having your crush treat you all weird after they find out you like them has got to be one of the most painful sensations out there. this song captures that feeling really well
@NweNeko7 жыл бұрын
Reminded me of the time when I had a huge crush on this guy and scrawled his name in my notebook. I found the notebook in his possession later onwards and that's where the bullying begins.
@thewxtchsheart5 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry Q^Q
@valentineowo6754 жыл бұрын
I know it's been 3 years but I'll just ask how u are feeling nowadays
@NoemyMenchaca4 жыл бұрын
He was a jerk for that. I hope you’re doing good now dude.
@tofidu3 жыл бұрын
Oh man
@NweNeko3 жыл бұрын
@@valentineowo675 I'm actually fine ahah! But thanks for asking
@sash12266 жыл бұрын
But can we appreciate how lethargic the instruments sound, especially the melody.. It's so dull, it literally almost sounds like the instruments themselves feels pain. This is beautiful. So painful and empty-like. Respect. :')
@unkndude3 жыл бұрын
you hit right in the spot man, right in the spot..
@kasanetetomiku3904 Жыл бұрын
It's similar to blink 182 🫠
@cremapastelera002 жыл бұрын
you know, i used to enjoy this song normally, but ever since (somehow) word got out that i like my crush, and he started avoiding me, this hits differently. i can feel it now.
@zanyab14062 жыл бұрын
I know this is 6 months later but I hope your doing better now :)
@cremapastelera002 жыл бұрын
@@zanyab1406 aw thanks I am doing better indeed
@IchiharaYurei1311 жыл бұрын
being scared of rejection can be your worst enemy/nightmare ever
@egodeathmaniac10 жыл бұрын
My theory is that the girl likes the boy(of course.) But is too shy to talk to him/confess to him. So she starts to write on the paper to prevent her head from going wild,she folded it into a paper airplane,thinking people would not think it was her. But they figured out. The scattered words and the heart,are all the words she wish she could say to him,but instead they are the words that build up the heart since she can't say them. The next day,she came in,and they found out,and the boy was grossed/weirded out about how she liked him and how she wrote all over the paper like that. This causing rumors and extreme teasing. The girl commited suicide from being rejected and teased.
@imtired78658 жыл бұрын
That's sad Q~Q
@888_channel8 жыл бұрын
i know this is old but what if shes not dead just on the inside
@cursed79927 жыл бұрын
that went from a 0 to a 10 real fast
@karimegune2067 жыл бұрын
RednSpooky I Was Gonna Say That
@ThePie345677 жыл бұрын
Mood
@anothefallenangel67953 жыл бұрын
Rejection isn't your worst enemy yet, it's the rumour that always goes around and ruins your life forever
@morguedollita4 жыл бұрын
Writing a letter to your crush doesn’t always work out. I remember my entire class found out when it was meant for him only, one girl in particular told me that we wouldn’t look good together.
@ariiiiiiiii2008 Жыл бұрын
The reality of having a crush. Not even romanticised, which makes it more realistic for me personally.
@chalkwarrior55423 жыл бұрын
This song's making today feel like 4th grade. Strangely nostalgic. Kind of hazy with mild feelings of dread, but some odd bits of love, and feverish traces weaved throughout. Happy but somewhat melancholic and lethargic. Hopping along but not skipping, just bouncing. It's not quite negative.
@chalkwarrior55422 жыл бұрын
@The Lonely Proto getting bullied and seeking refuge in talking to plants, mostly
@potsuni3 жыл бұрын
I haven’t heard this song in so long! I’m quite sad I forgot it. Its pretty nostalgic seeing this again!
@beepbop19793 жыл бұрын
Same
@c0lumbineyaoisex Жыл бұрын
reminds me of the time nashimoto replied to my long dm with a 👍
@purllow2 ай бұрын
when 😭
@c0lumbineyaoisex2 ай бұрын
@ like last year
@quackquer80139 жыл бұрын
Okay, I got this thing. There's this girl who has been watching this boy across her classmate, this boy is very kind.. ("Who has nice eyes" is a metaphor to the kid seeing kindness to whoever he may encounter and so on.) The girl developed a crush for this guy and confessed to him. (However, the confession is direct while the letter represented the words of love she thought of.) The next day though, it was obvious the news spread across the classroom that could have caused it to the boy's dislike towards the girl. This discouraged the girl and that 'heart' (love) she built up for the boy got renewed into the shape of depression. (Hence "I will gather my feelings and my broken heart to make a shape for you")
@AstronotYangHilang Жыл бұрын
well thank you for the information quackquer
@abandonedaccount1939 жыл бұрын
At the beginning :"ah,yes I feel u miku" at the end :"ah....ah n-no.....miku why sweet child"
@xxphoenixx83988 жыл бұрын
lmao (also tater tottY-)
@sakkarose6 жыл бұрын
not miku >:(
@jujuchiu56039 жыл бұрын
Imagine if the airplane was written by the crush secretly saying, "I love you". But he has to play along with the act that he doesn't.
