do.💛💛💛

[@ariamtaglieriramos5604]

yes!!! please! dont go away because i think you are one of the best youtubers, real and super pacefull, that's your magic make people feel pacefull!!!

[@antoniaguzman5464]

Me too, she’s my favorite youtuber, I love watching her videos and take some of the things she do that inspire me into my life

[@KoaGrey]

YES

[@emilyburkhead1515]

Damn, Kalyn! Didn’t expect it to get this deep on a Q&A. I don’t comment often but hearing you get so raw about numbers on KZbin and comparison to others made me want to say this: many of the subscribers you have really appreciate how real you are with showing your personality rather than being “cookie cutter” and only posting trendy content. I love how authentic you are and when you open up. Especially when you talk about spirituality, which I know can often rub people the wrong way.

[@courtcakes369]

1000000% agree with this. I keep coming back bc every video is so unique and adds actual CONTENT and VALUE to my life. Agree, a lot of other youtubers have gotten pretty cookie-cutter and I feel like those videos don't add anything to my life but Kalyn, you actually help us and make me THINK about my life and how to improve my happiness and how I see myself ❤️❤️ So thankful for the videos you continue to give us ☺️

[@rebeccagruntz3116]

So so true! It’s been incredible watching you find your vulnerability in your work!

[@edenelias2at]

Definitely agree! You are unique K, and we appreciate you and also admire you for just the way you really are. Whenever you get insecure about something it’s always something I appreciate hearing you talk about. There is nothing you can’t say, you can always be real with us. We love your unique channel. You truly are one of a kind

[@brookewarren6362]

Honestly I personally think this year is your best Youtober yet

[@anonymousbee]

Me too❤️ it's just a bliss. I don't wanna miss any videos. It is so mature and levelled.

[@ThingsiLove96]

FACTSSSS!!!

[@sofiamendes1311]

agreed

[@brookew128]

Yessss agreed!

[@carleylyon9872]

Just heard you answer the question about comparing yourself other KZbinrs and how every nice comment and every like really means something to you, and here I am, commenting for the first time ever to tell you that your channel brings me peace and joy every single day! I usually don't comment because I've just never been a person who felt compelled to engage actively on social outside of my personal circles. Very much an observer, especially when it comes to KZbin. But what you said just really hit my heart, and I wanted to pipe up and tell you that you are a source of all things positive in my life, and your content really feels so authentically YOU, and that's an awesome thing. Keep up the great work

[@chiaraurethireswaran9338]

You make October so much better and motivating.

[@ashleyjarrett3240]

Because you don’t post simple clickbait content for views, you know you can count on your viewers to be strong and real and there for you! You have created an actual community! One that is so supportive. Even in the comments, I constantly see people lifting each other up. That exists because you haven’t fallen into a flashy trap. We love the little things in life (aesthetic fall vibes absolutely included) but I bet we are all better friends to the people in our “real” lives because we know how to support and let ourselves be supported. Sorry this is my third comment on one video. I’m passionate, okay! 🧡

[@OzleyASMR]

I love your content, Kalyn! Thank you for opening up about your struggles with KZbin being your job. I think you’re doing a great job 💙

[@AleishaOwen]

I've been watching your vids on and off for... I want to say about 6 years, and I've wondered before how it is that you don't have more views per video. For what it's worth from little old me all the way in Australia, I think that your kind of content is always going to have more longevity than the consumerism-driven videos forever trying to sell us something. I'm in my early 30s now and you're one of the only influencers/youtubers/people I've followed over the years who I feel have grown in a meaningful way (and I guess in a way that I can relate to), and that I still really enjoy watching ❤

[@kalynnowens]

You have no idea- how many times you've saved my life. Thank you.

