GETTING TO GRIPS WITH THIS NEW LIFE

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[@doloresgonzalez6961]

When I watch these, it feels like you’re still here. :)

[@chellbie]

Dolores Rogers-Gonzalez me too, makes me feel like she’s here. Xo

[@SuzanneDeniseB]

chellbie Same here xox

[@sandraclark7771]

Yes it does. I'm in denial..... how can such a bright light just go out? xxxxx

[@Terriersontour]

Wish she was, still miss her so much, her zest for life was amazing xx

[@loridunn5873]

So true. ❤️❤️❤️

[@josephbader1243]

It was a sad year 2018 we lost 4 unbelievable people. Sophia gall june 1 Emily hayward june 26, claire wineland September 2, dan aka peeweetoms sept 28. They maybe gone. But never forgotten. Xoxoxoxo

[@GG-kn2se]

Amy Lee Fisher now too :(

[@juliemc8460]

I’m not sure how these videos popped up on my KZbin, but I am inspired beyond words by this lovely girl and lovely couple.

[@ziggydoodles2964]

Although this is an older vlog, I adore how positive you always stayed and your sense of humor was great! I truly believed you were going to kick cancer in the ass ... And in your own special way, and throughout your time, you did just that! Emily, you definitely made this world a better place to live!! Fly high beautiful...

[@sandraclark7771]

Binge watching old vlogs because I'm heartbroken that there will never be new ones. In this vlog she was fighting the pain and trying to get into a routine with the new treatment.... how could she be dead 6 months later. I hope you still feel the love that so many of us still send you every single day sweet Emily. Peace xxxxxxx

[@Genevieve8002]

What an adorable love and relationship that they shared. Aisha has got the biggest heart, and I can see where she gets it from...."If you don't want it I'll just take it back..", cute. I've been binge watching Emily's vlog following her journey with cancer. I live in Bromley and it's so nice seeing different parts of the ends on here. Shame I didn't come across Emily's channel while she was still here with us.

[@desiderata333]

I miss and love you forever darling, beautiful, SuperStar, courageous, loving, hilarious, intelligent, gifted Emily. 😭🙏🏽❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ And Aisha so supremely loving, encouraging and supportive. A pair of captivating earth angels. 🙏🏽

[@chellbie]

We love you, I’ll never forget you. 💗

[@winterwitch9060]

Liking your video because you and Aisha are just so.lovely ..Emily you are just so special. You and Aisha are the friends we all wish we had in our lives xxx

[@emilyhayward4726]

Glad you are enjoying the videos... that is so sweet... i will show aisha this comment. Thankyou so much xxxx

[@Sweetassmofo2]

I only seen Emily’s videos after she had passed. 😭💔 I started at the start an watched til the end not knowing the outcome…. Was devastated 😭.. she was such an inspiration and I felt like I new her personally by the end.. really wish things could have worked out better for you all. We need more Emily’s in the world! ❤️

[@boobearx2987]

Watching these back to back. How soul destroying that Em went so soon. 😥

[@mrsprincenelson5756]

God bless you Emily xxx RIP angel x

[@hjc9114]

Missing Em alot, glad to have these videos

[@Ailuj234]

I am still mad as hell that she has gone. Fucking sucks. Love this girl❤️

[@beckyg927]

Still watching this beautiful lady and getting continued encouragement from her and Aisha. ❤️. RIP lovely Emily.

[@julielynn86]

Hahaha Aisha is so adorable!!!!!! "Everyone's got an unhealthy obsession" LOL!! Yes honey; we do! Bless your heart! So cute! This girl's about to have a big fat two hour nap tambien so I'll see the rest of this video later. Hugs to all.

[@SA77888]

Tambien?? I thought that was a sleeping pill, which would kinda make sense, but it means '' also '' in spanish apparently. Maybe thats how Ambien got its name.

