Good Tunes and Big Gay Moods | SKETCHBOOK SESSION

[@ABDIllustrates]

Hey all, thanks for stopping by! It’s always really cathartic to do more rambley voice-overs like this - hopefully it did at least make a little sense though, haha. Like I said in the video, I wanted to draw something sweet that embodies the big gay feelings that’ve come with finally feeling like myself - hope it’s a mood that some of y’all can relate to, if not now, then someday soon!

[@ejmwhite6789]

Great video! Also, If you haven't yet I'd suggest adding "Lover boy" by Queen to your list of songs! (Man, I've watched too many good omens animatics of that song lol)

[@dawndoesart]

You mean thank you for stopping...BI!! I an so sorry. This video brought out the bi jokes. And I saw it and I was like. By. No it's Bi! Yes...

[@dawsongoodridge69]

EJM White ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@dracodeanglicus3857]

EJM White Ayeeeeeeee, that’s a good one~

[@TheOther-Dude]

Love the art! These two remind me of Hulkling and Wiccan from Marvel (two of the few gay characters in Marvel).

[@atomykebonpyre]

"I could fight god if I wanted to." My constant *Big Gay Mood*

[@crackaroni2641]

The gay agenda

[@galleryg998]

kevin watch the light dude WAIT we’re meant to do a Lord Asriel??

[@crackaroni2641]

@@galleryg998 yes but ONLY to fight god

[@galleryg998]

kevin watch the light dude honestly, I’m just happy you get the reference :) good thing we’re not gonna kill any of our estranged kid’s best friends! Always GOOD TO KNOW!

[@crackaroni2641]

@@galleryg998 that's a fun little jest haha... unless...

[@marmo20]

All right, you all heard Alex: we're being gay unapologetically this year.

[@dracodeanglicus3857]

_Wheeeeeeeeeeee~_

[@izzybzzydorkp568]

Yessshhhh gayness

[@evc8145]

Panness

[@meeplol802]

Will try! No negativity on my sexuality!

[@meeplol802]

@@evc8145 Panness uvu

[@halo3ratofficial704]

Be warned: If you do fight God, he only drops soup

[@EagleOfGaia]

What do you mean there is ONLY S O U P ?

[@halo3ratofficial704]

He only drops soup

[@6ixpixl438]

@@EagleOfGaia It means there's O N L Y S O U P

[@urmom-lr9td]

Trans PixL try the next aisle, man.

[@beepboop2816]

Oof hate when that happens

[@Catanim]

“What’s manlier than two men?” -OSP

[@torquedawg1004]

A fellow person of culture, i see

[@nines3048]

three men stood on top of each other, in a trench coat.

[@emirikyuu7308]

3 MEN

[@Miranda-ou5wi]

Please tell me I'm not stupid in thinking that is indeed Overly Sarcastic Productions?

[@bluelexialexamcv1909]

An Overly sarcastic productions lover??

[@mochibunnyan6556]

Goal for 2020: Find Alex a Boyfriend

[@puppeteerist7475]

Let’s start a partition for this

[@sugartooth7669]

I'm signing up RN!

[@onlyonegec3991]

@@puppeteerist7475 I'm signing as we speak

[@zaharadessert444]

🏳️‍🌈I SHALL ASSIST AS WELL🏳️‍🌈

[@bluecherryblossoms4321]

Yes! I shall sign it as well

[@a_confused_cat4704]

You: *does country accent when imitating homophobe* Me, from northern U.S.: Yeah sounds about right

[@SnoweyPunk]

As a tranz from alabama i can attest

[@jordyn1158]

As a pan from Arkansas i can also attest

[@arandomqueerfanpeep7655]

As a bi in the midwest I can confirm

[@pidge8132]

Lesbian and Texan can also confirm

[@cloudeddaze9502]

Closet nb pan in Oklahoma. Bible Belt Oklahoma. Yyyyyuuup

[@zombziee]

“Magic Frat Bros” Who knew that those 3 words would change everything Lol I luv this so much

[@gizmonotgiz]

Mia I was hoping someone would make a comment in that.

