Getting Back To Myself

[@naveedemaar]

I miss her so much. I just hope whereever she is she be fine. She reminds me of my Grandma. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@soulspaces]

she has been on my heart

[@willow8094]

Happy to see you back ! Time to heal is what you needed and glad you took this time to help yourself get to a better place and understanding of this kind of traumatic experience . The love of crafting and gardening will always bring happiness ,many blessings Rose

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

Yes! Thank you!

[@marcyzahm4453]

Gardens are places for healing, sometimes we need to do that alone but so glad you are back in our lives and doing better. The world needs more Grandma Rose🌹

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

Thank you!

[@earthyandfree]

Hope you’re doing okay! Sorry to hear this.

[@kimberlyscott864]

Just met you today via your videos...but Gramma Rose you are a breath of fresh air. I feel like I could just have you over to the house and chat like we're old friends! Please know that even folks you have never met are praying for you and your broken heart over this person from your past. I especially pray that he repents. I have been a victim of this behavior and 2 of my children have as well. Forgiveness is extremely difficult, however it is also freeing. About your recorded videos, I say, don't edit a thing! Your voice and wisdom are priceless and your sharing and authenticity is precious. Post away!

[@moonafarms1621]

Hugs and love to you Gramma Rose. I have enjoyed your content, I am a fairly new subscriber of yours -- you are a gem. Hugs, hugs, hugs.

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

Thank you so much!

[@jamiewhite665]

Blessings 💜🙏🏼🧚‍♀️🌟🧚‍♂️✨💜

[@claudiaebert7842]

Dear Rose, how nice that you made the next step. I love your videos because they exude such a pleasant calm and serenity. Maybe it will help you a bit now that you could talk to us, your little community, about the whole thing. Hopefully the pressure on your soul will get a little lighter over time. I've also been worried because we haven't heard from you for a long time. Big, big hug from Germany Claudia

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

You are so sweet! I actually do feel better. It's been hard to hold that hurt inside.

[@claudiaebert7842]

Oh, I think I used the wrong name to address you. I always thought your first name was Rose. But that's not true, is it?@@GrammaRosesHomestead

[@dianarhyne]

Rose, I just found you today, searching for information on the Jewels of Opar. You are the one who let me know, they are edible, in your lovely herb garden. ❤️ Betrayal, is a soul shaking thing, I know. It can turn your world upside down and cause you to question everything and everyone you know. It can also be a catalyst for personal reflection, on yourself and who you are. I know from my own experience, that even the worst betrayal, can be an opportunity to deepen your love and respect for yourself. The good you got from your friend, is not invalid. There is good in all of us and I’m sure the goodness in you, brought out the goodness in him. I hope your heart is healing, dear woman. Whatever you’re doing now, know that you have had such a good influence with this channel and I’m sure you continue to do that with everyone you meet. Love your garden. It reminds of me of my own Grandma’s garden and the time I spent with her there. Much love ❤️

[@strohme53]

An example for all. You allowed yourself to grieve and I am sending love and positive vibes your way. I am a peer of yours. I subscribed because you motivated me. I can imagine it must be hard but most of us cannot face a camera and share our truth.

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

It was hard to talk about but I feel better for having done it.

[@cheakychic1]

I am so sorry Rose ...Such a betrayal of your friendship... ...I hope you feel better soon Just getting your feelings about this out is a good way to start your own healing

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

You're so right.

[@pattigsbh4392]

Sweet friend, my heart aches for you. It hurts deeply when your trust and faith in someone dear is shattered. May God heal your heart and know you are loved. BIG HUGS🤗 and prayers 🙏

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

Thank you, Patti!

[@rheagiboney2790]

So sorry Grandma Rose. That would come as a shock to anyone. Take the time you need. Our mental health is very important.

[@SalongirlGardens]

Bless you! I just found you through Mimsys Garden. I just subscribed. Gardener with a channel here too. I’ve been going through the same. Learning that this child molestation/pedophilia is more widespread than I ever knew. I’m depressed over the magnitude of it and can’t seem to even shoot much less edit a video. I found this video and it’s inspiring me to get back to my channel again. Thanks! Oh and I enjoyed the canning milk video. ❤️from North Texas I hope you’re feeling better.

[@joysikes3001]

I have had you on my mind a lot lately. So glad to know that you are physically fine and so sorry about the news you shared ! Take care of yourself and God bless you !!

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

Thank you, I will

[@deborahwagner9033]

good to have you back

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

Me too!