[@Secular-Serenity]

So happy your pain is reduced. Thank goodness for science and scientists💙

[@MothproofKT]

Cancer is a bitch. Such a young and strong force of nature lost way too soon. Aisha, I hope with all my heart you’re doing ok and surrounded by loved ones. And Emily, if somehow you get messages up there, I watch your backlog of videos pretty much daily and it’s helping me with my physical rehab and keeping things in perspective. I know you’re no longer with us but I’m a firm believer in telling people when they’ve made a difference in your life. Thank you for sharing as much as you did with us.

[@addie04]

I think our loss is going to sink in more as time goes on

[@eca2641]

Love you, Em. Miss you, Em. I know your amazing energy and light is doing something absolutely amazing, somewhere, everywhere, always. Thank you for sharing your beauty and wisdom with us. You did SPECTACULAR! 😘🤗 RIP sweet girl. ❤️

[@jodisdream7357]

OMG . . Poo! I am on a high dose of Morphine, Having a Poop is like giving birth lol! Tummy cramps, severe pain, sweating etc . . I may font it like it is funny . . BUT Trust me . . .It is Sooooo Painful X

[@rickypope9649]

Over 60,000 subscribers!!! Emily is so proud of us. Thank you everyone!!! 😁😘😋

[@josephbader1243]

64k subscribers and climbing

[@thalia6731]

What an amazing girl.

[@moeyruth8056]

RIP Emily💜

[@smileyros]

What real love is like 💗

[@Jennifer-ly3lw]

What s brave , amazing woman Emily was.....never seen anyone take cancer in their stride and fight with such courage,humour,determination....amazing.Wonder how you are now Aisha...living without your precious partner?

[@mysterymom9944]

I watch you over and over because of your positive view. I am afraid I am fighting lymphoma and I am so scared. ❤ I enj o y watching you as well Aisha.

[@lauranorwar]

I hope you are doing well!! Keep fighting!!

[@ukeelady]

I must agree about the chocolate. I loved my choccie living in the UK ... Canadian Cadbury is not as good as it once was ... so I shop at a local Scottish deli shop that stocks proper English chocolate! 😉😉

[@nancym5729]

Rewatching your vlogs everyday ❤

[@poodlejam777]

I absolutely love love love these 2 ladies! So much wisdom in both of them. What a beautiful thought knowing that Em is watching over Aisha now. ***and when Aisha says "everyone's got an unhealthy obsession", I love them even more!!***

[@riawallace7560]

LIKING BECAUSE I HATE CANCER!!! Wow you are going thru lots of changes and, as grueling as they look, you will get thru them all Emily and take your gastrointestinal tabs (they can work as an anti-sickness too!) as you need them!! Sending much love and lots of hope from Manchester to you both 💓✌💓✌💓✌💓✌💓✌💓 Ria

[@karencurtis2697]

Big thumbs up to you guys , sleep when you need it and play as hard as you can , A really fancy some chocolate 🍫 yummy take care of each other xxx

[@emilyhayward4726]

Thanks for the comment Karen... go enjoy some chocolate girl!

[@carolehanrahan]

OMG! She just spent 8 pounds on Dairy Milk. YOLO!!!! ahahahhaha

[@ibtisamhussain8062]

Awww Aisha is so lovely. She really loves u u can tell lol. Xx ps, u can never have too many make up brushes!!!😂xx

[@coopermorehead]

Gone too soon! I reckon we would have got on like a house on fire. Wish I had come across you whilst you were still here...

[@christianbetts3887]

I spend too much money on Dairy Milk - yes Britain has the best chocolate 🍫

[@patriciafoster3347]

Just now finding this girl. How precious....how amazing........ I’m in love.

[@SR-pb8id]

What wonderful people. I’m young with cancer and I have been watching Emily and Aisha lately. Such amazing videos

[@markpatch1317]

I am in complete awe of how well you are dealing with this Emily! Keep strong. Love and respect, Mark (Mr Patch, Chaucer)

[@jimmyjohnstone7258]

Oops. I deleted my swimming suggestion comment when trying to out thumbs up to your reply. Glad you are staying positive anyhow. Take a bit of space to rest and adjust to these new pills then see if swimming might help relieve the exercise urges without damage to bones. I want you as my PT ....do it by FaceTime !

