Dear Younger Self | PMV [Original]

[@Gindensetsu]

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[@frostlinemlondon580]

I get bullied a lot and my dad dosnt even care. My dad says suck it up, you have a choice to be happy. How the heck am I supposed to be happy and hide my emotions.

[@shea5268]

Midnight London Remember Your Not Alone :)

[@JozlynMoon]

I’m actually tearing up because it’s somewhat relatable

[@Everlywolf]

Jozlyn Moonlight T^T ifoundyoujoz

[@riskwondering]

Same :( i get bullied at school and always have gotten bullied... Welp it gets “better” doesn’t it?

[@cometangelofdarkness7404]

Jozlyn Moonlight same I'm still young

[@wearechillingchillinginced2771]

Jozlyn Moonlight Same.. Wait.. who is cutting onions...

[@riskwondering]

Currently just freed myself from my prison known as depression hehe.... For all of you going through a rough time it... Gets better it always will id know Just.... just push through and hold on tight and most importantly... *B E L I V E I N Y O U R S E L F ! ! !* You are special don’t ket anyone dullen that spark of yours never dullen don’t listen to the darkness push it away let yourself speak no matter how hard it is... just go for gold and don’t let anyone say its fine to finish in last because what would they know?

[@randumbskits8582]

I'm not depressed, I don't have anxiety or another kind of mental illness. My social life is fine, I like to be alone at lunch, but that's just who I am, and I do have a few close friends. My home life is fine, my dad isn't the best father but I know he cares about and loves me. In every regard I can think of I have a good life, and I know it's fine, and I'm happy. But I keep watching videos on depression, I don't know why, I can't relate, I've never had it that bad. But I keep watching them for some reason.

[@Gindensetsu]

Randumb skits because their fun and great to look or listen to lol. I do it all the time. Like “hey this is pretty sad, but I love it”

[@blerpaderpmerp7468]

Same

[@DemiWelsh]

I'm 3 years late but... Thats empathy dude, And thats an amazing quality to have in you. Thank you.

[@williamengland4586]

Wow mate wow, you really can leave people with a message

[@thanhbinhinh3293]

I cried because of this I was suffer from despression,pain,bullying and so many things that were mention in this video for so long.I was just an empty body.I stop crying,i stop caring about myself,i stop caring about my family and friends.Heck,i even smile when someone in pain But when i saw this video,i busted into tears Not only it make me realize that i'm not alone,it make me wanted to love myself again So thank you

[@starbailey6343]

Are you a bit more better now?

[@jackievandruff6557]

I used to be like that, heck I still am sometimes because of all of the things I've been through

[@shim64]

i watch these because i feel like they're relatable but theyre not cuz im a dramatic idiot

[@Gindensetsu]

I SPELLED "DISAPPOINT" WRONG JSNFSJNFF Welp, guess I'll die :^)

[@i_dont_get_out_much2859]

Gindensetsu I spell fair, far more often than should be possible so I can't judge.

[@shadowlightplays1015]

Is okay - hugs- :3

[@Gindensetsu]

i_dont_get_out _much next thing you know gonna have grammar Nazi’s on me fkdndjd. I even went over the thing before uploading and I guess I missed such a small mistake.

[@Gindensetsu]

Shadow Light plays thank youuu ;u;

[@shadowlightplays1015]

Gindensetsu you welcome ^-^

[@kendrahdawson5357]

My mom always says I have no reason to be anxious or to be depressed. It makes me sad that she has not noticed the changes and the secrets. She says she would always be there but she is not there ever even though she was right next to me she could not see. I don't have my father with me at all so he can't see it either. I am alone to my thoughts and the silence. This video makes me want to change what I did not do as a kid. Makes me want to see all the things I did not see when I was a kid. Makes me want to help the younger me though it all but the past is the past so I have to keep moving. This video is really good it made me cry.

