lyrics -------- fuck my life fuck my health you don't care so i'll go fuck myself fuck this job fuck this car every song that i write just coexists with a scar and i've got paragraphs about the shit that i will never say cause it'll kill you just to hear me whine and bitch all fucking day maybe the grass is green in other states where i choose to reside maybe a glimpse of light will formulate and catch my fucking eye and maybe you'll hear this when you check my page and ask if i'm alright cause i've been afraid of all the darkest places lying in my mind i will convince myself i'm dying but then act like i'm just fine my mind's a scary fucking place and i can't fix it while i drive but my car is lucy in the sky with diamonds going sixty five and you're just a pot hole maybe yoko ono screaming by my side is this the end of things i'm strumming strings just trying to decide cause i am afraid of me so save me please i beg you just to try i'm losing my purpose lifes a circus they said please enjoy the ride my seatbelt is broken eyes wide open as my body starts to slide if i escape the wreck i'll disconnect from everyone online i'll pack my belongings i've been longing for this moment my whole life i'll disappear for months no mentions of my status or a clue i'm fine don't you worry there's no hurry to return to what i knew it's hard to calculate these conversations if i'm being truth -ful i wanna congregate all that relate to everything i spew in midst of my disconnect i'll stay in check & keep in touch with few as long as i'm open im just hoping that it's something i'll get through cause i'm a fucking wreck oh what the heck why do i even try i lie in the grass high off my ass & watch the clouds just pass on by if life has a purpose i am nervous to unravel what is mine i'll trip & i'll travel down the rabbit hole & ditch my bags inside
@XamXoXa2 жыл бұрын
First comment gang! 🎶🎶🎶
@coleroberts42092 жыл бұрын
Beautiful homie keep up the amazing work
@Xar02 жыл бұрын
:))
@zen48012 жыл бұрын
hope your doing okay guardin love you ‼️
@play_guy_cart_man2 жыл бұрын
🔥🔥🔥🔥🙋🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@eggman92712 жыл бұрын
After listening to you for years now I've realized you are truly a lyrical genius. And not only that everything flows so well every single part of it.
@GTheGecko2 жыл бұрын
Exactly my thoughts, his lyricism is unparalleled.
@yebbi72912 жыл бұрын
fr man, his lyrics make me cry
@jakobl21272 жыл бұрын
Why'd it take you this long though??
@eggman92712 жыл бұрын
@@jakobl2127 it didnt?
@jakobl21272 жыл бұрын
@EgGmAn then why did you say "now I realised " .... that means it took you some time....
@crimsonredd9582 жыл бұрын
I hope to personally meet you one day guardin. You're the fucking best.
@Gravado2 жыл бұрын
"If life has a purpose, I am nervous, to unravel, what is mine" just wow ❄🌟
@RubenGarcia-ed5yt2 жыл бұрын
Guardin is a genius when it comes to song writing.
@candehreigh.snugyfremh70837 ай бұрын
guardin is my favorite since 2018
@geckz7162 жыл бұрын
Can't wait to hear this one man, ending a bad week on a good note, gonna be listening on repeat all weekend!
@granted00962 жыл бұрын
Literally how it felt listening to this banger after such a shitty week!
@chickennoodlesoup__2 жыл бұрын
hang in there bud
@RedToroTC2 жыл бұрын
Hell yeah, let's get fucked up this weekend 😂 stay safe y'all
@StonedCabbage2 жыл бұрын
My life has been a absolute trainwreck lately and your music is so hauntingly beautiful to me
@C2k7852 жыл бұрын
Ikr
@C2k7852 жыл бұрын
It's so good
@axis53622 жыл бұрын
Another god tier bop
@Straf3Nyon2 жыл бұрын
This is so inspiring... I'm so upset I just found you. But I'm at the lowest point in my life so far and this song speaks to my soul and this song lead to a full day of listening to all of your songs and you sir are so prolific. I hope you are next up. I've been an independent artist for 5 years now and I feel I've finally found my final inspiration to really experiment and find MY sound for myself. Thank you.
@catpupilsinpublic2 жыл бұрын
This may not mean anything to you now , but you will work your way through this moment - and you will be okay. I’ve been at points throughout this year consistently where despite not having much of a support system I got myself out of bed and for not much of a reason besides I felt it was time. When you are ready to get back up - you’ll know. The only way out is through - I believe you’ll find your way out. I had a listen to the song you posted a year ago - YOU got flow man :,) Work on delivery - experiment with mixing and find a way to make those vocals pop. You can be someone great someday - it starts with you believing that’s possible. Then you find a way to back up that belief. Make it work man , make it work. Much love.
