this song makes me realize how fast time actually flies
@dundun_mosu67223 жыл бұрын
Yea same
@johanna-dx4lb3 жыл бұрын
oh wow...
@Luisreyes-ir5lt3 жыл бұрын
I've never seen time flying in my life so sorry for not knowing what u guys been on
@fatimarn603 жыл бұрын
😢❤
@kresto693 жыл бұрын
I think too
@JuunooBuunoo3 жыл бұрын
you don't realise how good slowed down can make a song, until it hits the depressing war melody
@dundun_mosu67223 жыл бұрын
True
@kuroosuperiority91543 жыл бұрын
Your 300th like
@JuunooBuunoo3 жыл бұрын
@@kuroosuperiority9154 I didn't realise, omg
@charlotte75813 жыл бұрын
frr songs sound so much better slowed-
@niijigod38643 жыл бұрын
Lmaoo Ikr
@enhaechan62973 жыл бұрын
This song has no words, but a lot of meanings… edit 1) oh ty for 5.6K likes. I really appreciate it
@noelpeterdi48343 жыл бұрын
True
@nglyoulookbeautiful18713 жыл бұрын
i dont know how many more people are searching this masterpiece
@enhaechan62973 жыл бұрын
@@nglyoulookbeautiful1871 true.
@jaanarose2493 жыл бұрын
True....
@swaggygirl94253 жыл бұрын
So true it’s has manyyy reasons and it’s so calming when you go to sleep
@stogi92877 ай бұрын
“The true champion loses many battles before winning the war.” -Legend
@mdxzonergmg9724 ай бұрын
when will win come? its a myth💖
@harryflamespotter86533 жыл бұрын
*”Sleep is just another escape from reality.”* -A Wise Person
@whooshylushy7433 жыл бұрын
“Sleep is a free trial of death.” -My earless friend
@Morcoma123 жыл бұрын
Oh so that's the reason of why i feel peaceful while sleeping
@hermionejeangranger3 жыл бұрын
😭😭 EXTREMELY TRUE
@takeshibs3 жыл бұрын
Hi pottah 😭
@harryflamespotter86533 жыл бұрын
@@takeshibs hello!
@Jay_Smitheronian3 жыл бұрын
I'm beginning to realise that music is the one thing saving my life right now
@v3n0m_dx3 жыл бұрын
✌❤
@Jay_Smitheronian3 жыл бұрын
@@v3n0m_dx mhm, but now a person is there keeping me here too, if it weren't for ****** I'd prob be gone, but they saved me
@simonindzhyan2193 жыл бұрын
@@Jay_Smitheronian g
@imL253 жыл бұрын
Oh me too...My sister and music♡︎...
@jvansolivj45563 жыл бұрын
Oh I feel you…
@alekmaconhado3 жыл бұрын
"now we are strangers again" "but this time, with memories"
@_yuuutsu3 жыл бұрын
brasileira,certeza man :]
@alekmaconhado3 жыл бұрын
@@_yuuutsu yoo what?? i don't talk spanish:((
@_yuuutsu3 жыл бұрын
@@alekmaconhado i donti anderstand,i donti speaki japanese :[
@alekmaconhado3 жыл бұрын
@@_yuuutsu bro wtf are you saying idfk
@_yuuutsu3 жыл бұрын
@@alekmaconhado I'm just kidding. I deduced that u were Brazilian, because of your username and because u are subscribed to the cellbit channel, metaphors and some others
@Awaqe-w7h7 ай бұрын
We humans get sad, we get hurt, we cry and we are always under stress. We can't get over it. But until we hear the music, there is actually a music inside us. If we hear it, we will never feel the bad feelings.
@Awaqe-w7h7 ай бұрын
Hey man, you may be too lazy to read this, but it could really be good for you.
@Anwarullahksa7 ай бұрын
I read it thanks man
@Awaqe-w7h7 ай бұрын
@@Anwarullahksa❤Thank you so much for reading ❤
@bernardschweizer96173 жыл бұрын
“The mirror is my best friend because when I cry it doesn’t laugh😔” -Charlie Chaplin
@lilcosmicbutterfly3 жыл бұрын
That's so sad i am crying, i can relate to that
@Zainab2k193 жыл бұрын
But when u cry and the mirror is still laughing u better run
@bernardschweizer96173 жыл бұрын
@@Zainab2k19 oh H3ll yeah XD
@beachybum-bum3 жыл бұрын
Damn I forgot most comedians are depressed asf I mean look at Robin Williams
@fatemehaghaei32993 жыл бұрын
Great!!👌👌👌
@Hiphophippopotamus753 жыл бұрын
I dont know how to feel anymore. Im falling down the same path that took me so long to get out of. Im breaking down. Im tired of everything. I have no motivation anymore. Im not okay.
@anka0043 жыл бұрын
hey if you need someone to talk to, I’m here. Please remember that someday everything will get better and you’ll have a reason to live. You’re loved and you’re worthy of happiness. You’re not alone
@Hiphophippopotamus753 жыл бұрын
@@anka004 thank you😄do you have an insta, so we can talk?
@anka0043 жыл бұрын
@@Hiphophippopotamus75 idk why but when i reply the comment just disappears
@Hiphophippopotamus753 жыл бұрын
@@anka004 ohh ok, thats fine
@jomelendezivy20143 жыл бұрын
I am honestly the same, life is shit let’s be honest but I keep going for myself now and I want to Show everyone that I did it and that I am strong because I lived, we can do it
@farzanarazak46833 жыл бұрын
It's amazing how people can break your heart and you can still love them with all the little pieces -Ella Harper
@theden67793 ай бұрын
Don't cry because it ended, smile because it happened
@Keith-h3u3 жыл бұрын
2:00
@michzk3 жыл бұрын
Thanks🥺
@Keith-h3u3 жыл бұрын
@@michzk no problem
@michzk3 жыл бұрын
@@Keith-h3u :D
@akimi.flavin1233 жыл бұрын
Thx
@Keith-h3u3 жыл бұрын
@@akimi.flavin123 no problem :DD
@rosspierredolevas3 жыл бұрын
I just fell in love with this song that showed me what real depression is.
@selenaisqueen3 жыл бұрын
True Fact ✋🏻😪
@somalilfresh10463 жыл бұрын
just sad and lost person .... life is horrible
@phoebeluck51813 жыл бұрын
Its because sadness is an addiction
@sheilaleh87243 жыл бұрын
Ur in love with somebody
@yhlofg3 жыл бұрын
@@sheilaleh8724 Yes😞
@missSmile.3 жыл бұрын
I close my eyes and imagine dramatic stories
@im__ady_3 жыл бұрын
Like peaky blinders
@relaxmelodies11303 жыл бұрын
Imagine this: I am in a car accident, I see everything in slow motion, I see my life passing before my eyes, time is slow and at the same time faster than ever, I am afraid of dying and not being able to make my dreams come true . This happened to me one day when I was on the verge of dying, when I was too young :')
@ishanabhinav86483 жыл бұрын
With my eyes wide open , i imagine dramatic stories.
I just created a perfect world in my head. Where everyone loves me.