[@kaylam12346]

As somebody who's been following you religiously for 5 years you have grown so much in all the best ways, ESPECIALLY this past year. I know that we only see a fraction of you and yourself but the fact that you've shared so much more with us alone says a lot about how you've grown as a person. I'm so proud of you, so happy you exist and as always can't wait to see what inspiring things you do next 💕

[@michaelahradska7539]

Dear Kalyn, I can´t imagine the youtube world without you..or worse my world without you. I´ve been here since 2015. I grew up with you and your storytimes, fitness Fridays, hauls and so on. My English has improved because of you, you gave me the confidence I needed to be the best version of myself. I cried with you, laughed, experienced a heartbreak. So if you ever decide you´ve had enough of the online world, please, just remember that there are a lot of people you´ve helped or changed their life. I love you

[@CristinaSofia44]

What if... those who have stopped watching you are having ED struggles and NOT yet ready to “heal” or accept their situation so they simply don’t want to or can’t relate to you rn? And what if..you putting it out there in your amazing raw and beautiful way will draw those viewers back to those videos when they ARE ready to heal? You’ve taught your community so much about the universe and LOA and I truly believe this has been you doing your best and most important work yet.. Kalyn the universe and your loyal community have got your back 💝

[@saraaleksic8170]

There will always be "plain" people who will follow something that is clickable, money spending etc. You are real, you are energy that is spreading towards people that are seeking for it. Maybe we are not an army, but we are like a small cozy gang. Don't let them crumble your oppinion on your work and yourself. We love you and we need you. You saved me from myself so many times in the last few years, and I can never thank you enough. Keep spreading light in the dark and warmth in the cold. Lots of hugs, hot cups and love. ❤💐

[@ashleyjarrett3240]

Can we just take a second to say that Kalyn is amazing and that it makes me so sad that the analytics of KZbin gets her down sometimes. I personally have grown so much stronger throughout the last few years, and having someone online who has been open with her struggles and has so much to show for it has been a constant and so motivational. You are so great at making people feel like part of a healthy family that supports each other! The people who are still here and have followed you through this chapter of your journey are 100% closer and have greatly benefited from your content. As your channel changes and your lifestyle moves forward in a new direction, we will still be there for you, even if it’s just because you’ve left your mark on this phase of life! Thank you for all you do! You’re an inspiration! Best of luck! I’ll be here, sipping my pumpkin hot cocoa. 🎃🍂🧡 (Edited for typos lol)

[@GimlifigliodiGloin197]

I’m here since 2016 and I’m telling you this as a friend would do because that’s what I consider you. I’m proud of the person/woman you’ve become, your channel is true, it’s real and that’s why people appreciate you. Maybe your audience is less in numbers, but it’s more in activity! I mean you have a community of passionate people that truly care about your content ⭐️ I think it’s beautiful! But I also understand that you’re questioning your future...

[@PlantBasedBride]

Thank you for answering my question! I can relate to everything you said about being a creator online. I’ve only been a full time youtuber for about a year and a half but I’ve had KZbin as a hobby since the 2000s. The shifts in the algorithm and the way the KZbin studio app pushes competition and analytics to the forefront can make it a very stressful career. For what it’s worth, I love your new more “you” content and I think a lot of your subscribers do! ❤️

[@Nightsky6823]

I hope you never stop making content, even if it has to be less often due to moving on to another job. I feel like our "family" here on your youtube is a rare kind. Would hate to lose one of the few families on here that seem genuine. With that said, you do have to do what is best for your mental and physical health and your financial stability. Sending best wishes your way. ❤

[@ver0nike247]

You can't even imagine, how much we appreciate you, Kalyn!❤️I grew up into an adult watching your videos and I believe that everyone, watching them, did! Your ideas, podcasts, opinions are my golden grail😄🙏I always wanted you to have more subscribers and views, but later I realized that being real is much better than being "clickable" Thank you, for being the realest version of yourself❤️we see it and we love it, never doubt about yourself!🙏

[@kalyngarman8845]

I’m a newer subscriber (within the last 6 months) and I must say, that I chose to subscribe because of your realness, and likability. Any loss of subscribers from you being you, will only leave the true supporters that you do have and those of us who genuinely wish you the best, even if we only know you from online. Keep trucking on girl, you’re an inspiration💕 people form their opinions on you based off of who THEY are, not who YOU are. Something I try to remember 😊

[@amalkhan7116]

I miss how KZbin was years back. When people actually cared about content and not views. You’re one of the few who really care about the content you put out. You don’t get sucked into what’s been trending. I love your videos, keep doing you love ❤️

[@indigo9695]

you bring the right people by doing the right things (: you have a sweet soul.