[@Nifoxil]

l can relate while l am still that younger self trying to get over everything,my mother,stepfather....and everyone else except my father can't see the wall l build around me...they don't try to break it they just let it be there and even help it grow taller and stroger.For example my mother is a kind person just like yours and she wants to help me its just that well...l have 6 years old step brother that as l was told was abused by his mother......and so my mother wants to help him,l even helpped him... But l shouldent have. Now he thinks that everything that our house has even the alive things like my dog is his and only his.....for example he almost putted my dog on fire and he was hiting him with a stick l stoped my stepbrother my grabbing the lighter and trying to get the stick of his hands fist l asked him kindly but her refused and managed to get the stick out of my grasp and hit me in the eye and face with it.....when l told my mother she told me that it was my fault l grabbed the stick....and another time was in summer where he started hiting me with rocks!....l tryed to keep myself calm and asked him about 20 times to stop kindly and that hurt me but what he said was "stop lying it doesn't hurt!!".....my mother was that and saw him hiting me with rocks but when l asked her if she could help me in some way she said "l can't tell him anything" l answered "mom!" And she said "Tell _____(stepfathers name) and we will see what happeneds" l answered "fine...." When l told my stepfather of what his son was doing to me he just asked my stepbrother if he would stop and my stepbrother answered "no,l wont!"....l,they just let him continue.when we returned home my hole body was full with bruises and they where painful!.... Thats all l have the time to write but yeah,l think you get what l mean

[@kannykorn8375]

Words cannot describe how much I love this. I relate to this so much.. and gah I’m crying ;w; Ilysm

[@Gindensetsu]

[@kannykorn8375]

Gindensetsu *le wipes my tears* thank :>>

[@Gindensetsu]

Of course~

[@ssdog1234]

are you ok?

[@The_Midnight_Syndicate]

I needed to hear this... because I can definitely relate. It’s almost like you were talking to me instead of your younger self. And I mean that in a good way. Because I’m still getting over being that younger self that you were talking to.

[@julier5291]

This is pretty sad this made me cry. But this is beautiful.

[@rubixcube7053]

IM CRYING this is great and I am not trying to be rude or disrespectful or anything I love ur art style IMOTIONS

[@valerietran633]

Glaszwing oh shi- I know you from discord

[@BonbonesDeLimon]

IM CRYING .....this was very well done too

[@gracebub]

I’m crying, but this makes me see that people suffer the same thing as me, and that we should all care for each other. I felt supported from this video. Thank you 🖤

[@irondragon4163]

I don’t want to relate to this.... But I do (edit: Thank you for liking the comment, it means a lot)

[@_.SC_]

Do You Need Help Bud?

[@lauren880]

This is so beautiful, it made me cry. The effects in the background are very nice with the art.

[@veterangamers8697]

All I need listen at night thank you it's rly help me sometime

[@Gindensetsu]

Of course~

[@veterangamers8697]

Gindensetsu heh yeah all the time help me tho all u video bit help me like : dear best friends and others it's help me alot I'm thank u alot remind me to move forward and not thinking behind it's just past we need to think to move forward ( PS : I'm rly sry about my spelling because I not good at English speaking lel )

[@Gindensetsu]

Nah it's all good lol I can't even English sometimes. I'm glad you like the content I post! I'll be uploading more related videos to all of them soon enough

[@veterangamers8697]

thank you! i will wait ^-^ take time tho cuz draw and onther thing not easy be it ik animation its hard but take time ^w^

[@ZephTheJay]

I needed to watch this and hear this tonight....thank you for making this amazing video.

[@RR3I]

Again, my heart got hit with emotions that are so relatable.

[@dardareid745]

He listed every thing I go through I been very hard liveing though it I may get help

[@cobyverdrag290]

Its such a beautiful way of how you speak out your words. I think much ppl stil ask them selfs what they feel inside and that they are stuck with those twisting feelings inside. Like my self ive bin having a hard time. And we all suffer more then we need to. Problems seem worse but for others it isent. And thats the peroblem with depression. Not much ppl see that the person who has pain really does need help even tho the problem doesent look that bad. All that that person wants is just to be understood and helped. no one helps me yet. I have no friends and no one understands me. Its weird that no one cares and makes your life horrible while you dident do anything wrong. While you are trying to study hard and make something good of your life and be there for others... but they arnt there for you...

