Getting Close To the End and I am STRESSED.

[@CatieMannino]

erik holding colleens stomach and going “thats too heavyy” and saying “im so sorry” and kissing her is so sweet and adorable ❤️

[@KettiexD]

He should be sorry! He did this to her lol

[@mariposa424]

@@saran7035 it isnt yea

[@Bob-oh5fk]

Only thing is he needs to build up stamina so he can hold it longer 🤣

[@madelynwood2008]

Did you know she had a miscarriage, and then started T r y i n g to have a baby? He didn't "do this to her".

[@jarochabc2905]

Your jokes aren’t funny especially when they started to try after a miscarry.

[@ebbrys]

not a tortilla talk question buuut Erik is so sweet saying “i’m sorry” to you while holding your tummy 🥺 praying for your safe delivery and the twins ♥️ love lots from the philippines 🥰

[@Girlmama1998]

Yes!! He is honestly so amazing she is so blessed to have him and he is blessed to have her! The best couple 🥰

[@chibbi4608]

Not me thinking it was Corey 💀

[@hries05]

I love that her cat was comforting her because she could sense she was upset and anxious. That’s what I adore about animals.

[@meganferguson9888]

I was crying in my room with the door shut yesterday & my kitten showed me that he could sense my feelings for the first time. he was meowing and scratching the door which is something he doesn’t normally do. it honestly helped me to calm down, as silly as it seems, just knowing he seemed to care. even if I was just overthinking it, it helped at least lol

[@Vendelaz]

My dog runs away and hides when I cry because she gets so anxious and uncomfy haha

[@misseselise3864]

i came to the comments to say how cute the cat was

[@lorenasnow7361]

When I get really sick and I pass half the day sleeing my dog always sleeps with me. He usually likes his space and sleeps in his own bed. Animals are amazing!

[@myboybieberrox]

Little did any of us know this would be her last vlog being pregnant!!! Can't wait for all the cute baby vlogs to come and can't wait to see Flynn meet the twins! I'm so SO happy for you, Colleen and Erik!

[@angelina1088]

Colleen legit singing like an angel: “sorry this is bad” LIKE I WISH I COULD SING LIKE THAT

[@abbyharris8163]

I was literally thinking the same thing. Her singing is so good. Love you so much Colleen.

[@eeveechuuu]

EXACTLY LIKE COLLEEN GIVE US TIPS ON HOW TO SING LIKE THAT

[@rikkibeauprejose3333]

I was thinking the same thing!!! Colleen your voice is beautiful!!! I wish she’d sing more!!

[@yahelbg4981]

Lit! She said that and I thought she says that's bad and I could never in my wildest dreams sing that good! EVER!

[@chloedawson3128]

@@abbyharris8163 mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm mom mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmnmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

[@celestial_kitten0834]

Erik's "im so sorry" was just so sweet. I cant imagine how heavy the babies are right now and how much your back must hurt! I deal with chronic pain in my lower back and hips so im sympathetic to how that feels

[@Kevin_Kennelly]

She just had the twins. So that ends THIS chapter. The comment section during this pregnancy has been amazing. So many people poured their hearts and souls into the comments. It is something you should all be proud of.

[@abbykessler9759]

I agree omg

[@angelemanuel00]

Yes agree also, can we also talk about how this was one day before the babies came! (Born on November 6th)

[@CoralBlueNmbrFive]

🥺❤️

[@Juwlz]

It's been so cool seeing how great people have been in her comment section. I really hope the positivity continues now that the babies are here🙂

[@caeycaye8810]

@@angelemanuel00 Actually two days (the video was filmed Nov 4)

[@sophia-gd4wh]

Colleen: “I think this is just how the vlogs are going to be until the babies come” Me: Ohh yes they are.. ohh yes lol (if you saw her video on her main channel today)

[@aminakenzakone8037]

bruh u r everywhere lol

[@thecalismiths251]

I had an emergency c section with my daughter last year. You absolutely CAN have that bonding moment if they come out healthy!! I advocated for delayed cord clamping, immediate skin to skin, and breastfeeding within the first hour of life & all of those things were honored, even with a c-section. Of course, if the babies are very premature and need immediate medical intervention, that will take priority. But if they are stable, don’t be afraid to advocate for yourself! Congratulations and I’m so excited for you. Can’t wait to see the beautiful babies! ❤️

[@natzlovesmusic01]

Eric holding your tummy up and giving you that love, reassurance, and empathy was so damn precious 🥺🖤

[@abbyreynolds5325]

The fact that she can still sing like that while being pregnant and having shortness of breath- COLLEEN YOU ARE AMAZING!!!!!!!

