GRWM where i catch you up like we're besties on facetime *un-edited video* (IM MOVING!)

[@maiphammy]

i filmed this video TONIGHT BRUH. like a couple hours ago ahahahah I TOLD YALL I WAS POSTING 3 TIMES A WEEK.

[@thatonegirl_27]

LMAOOOO love you mai!!

[@RatatouillesCheeseandstr-hz7vk]

That’s crazy haha the no cuts is so funny 😭

[@TsipMusic]

@@maiphammy YESS THE GRIND DONT STOPPP. PROUD OF YOU🫶❤️

[@randomlyrandom797]

She's Backkkkkkk

[@n0t_ja3dyn]

@@maiphammy you edit fastttt oml i needed this video fr 😻

[@Sophaloonie]

I actually loved this "no edits" video. It felt so vulnerable and real and i can really feel for what you are saying. I honestly think that if you were to do a podcast, this sort of style would be so perfect for you ❤️❤️

[@demigreen6495]

Yess need more❤

[@tiffanyross6193]

Same ❤

[@ElenaNoiia]

Yeaaah it really feels like a chit chat with your bestie

[@izzysouth25]

you should definitely do one of these each month or every other month and call it a debriefing 😭 i think it’s a good way to ground yourself and really be able to talk abt what’s going on in your life and how you’re feeling mentally instead of worrying about it ruining another video ❤️

[@ElenaNoiia]

Gurl is thinking about doing a podcast and then she already doing it in a grwm ❤

[@nataliesoutlet]

I loooooveeed this video. So pure, un dissected and just human. At the end of the day we’re all just trying out best. Sending you so much love in this new chapter with your office! I think the separation with work is KEY especially if it’s for a separate business.

[@tammydinh]

your talk about feeling drained and low energy made me tear up. you are doing so good mai. cheers to us showing up for ourselves more

[@maiphammy]

omg I love ur instagram content hehehehe I love ur charms

[@AMtothepm29]

@@maiphammyhave you thought about having more fun in your life? I learned in psychology that okay leads to to more productivity and creativity!

[@MelismaticMelody]

I’m obsessed with how positive and supportive your comments section always is! It feels like I’m part of a sacred part of the internet.

[@emilylin9090]

omg this is literally like we're on facetime i love it

[@maiphammy]

bahahah yes i filmed this 2 hours ago

[@taliw7736]

Literally :)

[@leilaschwartz4104]

It's honestly so comforting seeing a youtuber be honest and human. I've been struggling with my anxiety, and it's a relief to know we all have our lows. But best of luck to you, Mai! Take time for yourself, and I hope you continue to thrive. (I didn't even know someone could be allergic to peaches. Cats and shellfish for me.)

[@katerinatragotsalos8373]

I completely understand what you're talking about. For the past year, I would often find myself lying in bed, watching TikTok, and feeling frustrated, yelling at myself to just do something with my day. Recently, I’ve started making changes. While not all of them have been the best decisions, I’m proud that I’m at least making decisions instead of doing nothing. It’s still progress. So, even though it might feel scary, take that first step. You should be proud that you’re starting to trust yourself again and setting expectations for your own growth. Also I CAN'T BELIEVE YOUR ALLERGIC TO PEACHES !

[@maiphammy]

Yesssss to changes

[@luciannelejarde4363]

damn i feel this so damn hard, especially recently. ive been realizing how important it is to fill up my own cup first. like i find myself not going through with what i say im going to do or want to do. but that’s where we need to take that step back to sit with ourselves and journal or just mentally dump and talk to yourself. just please please please don’t be so hard on yourself. i know what it’s like to dig a deeper hole for yourself and feeling sorry for yourself. but you need to realize that you need to cut yourself some slack. take a step back and go for walks in the sun, start small, even with beginning your day with journaling and staying off your phone. it starts with the little things like drinking your water that will encourage you to get back into the habit of a routine. i believe in you mai, we all go through phases and it’s hard to get out of that funk. you have always made me feel seen. i hope you know that i see you. and we are going through this together. i am so proud of you. you just have so much on your plate because you’re tackling sooo much but that’s because you have these huge goals and are making big executive moves and decisions. you got this mai, we are here for you and this is a safe space, always🥹💗💗💗

