Goodbye (Sep 2018)

[@amaiaford9139]

I’ve been watching you for about 10 years now. You’ve grown so much into a beautiful and smart woman. I’m working on that too. Thanks for sharing with us for so long. I’ll miss you

[@TheDTriix]

I've been watching you for years now. I have stopped at some point (time related). But I always come back and check on you, and not in a "Oh my God is she ok?" kind of way. I actually come back because I know you are honest with your battles, with trich and anxiety and other stuff. When I first moved in my new appartment I was so depressed and in the worst place I could be. That was when you got your own apartment and made a room tour. I remember thinking... This isn't so bad... I could just do what she did, try to make it my own with some drawings, some cute plants here and there. Watching your videos I realised you have bad times, but you do have some good times too, you always come back and show us that you can make it even if you have to suffer a bit. Anyway.. I don't know if this makes sense but I want to thank you for being yourself and showing us who you are and what you're struggling with. Have a great new year Bec, don't let the bastards take you down . ❤️ - some random romanian boy with basic English.

[@Hermessyhead]

BlackBattsy this is so heartwarming and wholesome.

[@doodledignitary]

This channel helped me climb out of a bad depression. It was not the only thing. It made me feel less alone. Thanks.

[@ashrpark5790]

I'm sorry to see you go. But completely understand why. Your strength is in your endurance.

[@charliej8094]

I've followed you for years, and I have such admiration for you, in your courage to have made these videos as well as your courage to stop. Your honesty has always cut through the head in the clouds nonsense about getting better and that people say to try and help. Your honesty has helped me immensely, so thank you. Keep speaking your truths, be that to yourself in your head, or any external format like art. best wishes, do take care x

[@annapivovarets7904]

Noo, don't give up! Where a wish is, there is a will! Life is always hard, but you can do it! Never listen to bullies! Do it for yourself! Sending you a ton of hugs and love. Leave the bad in 2018 and breathe in love in 2019! On that note, happy new year! ❤

[@WeShareTheSameAffliction]

I developed trichotillomania at age 14 and didn't stop pulling until age 27. I'm now 29 and have been pull free for two years with zero slip ups. Please keep trying. Don't give up. I thought the act of pulling was life long as well but I got to a point where I just couldn't pull anymore because of the repercussions of an adult pulling her hair. I work 8-5 so what I did was exercise in the morning before getting ready for work, that way I couldn't pull then, and when I got home I would either go for a walk, or run errands, or do something before I went home so that by the time I got home, I was too tired to pull and I'd just eat and go to sleep, then repeat the cycle the next day. Basically, I purposely tired myself out by scheduling things before and after work so that I literally couldn't pull. I did that for a month, and then the urge to pull subsided enough to where I didn't have to tire myself out. The funny thing is, I could literally go back to pulling at any time. While the urge has greatly decreased, it never completely left, but because I feel so amazing for having stopped pulling completely on my own, and because I don't want to ruin my progress, I am able I beat the craving to pull. Anyways, what I'm trying to say is, please don't give up. Keep trying. The urge may never leave us but the time will come where you stop. 😘

[@ligodlife9342]

yanarlee I thought I was the only one with trichotillmania and I guess not I have only met at least 2 people who genuinely have it and I have seen and made a very close bond I’m trying to be just like you not pulling my hair out

[@Rememberriseagainst]

mine started at 14 too. working with a dermatologist but literally half my hair is gone. because of myself LOL. also I pick my left eyebrow out. I've gotten so many nasty comments especially inside my family! I've actually enjoyed this channel! love the information on the fidget's 💗

[@shannonherrick6495]

Sorry to see you go Becky, but completely understand. Just know you have helped many people, myself included. I would never have vocalized my struggles and gotten help for trich if it weren't for your openness.

[@gypsygirl9860]

I feel your pain! Love yourself! Be Free and be Happy! We need a cure!!!

[@claire_tube]

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[@meiravbender1482]

Thank u! I will miss seeing ur videos! They have helped me through such hard times in my life!

[@XlighterthanairX]

Thank you for making this channel in the first place thank you for being Beckie0

[@Trekkifulshay]

I was shocked by the level of bullying you were experiencing online when I discovered it. Truly awful and I'm sorry you've had to go through it and I wish you well.