@imtired78658 жыл бұрын
That's even more sad... ;-;
@trico71568 жыл бұрын
Juju Chiu nope in the song a girl written a hate note in the plane that's why he was angry
@maricrismanese89718 жыл бұрын
Juju Chiu I would like to see that. T°T
@Jester-hk4mu6 жыл бұрын
Trico wdym? It’s a love note.
@wafflekitsune78485 жыл бұрын
that doesn't make much sense. he'd just be putting her in a position to make fun of her and make her kill herself.
@dreamlandbuds77105 жыл бұрын
Plot Twist: He did accept her confession, but she forgot to read the airplane letter.
@rowdyruffy3 жыл бұрын
what the hell were the stares for then? 😀
@krishnavinesh56382 жыл бұрын
He's tsundere
@jujuchiu56039 жыл бұрын
Imagine if the airplane was written by her crush saying, "I love you". But he had to secretly fit in with the others.
@steviee.e91610 жыл бұрын
So from what I got, the girl really liked this guy but was to shy to talk to him, let alone confront him about her feelings for him. She wrote a love note to him but she wasn't planning on giving it to him. When she finished writing the note she made it into a paper airplane and flung it out the window. Someone found the paper airplane and read the note on it, and told everyone about it. When the guy she liked heard about the note and what it said, he was weirded out. He didn't like her like that. The next day everyone was gossiping about the note, and she found out the guy had read the note and rejected her feelings. She got depressed and eventually committed suicide.
@Krumplebumble2 жыл бұрын
In middle school I had a journal diary that I wrote in about my fear of socializing to loneliness from lack of friends and a partner. I left it under my assigned desk, not realizing that other people in different classes are assigned there as well, it was gone the next day. I got it back months later from kids I didn't know and it was scribbled in it. The shame and embarrassment still lives with me.
@rice_lover8 жыл бұрын
Man, rejection is harsh. I feel you, Miku.
@Linda-cj3rw8 жыл бұрын
2:22 You know , that feeling when you know you did something stupid, but you that you are invisible to everyone so... You don´t care about it, and you write your feelings in the back of your notebook, or a simple drawings, some phrases etc, you throw them to the garbage or do origami with it and then dumped, the next day you noticed that some curious bitch/jerk picked up your paper/origami shape and left it in your desk, and everyone in the whole class is seeing you like... "Oh he/she already came lets make fun of him/her" then you get this feeling that your world is collapsing, and you even see some "friend" of yours that betrayed you by making fun of you and your situation, and after that you never trusted in anyone and you built a wall in your heart to protect you of this kind of situation, and after that you know are not interested in getting more friends in fact you want to be all alone build a wall to all of the persons that tries to get along with you, and even your family is noticing it, they try to break a little that wall by putting you in some kind of club, they failed because you didn´t got any friend and then you start to build a wall to your family, and then you get is feeling of peace and at the same time this feeling of emptiness and loneliness. And all of this shit happen because kids are cruel and you were very naive and stupid, actually I made a pretty good story in there *Goes to get a notebook* I can write a pretty good story in there :v
@iz_u_ru8 жыл бұрын
You just explained my life in a nutshell .-.
@Linda-cj3rw8 жыл бұрын
Fan Trash lol xD really xD?
@iz_u_ru8 жыл бұрын
Bella Dimo yep XD
@jmc77888 жыл бұрын
Did that happen to you? D:
@iz_u_ru8 жыл бұрын
wut
@fridafiddy833011 жыл бұрын
Except for the last part with the apparent suicide, I relate to this song very much. Recently, I confessed my feelings to my first ever crush, and I was rejected. He said it nicely and everything, trying not to hurt me because he is a good friend, but I still feel broken. I didn't have such feelings before I met him, and I didn't really want them. I definitely don't want to feel that kind of love anymore. It does nothing but cause pain. Cats and dogs are better than people who can hurt you, anyway.