[@Bambilein13]

That is so sweet☺️

[@Christina-mariee]

I'm not really the youtube comment type of person but I wanted to let you know that I've been watching you for years and have always considered you one of my favorite KZbinrs. I'm so grateful you stuck with your guns and continue to make content that makes you happy because that's what we love about you. Thank you for being a positive platform we can all turn to.

[@EmilyChaytor]

sometimes it just blows my mind that Kalyn has over a million subscribers, because gosh this girl!!! she has stayed the same true, beautiful, honest person for years!! she has stayed so humble and stayed true to the things she loves to create and that! is so inspiring

[@alexlatulipe7642]

It breaks my heart that the algorithm is doing anything but help your channel. Your content is my favorite to watch or listen to, you bring such a positive energy into my (and I’m sure many others) days and I am so grateful for it!! Thank you for making the sacrifices it takes to be a content creator for your viewers, but I hope you keep making choices by putting yourself as the priority! That is at the end of the day one of the messages you preach. Much love xoxo

[@jenice7592]

healing from a breakup and your videos help me feel so much better. this is my daily joy, love ya

[@brimarieeee]

it will get easier. i hope you feel better! 🤍

[@jenice7592]

@@brimarieeee appreciate you

[@AmandaWeldon]

Aw feel better. Promise it will get easier!

[@KalynNicholson]

giving you the biggest hug through the screen, one day at a time you'll get through it 🧡 love ya more, this internet fam's got you

[@jenice7592]

@@KalynNicholson 🥺♥️♥️♥️

[@ilsecole9793]

I have been recommending your podcasts and KZbin to my friends, they love you! And so do I, thank you for sticking around even though the numbers can be disheartening ❤❤❤ Edit: Your podcast really saved me when I was depressed, and I can't thank you enough🧡

[@felicityjane8970]

bIIISH thank you for uploading!!! the only thing grounding in my life rn is kalyn being the big sis i never had :^)

[@KalynNicholson]

I gotchu 🧡🧡

[@ingerohei]

I got so scared when you talked about questioning youtube and so relieved when you said you won't ever fully leave

[@charb4887]

This youtober just keeps getting better! Thank you for being so real, but I must admit there was a slight panic where I was like.... DONT LEAVE pleaseeee

[@ameliaevink5484]

I got married this year! We had about 15 people with us on a bridge downtown, did a Facebook live, and had a game night with pizza afterwards. It was honestly perfect.

[@alondraguzman8609]

Kalyn I just wanna say that you've helped me so much in terms of my mental health. You're such an spiritual individual and such a beautiful soul. Thank you for putting so much heart into each and every video, it really shows. You are one of the good ones, never change and take care of yourself ❤️

[@mercedesmartinez8650]

Guys my bf just said oooh YOUTOBER YESSS LOL 😆 😂 😅

[@KathleenAndEmmaShow]

He’s a keeper 💕😂

[@jordanmackenzie3267]

Lol he knows wassup

[@MariaT8493]

I’m been subscribed since probably 2012 or 2013 and rarely comment, but your content has gotten me out of some low lows and currently brings me so much joy each time you upload! I know we all go through seasons of self doubt, but I just want to reaffirm how much of a light you are in the eyes of your subscribers! Love ya Kalyn!💕

[@alicek.4608]

I don’t want to think of a KZbin without Kalyn! I swear I would give up every platform and every other youtubers I love just for this Channel (and Koze haha). Love you Kalyn!!!!!!

[@isabelladanes8458]

This Youtober has been soooo amazing!! I have loved every single video you’ve put out.. you’re working your tail off, queen! We love you!

