GETTING TO GRIPS WITH THIS NEW LIFE

[@doloresgonzalez6961]

When I watch these, it feels like you’re still here. :)

[@chellbie]

Dolores Rogers-Gonzalez me too, makes me feel like she’s here. Xo

[@SuzanneDeniseB]

chellbie Same here xox

[@sandraclark7771]

Yes it does. I'm in denial..... how can such a bright light just go out? xxxxx

[@Terriersontour]

Wish she was, still miss her so much, her zest for life was amazing xx

[@loridunn5873]

So true. ❤️❤️❤️

[@josephbader1243]

It was a sad year 2018 we lost 4 unbelievable people. Sophia gall june 1 Emily hayward june 26, claire wineland September 2, dan aka peeweetoms sept 28. They maybe gone. But never forgotten. Xoxoxoxo

[@GG-kn2se]

Amy Lee Fisher now too :(

[@juliemc8460]

I’m not sure how these videos popped up on my KZbin, but I am inspired beyond words by this lovely girl and lovely couple.

[@ziggydoodles2964]

Although this is an older vlog, I adore how positive you always stayed and your sense of humor was great! I truly believed you were going to kick cancer in the ass ... And in your own special way, and throughout your time, you did just that! Emily, you definitely made this world a better place to live!! Fly high beautiful...

[@Genevieve8002]

What an adorable love and relationship that they shared. Aisha has got the biggest heart, and I can see where she gets it from...."If you don't want it I'll just take it back..", cute. I've been binge watching Emily's vlog following her journey with cancer. I live in Bromley and it's so nice seeing different parts of the ends on here. Shame I didn't come across Emily's channel while she was still here with us.

[@sandraclark7771]

Binge watching old vlogs because I'm heartbroken that there will never be new ones. In this vlog she was fighting the pain and trying to get into a routine with the new treatment.... how could she be dead 6 months later. I hope you still feel the love that so many of us still send you every single day sweet Emily. Peace xxxxxxx

[@eca2641]

Love you, Em. Miss you, Em. I know your amazing energy and light is doing something absolutely amazing, somewhere, everywhere, always. Thank you for sharing your beauty and wisdom with us. You did SPECTACULAR! 😘🤗 RIP sweet girl. ❤️

[@desiderata333]

I miss and love you forever darling, beautiful, SuperStar, courageous, loving, hilarious, intelligent, gifted Emily. 😭🙏🏽❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ And Aisha so supremely loving, encouraging and supportive. A pair of captivating earth angels. 🙏🏽

[@beckyg927]

Still watching this beautiful lady and getting continued encouragement from her and Aisha. ❤️. RIP lovely Emily.

[@mrsprincenelson5756]

God bless you Emily xxx RIP angel x

[@SR-pb8id]

What wonderful people. I’m young with cancer and I have been watching Emily and Aisha lately. Such amazing videos

[@hjc9114]

Missing Em alot, glad to have these videos

[@winterwitch9060]

Liking your video because you and Aisha are just so.lovely ..Emily you are just so special. You and Aisha are the friends we all wish we had in our lives xxx

[@emilyhayward4726]

Glad you are enjoying the videos... that is so sweet... i will show aisha this comment. Thankyou so much xxxx

[@Secular-Serenity]

So happy your pain is reduced. Thank goodness for science and scientists💙

[@poodlejam777]

I absolutely love love love these 2 ladies! So much wisdom in both of them. What a beautiful thought knowing that Em is watching over Aisha now. ***and when Aisha says "everyone's got an unhealthy obsession", I love them even more!!***

[@chellbie]

We love you, I’ll never forget you. 💗

[@Jennifer-ly3lw]

What s brave , amazing woman Emily was.....never seen anyone take cancer in their stride and fight with such courage,humour,determination....amazing.Wonder how you are now Aisha...living without your precious partner?

[@julielynn86]

Hahaha Aisha is so adorable!!!!!! "Everyone's got an unhealthy obsession" LOL!! Yes honey; we do! Bless your heart! So cute! This girl's about to have a big fat two hour nap tambien so I'll see the rest of this video later. Hugs to all.

[@SA77888]

Tambien?? I thought that was a sleeping pill, which would kinda make sense, but it means '' also '' in spanish apparently. Maybe thats how Ambien got its name.

[@MothproofKT]

Cancer is a bitch. Such a young and strong force of nature lost way too soon. Aisha, I hope with all my heart you’re doing ok and surrounded by loved ones. And Emily, if somehow you get messages up there, I watch your backlog of videos pretty much daily and it’s helping me with my physical rehab and keeping things in perspective. I know you’re no longer with us but I’m a firm believer in telling people when they’ve made a difference in your life. Thank you for sharing as much as you did with us.