[@bsibishish5037]

Literally brought me to tears I could feel her strength through the video

[@rachelost4680]

She sings so powerfully, you can tell it comes from her soul. Love to hear it! I try to sing like that to my greatest showman playlist in the car and believe me it doesn’t sound pretty😂

[@zozovlogs5789]

"Getting close to the end and I am stressed" said the mother of three to-be. She was, indeed, very close. Congrats!!!

[@xxstarzxcloudsx7429]

Omg u come from the birth video

[@amandacrandall4743]

As a twin mom who had an emergency C-section at 35 weeks (pre-eclampsia), I recommend sleeping flat in a recliner when you get home from the hospital (if you can make it work). It’s so much easier to get up when your abs are compromised and trying to heal, when you have the side bar and lift mechanism to help you. Also, wear elastic-waist pants that don’t hit right on your incision, and when you’re in the car, keep a pillow on your belly and hold it on tight when you go over big bumps like railroad tracks. I discovered those when I was recovering and they really helped. You’re beautiful, you’re strong, and you can do this! All the best for your delivery!

[@SharksRevenge]

This dude finds that advice really good. Thank you for sharing your experiences.

[@andrewhaywood3853]

I’m a dude that has had three c-sections, and the recliner is really good advice if you can afford it. Getting up from laying down is extremely difficult, but once you’re up it’s not so bad. Also for holding the weight of the belly and stopping it from pulling on the stitches you can get a band that goes around the bump, generally I think it’s meant for support whilst pregnant, but it would be great after a c-section.

[@amyjones8175]

Your doctor sounds AMAZING She is being so honest and validating your feelings.... You’ve got this Colleen!!!!!

[@Twreckstegan]

Colleen! so my sister had a C-section and she is very short, with INTENSE back pain/problems before she got pregnant... so you know her pregnancy was painful and there was no way her back could handle birth. So they did a c-section and girl when I tell you she LOVED every second of it. The lead up was of course nerve wracking but once they medicated her, and she no longer felt pain, she just felt on cloud nine and spent the whole time with a smile on her face. You got this! If you do end up getting a C-section, take your brain off of whats happening and focus on the fact that you are no longer in pain. You got this

[@mbmullikin]

THE BABIES ARE HERE!!! Look at their latest podcast episode in the description…it says: “This week Colleen and Erik find a link between smoothies and pigeon racing. They also discuss how this could be the last podcast before the babies arrive. Little did they know...”

[@Niluwazeer2024]

OMG I NOTICED THAT TOO but i thought there was no way

[@layla_spell]

I THINK SO TOOO

[@Konnordawg]

@@layla_spell Go look at colleens main channel 😝

[@layla_spell]

@@Konnordawg I know

[@layla_spell]

I wonder what their names are going to be

[@kellyregan6329]

When she says “sorry this is not good” and it’s literally perfect

[@annanoellegirl]

This vlog was so soft 😭 the tummy holding and Flynn’s Christmas tree really warmed my heart. Sending you so many well wishes as you approach the end of your pregnancy, Colleen 💞

[@Rorrieness]

When Colleen stops in the middle of singing to say "sorry this is bad" but you're legit sitting there with goosebumps from how beautiful her voice is. 🥺

[@annabethchase4582]

LITERALLY

[@CrystalRichardson6684]

Yes! She’s amazing!

[@myboybieberrox]

"its really looking like these babies are coming SO soon" gives birth a day later. Haha they heard you say that and we're like "we understand the assignment". SOOOOO happy for you and your little family! Sending you so much love and praying the babies continue to grow super strong and healthy and you have a fast and easy recovery!

[@danide7889]

Tortilla talk: I’m really excited for you to have your moment of, “I’m me again!” I see how much pain and emotional turmoil you’ve had, so I can’t wait till you have your two little angels and your body back! Idk if this helps you or not, but just wanted you to know that we see you!

