going solo... again

We broke up. I shall be continuing my trip through Thailand solo.
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[@pfontaine23]

While sharing this must be difficult, I’m glad that openly discussing the breakup is therapeutic. It’s easy to think that the people we follow on social media/KZbin are immune to hardships like breakups and other everyday frustrations. Your video reminds us that people we admire have “normal lives” with the same issues we all face once the camera is off. I appreciate your bravery to share the highs and lows of your life and want to wish you all the best while you travel the world and navigate your own life in the process.

[@frugaller2657]

What you have said is truly wonderful and truth

[@madzanderson281]

This comment is perfect!

[@karencorscadden8264]

My daughter is currently backpacking Colombia and Mexico because of you .she is having the time of her life....you inspired her and imparted so much good advice .my heartfelt thanks..a strong and inspirational woman ....his loss!

[@damondominique]

No better place for introspection than a solo trip! ❤

[@marianneazzopardi974]

Sending good vibes your way, this is a great vid for anyone going through the same. Nothing is more important in a relationship than happiness - if you both didn't feel it, like you said it's better off for you both to go your separate ways. Hugs upon hugs for you xx

[@xHopeOliviax]

Sending love and light to you, Christianne. Thank you for sharing this (and everything else!) with us in such a real and authentic way. Your videos back in the day inspired me to make my own solo backpacking adventures and I’ve continued to love following you - this hurts almost like seeing a friend going through a break up! You’re liquid sunshine and I’m sending all the positive healing vibes 🌞 x

[@rcj97]

I love how you share these parts of your life with us, too. It must feel extremely vulnerable, you're so brave for doing this. Sending hugs and good vibes. Also, been in a very similar situation, so know what youre going through 💖

[@waffl3h0use]

You are such an inspiration Christianne! Thank you SO MUCH for continuing to share your journey with us and giving us such a true and authentic view of your travels - I think we all feel like we are there with you every step of the way 💗💗

[@seandesmond5560]

Much love to you wonderful Christie!!! ❤️ Glad you have a good support network to help you through!!!

[@jackfitton336]

Imagine splitting up with your Mrs and the next day she’s uploaded a 16 minute KZbin video about it 🤦🏻🤣🤣🤣

[@goldenstar1793]

Long time subscriber here! So sorry things didn't work out. Sending lots of love and healing vibes!! Honestly, you have such an amazing, uplifting, vibrant energy and I did get the sense that he was bringing that down in you. Was happy that you were happy, but now you're free to find someone that celebrates and lifts you up

[@aliceb9682]

I’m so sorry to see you sad Christianne. Thank you for you sharing your story with us. You are an amazing woman and I promise you will be okay after a little bit of time. Break ups are the hardest thing in the world but you are not alone!! Stay strong we are all here supporting you 💗❤️

[@matuklon]

You're right, breakups are very often more difficult to process when neither party had done anything 'wrong'... I hope that you'll heal quickly and the rest of your trip goes well. Can't wait when you get to Bangkok.

[@heavenamor2450]

Use this time to self reflect, productive work and enjoy Thailand !!! I have been following your videos last couple months cuz I’m home sick and had gone thru explosive break up too. Sending you love , light and positive vibes 💕✨⭐️

[@Anonymous-tb3ps]

You’re so brave to speak about it publicly on social media 💞 I hope you’ll be okay soon, I wish you the best Christiane.

[@kristinrae1]

This was such a cool video! I’m so sorry about your breakup and what you’re going through. You are such a good story teller and I was literally laughing along with you when your story got to the music video! You’re an amazing person! Good luck to you and thanks for sharing your story. Hugs from Colorado 💗

[@selinaleitnerrealtor]

I'm so happy to see you continuing your journey and doing what makes you happy💕 I would love to see that music video you're in too!

[@kateulous]

Thank you so much for being so open. Breakups are so hard, but they lead to new beginnings. Sending you so much love!

[@MsTrain69]

This is so relatable. We’ve all been through it and understand, but thank you for sharing something so close to your heart with us. It means a lot ♥️

[@emilyrodriguez1160]

Loved the all by myself instrumental! I know how you are feeling, be okay with not being okay for a while.

[@nufrontier]

I was just recommended this video, and wow, I loved seeing your vulnerability and just accepting the humanistic side of life. Sure, not everything will be bright and sunny days, but never is a day without some sort of rain to help grow the soil, which will then usher in new life! Keep doing wonderful things, continue to travel within, and life will continue to harvest more opportunities for you!