[@luckychicav7981]

I am so sorry Ms Rose. God and a little time will heal your mind and heart. Take good care!💗

[@TheTinkerersWife]

Oh Ginger...how aweful. I am so sorry to hear that. I wish I'd been in a better place and kept in touch better. I know how things like that can destory us. It is so good to see you on here. You have been heartsick...gosh...here for you and praying for you. Much love

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

Thanks, Patty! I've been a mess and really needed a hug. I'd have loved to have one of yours.

[@999applegirl999]

Still missing you Gramma Rose. Thankful for your old videos. Hope you are well!!

[@gerriellsworth4100]

So very sorry you had to deal with this situation. It just breaks my heart for all those involved. I pray your spirit will be lifted & a healing will occur...better days will come. I was wondering how you have been. May you find peace in your garden as we prepare for another season! ❤

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

During sad times my garden has always given me solace. It is this time too.

[@rebeccarobinson74]

Glad you are ok. I had a much loved physician whom I and others had so much respect for him. He was such a good surgeon. He was caught is the same type scandal. He was guilty. He killed himself and we were in total shock. Take care of yourself. May God bless and keep you.

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

It's so sad. I read that my friend tried to commit suicide but was discovered in time.

[@MsTequilaSheila]

Just found you through your sock videos.. will have to binge watch some of your others. Hope you are feeling better and over your shock. I’ve had some of those shocks as well and I’m to the point that I don’t trust anyone. It’s really sad that we have to live that way but there we are. Hope you will feel up to posting more video’s. I find them very relaxing. 🙂

[@gloriakipfer3144]

Bess your heart, prayers for you and all involved.Good to see your smiling face again...

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

Thank you so much!

[@Holly_at_gypsyhollergardens]

Bless your heart.. i am so sorry for your hurt ! I will be praying, that your heart heals, your mind finds stillness and your soul can find peace !

[@karenmccleary7616]

Welcome back!

[@NoHijinx]

Ms Gramma Rose, I found your channel while browsing “knitted socks”. I was happily surprised to learn you are the designer of my favorite sock pattern, Vanilla Latte Socks. Then I was so saddened to read this post. My wishes for you are lovely days full of gardening & crafting, and that you find your way through the devastation to a peaceful place again. You have given me many hours of contentment through your sock pattern, and I wish the same for you. Take care. ♥️

[@lindarinner9482]

It was good to see you, I've missed you. That kind of news will make you heartsick. I'm glad you're doing better. Sending healing prayers for you and all involved. Take care.

[@christiebetts4970]

The heart has to heal from betrayal

[@judyfinnegan374]

SO GLAD YOU ARE BACK !! I missed you SOOO MUCH!!! PRAYERS FOR YOU EVERYDAY!!!

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

Thank you so much!!

[@kathleengraves4647]

Sending hugs and prayers for comfort. Some things just take the heart right out of you, darn it. Glad you’re starting to feel better. ❤️ 🤗 ❤️

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

Thank you so much!

[@courtneylowery9067]

I just "met" you on your channel today for the first time, but I can already tell that we are kindred spirits. Please know that you will be in my thoughts and I believe you will feel better over time. I have been in a similar situation, and can empathically understand how it can spin your world and emotions. Enjoy the sunshine and the fresh air. Love to you.

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

Thank you! It helps that you understand.

[@debram9893]

I wondered where you had been, so I thought I would check back. Thank you for sharing your story. I understand your devastation. I’m sending up prayers for you right away. 💙🙏💙

[@GrampyCampy]

I k ow this is a old video I have watched it several times as well as your other videos! Can I say you need a new purpose for your life! And I will pray that the LORD reveals that to you! But one of them I know, is your heart and gentleness and kindness, it comes through, I am sorry you went through all of that! If you ever want to talk I am always around, and I will keep it in strictest confidence, you help others more then you even know, just by being who you were created to be! I don’t always comment but I see everything you post! In fact I truly look for it! I consider you a special friend! I have no idea why I am telling you this but I do feel the LORD leading me to, for some reason! Be blessed my friend and please know someone cares!!!💕🤗✝️🦌🏡🙏♥️

[@kimcarpenter6897]

Praying for you Gramma Rose🌸🌸🌸🌸

[@TheSpottedBoot]

Relieved you are on the mend. Your sudden disappearance after the tree falling so long-ago had me thinking it was a physical injury from that. I understand the feelings you are going through. I call those sudden horrific realizations "gut punches" They do knock the wind out of you and it takes awhile to catch your breath. Glad you came up for air 😉 You've been missed. 💌Take your time and the world will right itself again. Lifting you and your daughter up for healing 🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

I am feeling better. Not perfect, but better. This year has been awful, what with the pandemic, the tree falling, and now a presidential election with more animosity than I've ever witnessed. This just topped the cake. Thanks for your caring words.