@Purple8883 жыл бұрын
You are loved beatiful
@asmakhalid43983 жыл бұрын
More like where I loved myself the way I should
@duh64583 жыл бұрын
I would love you in both worlds
@omarnoonari89713 жыл бұрын
I love you👉🏼👈🏼
@radinrostami25353 жыл бұрын
@@Purple888 fr
@Suzeyy_073 жыл бұрын
is it me or when i hear this song i thought about my whole life growing as the song played🍂
@あん着3 жыл бұрын
Same✋ its funny how we both thought about our live, and we have the exact same name, my name is angela too lmao
@actorsinprogress14023 жыл бұрын
Me too
@Luisreyes-ir5lt3 жыл бұрын
WOUHHHHH MY MOM TOLD ME UR GAY DON'T TALK TO ME 🤢🤢
@durian63 жыл бұрын
Same
@lauranocelotl48873 жыл бұрын
Same looking back it now it really hast changed that much, all the samd
@Laura_Ferreira063 жыл бұрын
This is real music
@Anwarullahksa3 ай бұрын
Yeah
@gesidamages4 ай бұрын
I played this music for my dog after his cancer surgery while she was intubated, hoping it would bring her peace and help him heal. She passed away. Every time I listen to this music, I cant stop crying
@fernanramirez4013 жыл бұрын
"how rare and beautiful it is to even exist" i'll come back to this sentence whenever i feel like giving up bc this truly made me think differently
@taeelovee65753 жыл бұрын
I'm writing this in my diary which i see the most when i feel low Bye~
@abcboi13 жыл бұрын
And how much rarer, and how much more beautiful it is to live.
@sadweeb353 жыл бұрын
is this from "saturn" by sleeping at last?
@Jennifer-xc9gu3 жыл бұрын
@@sadweeb35 yes. It is!
@sadweeb353 жыл бұрын
@@Jennifer-xc9gu that's a magnificent song, too!
@becho68713 жыл бұрын
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) All I want for you is to stay and feel alive. Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. I need you here with me :). Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. And anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. I hope you will remember my words- becho :)
@waw58743 жыл бұрын
Thank you.. 🖤
@just96523 жыл бұрын
❤️
@iris_the.sweetheart95003 жыл бұрын
I read 'you are worthless' 🤦♀️
@elatas93403 жыл бұрын
Thanks. When I feel bad... I will come and read this comment
@hafsa.093 жыл бұрын
You honestly have no idea how much this helped me. Thank you so much. i really needed this. 💗
@victoriatorres17093 жыл бұрын
This song make me cry every time I heard it
@ayoubhaloui35273 жыл бұрын
Contact me If u need someone to talk with ☺️
@_sxmz3 жыл бұрын
me too 😕
@actorsinprogress14023 жыл бұрын
@@_sxmz yes.
@Tiredasshitbrl3 жыл бұрын
*Same here, Friend*
@naksh17038 ай бұрын
Be a star live alone shine alone and be proud alone
@farzanarazak46833 жыл бұрын
"You can close your eye to things you dont want to see, but you can close your heart to things you dont want to feel." -Jhonny depp
@raniaref1283 жыл бұрын
Can't
@mix35073 жыл бұрын
@Mazai other way around
@你好-i4v3 жыл бұрын
"you can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to things you don't want to feel"
@你好-i4v3 жыл бұрын
You forgot to add can't in that heart line
@你好-i4v3 жыл бұрын
@Mazai 👏👏
@person-ho5hx3 жыл бұрын
This song may not have any lyrics, but the song speaks to us, in its own way.
@musabyazc16083 жыл бұрын
you're right
@henlo_roxanne_wolf_16413 жыл бұрын
Ye súper right
@bearrr__3 жыл бұрын
like speaks to your soul man
@Mei.does.cosplay2 жыл бұрын
You are compleatly righr
@melindamazza9502 жыл бұрын
Yes so is it
@nereasegovia67393 жыл бұрын
I'm the only one who imagine good memories with ✨that person✨ and starts crying?
@xonadaax54323 жыл бұрын
Me too..
@clashroyaleammar50583 жыл бұрын
You r so lucky cuz you had no bad memories I guess💔😢😭
@midnight_verypog6723 жыл бұрын
CLASH ROYALE كلاش رويال Ammar dude you ok?!
@Luisreyes-ir5lt3 жыл бұрын
@@midnight_verypog672 YO CLASH OF CLANS I GOOD DOWNLOAD IT RIGHT NOW WE NEED TO 1V1 KID ILL CLAP U
@justsomeone85803 жыл бұрын
I don't have that person..i wonder how it feels to have or had someone..
@HorvatPatrik_08 ай бұрын
The biggest mistake we done in childhood is we thought growing up will be fun 🙂
@arfathabbu10187 ай бұрын
I know childhood was damn awesome. F*king amazing . Biggest mistake I think . I am thinking One day I wake up and realise adult is dream . I am still in childhood 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
@Bech45bro4 ай бұрын
Childhood is better than adult age 🥺
@davts43 жыл бұрын
Doing homework, listening to this music, and dreaming of the things that never become true...
@aot_003 жыл бұрын
I hope every dream you have becomes a reality. Never give up 💜
@renchan17393 жыл бұрын
@@aot_00 your so sweet 💗🙇🏻♀️
@renchan17393 жыл бұрын
I hope you feel happy forever 🙇🏻♀️💗
@aot_003 жыл бұрын
@@renchan1739 Thank you so much! Your so kind 💖
@renchan17393 жыл бұрын
@@aot_00 🥺🥺💗👑
@BillyXtom4 жыл бұрын
that melody hit thruogh my hurt
@rheenamaybelmont41153 жыл бұрын
0:00 You’re brought into the world You have it all You can do anything No mistakes No tears No frowns No masks No letting down How does it feel? 2:04 When you actually grew the way you wanted to be When you fulfilled the expectations that you want to fulfill so bad When you had the friends that you’ve always wanted When you looked like what you wanted to be When you pass the block that has always blocked you When you keep the promise that you promised and they keep it too When you became what you dreamt to be Oh wow... you found love... How’d it feel? Was it nice having it all? 3:25 And when thing started going down... Where did you go wrong? You lose it all You broke it all You left it all You messed it all You started to hate it now It’s not going as it was supposed to be now You’re all leaving one by one... How are you now? 4:13 What’s happening? Why are you so selfish You can’t have it all when you already have “all” Isn’t time to rest? It’s time to let go... Why’d you do it? 5:09 Heh... Cry? Pain? Never felt it before? Why are you crying now? So many questions..? You are weak... *but strong enough to cry* (YOOOOOO ITS DONEEE😂😂 clarify stuff going on in this comment is: you have everything/you lose everything/ you break and start to question/ you cry but its very bold of you to cry because it doesn’t mean you were weak) Edit 1; (I dont remember when 0_0): this is what I based it off Human Emotions have an natural mechanism called "Bottle of Emotions" (its what I like to call it personally) and its functions work like this: *"To fill the cup you must empty it first"* - and this just repeats and sometimes it even breaks and spills. Edit 2; (4/20/22): I answer some of the questions of *clearly confused and suspicious people* of me: 1. I do not work for a movie duhhhh 2. I did not copy paste this, I made this from experience, observation of my life and people around me, also a lovely help of my diary. 3. Yes, I've done this similar phrase in a book (not mentioning the name though :p) 4. My Human Emotion theory is based off of what I learned from my therapist, yes I'm a crazy teenager with mild perfectionist issues and daddy issues 5. and if you a depressed muffin or nugget always remember to not be afraid to voice out your problems to someone you truly trust, it's better to embarrassed than to be regretful. 6. I have written many poems (on less than 30 musical videos) before so The God dude, you correct and I'm a definition of crazy teen being molded into a perfect child, so not much TV for me ... T_T 7. Yes, I did write this when I was down about my life sucking as it is, also I recommend Notion, First Date, I'm like a boomer with music, I'm in the grandma era =) 8^1/2: I hope you use your life to the fullest... no one lives forever. My last adios to you (No I'm not gonna die, I'm going to sleep as should you), Nice Person, I hope you're still breathing, Drinking water and Eat actual food and not Doritos, and shut the phone and put it down away from your face, get comfy and relaxed, close your eyes... and remember that happy memory or that favorite toy or remember your beautiful mom next to you or handsome dad playing with you... and continue... relax... and sleep.