@105ttt10 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry! I had no idea that happened!
@fridafiddy833010 жыл бұрын
SailorMercury105ttt Please do not tell anyone.
@105ttt10 жыл бұрын
Frida Fiddy I won't.
@wingardiumlachancla907810 жыл бұрын
Yes but think if he told you ruthlessly that he didn't like you, you might have felt more dejected (imho :3)
@musicandmusic57506 жыл бұрын
No you don't you just got rejected
@athenarose5338 жыл бұрын
i have a crush I can never have the the guts to talk to and confess, and this just made me even more paranoid.
@rowdyruffy2 жыл бұрын
this comment is 5 years ago but i gotta tell you this. i had a crush on someone in my class and its been like that for about a year. this year, i finally had courage and wrote a confession letter, expecting it to turn out depressing like this, but nope. we became friends :D that's just my experience, it wont be the same like everyone else's but if you plan to confess someday, make sure to be yourself :)
@lufukeme4 жыл бұрын
wait so when the drums stopped in the last part of the song does that indicate her heartbeat ending/her dying?
@lovelyluna51334 жыл бұрын
Yes I think so
@yanderemelaniethefoxlovest24157 жыл бұрын
That one moment when you're watching depressing and sad songs but ads ruin the mood 😡
@coffeeinsomnia78693 жыл бұрын
I come back to this song so often, it truly transcends time
@nomorevideos51185 жыл бұрын
im pretty sure at the end she either commited suicide or it represents her heart being broken
@applesong015 жыл бұрын
I this song in a playlist 4 years ago and forgot about it. Now I'm watching the playlist through.. I'm in this situation
@lazykoalanagi48487 жыл бұрын
心の形...Can't help but relate this song to Koe no Katachi(声の形) anime series
@gabiiwan62 жыл бұрын
this song is literally me genuinely do this all the time i dont think i could ever tell anyone i like them
@kiwibanana75905 жыл бұрын
Once I wrote an anonymous letter to my crush who was one of my best friends, but because of my handwriting he knew who it was. Now the thing is I was right next to him when he decided to read it. Yeah he stopped talking to me lol.
@Okayemokid6 жыл бұрын
I love the way the song goes from really happy to like almost demonic sounding towards the end
@SZ6.2 жыл бұрын
Today i am listening all old songs .. Nostalgia
@svalerie.0019 жыл бұрын
Can people stop saying what the song is about?? xD it's pretty obvious already...which is rare for a vocaloid song...
@lemonkirby6288 жыл бұрын
SayGazettEMiku A I think that as well...it's all so obvious really.
@ashenkingslayer7 жыл бұрын
sai ruki listen Buddy some of us dont understand things easily like did she kill herself or not at the end??? i Need to Know bc me too miku.
@river_brook7 жыл бұрын
crispy karma a lot of things in this world are up to interpretation The video implies suicide, but if you want you could probably interpret it as being a metaphorical representation of being emotionally and spiritually crushed You are your own person! This is your story! Don't let other people dictate what the world is like to you!
@dunorare71786 жыл бұрын
+
@archiebc726 жыл бұрын
chalicey aoki Omg! Thank you!
@CherryChan9812 жыл бұрын
Wao wao wao... The end was... I must admit it's been a while since I read the translations of this song but did I really forget the paper airplane rejection? >o
@maddyc20254 жыл бұрын
I've listened to this song at least 20 times in a row
@leelorenz.38894 жыл бұрын
never in my life i have wrote "i love you (crush name)" in any paper everrr but when i do i make sure i write so many "i love yous" you cant even read the name
@XDDCCOUUTT2 жыл бұрын
This sounds like a really melancholic 90s song, I love it.
@iz_u_ru8 жыл бұрын
I feel u bruh ;-; Dat guitar dude.... *Claps* GG dude....
@NoroiChan6668 жыл бұрын
The feeling of rejection probably fucking sucks.
@888_channel8 жыл бұрын
you are everywere
@NoroiChan6668 жыл бұрын
Redbone yeah im even right behind you
@888_channel8 жыл бұрын
oh snup
@TerrorLabRat7 жыл бұрын
Noroi Chan it does...and it swallows too
@hatenayousei2 жыл бұрын
honestly this has been a mood for the past 4 years. I've had a crush on the same girl since 6th grade. I've only talked to her a few times. don't have the courage to talk to her.