[@courtneyseale7437]

I’ve been here for the last five years and I really feel like we’ve grown together. I love your content so much and I am constantly refreshing my home screen to see Youtober content. You’re amazing and I appreciate you striving to be yourself because it’s so inspirational for me!☺️

[@WST_music]

You can't event imagine how many times watching your video or listening to one of your podcast made me feel happier, more motivated and ready to conquer the world afterwards, so thank you so so so so much. The podcast episode "Stop Waiting" litteraly gave me CHILLS, I was walking down the street wondering what to do with my life and hesitating to launch my solo career as a singer, after the podcast I wrote a note in my diary saying "in 2020 I will launch my first album" and it's finally coming out next month, so, again : thank you for being you

[@emilym7517]

the perfect reward for when I finish my homework, I can’t fricking wait 🥳🥰 I honestly am blown away by how amazing Youtober is this year and how hard you’re working 🍁💛

[@admirbarucija2018]

So excited to watch once I finish my homework!!! Seeing your video is the perfect way to finish off an already great day ❤️

[@KalynNicholson]

good luck with your homework girl, GROW THAT BRAIN 👏🏼

[@admirbarucija2018]

@@KalynNicholson awe thank you so much for the encouragement and support, it means a lot ✨👏🏻

[@JuliaRoseThorn]

Please never quit your passion because of the algaritham

[@nicolebennett2210]

Have been a follower of yours for years. You are one of the most inspirational KZbinrs. I love how creative your videos are. Thank you for always being you. ❤️

[@LuanaBudani]

I found you a bit ago and im loving you and your videos! REALLY! i am a small KZbinr, started a little bit over a year ago my IG and KZbin (it's a cooking channel in Spanish) and i can absolutely 100% relate to what you said; how disheartening it is when a video you put a lot of thought and effort does not perform well... or thinking "people hate me" I TOTALLY RELATED even more to you after this video. Thank you for your videos and honesty!

[@SquishyChristal]

You’ve been one of my favorite KZbinrs for a couple years now. Partly because i can relate to your anxiety etc. but you seem like such a genuine person. I hope you’re doing well.

[@_naturally_curious_3931]

Kalyn, I'm sure you have lots of subscribers like me who are just quiet in the background appreciating the honest real content you put out. I hope you stick at it as I look forward to you next video every time I watch one. What's wonderful about you is how relatable you are and you are not afraid to show different sides of yourself no matter what is "trending". Thank you Kalyn

[@earthwitchnatasha]

taking a break from my research paper and THIS is the content I needed. Thanks girll🖤🖤 sending love and energy✨💛

[@earthwitchnatasha]

ALSO I would be so so sad if you quit KZbin but whats nice about being a long time viewer, I support you all the way. I just wish I knew you irl so we can have wine nights with video games and witchy learning together. Thank you for giving me the privilege to even get to know you for so long Kalyn💛

[@rebeccagruntz3116]

You are just such a queen. 🖤🖤🖤 you have no idea the impact you have had on me through the years. But ultimately, do what suits your soul and brings you joy. Thanks for the chat and the gorgeous makeup inspiration! 💕💕💕

[@kateponto9322]

Kalyn, you are so inspiring. I cant imagine a KZbin world where you aren't making videos. Your content has grown with me throughout the years and is forever motivating. I'm so grateful for everything you sacrifice to present the content you do. Thank you.

[@jennahurley3469]

you are my absolute favorite content creator

[@nikkimadgwick7628]

Kalyn, I can’t even begin to tell you what an impact your videos and podcasts have had on my life. You have been a friend when I have felt alone in this world, a motivator when all I wanted to do was give up, and an inspiration when I needed it the most. Thank you for all that you do and being so generous with us all. I truly treasure and appreciate you 🙏🏽

[@feleciatronn]

What you said about consumerism?? Omg. I love how much you’ve grown and your spiritual journey over the past years. Please keep being authentic. I started following when you were with tarte (was it tarte???) and in your other Toronto apartment (fellow southern Ontarian here) but watching you progress through yoga, the magic of this world ? And become such an authentic present version of yourself, has been so amazing because I feel like I’ve been on a parallel journey even down to the YTT.... I just wanted to comment because like, this journeys your own and the depth of your content was so comforting in times to see someone else going through a similar awakening. Thank you for your content.