@ddvertsovietic32153 жыл бұрын
Llorar no significa ser débil, la música no significa un método para que las personas lloren, la música es algo hermoso que se vive y no debe ser influenciado por el amor del siglo xx1
@nick33ee3 жыл бұрын
I am crying it is perfect
@Mono_Autophobic3 жыл бұрын
Lol u watched either too much movies or poetic person
@nick33ee3 жыл бұрын
@@Mono_Autophobic any problem with that?
@Mono_Autophobic3 жыл бұрын
@@nick33ee not talking to u kid
@arushsingh30518 ай бұрын
Who is listening in October 2024✍️🙌
@iamirreza068 ай бұрын
Me🤝🏽🙌🏽
@achrafjoker78158 ай бұрын
Me
@trollcarsfacememe8 ай бұрын
me
@mihaitabacaru59438 ай бұрын
Yeah
@Bozokkafa8 ай бұрын
Me
@HermesGodOfspeed2 жыл бұрын
"The worst feeling isnt being alone, its being forgotten by somebody you could never forget"
@twitchlz-_-9162 жыл бұрын
Wow ! 😓
@issac6202 жыл бұрын
WOW THOSE WORDS I HAVE NO WORDS WOW 😢
@riddhishree7332 жыл бұрын
😩true
@ezzashahani36292 жыл бұрын
Sahayog... i miss him
@Markenzie092 жыл бұрын
This broked me
@vidhimehta58583 жыл бұрын
This song perfectly describes the chaos going on in one's mind which slowly compels them to shut it off.
@alecco5068 Жыл бұрын
Hey you. Yes, you. You're probably scrolling through the comments, like I am, reading all these motivational comments. If you are reading this at night, you should get some sleep, and don't stress about everything going on in the world, or what you are going through. Don't dwell on things from the past, don't stress on your future. Just live your life, because you only get one. Do whatever makes you happy, not what other people want from you.
@LeoKBass Жыл бұрын
Ok but mr krabs sold spongebobs soul for 62 cents
@Remy2121 Жыл бұрын
@@LeoKBassfacts tho
@olecrams Жыл бұрын
Thanks bro
@N.e.z.r.i.n_06 Жыл бұрын
Perfect comment ❤🥹
@Neoxyyyy11 ай бұрын
bro thankss❤️
@Og7zX313 ай бұрын
I lost my battle with cancer, we are innocent people of a cruel life, take care of yourselves, friends...
@ss_05643 ай бұрын
Congratulations 🎉
@justemoi57223 ай бұрын
@@ss_0564 Are you stupid ? 😓
@SuperBadadan3 ай бұрын
You didn't lose. It was a draw.
@YaeMikoIsAQueen2 ай бұрын
@@ss_0564 Congratulations... for losing? 😥😥
@XavierDeRoyale21 күн бұрын
You didn't lose!!!😢
@zohaimran12823 жыл бұрын
me listening to this song grammarly: wRiTiNg iS nOt tHaT eAsY
@jessicabullivant98753 жыл бұрын
Adblock plus is your answer
@shototodoroki93843 жыл бұрын
xd
@UNKNOWN-se8gf3 жыл бұрын
😭😭😭
@k4sstxr._5853 жыл бұрын
Like bro I already know how to spell
@Reina-zu9wd3 жыл бұрын
but grammarly can help 😉
@i-36912 жыл бұрын
"The two most important days in your life are the day you are born and the day you find out why." - Mark Twain. Edit: I wrote this as a reminder to myself during my first semester of high school, but back then I didn't know my purpose. I didn't work hard enough and ended up with a low grade, which led me to choose a major that didn't interest me. Now, in my first year of college, I dropped out of the second semester and decided to go back to high school to get a higher grade so I could study what I was passionate about. Remember, it's okay if things don't work out the first time. You'll get there eventually. Have faith in yourself, even if it takes a long time to discover the true reason for your existence. I can understand how it feels when things don't go as planned and you're left wondering about your purposetence. So don't lose hope. Keep pushing forward, and trust that you'll eventually discover the true reason why you were born.
@kaitlinnguyen87422 жыл бұрын
"because my parents were bored one day"
@AnonymouseVR2 жыл бұрын
@@kaitlinnguyen8742 lol
@_Ayanok0ji_2 жыл бұрын
@@kaitlinnguyen8742 damn
@yesntyesnt2 жыл бұрын
@@kaitlinnguyen8742 😭🥹 lmfao
@فارسعبيد-ح8ز2 жыл бұрын
Nice
@aestheticlyus60393 жыл бұрын
I’m tired.. I’m tired of everything. But the weird thing is that I act happy for everyone Because I’m the ‘happy friend’ And I love that, because I know I make people smile and happy but I sometimes I can’t even make myself smile or happy. I keep everything inside but now my emotions are building up and I feel upset, I can’t leave it inside anymore. I just wanna be a little kid again :(
@davinanetten57213 жыл бұрын
Yk i did that too for a long time got known as the happy friend i am now the depressed one so please stop talk about it dont pretent to be happy just act how you feel and i promise talking is good and you dont have to fake smile for everything yeah it feels good the illusion that your happy but when your alone at night in bed crying and realise how sad you are it fades away yk just seek help just know that your friends will be there for you your parents are there for you i am there for you just let all your feelings out oh and just wanted to let you know im proud of you for being strong for others but put your mental health first x all the love
@aestheticlyus60393 жыл бұрын
@@davinanetten5721 Thank you so much for the support, it’s very much appreciated! And I definitely think you are very right, Hope your doing well during these hard times! I’m also so proud of you, so so much! All the love to you as well xx 💗💗
@Legenda-cb4rx3 жыл бұрын
We all wanna be kids, no pain, no stress just hapiness and beutifull world we saw then
@davinanetten57213 жыл бұрын
@@Legenda-cb4rx facts
@aestheticlyus60393 жыл бұрын
@@Legenda-cb4rx fr
@ryleighburgess56023 жыл бұрын
thank you for this.
@glooo3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for watching this
@ryleighburgess56023 жыл бұрын
@@glooo
@dianaangulo-eb7yv3 жыл бұрын
Pov: You are laying in your bed at 3am staring at the ceiling, listening to this with tears rolling down your cheeks, feeling completely empty. But it's not a pov :/ Dear stranger, it's okay, I promise everything is going to be alright. Please don't give up, I love you! ❤️
@sajanan53043 жыл бұрын
:) thank you
@VenomAdventuress3 жыл бұрын
Well its 3 am here, you damn right but thanks.. i live in the netherlands btw
@dianaangulo-eb7yv3 жыл бұрын
@@VenomAdventuress hahaha me too
@roulaaa203 жыл бұрын
Same here
@padmjadodiya82323 жыл бұрын
😭 thank you..
@kutaysarkoca58013 жыл бұрын
“Sometimes people don’t want to hear the truth because they don’t want their illusions destroyed.” Friedrich Nietzsche
@palenkovax3 жыл бұрын
4 yıl önceki halin :)
@bonniedion34233 жыл бұрын
"The average man is faced with a reality so monstrous that they'd rather not think about it rather than destroy the notions that were forced apon them" - someone really smart, probably.