[@EmsIsFab]

I work in mental health and your channels have educated me a lot on lesser known disorders like trich and derm. Thank you so much for all of the information, you've helped me help many people :)

[@johnsmith-wx5fb]

Whatz derm please? I know it means skin but is it like trich but picking ones skin compulsively?

[@Christine_990]

@@johnsmith-wx5fb Yes, it's the act of picking skin compulsively, similar to trich. dermatillomania

[@johnsmith-wx5fb]

@@Christine_990 thanks

[@Christine_990]

@@johnsmith-wx5fb You're welcome! I learned the term through this channel a long time ago

[@johnsmith-wx5fb]

@@Christine_990 thats good yeah ive got it its definitely controlled the course of my existence to my detriment. I go regularly to a dermatologist and a psychologist specializing in people with skin conditions and he's never brought it up yet it defines me to a T. I'm going to have a word.

[@redpuddles647]

Thank you for everything Becky. I'm sad to see you go but I want you to know that I look up to you. You gave me strength.

[@zwoonkay]

Thank you for always sharing your stories with us. It is totally understandable why you need a break. Sending lots of support and good vibes your way

[@cookiecutter80]

You do what you gotta do Becca!! Thank you so much for putting up with it for so long so we wouldn’t feel alone. So others could be educated!! I so appreciate what you have done for me. Thank you!!

[@kawaiicookiieedough6496]

You have been a huge inspiration for helping me cope with various mental health issues, I can´t thank you enough. You have shown me that it´s okay to talk about these subjects. It makes me sad that other people don´t appreciate you telling your truth. I wish you the best from now on and in the future. X

[@emmasworld6452]

It’s been 2 years since you. Said goodbye

[@zzzinsomniaczzz]

Sorry you've been going through all these difficulties. Your raw, truthful videos over the years have been enlightening. Thank you for sharing yourself. All the best with all your endeavors!

[@riksukinn]

You have had such an impact on a lot of people it is hard to comprehend. Thank you for all you have done, I wish you all the best for the future adventures you'll face💕

[@goofyanimal]

I have Trich as well and I'm in agreement with you on it being life long. I personally look at it as always being in recovery and that there's always a chance of relapsing. I feel that if there were a cure then there'd be no relapsing. All that aside, you have to do what's best for you and your own mental health. You've helped myself and SO many others and your videos will live on to continue helping people long after you have stopped doing videos. I wish you nothing but good things in life and thank you for sharing your life and experiences with us.

[@hannahj8099]

I love your videos. How compassionate you are and your love of cats. I think you’re awesome and stronger than you think. I wish you can see how much you’ve helped so many of us ♥️

[@kfhuet]

I have followed you for years and never commented, but feel I should now while you can still read this! You will be missed very much. Thankyou for being as open as you could be and helping those of us struggling with this disorder to not feel alone. I really believe your assessment of Trich being not totally curable will be proven right by medical studies in the future. Managing triggers is key- and that requires a lot of introspection and learning from others who have been there. Thankyou from the bottom of my heart for raising awareness and helping us. Your labors and honesty on this channel were very important to more people than you can ever know.

[@TheMunesu]

You are AWESOME!!! Thank you thank you so much for sharing with me. I've learned so much from you and feel so present and real with your honest emotions. Sending so much care your way.

[@scarlettmora9776]

I love how you show how human you are, the good, the bad, all those emotions and life changes. You're truely an inspiration!! I've been watching your videos for 7 years now! ❤ Hope you feel better, take your time.

[@prettyrache]

Hi Beckie! Are you still pulling? You are an inspiration, and I really wish you will encourage us, trichsters, to keep trying. I just started to discipline myself and has been pull-free for a week now. Please update us if you dont mind. It's my first time watching this video - and I believe in you, your courage and bravery.

[@zalloubia]

You are an EXCEPTIONALLY AWESOME person. Your videos were like a guiding voice during my early teenage years. I’ve been following your content for years now on several platforms. Sometimes, I miss some of your videos because at some point life gets hard and busy but I always check your channels because watching your videos feels like catching up with an old friend. You are fascinating, I hope that things will get better soon. I wish you all the best.