[@nerdy_swiftie8214]

I deal with chronic anxiety and depression and I can’t imagine how you’re coping with it on top of all the physical and health challenges of pregnancy Colleen. I hope you take a pause every day for five minutes and feel proud of yourself that you overcome all the challenges of the day. Hoping that your mental health improves and you have a safe delivery. The twins are so blessed to have you as their Momma bear!!

[@anikaxmeisel]

Me too! It sucks and she’s doing so well. Inspires me to keep going.

[@babygirlindy]

Can we just take a moment and talk about how sweet, loving and doting Erik is with you??!! The moment he wrapped his arms around you, kissed you and told you how sorry is for your misery in carrying that big tummy around all day, my heart just swelled!! You are the best ever Daddy Erik!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

[@haydenevans5183]

Currently worrying about Colleen she hasn't posted in 2 days (week days not counting usual no weekends!) !!! Hopefully all is well and she is just taking a much desereved break!!! Sending all the positive energy to you Colleen!!

[@jordynrichard6335]

I think she had the babies

[@diamondcookieoftruth898]

@@jordynrichard6335 Yeah me too

[@mackenziearcher7785]

I’ve been super worried too. I hope colleen and her sweet babies are doing well. 💕

[@yourspiderbuddy3791]

@@jordynrichard6335 i don’t think so, she posted a picture of her and erik on her couch last night on her instagram story

[@ashley12261]

@@yourspiderbuddy3791 non of those pictures were recent tho

[@katherinepicazo6177]

I love how supportive Erik is! He seems like such a great partner to go through this with, and I'm so happy you have him Colleen! I know you're pregnancy has been hard, and it looks like he is so caring and wants to help in whatever way he can! "That's too heavy" was the cutest thing, and I love how much he clearly loves you! You are such a strong woman and a great mama! You're almost there Colleen, you got dis!

[@RedRoseSeptember22]

Same it was adorable!!! And his "I'm sorry" LOL.

[@TheKrissyann67]

Soul mates for sure

[@aniseborrie9581]

we just need to let her know we are here for her and we love her

[@bellabosiak9836]

flynn’s little “prefect!?” when putting on the lil bulldozer was the cutest thing ever omg

[@Sapphibara]

Erik apologising to Colleen when he put her stomach back down melted my heart 🥺❤

[@FeliciaFatima]

Me too

[@ElizaWizza]

oh my gosh same 😩

[@meganferguson9888]

“This is what you carry around all day? It’s too heavy... it’s too heavy, love” awhh eriks so cute

[@melissacoviello2886]

Oh that’s got to be the sweetest thing I’ve ever heard that your doctor filled up your Amazon cart with necessary items. I know you’ve said repeatedly that she is an amazing doctor and an amazing human, but seriously that made me so tear up. I wish I could send her a card.

[@RebeccaMundschenk]

That is an amazing doctor!

[@laneyjane4353]

flynn’s little “i got this. i got this.” 🥺 he is such a sweet and smart little guy

[@lorelaimarr7890]

Tortilla talk question: is Flynn understanding the concept that he is going to be a big brother? Did teddy being born help with him understanding that? Love from Illinois!

[@joshfritsch3835]

hey i am from Illinois too

[@LifefulLife]

She answered this a few tortilla talks ago (:

[@karbear26]

I’m from Illinois too!

[@bethschneider5223]

From Illinois........Illinois loves you ❤️

[@annahazelton8104]

Her singing was and is always so amazing. You can tell she really loves it. And it was not bad at all, it was so much better than I could ever wish to sound. There's a reason she was on Broadway

[@MeganAgain96]

I love how humble and modest Colleen is. She is literally slaying us with the vocals and then coughs and says “ sorry this is so bad”?!?!?! WHAT?!?!?!?! This woman is so talented and she is so nonchalant about it!! Love her 🥰💕

[@theahlawrence4007]

The moment Erik let go of the belly and just wrapped his arms around you was incredible!

[@audregb5866]

they love each other so much :,)

[@ivaylastoilova8483]

i’ve watched it at least 5 times 😭😭

[@CrazyEmms27]

i’ve never heard someone else have the same conflicting feelings as me surrounding weight and food but also have the same view on the fact that every size is perfect and beautiful until you said that. thank you for talking about it in such a healthy and and honest way, i’ve been watching you for years and have always appreciated how honest you are with your followers!!