[@PinkBerryMoose]

I grew up a closeted pansexual in a southern Baptist family. I didn't come to terms with it till young adulthood. This piece has me crying happy tears seeing people loving unapologetically

[@raineecho4005]

Heeeeeyyy, I am a currently growing up, closeted gay guy being raised by two super Christian parents. One is Baptist and the other is Protestant. And my mom is the Baptist and she was southern until she moved up to where we live and I visit her side of the family at least once a year, so plenty of people who are very Christian and will basically say no gay with their attitudes. I feel you. Hope you're happy with the life you're living right now.

[@confusionsystem2834]

I’d just like to tell you that since I found you, I’ve been finding it a lot easier to be myself. I’ve been constantly questioning my sexuality and gender because I’m just a big bundle of confusion that doesn’t fit in anywhere. But since I started watching you I realised that I didn’t need to fit in I just needed to be me. I’m still questioning some things but thanks to you I’m far less frightened of who I am. So thank you

[@ABDIllustrates]

That's so awesome to hear dude! Might be rocky roads ahead of you yet; but before you know it, the day's gonna come when you're gonna be real fond of who you are 🤘✨

[@Anthein3D]

Honestly same here I still question as well but since I started to watch him I've become more confiden t

[@scascarley]

wolven-dragon 16 I feel that way ALL the time!! You are speaking the truth!! Good for you!!

[@ginam1659]

Same. Each day I have a mental battle in my brain, the question ‘Am I bi?’ gets thrown around day and night. I remember last year not being able to watch the ‘hit or miss’ girl because I sorta felt attracted to her? I also remember when I was younger and saw an image of a lady wearing a sea themed outfit and like a wet ‘seaweed’ like leotard and I was like ‘do I like this..?’ I have never really had crushes before and with guys I have trouble even talking with them and having direct eye contact, while I do have a physical attraction to, but with girls I feel a lot comfortable being with but I don’t usually feel a strong ‘attraction’ to them off the bat. It’s really hard, I don’t know how to feel because I was raised catholic and I don’t know how my family would react. My mother especially, though she does watch rupuals drag race and doesn’t really have a hatred of gay people she just doesn’t support their lifestyle because of the bible and would probably be really judgemental (She always is) - I don’t know what would happen. I can’t seem to find the answer and I feel mildly uncomfortable around gay/lgbtq+ because it makes me question myself though I will continue to support my friends who have mostly found their identities.

[@ginam1659]

I hope you guys figure out your identity and walk, proud of your yourself!! Maybe I will too, in time.

[@bubblyartistic9460]

An actual thought I just had: "damn, i wanna exist"

[@syd_OwO]

BubblyArtistic I'm so glad I'm not the only one who's thought that

[@that1synsie47]

"I could fight god if I wanted to tbh" God damn mood

[@רועיבירן-נ3י]

Did you just... was it intended?! Or am I overthinking?

[@that1synsie47]

@@רועיבירן-נ3י the world may never know

[@kays2point0]

“This is the year of being gay and feeling okay” Suddenly Im inspired to draw something myself 💖💛💙

[@im_tired1439]

❤️🧡💛💚💙💜(I couldn’t make the lesbian flag so this is the best I could do).

[@Maxwellchaos7439]

💖💛💙

[@mr.cellophane1435]

💖💛💙

[@mofthemoth5755]

❤️💛💙

[@beepboop2816]

💖💛💙 🤍💛💜🖤

[@kaicube5967]

Hey someone put it into words!! I'm also a gay trans man with the same insecurities. I'm nowhere near close to getting top surgery but I hope to get it someday ^^

[@graciegtran]

I hope that for you too! Good luck on the journey! -A bi ally

[@universal__2331]

good luck! And I hope you can get top surgery!

