A Sad Week Alone at my Cottages

[@hannahleeduggan]

this was one of the toughest weeks i've had in a long time. everything just kept piling on and it felt a little like trying to paddle up a river. some weeks are just going to suck :( thanks for sticking with me through the good and the heavy ♡ Edit- you all sharing your stories is making me tear up again, but also makes me feel less alone. Thank you for giving me this community and space to be wrapped up in the goodness, and communal grief and healing of humanity when I really needed it. I have so much love for you.

[@amygonzalez8028]

Hope everything your going through gets better. LOVE watching you!!!

[@Gauri108Shivaswife]

I needed a good cry too. ❤ you're the best mouse mommy ever.

[@Ronnekelovesboris]

Never apologize for crying!! And im so sorry you lost Dixie 😢❤ sending lots of love

[@john1970-n8k]

Love you!

[@AndNowIJustSitInSilence]

I love how you say "heavy" instead of "bad". Makes things somehow more positive ❤

[@DilanBerry]

I’m so sorry Hannah. I had a chocolate lab that was like my first child. I had him since he was 5 weeks old, he slept on my chest for the first year of his life, he lived to be almost 15. He passed away suddenly on my birthday. It was quite a loss. But I had to remind myself that our pets are also spiritual beings that live on after they leave their body, just like we do. After his passing I had a dream about him, I was standing overlooking a beautiful forest that had a gentle creek running through it, suddenly I saw my dog, he was sniffing the ground then he looked up and our eyes met. I believe he was trying to tell me he’s good now, healthy and happy. I think Dixie would tell you the same. Sending HUGS!

[@aubreyg282]

this just made me go hug my lab, i’m so so sorry!

[@tinawatson5866]

NEVER apologize for your emotions, especially for SHOWING your emotions! ESPECIALLY when you’re overwhelmed, sad, hurt , mad , etc . That’s part of being human. ❤️

[@christina5042]

❤ needed to read this too

[@lisarobbinson8835]

Hannah 🫂♥️😢 Yes!! Never ever apologize for your emotions sweet girl!

[@Streetfoodaround.]

Love and respect ❤

[@gwendavis9655]

Absolutely yes. That’s right 👍🏻😊

[@Streetfoodaround.]

@@gwendavis9655 ❤️

[@jamielee0918]

As women, our bodies go through so many changes each month as we shed ourselves of what is no longer serving us. Give yourself permission to cry. It's a great release of emotions.

[@rebeccap3898]

The size of a fur baby is no measure of how much love we have for them. Sorry for your loss.

[@chuiga2935]

This is beautifully said 💗

[@blancasans1525]

Exactly. I had a gerbil for three years until he got a tumor and died, it was so hard to lose him... Sorry for your loss Hannah, but you can be comforted in knowing that you made Dixie feel safe and loved until the end.

[@Jenpaii_]

Started crying from the video, scrolled into the comments to cheer up and cried even more 😂😭 This community is so wholesome, I love y'all.

[@viscash3606]

You could have edited all your emotions out of this vid, but you didn't. Love how real you are.

[@Ankesadventures]

Yes. Thank you for this. ❤

[@LisaYoung-t8j]

Right! I agree! Keep going ❤

[@charliephelps8016]

I clicked on your video because over the last two days half my muffler fell off my truck and I returned to my camper after almost a month away and the fridge isnt working. After watching so many KZbin videos I was overwhelmed and needed a break. Then you started crying and it helped me finally cry. This is why we love Hannah

[@MickDickerson]

It’s been a brutal week already. This is one of the many reason I love our girl, she’s human and doesn’t mind showing it. 🫂❤️

[@himbeersorbet87]

I‘m so sorry for your loss. Farewell, Dixie. 🌈 You did everything you possibly could. She was so loved. ❤

[@Streetfoodaround.]

Love and respect ❤

[@NoOneHere2Day]

It's a mouse.

[@belpack8989]

I know from losing my pet cats, these animals become part of your family, it's hard to lose them, and worse to want to do something to help them without being able to. Desperaux sure looked excited about the new mouse.

[@Mel92py]

And you a human. Humans are not better​@NoOneHere2Day

[@light_and_sound]

​@@NoOneHere2Day And the mouse was her companion and she put a lot of her love and care into it.

[@Constance-v9q]

So glad you are learning the lesson of life's circularity early; it took me 60 years to recognize how easily and often things change. You are blessed, and an inspiration to all of us.