@axstary2 жыл бұрын
lucy in the sky going 65 is amazing omg ily ily ily
@notieming2 жыл бұрын
I’ve been religiously watching to that old clip from your livestream, I love it
@myk98082 жыл бұрын
Remember finding the original version of this song you did on a live like a year ago, so glad its finally finished
@JustineDakota2 жыл бұрын
0:08 perfection. The whole song is everything I'm feeling. Always killing it 🖤
@rasin57842 жыл бұрын
only artist that can go hard over a ukelele
@tymeyer64792 жыл бұрын
I literally need this more than anything. Lifes beating my assssss😭
@fgdfgdfgdfg4tgrdfg2 жыл бұрын
Cant make up my mind on my Fav song when u keep droppin pure bomb like dat m8
@ayyjaxon89812 жыл бұрын
Life ain't been good too me recently. The words are a whole different vibe, much love Guardin 🖤
@TtvAnimeSniper07072 жыл бұрын
Whole different vibe.. sorry you feel this way m8.. keep vibin soul🤟✌️🤍🤍
@ayyjaxon89812 жыл бұрын
@@TtvAnimeSniper0707 stay up brother 🖤🕉💪
@Xar02 жыл бұрын
I wanna meet him someday and make music w him. It's been my dream to be this sort underground music god sorta thing idk idk. Just this imagination but yea. That's the goal lmaoo. See you soon guardin haha
@autumn9502 жыл бұрын
I met him at the lund concert I went to and wasn’t expecting to meet him so I wasn’t prepared and ended up just being super awkward and weird lmfao still upset I didn’t have the balls to actually have a conversation with him 💀
@Xar02 жыл бұрын
@@autumn950 yo fr? That's actually sick, I'd freeze up as well, if I were you :/
@joshuafillmore19692 жыл бұрын
hoping to meet him in Atlanta soon when i go to his concert at the Masquerade! Since Convolk dropped i can only hope Guardins set will be extended
@marlom78822 жыл бұрын
Aaaaaaaaaand another song to add to the playlist
@m69n2 жыл бұрын
I've played this at least 10 times a day since release. Such a banger, as always!
@sparklebbfae2 жыл бұрын
this song saved my life tonight
@nerds97152 жыл бұрын
Can’t wait for this one since the snippets from long ago. Already know he won’t disappoint with this new song!
@Xar02 жыл бұрын
Fr
@sergiocruz34252 жыл бұрын
This place I have in KZbins hidden beautiful side is hard not to want to share it with everyone I can but at the same time makes me want to be selfish n keep this little safe place for ourselves because us so rare to have somthing like this...
@The_Skit_Thats_Cool2 жыл бұрын
Guardin I know you may never see this but for the chance I'm leaving this here.. You changed my life I saw your music and when I listened to it it always was just a way to cope I ended last year being in the top .5% of listened to you and I really hope you make it big but if you don't at least you tried.. I love you dude..
@davidboman8352 жыл бұрын
Whenever you release music, it always makes my week so much better. No matter how badly my week has gone, your music helps me get through it. Thank you, and have an amazing day!
@gustavomorantes73992 жыл бұрын
guardian that song is too amazing to listen to all my life, I love you
@0x29a2 жыл бұрын
I remembering hearing this in the past. I'm so happy that you've made it a full song. All the music you release is just golden. Yeah, it's a bop.
@Magenskie2 жыл бұрын
Just in time for the weekend, time for an adventure into the woods.👽🖤👽🖤👽
@kevinhaugh25642 жыл бұрын
wish i could hear this for the first time again
@Masturbation652 жыл бұрын
The Screaming Yoko Ono reference gets me every time lmao
@DaylnJonesKILLERCROC2 жыл бұрын
This song literally explains how I feel so well and It’s a whole different experience
@Icynova2 жыл бұрын
Banger. I love how the beat underneath picks up. So unassuming.
@glizzynocondiments2 жыл бұрын
i love this new vibe. acoustic mixed with some absolutely immaculate beats. you got this. life is a weird thing that we didnt ask for. but we can control how we live it. enjoy the sunsets, enjoy the sounds of birds, enjoy the life. youre my favorite artist, and have been since before i think youre really cool. youre amazing dawggeh
@dillyb542 жыл бұрын
yo guardin, fan for 4 or 5 years now, I know you probably won't see this but something about this song is special. good fucking shit.