[@smileyros]

What real love is like 💗

[@Siberialover23Guiterrez]

Yes english chocolate is lovely I actually own a Thoroton chocolate shop. Wish I met u b4 would have sent u all my fav 1 bc I love you're soul Emily ❤

[@moeyruth8056]

RIP Emily💜

[@patriciafoster3347]

Just now finding this girl. How precious....how amazing........ I’m in love.

[@therese3960]

I love the way Emily says, "Aiiisha" 😄😍

[@kaliprater8662]

I know this video is a few months old, but I have watched many many of your videos and I have to say I love how candid you are. It’s so refreshing to see someone be so honest in your journey. Thank you Emily and Aisha (sp) for vlogging and sharing your experiences with us. I am a nurse in the USA and these have opened my eyes to the patient’s views and taught me a thing or 2 on things I would not have thought of. Thank you. Lots of prayers and love sent to you both!! ❤️❤️👍🏼

[@mysterymom9944]

I watch you over and over because of your positive view. I am afraid I am fighting lymphoma and I am so scared. ❤ I enj o y watching you as well Aisha.

[@lauranorwar]

I hope you are doing well!! Keep fighting!!

[@colliesworld6380]

Loving the dates Emily. I'm glad to see you gelling into your resting! A journal is a great idea. Aiesha you rock your a great partner and take care of her so beautifully

[@Visionary99]

Senokot laxatives were prescribed to my father when on cancer meds. Walmart & probably Amazon will carry something similar. Some are softeners plus laxatives. It'll help you a lot. Drink a lot of water.

[@LetsPlaySims4]

Came across you about a week ago on here and have been binge watching ever since. You and Aisha are both inspirational, and humble with it. Literally wish you both all the best xxx

[@thalia6731]

What an amazing girl.

[@sarahprice5542]

Really hope your pain is manageable! Totally amazed by both of you, so positive, determined and supportive of each other. Really hope you both have the best week possible and you don’t feel too awful. Sending love xxx

[@addie04]

I think our loss is going to sink in more as time goes on

[@ukeelady]

I must agree about the chocolate. I loved my choccie living in the UK ... Canadian Cadbury is not as good as it once was ... so I shop at a local Scottish deli shop that stocks proper English chocolate! 😉😉

[@markpatch1317]

I am in complete awe of how well you are dealing with this Emily! Keep strong. Love and respect, Mark (Mr Patch, Chaucer)

[@sandywhite9796]

Oh my gosh. In spite of all their adversities they seemed hsppy... I did wonder how they handled all of this financially. Cancer can ruin someone's finances..but they seemed ok..ate out a lot!! I loved the way they ate with such gusto..yet both were in great shspe. I watch these a lot..but today they are making me cry..😪

[@ronanwalsh7024]

The NHS covers the cost of cancer treatments and medical expenses... and Emily being terminally ill would be in receipt of illness benefit. But she wouldn't have been flush with cash, she missed a lot of time from work over the years. The eating out they did wasn't very expensive and Emily needed to be out and about when she could god bless her. She made the most of the time she had..... how she kept going through it all I'll never know..... a mark of the caliber of person she was. In inspirational in every way.

[@ibtisamhussain8062]

Awww Aisha is so lovely. She really loves u u can tell lol. Xx ps, u can never have too many make up brushes!!!😂xx

[@rickypope9649]

Over 60,000 subscribers!!! Emily is so proud of us. Thank you everyone!!! 😁😘😋

[@josephbader1243]

64k subscribers and climbing

[@loridunn5873]

Ditto. Such a life to lose. Her accent and presence are so inspirational to watch and hear. Glad for the time we got to know you and Aisha. 👍always ❤️

[@nancym5729]

Rewatching your vlogs everyday ❤

[@baggs1111]

So good that you are in less pain. You are a total inspiration Emily. Being with you on your journey is so informative-all the fasting that is enforced by your treatment. Thinking of you xx

[@kenzie-anne]

im sorry you have more cancer, but think the reason your feeling so well is your attitude. your so positive its inspiring. helps me get through my rough lupus days.. and trust me the last few weeks with the up and down weather has been brutal.. i understand ur pain girl. thinking of you xx also yes, i take a stomach protection as my meds are chemos and steroids and your supposed to take them 30 mins before meds and food and with a cup of water to activate it and help it to coat and protect your tummy.

[@Toffee146]

Kenzie-Anne Grant YOU'RE. ;-)

[@kenzie-anne]

Harriet Lundt I think it's rude & a bit smug to correct a strangers spelling.

[@sarahgower937]

Stay strong, you are amazing. Focus on what you need to for now and the gym will be there waiting for you xxx

[@marjnussby8305]

Just stopping back again! Miss you two; I know you are doing great Aisha. Merry Christmas all!