[@linaeleraky1744]

brooo you’re AMAZING!! i LOVE the authentic grown self that you are WAY MORE than i liked the curated version of you. this is such a cool video!!! i LOVED your answers!’ i loved when you said that you try to remember that we’re not numbers that we’re people! loved that

[@HayleyBee10]

I have been watching your videos religiously for the last six years and I couldn't imagine youtube without your content. Your videos have given me so much inspiration and saved me in more ways than you will ever know. Thank you for everything and all of the content you create. You do an incredible job!

[@hannahwhitley024]

Kalyn this is completely and utterly from my whole heart - you're like the only person I even really watch on KZbin. Without your channel I wouldn't know what to watch because its all so shallow and the same, whereas your content just reflects my soul and is so magical, uplifting, raw and cosy. PLEASE I can't say this enough, this channel and Koze is a BREATH OF FRESH AIR! I'm so happy you are staying true to yourself and what you love because that's what makes our community so strong and connected because we are here and wanna be part of your life and this beautiful atmosphere you create on screen and via your wisdom and silly genuine soul that makes you. Don't feel discouraged. Just know that every single one of us watching would love to one day share a giant mug of Pumpkin Spice Latte with a blanket and a cuddle with Bently on a Sunday afternoon with you. We love you. Never stop being you - your soul is such a rarity in this world and the world truly needs more of it. take care of yourself xox

[@shantimabraaten8603]

I have been here since the beginning, and you honestly feel like my big sister at this point! Love all your content, and just wanted to say that what you do does make a difference at least to me. I struggle a lot with anxiety depression and body stuff, and you have helped talk me through some very hard times. As well as i just love all your videos soooooo much! I can only imagine how challenging dealing with some of the analytic stuff and numbers on your social media platforms is. You are such an amazing person, and all the content you put out visibly has so much heart, time, and love put into it. Keep being your wonderful bright self and lighting up your corner of the world. Love you

[@niyatishah7492]

GRWMs are always such a mood🍷

[@erinelizabeth2325]

Kalyn, I have been watching your videos since I was 13. You have without a doubt changed my life. I live for your podcasts, videos, and Instagram posts. You have been a huge role model in my life and have helped me in so many ways. I love your authenticity. If you need to take a break, please do. We all need to detox from the internet world sometimes. But just know you have helped me grow into an organized, thoughtful human being. I really do enjoy your content and am so happy you have been here throughout the years. When you take your break, just know your viewers will be fine, we have lots of videos to revisit while you're resting. We appreciate all of your hard work. :)

[@sharpayyevanss]

This kind of fall content is why I'm on youtube, can't believe the algorithm doesn't like it - they and I would not be friends :D

[@valpoli]

Love when queen uploads

[@ChiiriiBiBouille]

Every day off I have, I grab my coffee and my computer in my bed and watch your videos in the morning. I've been watching you for 3 years and you are part of my routine, your videos makes me feel good, I love the mood behind them. Fuck the algorithm, we just LOVE you and LOVE watching your videos all around the world 💛

[@sierrayoung6794]

personally i love love this years youtober!! i love how relaxed and transparent you are this year and how your content has become more natural, real, and less perfection based . thank you! keep it up!