[@galaxynerd4206]

Thank you for creating this! I can relate to this almost exactly, and I’m glad that I’ve found this because it makes me feel better about myself in a positive way. I hope you continue to be awesome, and I hope you have a great day/night! 💫

[@Gindensetsu]

And I hope you have an amazing day/night as well~ Thank you

[@ThedoodlingBee]

God this relats to me so much I love how inspiring you are as a person to me

[@yukakyuz369]

*cries at every pmv u made*

[@kirauniquethetordfangril-5184]

I cried at the part when it said "I love you.". And I relate to this on so many levels.

[@stormykitten479]

I come back all the time even after these years, whenever I feel like I want to give up or tear everything apart that I've gained.. thank you for sharing this with KZbin; What feels so long ago.

[@TheMatekerek]

A part of mine shattered now!. I say thank you for this video... modified a thing in me ... I cannot say thanks to you for it often enough... you gained a newer loyal registering one for yourself! And then once. Thank you! Postscript : The bad one is an apology for spelling. I am Hungarian :)

[@Gindensetsu]

MateX aww thank you so much!

[@EnchantingEyezs]

im crying because I can relate to this so much thank you for making this God bless you

[@sidhasirokilonelysad1669]

This is good bc I wish I could've told myself to stop before I regret or felt guilty and to just be the perfect daughter my parents wanted and be a helpful being and to be mature and not act stupid. I wish I could've stopped myself I threw my life away, but thank u this helps me.

[@liecothelightlessdragon3795]

I don't even know anymore how many times I have watched this.. This is the most beautiful video on KZbin ❤️ Thank you💕

[@YatoTheMad]

All of your work with these are so amazing I have been loving them thank you for being you and an amazing creator with how you piece these all together

[@ghostduck1938]

I like to watch your videos late at night when I can’t sleep because I get a lot of anxiety sometimes they make me cry but for the most part it helps a lot thank you

[@pupapple2242]

I'm so glad I found this some times I question my sanity and ask myself why what is there for me this showed me there is a point

[@DogLover-nc3hv]

I’m crying your the best.Sometimes you need to hear those words thank you soooo much ❤️

[@crabiture4954]

Ahhh, who the frik cut the onions in my room? I love this so much, omfg. It’s terrifyingly relatable. And this PMV for this makes it really good. :0

[@holyshiitzu6054]

I love every second of this video, but I don’t think I’ll be able to watch it again because of how close it hits to home.

[@horrorexperimentation30]

I needed this so much....its sad that I can relate to this because my life is a good one, but i can relate to this so much. So thank you for this...

[@shadouwww4421]

That make me cry omg i really love your videos ♡♡

[@Sparkle8205]

holy frick this is making me cry

[@imkindahere9076]

Who are the 15 dislikes? This was amazing and I'm actually tearing up. You know how to leave a message!😍

[@angelpaw8543]

"You thought you had to be the victim for people to care about you." Damn. Most relatable line ever.

[@TRISKELKION]

This helped alot,I'm going through Depression,Bullying and Anxiety,I mostly tell everyone that I'm fine but,thanks for making this video,I broke down in tears :3

[@forestshadow802]

This is so relatable for me I just kept thinking about my life when I hear this everything she said that kid went through is what I’m going through and even though nobody attacks me I still put myself in that role and I’m still a victim even if nobody attacks me I’m still putting myself in all the negativity and everything she described that kid did and dad is literally what I do

[@miriamakhalwaya9461]

The best video. Thank you so much for allowing me to experience this great video. You have truly made me feel appreciated without meaning to. You amazing and I love what you have created. It's amazing to find people like you. Thank you. Thank you for creating something which I needed but never knew I wanted. 💜🖤💖

[@fluffybunnyfelix]

Absolutely beautiful!