[@maiphammy]

I love uuuu thank you for sharing

[@luciannelejarde4363]

@@maiphammy bro thank you for uploading today and sharing how you’ve genuinely been feeling. I HAVE MISSED YOU SOOO MUCH😭😭😭

[@StellaBella488]

I felt like you were talking me lol. I suddenly I feel a rush of courage too 😂😅

[@ladyp92]

In my personal opinion this was so refreshing. To hear someone say it out loud even if we are no way tied together besides through this youtube video. 17:46

[@Sarah-so1oi]

You have like helped me so much, girl. You have no idea, i have been struggling with suicidal thoughts and your videos just give me so much motivation. I love you and your humor so much. Thank you!!

[@maiphammy]

I love you so much ❤

[@SippinTeaaa]

You are important, needed, and loved. Stay strong 💜

[@lpsgameraina]

Life gets SO much better sarah!! Keep breathing, you’re enough

[@user-fg9dj7ep4s]

Trust me time heals. I’ve been through 5 years of depression. It does get better. You have to prioritise yourself. And love yourself. 💕

[@eliana4prez]

You are needed here. Someone takes joy in seeing your smile everyday, someone notices when you’re gone, someone notices when you’re there, someone loves it when you’re there. love you, God loves you more.

[@Jazzy9626]

It's videos like this that take so much pressure off of a person and let's people see the real human inside of yourself. Honesty is genuinely so refreshing and great to see on KZbin, and remember that those feeling you have are temporary because whether you have your life together right now or not, you are doing your best and no one can ask anymore from you.

[@alishbaj.5154]

Mai, words can not describe how much of an influence you have been on my life. Ive been watching your videos since you moved out, and ever since then Ive seen you grow. The way in which you became a better person and worked on yourself has inspired me. Even now, whenever I watch your videos I feel at peace and you always have a comforting homey vibe which I love! I hope the genuiety of this comment reaches you, and I hope you know that everything you have done over the years has lead to you achieving great things!

[@maiphammy]

i love uuuu

[@alishbaj.5154]

@@maiphammy no girl I love youu❤ tysm for being you!

[@chanteszn]

I began doing my makeup the same time as you, and when you were stumbling over your words and discussing solitude and reflecting on your depression when you were younger, i literally stopped and just listened. I could’ve cried! I loved this unedited video because it makes me realise that you’re human. I know that might sound crazy, but KZbinrs often seem unrealistic and filtered at times, but your character and your vibe is just so lovely to watch. I appreciate you sharing this part of yourself. Raw and unapologetic ❤️

[@rubynguyen7847]

I don't usually interact on social media. I rarely like or comment on things, but something told me I needed to on this video. I am part of the spam account and have been watching your videos since the 3 AM depression cleaning room era (which got me through mine haha). I enjoyed watching this video. It felt real and personal, which (I believe) is not a side that you show on KZbin. It reminded me that you are an actual person too. Often I find myself watching your KZbin content as inspiration and motivation. Because girl who wouldn't? You're a literal GIRL BOSS! You are traveling, living in beautiful homes, and the founder of a fair, unique company that you have so much passion about at the age of 21! I think just because you aren’t extremely depressed where you have to be hospitalized/etc, does not necessarily mean you aren’t depressed. Depression comes in different forms, levels, and waves. In my opinion, you are in a state of depression, but that is okay because life happens. Without the downs in life, there won't be any ups. That was cheesy and all but it is true. Plus, this video is evidence that you realize that you are not in the best state, and that is the first step to healing. You should be proud of yourself for that on its own. I really resonated with how you are feeling like you know what you have to do to get better, but you are just too tired or it's just too difficult at times. I don’t think this is talked enough about and that may be why you are feeling alone/negative about it. Trust me, I can tell you are not alone and I go through periods of this all the time. The first step is always going be the hardest step. Anywho, I am not sure where I am exactly going with this comment, but yeah. While watching the video, I thought of so many things I wanted to write in this comment, but now its all gone from my brain. Also, I can't believe you're allergic to peaches; I'm allergic to avocados (it's very sad bc I loved Vietnamese avocado smoothies as a kid).

