It's interesting how when you lose a very a flawed person, you forget their flaws and appreciate them. Finn is a great example. And that's not all; I actually recently dreamed about the same thing happening to me. I've made mistakes at work, that I regretted so much I figured my coworkers might dislike me for them. And then what happens? I dreamed that I was watching them on some screen, mourning me, including my boss and a high-ranking chef. To give you a backstory for context, I was once taken to my supervisor's office with her and the chef. The chef told me that I've been touching my coworkers too much. Not THAT type of touch, of course not! Just casual ones, like on arms or shoulders. I was always very outgoing at work. When I asked her if anyone reported a complaint, she said it didn't matter. She told me that we need the workers to be comfortable in a good work environment, and that I pretty much shouldn't talk about anything other than work and school (I work at a university's catering service). She told me I shouldn't tell my stories because they may be inappropriate to my coworkers. Now yeah, I pretty much don't have a filter, and sometimes I guess I do say inappropriate stuff at work, but not horribly nor intentionally. I like to joke around and have fun with my coworkers (and I know they like to have fun with each other too), but I guess it isn't like that after all (more or less). I really didn't get specific information from the chef about what and who. She understands and likes that I'm outgoing, but she made it sound risky and in need of limits, for good behavior and my coworkers' sake. And again, that I shouldn't touch my coworkers (shoulders or arms) without their consent. But seriously, I'm not a creep. I didn't mean to be so "handsy" (I say loosely). I was so embarrassed and ashamed about the office lecture, it apparently escalated into a dream where I was gone and they cared about me, not about my issues with filter and physical contact. I didn't like Finn throughout the first three seasons, especially when he acted like a homophobe to Kurt and Santana and insulted Sue's baby, but when he met his fate, I didn't think of him as a bad guy anymore; I felt sorrow and looked back on his good qualities. But now I'm feeling like _I'm_ a bad guy, especially in the eyes of my coworkers, boss, and the chef. That speech in the office....I've been depressed ever since and feel like I have nothing left to make a good impression on the crew. _What have I got to lose? Nothing really._ I feel like _"just wrong"_ applies to me and my personality. I guess the dream symbolizes knocking the judgement out of the folks at work (especially the chef) and making them feel for me. If I was mad at someone and judged them, and then something awful happened to them, I wouldn't think less of them; all I would think about is "they didn't deserve this; I hope so badly they turn out okay."