[@Gindensetsu]

Felix The Panda you’re beautiful

[@fluffybunnyfelix]

Thank you! (〃ω〃) You're inspirational Gindensetsu

[@_amari_wolf_5345]

That’s so touching I can relate to it

[@izzyboolad6999]

I know this video is a year old but I had to say this touched my heart in a way nothing else has. I’ve been through so much and blame myself so much for everything, and this is why I keep going because of the small things like this. I’m learning to love myself and this made me cry, I really needed this thank you so so much for this beautiful gem! ❤️❤️

[@milaydihernandez2554]

This made me think of everything I went threw to this moment and made me realize and remember that it's all for a reason.

[@FruitzApple]

I... can’t say how much I needed to here this... I was just crying, I opened KZbin and clicked on this... Thank you... I needed this. I relate...

[@cambam383]

This video made me cry. Right now I suffer depression, anxiety, pain, bullying, schizophrenia, and the fear of silence. Even when I cry, I push away and tell everyone I'm okay. I'm going through a lot but this helped.

[@Gindensetsu]

Killer Wolf you are a very strong person. I hope you continue to push through and live on.

[@wolfqueen5106]

I relate to the younger self so much... it’s amazing I haven’t run out of tears

[@aimaohr6659]

All these feelings described in this video. I feel all of them. I can't cry anymore because I don't want to feel weak but when I saw this tears started to roll down my face. I imagine that this is me in the future. I love this video. Thank you for making me smile, feel feelings and thanks for making me realize what I was doing to myself. I thank you for that.

[@Gindensetsu]

Of course~

[@artshowcreeper1978]

I got you

[@Anna-qh8lo]

This was sad but very beautiful, someone bring me a tissue I’m crying right now....I’ve watched so many of these but only two of them have ever made me cry and this one as my third...again this is so sad but very beautiful :)

[@iamsotired.419]

I actually cried a little there... this is so sad and beautiful.

[@gazicos]

I wish I could say that to myself every word hit close to home thank you for letting me listen to this and giving me hope for my future

[@decoda_wild2887]

This just Sums up How I feel every single Day of my existence This video made me see things a different way Thank you

[@twilledflano649]

Thank you so much, I really needed that

[@Tyky97isbeast]

Thank you for this it honestly made me cry

[@LilStarling]

I really needed this. Truly. Thank you.

[@duckcoo-i9k]

This is cute. ,^^ you can also use this as a message to your inner self... this really helped.

[@TheePotatoGoblin]

me re watching all these old vent and sad animations as next month im turning 18. im still here. and damn all of them are so.. so sad. i still relate and i still struggle. but i am still here regardless of what has happened throughout the time its been since i watched these. im crying again now. i hope everyone who watched these and relate to them, is okay. i hope you are still here 💙

[@arijoycosplays7696]

I cried watching this.. it hit so hard, years of being kept in abusive household not being held not being told that I was loved being hit and not fed takes a toll on you and then seeing your mother die when your five. I thought only way to be happy wants to join her, years ago I thought that but I’m still here IT DOSE GET BETTER! please don’t make the mistake I did.. have fun live your life keep pushing because one day you will find your happy place you’ll realize why you were meant to be on this earth.. love yourself.❤️

[@Rapter1977]

that describes me perfectly and that poem is so beautiful.

[@lilac1799]

This reminded me of a letter I wrote when I was way younger! And it talked about how beautiful I am and always will be! And how I managed to survive depression and anxiety and that I was so kind and beautiful and that is I still struggle with anxiety and depression to stay strong! That I'm special! It made me really happy when I read it but I already burned it....

[@judyroegner3275]

I remember that my best self was never there for me when I fell but it didn’t come help it made me how I am not to be weak

[@cometangelofdarkness7404]

A message that goes to my heart this is so moving

[@kimberlypennycook2678]

This remides me of a old friend thank you.