[@des6416]

not a question but had to point out the tender moment of erik holding colleen’s stomach and telling her he’s sorry for how heavy her stomach is and seeing the relief in colleen’s face.. ughh if i don’t find love like that 😭💕

[@SarahJoErbil]

It’s incredible that you can still sing so beautifully while this pregnant. I couldn’t sing well from the shortness of breath and I only had single births. Singing brings so much joy, I love hearing your voice and seeing the moments of happiness you make, even while suffering. I love being a mom and I hated being pregnant. Sending you big giant hugs from Las Vegas. You got this mama.

[@brooketeets310]

if anyone knows how to handle stress like this, yet still being able to be the absolute best mother out there is colleen. please remember, NO MOM is perfect!!!

[@Moonlightlove31]

I feel so honored to be pregnant along with you and it’s almost like someone to be miserable yet joyful with 😂 I’m 37 weeks but you have twins so it’s like we are both due at the same time, you might even beat me to it! I cry everyday stressed, I’m in pain, and your vlogs make me feel more normal. Thank you for sharing yourself with us, you are incredible and strong!

[@sarabustamante527]

You got this!

[@Minecrftbos439]

CONGRATS ON THE LIL BUN 😄 you are so strong for what you’re doing just remember even though I don’t know you I’m so inspired by your strength. Best of wishes for the baby 🤍 YOU CAN DO THIS!

[@Zomkay92]

Right?! I'm 26 weeks. Watching Colleen's videos have helped me so much through this pregnancy. I feel like pregnancy is so glamorized, and watching Colleen be honest about the bad things have made me feel so much more sane and less alone.

[@isabelacampello8696]

Tortilla talk question: As a 21 girl dealing with depression, anxiety and adhd, I can't imagine who you have been able to make all this. You are INCREDIBLE! I just wanted to send sooooo much love and good energy and everything good for you and your family! Kisses from Brazil!

[@lindseymunoz8575]

Am I the only one that’s noticed she hasn’t posted in two days!?! I hope everything is well! U got this mama!🥰

[@karisbumgardner52]

I waz thinking the same thing... We never know! 😏😁 I hope she had them!!

[@cerenity3578]

She's most likely taking a quick break. Pregnancy with twins is hard and difficult man.. and she shows and talks about that a lot so kinda no surprise here but yea.. literally any day still.

[@urmom71807]

Maybe she had them! Its been 4 days since her last post

[@rachemlil]

I wonder also. I hope she did. She’s wonderful.

[@diamondcookieoftruth898]

Oh no I've noticed. I have a strong suspicion that she's gone into labor by now.

[@samanthalabbe9928]

Tortilla Talk: Not a question but I found out recently that I have some pretty serious health conditions that have come along with this pregnancy. I am 27 weeks and I’m STRUGGLING with the idea of having my 2nd NICU baby. Watching your vlogs and your pregnancy journey has helped me so much. Literally makes me feel so much less alone in this. Thank you!

[@amelia_paige]

congratulations!

[@arwynnnnn]

Omg good luck with your pregnancy, and I hope everything goes smoothly. Good luck 🍀

[@raeperonneau4941]

🙏🏼

[@reesejohnson4548]

Have you noticed that Daisy always comes up to Colleen whenever she is crying in her vlogs? It's the cutest 🥰

[@alej44ndro]

Tortilla Talk: I am 23 y/o man who is watching your vlogs even though they are mostly about pregnancy. I must say I really enjoy them because you seem like a person who is fun to be around and while watching the vlogs I feel like I am part of your family/life. Plus I learn some pregnancy infos and I can be helpful to the pregnant women around me thanks to you. Also you do not look miserable at all, you look like a human don't go hard on yourself. Love from Turkey.

[@JenJen_88]

alej That’s so nice. Those pregnant women are lucky to have you. Love from Australia.

[@nabeel7479]

Shes boutta give birth to twins soon and just SANG HER HEART OUT LIKE IT WAS NOTHING.. talentttt

[@mysticmandy8352]

Beautiful voice

[@jesussavedme6260]

Jesus loves you :)

[@rebeccamartin5640]

Colleen- The moment you said “sorry, this is bad” I was thinking, “Wow, Colleen is sounding great!” Positive self-talk, girl! Cynthia would be proud!

[@hailiestextingstorys]

hahahah same

[@savannahredding5352]

me too!