[@impishtwink8144]

im in the same boat, man, im still having a hard time getting ppl to use my preferred name and pronouns. :(

[@Network-yp8de]

i hope you have a safe surgery when you get one!!! get a good surgeon!!!! ~A Pan ally!

[@JG-on2wx]

Same here! Until now I thought I was bi for a long time, but I realized that my preferences/interests mainly focus on men. I never had a relationship before, not even a kiss, but my heart got broken veeery often :`) being trans makes it probably even more difficult for me, idk. I hope I'll find someone this year. I really hope.

[@sierragarcia3163]

"Dont know why I went american" You didnt just go American You went SOUTHERN Edit: thanks for the comments, y'all are funny 😂

[@netro_4130]

This is 710% true. Like Jesus he sounded like a good ol Tenneseean with that accent 😂 Source: I live in Tennessee

[@deffdefying4803]

@@netro_4130 BOY HOWDY

[@dawndoesart]

Very southern

[@dawndoesart]

@@netro_4130 I live in South Carolina and literally if her go in the right way. There are fields. And then a random church. No one down he respects LGBT. It's really hard for me and my friends

[@sierragarcia3163]

@@netro_4130 source: I live in Tennessee too 😂😂

[@PotionGaming]

My day? Shitty Alex comes through with that sweet sweet boost of serotonin each time. Love hearing from him 😊

[@ABDIllustrates]

╰( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡° )つ──☆*:・ﾟ💖✨💖✨

[@PotionGaming]

ABD Illustrates Honestly living vicariously through you. You living your best life makes me feel like a proud parent (even though we’re probably the same age lol)

[@meeplol802]

Exactly!

[@echodoodle]

Same! I never understood how people could be so excited to see a new KZbin video, but I am so glad I found this chanel, because listening to him is both so calming and so uplifting :)

[@blueiron270]

@@ABDIllustrates OH how tot you get that it's so C O O L!

[@onlyonegec3991]

"I don't know why I went American there... can't imagine." i'm a flipping lesbian from new york and even i feel called out

[@xxdepressionxx5772]

Same...Sigh Also - Why is your username Horse mask when it's a bird mask??

[@CosmosSolarSystem]

Bi-Demisexual Here in Texas and feeling slightly offended. Also disappointed in how it’s kind true.... T^T

[@onlyonegec3991]

@@xxdepressionxx5772 *c h a o s*

[@chesspiece4257]

I live in Kentucky in a small conservative Christian town... really sucks

[@theshywolfie6655]

ahaha I'm in CA and raised in the church, so that's fun

[@amberorion1549]

As a trans girl who's in her early stages of transitioning, your journey has been really inspiring. Go live your best gay life, my dude.

[@Flareontoast]

I hope this year went okay for you! love from a random nobinary person

[@BeauxBeetles]

HOLY SHIT I'M 3 YEARS LATE-- hello hello lovely person, hope you're doing well, stay safe wherever you may be, queen!

[@kjwolf2352]

“It’ll pan out okay in the end” That wasn’t supposed to be a pun but */PAN/*

[@MoonShine973]

Alex before top surgery: this isn't even my final form! Alex after top surgery: I am ready to fight god

[@BeauxBeetles]

Trans men are not a monolith however i can tell you that as a trans man whos friends with alot of other trans men: This is a very common mentality

[@isaacterry1243]

Oop, looking forward to more Big Gay Moods™ this decade

[@the_suspence466]

Oh my goodness, I just have to say that you're a delight to watch. Your voice is so calming and your artwork is amazing. That and your personality just makes you seem like a great person to be around. I'm so glad for you that you're more comfortable in your own skin and all that jazz.