@cagr68023 жыл бұрын
Güzel alıntı yapmışsın be kardeşim 11.11.2021 saat 01.08 çaresizce yorumlarda dolaşırken Türk görmek güzel hissettirdi…
@stefanica333 жыл бұрын
YES
@hatorm4843 жыл бұрын
Oha Çorumlu biri bende çorumluyum ve Çorum maçlarına gidiyorum
@Rengoku_Sensei3 күн бұрын
Every time I listen to this song, I think of all my loved ones who died.
@yshh83953 жыл бұрын
sometimes i don't know how i should feel anymore, whenever i felt happy, i always think of how i don't deserve to be happy. it feels like an empty jar, waiting to be useful just for once. it hurts to see your own life falling apart, it hurts seeing yourself slowly drifting away, it hurts not being able to smile anymore. to the people out there who feels like they don't wanna be happy anymore, i dont want you to regret everything at the end of the day. i want you to explore the world, it's big, very big, too big to even regret a second. there's so much things out there to see with your own two eyes. cry your heart out, cry, shout everything you want, pretend that you're the only living creature in this planet, no one's stopping you. live life, dont just exist like i do, it'll hurt, badly.
@cumekaptoujkakaptoujkobu9947 Жыл бұрын
Sometimes in life there comes a moment when music understands you more than anyone
@Nikhil-r6c1f Жыл бұрын
True, because you can't expression the feeling.
@LYMOZ. Жыл бұрын
The music was created by someone therefore there is someone who truly understands❤️ don't worry brother we are all here for the same reason
@muzafferguclu880 Жыл бұрын
songs tell us when people don't understand us
@tite_mafia972 Жыл бұрын
@@muzafferguclu880exactly..i'm in this situation now and its that's destroy me completely.....that's kill me....
@piinktart Жыл бұрын
@@tite_mafia972are you okay..? You can talk to me if you don't have anyone to talk to! You can vent to me any time on this comment section, and I'll be there for you to listen😢❤
@tonybelmont76363 жыл бұрын
Imagine your happiest memories were edited with this song. 😌❤
@ange37793 жыл бұрын
Made it sadder thx.🙂💔..
@eyadmanzaljie18413 жыл бұрын
@@ange3779 +1
@luffluffy72 жыл бұрын
so sad there aren't any scenes worth editing in my life
@zahraa-jj1yl2 жыл бұрын
I can only imagine the bad memories
@tomioka_giyu_zzzz7 ай бұрын
I'm leaving this comment coz if someone likes it I will get reminded of this beautiful masterpiece
@zxw-j4h5 ай бұрын
Remember :)
@tomioka_giyu_zzzz5 ай бұрын
@@zxw-j4h thnx bro i needed it 🍡
@moonlexr92532 жыл бұрын
My life flashed before my eyes. I miss the old days when I wasn't bullied, abandoned, addicted to a tech and just having fun with my friends every day.
@Mei.does.cosplay2 жыл бұрын
You aren't alone
@wimmel4232 жыл бұрын
you don't need friends for an good and nice day, remember that you always will have yourself to enjoy the day, it's never to late to begin. I had a rough time growing up like others but i managed to keep myself together and even in the moments i was at my lowest, ik kept myself together and now i see the results. We don't need people to make us happy if we can make our selfs happy, begin focusing who and what you want to be. fuck opinions. ones you have your confidence right and you believe in yourself, than you can enjoy life and you can take on more than ever. be yourself and the right people will find you. keep ya head up King!
@jvxts.m19292 жыл бұрын
Sorry i can't speak english but be strong and smile because you're great💪💕
@Capsorio.Armiya2 жыл бұрын
It was relatable.
@neslyalondraesquivelgomez96643 жыл бұрын
Simplemente ✨ ARTE ✨
@_carlito28023 жыл бұрын
tagalog?
@gustavocalderon71043 жыл бұрын
los millenials con un atrista clasico 🙂
@Cata..3 жыл бұрын
@@_carlito2802 ?
@bistalex88103 жыл бұрын
This isn’t a song, it’s a masterpiece!
@KylerHope162916 күн бұрын
This Song perfectly described my 5 brutal years of Depression
@4summee3 жыл бұрын
"Even if I'm not loved, you're here." -Hatsune Miku
@ابوياسر-ر8س3 жыл бұрын
This made me Cry🥺
@4summee3 жыл бұрын
I didn't know it was that sad 😳
@sibongsu3 жыл бұрын
Sometimes vocaloid is sadder than real life
@Ezzie-vt2rw3 жыл бұрын
AWWW
@4summee3 жыл бұрын
Sibongsu reboot proves it
@ramibisan52443 жыл бұрын
I’m I the only one who cries when he hears this masterpiece? 💔
@VibeLyrics.03 жыл бұрын
No!
@parknida48133 жыл бұрын
I cry when ı hear this song✋😢
@hxces94553 жыл бұрын
@@parknida4813 oh iam so sorry💔💔
@エントロピーの皇帝3 жыл бұрын
No
@Sleepy_Zs3 жыл бұрын
No ur not the only one
@cloudy334 Жыл бұрын
"It’s hard to turn the page when you know someone won’t be in the next chapter, but the story must go on”- Jiraiya
@hellyshahsocialmedia8 ай бұрын
Remembering Pokemon 😭
@AzizMurodov-i8p18 күн бұрын
I get motivation for my studies from this music😊😊
@gaiacapettini73293 жыл бұрын
Gumball🥺
@gaiacapettini73293 жыл бұрын
@@subnsurf Mine too🥰
@ry53793 жыл бұрын
@@maslawati8531 YES HAHAHA
@Luisreyes-ir5lt3 жыл бұрын
I like the blue gumball what about u
@uselessboy96083 жыл бұрын
:c
@sagaaz78263 жыл бұрын
@@uselessboy9608 :(
@leticiatayah72113 жыл бұрын
No lyrics no words, just a melody that makes you think about your entire life…
@platinumhook23462 жыл бұрын
When I close my eyes, all the memorise with her and my friends come to my eyes in flashes. It hurts but it's beautiful man.
@aniruddhakale11852 жыл бұрын
Yes bruh🥹💔
@Yasmineouaras Жыл бұрын
I know its hurting 💔
@JustMonu07 Жыл бұрын
When I close my eyes n listen this song then my dreams comes in front of me which is never gonna happen n found myself going far from dream 💔
@taniabouk8619 Жыл бұрын
I remember all the sad things and memories and think of my dreams and futur 💔i feel it painful
@supermaxwellstein3560 Жыл бұрын
It hurts so bad. I still miss her and I pray for her. Just know that there is a plan for you. I spent years focusing on my losses. It drove me crazy and far from God. I still love her with every ounce of my body but I know there is a reason why she is not in my life. I’ll pray for you
@Tt-jr7hp3 ай бұрын
This songs reminds me of the life i used to have. The smiles, the laughs, the never ending fun, a happy and joyful family. All of it is gone now and im left with a broken and dysfunction family. What happened to us? The family i once knew and cherish more than anything has fallen apart into something i cant even recognize.