[@michellekramer4742]

I have been listening to your podcast for years... once I found out that you had a KZbin too I’ve been loving your KZbin!! I wake up and watch it in the mornings & your vibes really set my mood for the day. You bring really good energy & I love your personality. You’re so inspiring and I love that your changing & evolving because everyone else is too and it’s normal💜 Keep doing KZbin

[@makaylacaroline]

I’ve been watching you since you were doing your Charlotte Russe hauls, so I’ve seen you grow and change for several years now and I love seeing you become more yourself. Being yourself is our favorite version of you, so no matter what, don’t ever stop ❤️

[@pwetty4r4]

What's really got me invested in your channel again, is the realness and talking about your journey with spirituality

[@2cwn2]

Aw you answered my comparison question! 🤗 thank you! I loved your thoughts and honesty on it. Been a subscriber since you first moved to Toronto 💗

[@annesbalance9191]

Your talk about social media comparison, struggles and the algorithm problem, is so important. I totally understand what you are saying. I just want you to know that every single video that you post gives me so much joy. I’ve watched your videos since the beginning and your journey and content brings me so much 🖤 you inspire me so much, especially mentally - thank you so much for your videos and especially your honesty and authenticity 🖤

[@annettemonagas3177]

Loved the makeup and loved your honesty! That's the reason why I keep following you and all your content, we all need real people across all platforms, not only drama o clickbait or whatever crazy thing comes our way. We need people like you that dare be real, not hurting anybody but showing what authenticity is like. Keep it up!!!!

[@sarahchristiansen2860]

This years youtober videos have been so amazing. I really appreciate all the work you're putting in. Watching these have become one of my favorite parts of the day. 💕

[@lealer9105]

I don't comment often but I just need to say it because I can't imagine not having your videos in my life... I discovered you either beginning of last year or in 2018, I don't remember and I ABSOLUTELY LOVED YOUR VIDEOS (I actually discovered your KOZE channel first and liked it and your personality in the videos so much that I followed this one although it really wasn't the type of content I used to watch). I've kind of stopped watching youtube videos and now I'm watching some videos again but not a lot but the best thing about this is watching your videos again. You were the reason I started watching videos again. You helped me through not so good of a time and I love everything you put out there, your energy, how real you are. It's honestly the best. I hope you will see improvement with the analytics because, well first I can't imagine not having your videos in my life anymore, and because you DESERVE IT SO MUCH! And I'm so happy you stick to your morals and values, it shows and it's really, really great! Also, youtober videos are part of my morning routine haha! I watch the video of the day every morning while eating my breakfast (because I can't read while eating for the life of me, anyway). I really, absolutely love your content, sending you so much love xx

[@mollykoenig9169]

I really appreciate you not focusing on the numbers and instead creating for the sake of creation! You're one of a few youtubers I watch all the videos of because your sincerity and genuine personality is so refreshing 🖤

[@shann74]

I love every single video you put out there, your effort and love is noticed and valued ✨ I wish more people got the experience of seeing what you have to offer. Pure good vibes from Puerto Rico 🇵🇷

[@larafiolic3544]

I'm a content creator myself and I know how hard it can be to see the content you put your heart and soul in not get enough attention. But I came to realization that social media is opportunity for us to create our own worlds in which everything is done the way we wanted to. It is a place for us to enjoy and if other people come along than that's just a bonus. Kalyn your videos are amazing and you are light for so many people! ❤

[@alexedwards9044]

I often take breaks from social media .. deactivating my Facebook for a week or two, deleting the Instagram and KZbin apps off my phone .. but I literally never stop watching your videos. Even when I am doing a break, I will sneak back onto KZbin & watch just YOUR newest video if you have put one out, none of the other KZbinrs I have subscribed to. My boyfriend has witnessed this before and has said to me, “I thought you were taking a break from all social media” and I responded with, “Kalyn doesn’t count.” And he now knows that & no longer questions it 😂 I’ve been watching you since you lived with your boyfriend back in Kingston, lived with Maggie, lived by yourself, moved to Toronto, all the YouTobers .. for YEARS, & I will never stop ❤️ You’re forever my favorite and it genuinely feels like I know you.