[@juliah5469]

Feeling this sad is the price we pay for loving them...but it's always worth it to have shared our lives with them ❤

[@Streetfoodaround.]

Love and respect ❤

[@vianonamitchell4114]

So true...the price of love is so high😢

[@Wizard-oy9hl]

i lost my brother back in april. some weeks are good, some weeks are horrible and feel like i can’t manage even the smallest tasks. you’re doing amazing hannah. i’ve been watching you for a very long time since you bought your first cabins and you’re so resilient. good will prevail !

[@Mindfulmaven7]

❤

[@barneyrubble4801]

Dang it, I'm a grown man then all of a sudden allergies must have kicked in. So sorry for the loss of your little buddy, it's never easy to lose a pet/friend. I am a car guy, anything with wheels I watch. The drag racing world lost a shining light in the NPK racing world this week. Lizzy Musi past away at age 33 from cancer. She always had a huge smile on her face and was quick to give a hug. RIP Dixie and Lizzy. Never apologize for your emotions I'm not sorry I shed tears for your loss. Take care.

[@elisebrown5157]

I definitely cried too. I can only imagine how devastating that felt. I recall you saying that originally Dixie was intended as snake food, so she really hit the jackpot being adopted by you, kept warm, safe, and well fed, and with a good friend like Desperaux.

[@michelleburns8849]

I am so sorry about Dixie. From what we could see, you gave her so much love and a good life. She was lucky to have someone like you ❤️❤️❤️

[@lisamedlyn3818]

You gave her a wonderful life. ❤❤❤

[@ElizabethOnTheLake]

No matter what happens, that is one very lucky little mouse to be so loved. I wish all animals could experience that kind of love. (@7:50)

[@rainsofhealing]

Wish humans could too, from other humans

[@ElizabethOnTheLake]

@@rainsofhealing 💯

[@Xandra3D]

I am so sorry for your loss of Dixi, Hannah. You gave her the best life. Yesterday I lost my 6 hens who were so precious to me. A fox got into their coop early in the morning when I was asleep. I loved them so much and looked forward to seeing them happily run across the yard towards me every day. I feel like I let them down, I cried so hard burying them, and it's been difficult to get over this week.

[@Marja1992]

You didn't let them down. These things happen, and they suck so bad, but it is not your fault. My sister's hens died recently too from a fox attack and I am still not over it. They are such wonderful creatures, and it is absolutely okay to grieve for as long as you need. You very clearly loved them and them you ❤

[@LittleKikuyu]

You did everything you could and you loved them! Don’t be hard on yourself 💜 It’s so so sad but they were loved 🥹

[@divinetiming8422]

I'm so sorry, how sad 😪💞

[@divinetiming8422]

​@@Marja1992I am so sorry. 😪

[@sharonc1326]

I’m so sorry 💔

[@rachaelpeterson6335]

Watching this video is exactly what I needed right now. My 97 year old grandma is living her final days as we speak and your videos have brought me so much joy and comfort. I’m so thankful for your videos and the realness you offer to the world. Death is something to feel and express with others so thank you for sharing your experience it’s helped me process many emotions ❤

[@Toriachip]

“Grief is love that has no where to go”. I’m so very sorry for your loss. Dixie was a sweetie and was so so loved by you. I have never seen such a committed mouse momma. You have made me feel like mice aren’t beings to be scared of, so thank you. You are a good momma to them. I can’t wait to see the growth of this new baby!

[@MicarahTewers]

Oh my gosh I'm so so sorry for your loss. Sobbed my way through this one. Going through the same thing with my chickens this week (right down to the getting a new companion pet who's missing toes) and I've felt stupid for how much It's affected me. Thank you for being vulnerable

[@susanbarnettkiengsir]

The hardest part of loving pets is when they pass or when they're sick as they can't let us know whats going on or where it hurts. You have done your best to care for her, and she'll send someone else for you to take care of in her absence. 😢

[@LoneWolfCreation]

This might be one of my favorite videos you've uploaded. I've never seen you be so real on this level before & I just want to say thanks Hannah. For reminding me that even you have bad days & we're all just doing our best. Also, I'm so sorry for Dixie. I live in an RV with my husband & 3 dogs, we went camping a few months ago & when we came back we found out our a/c had cut out & we had left our fancy hamster Jesiba home while gone for 2 days. She was alive when we got home but died that night. We just couldn't get her cooled down in time. It was horrible. You have a big heart & I hope your new mouse fits in well.