@1414ddd3 жыл бұрын
i am a normal girl i see gumball i click
@3freepalestine3 жыл бұрын
Same 😭
@geethikavenkatesan26273 жыл бұрын
the most realistic comment ive seen all day 🤚😭
@yas71753 жыл бұрын
i dont even know the song i saw gumball i quickly cliked on it
@3freepalestine3 жыл бұрын
@@yas7175 Same xD
@yas71753 жыл бұрын
WHAT THE WHAT U 2!! #Gumballfam
@elxif5103 жыл бұрын
Doctor : you have 3 minutes left to die What you want to do? Me : play "experience by ludovico" Doctor : but it's 6 minutes long Death : I'll wait EDIT: thanks for 3.5k likes💖 EDIT 2: thanks for 4.3k likes💖 EDIT 3: thanks for 4.7k likes💖 EDIT 4: bro thanks for 5.3❤️ Thank you so much for that❤️ Have a nice day/evening/night❤️
@chaabiabderahman3 жыл бұрын
painful situation
@chungusultimate3 жыл бұрын
I think God is a better word here. (Author of life)
@suadzs57583 жыл бұрын
I wait until I die🥲
@otamare3 жыл бұрын
LIFE?????????? U MEAN DEATH???
@otamare3 жыл бұрын
LMFAOOOOO
@nic-wc7nc3 жыл бұрын
you know its late when you cant even cry anymore. that's me at 2am
@capitalsolutionsfinancials29425 күн бұрын
listening this on diwali evening surrounded by lots of homeworks.....
@bhargavi74153 жыл бұрын
pov : its march 2020, and ur really happy that they have closed school due to some virus. u are at home watching movies w your family, facetiming ur friends everyday, learning how to bake, cooking, ur trying out new hobbies. ur watching a lot of tiktoks and some of them have this song. u find this song catchy so you go search it up and start listening to it a lot. life's good. fast forward to a few months, it feels like uve been living the same day over and over again- wake u, attend online class, eat , binge watch and sleep. the same cycle everyday. its like a never ending loop. the enthusiasm u had in the beginning of this us gone. but u still have hope. this will probably get over in a few months and we all will go back to our lives. as time goes on u realize this is how its gonna be for a long time. uve been feeling worse day by day. its november now and u dont have any idea how time went by so fast. by this time uve lost interest in almost everything. u wake up really late, missing the first few classes, but who cares, the world is gonna end anyway. uve stopped taking showers, or brushing ur teeth, u only come out of ur room to eat. u sleep most of the day just to avoid ur problems. 54 pending assignments, the school calls your parents, but ur not bothered. u stay up till 4 am binge watching something. anything to distract you from your sadness. days go by like this. its the last day of the year now. everyone keeps saying 2021 will be better but uk it will be just the same, maybe even worse. u dont have hope anymore. ur tired of EVERYTHING. its march 2021 now and ur thinking about how different ur life has been this past year. u feel some what better now because u have met people who uk will be there for u. things are looking better now, they are talking about reopening schools, u have something to look forward to. days have gone by and now it's may, it felt like it was just yesterday the year had started. its crazy how 5 months have already gone by. just as you were getting better, u find put the cases have increased x10 and its getting very bad in your country. we've come a full circle. there's a lockdown now and ur trapped at home. your scared that its gonna end up exactly like last year. ur sitting near the window, watching the rain, thinking about how you were at this same time, last year. u realize u have changed a lot. i mean who hasnt? u start missing the old you. u miss the first lockdown. u just wanna go back to that time again. u wish you couldve done things differently back then. u open youtube and search up this song, just to feel like youve gone back in time😞 . . hahah idk why i typed all of this :/
@BTSARMY-ky9pj3 жыл бұрын
Ughh uh exposed me☺😃
@tulipghosh94723 жыл бұрын
you just wrote everything i was feeling
@grassblock76683 жыл бұрын
I felt like being stuck in a loop at normal school,with online school it was 5 times worst.
@saaaint3 жыл бұрын
*This is fucking insane how precisely you described everything.*
@me-qo9io3 жыл бұрын
why glad that the schools open again? No way thats so wrong . why is lockdown bad for so many? I do not get it
@natqayt69023 жыл бұрын
i'm starting to realize that life is like a film and i don't wanna end it.
@uranooos113 жыл бұрын
But i want it to end..
@masavasilevski78863 жыл бұрын
@@uranooos11 NOOO YOU ARE WORTH IT PLEASE STAYY 🥺🥺 I LOVE U EVEN IF IDK U
@samchrischristopher47863 жыл бұрын
@@uranooos11 😟
@samchrischristopher47863 жыл бұрын
@@masavasilevski7886 you a good boi
@lariahakalizz27593 жыл бұрын
So do I , but keep trying; we are close to the end anyways, we both won’t make it out anyways. So just live your life out to the fullest
@das_kampftoast56333 жыл бұрын
close your eyes when the beat drops. imagine all of your childhood memories. childhood youtubers, singers, etc. imagine you with your parents. hearing their voice. whether they're speaking to you in a loving way, or rather you could be curled up in a ball on your floor, trying to avoid the arguments from your parents. imagine your family. whether you are an only child, whether you have siblings that annoy you but you'll always love them, whether you have siblings you despise. imagine your friends. whether you grew up alone, whether you needed someone but no one needed you, whether you didn't need anyone, whether you had great friends who were always there for you, whether you had toxic friends but you were too desperate and blinded to see how they were taking advantage of your poor innocent soul, whether it was one friend who always had your back so you decided you didn't need anyone else. imagine playing in the garden, climbing a hill, rolling back down, whilst laughing hysterically with your loved ones. imagine your toys. whether it was your favourite toy to play with, favourite teddy to sleep with. imagine your accomplishments. whether its your first words, whether its your first steps, walking towards your parents as they smile, believing in you. now, i want you to imagine you. just you. you hugging someone. you kissing someone. you laughing. you smiling. you getting made fun of. you sulking. you crying yourself to sleep. you telling everyone you're fine. you looking in the mirror. whether you're ashamed, upset, or still proud of yourself. you trying to sleep, as the voices in your head continue to explain the horrific things you should do to your self. whether its verbally abusing yourself, physically, or possibly the worst, mentally. you getting ready to participate in the horrific things. you wanting to give up. you hearing your parents talk about you. you watching the rest of the class getting all A - C, before her proud smile quickly turns into a disappointed frown as she looks down to a certain sheet of paper; your grade. you failing in school. you realizing how much your life has changed. you realizing how much you've grown up. you realizing there is no point anymore. you realizing there is no way to run. you realizing it's only gone downhill, so who says the future won't be the same? you on a rooftop. looking down at all the cars driving by in the dark. looking down to see the streetlights lighting up the city, like shiny stars but below the beautiful sky. you look up to see the stars. they are shining, shining so bright. they make the sky so majestic, they complete the sky. then you look down again, at the streetlights. those streetlights reminding you of something; but what? they light up the city. they brighten up the cars going by. without them, it would just be darkness. complete darkness, with nowhere to go. the cars, not being able to see, possibly ending up in a crash that could cause many terrible incidents. but because of the streetlights, it brightens up their darkness and keeps you safe. honestly, they make down there look magestic, its like... they complete down below. they make it perfect. they make it beautiful; just like the sky. you realize your life is dark, with nowhere to go. but, so is the sky and the city down below. so if your life was to go uphill, you would get darkness but with shiny brightness everywhere. but if your life were to go downhill, you would get darkness, but with shiny brightness everywhere, because of those streetlights. but, what does that have to do with life? i have no stars or streetlights in my life. but, what about all our family and friends? what about our pets? what about all the people who spent their life trying to brighten up yours? you were just too blinded by the light to realize it. those people have brightened up your life, and attempted to make it the happiest life there could have ever been. those people are your stars and streetlights. ... okay, now, open your eyes. do you have a new/difference perspective of life? do you realize what blessing you have been granted with? hey, stranger. it gets better. have a great life.