[@alissawease7251]

At the end she reminded me of Bailey when she sings ❤️

[@NaomiP4]

Me too! She sounded incredible

[@josephdylan2424]

shes so talented

[@katiehancock]

Colleen: "sorry this is bad" Gurl you literally have a beautiful voice. Why is everybody always so hard on themselves? (Myself included) You just don't see or hear yourself the way others do ❤

[@lil7396]

Ugh my issue is I hear myself I’m my head a lot better than I sound outside of my head, but I agree the Colleen sounds like a literal GODDESS!!!!

[@iamishantijulia]

YES QUEEN

[@kaylynbroussard1404]

I went through a awful miscarriage at 14 weeks. It was horrible and so heartbreaking. I’m getting better each day and healing. You are helping me by understanding more about pregnancy more. Thank you so much for sharing your pregnancy! I hope to try again for another baby and pray I have a successful pregnancy!

[@zozodioz]

Colleen: *Sings like a queen* Also Colleen: "Sorry this is bad" Colleen your singing was amazing!!

[@bilalbouarouro3930]

So true . Idk why but all of us d'ont appreciate ourselves ....

[@FreakingPlane]

Ikr it was SO FREAKING GOOD!

[@anna58439]

i know it’s disappointing that you won’t be able to hold your babies right when they’re born. but when that moment finally arrives it’ll just be even more special and precious. we’re all so excited for the babies to come. i’m very proud of you and cannot wait for you to feel like yourself again. you’re a very strong woman and mother 💜

[@mckennaseidlitz1323]

Tortilla talk: when u first announced Flynn’s pregnancy u mentioned how Eric is very private and doesn’t really like being on camera. How did you convince him to do podcasts and he in the vlogs more? I love when he’s in them!

[@abigailbrannon9890]

Girl...your singing was legit pretty, no joke! Let me also just say, you are so strong, thank you for sharing yourself so vulnerably. :)

[@thatonehuman925]

Hearing you talk about what makes you insecure and how you have to set boundaries honestly makes me feel so much less alone in all of my insecurities. You are such an amazing person. Thank you for all that you do and share. I appreciate you setting boundaries and saying that you are setting boundries. It lets me know that it's okay to set them for myself and know that it isn't selfish. You are truly an amazing person

[@cjalcorn6393]

First of all, you are literally growing 2 humans inside of you. They need nutrition. You eat all you wanna eat. You look AMAZING for being someone pregnant with twins. The people that judge you based on how much you eat are seriously out of their mind. You look stunning. Keep pushing through this. Love you so much. I know you can do it.

[@jamie.lynn004]

I can't be the only one who forgets that Colleen is actually a fantastic singer and then she casually slays and blows my mind away every time.

[@rowanelgharbawy3892]

Colleen's voice!!!!! I melted, goosebumps all over, just living for it

[@tiffy0917]

Tortilla Talk question: I know everything is up in the air and no one knows when they're coming or if they'll be out of the hospital yet. But assuming they are out and you feel great, will you be going to the Christmas lights archway that you've been to since you were pregnant with Flynn? That would be so precious to keep that tradition going! I love you!

[@morganbayer29]

yes i’ve been wondering this! obviously it’s not gonna be easy but i would love to see her continue that!

[@millykay3209]

Colleen- “sorry this is bad” *sounds like a literal goddess without warming her voice up

[@Jogadora_109]

For real. I got chills

[@loaf.doodles]

Colleen: *sings like an Angel* “sorry that was bad” Me: excuse me what that was amazing✨✨

[@swiftlyelisha]

Ikkkkkk 🥲😅

[@bcbesties3542]

Colleen is just an absolute QUEEN. She sang her heart out and it was beautiful. She is still uploading every day. Like SLAAAAY.

[@cerenity3578]

not everyday currently....

[@snoozie9353]

I still am stunned that Colleen, at this point in her pregnancy, STILL vlogs and takes time out of her day just for us ♥️✨ I love you Colleen and everything that you do for us :)

[@brooke8680]

on the floor!! Omg

[@mirofeya]

And she is still able to sing well!

[@BsTheLadynred]

She does this for herself also. Probably even more for herself actually. And that's how it should be. When she does Miranda she's entertaining us. When she's doing this, this is for her to be able to talk with people and connect. It also gives her something to be motivated to do if she wishes.

