Getting a Deathhawk and having a panic attack

As ive stated in the video, i have crippling anxiety so im honestly sorry about crying so much i really didnt expect to i thought it would be done quickly but what do you know ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
anyways i already said all that in my video but i hope you enjoy it i guess? im pretty happy with it except for the fact that i love to style my hair and now i cant do most of the stuff i like :/ but its okay because if i didnt do this now i might have never done it
you live and you learn :)
i love all 10 of my subs and to the hundreds, maybe thousands of people watching in the future, i love you too :D

[@toasterwaterr]

I thought my youtube broke for a moment because the clip from one of brads videos that she put in her video at the begining was from the exact same video I was watching and it started from the exact same place I stopped watching his video to watch this one.

[@bluerain6413]

Awe you’re so adorable! I’m gonna do a death hawk with bangs when my hair gets longer (currently growing out a buzz cut from a year and 2 months ago.) anyways you look amazing and I’m subbing to you because your personality is amazing and feels like I’m watching one of my friends do their hair

[@z0mbiecries]

You were so brave! I know how much energy you probably needed to do this and it paid off, sweetie. You look beautiful.

[@ToWriteLoveOnHerArm]

bruh i LOOOVE brad mondo and ch527kerosene

[@maybejustkai2654]

I love this, ur so cute

[@chrisstie8680]

Aww dont be nervous!:) looks really goooodd!!! The first time i shaved my head was an undercut and i did it on my own with a razor that you save your legs xD it took me more than 2 hours and it wasnt even good the line was horrible hehe since that i have done a deathhawk with

[@kacey6965]

it’s so cute🥺 also roy in the background... taste

[@taompons]

man, i want a death hawk purely for the fact that it looks awesome when styled up, i love having shaved sides(i don’t have any of my hair shaved off, i braid my hair or style it the way it looks like i do have a side shave) and my hair is purple so it would look cool. but my parents are asian and they’re gonna be like ‘wtf’ took me years to convince them for my purple hair

[@vectrex2195]

Thanks for this. My hair is currently this same Lenght, with the same baby bangs. I wanted to make sure if it's worth getting a deathhawk now, or wait and let it grow out, especially my bangs. Was too afraid I wouldn't be able to hide my sides.

[@moo...imacow1637]

So proud of you! Takes courage to make such a big change! You've definitely encouraged me to do the same!

[@jjrose3492]

Aww it looks so good on you it definitely suits your style :) this encouraged me to do a side shave which im still hesitant about

[@StudioSokki]

Lies, you can totally have crazy colorful hair for life.

[@bethiebowie6171]

Whole video is such a mood

[@adrianacinapri7224]

<3 YOU ARE SO FREAKING BRAVE!!!!! YOU ARE MY IDOL!!!! <3

[@Chemical_hex]

Your hair came out great !! I’ve been wanting to give myself a death hawk so bad but I’m nervous about doing it to D:

[@autumn2545]

It looks great!!

[@rasmusxmel1315]

But why can’t you always dye your hair crazy colours? I’m 33 and have a death hawk, and half of my hair pink and the other half orange. Always be you don’t every let go of what makes you YOU. If others don’t like it that’s their problem. I also work in a hospital and the patients love seeing my hair 😂

[@beatricethetheatregeek8604]

When you were crying I wanted to hug you. I know it sounds so cliche, but please know, you are beautiful. I love your personality, I ADORE your new style. And I just want you to know that it takes courage to be able to cry. It takes courage to be genuinely scared, even with just a haircut. You had the courage to show your fear, and the courage to shave your hair anyway. Please know that you don't have to love yourself right away, but start with accepting that you don't love everything about yourself, accepting that you cry and get nervous a lot. That made me stronger, and love myself more.

[@aprilparks2587]

In about a week I'm getting a wolfhawk basically a 80s death hawk of course I'm getting it professionally done by my mom's hair dresser I'm so ready for a new look