@rzkr9023 жыл бұрын
U are so a good person :)
@WinXz73 жыл бұрын
Thx❤
@bradley2242 жыл бұрын
I’m crying right now I can’t believe that somebody online tells me to do something that’s so deep and emotional it made me realise what I’m missing out and what I have done wrong you also made me realise that feelings are apart of life without them we aren’t our own self so sincerely thank you.
@austygameryt37306 ай бұрын
damn bro
@Nishantthakur-1180Ай бұрын
This song actually gives the glimpse or flashback of what I had gone through ..... Or it makes realisation of why life is actually another name of struggle
@imrankaraimam7692 жыл бұрын
bu şarkıyı dinleyince bütün hayatım gözümün önünden geçiyo
@elysionqal6142 жыл бұрын
harbi knk
@omerfarukcelik83922 жыл бұрын
Çok doğru
@alone88792 жыл бұрын
Burda Türkler olması mükemmel bir his...
@ardlndn2 жыл бұрын
@@alone8879 Ne demezsin ama :')
@alone88792 жыл бұрын
@@ardlndn :')
@azripro957910 ай бұрын
100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favourite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Someone’s skin against yours. 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it. Ps : Never forget you are a beatiful person 💕 Life is so beatiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong, i love you 🫶🏼
@quirinoguy866510 ай бұрын
None of those, are something that I even care about anymore, to think a 100 reasons to live isn't something that I find worth living, not a single one tells how far gone my head has fallen into some worthless and miserable abyss, I know it, that's why it's more painful.
@sb7anallahwabe7amdh9 ай бұрын
@@quirinoguy8665are you giving up?! are you gonna give them what they want?
@Seylahh9 ай бұрын
Same! I already told my parents I don't want to live no more but they think it's just a phase. It's not a phase, I been thinking about it all for years. I already gave up and I don't really care no more, I just go with the flow and see where it takes me@@quirinoguy8665
@alexanderzagorov51969 ай бұрын
Soo well written ! Thank you for helping me cry it out :)
@SHADOW-vd5yo9 ай бұрын
The effort you put into this made my day, your an amazing person thank you!😁
@milvic3 жыл бұрын
-Dad, why do flowers fade over time? -Flowers are like people, sometimes they become unnecessary. -What about Mom? -And our mother, like a star, at some point decided to fall. But she didn’t know that she would not return to sky again…
@asunakirigaya62393 жыл бұрын
It hit me so hard ...
@riarohaninand42843 жыл бұрын
That cuts deep
@BromYT2 жыл бұрын
it's enough to make a grown man cry
@Virtual._9 ай бұрын
This bring back memories when my grandma died my eyes spread out, tears, RIP grandma
@1kBhop3 жыл бұрын
The strongest people are the people who have been made fun of the most about their body weight, their body shape, the way they, look but they still continue living and suffering from that pain everyday for the rest of their lifes.
@Angela-ew1ji3 жыл бұрын
Happened to me
@jamilagagour93493 жыл бұрын
It's me 💔💔
@Hassan-yv4qu3 жыл бұрын
No actually this is simple thing you can get over it with your mind There's a lot of people who suffer more in the world .
@Cole_M12 жыл бұрын
“To see the rainbow you have to go through the rain” everything will get better❤️
@Skald49542 жыл бұрын
The rain seems to be eternal for me
@nanuqmontezuma26352 жыл бұрын
The rain is heavy
@CringeBurgee Жыл бұрын
r u gay
@shinra3354 Жыл бұрын
thats a consolation
@GLITCHBEEM Жыл бұрын
i love rain so that aint a problem😐
@thisisshaya96603 жыл бұрын
Music is the best thing that a human has made.
@ik7493 жыл бұрын
What about guns? I think that guns are the best thing ever :)
@Choi789013 жыл бұрын
LOL
@ik7493 жыл бұрын
@A_Weird_Kid_Obsessed_With_Gay_Wizards_From_The_70s Calm down, bro. It was a joke. Why you can't understand simple jokes?
@Goknurertem3 жыл бұрын
@@ik749 teengers
@ik7493 жыл бұрын
@@Goknurertem lol
@ramygxr28607 ай бұрын
انا الوحيد العربي بينكم ( وعراقي 🇮🇶 تحديداً) شرف لي الوجود معكم 🤍 شكراً على كل شيئ🙏🤍
@lampada-estudio6 ай бұрын
Cool, from brazil 🇧🇷
@Lorasbrother344 ай бұрын
مش واكيد الشرف ليى
@Abdulrahman.2013.R4 ай бұрын
اني هم ❤
@TTRRiu4 ай бұрын
وياك
@ادريسالريامي-ه5و3 ай бұрын
انا من عمان ❤🇴🇲
@jesseniadechert1243 жыл бұрын
"do not pity the dead pity the living" -albus Dumbledore
@hermionejeangranger3 жыл бұрын
🤍🤍🤍
@sandytulip2603 жыл бұрын
😭😭😭🤍🤍🤍
@evemarrojas35643 жыл бұрын
🤍🤍🤍 🤍🤍🤍 🤍🤍🤍 🤍🤍🤍 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍 🤍🤍🤍 🤍🤍🤍 🤍🤍🤍 🤍🤍🤍
@baileyyh723 жыл бұрын
“… and most of all, those who live without love.” just to finish the quote :)
@melikekarma79462 жыл бұрын
Bunu burada biri görür mü bilmiyorum. Ama bu şarkı her dinlediğimde tüm hayatımı gözlerimin önüne getirmeme yardım ediyor. Ne kadar yalnız olduğumu her defasında yeniden anlıyorum. Lütfen başka biri bu hissi bu şarkıda yaşamasın. Bu şarkı insana umut ve huzur getirecek kadar güzel. 15/05/2022 19.49 Bugüne ait farklı bir not tutmak ve içimi dökmek istedim. Hayatımda şu an bulunan ve kalbime dokunan, kulağıma hep iyi gelen şarkılar söyleyen biri var. O her sabah bana sarılan minik ellere sahip. Benim hayatım pek iyi değil ben de pek iyi biri değildim ama iyi biri olmaya çalışıyorum. Geçmişimde bugün kötü yaptığım her ayrıntıyı hatırladım. Lütfen; siz başkaları birşeyler istiyor diye yapmayın. Birileri mutlu olsun diye değil siz mutlu olun diye yaşayın. İnsanlara hayır demeyi öğrenin. Bırakın size küsmek istiyorsa küssün, nefret edecekse etsin, her durumda en kötüsü siz olacaksınız. Kimseye kendinizi beğendirmek için yaşamayın. Lütfen ben gibi olmayın siz kendinizi sevin. Ben 21 yıllık ömrümde hep başkalarını mutlu eden taraf olmaya çalıştım. Bunun en iyisi olduğunu düşündüm hep. Nolur benim yaptığım hataya düşmeyin. Size her iyilik yapana güvenmeyin. Fazla iyilikten maraz doğar derler. Deneyimlediğim en anlamlı söz bu. Başkası ne der, ne düşünür diye takılmayın. Ben