[@rgmm8888]

Aww it was sad to see you cry. Thank you for letting us in. I'm sending you lots of love!! Looking forward to seeing more of your sensational videos!! You're a rockstar!! 🤗💕

[@kyramioso]

I’m proud of you for sharing! There’s strength in vulnerability 💕 I just went through a breakup recently and shared the experience too and yes it is very relatable and I applaud you for doing the same!! Really enjoy your videos and enjoy Aus and time with your sister and fam 💞

[@marengltk]

Thank you for sharing this! ❤️ I’ve been in a similar situation before, and at first I found it hard to be far away from family and friends, but like you said travelling and meeting new people really makes it easier!

[@ruannabanana6067]

Thanks for sharing! I love knowing what's actually going on while people are travelling videos can reflect a very different story to how things actually are and I am just really interested in your real perspective. Safe travels!

[@poleeanna]

Sending lots of love and good vibes Christianne. You do you and in your time and pace. Thank you for the Thai vlogs, you've definitely made it a more attractive to visit. Hope you have a good day 💛

[@familywishlist3320]

I have just seen your VDOs recently and I felt good with your VDOs particularly in Samui island. I am so sad to hear about what you have been facing now. However, you will get better and move on to the next chapter of life. Looking forward to seeing many VDOs on KZbin. Cheers,

[@carascloset3870]

I just want to give you a huge hug❤️ you have no idea how much of an inspiration you are to little emotional introverts like myself! Wishing you love and healing on your new found solo leg of your trip!

[@pagesoftheworld1346]

Oh, I was just catching up on your other Thailand videos earlier today. I have so much admiration for you, and am sorry things didn’t work out for you both. It was good to see you starting to feel brighter by the end of this video. You really pulled on my heart strings with the instrumental of ‘all by myself’ coupled with footage of you in your poncho going to and from your first solo meal 😭 Sending lots of positivity. I hope you meet some fantastic new friends during the rest of your trip!

[@Whattheshell204]

Sending you lots of love and good vibes!! Keen to see the next leg of your trip here in Sydney. Can't wait to see your take on the city I live in and who knows, I'll have to keep an eye out in case I see you round!

[@maysilde1381]

You are so strong. I was a mess when I was going through a breakup and it look me A VERY LONG TIME to recover. Sending you so much love and looking forward to hopefully seeing you in my coffee shop in Bangkok! Have an amazing time in Khaosok! ♥️♥️♥️♥️

[@texmexx9420]

You got balls!! I’m watching this in the late night hours. I just stumbled upon your channel this week. Due to the interest of traveling but this video is brave. It shows human emotions, which people are scared to show now and days. From this video alone you show there is always a better tomorrow!! Thanks for the great videos.

[@mutiaraca28]

I found your channel and I'm so happy! I was actually trying to find a preview of backpacking in Phuket, and I didn't expect to stumble upon this video. Since I'm still coping with my own breakup from a while back (LDR, different situation, but breakups are still never easy), I really appreciate your video and sharing your story. Cheers!

[@jessicabarclay8237]

So sorry to hear this ❤️ I know exactly how this feels unfortunately 😢 You are so brave and strong! Sending lots of love xx

[@keepgoing926]

At least you'll have an amazing memory of the cafe looking back at it! Hope you're well Christianne!

[@nameussparticus]

Love the wholesome honest vibes in this video! Hope you start to feel better soon 🤗

[@4OceaNe]

Sending you much love, I find it harder to break up while on holiday for some reason. You’re holding up great, I hope you’ll feel better soon x

[@toriseli]

Thinking of you! I went through a really horrible breakup a couple of years ago and travelling was my saving grace! You be you! You are amazing and you‘ll get through it

[@Hermione-bg6id]

thank you so much for sharing this, i’ve just said goodbye today and am going seperate ways to my person, it’s so hard navigating relationships and travel but seeing you share this, it helps so much and is so relatable for so many of us.

[@jackrichmond9210]

Sending hugs. You are in an amazing country living your best life! Im sure moving on won’t come easy but your living a life most people would be jealous of. I enjoy watching your videos and I look forward to seeing where your new solo adventures lead you!