[@dalekmoon]

Becks thanks for carrying the ball as far as you did and for all your work awakening people like me to Trich. I would have never heard of it if it weren't for you. I shall miss that radiant smile. Much love & healing ♥

[@huppimmuppim]

Thank you for the awareness you've raise - it's directly helped me be more supportive and understanding of my friends who have similar compulsions. As a fellow disabled person/non-normative person (sorry, not sure if you identify as disabled) I totally get that weird need abled people seem to have to make sure we're cured and then somehow be upset with us when we're not? You have every right to do you. Self-advocating is terrifying and I honestly don't know how you did it for so long. Do whatever you need to, 100% put yourself first

[@katiejackson7529]

Thank you for years of YOU! I can't even tell you how much your videos helped me. Thank you for honest raw beauty. I'm so sorry people have been bullying you. Never okay and you deserve better. I'm sending much love and good energy your way. Thank you thank you

[@gyloir]

Watching your videos over years has helped me deal with some of my own problems and gave me someone to look up to, thank you for standing strong and doing that for so long. I am sorry that some people in this world have to try to tear someone down. I hope your new year will be better and you will reclaim your strength and live a happier life, thank you for sharing this with all of us.

[@orangejuiceyyy]

Thank you for everything. I've struggled with this condition for years, and your videos have helped me so much. You've done so much for the trich community, and if you need to step back that's completely understandable

[@SpillinTheKT]

Your channel has truly changed my life. Thank you for producing content!! I’m so sad that it’s become so much for you. You are so incredible and genuine. Being honest and vulnerable takes a lot of courage, and it’s okay to take a break, or say goodbye. Thank you. You are loved!

[@kizzy3563]

I just want to say thank you... through your channel I've gained so much insight and understanding surrounding trich. I learned just recently that my mother suffers from trich and has her whole life. It was because of your videos I brought up the topic in a conversation.. and for the first time in her LIFE she confided in another person about what she's dealt with. That's absolutely amazing... and I really do credit you for that. I understand why you're moving on or taking a break here. I just want you to know that your truth is what gave my mother the courage to speak with me, and it means the world to me she was able to feel comfortable with coming forward. I don't think she would have ever told me had I not brought it up and done so in a respectful understanding way. You have done good and have impacted other's lives in a positive way... even if it seems difficult to see at the moment. I hope you have a wonderful 2019. Thanks again. :')

[@elwoodedhippopotamuspancakes]

Thanks Rebecca. I first started watching your channels maybe about ten years ago when I came across your first trich video (which I can't find anymore). You were the first person that I had found to have had the same experiences of trich as me. That was so, so brave and it filled fifteen-year-old me with strength. You are still that person, whether or not you talk about it openly. Thank you for that moment and all of the other ones that followed. You are so special.

[@daphnerinkus1155]

You've helped me more than I can put into words. You made me feel like I wasn't alone in my struggles, I'm so so sorry you are struggling and to see you go. Know that even when or if your KZbin journey stops, doesn't mean that the help you continue to give others with your existing videos does too. You are an inspiration, I look up to you more than anyone on this platform. So thank you for helping me, and thank you for taking care of yourself. You're mental and physical health is more important than anything. Praying for you as you continue this crazy journey of life❤️

[@phreyah]

I've always loved your honesty, and the way you insist on staying true to yourself. That is so so so important. Bullying is one of the most horrible things in this world and really unfathomable at times. I have been bullied in the past but still I can't even imagine being continuously bullied online for so many years. Protecting yourself is so important. A lot of the things you said in this video resonated with me, but I will end this comment before it gets too long. Take care of yourself and continue to put yourself, your integrity and your safety first. Lots of love. x

[@Anqueen14]

Thank you for sharing all of this across the years with us, you have helped thousands xxx

[@Jess-lz2jj]

I thought I was alone with TTM before I came across your channel-I remember the first video I watched of yours. I loved how honest you were and have followed you ever since. Thank you so much for everything. You made me feel like I wasn’t alone and I’ll always appreciate that. You do what’s right for you at this time. All the best Beckie Xxxx

[@OrbitalCafe]

I'm a 44yo man who struggles with Trich and your KZbin channel has been an inspiration and encouragement to me. Thank you.