Please, never apologize for being human, Hannah. Crying is as natural as breathing. It's the gift we give ourselves as a means of releasing the emotional and physical maladies that infect our spirits. I'm a 61-year-old man who has no problem expressing myself in the form of tears. You are entitled to your emotions, sweetie. We love you and are always with you in spirit.

[@welawisdom]

❤❤❤WELL SAID! Love this 😊

[@kayrichard4100]

I’m so sorry, Hannah! Losing a pet is so difficult. I lost my 15 year old cat last August and it gutted me for months. Sending hugs!

[@hollyshaw-elliemae]

im sorry hannah. i cried with you. she had the best life because of you and desperaux. she couldnt have had a BETTER life. thank you for being the sweetest human. watching you put a slug outside shows how much empathy and compassion you are full of. its beautiful

[@caroleosborne3379]

I wish I could give u a big hug. I'm so sorry about little Dixie, but I'm sure she is telling all her friends in pet heaven what a wonderful mom she had!!!❤ You are a precious girl and have so much love to share. Don't get down on yourself because you've accomplished so much and have given us so much joy. Hormones are the pits and I pray that you feel better soon! I am a young 73 year old, so I can certainly remember those days! So glad to see the cabins again! Hang in there, Sweet Hannah!❤ Hugs from Tennessee!

[@malas8325]

This is the hardest Ive ever cried for a mouse...and I dont even like mice. It's easy to think from social media that people are living these enchanted lives with no problems. Thank you for sharing your vulnerable moments and even your grief with us, it makes us feel less alone in the daily struggle of life. Lots of love from Cape Town, South Africa🤗

[@deedeeneri8202]

I’m sorry Dixie passed away. I had hoped she would have made it, but as I watched that wasn’t the case. You did all you could to help her. You have the biggest heart ever. Hugs to you for this difficult week.

[@Gene1969]

Hannah, the pain is real because the love is real. Dixie loved you every bit as you loved her. She had an amazing life that no mouse could even dream of. You did good!

[@sydneyrogers775]

Hannah, as much as we all love your videos, if you need to take a break don’t feel guilty. Grief is so hard, I know I’ve gotten attached to her throughout the months & I feel your loss. You are my inspiration, you have been my only friend at times. I’m so sorry for your loss, but know you are not alone in missing Dixie. I love you, please take time for yourself. Don’t feel numb to losing her and throw yourself into projects. It’s okay to take time and process. You are my heart 🤍🤍

[@autumnraine3209]

It’s so easy to beat ourselves up over things that we wouldn’t hesitate to forgive our loved ones for. Please never hesitate to give yourself some grace when you are in a rut. With someone as productive and creative as you, it’s necessary to have time where you are uninspired and unmotivated!! It’s so refreshing to see a KZbinr such as yourself being honest and open about the hard times and sharing that with your viewers.

[@lovauradragon1819]

This is one of the most beautifully written comments of compassion I've read for awhile. Beautiful advice for us all to remember 🙏🏽💕

[@SherreeHarris-c2q]

Very well said.

[@catarinapereirinha1474]

Hi Hannah, I've never commented on any of your videos and I don't know why because I never miss any, in fact I think you're the only person I'm always excited to see a new video. But today I felt like I needed to say something. First of all, thank you so much for making these videos, you inspire me a lot, you make me believe that I, as a woman, can do literally anything. Secondly, thank you for being so real and talking about everything so openly. Your words really helped me today, thanks again for that. I love you❤

[@lysamarzo]

Hannah, I needed this today. Last night our goldfish Patrick passed away. He would have been 7 years old come September. I am so sorry for your loss. You gave Dixie the best life and she was so lucky to have you. ❤

[@Streetfoodaround.]

Love and respect

[@Marja1992]

I'm so sorry for your loss ❤

[@Streetfoodaround.]

@@Marja1992 love and respect

[@Streetfoodaround.]

@sandram4670 love and respect

[@divinetiming8422]

❤

[@pushindaisies5327]

The scrambling for an answer and feeling like you’re making things up to make Dixie better, you are not alone. My dogs are my life. I felt it in my soul when you were desperately trying to help her. Much love and grace to you Hannah. Rest easy Dixie.

[@susanb9796]

Sweet Hannah. No need to apologize for crying. I'm 67 and I still get overwhelmed when the hits keep coming. You are incredible and strong so much of the time. I feel I am a warrior a lot of the time and then I can melt into a weepy, weak, etc. It's ok. We stand up again and step forward.