[@clairecarey8004]

Really interesting to see your routine as well with the tabs. Good to get a routine and sounds like you are filling your days well xx

[@emilyhayward4726]

I think i have finally got it down and the routine is starting to feel normal which is odd! much love and thanks for your support! xx

[@sukilui33]

I thought you said "Superdrug" ....I was like "I didn't know they did clothes" before clicking 😅 just started watching your vids, love you and Aisha (I hope I spelt it right) Cancer affected my family hugely for 20yrs as my Dad fought it long term. Hospital and meds while living life....its tough but the fight is on and you gotta keep going (even after crap news) - just the way you are 👊 ...thats what my Dad said 💪 Pep talks are needed thou, my Dad had one every Monday morning from a nurse who took no crap 🙌 wishing you both the best and you are in my prayers. So glad you are surrounded by 💜

[@sarahdore7884]

Had a good laugh about the poo situation! Been there done that with pain killers. You girls are so great. I bet the pain is less because the treatment is working, I sooooo hope that is the case. Love your vlogs Emily, you’ve gotten really good at it

[@missdaisy5736]

Love you so much too Em and Aisha✌️

[@clairecarey8004]

Well after a week that must have felt like the best thing !!! Jesus a bloody relief I bet ! So loving your vlogs Emily you are captivating to watch. Lovely to see your out of some of the pain, sounds like the treatment is settling in well.. Good !!!. Take care of each other you lovely pair xxx

[@emilyhayward4726]

Thanks so much Claire... i will keep blogging as much as i can! Your words are so encouraging and all i want to do is log more and ore. xx

[@riawallace7560]

LIKING BECAUSE I HATE CANCER!!! Wow you are going thru lots of changes and, as grueling as they look, you will get thru them all Emily and take your gastrointestinal tabs (they can work as an anti-sickness too!) as you need them!! Sending much love and lots of hope from Manchester to you both 💓✌💓✌💓✌💓✌💓✌💓 Ria

[@Visionary99]

Aisha, what a beautiful feast you made!

[@Sunset553]

I have too much makeup. It’s hard to just use the brushes I have. It helps when I wash them. I have different kind of illnesses, but I have had days with no plans and some really do go better than others. Lol

[@Ailuj234]

I am still mad as hell that she has gone. Fucking sucks. Love this girl❤️

[@nikigarcia1766]

Really pleased your pain has improved. Hope you had a super day out in Bromley x

[@emilyhayward4726]

Tanks Niki it was great to get out and about xxx

[@boobearx2987]

Watching these back to back. How soul destroying that Em went so soon. 😥

[@emmawenham4774]

Congrats on your poo!! Sending positive vibes your way xxx

[@coopermorehead]

Gone too soon! I reckon we would have got on like a house on fire. Wish I had come across you whilst you were still here...

[@Visionary99]

Look into Apple Cider Vinegar too. They come in pill versions. Help flush the kidneys etc. Look up kidney care online.

[@cherylcampbell7495]

Organic Hemp seed in my fruit smoothies really helps unclog me. Lol. Love you both. Prayers and healing thoughts 💕 to you both.

[@garrieleepeck8753]

What a brave beautiful young women but very very sad they were so happy together .She was taken so young life can be so cruel!!!

[@habib0409]

I watch your videos for reasons : I like emotional vids I like hearing British accent your beauty learning English god bless you

[@marzhey]

What was your melanoma like? I’m being tested for it as I’ve had a mole come up that keeps changing (doesn’t even look like a normal mole) around my toe. If it is melanoma I might need it amputated (which I’m cool with)

[@lingrazie6853]

The food looks delicious. Keep strong and positive best wishes from LinGrace Orlando, Florida. I click on like because you are an amazing, strong and positive person even going though you are going thru your illness.

[@Bklyn93]

Liked it for you and Aisha, by the way

[@carmenkim1088]

Yes praying for you!! God is good and he will get you through all of this.

[@cruiseylee]

Yeah I agree too. He is good. And he will heal her. Are you serious?? Good people die all the time and bad people live hapy healthy lives. Its all random. God has nothign to do with this. He dont exist. The meds she was taking was making her feel better and going to hospital.

[@gilliansgoggleaccount7657]

Lol...nearly spat out my tea laughing at your poo situation 🤣 seriously tho...your a bloody trooper cause I remember how awful that was for the week after my surgery. High five to you girl 👊🤚👏

[@jodisdream7357]

OMG . . Poo! I am on a high dose of Morphine, Having a Poop is like giving birth lol! Tummy cramps, severe pain, sweating etc . . I may font it like it is funny . . BUT Trust me . . .It is Sooooo Painful X

[@lisaparnell6582]

Missing you both Emily and Aisha😍

[@beelarehman5992]

I’m so glad your pain is better xx

[@emilyhayward4726]

we have a bit more control over it now which is good. finally i can think about other things!