[@ledniz]

Sending you much love. Speaking as someone who went through trich alone and in silence 40 years ago, I feel that what you have done on this channel has been so wonderful. You have been an honest supportive voice and a source of support for other going through it. I wish you well.

[@NewbThePeoplesNerdChannel]

I have Pica disorder. It is along the same lines as trich but it seems that trich can be much more deep seeded. I started an office job about 18months ago. I began to eat the styrofoam drinking cups without any thought. I had poisoned myself, got sick, and almost lost my job. My coworkers were calling me disgusting do to my disorder. Between you and a facebook support group I can happily say I have not let my pica consume me since April of 2018. I know it is not easy for myself or others. And I know you have mentioned you have had gaps where you are not acting on impulse. I fear that there my be a day that everything snaps bavk to how it once was and it is a constant conscious battle. I hope you come out victorious or at least healthy 'enough' too. I do hope you check in from time to time. You taught me that I was not alone and it has helped save me.

[@lex1088]

thank you for everyting, Beckie. you truly made me feel less alone and more understood in my stugles. I wish you the best

[@darkshardshoots]

I've watched this channel for a while now, and learned a great deal about Trich. You are an incredible person. Thank you so much for everything you have done with this channel. You have helped people are you're kick ass. Gather yourself, take care. And all the very, very best of luck.

[@kerrie6084]

I hope you feel stronger again

[@Frapper911]

I've been watching your videos for a few years now because I love how honest and unique your videos are. It makes me sad to hear you've been struggling, and I'm wishing you the best for whatever you decide to do

[@c_fire]

Thank you for sharing your story. You are extremely brave and have helped many people, more than you will ever know. Please take care of yourself, you are wonderful and worthy ❤️

[@cavlizzy]

I started watching your videos a long time ago.... I have found your honesty and charming personality refreshing. You are absolutely wonderful just how you are. If idiots don't have something nice to say, they are NOT worth your time or energy. So don't dwell on those pond suckers. I am so glad I bought one of your paintings.... You are an AMAZING artist!! Since it is something you enjoy so much, maybe there is a way to incorporate it into your professional life? (kids, teens, adult classes?) Maybe volunteer your painting skills at some schools and get referrals for personal tutoring or painting parties.... so many kids/adults LOVE to paint. It is therapeutic .. Anyway, I wish the best for you and PRAY you begin to feel better. We will miss your face!!

[@mayjl]

I just wanted to say you've helped me SO MUCH with trich journal,having trich it's so hard and lonely,this channel was all I've had.You're amazing.💓

[@idkimbeth]

I’m so proud of everything you’ve done and everything you will come to do beyond this channel. You have been and are so strong, and you’ve shared so much on this channel which has helped so many people including myself. Despite not having trich, I struggled with derm for a while and hearing you speak out about your problems helped me realise I’m not mad and I can help myself, but I shouldn’t feel bad if I slip. You’re a lovely human and I miss seeing your beautiful radiant face in person. Wishing you the best 💕 Keep being you. The ones who truly love you will always be around.

[@darksideofhuman300]

Beckie, your honesty is what lured me into your channels in the first place. I don’t have trich, but I’ve crossed paths with anxiety and depression over the course of my life and when I still wasn’t diagnosed, your videos kept me company through nights of anguish and hopelessness. Take tour time to heal, to digest everything that has happened. Come back if you feel it still makes sense. Either way, I’ll be right here, waiting for your comeback and eternally thankful for your videos, for your honesty and for being yourself. Thanks for sharing. ‘Til someday.