[@AndreeaDiana]

I’m kind of. A silent subscriber, but usually I’m in the state you’re in now while watching you and your mood brings me up. So this time since you’re feeling down I feel the urge to switch and bring you up. I’m so sorry for your loss and there is sunshine on the way. The energy you put into caring for your mice is amazing and motherly love is so real for any living thing, ily

[@nancynancy3870]

When you told Despero that you were going to get him a carrot you returned with the cutest little parsnip ever. I’m so sorry to hear about Dixie. You are an amazing individual Hannah. Right down to carefully taking adventure slug back outside and burying Dixie under a beautiful tree. Your animals are blessed and we are blessed that you share your love and life so freely. I know this is tough. As a full time nurse of 21 years I’ve experienced a lot of heart break. Please know that animals and people tend to wait until their familiars are not present when they die. I feel it’s their way of protecting us even though it’s still crushing. Grief is a tricky process especially when your job forces you to push on. Take all the time you need to just be with your little ones and please show yourself the compassion and love that you so freely give others. Congratulations on your new launch! The ear rings and toe ring are lovely additions and Lupine Lane is blossoming under your talent and care. Thanks for being authentically you Hannah. You make being authentically me easier for this 58 year old ADHDer;) Much love from Renfrew, Ont.💕🐾💕

[@brendanawesomeness]

The crying part was so relatable and so healthy. Crying is such a good release

[@AndNowIJustSitInSilence]

Every time you showed Desp & Dixie in the videos I thought about how all this actually started and what an amazing job you did taking care of them, especially since you didn't exactly plan on having mice pets. I think that's the scariest thing in life, allowing yourself to love someone, knowing that you have to let them go at some point. ❤

[@Streetfoodaround.]

Love and respect ❤

[@prinses999tube]

Hey Hannah, watching this, I wish I could hug you to make you feel less pain. That teeny tiny animal ment more to you than any one of us can imagine. Lots of hugs and love from the Netherlands.

[@Matt_H2O]

Rest in Peace little Dixie girl. Desbro looks happy with the lovely little white one. Grooming is a good sign. We all have times like this in our lives Hannah. It's important to acknowledge and honor the feelings we have and allow them to move through. We just have to remember to let them move on. Doing some of the little things that we love like music and dancing can really help. Cleaning, tidying and organising spaces really help too. You are doing all the right things. Thank you for showing us your vulnerability and how you cope with these tough times in life. You never know how many people this truly helps. Go well.

[@abbytheredwolf174]

This past week I lost my dad and today is his birthday. He was to young and I’m to young. Tomorrow will be better, I’m so sorry you lost her. I’ve been watching for years and you love and care for them so much.♥️

[@hafusan]

I am so so sorry for your loss. I wish I could say something poetic, but this is all I have now. That is so hard, but there will be a time where things are good again, I promise.

[@JenC1972]

It’s ok to let it out sometimes. Loosing a pet is not easy. They can’t tell you how they are feeling. Remember how lucky she was to have you as a mom for her time here. You gave her a wonderful life. Sending you hugs 💞

[@Streetfoodaround.]

Love and respect ❤

[@alicegunn3970]

Hannah you are human and we humans go through emotions.. grief.. You gave Daisy the best home and life a mouse could ever had.. she was your best friend and when our friends get sick and die we grieve.. there are 5 or 7 stages of grief we go through. Keep those awesome memories alive.. we love you Hannah ❤ .

[@cjg8822]

It's normal emotions for a soft hearted person and our pets and family that break our hearts when sick or dying....God be with you and Dixie!!

[@aubreyg282]

hannah 😭 i felt your pain and i cried with you this whole video. i’m so sorry. These little creatures, no matter how small can take up so much room in our hearts. holding my dog tighter tonight

[@jojodutch826]

Remember life is a roller coaster. As soon as you hit the bottom you are again on your way up. Try to enjoy the ride and remember it is ok to cry and feel bad. Everyone goes through the roller coaster of life. You are not alone.

[@desertdweller1991]

I'm so sorry for the loss of your little one. I know how heart-wrenching it is to lose our pets. You gave her a wonderful home and did an excellennt job caring for her. She was lucky to have you.