[@christianbetts3887]

I spend too much money on Dairy Milk - yes Britain has the best chocolate 🍫

[@karencurtis2697]

Big thumbs up to you guys , sleep when you need it and play as hard as you can , A really fancy some chocolate 🍫 yummy take care of each other xxx

[@emilyhayward4726]

Thanks for the comment Karen... go enjoy some chocolate girl!

[@kimberkiefer6886]

ha ha ...1,000 make up brushes...and I was thinking does she wear make up?!?! then she said I don't even wear make up....aww I am so invested in this journey...it is touching all my emotions...and I am not an emotional person....

[@Sabouma28]

The journey ended 3 years ago

[@kimberkiefer6886]

@@Sabouma28 yes I know....so sad ....she was an amazing soul!!!

[@jenmonk7154]

Much love to you both xxxxx

[@maomau930]

would love to see your drawings!

[@Laura-qn3tv]

I totally understand where you're sister is comming from. I don't like liking these vlogs neither bc it just seems super insensitive. But you asked so I'll do that from now on. I've been binge watching you're videos for days now. You are so inspiring keep you're head up. I have my own health issues it's no where near anything like yours. But it is nice to know I'm not the only one on the planet with health issues. Cause that's how it seems at times.

[@freqeist]

wish i could buy some of Emily`s drawings!

[@marievickers7848]

What a beautiful girl RIP Emily

[@sabrinar.3917]

Aisha could start her own makeup brush business with all those brushes! Haha. ....and I thought I had too many brushes....Also, I'm glad your pain is a lot better!

[@emilyhayward4726]

yes she could... she would make a fortune! thanks for watching and commenting. xx

[@sabrinar.3917]

You're welcome! Tell Aisha that I would totally buy makeup brushes from her if she starts a business. Lol. Also, I hope you're getting to enjoy things that you normally don't get to do while relaxing at home!

[@lamunecamuerta7380]

Rewatching every video.. Still cant believe such an amazing person with such strength is really no longer here. I watch her when I start to feel sorry for myself about my own sh*t. I really hope Aisha is doing well and maybe someday the world will be blessed with another Emily. RIP

[@Helen-zx7js]

Love poo update!

[@Dynan117]

I wish I had started watching Emily's videos months ago so I could advise her to watch What The Health on Netflix. I only came across her videos yesterday. What a special person she was. Please, if anyone sees my comment here and has cancer or knows someone who does, watch this documentary. I can't stress enough how important it is.

[@TabanyaRuuFinnishLapphunds]

Like like like this video - totally understand your sister's comment. Big hugs - will keep watching and willing you to be well x

[@jimmyjohnstone7258]

Oops. I deleted my swimming suggestion comment when trying to out thumbs up to your reply. Glad you are staying positive anyhow. Take a bit of space to rest and adjust to these new pills then see if swimming might help relieve the exercise urges without damage to bones. I want you as my PT ....do it by FaceTime !

[@rosemarys2465]

sending prayers, love and healing

[@mscavsfan]

People who Vlog say how hard it is to edit. You are getting very, very good at it.

[@victoriaindigo]

YAY for makeup brushes lol! I’m liking the video for YOU, not for cancer lol!

[@jessej.m.e8430]

If you don't want the hoody I'll have it 😅 OMFG THE FOOOOD!!! Drink orange juice for "blockages". Taking so many meds IS annoying BUT they help us looooads... Positivity IS THE KÉY, DONT RUSH,TAKE IT EASY. (Icelollys help) xx Love Ya Guys xx 👊✊💪

[@killerqueen-ut5ch]

Im from Canada (Niagara Falls). I have to say that the U.K. Dairy Milks are wayyyyy better than ours. Late reply, I know.. Keep on fighting Emily. 💟

[@dn351]

Praying for you

[@Exempt117]

I miss U Emily :(

[@TheBabywaby]

Dabyr dabyr......😂😂😁😂😂

[@katehayward5149]

❤️❤️

[@MrBigandyb]

Man I miss Emily’s vlogs she was such a beautiful sole life is so cruel sometimes 😥💔

[@khloewoodall8622]

Glad your pain is getting better told you HOPE Hold on pain ends Love keeping updated with you just shake about the circumstances to your vlogs but you motivate me so much so thanks for that keep fighting the fight xxxx

[@emilyhayward4726]

i love that hold on pain ends...... its one of my favourite comments!!! thanks for your lovely words of support!

[@carolehanrahan]

OMG! She just spent 8 pounds on Dairy Milk. YOLO!!!! ahahahhaha

[@marybeazley7741]

Keep strong doll....love.......xxx.....Hi

[@lesleybyrne4368]

Life can be so unfair x

[@kerryhughes5372]

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@geraldinemaigne8463]

Love u two girls.

[@emilyhayward4726]

Thanks for the love Geraldinexxx

[@Bklyn93]

We love you

[@beelarehman5992]

❤️