[@Bklyn93]

Liked it for you and Aisha, by the way

[@LetsPlaySims4]

Came across you about a week ago on here and have been binge watching ever since. You and Aisha are both inspirational, and humble with it. Literally wish you both all the best xxx

[@colliesworld6380]

Loving the dates Emily. I'm glad to see you gelling into your resting! A journal is a great idea. Aiesha you rock your a great partner and take care of her so beautifully

[@lingrazie6853]

The food looks delicious. Keep strong and positive best wishes from LinGrace Orlando, Florida. I click on like because you are an amazing, strong and positive person even going though you are going thru your illness.

[@habib0409]

I watch your videos for reasons : I like emotional vids I like hearing British accent your beauty learning English god bless you

[@kenzie-anne]

im sorry you have more cancer, but think the reason your feeling so well is your attitude. your so positive its inspiring. helps me get through my rough lupus days.. and trust me the last few weeks with the up and down weather has been brutal.. i understand ur pain girl. thinking of you xx also yes, i take a stomach protection as my meds are chemos and steroids and your supposed to take them 30 mins before meds and food and with a cup of water to activate it and help it to coat and protect your tummy.

[@Toffee146]

Kenzie-Anne Grant YOU'RE. ;-)

[@kenzie-anne]

Harriet Lundt I think it's rude & a bit smug to correct a strangers spelling.

[@sarahgower937]

Stay strong, you are amazing. Focus on what you need to for now and the gym will be there waiting for you xxx

[@victoriaindigo]

YAY for makeup brushes lol! I’m liking the video for YOU, not for cancer lol!

[@sarahprice5542]

Really hope your pain is manageable! Totally amazed by both of you, so positive, determined and supportive of each other. Really hope you both have the best week possible and you don’t feel too awful. Sending love xxx

[@Visionary99]

Aisha, what a beautiful feast you made!

[@Exempt117]

I miss U Emily :(

[@sandywhite9796]

Oh my gosh. In spite of all their adversities they seemed hsppy... I did wonder how they handled all of this financially. Cancer can ruin someone's finances..but they seemed ok..ate out a lot!! I loved the way they ate with such gusto..yet both were in great shspe. I watch these a lot..but today they are making me cry..😪

[@ronanwalsh7024]

The NHS covers the cost of cancer treatments and medical expenses... and Emily being terminally ill would be in receipt of illness benefit. But she wouldn't have been flush with cash, she missed a lot of time from work over the years. The eating out they did wasn't very expensive and Emily needed to be out and about when she could god bless her. She made the most of the time she had..... how she kept going through it all I'll never know..... a mark of the caliber of person she was. In inspirational in every way.

[@Visionary99]

Senokot laxatives were prescribed to my father when on cancer meds. Walmart & probably Amazon will carry something similar. Some are softeners plus laxatives. It'll help you a lot. Drink a lot of water.

[@sukilui33]

I thought you said "Superdrug" ....I was like "I didn't know they did clothes" before clicking 😅 just started watching your vids, love you and Aisha (I hope I spelt it right) Cancer affected my family hugely for 20yrs as my Dad fought it long term. Hospital and meds while living life....its tough but the fight is on and you gotta keep going (even after crap news) - just the way you are 👊 ...thats what my Dad said 💪 Pep talks are needed thou, my Dad had one every Monday morning from a nurse who took no crap 🙌 wishing you both the best and you are in my prayers. So glad you are surrounded by 💜

[@kaliprater8662]

I know this video is a few months old, but I have watched many many of your videos and I have to say I love how candid you are. It’s so refreshing to see someone be so honest in your journey. Thank you Emily and Aisha (sp) for vlogging and sharing your experiences with us. I am a nurse in the USA and these have opened my eyes to the patient’s views and taught me a thing or 2 on things I would not have thought of. Thank you. Lots of prayers and love sent to you both!! ❤️❤️👍🏼

[@killerqueen-ut5ch]

Im from Canada (Niagara Falls). I have to say that the U.K. Dairy Milks are wayyyyy better than ours. Late reply, I know.. Keep on fighting Emily. 💟

[@maomau930]

would love to see your drawings!