[@ariaaustin]

Flynn saying “I got this” when decorating the tree was the cutest thing ever! He has grown so much omg. Also Colleen’s singing was SO good at the end, but what’s new haha

[@ashleeeeydawnn]

Colleen saying “sorry this is bad” , as if she didn’t totally just kill it , is why I love her cause she’s so humble . 😩💕

[@jesussavedme6260]

Jesus loves you :)

[@autumnsnow6985]

You posted this on my birthday! Btw love you and stay strong!!!

[@susanafernandez9270]

When I saw you sad at this vlog a thought came to my mind: what a healthy thing is it to share with others your feelings, especially the difficult ones (sadness, anxiety...). I realized that we are living in a time where it is becomig normal to share ALL our emotions without judgment and I think that is powerful and amazing!

[@isabeljones664]

Tortilla Talk: I feel like I haven't heard Colleen sing in a while and it was so awesome to see her sing her heart out! So beautiful! Love you Colleen and you can do anything! You are stronger than you know ❤ Love Isabel from NC

[@sarishasingh5574]

Hii ,from South Africa, love your videos cant miss any

[@hanamarston2802]

Tortilla talk: I work at an elementary school and I continuously hear my students talking like Miranda.. although it can become obnoxious lol ( they can’t do it as good as you) it always makes me smile knowing I have that in common with them. A lot of times we’ll end up talking about how you have a family and a son and two little babies in your belly. I didn’t know you had such young fans and it really shows how much of inspiration and role model you are to everyone. I love you so much!! ❤️

[@tessrichardson8575]

colleen singing "im here" is currently living rent free in my mind OH MY GOODNESS IM DEAD

[@mandyerickson8155]

COLLEEN! It makes my little baby therapist heart so happy to hear that you’re setting a boundary around something sensitive for you 💙 SOO happy you’re doing that because it’s so healthy. Also- I work with people with eating disorders and I love to hear you acknowledge triggering things for them because most people don’t and don’t understand.

[@treebles]

so glad you commented, colleen needs to hear, especially from a professional like yourself, how good she is doing! thank you for all you do to help people! i hope your day is as beautiful as your heart obviously is! 🌈💜

[@hisdarkdesire]

Momma! I’m a mom of twins. C-section momma here! I’m gonna say this, GET UP AND MOVE AS AS POSSIBLE AFTERWARD! I delivered at 35 weeks. My girls didn’t go into the NICU. They weighed 4lb 13.6 oz and 4 lbs and 14.7oz. We ALL came home 2 days later! But DEFINITELY invest in Boppy loungers, NOT PILLOWS! It’s so much easier to feed them at the same time on your own! You will find out that twins are easier than a single infant. They have each other to occupy. Don’t be afraid to separate them at nap times and sleep time. You are about to witness an amazing thing! Watching 2 babies interact with each other and giggle with each other is such a heat warming thing! C-sections aren’t as bad as people say. As long as you start moving as soon as you are able to get out of bed, the better off you will be. I was back to doing everything I could before in a week! You’re a strong woman!!! You got this!!!!

[@heatherw.4561]

There was a vlog a few weeks ago where she was opening Boppys she ordered.

[@ryanelisabethharvey1242]

Random: Colleen has the cutest face in the world. Her skin is glowing and her nose is adorable. She is just a pure light! She makes my days lovely.

[@one.no.]

Congratulations Colleen your babies are sooooo adorable, your children will have such a great life with a mama like you ❤️

[@iambean4724]

I love that Flynn has his own mini tree. That was a tradition we did in my family for Christmas where my brother and I each had our own little mini trees (mine pink and my brother’s red). We got to decorate them ourselves too, so this made me smile big time :)

[@jocelynogden929]

Colleen thank you so much for your transparency, as someone that has dealt with eating disorders my whole life I understand how hard it is to open up about stuff like that. But thank you so much for your words of comfort. You are doing amazing and I hope that you can always remember that. Sending so much love from Canada!

[@pineappledinosinspace]

I cant believe she made it this far! I can't believe she's functioning still, with lack of sleep and being this pregnant...she's a power house! Go Colleen!

[@erianamegna2569]

Its been 4 days since she’s posted, I think the babies are here!!!!

