Grief, Change, and Life After Loss | GIRL ON THE INTERNET PODCAST - Ep. 79

[@sandrastephens217]

Kayla, I am so sorry for your loss! My deepest, heartfelt condolences to you and your family! I also lost my mom 11 years ago and it is like no other pain I have experienced. You think you know what it's like when someone losses a parent, but until you actually walk through it.... you have no clue what it actually feels like. I hope each day becomes a bit more bearable and each breath becomes more easy. Thank you for being SO REAL and raw with us. We love you! Sending healing love and light with the biggest hug!!! XOXOXOXO 😘

[@silvercookies]

Sorry for your loss, Kayla; I wish there was something more meaningful to say, but thank you for sharing your grief with us. I have had losses in the past and they of course hurt, but this year I had a second timerster miscarriage, it was my first pregnancy and it was twins and that is the hardest thing I have experienced. I agree that therapy and support are essential; I am grateful that my husband and I had access to grief counselling, and shout out to our local hospice for covering the cost and for our health care system for setting that up for us. I hope you continue to heal and remember your wonderful mom.

[@ЕлизаветаВладимировна-л8к]

Such a beautiful metaphor of the waves. it helped me a lot with some thoughts I had. Kayla, thanks for your vulnerability and ( healthy level of) positivity no matter what❤

[@LZiegel]

I am so happy you’re back. I fully appreciate you talking about your grief. I lost one of my childhood best friends in March at age 27 and it was absolutely devastating. Rocked my world and I feel grief in such weird ways almost everyday. I hope as you continue to grieve you can tell us more about your mom and the amazing memories you shared ❤. As a viewer, listener, follower of your platforms, what is the best way to support your podcast? Is it better to listen on Spotify or watch on KZbin? I enjoy both, so I would love to do what is more supportive to Girlon the Internet pod 😊

[@LizerdWizerd]

Your video and a recent talk with my mom helped me realize that I forgive my parents for not always being good people. They were just young and scared and broke and were trying their best with 3 kids and not having any idea what to do. I'm so sorry for your mom. My heart aches for you.

[@suzanneneary2150]

I'm so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing.

[@melidynamite9171]

Oh my Kayla girl....I want to jump through my screen and hug you so so hard and tight. ❤ Every time you feel the warmth of the sun kiss your face, know that is her saying I'm here with you. ❤ You are so loved by your YT family. Love from Mel in Alberta Canada 🇨🇦

[@bethany.3.0]

The older I get the more I think about my future without loved ones. My parents. My husband. My in laws. I cannot fathom the grief I’ll feel while also having to make those decisions that come with losing a loved one. There is beauty in your story, even if it felt dark for a bit. Thank you for sharing. ❤️‍🩹

[@keikosurfs1747]

Hi Kayla, Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your experience. Big hugs and love to you! ❤🙏

[@kendyldom]

Hi Kayla. KZbin must have unsubscribed me from your channel. I am so sorry for your loss. Losing a loved one is the hardest thing about existing. I appreciate and glad you spoke about this -- I know it isn't easy to do. I know you said we're not alone, but neither are you

[@danishmodern55]

give yourself lots of time .... been there. it eventually gets easier but it takes a lot of time ... sending love.

[@fadianakih]

The “losing a loved one club” is the worst club in the history of clubs and unfortunately people won’t understand the magnitude of the loss until they unfortunately experience it for themselves. You will always carry the grief with you, but it does get better and find comfort in knowing that your mom will always be with you. Take care of yourself 🩷

[@breealexander3924]

My condolences to you! I’m so sorry.. I’m happy to see you back. However if you need more time… take it! We will be here when you are back! ❤

[@KetoCaveMan]

I went to school with your Father! Condolences from the Molnar family! 😢

[@ericabellew8809]

I just wish I could give you the biggest hug ❤

[@alyssavega9151]

❤

[@Pawdowns7]

🥰❤️

[@kowalawala]

long time watcher, first time commenter here 🫡 I’m a member of the dead dad club since december 2020, and just wanted to say I genuinely loved this episode so much and am sending you so much love 💖 i don’t know how to explain it but going from the grief “nothing matters 😭⚫️🫠” you described to the healing “NOTHING MATTERS 💖🫧🎀” has been so freeing for me!