[@maiphammy]

I love you❤ thank you for commenting and watching till the end and thank you for watching me for so long

[@taladefeo]

watching you talk about having no energy bc you're not showing up for yourself, made me realise i've been doing the same thing to myself. this is such a vulnerable video and i'm proud of you for opening up to us about it. you're not alone, we can get through this!!! cheers to better days 🧙❤

[@luciannelejarde4363]

we needed this facetime call forreal😩

[@fisharecool35689]

This is literally how I feel constantly. I'm sorry to hear you're struggling with it, it's great to hear people being transparent about these feelings and that I'm not delusional.😭🙏

[@mayurigawand5879]

This video is truly inspiring! I don’t usually share recommendations, but I have to tell you about the book women’s magic truths on borlest. It offers unique perspectives on wealth and self-care that you won’t find elsewhere. Wishing everyone all the best

[@Lujainahmd]

Mai you’re the most realest KZbinr ever. I love watching your videos while I’m deep cleaning my room right now like it just motivates me somehow. Been subscribing for a while now. Loved this unedited video haha 😭💕

[@KimberleyKnight-kd3zo]

I’m sorry you’re feeling that way, I’ve just found your channel and appreciate your honesty. It’s called real talk and you’re speaking about depression. I have major depression, adhd, generalize anxiety and ptsd. Full your cup up lovely.. start little and look at your little wins as big wins. Make your bed, brushing your teeth, they are little wins. Write a checklist and by actually ticking them off it creates an endorphin hit for the brain. Sending you biggest love and hugs. 💓🌻

[@Faith_miteimasu]

GIRL I EAT UP ALL OF YOUR VIDEOS LIKE LASAGNA (regardless of if they’re edited or not) ❤❤ you could literally film urself doing laundry for like 30 minutes and i’d get popcorn and make watching ur vid a whole event lol! you’re just such a vibey person and you’ve srsly been such an inspiration to me for like 5 yrs ever since i found ur channel (CRAZY how much your channel has grown btw) LOVE YOU MAI KEEP BEING THE COOL GIRL THAT YOU AREEE

[@taliw7736]

true!!!!

[@lexiiijones121]

I think its funny that she can commit to a concealer for 3 years but she moves every once in a while😭😭 I love u girl🎀🫶🏻

[@Karenmdessus]

Being so raw and vulnerable in this video was so beautiful and real, thank you for sharing this with us. It’s been so wonderful watching you grow into the beautiful person that you are! I can’t believe you’re allergic to peaches😮( I’m allergic to dandelions)

[@maiphammy]

WOOOOOW u watched the whole video

[@Karenmdessus]

@@maiphammy yes ma’am!

[@Anna-ye1hk]

Mai, I I really loved this video. It is so real, honest and raw, like almost no other viedeo I have seen from you. I love also that you do this while doing your make up, becayse I feel like that's what happens when you do your make up: your thoughts flow and you think and contemplate about life (at least that happens when I do my makeup). This example is a bit random, but this video felt like being a kid watching my mom do her makeup and talk to me. This video was so personal and comforting. Anyways, I wish you the best ❤

[@oliviamaedge9252]

the way i’ve been manifesting this video 🙏🏻

[@SoulsRememberingMastery]

Mai, I love this video! I really appreciate when you’re vulnerable. I think that you are grieving your old self because of so much change that you are going through and so much growth! You moving, having a new office, launching your clothing lifestyle brand with alchamai. I think give your self some grace and it’s ok to rest and slow down. You do need that solitude to pour into your own cup first so you can show up as your highest best self for you first and then for everyone else. I love you 💖 you are amazing, sending you so much love and light 🤗🦋🩷

[@kai606issocool]

Mai definitely prioritize yourself for a few days. I love my friends and love being around them but sometimes it's a bit overwhelming and I need time to relax and take my mind off everything especially being a senior in high school: prepping for college, taking ap classes and retaining a high rank and gpa. alone time is really something I value and if I feel I want to spend it with other I decide to make that move but sometimes it's ok to have yourself a day trip and not stress out about schedules of everyone. watching you is really a facetime with a good friend. sending you so much love and happiness 💕

[@maiphammy]

Thank you❤

[@The_LoRaX_loves_TREES]

Her repeating herself like she’s making fun of herself is so funny😆 Mai relax!!! We love your videos!!!!❤️