[@clairecarey8004]

Really interesting to see your routine as well with the tabs. Good to get a routine and sounds like you are filling your days well xx

[@emilyhayward4726]

I think i have finally got it down and the routine is starting to feel normal which is odd! much love and thanks for your support! xx

[@sabrinar.3917]

Aisha could start her own makeup brush business with all those brushes! Haha. ....and I thought I had too many brushes....Also, I'm glad your pain is a lot better!

[@emilyhayward4726]

yes she could... she would make a fortune! thanks for watching and commenting. xx

[@sabrinar.3917]

You're welcome! Tell Aisha that I would totally buy makeup brushes from her if she starts a business. Lol. Also, I hope you're getting to enjoy things that you normally don't get to do while relaxing at home!

[@joannoriol6444]

Aisha doesn't seem to work out as much as you and she eats endlessly, is she one of those people who are naturally thin? P.s. Please note dairy milk chocolate rocks. 😀

[@missdaisy5736]

Love you so much too Em and Aisha✌️

[@marzhey]

What was your melanoma like? I’m being tested for it as I’ve had a mole come up that keeps changing (doesn’t even look like a normal mole) around my toe. If it is melanoma I might need it amputated (which I’m cool with)

[@sarahdore7884]

Had a good laugh about the poo situation! Been there done that with pain killers. You girls are so great. I bet the pain is less because the treatment is working, I sooooo hope that is the case. Love your vlogs Emily, you’ve gotten really good at it

[@garrieleepeck8753]

What a brave beautiful young women but very very sad they were so happy together .She was taken so young life can be so cruel!!!

[@nikigarcia1766]

Really pleased your pain has improved. Hope you had a super day out in Bromley x

[@emilyhayward4726]

Tanks Niki it was great to get out and about xxx

[@ellamarson3882]

Love and miss you both 💖💖🌈👟👟👟👟👟👟👟👟

[@mscavsfan]

People who Vlog say how hard it is to edit. You are getting very, very good at it.

[@Lottiloveslife]

Hey Emily, do you have a po box as I would like to send you something?? X x

[@TabanyaRuuFinnishLapphunds]

Like like like this video - totally understand your sister's comment. Big hugs - will keep watching and willing you to be well x

[@loridunn5873]

Ditto. Such a life to lose. Her accent and presence are so inspirational to watch and hear. Glad for the time we got to know you and Aisha. 👍always ❤️

[@linda2468lou]

dear ya'll, I like your new lounge and leisure clothes! (that's what I call them cuz I gotta wear them too- more than I like to!) I am typing as I watch you on my 55 inch t.v. so your head is humungous! (lol 😁) right before you said something about your arm muscles disintegrating to nothing, while you were standing in the kitchen, I thought, "wow, look how pumped up her arm muscles are!" just so you know! I collect shoes like Eye-sha collects makeup and I never wear them either! They are all in their boxes, toes still stuffed with paper! I seem to only wear teva flip-flops! about the poo situation...🙀, another option is to steam some Kale and eat that... it works like no other. even prune juice doesn't compare! all these bodily functions, yee gads! I am glad to hear about your pain improving. yes, prayers really do work! we pray for you atleast three times (more even) a week cuz our Father is good and can make anything happen. This is why we should never give up, never give in. keep fighting the fight cuz healing is what God wants for us! You are always on our minds. Keep taking all those medications. it's a bummer all those pills. (but you can do it!) Peace and Love to you and Eye-sha! I am so glad that Eye-sha is always smiling. she makes us all happy and she's taking great care of you! God's got her in His heart also! 🐬L.