[@amycampbell9308]

Sending you all my love and thoughts ♥️ Travel break ups hit incredibly hard from my experience so I’m sorry you’re going through this. I hope you know how much you inspire people with your channel, I’ve watched you for a years and I know you inspired me to pick up and head off by myself on my trip (been based on Australia the last few years). Saying that I’ve seen you’re here now as well! If you are ever in Melbourne and need a friend then drop me a message. ♥️ Lots of love! X

[@liverpoolrichie5305]

Thank you for sharing everything! Wishing you all the best.....always try and stay positive as you are a beautiful person inside and outside! Cheers!

[@mjlives7338]

Sending you lots of love gal and thank you for being vulnerable to us. I think so many people experience this and feel ashamed, but you are so inspirational and you have such a mature way of expressing yourself during such a fresh emotional time. So kudos to you, you're a beautiful soul !

[@killergriffel]

I am sending so much love! I've been going through a break up too and it's the hardest thing the world, so much harder than is sometimes given credit for. Take your time!

[@joedoggy7943]

Your attitude is very inspirational….being on the travel trail some times magnifies feelings ..emotions….much love from Maui,Hawaii!

[@aimarizwan9785]

Sending happy vibes!! I’m so sorry you have gone through this :) you got this

[@amandamurdoch3587]

Christian lovely to see you out and about again and sorry that you are needing to deal with the aftermath of a break up, even though it was amicable. Yes, life puts us where we need to be!

[@Fallen538Angel]

Thank you for sharing! I can very much relate as I broke up with my boyfriend a week ago and have spent the week breaking down into tears when anyone asked me how I was! It's so hard but hopefully with time it hurts less and also you are in a fab place to explore and distract yourself!

[@firefly1711]

I wanna give you a big hug. I've also been in Koh Tao a few days ago. You helped me a lot with sharing your Story. Something similar happend to me. I started traveling for one year 3 weeks ago. It was planned since one year. 3 month ago I felt in love with a great man (he too). He was really supportive and wanted to visit me and travel a while together....but an few days before I started my 1-year-journey he broke up because he don't wanna miss me and don't wanna be alone. So I started sad with a broke. Heart and can't enjoy my journey yet. Because the journey is the reason why I've lost the man. Thanks for saying: "everthing happens for a reason". You're so right and brave. A very good rolemodel. I wish you lot's of fun and love!

[@toriid7277]

Sorry things didn’t end the way you were hoping Christianne, hope you’re having a lovely time in Sydney now, luckily you have so much else to be positive about. Some times things don’t work out in order to make way for the better things to come. P.s. Your new hair colour (saw on Insta) looks amazing 🤩

[@stangoodvibes]

it is literally raining every day here (Sydney) all the time

[@WhenAdventureKnox]

Oh wow, I was holding back tears at the beginning as I really felt for you Christianne, but I can not believe how much I laughed once we got into the video. That coffee shop situation was hilarious! So sorry to hear things didn't work out for you guys and that you're away from family and friends as I imagine that must make things much harder. Since you asked - I had no idea you guys had split when you did the day trip a couple of videos back. Looking forward to seeing the National Park - hopefully in your next video? 🤞

[@danimendlor8575]

First day of the spring 💟💟💟 Much much love!

[@OurThaiLife]

You are such a lovely person, so I hope you find someone with the same zest and enthusiasm for life as yourself. You deserve that amazing spark. Can't wait to continue watching your travels through Thailand!

[@madalenacaldas7666]

You beautiful woman ! No one should ever underestimate the pain of heartbreak ! Anyone would be lucky to have you and this will pass and you will feel like smiling again !

[@karlie4974]

Hey Christianne :) as you said in the video “it’s ok not to be ok”. You’re processing it and I’m sure this will be a new experience with a new reality and fantastic people around you. Sending you a giant hug :)

[@theshopaholic1997]

I'm in the same boat you're in, I was dating someone from Australia and we couldn't meet due to Covid and we broke up just before the borders opened. I'd been saving for over two years to meet him and I was just utterly broken. We're all here for you and thank you for being so honest and open, it's made me feel better within myself

[@JJ-vp3bd]

So you didn't see another man in those 2 years. How did you manage

[@theshopaholic1997]

@@JJ-vp3bd I just stayed in my room and played video games lol

[@itsniquenique45]

Good. Use your money on you

[@Owens777]

Even though he wasn't in many vids he def was felt. There were moments that made the vids I've come to enjoy seem... Off. On the bright side, the relationship you've built with your community should pay off in abundance. You've helped so many with their loss during the pandemic that we'd be happy to show you our support. Looking forward to seeing what's next on your channel!