@farokshi77122 жыл бұрын
It's Like your old masterpiece songs It's not a song It's a mood
@thesadghostdude11 ай бұрын
this song somehow always has me coming back i dont know why but i cant escape this song thank you gaurdin for helping me throught the pain with music
@godsden19732 жыл бұрын
Can’t wait to see you February 19th I’ve been waiting for this moment for 4 years now
@GhxstMode2 жыл бұрын
Sounds like Guardins been listening to a lot of The Front Bottoms. Lmao i like the fact that the uke is back.
@skiskimask2 жыл бұрын
guardin never miss
@joelciantar3472 жыл бұрын
I remember this on his story happy he released this
@x-sao_reborn-x74322 жыл бұрын
And just like that I now have a new favorite song by you. I’ve been waiting for new uke stuff from you for so long. Thank you so much for this masterpiece 🥺🥺🥺
@torchedphoenix21592 жыл бұрын
I've been writing music for awhile and I really get "every song that I write coexist with a scar". You're one of the only artist I fully relate to, and one of the only artist where I'm actually left impressed.
@stablerpadron40692 жыл бұрын
This one really reminds me of when u first started out trafalgar, plastic, pyramids ect ... really good reminder of ur old songs this ones going in my Playlist for sure
@Soicouldsendyou Жыл бұрын
Bro, you're lyrics are so good. I have listened for awhile and you remind me on how tough my life was from 15 to 25 before my depression left and began a family. Reminds me of how hard it was to get here and how truly beautiful and difficult to make it through and to where I am today. You're music makes me happy. Thanks man.
@ketchupppp85012 жыл бұрын
Welp it looks like it's gonna stay in repeat for a few weeks and you've helped me a lot and thanks for dropping this off
@itssaxx56632 жыл бұрын
man been waiting for this to drop ever since it leaked i love this
@MalcomMalediction Жыл бұрын
Three Nights by SAIAH and Guardin still stuck in my head.
@joshuafillmore19692 жыл бұрын
Ill be waiting the entire time! Im so excited to see you in atlanta on the 28th! I can never thank you enough for all of the amazing music youve put out. i wouldnt have lived this long without you.
@TeaComfy2 жыл бұрын
Yooooo going to the Atlanta show too, it's gonna be a blast for sure
@imorangejuice3592 Жыл бұрын
Super fun song to play on the uke love you gaurdin thanks for being yourself
@TheDailyBrack2 жыл бұрын
Time to stay up till 12:00 AM xD
@joshuahollis79112 жыл бұрын
Probably one of my favorites man
@connorbell43992 жыл бұрын
Holy shit high or sober this song is on repeat
@draxcogaming2 жыл бұрын
This song, it makes this weight lift off my chest knowing I’m not alone
@granson50942 жыл бұрын
This makes me feel so nice inside.
@DucklatchProductions2 жыл бұрын
Long time fan, this is easily one of your best songs.
@granted00962 жыл бұрын
Signing on KZbin after a crappy week and seeing this on my feed as the first suggestion is the highlight of my night!
@ProvidenceMus2 жыл бұрын
these lyrics hit me man, really well written
@koi.36732 жыл бұрын
You are so underrated, definitely deserve more fans and followers, your truly a lyrical genius 🙏
@chace4992 жыл бұрын
This is one of my favorites from you so far. You’re my inspiration and I love you guardin 💖
@barrettdowell39852 жыл бұрын
NO FUCKING WAY I've spent months referring to this as "that one song he didn't release" This is so fucking good, man ❤❤
@eshaansawant36422 жыл бұрын
Got released on Spotify here and ABSOLUTELY LOVED IT!! 😩😩
@Xar02 жыл бұрын
Fr?? Lemme go check it out
@vittoouu2 жыл бұрын
hey Xar0, he live in india ma boi, it's already 2 pm there
@TtvAnimeSniper07072 жыл бұрын
Fuuggggin FELT that one chief.. please stay safe and have fun🤞💙
@XamXoXa2 жыл бұрын
This songs goona carry me through these hard days….🎶
@itsyandl42802 жыл бұрын
Dude, thanks for your music. It really cheers you up to hear someone describing same feelings as you have. You understand you're not alone and other people keep living so you can too. Thank you, Nick
@sansythegoat68539 ай бұрын
Remember my best friend on xbox showed me this artist and taught me alot of life lessons whwn i was a spoiled ass kid darko if u out there i still be thinkin bout what youve told me man.