[@thegoforitgirl]

This hurts a little bit because I've started watching your videos on both channels almost exactly three years ago. I've learned so much about myself through your content and I consider myself very lucky and am grateful for everything you were able to put out here. Lots of love and hugs! X

[@PJ-xs3jx]

Sending so much love to you! It's never going away for me either. You get very tired of it. People think I'm okay because my head is shaved which is so far from true. I have watched your videos for many years. You have made an enormous positive influence in other trichsters' lives. Don't feel bad for not wanting to talk about it much now. I understand 💚

[@bernardo013]

I've loved and watched your videos for a long time now, and they're some of my most favorites across all of KZbin, Sharing yourself like this can't be easy, but it's clear to me reading these comments that you've helped so many people. Take care of yourself and be easy on yourself when you can, and know that whenever you feel ready to return, if ever, we'll be here!

[@micivalantincic8227]

Dear Beckie, I can not bellive that people were so mean to you:( i dislike a world in wich someone who speaks up gets treated so badly. I do wish you all the best. I have watched your videos for many year and I missed them so much. But I totally respect and understand your decision. I am sending much love and positive energy. Also hello to lovely James and your furry babies. ♡

[@stringoflights1]

So sorry to hear what you’ve been going through, I’ll miss your videos here but respect your decision. Much love and prayers for you x

[@ArankA006]

[@jordanw3085]

I found your channel years ago, when my trich/derm had become overwhelming. I've never commented (I don't really comment on any videos), but I felt a need to leave a message for you. Your videos have helped me loads and sharing them with my friends and family have helped them understand why I pull and pick and how hard it is; when I didn't have the strength or words to explain, you were a massive help and source of education. Thank you. I hope life treats you kindly and I look forward to following your ventures in art

[@AutumnFallingOver]

I’ve been watching you as long as I can remember and I am so thankful I found you, and I’m so sorry to see you go but I completely understand! I felt so alone when I was a young teen and first discovered struggling with trich. You helped me put a name to what I was struggling with (and still struggling with). You helped me find a community of people who understand the struggle. Thank you for validating me for so many years and making me not feel so alone. 🖤

[@LuisiPierdominici]

I'm so sorry about this, I've know you for years now and this helped so many people, but I hope you find your true happiness if not already, virtual hugs from. Argentina ❤️

[@kikinoir8083]

I've watched you for so long before I even realized that I was suffering from it myself (Was in denial that it could happen other places than your head) We will all miss you! I hope you have a safe and adventurous journey! 💕

[@rosiechittick]

Thanks for everything - you channel has really helped me to feel less alone in my pulling. Thanks for sharing yourself with us, and know that we love and support you even as you step back. Thanks and good luck ❤️

[@piperlee4213]

I’m so sad. I have trichotillomania and I’ve been following you for years. As of extremely recent, my trich has gotten horrendous again. I feel the exact same; ashamed, lack of self esteem, sad, anxious etc. For me, my trich started when I was an infant. I don’t even remember the first time or age of which I started. I’m now 17 and I’ve had it for majority of my life. I just want you to know that whenever I watched your videos, I always felt so happy and comfortable. Like I wasn’t the only freak show in this world. Thank you so much 💕

[@joegroves2517]

Thank you for your videos. They made me feel less alone. Best of luck. You deserve to be happy and I hope you get there.

[@cultfiction3865]

I just stumbled across this channel now. Never have I watched it before. Sorry to hear about your troubles. I know it can be tough. But just do what you are doing now which is let your problems come out. There is no shame in that. More people should do that.

[@BeekoKat]

You need to do what you need to do, we’re all struggling with our own inner demons (if you will), I will miss your videos. Be strong, be healthy, be you. If you’ve changed, you’ve changed and if this platform doesn’t give you what you need, it is time to let go and no one should direct you otherwise.

[@eltongenari990]

Even though I have basically abandoned YT for a while, I always come back to check your videos through the channels (as well as other social media), mostly because of your honesty about the things you feel, think and experience. I don't remember when or how I found your videos, but it's been quite a bunch of years now, and they have always served both as an inspiration and as support/tool in my own processes. It's also inspiring to see how you've grown through all these years, and so have I. Puts a lot of things in perspective. And that's why I'm sure that, with or without channel updates, you're gonna do the best you can despite any setbacks, and that's enough. That's great. You're an amazing woman, and I feel grateful for all the help I got from your work. I hope I am helping others at least a bit like you. :)

[@TrichJournal]

You can find me here: ►Art Store: www.etsy.com/shop/beckiejbrown ►IG: instagram.com/beckiejbrown ►Art live streams: kzbin.info ►Twitter: twitter.com/beckiejbrown ►Main channel: kzbin.infovideos ►Cat IG: instagram.com/beckies_cats I actually filmed this in late September and didn't feel able to finish editing at the time. It wasn't a planned video or scripted. Despite being but a portion of the footage I recorded, it echoes what present me wishes to say now. Thank you.