[@holdinourown]

The coffee shop story made me howl. You are lovely!! Way to make a positive spin on a rough situation. You've got this girl!! You're inspiring for so many women, myself included.

[@chelseascott5180]

Big Love ❤ You're going about this is all the right ways. Graceful, purposeful, it's beautiful. Go on an adventure, fall in love with what the rest of the world and its people have to offer and you'll find your centre again. Routing for you x

[@eh7381]

Sending you love and good vibes ♥️ Thank you for always being so transparent with us. We love you!

[@LacetteColourFunny]

I'm so sorry for you, me and my boyfriend just broke up too. I'm really grateful you had the courage to openly talk about it, in a weird way it's helping me and I hope that the love that I see in the comment is helping you. Sending you love

[@liame4454]

I just found you and your videos a couple of days ago. You really catched me with your solo trip in thailand because we went there 3 month ago and i'm so in love with this place and the locals. Really sorry to see you had such a difficult time but the way you handle it is really great. stay positive and enjoy your trip and if you have to cry just let it go! :)

[@Amy-vp7fk]

the video feels like a videocall with your friend who's away travelling and its so wonderful how youre talking about it and sharing and then going to what happened then with that cafe its so cute how they cheered u up :) u got this and enjoy your adventures

[@jmmatison]

Sending you so much love. Thank you for sharing the hard things with us too 💛

[@garryturner440]

So sorry, his loss, keep your chin up and try and enjoy the rest of your trip !!!

[@photographychica]

I'm setting out on solo travels next month to seek healing post-breakup. I actually came on this channel for backpacking tips for the trip and then saw this video. I think sometimes we see the beautiful imagery from people's travels and think that their life must be great all round. But so often there is so much more going on under the surface that we don't get to see. Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing...

[@miraeso8416]

Hugs, Christianne. Sending you lots of love❤ This too shall pass; trite but true. You have the right attitude to carry you through this.

[@gracebishop5151]

I’m so sorry this happened to you! This exact situation happened to me a few years back when I was travelling in south east asia, so I know the feelings! But travelling solo was a great way to feel better and get Over a break up 😊 hope you feel better soon

[@jenaya_laila2442]

That's the cutest and funniest story! Could make a movie out of it..So relatable! 💖

[@ayseteshdemir3567]

You'll be better than fine! Onwards and upwards, your future is beyond EXCITING! Sending you lots of love. x

[@sammiebanana]

Big hugs Christianne, you're so brave for sharing this news.

[@jodytoupin1225]

Thanks for sharing your news. Christianne. As you said, solo travel is the best as you can do what you want and meet new people! Things do happen for a reason.Hugs and chin up girl! Enjoy the rest of your trip in Thailand!

[@fujairah12]

Thanks for sharing Christine. It looks like you are pulling though. Hope you had a great time in Koh Sok.

[@jenniferlyons4150]

I just stumbled upon this video. Break ups stink, thanks for sharing your story, and I wish you the best. Safe travels!

[@hannahcurrell6203]

Bless you I’m so sorry things didn’t work out with Jeremy. What can you do though. I greatly admire your attitude to the situation very inspiring. Looking forward to sharing in the rest of your adventures inThailand. Have fun.

[@jessrandomworld]

You are an amazing, strong woman! 💪💜👯‍♀️ Can’t wait to see more solo female travel vlogs! (Loved the Instrumental version of “All By Myself” 😅)

[@dustyroads204]

“Time heals everything”…….. you got this!! Hugs 🤗……..

[@alexwegner4221]

You are so inspirational to me, and I really appreciate your openness and honesty about this. I feel like a friend or sister is talking to me

[@tthoren]

Sending love ❤️ breakups are always hard, but I hope you find your footing and spark quickly and easily ❤️

[@muzic12freakzz]

This video is so relatable. I feel like I'm going to have to rewatch when I'm going through heartbreak myself

[@susanne8490]

I'm so sorry 💔 sending nothing but happiness and good vibes your way 🥰💜💜

[@dreamteamhomes]

Sending ❤️ and good vibes. Enjoy the freedom and the good memories, and know the best experiences are yet to come.