[@raneemsdrafts]

even tho I'm literally so stressed out from my studies but mai's videos are literally my safe space, so comfy and lovely feels like I'm talking to a close friend 💕:)

[@lululu4779]

ive been through a really tough week and experienced similar emotions to you mai. your vunerability truly inspires me and makes me admire you a little more everyday. sending lots of love xx

[@senpaii4798]

I love you mai, this video has helped me so much from the deep sad thoughts that I’ve been having in the past two days. I realized instead of laying on the bed 24/7 worrying about why the person I like is ghosting and not giving me any clear answer(which is the worst) , I should at least focus on doing something that will benefit myself like organizing the room etc. felt like watching your videos somehow helped me sort out my feelings a little ,so much better than crying and sleep to escape from thinking about that 24/7.

[@Alia2341-K2e]

Thank you for opening up! I've been through this and I know how hard it feels to just have no time and energy to deal with people which also effects how you deal with yourself, you can start slow, small. Changing a tiny bit is better than nothing, you can just start sitting alone more, journaling more, taking walks more often. It all helps you become organized mentally and then when it feels right you can start organizing your life physically, cleaning more, waking up early, taking time to actually get ready and feel good about yourself. So once you're with people, you're present and in the moment because you've already thought and organized everything. Trust me we all go through it❤ Wow I can't believe you're allergic to preaches(I don't think I have any allergies😭)

[@brendasantiago8]

this hole video describes how I felt at one point or even how I’m felling rn, like every single word describes me, that’s insane, I love you Maiii 💗💗

[@erinkelley2147]

I know I’m a few days late but I’ve been watching your videos since I was in high school, I’m in college now. I also suffered from chronic depression growing up and your videos really helped me through it. And that feeling you describe of being tired and not able to show up for yourself and do the things you know you need to do, I know exactly what that feels like. Since starting college it’s like I can’t shake that feeling, but Thank You Mia for putting into words. I feel so less alone.

[@cxxx08]

damn this hit hard. i've been really struggling lately with my own thoughts and hearing you talk about this and being so honest really made me feel like im not alone. i haven't been okay lately and the only joy that comes from my day now is watching your vids and seeing that you posted, please please don't be hard on yourself mai, please put yourself before anything else we love you so so much and no one wants you to wear yourself out to please people. your doing so so well. i love you so much ❤ i can't believe your allergic to peaches !!

[@aveonamoen7486]

Mai, I’ve been seeing this energy with you for the last year and it was worrying me sick. I thought you were losing touch with yourself and the things you truly love and care about. I’m so proud that you were able to self reflect and come to this realization. You are so amazing to be able to understand yourself the way you do. It’s feels so good to see the real version of you again. I’m so happy for you. Keep going, Mai.🫶🏻🤍🥹

[@Oliviarosejohansen]

I have watched you since you had 300k subscribers!! So I have been here for a while, and I’m so proud of how far you have come🩷. You have been an inspiration and role model for me ever since you lived in a apartment with your sister in Canada I think🩷❤️ and now you’re moving once again😭❤️

[@eunicekhoo2447]

just want to say really really thank you for this video. This non edited version just make it very real that KZbinrs are real that you are real and the topic you touched on about not showing up for yourself and not doing things you say you’re going to do, that hit me so hard and I’m really grateful to have watched this video because I needed to hear that. Not showing up for myself for the past few months have made me lack confidence in myself so so much and it makes so much sense. This video is a sign for me to get out of my rut too, so thank you, thank you, thank you ❤️❤️

[@patrickstarrr]

i love this type of videooooooo

[@maiphammy]

I love uuuu Patrick

[@annaelizabeth4450]

I relate to this so much and love the authenticity in this video. As someone recovering from depression I complete understand what your talking about. I feel like I have no energy and also feel those moments of sadness like you that aren't as dark as they used to be but just moments where I feel empty

[@radioheadgirl]

honestly mai, we all are so proud of you. like its CRAZY. you have a successful amazing gorgeous business, a lovely home, a gorgeous personality AND you're beautiful!! you've helped me through shit i DIDNT EVEN KNOW i was going through, honestly you've been a constant of mine since god knows when- its time you prioritize yourself because god knows a beautiful beautiful soul like you DESERVES IT! we love you mai, take care girly