[@eminahodzik]

You were the first person on youtube for me to truly understand what was going on with me. I though I wasn’t normal, and I want to thank you for helping me.

[@katea2009]

you have no idea how much I appreciate you and all you have done on youtube.

[@dimyoll]

Do what you feel good Beckie. I thank God that I found your channel 10 years ago. We all wish you the best! Many many hugs, From Greece.

[@benalisonbrown]

Thank you for your voice. I've been watching your videos, your brave fight since 2009. Thank you for giving me a voice and spreading awareness. For sharing what I struggle with too. Many, many thanks Rebecca!

[@Sillybillystreams]

Just continue to be you. That's what we love about you. I'm so glad I found your channel and artwork. Take your time. Do what is right for you. I believe trich is lifelong...Well I think it is for me. Sending a hug, love and light x

[@EllieTheEditor]

thank you for the bravery you have shown and the continued awareness you have been an advocate of, from the bottom of my heart. I'm thinking of you, and have faith in you

[@meghanweber9144]

Thank you for being a guide and helping me feel like I belong for the first time throughout the years. Because of you and your bravery, I was able to come out with my trich and I am so thankful for that. You are so strong and beautiful and I will definitely keep you in my prayers. Trich will always be a part of us, but I pray that it won't take over us any longer. Thank you again for all that you have done not only for me, but for millions of people who suffer with this disorder as well. Stay strong!

[@anna-kovar]

Thank you for everything that you’ve done for the trich community. You were the first youtuber that I ever saw that had trich like I did. Having had it since childhood, you helped me feel less alone. You have inspired me so much over the years, and I hope that you continue your art (which I’ve always loved). You’re an amazing human being and I wish you the best of luck with your trich journey, whether you chose to share it or not.

[@alexandriaharrison6306]

I'm really sorry you're in a bad place, and I hope things get better. You are the reason I felt comfortable finally opening up about my trich five years ago, and I want to thank you for that. Without you and your videos I don't know where I would be now. Thank you for everything, everything.

[@crazy07chica]

I’ve missed you Beckie!!! I enjoyed all your videos and I wish you nothing but the best!

[@hanpiller]

Oh Beckie, I am so sorry that you are feeling this way. I know personally how terrible bullying is and I hate to see anyone else bullied - especially when it effects them as a person; their self esteem, their mental health and just them as a whole. I hope you are doing better - or at least okay. I have been a silent subscriber for many years and you have helped me in many ways - even though I don’t have Trich. Thank you Beckie, and I hope you continue to make videos - or anything Xoxo Hannah

[@zowie8466]

Sending so much love x I admire you so much. Thanks for all you've done over the years, and best of luck for whatever your future holds. Xxx

[@nullb0]

I’m really sad, that you feel this way, and I am sorry that you have to go through this. I was hoping you felt better, bc you’d stopped sharing videos, but I was wrong. I wish you so much strength so you can fight with your anxiety, with your disorder and etc. And I believe you can win this battle! You are a wonderful person, thank you very much for being here and sharing your real thoughts. 🖤 ._.

[@nanamisuki1994]

i don't have trich but i feel connected to you in so MANY levels, i hope that you feel better with time and remember that you are not alone and there's people that care for you like me!

[@tess8786]

You have taught me soooo much, not just about trich and mental health but life in general. I cannot understand why people are mean to each other and find pleasure in putting others down (I know why, i just don't understand it). Anyways, thank you. Thank you for your videos, for sharing your life, for being you. Thank you. Thank care lovely person xxx

[@lx4108]

You are so loved by all and you’ve helped so many by sharing your truths we support your decision you need to do what makes you feel okay. Thank you for your time and all you’ve contributed over the years and I sincerely hope things get better for you. Thank you x

[@rosannaabadilla6074]

I love you beckie youre amazing, youve done enough, youve given many strength and im so thankful for you.