[@qr_ow]

im absolutely in love with this, but I have a single request: the gay anthems/songs that you mentioned as a list or playlist or just a list of artists, im not picky

[@Mars-vi2nf]

PLEASE I NEED THIS

[@dewey1725]

The #1 unofficial Gay national anthem: Born This Way (Lady Gaga)

[@brenpop3454]

no one has ever explained the feeling of just *feeling gay* so perfectly

[@naturegodess93]

You mixed hot and cute together and I love it 😍😘❤️😍

[@ABDIllustrates]

that's the goal tbh 🤘

[@Artemis19925]

I love this so much!

[@jjais964]

O-O Uuuuhh wow

[@luciel3749]

Alex: *imitates a homophobic person* *uses a southern accent* Me (a closeted pansexual in South Carolina): Sounds about right

[@stealthy_velociraptor]

Me, a closeted ace nonbinary in Texas: Yep, very accurate

[@denki6620]

3:47 is when the southern accent comes into play, i love it especially because my highschool did a southern play which basically turned everyone into kind southerners

[@TheLastJack]

Highlighted Chaos i feel that. I’ve been in drama club in both a southern and eastern show. So both times, pretty much the entire cast went either Texan and New Yorkers. Mind you we’re Washingtonians.

[@denki6620]

@@TheLastJack XD

[@superhpfan00]

My ex’s university did an opera set in Louisiana last year and it just sounded like everyone lived in small town Oklahoma. Like the parts that are mostly cow fields/crops and the high school has a rodeo team. It was pretty funny imo, they had to provide what the actors were singing on a screen just so out-of -state people could comprehend it :p

[@denki6620]

@@superhpfan00 LMAO do you remember what they performed? Ours was Dirty work at the crossroads!!!!

[@chou761]

I was in a real shitty mood today, my homophobic parents were really giving me crap about being bisexual, and I saw ur video and immediately felt better, thanks for doing what you do, and here's to a great year in 2020

[@blueiron270]

Yeah... about that great 2020...

[@sophie_manophie820]

“Maybe these guys are just frat bro’s” Mood

[@ollytown9228]

Alex: "..gonna be on my redbubble page" Me: *immediately yeets myself over to buy one*

[@unlikely.charlieyt4132]

"I could fight god if I wanted to!" That said so preciously,,, got to me

[@blueiron270]

OMG right tho?!

[@nicochapman1236]

“Being gay and feeling okay” I need that on a teeshirt Make it happen

[@castlejames4736]

I feel you on the trans-male minorly over-Shadowing being a gay man. I’m still pre-T and pre-surgery and while I have an amazing partner who loves me as the man I am and going to be, it still messes with me as I’m still more trans than man (excuse the phrasing xD )

[@iza2709]

for some reason i always go back to this video when im sad. Idk if it's just cuz of your positive vibes, or the relaxed "no pressure" vibes that you've got going on. Or the safe environment you create for lgbtqa+ people. Or maybe it's the fun picture you draw. but this video makes me feel safe, relaxed and happy for 12 minutes and 12 seconds

[@ienzio7795]

Thank goodness, I was just about to start a painting for my Call of Cthulhu campaign and was looking for something to watch

[@oleanderserum]

2020 is a year of being gay and feeling O.K - Alex One of my fav quotes so far.

[@what.is.happening.]

"I could honestly fight God if I wanted to!" A BIG gay mood

[@starscreate_6475]

So i didn't know ABD was trans like ever, i always thought he was this amazing gay artist that I looked up to, and now i hold more respect for him cause I'm genderfluid so a type of trans and I'm an artist trying to be nice to everyone I can and proud of my sexuality as well as gender identity. In case you read this comment AB, just know I'm sending you a lot of love, and I've just admire you for years at this point, thank you for being such a great person all this time!

[@leiacortinas]

The country accents messed me up I thought there was a guest speaker for a minute there.

[@pokemonparty101]

“This is the year of being gay and feeling okay” 👏👏 I’ve also recently come to terms/accepted my identity fully as of recently!! I can’t wait for many more gay arts in the future aaaah

[@feet4557]

I mean... these are some bops my dude.