[@docneuro4500]

You’re very brave to be vulnerable and share about your breakup. Too few people have this courage and suffer silently and unable to move forward. Your honesty and vulnerability will undoubtedly be helpful to others who have been or will be in a similar situation. I also hope sharing was cathartic and led you a little further down the path of healing a broken heart.

[@liahatz]

Looking forward to a glass (or bottle) of Prosecco, massive bowl of pasta and a proper catch up when you get back xx love you millions and always got your back my friend

[@BackpackingBananas]

Thank you friend ❤️ make it 5 bottles of Prosecco

[@oransherf1089]

@@BackpackingBananas lov u hunny try not backpack alone oran p.s pop to israel;

[@elliev93]

Wow you are a strong person, the way you have just cracked on and kept going! We all know how horrible it feels and it takes time and lots of random crying outburts but you'll get there. Can't wait to see all the fun adventures you get up to! keep going you are smashing it :)

[@TimmyMagic]

Hey Christianne, been following you for 3 years or more and this is just another chapter in your life and story. Your a great woman, the whole world at your feet, the world is literally your oyster. Chin up & enjoy your trip & get yourself back for a nice Cuppa tea. X

[@cerys9697]

Thank you so much for sharing this, it can't have been easy

[@robynandgraham]

Love your strength ❤ and everything does happen for a reason! We can't wait to see where your journey leads you next 🥰

[@MillaExplores]

Oh I'm so sorry things didn't work out between you two ❣️ But thank you for being honest and speaking about it, I think it is very relatable and nice of you to show the reality. Sending good vibes your way 🤗

[@rickybobby1055]

You are such a real human being and to be able to show your emotions is just amazingly brave of you. Keep your head up, you make people all over the world happy with your educational and fun vlogs. Thank you for being you. Life finds a way!

[@lsx834]

I know this is supposed to be a sad video but you re-enacting your breakdowns, the emotional B-roll, and especially the start of your acting career in the coffee shop; had me dying laughing and smiling most of the video😂 Keep your spirits up, be proud of what you've accomplished, and keep laughing and smiling!! In time you'll find the good in all situations as you've already started to. Also, you and your videos inspired me to plan and book my first solo trip about two months ago, just after my own breakup of 6 years... Similar to yours, we had no hard feelings and neither of us did anything wrong but we weren't happy. Because of you though, I'm leaving in less than a month to spend three weeks over in Europe and I've been so excited!!

[@annarohrig4919]

Ooooooh don‘t cry. I love how you share you story and also talk about something more deeper. Beacause everybody is mostly only expecting the beautiful things when they want to travel. Sometimes the journey is not what you expect it would be. This is important to know :)

[@jacquelineladygaga]

Going through a similar situation rn and your video really helped looking at the brighter side. I also planned a solo trip just to find myself again. So I am excited for that. (:

[@Yeetminn]

Sorry that things ended up the way they did, but what an awesome video. I recently broke up with my partner of 2 years and it has been tough, but you are so strong and positive in this situation and it is inspiring. Thanks for all of your amazing content and I am sending good vibes and wish you happy and safe travel! 😊

[@hannahbowman6058]

So hard seeing you so upset Christianne ❤️ thank you for always being so honest. Hope you are enjoying Australia!

[@MelissaLearns]

I was suspicious but was trying to be optimistic for you. Long time subscriber and I've seen you go through so many ups and downs. With having been a subscriber for so long it's like one of my best friends is going through this and it breaks my heart seeing you like this but glad that you and Jeremy brought it up, and decided what was best even if it is super difficult but as you said: You are both being very mature about it all. Sending you virtual hugs!!!

[@chirasirisambhand8274]

Sorry to hear about your split up, but life goes on and I wish for the very best in your travels and future endeavors! Good luck.

[@sarabouni]

I relate to this so deeply! I met a man in Boston at the beginning of my travels and we dated and traveled all over the world for 6 months together. It was devastating. The same thing that you said is I have no reason to hate him which makes it SO much harder. You are such a sweet soul. Keep your heart light.

[@chloesmith2011]

people come and go in life and all we can do is be grateful for the time spent with them and the things we learned from them. really hope you're doing okay, sending love and light xx

[@purpleskies4553]

Sending you lots of love❤ You are handling this really well. It is super sad but I think amazing things are waiting for you 🌌🌠Safe and happy travels

[@jazzthemess9636]

Thank you for being so honest and i hope you feel better soon💜 always love your videos☀️🌸