[@emilyhayward4726]

HAHAHA Hi Linda! great comment as always... you always put a smile on my face. I will try the kale Linda... hanks for your positive and always sending me strength. Loads of love to you xxx

[@sarahmilner8483]

Rewatching... I come back time and time again. I Feel like this wad the real start of the downhill spiral. Makes me sad. I loved you being in your own place loving life and being independant. Did aiyshas family kind of hijack you...

[@freqeist]

wish i could buy some of Emily`s drawings!

[@katehayward5149]

❤️❤️

[@therese3960]

I love the way Emily says, "Aiiisha" 😄😍

[@marievickers7848]

What a beautiful girl RIP Emily

[@clairecarey8004]

Well after a week that must have felt like the best thing !!! Jesus a bloody relief I bet ! So loving your vlogs Emily you are captivating to watch. Lovely to see your out of some of the pain, sounds like the treatment is settling in well.. Good !!!. Take care of each other you lovely pair xxx

[@emilyhayward4726]

Thanks so much Claire... i will keep blogging as much as i can! Your words are so encouraging and all i want to do is log more and ore. xx

[@lisaparnell6582]

Missing you both Emily and Aisha😍

[@gilliansgoggleaccount7657]

Lol...nearly spat out my tea laughing at your poo situation 🤣 seriously tho...your a bloody trooper cause I remember how awful that was for the week after my surgery. High five to you girl 👊🤚👏

[@Helen-zx7js]

Love poo update!

[@kerryhughes5372]

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@TheBabywaby]

Dabyr dabyr......😂😂😁😂😂

[@jenmonk7154]

Much love to you both xxxxx

[@marjnussby8305]

Just stopping back again! Miss you two; I know you are doing great Aisha. Merry Christmas all!

[@jessej.m.e8430]

If you don't want the hoody I'll have it 😅 OMFG THE FOOOOD!!! Drink orange juice for "blockages". Taking so many meds IS annoying BUT they help us looooads... Positivity IS THE KÉY, DONT RUSH,TAKE IT EASY. (Icelollys help) xx Love Ya Guys xx 👊✊💪

[@Bklyn93]

We love you

[@marybeazley7741]

Keep strong doll....love.......xxx.....Hi

[@cherylcampbell7495]

Organic Hemp seed in my fruit smoothies really helps unclog me. Lol. Love you both. Prayers and healing thoughts 💕 to you both.

[@Visionary99]

Look into Apple Cider Vinegar too. They come in pill versions. Help flush the kidneys etc. Look up kidney care online.

[@Laura-qn3tv]

I totally understand where you're sister is comming from. I don't like liking these vlogs neither bc it just seems super insensitive. But you asked so I'll do that from now on. I've been binge watching you're videos for days now. You are so inspiring keep you're head up. I have my own health issues it's no where near anything like yours. But it is nice to know I'm not the only one on the planet with health issues. Cause that's how it seems at times.

[@Sunset553]

I have too much makeup. It’s hard to just use the brushes I have. It helps when I wash them. I have different kind of illnesses, but I have had days with no plans and some really do go better than others. Lol

[@baggs1111]

So good that you are in less pain. You are a total inspiration Emily. Being with you on your journey is so informative-all the fasting that is enforced by your treatment. Thinking of you xx

[@beelarehman5992]

I’m so glad your pain is better xx

[@emilyhayward4726]

we have a bit more control over it now which is good. finally i can think about other things!

[@MrBigandyb]

Man I miss Emily’s vlogs she was such a beautiful sole life is so cruel sometimes 😥💔

[@emmawenham4774]

Congrats on your poo!! Sending positive vibes your way xxx

[@beelarehman5992]

❤️

[@victoriahanke1990]

♥️🕊🙏

[@sheilalopez7498]

Matthew 18:19-20 New International Version (NIV) 19 “Again, truly I tell you that if two of you on earth agree about anything they ask for, it will be done for them by my Father in heaven. 20 For where two or three gather in my name, there am I with them.

[@colmcussen4224]

💞💞💞💞

[@lesleybyrne4368]

Life can be so unfair x