[@MakeupBeliever1]

Your authenticity and personality is exactly the content lots of us need. Numbers is nothing when you’re losing yourself in the process. Thank you for making October feel so refreshing and comforting in this weird time of the world! 🖤

[@lildreamxxx]

Hearing you talk about your KZbin career is exactly why you are the only KZbinr I still watch (after years and years of watching you haha). Because you are SO authentic and real and you just LOVE to create for the purpose of creating and passion 💞 that just feels so different and I really appreciate it! Love you always

[@MsVlogwithme]

Thank you for continuing to stay true to yourself and provide content with meaning, rather than just pushing out sponsored videos!! Those of us who have been around from the beginning aren’t going anywhere! ✨

[@jada_allison]

Fellow pisces here! You said this is the year where you’ve been the most genuine on KZbin yet you’ve lost subscribers...I just wanted to say that I’ve been around on your channel for YEARS now since you were living with Maggie & I feel like this is the year you’ve been most relatable to your subscribers! I have loved your content this year (although I’ve always been inspired by you). You are such a role model to me and are always making me look at things a different way. Keep doing you

[@karizargo]

You are an inspiration! You’ve helped me grow so much in the past few years and I love watching you grow as well!🖤🌙

[@lucy_nightmare]

I discovered your channel 3 years ago and I've been loving your content since then. You are the cool girl I always wanted to look after and you taught us soooo many things, about life, adulting, dealing with different beast... You are an amazing human being. Thank you for share your life with the internet (and being so brave for it). We'll be here waiting for your next video 😊😍.

[@darkbrumecaldin1902]

Please don't doubt the value of your videos. I know I'm only one person but I'm sure I'm not alone to feel like this watching your videos, it feels like hanging out with a friend and God knows I need things like this especially right now. You inspire me so much. You're sending so much good vibes out there in the world. Thank your so much for being you!

[@alex34alex]

Your content has allowed me to openly accept my spiritual journey and I feel like I am a better person because of it. Thank you for sharing and being vulnerable, allowing me to see more of myself ❤️

[@sofiamendes1311]

i don’t really comment on videos very often, but the part about you talking about morals and values in the creation of an online presence really hit me. i’ve been watching since i was in middle school and i am now a senior in high school. i understand that you are questioning your future, but i don’t think you should ever stop creating. i love that you are yourself, you find your people from all over the world by being yourself and part of you is creating. you bring me so much peace and your content is like no other on this platform💘

[@user-tw5fj4dl1f]

Your answer to the question about comparing yourself to other KZbinrs was so raw, honest, and genuine. Thanks for opening up about all of that!

[@ld7256]

I have watched you since i graduated HS back in 2013, i used to work out to your 8tracks playlists back when i was in college, 2 years ago when i started having seizures (during youtober) having those videos every day when i was recovering was like the BEST thing ever. i even wore my Koze hoodie home from the hospital. you have inspired me infinitely over the years and i hope you’re around for so so many years and youtobers to come. the quality of things that are bowing up and being favored by the algorithm isn’t always the best and you are a high quality kinda gal, a step above the rest if you will and i hope you never forget it ✨

[@guadalupesogno4039]

Please don't ever stop being yourself or sharing your raw most authentic version because of numbers. You have trully helped me so much, especially with opening up about your relationship with food or self-love. Ily

[@paulahillman1100]

I love you kayln! You’re such a beautiful soul and such a genuine human, we need more of those

[@jessvanrose]

I’ve been a subscriber for years now and always enjoyed your content, but it’s been in this last year that I’ve felt really connected to you and your message. Your true tribe will only love and support you more when you’re authentic and true to yourself. Keep your heart up 🖤

[@Stephanie-us3bj]

I love your raw honesty about the KZbin/Online world. I've been watching you for a while and your evolution has been so inspiring to me. You have become one of the realist, most down-to-earth KZbinrs out there. Keep doing what you're doing. Keep doing what you love despite the numbers. You are a such a strong female presence and we need more people like you in the world

[@anna-maymoon1001]