[@solace761]

Alright, I was crying for most of this video. It makes me so, so happy to see you feeling confident and comfortable and content with yourself because you’re just such a lovely person and it’s exactly what you deserve. I’m so glad that you’ve found yourself and you’re feeling like a person. My friend (and also DM!) told me they were thinking about getting top surgery when we were talking abut your video announcing it - I didn’t know they were subscribed too and I think it gave them a good middle ground to come out to me as non-binary. Your videos always make my day (or usually night - I like to have your soothing voice be the last thing before bed) and I really appreciate all you’re putting out here. All my love 💖💜💙

[@Potato-wr2de]

My homophobic mom was sitting near me while I was watching this.. I'm praying to God she didn't see anything

[@meeplol802]

saaaammmeeee

[@meeplol802]

pray for chu

[@sherbertoes3o]

I also send my prayers to you 🙏

[@drizzlecorduroy]

Good luck!

[@theshywolfie6655]

cross your fingers!!

[@zylhanie808]

Why did this hit me so hard,,, like, the talk at the beginning about feeling like “not completely a person yet” and being scared to even think of relationships because you don’t know if they’ll see you right? Hit me too hard, man

[@-anartistnamedxaiemian-1678]

“I could fight god if I wanted to” Bold of you to assume that you not *G O D*

[@chicken_haver2111]

I’m so proud of you!!!! I know how hard it is being gay, I can’t even imagine how hard it must be to be trans. Just remember, you’ll always be a guy, no matter what people say! Good luck for the rest of your life!

[@edgyprince5761]

5:40 Recipe for Me is an AmAzInG sOng and it did make me cry (and maybe it still does...) ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

[@avajean7440]

I’m not an emotional person. Let’s get that out of the way. But when I watched this I cried. As someone who has been struggling with my sexuality, it is so empowering to listen to someone I admire talk so freely about how much they’ve grown. It gives me so much hope for my future and the future of everyone else who might be going through something similar. Thank you.

[@puffin5133]

That title is me literally everyday

[@zackmarkham4240]

2020 is the year I come out to my fam. I accepted that I'm bi around this time last year. Got my first boyfriend February 5th of last year, we're still together. I promised him I'd come out by America's pride month, June, and didn't. I was too nervous. Not because I think they wouldn't accept me any more, but because of the questions that shouldn't be asked. That don't need to be asked. But, I'm sure I'll come out this year. I can feel it. You drawing this and starting your operations and just sharing all of this with us. With people you don't know. Makes me confident I can share my truth with my family. Love ya, Alex! Keep up the great work and keep being you!

[@RF-mc8cx]

Good luck!

[@statichours]

Only a minute in and already tearing up, much love!!!

[@Last.straaw]

2019 goals: be super positive and have an amazing personality )✔ 2020 goals:Have as much fun as we did last year and GET this dude a soul mate!!!!!! HECK YEAHHHH!!!😂😂😂

[@manacrossing9738]

I'm tearing up for real, this is beautiful you're AMAZING, and everything about your motivations to your happiness are reflected in this piece. It's such a wonderful piece of art, that tells a story of love being caught in such a wonderful, bright and tender way. I love this, I love you as a person and an artist. I'm so glad your 2020 is already so wonderful 💕

[@mildarkaa]

God I haven't gotten this emotional in a while :'), thanks for talking about this stuff, a lot of the time i have to hide the fact that i am a very gay woman from my family and it's been really hard to accept that part of myself lately. People talking about it so openly online really helps me to feel less scared(?) about the future and that things are going to get better as life goes on. ❤️

[@barscribbles]

Thank you for being so open about this! I completely get what you've said about transitioning and trying to feel comfortable with yourself, sometimes the surgery does help people and I am so very glad that you're able to feel like yourself now. Hope you live your best gay life buddy and happy new year!

[@tog-gers]

God this hits hard. Coming from a family who is mostly conservative and very anti-gay this is extremely soothing for me. Thank you bunches for this video

[@astralframes5351]

Yeah! Starting out 2020 with some awesome fluffy gay!