[@ashleybuzzard859]

Ikr

[@avajane9984]

ahh same but she posted on her insta story so idk

[@erianamegna2569]

@@avajane9984 maybe it’s just too hard for her to vlog right not

[@saylorhiggons]

She gave birth

[@saylorhiggons]

@@ashleybuzzard859 She gave birth

[@christinaconath5325]

I'm currently 20 weeks pregnant and have been struggling with depression for many years. I've been really anxious my depression might impact my baby negatively while in the womb and it's incredibly reassuring to know that you've been struggling with depression while being pregnant with Flynn as well and he is a precious little bean and thriving. Thank you.

[@leahgirl1205]

"sorry this is bad" meanwhile i'm over here with goosebumps. colleen's voice is so beautiful ♡

[@josephdylan2424]

Hahahaha this was me too

[@ashleybrindley6353]

Tortilla talk question: how is Eric feeling about the babies being breech and the potential c-section? Im from Wales in the UK. Im a c section momma, my c section wasn't planned and i too felt this anxiety and sadness when finding out i had to have an emergency c section but i promise you its just as a wonderful experience and honestly the birth part is way easier you get to just lay there and everyone else does the hard work for you so thats one bonus 😉 i would love to give you some words of wisdom, I know a c section seems very scary as its foreign to you right now. I promise you its alot more calm and pleasant than you think it will be! the doctors who did my c section were absolutely amazing! Its such a lovely environment and they make you feel so at ease It's a totally different experience but its still so magical! Your anxieties and the sadness your feeling towards it is completely normal! When your in there and how quickly the first baby will come out all the negative feelings towards having a birth you didn't really want completely go away I promise, Your going to do amazing ❤

[@reneeturcottecicigoi9435]

I agree with this 100%! I had to have an emergency c-section and was totally knocked out because my epidural didn’t take. But I didn’t find it took anything away from my birth experience. Recovery from my surgery wasn’t painful at all. I only took extra strength Tylenol because I was nursing and didn’t want to take any painkillers. So don’t be scared. I still had an amazing bond with my son who’s now 20. Good luck ❤️

[@Sarah-zl2fr]

I find this so helpful and comforting. I am high risk, and am ping pinging between the two types of births.

[@navjothsingh6843]

And she just gave birth, CONGRATS!!

[@kaylapaige8130]

tortilla talk question: does Flynn understand the concept of being a big brother and the fact that the twins will be around full time? Love your vlogs, hugs from Australia!

[@Przepoczwarzenie]

Was answered already some time ago

[@lizzierxses5154]

I’m also Aussie!

[@randomuseronarandomvideo2565]

Watching from Australia as well 🇦🇺

[@CrzMrn47]

Tortilla talk: Has your relationship with Kory changed ever since you became a mom? You truly are best friends goals but I was wondering how different your friendship is now that you have your own family and him moving out your house? Ilysm💕 hugs from AB, Canada!

[@kristennyrose7345]

Oh my goodness!!! I’m from the exact same place!🇨🇦🇨🇦🇨🇦

[@vannawallace7709]

same!!! :)

[@Em-lj7hd]

I totally understand and empathize about eating being a sensitive topic. It is for me (and most!!) I’m SO glad you put up that boundary and are taking good care of your mental health ❤️

[@Kristinhays]

❤️❤️❤️

[@FeliciaFatima]

Yes! You did it girl! So happy they're finally here 💕 praying for everyone to be healthy and thriving!

[@amyardila600]

tortilla talk question: could you tell us about your grandpa and his twin sister? i would find it so interesting to hear about their names, their relationship as twins, or even specific interests or hobbies that they had. i wonder if you’ll see traits of your grandpa and his twin sister in your twins as they grow up! i love you so much and i hope you’re having a merry early christmas❤️💚

[@narutosraman]

Idk if she mentioned it in the video or not but she could be naming the twins after her grandpa and great aunt so she might not answer the name part

[@katiebreann2295]

Girl don’t even worry about gaining weight that’s totally normal especially for pregnancy 💗 in fact I’m young and not even pregnant and I gained 70 lbs out of nowhere in about 6 months due to anxiety and the medication I have to be on, I didn’t change my eating habits at all. Sometimes that just happens but it’s just your body giving you the nutrients and what you need to function 💗you’re doing absolutely incredible never forget that and we’re here for you 🥺 you’ve given me so much support by just being open and honest like I struggle with really severe anxiety and depression and dermatilamania (I don’t know how to spell that🤭😂) and you’re vlogs keep me going and help me feel less alone because no one else talks about it so thank you 😭🙏🏻 ❤️ you probably won’t see this but in the off chance that you do I just want you to know how incredible you are and that you help so many people 💗🥺