[@anouksophia7399]

I lost a precious foul once, it belonged to my neighbours. In Egypt they don't try to do much and so all I could do was sit with her and look into her eyes. Later I was told by a friend that I helped her pass with so much love and warmth. You did that. Thank you for being you ❤

[@barbrabrurrier7548]

You gave her a fun comfy life. Thank you for being so kind to our living creatures

[@SisterSherryDoingStuff]

Please don't apologize for being human. I tune in every Sunday to be inspired by you - being vulnerable is raw and real.

[@jb.1256]

I am so, so heartbroken for you. I hope you give yourself generous amounts of time for healing and to process your grief. I've started reading the Bloody Jack series at your recommendation, and I can't help but see her in you and everything you do. You are fearless, and tender hearted, such a beautiful combination. And just like Jacky, I know that you will pull through this trial, though I am sorry that this is what life has dealt for you at this moment ♥

[@kaylan369]

Oh Hannah, I’m so sad with you over Dixi. 😢 I appreciate your vulnerability in sharing your life with us.

[@amemotiongraphics6552]

Well hannah, thanks so much, because i am right now also having tough days full of complex emotions and specially today, sunday, i have felt in company with you, whatching your amazing daylife and adventures. A big hug and hoping to see more of your days in the woods

[@sammikay1222]

As someone who is also having one of those weeks. Of the world being overwhelming and finding out a pet is sick and adding that worry on to the day to day struggle with life and recent heartbreak. This video made my morning start out much like your video started. Not realizing how much I needed to cry and just validate my emotions. Because of your vulnerability and kind words to yourself, you made it easier for me to also give myself grace and show myself love. 💜

[@Marja1992]

Hang in there friend ❤

[@demimitsioulis7044]

Crying with you honey, im so sorry for your loss. Its been a ROUGH month for a lot of people i think big transition period (we blame the stars and moon) But im here for you! Mourning with you feeling those same feels , you're not alone. Thank you for being so venerable about where you're at right now i feel comfort in knowing im not alone

[@katieb8602]

i'm sooooo sorry for your loss hannah. you gave little dixie such a beautiful life, with so much love, the prettiest mouse cage to ever exist, and many adventures together. sending you lots of love

[@Satellitegirl41]

So sorry for your loss Hannah. Anyone who has pets knows how devastating it is. You do the best you can. It's just so hard because they're such beautiful little lives that love us and we love them. RIP Dixie.

[@L4love00]

Ugh I'm so sorry for your loss. I cried along with you. I was a rat mom for two generations of rats and there is so much heartbreak as a rodent mom. They are so sweet and innocent and small and you get so attached only for their short lifespans to shatter you every year or two. It is so hard, but at least you still have Despereaux to comfort you.

[@pinging1586]

It's always hard losing a little furry family member, but there's no doubt that Dixie was truly loved and you gave her such a wonderful life for her little time here on earth. Your vulnerability and emotions should never be apologised for. We're all sending our love to you!💘

[@fresnokidsr]

Hannah lee you showing your sad, mournful, and grieving sad side here on you tube is just showing that you too are a human and humans have that in them. Please dont say you are sorry for crying or having a bad day or week or month that konda of stuff helps us connect with you. I for one have lost 4 people to the good lord since may the most recent being my Dad on Fathers day. For me the loss of the living to bad life choices and the drama that comes with it bothers me more. Especially since thwy arw my young adult children. I hope that Despero takes to the new little friend well. Thank you Ms. Hannahlee for sharing yourself with us. Have a good one. Have fun take care

[@susie2157]

Thank you for the raw honesty of sharing your grief in this video. I have taken care of many cats and dogs in my life and even the wildlife birds, squirrels, possums... you name it... when one of them dies it just tears my heart apart. I cried watching your tears. Thank you for being Just As You Are.

[@sheenab201]

Watching you dig the wee hole was super sad, so many times I have had to do the same, for guinea pigs mainly, takes me back to the emotions I felt saying goodbye, all the guilt I would feel around what I could of or should of done to help prevent what happened. No matter the size of the pet the love and devotion is shown by the grief we are left with. Pets are the hardest loss, for they are the most constant thing we have in our lives. So beautiful to see just how much Dixie ment to you, just think about how you saved her from the pet shop and gave her the most love she could of ever had been given ❤️ she will be forever greatful for your love 🤗😘

[@janemcleod5218]

Oh Hannah, I’m so sorry you have lost Dixie. It is so hard losing a pet no matter how small. Sending you loads of love and hugs. ❤️

[@darlenedavis8690]

I'm so sorry about Dixie. She may have been tiny but she had a BIG impact. She crossed the Rainbow Bridge with the knowledge that she was loved. Thank you for sharing things (good and bad) with your KZbin community. You really are an inspiration to many of us. Every time I watch one of your videos, I pull out my planning notebook and start adding things I want to do. Sending positive thoughts and energy to you.