bunu yaparsam o çok üzülür diye en sevdiklerinizden vazgeçmeyin. Ortak bir yol bulun ama yine de vazgeçmeyin. O kadar büyük aptallıklar yapmışım ki bilmeden, farketmeden öyle derin çukurlara düşmüşüm ki nasıl çıkacağım bilmiyorum. Kendimden nefret ediyorum. Kendime hiç acıyamıyorum. Ruhsuz gibiyim sadece birini mutlu edebilirsem o bana yardım edecekmiş inancına sahibim ve içim hiç rahat değil. Ne sevmeyi ne de sevilmeyi hakediyorum. Ölmeyi bile haketmiyorum ölüm bile çok farklı bir ödül bana. Bu şarkıyı bugün 11. dinleyişim. Nolur hataya düşmeyin. Nolur boyunuzdan büyük fedakarlıklar yapmayın. Sizi seven kimse size küfretmez, zarar vermeye çalışmaz, ağlatmaz, kıyamaz. Eğlenin, araştırın, videolar çekin, hayal kurun, dans edin, kendinize bir adet sizi asla yalnız bırakmayacak bir dost edinin yeter. Lütfen kendinize çok dikkat edin. 03/08/2022 14.21 Yeniden buradayım. Tüm sorunlarınızı ve kendinizi burada paylaştığınız için mutlu mu yoksa üzgün mü olmalıyım bilmiyorum. Aslında şu an pek mantıklı düşünemeyip tüm bunları yazıyor gibiyim. Sadece bir şansım olsaydı neyi değiştirirdim onu düşünerek yine buraya geldim. Bazen öyle zamanlar oluyor ki tüm bunların gerçekten düzeleceğine inancım olmuyor. Tek güncellemem şu; Eğer bu durumları daha yeni yeni veya orta düzeyde yaşamaya başladıysanız, kendinizi değiştirmekten kaçının. Normal bir zamanda normal bir karar alın. Ağlarken, çok mutluyken, heyecanlıyken, hevesiniz yeni kırılmışken, biri size inandırıcı sözler söylemeye çalışırken kararlar almayın. Her ne olursa olsun. Sizin faydanıza olsun ya da olmasın, sizi değiştirebilecek bir karar olsun veya olmasın. Çok da düşünmeyin, kendinizi unutup saatlerce dikilecek kadar düşünmeyin mesela; hareketsiz etrafınızı seyredecek kadar düşünmeyin. Eğer anlamsız bir konu ise hiç beklemeden atın onu. Düşünme ihtiyacında bulunmayın. Belki kaçması daha rahat hissettirir diye böyle yapıyorsunuz diyelim, kaçmayın. Kaçmak da size verilen tüm seçenekleri siliyor. İşin sonunda ruhsuz, tüm gününü birşeyleri düşünerek geçiren, tek bir video akışına gözyaşına boğulan birine dönüşüyorsunuz. Dahası da var, kimse sizi oturduğunuz yerde çözüme ulaştırmıyor, dinlemiyor. Sizi kıran biri mi var, ya hiç konuşmayın ya da kendinizi açıklayın. Kafanızda kurduğunuz tüm o senaryolardan daha güzeli oluşabilir. Asla denemeden öğrenemiyorsunuz. En önemlisi, ne olursa olsun sevdiğiniz şeylerden vazgeçmemeye özen gösterin. Herşeyi kabullenmek hiçbir zaman çözüm olmadı. Olmayacak da. 24/12/2022 10.37 Bu kadar erken mi dertlendim? Evet. Bütün dünya bazen ayaklanıp üzerime geliyor gibi hissediyorum ve böyle duyguların hiçbir zaman tek bir zamanı olmuyor. Elimdeki çoğu şeyi kaybetmiş, ama en iyilerini kazanmış gibiyim. Sonucunu görmeden yorum yapmakta üzerime yok gibi sanki. Tüm düşüncelerimi ve buraya en son uğradığım zamanı hatırlamaya çalışıyorum. Hala aynı sorunlarım var mı, evet. Ama önceki kadar umursuyor muyum, hayır. Çünkü şunu öğrendim ki anlamı yok. Sizin dünyanız sizsiniz. En değerli, en mutlu, en özendiğiniz kişi siz olmalısınız. Her daim gülmeye çalışın. Ve hüzünlü şarkılarda bile gülmeyi öğrenin. Çünkü hayat hüzünlü, kırgın, mutsuz olduğumuzda asla durmuyor. Biri gelip elinizden tutup " herşeyin düzeleceğini " söylemiyor. Ama o peri siz olabilirsiniz. Değer verdiğiniz bir kişi için de; kendiniz için de. Hayallerinize önem verin, gerekirse her gün kendinize sarılın. Ama kendinizden ödün vermeyin. Ciddi olmadığı sürece bırakın siz hayatınızı yönlendirin. Risk almayı öğrenin, ben alamıyorum mesela. Ama kendi çapınızda risk alın. Başkalarının hayatlarını etkileyecek riskler değil. İnsanların ne dediğiyle, ya da neler yaptığıyla bu kadar ilgilenmeyin. Bence bu şekilde toparlanabilir ve kendimize gelebiliriz. Buralardaysanız ve gerçekten bu yorumu sonuna kadar okuduysanız, birşeyler yolunda gitmiyor olabilir sizin için. Umarım hayatınızdaki herşey düzelir ve bu yazdıklarım sizin hayatınıza dokunur. Lütfen kendinize dikkat edin. 18/01/2024 09.35 Bugün aldığım acı bir hayat dersi oldu. Her ne yaparsanız yapın, kendi düşüncelerinizden vazgeçmeyin demiştim ya. Bir sene önce kendi hayallerim için çabalamak istedim. Eğer önünüzde sizin feda ettiklerinizi gören biri varsa, inanın ki o iş olmuyormuş. Ben bunu öğrendim. Ultra emek ve hırsla başladığım bu yolda başkalarına tercih edildim, arkadaşlarımın satmasına uğradım, ailemin bana güvensizliğine, tamam eğleneyim bari dedim; o bile onlara battı. Her ne olursa olsun kaçın ya. Kendiniz için kaçın sizi arkada bırakmasına izin vermeyin kimsenin. Söyleyeceğiniz şeyler kırarsa ne olur diye düşünmeyin. Dayak mı atılacak? Bırakın atılsın. Laf mı işiteceksiniz? İşitin. Gönlünüzden geçeni bir başkası için çöpe atmayın. Kimse sizin elinizden tutup kaldırmıyor. Kimse sizi anlamıyor ve anlamaz. Yaptığınız şey onlar için bir fedakarlık ya da lütuf değil zorunluluk. Onlar sizin ne düşünndüğünüzle, fedakarlıkları hızla, neler yaptığınızla ilgilenmiyorlar. Ne yapıyorsanız kendiniz için yapın. Dayak ya da laf işitmek işin içinde bile olsa kendiniz içinse bu durum yapın. Hayat peri masalı değil zaten illaki bir yerde tek başınıza kalacaksınız. En azından 'başardım' diyebilirsiniz. İlk fedanızda size can acıtıcı gelmeyebilir. Ama inanın o kadar zor ki o işin ucu; ben yetişemedim. Görünüşüm, hissettiklerim, kalbim, duygularım, sağlığım, hislerim, arkadaşlarım; yok kalmıyor. Derdimi anlatabileceğim kimse kalmıyor. Kendinden fazla vermek, kendinden fazlaca fedakarlıkta bulunmak aslında kendine nefretten doğuyormuş. Ben bunu çok geç öğrendim. Siz ben gibi yapmayın. İylik perisi olmak zorunda değilmişsiniz. Kendinize dikkat edin.
@gah2232 жыл бұрын
ne kadar yanlız olabilirsin ki Melike ? Anlatsana..
@alperenacik10172 жыл бұрын
yat uyu işin ne hayatla
@polatabi59062 жыл бұрын
reis dertleşelim bi ara
@berkrxd2 жыл бұрын
:)
@eeness02 жыл бұрын
@@polatabi5906 eeneskatirci Iq hesabı adam gibi konuşacak olan gelsin .