[@akofrostkirasaki4026]

It's super relatable. It's my life in one video, the same life that is still going on for 14 years

[@aleadom8256]

Ok so I'm not the kind of person who cry because of a media I never cried because of a book, or because of a movie, or because of an audio But... that one man I think I'll let the tears come out just this time :') It's is so relatable like what the hell. Every single sentence/emotion in this video is relatable. Just how

[@ashtonlinkin5145]

Its sad how relatable...this is...

[@Mothblossom]

I know this is from a year ago but it sounds like a future version of me talking to me about all the issues I faced starting from 3rd grade and my child self trying to comfort me

[@3ambroadcast]

I just found this video and I am crying. I can relate to everything said and more, but his video makes me feel like if I push past it all, it will be worth it.

[@koulouri4545]

I love all your videos. They almost make me cry...almost. I don’t cry no more. My tears have run out. My eye hurt as they try to squeeze out tears, but they don’t come. I don’t cry no more. I can’t. All my life I have cried and cried. And finally, I can’t cry anymore. I can’t.

[@lobo2518]

Yet again You made my feelings and my life into words

[@mcstaken7067]

I I'm officially in love with your channel

[@larkedd]

These have been helping me so much through my depression

[@Gindensetsu]

I’m glad they are~

[@GreviousIndustry]

this will stick with me thank you Gindensetsu for making this video +1 like for it

[@Gindensetsu]

c:

[@xthepotatowolfx2334]

Every word was beautiful and I'm crying now

[@Gindensetsu]

You beautiful

[@leobears_]

This is relatable.. I even started tearing up

[@animalspirit2772]

WoW . . . just wow amazing Job! That was really inspiring! Thx

[@safianimoid]

Bro you just gon hit me in the feelz like that...

[@RoseMarie-lt3ct]

I relate to this on a whole different level. I have been hurt so much to where i am scared to get close to anyone including myself. But i really have wanted to change that lately. But before this video i couldn't believe i could but now i think i can. So thank you.

[@Gindensetsu]

I believe in ya

[@OliveGBee]

So beautiful great job

[@imarealboy1977]

Dear younger self, How were u so happy. How would u walk around with a real beautiful smile. U were hurt but u never showed it. How where did u go wrong to be like this. How did u grow to hate to be hugged but yet u long to be touched. U didn’t know what would happen. U sucked it up. U were so...amazing I look back at u and I wish I was still in ur shoes. U were happy u saw ur beauty and I’m sry that I ruined u.

[@thegreatpotato6098]

Almost began crying at the message, I had gotten to the end of my rope yesterday, but chose for whatever reason to keep going, whatever that may be I suppose it's been too long to stop now

[@default853]

I cried. This is beautiful.

[@icchasaki]

I am literally sobbing right now

[@UmmCam]

These Always Make Me Cry!

[@lemonfluff6151]

This is fantastic

[@nightcaller832]

I'm gonna cry omg I loved it

[@treenaturtle1585]

"You were the victim of so much negativity and you would still put yourself in that role even if you didn't have to" That. Is the most relatable thing in this song for me. When I was younger, a girl took her anger out on me. All because I cared. And throughout those years I cried, screamed, and tossed in my sleep. I wanted so badly to just forget about her and never be the friend who looks out for everyone. But I could never shake the role.

[@Gindensetsu]

Treena Turtle you are a very kind hearted person.

[@treenaturtle1585]

Thank you, this video is beautiful man

[@petramarotta7760]

This is awesome … very awesome!

[@LayxieStudio]

That’s beautiful

[@psylla3116]

**LE GASP** you don’t know how much this relates toe me.

[@Skeezicle]

Wow do you make these yourself like the voice recordings. Your doing great keep it up!!!!

[@Gindensetsu]

I made everything but the voice. Link has been given in description c:

[@KibaSnowpaw]

I couldn't have said it better myself.

[@kayhanson5910]

Jeez mate why u got to make me cry..

[@mariamshaba17]

I just saw a flash of my smile when I was younger and found out it wasn't a real smile

[@undercookedchicken6212]

This hit home.

[@airamelody5045]

Crying what crying I’m Not crying it’s just the stupid onions that someone put in my room!

[@Skipsjack]

Here comes the waterfall