@Jyshmusic2 жыл бұрын
So relatable. Favorite artist since 2019, you’re amazing 💙
@leftintears2 жыл бұрын
8 more minutes til this drops enough time to get water
@iambecomejeff2 жыл бұрын
Wow...just wow...this one's bittersweet...hits so close to home and I have a new favorite song now
@y2kRann2 жыл бұрын
wow. it’s beautiful and it hurts
@gkendall14542 жыл бұрын
Prefer the old one but it's good to hear something fresh...I've been waiting for this to drop for a while g
@shinaryu24014 ай бұрын
Every time this one comes on I have to stop myself from belting at the top of my lungs 🔥🙌🏽🫡
@ClutchOuya2 жыл бұрын
I waited so long for this one since the Instagram post I love it ❤️❤️ thank you guardin!! See you in 2 weeks in Denver (:
@StealAStarrr2 жыл бұрын
thanks for always making my playlist better, amazing song.
@skittle44702 жыл бұрын
My new favorite song omg I’m in love it
@aurvea11992 жыл бұрын
3 weeks since this banger dropped i just cant stop listening to it this shit is fire🔥🔥🔥 its relateable thats another reason i love it guardin i love you man❤️❤️
@Thewarlords1team2 жыл бұрын
So glad I found your music 3 years ago. this song is lyrical perfection. Haven’t heard a song in forever that crossed the boundary between linguistics and raw emotion like this.
@nicoleeemegaanxo42092 жыл бұрын
Can’t wait to see you in February!!!
@Dummy24782 жыл бұрын
This one hits the soul 🍃
@ianfox71732 жыл бұрын
Yo, this is awesome. Started listening to you back when I was a little homeless punk. I'm beyond blown away by how much you've grown as an artist. Thanks for unwittingly helping me through the toughest time of my life, and know your music does help people.
@jamesgittings27072 жыл бұрын
Birthday and new Guardin… good day
@aaroncoots10062 жыл бұрын
Love thissss I listened to the snippet so much
@void-hippie2 жыл бұрын
absolute bagner, thanks for helping on a bad night.
@codyfrazier25042 жыл бұрын
Bro can't begin to say how far uve come bro ur music helps me thru alot bro so thank u keep doing what u do and you'll touch people
@weasl97642 жыл бұрын
Oh my God.. it's beautiful
@-exillion-43072 жыл бұрын
I've been listening since demons in my orbit and now everything I listen from you just means so much more then it did back then because losing someone like this is just mind altering
@haqte59762 жыл бұрын
Been waiting for this to drop since 2019 🖤
@rebzyvfx2 жыл бұрын
this is absolutely amazing
@PreXzi Жыл бұрын
Your music makes my toes tingle but fr your life changing never quit making the master pieces
@iamthejellyfish28892 жыл бұрын
YOOO HE FINALLY MADE IT A FULL SONG 🥺
@darkassassin81582 жыл бұрын
Absolutely beautiful!!! This hits hard...
@Ogkadie8 ай бұрын
Yaaaaasss. The next 1000 plays will be me on repeat. ;)
@Spec1ops6162 жыл бұрын
Nick this is literally perfect
@thesadghostdude8 ай бұрын
coming up to two years now of this song (at least on youtube)
@fysoabnolastname80719 ай бұрын
one of those songs you find at 7a.m. after being awake all night that really hits different...
@nametaken97052 жыл бұрын
I lost my best friend on the 12th, it's crushing in a world I already feel orphaned in as an adult, Lately I cry until I have migranes, I'm not here for sympathy, I'm here because this song helps me & I just want gaurdin to know this song is helping me believe there's stil something beautiful in this that has force feed me malice as far as my memory goes back,... thank you dude sincerely Craig Ellington
@xbmrg2 жыл бұрын
god I love this so much
@caspersoutdoors2 жыл бұрын
I just woke up feeling lost. Thank you
@dinohalupa60842 жыл бұрын
Sware to God this music be the only thing getting me thru this pandimic
@luvlol12 жыл бұрын
Yo dude don’t stop making music. I need this shit lol. Fr tho.