[@maiphammy]

Youuu take care❤

[@sylven3449]

When I tell you everything you felt and said in this hit so hard and it's literally EVERYTHING I've been feeling. It's just like you're pushing a boulder up a hill and it feels like if you stop to take a break time won't wait for you and the boulder of responsibilities will roll right over you. This helped me write down the process and reflect in my journal and I can't express how much I appreciate your vulnerability in this video because it's NOT easy. (media addiction is real too because you use it to distract yourself from what you're feeling)

[@amii68]

I can't believe you're allergic to peaches!!😭😭 Btw you're talking so maturely in this video and it made me realize that how fast time actually passes like I remember watching you get so excited about your upcoming merch and now here we are, it has already been like 2 yrs . (And I've been watching you before Bali boy era okayyyyy) You truly have grown into a beautiful and mature woman You are my role model❤.

[@paulavindiga1590]

Mai, I started watching your videos month ago and OMG where was I?? This is exactly what I've been looking for in KZbin FOR YEARS. I just had this type of videos(like the ones you are making) in my head, all those years I've been watching youtuber after youtuber and never got the satisfaction that I wanted. Watching your videos is like scratching my brain, it gives me motivation. YOU REALLY INSPIRE ME. Thank You for that:)

[@sammillar9327]

this hoodie colour with your hair is so good😍😍

[@offical_marbl3]

mai it’s ok❤❤ i think everyone goes through this at certain point in there life and it makes it worse seeing that your friends and family are “ ok “ but the thing is there not they just project that. when i see you other videos you seem to active and happy and i want to be that, but it helps when you post videos like this because it just shows everyone we’re not alone. no matter what you do mai your always gonna inspire someone even if you are at your lowest

[@Litzzynext]

Whenever I watch your videos that hit different like a sudden energy I get to start a new day and yeah I've been watching you since 2022❤

[@maiphammy]

HAHAHAHA Noo wayyyyyy I love that for u tho 2 year anniversary

[@damla_dirr]

I love this raw footage and the quiet moments between you’re talking. For the first time I felt like I was close in your presence which is a fun/crazy feeling 😭❤️

[@ammy_the_ratatouille6854]

I feel you since school started it just so much and knowing you have to do the work and it would be good to study but you have no energy to do it. Felt it deeply!

[@alexisluna5896]

I love how real you are with your supporters. I love that you show us this side of you. Because at the end of the day we are all human and we all have feelings and emotions. It is normal to feel like that in your current life because sometimes feelings are a lot to handle and that is okay. Because sometimes its okay not to be okay 🫶🏼 because as someone who is 25 I do get moments like that still and I remind myself that its okay to not have my sh**t together because not everyone does and everyone has their own journey in life. So thank you for reminding that im human and I don’t need to figure everything out no matter what age I am. I love videos like these. So much love to you babe 🫶🏼🩷

[@angeldevera5520]

the unexplainable no energy is so realll

[@tea4471]

you are the only person i would watch a 35 minute uncut video for

[@vannahreadsbacc5619]

dude the fact that you are doing so well in life makes me feel like i need to get my life together. i started watching you last year and you inspire me to do so many things, i just want you to hear that all of us love you! god bless you ! 🖤

[@Amara_Buchheit]

Mai I completely understand how you feel on having no motivation to do things that make you happy. I feel like you have finally given me the push to take care of myself more to make the people in my life more happy. As well as going and helping others and being a more reliable person. Love you ❤❤❤

[@beatrizponce1879]

it's okay to realise one thing you thought you wanted isn't what actually fulfils you

[@taliw7736]

right :)

[@jordis.is.kewlll]

i loved this style of video so much mai i felt so connected and it was so real and raw i could truly relate to literally almost everything you were saying and i truly love you so so so much mai i been watching your videos for years now and you have never failed to make me inspired or smile and even laugh. i love you so much mai you got this!!!