Honestly Kalynn the reason I love you so much is cos you're like a big sister to me - you're always there with advice I didn't know I was looking for and a hug ❤ Whenever you post I always make a moment of it - I'll make a cuppa and I'll get cosy and block the world out for a few minutes. I really love that you've opened up about yourself recently and that you've shared so many sides of yourself. Idk I always used to say "quality over quantity" when it came to friends, may be next time you're feeling down about numbers, see if you can find out how long your subscribers have been around? Idk I consider you a friend I've not met yet, yaknow? Eithersay, sending *huuuugggsss* If you need them and know that I'm rooting for you across the pond ❤

[@emmaekdahl7223]

I will always be here enjoying whatever you feel comfortable sharing with us! Been following you for years, and thanks to you (because you inspired me) I have been vegan for almost three years now. You're always my favorite, and I've really apprecieated seeing "your real side" more lately because I've been going through a change as well where I've dealt with a lot of anxiety while opening myself up more. And I know what you mean by beeing so independent that it's sometimes hard to let someone in, I'm working through that with my boyfriend right now. It's lovely though, being in love and feeling taken care of. Nothing beats it. Hope you're having a lovely day, and I'm really enjoying youtober so far!

[@maehinson4764]

I had to tell you that your channel has changed my life. I started watching your videos my sophomore year of high school and they always kept me so positive. I would always relay my information onto my friends and highly recommend your videos. Then my freshman year at university was absolutely awful. I had no friends, I was eating my emotions, and I couldn’t get out of the cycle. For a whole year I was just not myself and just hated the person I became. Then about 3 months ago I came back to your channel and watching your videos are starting to make me feel back to normal. I’m feeling more like myself and feeling so much more positive and I owe it to you. You inspired me to change my life and I could not be more thankful for it all❤️

[@erinprzybilla2670]

Kalyn, you’ve built such an amazing, safe, cozy place on the internet and we love you! 💕 You are one of my idols, you seem so much like how I hope I will turn out to be. I absolutely love that you don’t do “clickbait-y” videos, and it’s so nice to know what you’ll get in a video, especially in times like this, where so many people do clickbait. Overall, you’re very appreciated 🥰

[@sadiebelle9439]

I LOVED what you said about being yourself in the social media world. I feel like that’s so much more respected now. I don’t have any interest with the cookie cutter content I see everywhere that benefits the algorithm, so I’m SO glad you have a passion for making these videos and sticking around. I’ve watched you for years, and you’ve helped me through so much!

[@8amandal]

I started listening to your content when I moved into my first apartment during undergrad and you’ve been a constant helping me get through undergrad, my masters program, moving from the east coast to the Midwest, this pandemic and all the mess in the middle. It’s been so beautiful to see you grow and so comforting to have you and this little Koze corner to come back to. However you decide to keep going forward I’m very thankful and I hope you do whatever brings you the most joy 🧡 We all love you so much

[@ItsEmilaaay]

Like many others who also commented: I always love you and your content!!! 🤍 I’m not one to comment or be active on KZbin in that sense, but I have been trying to change that bc just like you mentioned.. a comment can help the creator like yourself know you’re still doing amazing and why shouldn’t I let you know that you’re amazing? 🤍 I’ve been watching you for yeaaarssss & you’re always one of the only KZbinrs I love catching up w/. I stopped watching a lot of KZbin when I went to college in 2015, but I always went back to look up what’s new w/ you. I have done so this year so much more. I’ve had a lot of losses like many others this year and your vibes and authentic/beautiful personality has helped me so much. Thank you for that. I applaud you as a person for doing you and being a great human. Much love 🤍

[@nognog10101]

I think that you "keeping it human" with your channels is what makes me love it the most and honestly you are my favourite youtuber for many reasons, this is one of them. I find it so weird that other people don't see it

[@jonibeuckeleers]

I kind of grew up with your videos so I am sooooo gratefull you're still here for us making video's. Couldn't imagine youtube without you. You changed my life in so many ways ✨❤️ thank you!!

[@cherylcampbell1229]

I think authenticity is the most important especially in these times and you girl, are one of the most real. Hence, why I loyally follow. Keep it up!! ❤️