[@willimina362]

Flynn saying “I got this.. I got this.” And saying it in a proper context. So adorable! 🥰

[@katschat93]

I dunno if you’ll see this, but as a premie baby (I was born at 25 weeks and weighed 1 pound 7oz) I obviously can’t personally speak for my moms experience but she said that the c-section and the whole process though scary was so calming once it all happened. Knowing that I was being cared for 24/7 while also her being able to care for herself after surgery was so calming and gave her a sense of relief. She also had my brother premature (we’re 9 months and a week apart lol) and had to go through the process all over again, and she was so grateful because she could separate her time between my brother and me and again knowing he had 24/7 care while I was at home with her. I know it’s scary but I know you got this!!! 💕💕

[@griffy_draws5614]

Tortilla talk: I just wanted to applaud you for setting your boundaries and sticking to them. Not everyone can do that with the pressure of social media, I’m proud of you :) Love from Michigan!!

[@breeaillestowe5584]

Agreed! It's amazing that she has recognized and set those boundaries for herself and her well being. Much love to you Colleen!

[@kylielosch4295]

Me too

[@Hannah-po6ez]

Not me crying when she started singing 😭 I think that’s a message we all need. No matter how “big” or “small” our tribulations may be. We are all beautiful 🤍

[@karissalago4465]

COLEEN SPRAY THE CHRISTMAS GLITTER DECOR WITH HAIRSPRAY!! Then it won’t fall off everywhere 🤪 Sincerely someone whose husband also hates glitter hahah

[@marianogueira7506]

Not something you should inhale while pregnant...

[@karissalago4465]

@@marianogueira7506 i think just spraying hairspray on a little bit of ornaments is fine…especially in late pregnancy. It’s only in early pregnancy with high exposure it could cause problems from what I know. A normal amount is totally fine.

[@amadismith]

COLLEEN!!!!! I’m so OVERJOYED for you, Erik and Flynn I’ve been crying all day! Sending lots of love to you and babes in the NICU, you did it!!!! You’re not pregnant anymore! 🌈🌈🤍🤍🤍🤍

[@ElizabethAlexandra33]

i was screamingggg when colleen started singing she’s literally so good without even trying 😩 also her hair in this vlog looks amazing

[@rae-annveitch8804]

Tortilla talk compliment: I'm a twin from South Africa, living in Austria for many years. Can i just say, if all families were half the family you guys are, the world would be a much better place 😊 COLLEEN BALLINGER, (said in your mom's voice when she found out you were having twins) I am so proud of you, you have rocked this pregnancy! Sending loads of love and well wishes always ❤

[@olifiloelerato8716]

South African over here!!!!!!!!

[@lunapark874]

always in awe when you're just talking to the camera about how you're feeling, i've been watching your videos since i was in elementary school and now i'm applying to college. you're such a lovely person and i hope the people around you never let you forget it!

[@user-ks4up1sk7p]

AHHHH THE BABIES ARE HEREE

[@electriccandles]

Tortilla Talk (from London, England): Are you considering have mini trees for the twins too? Flynn decorating his truck tree so carefully was too adorable!

[@jjthejetplane6]

Tortilla talk: What aspects of being a big brother does Flynn seem the most excited about? Does he seem to understand what exactly babies in your belly actually means? I know you mentioned you hoped Teddy coming would help explain that to him; does it seem like it did?

[@sarahlehto1518]

I’m American but currently live in China. Sometimes being an expat can be super lonely so watching vlogs helps me big time.

[@clareebear02]

Hope you're having a great time in China! ❤

[@mmgogre9973]

Agreed! I am an American living (over 18 years) in Germany. The pain/misery/loneliness that comes with not traveling to the US in well over two years is lessened simply by watching Colleen’s vlogs.

[@hairynailss]

Hey! I’m living in China too 😁

[@kiwidexter2957]

It makes me so happy to see Flynn get excited about Christmas and it’s so freaking adorable omg makes me so happy