[@q0rpz368]

I've never had a bestie to FaceTime! Thankyou for making us feel special Mai! 💕🙌

[@parker836]

i love how relatable you are girl ❤❤ whatever your going through you can get through it because your genuinely my favorite youtuber!! like i come on this app to watch your videos. anyway i also developed an allergy too like recently and i think that’s crazy how it works like that. love you❤️❤️❤️🧙‍♂️🧙‍♂️

[@celinecamilleri3646]

you're so real this and you do feel like an actual human, like you're not just a girl i watch. I loved when you talked about not trusting yourself, really hit close to home, especially since i'll be starting school (uni) soon, part of me is really scared i'm gna procrastinate and not have enough discipline. I still have hope and I know it's gna get better, life is ups and downs (cheesy shit) but yeah. you really do need to pour into yourself more at the end of the day, recently spending time alone doing something creative (watercolour or sewing) or going to places i love has helped but i'm still working on the consistency thing with working out and getting things done cause i know thats whats best for long term change yk.

[@celinecamilleri3646]

anyway love you mai, youre a real one

[@maiphammy]

@@celinecamilleri3646love uuuu

[@celinecamilleri3646]

@@maiphammy love you too 💗💗

[@lisapizza0]

girllllll the way that you described how you view KZbinrs and the mundane activities that make life so real is literally how all of us view YOU. This vid was so so relatable and vulnerable and really comforting that you were able to put into words exactly how I’ve been feeling about showing up for myself 💗💖 would LOVVVE to see more of these , thanks for opening up and sharing. Ps I’m a newer subscriber and recently been binging your vids and now NEED to follow the spam account too. I love it here 🦋✨

[@HannahMag22]

Omg your timing is PERFECT 🙌🏼 I’m doing my nails and I loveeee your facetime-like videos while I sit here 🩷🩷🩷

[@secondscarletazul]

ugh girl you have no idea how much i resonate with everything your saying. as a girl that has moved 15 times in my life, i just can't relate to you enough. life gets tough, even if you feel like you have it all. you have built such a fantastic career for yourself at such a young age, and as much as you should be commended for that as it's such an amazing thing you have done here, i think there also needs to be room for recognising the fact that you're also just a girl. you're young, and still figuring your shit out. how inspiring to see you give life your best shot. lots of love xx

[@dizzylizzy8233]

I’ve been watching you for a few years and I don’t think I’ve ever looked up to or appreciated a KZbinr like I do to you before. I love how authentic and vulnerable you allow yourself to be and I really love your content and relationship with your community. Thank you for being so yourself and for being such a great role model for others. Love you Mai, you’ve helped me so much and I love to see you thrive! ❤️

[@maiphammy]

Thank uuuu I love u

[@Macnastyyyy]

Wait un-edited is what I neeeeed from you lol I loved this one so much ESPECIALLY when doing makeup!!!

[@forjw_]

just in timeeeee! i still have 50 minutes before my class YUPPPPP!! spending all that time by watching your vid Mai!💗

[@SaryMag]

Love this type of video…not all the time, but definitely sprinkled in is such a vibe!!!😍🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼 I’ve been working from home for about two years now , and I definitely am ready for an office. It’s so nice to separate your living space from your working space and I think it’s actually better for your health.

[@AudioTech0649]

Mai creates such entertaining content and I love how much she interacts with her followers

[@little.devotional]

I love this video 🩵 everything you’re feeling about your life is how I’m feeling about mine. Low, but high energy with constant (delusional) self doubt while at the same time getting shit done and just trying to survive the unexpected lows. Thank you for being vulnerable and catching us up on where you’re at currently. Not one moment in this video seemed awkward btw or made me see you any less from my perspective. We have to keep reminding each other of what’s real behind the camera. Proud of you, and know that so many of us see and feel you!!! 🩵

[@ritapedrosa318]

Best video ever, it feelt so f good to hear u, u have the best energy and u can express realy what i feel every day and i ca not say it so good as u did like Thank u it make me feel so much better, i am from Portugal sorry my inglês ahah you are my favourit youtuber beijos

[@sophiabrignoli8336]

that colour is actually SLAYYYYYYYYYYYING you should definitely drop it

[@Miaistrying]