[@anapronfullofweeds5626]

So glad that you are safe but can understand why you have needed time.

[@CatsInaCradle]

God bless you Rose. I pray your depression is lifted from you right down to your inner soul and that you can get back to the life God intended for you very very soon. We miss you!

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

Thank you.

[@culdesacgrocerygarden]

How devastating that would be. I'm so sorry! I'm glad you are feeling better now.

[@999applegirl999]

Hi Gramma Rose. I was watching a bunch of your old videos and saw one where you plugged Jess from Roots and Refuge. I had watched one of her videos prior to that about using a storage container as a cheap greenhouse... but that was it and I didn't even know who she was. Well, I am so hooked now. I saw one of her videos recently where she showed everyone the roses in her garden that you gave her. It was so precious! I was so excited that you two had met too!!! Well, we sure do miss you. You mentioned that you have still done videos but just can't bring yourself to edit and post. I am so sorry for the hard time you are going through. We are with you in heart, while you process, enjoy your garden, knit, can... all of the things that you love to do and are still doing. You did say you would be back. Do you know why? You're a botanist and you have SO much to teach us and you have so much to share and you LOVE US!! I just want to know what you're building and if you're making more fly swatters, or if you've found something else to can, or if your garden has some strange new bug or if the fruit trees you planted recently have any buds or potential fruit yet and what kind of tomatoes you're planting this year. We sure do care about you and hope to see you again soon. You're like a grandma to many of us who don't have one around anymore to teach us all her fun tricks, and we love your honest heart, just exactly where you are at.

[@denisej4522]

Some realities in life are so diffiult to reconcile, aren't they? This reality sounds so painful. Thank you for your authenticity. May you be provided with all that you need to continue to "get back to yourself".

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

Thank you!

[@rose77778888]

Oh Rose! I'm so sorry 💔. I am glad you're back. I'm praying!

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

Thank you so much!

[@raiseofhopegarden271]

I’m sorry. Praying for you.

[@trollforge]

Hugs sweetie, be well and be safe.

[@dragonblood7621]

We all need to be careful in this world... even our closed friends have a dark side we don’t know about. I’m so sorry, we can help you get through this. I’m so sorry for you...

[@louiseallen355]

hoping you are doing well Grandma Rose. you have been on my mind the last few days, sending you healing energy for your mind body and spirit

[@deborahransome6265]

I’m so sorry you’ve such had a difficult time. But it’s great to see you back on KZbin.

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

Thank you so much!

[@northstarprepsteader]

I completely understand needing time to process and cope with the news. It's a betrayal of trust in your friendship, which is devastating, hard to comprehend and takes a while to recoup. Been there....

[@louiseallen355]

sending you healing love dear. you are such a gentle soul and i so enjoy watching your updates. hope you find some peace

[@cindywhalen5768]

So time life sucks! I understand your devastation. So sorry healing for your heart Dear Lady! 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

This year sucks more than normal - between the pandemic and the contentious presidential election. Another time it might not have hit me as hard, but it is what it is. I am healing. Thank you.

[@flyingpigpreserve8562]

Sorry to hear this. We never know people fully. Then when we do it throws us for a loop. Glad your doing better and can't be wait to see more Videos. God Bless and Peace Be With You

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

Thank you!

[@veracampbell9583]

I’m so sorry for you. I will be praying for you. God bless you.

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

Thank you!

[@veracampbell9583]

Gramma Rose's Homestead 🙏🙏

[@Autumnswirl71]

How horrific that must have been to find out something like that about someone who was once a good friend. I hope you recover soon.

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

Thank you!

[@joistevens4454]

I’m so sorry, sometimes we just don’t know peoples inner demons! Stay strong!

[@isacat666]

We love you too!

[@heavenboundhomestead126]

My prayers are with you.

[@kimr4005]

Just one step at a time. Slow and easy. It is such a shock.

[@debbymajor9894]

We love you. I have dealt with simular situations as well. We can't follow any person they will only disappoint, Jesus never disappoints.... stay strong and let Jesus heal your heart ❤

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

Thank you!