[@jadeduthie7360]

Although things aren’t always positive it’s so reassuring to know that there are still people out there who can feel the way I feel. I’m only 15 but ever since I was 9/10 I’ve suffered with trich and have felt so isolated and afraid that people could find out and that I’d get judged for it. The people who do know cause me to cover up my real feelings because I’m afraid of disappointing them. But thank you so much Becca for creating these videos, because although there isn’t always positivity, there is truth and it helps me feel less alone so thank you so much ❤️

[@MewWolf5]

This channel has helped me learn about trichotillomania, which I had never heard about before then. I have since enjoyed both of your channels. They are among my favourites on KZbin. Even if you will be uploading fewer videos, I am still looking forward to what comes next.

[@cl4za]

You’ve helped me put a name to what I have and I’ve been with you during your journey! I hope you’re okay and I’m going to miss you. Thank you for sharing over the years. You’re amazing. And I’m so sorry you feel that way. All the best, Clare 🇮🇪

[@allioop8156]

Thank you for being there in a way no one else could for me. I have not met anyone else with trich and when I found your channel I was thrilled that I wasn’t alone. There is a wonderful quote from one of my favorite movies, Howl’s Moving Castle. It is, “It’s a bad day, not a bad life,” Keeping that phrase in the back of my head has helped me get through some very rough days. I hope it helps you too. Blessings and good vibes for you ❤️ You’ll find peace and happiness, I know. Thanks again, Bec.

[@Colorefy]

I discovered your channel in a time of my life which I spent one month sick and stuck in my bed and in my house. It was such a sad time for me but your videos made me happier each day. Throughout January 2015 I watched all your videos and I continue to do so until this day. I wish I could help you just like you helped me. Focus on yourself and do what you love, and we'll follow along. Wishing nothing but the best to you. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@MelissaNgai]

awwww I'm gonna miss you and your openness and just following your journey. I hope you can take care of yourself and continue to let us into your life in a healthy way. I will miss your videos.

[@EverSoNina]

Have always loved your channels, I admire your persistence, your honesty and your creativity - wish you all the well

[@anthonyjulianii]

Thanks so much for sharing you journey. May you have a most amazing set of days. You have been an inspiration over the years. You have made me laugh and cry. I send you healing and continued discovery.

[@oworosie931]

Your channel is the reason my hair reaches the middle of my back and I’m not scared of windy days showing my patches. Thank you for everything, and good luck

[@Meyreyesrivas]

it's almos 5 years since I found your videos and they truly calmed me and made me feel better in my hard times, knowing your decision it's sad but no matter what you choose we support you and hope you can get through there hard times, we love you.

[@whatdoyousuppose]

Longtime viewer (I don’t comment as much)- I really appreciate you sharing your journey over the years, even if times are hard and you have to take a break or leave things unsaid. I totally get that. I would’ve never heard about Trich had it not been for your channel, I hope you know the impact you’ve had! Do whatever you need to do to best help yourself, if you need to take time off PLEASE do! I support you

[@choraeadolfo5645]

It does cost to open up, I'm sorry you are feeling its cost. But thank you for it, because of your strength you have taught me and helped me so much. At the peak of my confusion in life you've been there. You were a great mentor to me growing up even though we've never met. Everything grows, I hope you only continue to grow. Thanks for your vulnerability.

[@beccaopray8574]

I've been watching you since I was a young teen, I'll be sad to see you go :( but know that this channel has achieved so much and you've worked so hard

[@Pralinette09]

i've been following you for so long, i'm gonna miss you, what you did on youtube is amazing, you made so much people more confident, i wish you the best

[@r___9673]

Becky, dear. Thank you so much for all these years you have guven me support, i really am so grateful to you. youre strong, youre beautiful, keep going, i will miss you, but i will never forget you, you have all my love joining your journey from now on. thanks, again.

[@angielorraine6445]

I miss your videos. You’re truly an inspiration and let people like myself know we are not alone. ❤️❤️