Mai, I just wanted to tell you that I've been watching you for about 3 years and a half, I don't really remember how I've discovered your channel but ever since every time you upload a new video I know how much I am going to enjoy it. You have helped so much in the last years. I've been struggling a lot with family issues, money and my own happiness, in general and every single time I get to watch you, I feel like I'm being heard, like I'm not the only one going through stuff. This video made me tear up. I love you so deeply. I am so so proud of everything you've achieved so far. You deserve every little thing. I hope you get to find your energy again. THE SPAM ACCOUNT appreciates everything you're doing🧙💗💗💗💗 ALSO, I AM SHOCKED YOU ARE ALLERGIC TO PEACHES

[@maiphammy]

I love uuuu

[@Miaistrying]

@@maiphammy stoop I’m literally crying I love youuu soo much, girlie💖💖

[@pattygaffney]

I relate SO much to what you were saying about not showing up for others bc your own cup is empty.. I’ve been dealing with that so much and it’s a really hard feeling. Like I’m so tired, burnt out that it’s hard to be present for others. Thank you for opening up about it bc i truly am in the same boat and it’s good to hear that im not alone ❤

[@Mckat23]

0:23 😂 stop the 🧢

[@II_Emilia_II]

Literally 🤣🤣🤣

[@Peachblossom4711]

It’s never corny to tell someone you love them 😂 we love you back 🫶🏽💕 that’s why you like it here bc you feel like you get a real connection. I love watching all my other mom friends here bc we are all doing the same mundane things 😅and it can get very 🙃 exhausting and overwhelming but i get inspired from people like you 🥰💓 you’re amazing and growing up i think is all lol. When I’m sad I talk to God 😊 and it’s never failed me. 🙏🏾

[@kenzie6066]

This actually is so comforting and I’ve been feeling the same way lately and just knowing I’m not alone helps so much 🙏

[@maiphammy]

❤❤❤

[@ellianakavades7304]

Dude that feeling drain segment hit deep. I’m trying to get out of it right now, sometimes it’s hard to just get up in the morning but like you said I’m still here, and I’ll get through it, we all get through it. I love you! And your doing amazing and I’m so excited for you alchamai drop! Sadly I can’t buy one but imma still obsess over it cause i AM.SO.PROUD!!💕 Also garlic stuffed olives are THE BEST

[@parissierra1637]

I loved this video. I hope you get better and you should make more of these. I can’t believe you’re allergic to peaches! I also loveeeeee olives.

[@adelaidekent]

the peace, the deepness, the realness of this video it’s just everything i love this please do these more they make me feel safe.

[@anne._.111]

The fact that it’s 7 am here in the Netherlands and you’re having dinner hahah and doesn’t this proof that you’re gonna do great with a podcast, cause this was basically a podcast and I loved it with my breakfast. Also ty for sharing how you feel cause me and my friend are literally going trough the same problems and it’s really hard to not have that confidence in yourself that you are capable of doing just anything, but we will get there 🫒

[@MariaMartinez_07]

I’m visiting Amsterdam this Thursday and will be there 4 nights im so excited! I’ve never been. I still need to pack 😅

[@maiphammy]

❤❤❤

[@damla_dirr]

@@MariaMartinez_07Enjoy your time there!! Greetings from Tilburg (city in the south of The Netherlands) 🥰🥰

[@MariaMartinez_07]

@@damla_dirr hello! Thank you!!! ☺️

[@eye-shah]

watching this was really healing. like how you were walking through your own feelings, it made me reflect on my own feelings and thoughts !! came to the realization that i should take time for myself to sit with my feelings and understand them you’re not alone and this shall too pass 🩷

[@Mina-Forever]

THE QUEEN HAS POSTED ✨💅🏼🗽

[@Just_Lylith]

I can’t even explain how much you and your videos has helped me as I go through Highschool, you have been the mother figure I’ve never had and it’s hard to explain but yeah. In my life I have always struggled with my mental health and your videos give me motivation to study, take a shower or bath, brush my hair, do my makeup etc. Mai just know always give yourself time to do something for yourself and put yourself first for a bit. I have been watching you for a past few years and you have come so far. Ps. I cant believe ur allergic to peaches!!! (I’m allergic to wasps from my mum accidentally pushing my pram into a bush full of wasps.) We love you Mai keep shining bright 💗💗