[@imagem9361]

As a les I feel ya... my big gay mood hit hard! I admire how open you are about your sexuality and how you are now living your best life! Keep on keepin’ on and don’t let anybody tell you otherwise!🏳️‍🌈❤️

[@alv2062]

I love everything about this. The drawing, the awesome dude behind the mic, the vibe, and the gayness. Just everything is blessing my eyes and ears. Thank you.

[@mysticaljuxtaposition]

“Magical Fratt bros” is my new favourite term.

[@mikuchis]

"going into 2020 I'm just in a Big Gay Mood" honestly same

[@eugenemillarfarley5504]

This is giving me big “They Both Die At The End” vibes, idk if you’ve read it. This looks exactly how I imagined the night club scene in the book to be. I’m feeling things, thank you.

[@suspicious_snake756]

Yas! We Stan good art and soft music!🌈🌈🌈❤️❤️🥰

[@_plastic_cactus]

I honestly love how chill these videos are, a lot of artists i look up to have kind of serious videos and conversations but on this channel i feel really comfortable with you and your other fans! Tbh this whole community seems like people i would have a tea party and go ice skating with like good ol' pals and i love it!

[@mercuryinretrograde]

Wait he’s trans? And he’s gay? And he’s badass? And he has a badass Dnd Character? And he has a badass story called Heartless that I would totally read/watch? And he’s LGBTQ+ supportive? And his drawing style is absolutely beautiful? I just gave y’all so many reasons why you should love this human.

[@blueiron270]

Too late loved him before u gave reasons.

[@eli_bwr6657]

Everything you say seems so reasonable and logical yet still stays sensitive to how people feel. It really helps people of all orientations and identities to understand each other. Thank you

[@daydreamer0798]

'I hope the year treats you kindly' Oh honey...

[@Nympthethereal]

My immediate thought😂😂

[@acehealer4212]

Your artwork is absolutely beautiful - here’s to another big gay year for all of us! And thanks for the song recommendations, I’ve started listening to more gay music since last year too. “Handsome Man” oh, my heart!

[@lordgray4397]

you were speaking to me. when you talked about how you needed to be just a guy before you could be anythng else- man i wish i could some day feel like you feel rn. proud of ya dude

[@Nothing2seeh3r]

I wish I could draw half as effortlessly as you do. Effortless is probably the wrong word, but holy cow. Every line you draw is so wonderful. Also, my eyes were watering the whole time, either from listening to your warm energy or from the art itself. Ah. My gay heart.

[@marmo20]

Recipe for me is ABSOLUTELY GOREGOUS and when everyone pulled out their pride flags i legit started crying. It was amazing

[@timothyconn6117]

You are such an incredible artist and soul!!! Live your life and love who you want to love. You truly deserve it Honesty, you are the biggest role model in both fantasy, nerdy, artist and proud gay man. Hope to be even a tenth of the man you are.

[@autophilic_noctiphany]

Me: *feels like no one understands what I mean when I say when I don't feel like a man* ABD: *exists*

[@ch3ls3ab0t6]

Too many tears to see the art, dammit. I'm so happy that you're feeling so comfortable and confident. You deserve it. Everyone does. I hope that everyone can find the kind of peace that you're just now able to embrace. You are seen, you are respected, you are loved.

[@clam18]

Fanart- WE NEED FANART OF THESE TWO MAGICAL BOYFRIENDS PLEASEE

[@artistica-artyc.9210]

Y'know, I'm not usually one to see a title like "big gay mood" and smile, but I couldn't help but smile and laugh at both how you spoke of your feelings and your accents. This really helped me get perspective, and I also thank you for not making it a huge thing, but rather just the two guys enjoying themselves. I really hope you enjoy your day/night.

[@creaturetapped]

here's to 2020: the year of being confidently, unapologetically yourself!