[@Wren_Farthing]

So sorry for your loss, Hannah. One of the best things about being human is the emotional connections we make, to each other and to all the little creatures. Turns out it’s also one of the most painful things about being human. Thanks for being willing to show the full range. Here’s to being human! 😢

[@susangriffiths8621]

I am so sorry my sweet girl, I cried for little Dixie too. I believe that the love you have shown us, on screen, for such a tiny little animal has helped educate and sensitize some viewers in their attitude to animals, all animals.

[@AnnandSalem]

So sorry for your loss 😭. Losing a pet is the hardest thing 😩🥺🫶🏻! Hoping this new girl brings you guys lots of joy and helps heal your broken hearts my a bit❤️😘!

[@Lunarknight164]

Im so sorry for your loss hannah. Dont ever feel bad for showing your emotions to us we all are here because we care for you

[@mjsps51]

Oh my gosh. TEARS! I just wanted to hug you until everything was all better, but I know that there are so many things to fix, and that you will be ok.

[@hafusan]

I am so sorry for your loss, Hannah. I clicked on your video feeling very disheartened and alone today after two heavy blows back to back. When I saw your pain and grief, I was able to allow myself to weep for you, and for me. We will be okay, you have said it yourself. Thank you.

[@katrina4690]

It's okay to cry ❤ I understand the fear of losing a loved pet. They r family, not just an animal. My chihuahua mix died over a month ago she lived for 14.5 years. She was in pain leading up to her death. But we had her on pain meds until she died. I'm not sure if u r religious or not, but praying helps alot. Missionaries from my church came and gave me a blessing for comfort. It worked! Within a few days, I stopped crying and I was able to carry on without grieving

[@coleblakk]

So sorry for your loss darling. It's always hard to lose a beloved. Don't numb it down Hannah, crying and getting it all out is healthy. Feel the grief, remember the happiness Dixie brought you and honor her memory by loving those you still have around you.

[@SonyToprano1908]

Emotions are human, so no need to apologize for them. Know you did your best and that you have a good heart. You're a sweet person 🫂

[@Kirbykfed89]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost a cat suddenly and I just had to keep reminding myself that she lived a longer life under my care than out in the wild. You gave her so much love and care during the time she was with you. ❤

[@mar19562005]

Girl, you can do this! Have faith and keep loving life as you do

[@belindawood3910]

I have to say I couldn’t help but cry when you lost your little friend. Rip Dixie. 🥺. I’m also sorry you had a rough week. The full moon was an emotional ride for sure. I so hope you know that you give so freely your time and emotions and that it’s seen and felt. When they say it rains, it can pour. Please know even though we are on the other side of the camera, you are never alone. Sending you so much love and light to help the pain in your heart. Thank you Hannah for sharing your life with us. Always be gentle with yourself, ❤️✌🏽❤️

[@jodisampson4508]

So sorry about little Dixies passing.You are such a sweet mouse mom.❤

[@bellies8564]

Hannah, I’ve been watching your videos for over two years now. You have so much on your plate. This has all grown to such a beautiful thing for you and with that comes so much responsibility. Your paid partnerships with “Better Help” is one of the primary reasons I started seeing a therapist and have been for over a year now. One thing I’ve been really cognizant of is not apologizing for my tears, emotions or breakdowns. I have never met you but you can always cry, share and unload with us. Life is hard. You are doing an incredible job and we are all so inspired by you, your energy for life and living and your love for everyone around you.

[@marge22-22]

I'm so sorry Hannah. Sending you lots of love from far away. Loss is the the worst

[@kriswillson2287]

Hannah, I am so sorry for your loss of Dixie. I could see the love and care you gave her; and losing her truly hurts. Cry all you need to and never apologize for showing your grief. Us pet parents understand. Hugs to you over the miles.

[@deec9577]

what an incredibly beautiful thing it is that she got to spend her last days being lovingly hand fed and cherished by her mama

[@Angel051902]

Thank you for being real about your grief. It's so important for us to know we are allowed to cry over a loss of any kind. Never diminish what you feel or your healing will be slow or stunted. It will come out in ways you don't desire if you numb it. Hugs from Virginia!