[@KronksLever]

with the whole youtube thing, I've noticed what you feed your brain really really matters. a little over a year ago I made a big change in what kind of media I consume and was very strict about it, people who hadn't even necessarily done anything that was a red flag got cut out just for having a slight negative vibe. for example they'd talk down about themselves without it being something they'd want to work on, it's not 'I'm overweight so this is what I'm doing' or atleast being kind to themselves after acknowledging that, it's just 'I'm overweight' and something they are negative/sad about. since i've made those changes my mental health has skyrocketed into the positive and it was BAD like heavy depression agoraphobia anxiety bad. I eat healthy I go for a walk every morning, my sleeping pattern is fixed, I see the actual sunlight, I open my blinds instead over not once opening them for years. I actually went out to a cafe lunch for my mothers birthday and my family was actually shocked I made it because I never went to family events. all this without medication (I wasn't this good even when the doctors did medicate me) all because I paid attention to what I was feeding my mind.

[@KronksLever]

if it isn't obvious you made the cut, even if discussing more serious difficult topics you always approach it with good intent and with a positive tone, it never gives 'woe is me'

[@janete.2047]

I’m here for this unedited raw & real content! The part about being there for others & filling your cup hit me like a ton of bricks! I needed to hear that! Thank you 💜

[@martaromero6675]

Love u Mai ❤ I’m sooo obsessed with your life && always manifesting everything into existence! Wishing you the best love

[@lissettec1414]

I’m SO glad you’re posting more!!! I was literally watching your old content the other day wishing I had more to watch 😭❤

[@GermaineBalmania]

The hair eats omg 😭♥️🥹

[@GermaineBalmania]

I watched this for the first time yesterday and again this morning and it just hit different when I was by myself hearing how you felt about yourself (how you show up for people, having trust in yourself, losing energy, being the least reliable) was so raw and relatable 🥺. Seriously love to watch your growth and be on this journey with you.

[@jadhurshanashangar]

Missed your GRWM videos I do agree feeling the same way for quiet while now ❤. Love that you have office now for you’re business. Can’t wait for new products ❤

[@PrateekandMax]

Mai are we on ft?? Love this type of videos, unedited, real and so personal ❤

[@maryambukhari7152]

this is basically a podcast and i love it!!

[@teganmoss4645]

I love you so much Mai😭😭😭 I'm going through something similar, I'm a work from home graphic designer and i recently got an actual office job as a creative director and I've been so drained but living my dream life and feeling guilty that I'm not as grateful as i should be. I'm considering going back to therapy. I'm so grateful for a KZbinr that's open about BEING HUMAN!!!!!! I love you sm i can't

[@beregomez5464]

I loved this format, I just watched your last video and I was thinking like “damn Mai does all these small edits that I don’t even think twice about but she takes the time to cut and add them to make a masterpiece everytime”. & it hurts me to see you low… ☹️I feel like 2024 has been a rough year in general but this format feels so real, like we truly are on FaceTime except you can’t hear my input lol. But just like you said, you could just stare at a wall and I would still watch the video, they’re all so comforting. we’re all so proud of you & love all your content throughout! You’re human and go through human things, success and ruts and feelings. We’ll always support you no matter what! 🫶🏻

[@0ri0n_0n_p4wz]

Omg I love to see you post so close in time that’s insane!!!!!!!! 🐾🪶🍄

[@maylenesanton2464]

i’ve deeply connected with this video and what you’re going through bc i haven’t been able to describe what i was going through until you said it soo thank youu❤

[@Aye_mangoo]

I love this the energy the vibes this unedit video gives it feels so sencire with out filter💜 ily mai your doing so good , im soo pround 💜💜 we all need our self time never forget aboutthat getting lost on that feeling feels so frustraining , i helps defenetly taking a stepback for yourself and taking even if is extra 5 min to be with yourself and have me time ! 💜⭐️

[@cutsloves2912]

mai you give every single one of us motivation, you’re like my comfort youtuber ilysm and i hope ur doing good girl you deserve to !

[@yves_saint_laurent.858]

I really felt this over the summer holidays, being surrounded by people 24/7 truly drains me and not having someone to talk to about it is so difficult, thats why this video rlly resonates with me and makes me feel more at peace. 😭 love you mai💗💗💗

[@eloramai]

i actually really love the unedited video!! i like that it’s long! it’s also like we are chatting!!✨🤍