[@CharliesMom1956]

I am so so sorry for your loss of a good friend and the depression you have had as a result. What a blow! It is devastating to find out about such depravity in a good friend. My best friend of 35 years...her husband was also a great friend. I was at their wedding and we shared a close friendship. A couple of years ago it was discovered he had been molesting one of his young granddaughters at the daycare he ran. What a great way to get victims isn't it? He is in prison yet it is hard to reconcile that man with the man who was my friend. Part of me wants to go to the prison and just stare at him and say, " What the hell Tim? What the HELL?" But I know I won't. He destroyed his entire family. It is doubtful they will ever have real peace. The grandkids don't understand and just miss their "Papa", the adult kids will have nothing to do with him at all, and his, now, ex-wife is trying to put some kind of life back together without her "best friend" of over 30 years whom she still loves and misses like crazy all the while being revolted and sickened and angered by his actions. That crime causes such wide, widespread devastation all around. I am happy to see you again and so grateful you have not been physically ill, even though depression does affect you physically. It is good to see you have climbed out of that black hole. Of course, it will still take time to recover from the effects of his degeneracy and betrayal of everyone in his life including you. My prayers are with you in this difficult time. Love to you and God bless you.

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

Thank you SO much!

[@callendarl]

I was surprised too. I was introduced to his channel through a friend who lived in Monroe and had bought some tobacco pipes from him.

[@GrampyCampy]

Sorry my friend, I was not notified off these videos or I would have watched aloooong time ago, your a favorite friend of mine, so I am sorry I hadn’t watched sooner! Love you very much my friend! 🏡👍💕✝️🦌♥️💕

[@jeannemiller306]

I'm happy you are feeling better, had been hoping all is well with you

[@jenniferweberwicker5080]

So sad you went through that. Must have been so disappointing and heart breaking. Not sure when this video was made but will be glad to see more videos when you make them and glad you are feeling a little bette now

[@nancyfahey7518]

Nice meeting you. New subscriber. Florida.

[@lisapolinsky309]

What a horrendous discovery no wonder the pins got knocked out from under you! Hugz💕💐🙏

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

Thank you!

[@jessiec1044]

It makes your heart sick when someone you respect does something so despicable. I've experienced this and can understand where you've been mentally. Glad you are coming through to the other side. It does get better, however, I found it caused me to be a bit less open to trusting people. So happy to see your smiling face again. How are those baby chicks? Are they laying eggs now? ☺🍁🍂🍃🐔

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

Thanks! It helps to have someone understand, Those baby chicks have just started laying. They're no longer babies!

[@janetburgess5781]

So sorry that happened. It would be upsetting for sure. God bless and heal you at this time.

[@g.cosper]

heartsick is hard. {hug}

[@foggfarm16]

So sorry Gramma Rose, it’s hard to be confronted with the reality of who we thought people were. Wishing you strength and fortitude.

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

Thank you so much!

[@Fi0434]

Gramma Rose I miss your videos so much!

[@ashhill9650]

Missing your videos hope all is well with you Gramma Rose !

[@soulspaces]

you have been on my mind!!!! how are you Miss Rose???

[@WillowWayRanch]

Thumbs up, commenting, and watching to make sure my subscribe sticks!

[@ArGroomer]

Grandma Rose so sorry... Even people you THINK you know can SHOCK the heck out of you... So sad but life can be sad...

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

So true.

[@GrampyCampy]

I miss you so much!!!

[@blessedone9129]

Grandma Rose, thanks for sharing. Isn't it wonderful to reflect on the Holy Scriptures and see that all of us have sinned and come short of what pleases God (Romans 3:23) and that if we confess our sin God is faithful and just to cleanse us from all sin (1John 1:9). What wonderful hope we have that Jesus is The Way-Maker for all who confess their sin to Him. Isn't that what we learned in Sunday school? Isn't that the hope we can hold on to? How wonderful forgiveness is. We are forgiven and with God's help, we can forgive others. We love people and hate sin. God is Love. He will help us all go forward if we live His way. You're in my prayers, dear sister.

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

Thank you

[@lindamcclellan8434]

I was molested many times but thanks to God I have overcome…..

[@creativecentre6014]

Grandma I miss you r videos

[@nitapressley6112]

Hang in there sweet lady.. If I was near you, I would pop over and have you share your herbs with me. A visit from a friend would be a qreat pick me up. See there, others still desire to be blessed by you.

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

Deal!

[@cadwyn8002]

Depression is not fun. I have been fighting it for years. Prayers for you.

[@GrammaRosesHomestead]

Thank you.

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