[@bodyaudyaudy8633]

I'm getting top surgery on the 28th of this month! Seeing your journey really has given me a lot of hope. I want to be able to see myself and say that I'm proud of being trans, and by extension, myself. I'm also an artist and seeing you being so open about being LGBT really has helped me feel more comfortable with myself. I couldn't thank you enough.

[@Scarfirewolf]

I've been stressing since I just started school again and my assignments just started, but when I saw this and watched it, it was so calming and just a great way to relax for a bit. Your amazing!! Love your work

[@havilandgraham4932]

I FELT that when you said how nice it was to just ‘exist’. It’s a beautiful thing to be comfortable and happy in your skin, living your best life. That alone really helped me treat myself better. It’s a feeling I wish we could all share. Thanks! ❤️

[@leticialipsky3130]

I love everything about this video: the music, the theme, the narration and the final piece! It was extremelly entertaining and, Alex, I just wanted you to know you're one of my biggest inspirations in art. Hope you have a great year!

[@zachoriahlove5808]

This makes me happy as a trans pan person, I can't lie. I really think it helps to see people embracing themselves as who they are farther in their journey. Proud of you. People like you make me feel like things are gonna be okay.

[@katskyline6008]

Aw yes! We’re trying to turn the straights gay, toootally ONE OF US! ONE OF US! ONE OF US!

[@ollytown9228]

Honestly, your videos are so easy to relate to and I think that's why I enjoy watching and listening to you. It's nice to watch an aesthetically pleasing artist while listening to such a nice voice. And your videos always make me feel better. I'm nowhere near top surgery and I haven't even started T yet- but I will soon and I think you've helped me gain confidence to do so. So thank you :)

[@SalimDoodles]

I absolutely love how the finished artwork turned out!!! 💞

[@TheXIIIthVoid]

Hearing you talk about listening to something while you do your art is such a mood because I had this on while doing a drawing myself

[@gigifabulous]

We should honestly make the pride witches into full characters.

[@jeorge90]

His voice is so nice to listen to, I'm not the only one that thinks that right? Some times I'll play his videos on repeat when I'm drawing just to have something nice in the background as I work

[@chrissyminamartarch9647]

I love this! And super glad for your surgery dude. One of my friend is a trans dude and when I told him about you, he was super happy for you. So thank you for helping my friend.

[@w3ss3l88]

Gotta be honest, your videos always put me in a drawing mood, the vibes i get with your drawings are just so chill

[@isabellajorge3682]

eeeee! i love thisssss! keep up he good work!

[@valkyrieshadows7922]

Okay but listening to you be so happy with who you are made me so proud. I feel like everyone needs to reach a point where they're truly happy. I am honestly so happy for you and I hope you reach every goal you set for yourself.

[@kingnote6669]

Man this is such a mood. I’m a pan trans man, and am just about to start T. I won’t feel comfortable in a romantic relationship until someone recognizes me as a man. Congrats on top surgery, I’m glad it worked out well!

[@lucashobbs6172]

i don't know why but for some reason while watching this i just started to tear up, i think the peaceful and content vibes from this piece are the cause

[@pendingauthor2536]

*I don’t choose the gay life, the gay life chose me.*

[@q-tarcana7610]

I'm not a speed-painting kinda of guy, but I guess hearing this guy speak really makes me feel at peace. I'll definitely check the music recommended. Happy new year everyone, let's have our crazy 20's.

[@JN-gs5lw]

this gave me hope :) thanks

[@skylargrace229]

It makes me so happy to see Alex so happy. I'm still trying to work out who I am and find the things I'm good at and hearing him talk about his happiness has really helped me.

[@SpiritStorm-nc3xe]

That one dislike is from god because he's scared of being challenged by the gays

[@hiddenfade9252]

Okay so I found this vid at the start of the year and fell in love with it, now I am watching again at the end of it all, thank you for making a vid that has gotten me through the year.

[@mouthspeak9213]

Same here!