[@sahanjay]

It was a sad vid seeing you cry. Not being able to help you in any way is even sadder. I'm so sorry for your loss. Dixie was a truly special friend, and it's clear how much love and care you gave her. Your video is a beautiful tribute, and I'm sure it will touch many hearts. Thank you for sharing your journey, tears, laughter, failures (dropping pasta) and wisdom! Hopefully you’ll feel better after reading wonderful comments by people who admire you. 🐭🌹

[@11herbsandspices]

I'm so, so sorry about sweet little Dixie. I cried along with you. These little ones bring so much joy and more to our lives. It's so hard to say goodbye. I hope the new baby is adjusting well. The popcorning was the most precious thing ever. Lots of love.

[@ogamawab]

Sadness is part of this beautiful world. Like flowers blooming and winter comes...😅

[@zoebatilo3893]

I am so sorry for your loss Hannah. I just had to put my dog down 2 weeks ago because he stopped eating and then drinking and went downhill so fast. I understand the loss of control and the anxiety of grabbing for any answer you can. Then the loss is so unbearable in moments that you are just frozen. I am proud of you for feeling your feelings (I am totally disassociated from it still) and for being so vulnerable to share it with us. May she rest in peace in that beautiful place.

[@_JoyceArt]

AWW, I’m so sorry and sad for your loss. No matter how big or small, pets always leave their paw prints on our hearts.

[@learnlove1848]

You have every right and reason to grieve a life lost. Dixie was a sweetheart, and will be missed greatly. Hugs to you!

[@WildOnesHomestead]

Where you are at in your hormone cycle will play a huge part in how you are feeling and how you handle different situations. Being creative and energetic at certain times has as much to do with hormones as being tired and sad does... and of course, pet loss is always devastating. I lost my best friend of 20 years last Aug. 🐎 It is a crushing loss that I feel daily. It's never the same after they leave us. But the love we feel while we have them with us makes the heartache worth it once they are gone. Mourn your sweet girl whenever you need to. But also remember she knew she was loved, and loved you. And you did a great job with her.

[@Mina.travails]

Hannah, I'm incredibly sorry. Your grief and Dixies funeral affected me so much that I could hardly stop crying. I can only admire how kind you are to yourself, how you keep yourself on your feet, always look forward and find ways to deal with stressful situations; that is very inspiring. Thank you for sharing these hard moments with us. Feel warmly hugged from a distance.

[@sheilavanduynfote5539]

Sending so many virtual hugs, praying for little Dixie 😢, I am so sorry you have had a sad week. You have the biggest heart of anyone I have met, we love our fur animals and when they are sick we hurt, sometimes we just need to cry I cried along with you and yes there will be the times in our life where we feel what’s the point but like you stated things turn around we just have to go thru the bad times.❤

[@jolenevandolah6932]

Oh honey I am so sorry for your loss. Dixie was a very lucky and much loved little mouse, but I know how much it still hurts to lose her. I'm sending love and hugs your way.

[@lisamdrake5696]

I’m sorry you had a sad week…I hope next week is a better one for you 🙏🏼 ❤😊

[@Birdborb4]

This week I also got my period and have been going through similar emotions. I usually find that I always watch your videos when I'm in need of company. Im sorry you had a rough week, however I'm grateful for the uplifting words and thoughts you shared, too. I felt seen and not alone. Finances have been hard. Finding the strength to keep playing societies game and work; just for it to not make a dent is hard. Life's been unforgiving. Sometimes its tough to see the positive so I feel less guilty for feeling the way I do after watching this video. Lots of love for you, and your precious Dixie

[@Johan-wi8ig]

So sorry Hannah Lee. Wish i could give you a big hug. And say everything will be okay.🤗

[@calliechristine]

Love seeing the Hannah that is human. We alway see the strong, confident, energenic Hannah. YOU are human with human emotions and a human life with its ups and downs. Thank you for showing us real life as we all live! Love you! Keep being you and true to all that life has!

[@AngieFulfordWorld]

Just roll with it girlie, gotta take the bad with the good.

[@marissavieira6219]

Oh Hannah, I have never cried along to a KZbin video in my life until this one. I cried along with you each step. Thank you for being raw and showing emotion. We all have tough weeks, this was one for me too and hearing you talk about it just brings comfort

[@3dasa]

Sending Pure Infinite Love Light and Blessing 🤗♥️💋