@nirel45513 жыл бұрын
I love this song so much 🥺
@glooo3 жыл бұрын
Me too🥺
@Luisreyes-ir5lt3 жыл бұрын
@@glooo this isnt a song tho 😶
@elifdemir93553 жыл бұрын
Me too :)
@Zelatron-j8 ай бұрын
He is such a great musician, especially when this song hits you hard in the heart, knowing that you connect to it, how you slowly get comfortable crying quietly or just having happy emotions listening to this. Whoever's going through depression or anything similar like that, as I am as well, I want to support you in any way possible. But unfortunately, I cannot. Stay strong everyone.
@viihfetsa77353 жыл бұрын
ok , imagine you playing this song on a stage with a violin totally concentrated without missing a letter a chord , you feel the music and the power of it so nostalgic ...
@elenalynch26883 жыл бұрын
As a musician… goosebumps
@Criss_delisieux1902 ай бұрын
This is so incredible >>>>>>
@babi89392 жыл бұрын
when my dad was alive he loved playing this song for me 😔❤️
@TheFilmMixer101 Жыл бұрын
its a song that you will remember your father who love you so, embrace it for him and show the world what you have become
@AriesMultiverse Жыл бұрын
He's still alive, and I'm sure he is with you in some way
@amirbarghi6657 Жыл бұрын
🖤
@muhammetaksoy4661 Жыл бұрын
😪
@fatimalamrabet581 Жыл бұрын
@@TheFilmMixer101 ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@aliabdelaziz77033 жыл бұрын
It’s Human Nature to not realize the true Value of something, until they lose it ~Orochimaru
@there75633 жыл бұрын
true
@osfraghad16003 жыл бұрын
من وين انت؟ عرفت انك عربي وكلامك عجبني
@7xw_4945 ай бұрын
رسمت الحانها بقلم م̷ـــِْن ذهب 🌌
@red63033 жыл бұрын
he broke me literally broke me my hands were purple i couldnt breathe i threw up i couldnt even walk because of how much i was shaking so please ppl, think before oyu lead someone on, i almost killed myself.
@munchii67443 жыл бұрын
i'm here for you bub 🥺💓
@red63033 жыл бұрын
@@munchii6744 thank you
@user-qw7kz2bs9b3 жыл бұрын
Stay strong sweetheart 💕
@kittykitty1713 жыл бұрын
Darling, time will pass and one day someone will heal your broker heart. Just be brave enough to save ability to love, please. Dark times will pass. And day after day, when you take care of yourself, love yourself, love someone, and someone loves you, this past will become more and more distant, will fade away.
@KalT_yt3 жыл бұрын
I respect and adore you for writing that. Stay strong for your family and loved ones but mainly for yourself. Dont forget you are God's before anyone's he got you❣
@OfficialShadee3 жыл бұрын
This is the kind of music, that plays when your whole life flashes before your eyes, from child to adult to an old person, and yet it sounds like the most amazing thing ever. Perfection.
@botgaming4017 Жыл бұрын
This song has the ability to flash our old memories in our mind 😢
@Learnwithachraf6 күн бұрын
Amazingly beautiful
@Al-Fajr3 жыл бұрын
PAIN, REGRET, ANXIETY, DEPRESSION this song open deep wounds that I didn't realize I have it till now MASTERPIECE
@Kkruskica3 жыл бұрын
This song doesen’t have any text,but it has more words then you think.
@meladcullen8329 Жыл бұрын
*It's last minutes of 2022,2023 is coming, listening to this masterpiece and nobody arounds me I'm alone at home,hope all you guys enjoy your life, sometimes suffer make us to enjoy little things in life, I'm happy.*
@R_A_Z_R_A_X Жыл бұрын
How are you doing brother?
@sho-kun8939 Жыл бұрын
Ayeee wots goin on 🔥🖤
@Maxi03w10 ай бұрын
Thats fuckin sad
@hikigaya.1310 ай бұрын
Antisocial isn't weakness..... I understand u bro 🪐
@kenkaneki72219 ай бұрын
How u doing, hope ur doing good. Well I almost took my own life. But that's fine. Lifes good
@simoneguadagnini25387 ай бұрын
We think that we need love in life to solve problems, so we search for it, not knowing that it is there from the start waiting for us
@alaska78623 жыл бұрын
Yesterday I listened to my ,,happy playlist" in my room at 2 am just vibing imagining I was with my confort characters on the bed.Then a though went thru my mind.They are just in my mind, I am alone, no one is with me righ now.I looked around the room and no one was there with me, of course .There it was, me sitting numb while daddy issues was playing in the backround, and looking a little pannicked and confused around the room looking for something I never had.
@marilettak67823 жыл бұрын
I felt that in my core ....this is why I am trying to shift for so long but still nothing ...
@baazdust3 жыл бұрын
If you want we can talk I have no friends so having you would be awesome im really serious
@dancinggnob76183 жыл бұрын
@@marilettak6782 you will shift.
@poppy_not_found2053 жыл бұрын
Ur comfort character are yur
@rosierose91943 жыл бұрын
Who are we to say what is real or what is not If that’s what you want the just close your eyes and believe it That’s what I usually do They might not be there physically but at least they exist Even if it’s just in your mind they still do
@lord_fluff98603 жыл бұрын
Sometimes im just tired and depressed for being me
@lord_fluff98603 жыл бұрын
@@yukishu Oh wow thanks a lot 🥺 I appreciate you. You touched my heart. I'm still depressed today but less than yesterday. A human with big heart came in my life not long ago. And since this moment, i feel so good. It's weird that just a human, a simple human can make that. I know it's the life, sometimes I feel bad and sad and sometimes i feel so well, happy. And now, I'm afraid this person will abandon me. But i will live day to day. Thanks a lot again. ❤️
@smridhiahluwalia50023 жыл бұрын
tatake bestie. you'll make it through. you r the most strong person i know. how? you watched aot and see. ur still here arent you hm?? so then I know, i just somehow know, ull be okay. you might not be happy rn and that truly makes me sad. so,,, be like eren and fight. fight till your enemies are gone. fight tell u see your freedom. your amazing. your loved. I LOVE you. so keep on. keep going on. one day u will see that. so bestie,,,, tatake.
@Adi-pj3iv3 жыл бұрын
Same😞
@Chyna6273 жыл бұрын
Same🥺
@PardeepKumar-hs6gu Жыл бұрын
Hats off to the generation who is listening thus gem 💎 💖
@sheikhzobair5158 ай бұрын
Love From Bangladesh 🇧🇩
@remixus87052 жыл бұрын
بعد مرور ١٠٠ عام يأتي جيل جديد وسنكون انا وجيلي تحت التراب بعيدا عن الخيانة و الحروب التمنى أن تكون حياتكم افضل من حياتنا 💔💔
@ahmed.nayf882 жыл бұрын
بأذن الله
@-rosbeag-35803 жыл бұрын
I'm proud to say I knew this song before it became a thing on tik tok 😌💅
@asexual_person62623 жыл бұрын
this song makes me feel like we're in an old era, and we're running, holding hands, under the rain with our loved one, escaping from our dwellings and from our family, we're laughing for some reason and idk it's just so beautiful in my mind, this song is so sad too and I'm fucking in tears.
@chetanpatel-kg7xc3 жыл бұрын
Never seen anyone soooo accurate
@bytrax31144 күн бұрын
Who listening in November 2024😢
@Mimiskyy3 жыл бұрын
Me closing my eyes and imagine I'm playing a violin 🎻✨
@Komaki-s6k3 жыл бұрын
SAME IT HELPD ME SLEEP
@Ellie-fd8vt3 жыл бұрын
BROSKI I'M ACTUALLY LEARNING THE VIOLIN PART FOR THIS