@anakpinterhehe39364 жыл бұрын
I feel this , but its not me who confess it but my crush, my crush know I like him . Back then I get bullied so bad , he know it . So he planning to prank me with him putting some very sweet note he leave on my table. After 5 years I've been bullied in that hell school, I'm finally get "hope" to feel something again after seeing that note. And then the next day, right at my table , he (my crush) sit there with another girl kissing, it's just shit and realize all of that is bullshit, he betrayed and crush down my trust. After that I skipped class and getting yell at from my mom after that , I almost planning to kill myself that day, but I refuse. Until Now I'm still lonely, and waiting my "hope" to comeback, thanks to him I guess, he giving me paranoia and trust issue . Thank you "N" :)
@imtired78658 жыл бұрын
0:50 WHAT ARE THOOOOOOOOOOSE
@kyliekarsh35848 жыл бұрын
btw your username. saaame
@hellparkgregorydisorder5 ай бұрын
😭😭😭
@tellezgerardoruben52027 жыл бұрын
For some reason, this song inspire me to do rare messages to my friends
@TazerLazer-vi2rj11 ай бұрын
Nashimoto-P is so cool
@mommyabri95819 жыл бұрын
Same though. I've been rejected and teased so many times I feel the same。・゜・(ノД`)・゜・。This is like a tribute song to all the peeps who've ever been rejected and bullied
@soupnico2 ай бұрын
24 years old and this song still hits the feels when i have a 'crush' and reminders hit of why i dont date from my high school days.
@lissastargazer11 жыл бұрын
Wow thank you for posting this, great pv for a great song
@Lol-mn5fl4 жыл бұрын
aaahh the today is the anniversary of this vid.
@RoserraRae7 жыл бұрын
Aww well this is a cute son-- OH SHIT
@nicoleelnatanov35668 жыл бұрын
So goddamn sad , and beautiful .
@kriss0ul Жыл бұрын
this song suddenly becoming relatable makes me like it even more
@Shlvxaaa Жыл бұрын
This song reminds me of a guy i was super obsessed with and it bacame so bad, he started calling me slurs and stuff like that.
@purllow2 ай бұрын
SLURS???
@frame_isfatal Жыл бұрын
I relate to this song a lot - It reminds me of someone I really care about. In class, theres a boy I really love. I confessed to him recently. I received no reply, but it seems like he likes another girl in my class. The thought of my heart completely shattering if he says no kills me on the inside. I wish that he'd notice how good I really am. If he never loves me, I might just go off and die.
@pinkmagg1t2 жыл бұрын
love this song sm
@user-to8hw5vg8x2 жыл бұрын
i love you sm sally face profile picture
@pinkmagg1t2 жыл бұрын
@@user-to8hw5vg8x aw tyty - even though I don't have it anymore.
@mokongthe38563 жыл бұрын
The Love is a Lie! Never Trust someone. Return to Monke
@sparkles-chan54406 жыл бұрын
What a lovely song :)
@randomnhuman2228 жыл бұрын
...Love is pain...
@iz_u_ru8 жыл бұрын
2:26 awww shit Papyrus... "You're blue now! That's my special attack!" XD
@king-nf9zlАй бұрын
I really relate to this my crush was found out by everyone in my school
@tiffanychan57377 жыл бұрын
I've gotten rejected to confessing multiple times. not the end of the world. don't be afraid to do it. better they know now and reject you than to live a lie.
@Ipadcoffee Жыл бұрын
This song can marry me fr
@L1terallyLux8 ай бұрын
Why did I get this video recommended while I was thinking about my crush rejecting me a few weeks ago-
@lyrablack86217 жыл бұрын
lmao she took the L @1:32
@AlexSmith-nl9sj11 жыл бұрын
Story of my life Miku, I feel you
@jayla32217 жыл бұрын
Relatable to an extent
@ramo8703 жыл бұрын
絵柄好き
@wisteriaaconite11323 жыл бұрын
(i had to rewrite this 3 times bc youtube was being difficult) edit: for clarification i myself is projecting here so if you have a different interpretation thats fine im not here to shoot down all the other theories can we talk about how she says the words she used to shape her heart were ordinary and junk? i may be projecting a bit here but it seems she has a problem with understanding and conveying her feelings, its kind of a blur. the words she wrote down for her confession were dark scribbles and shapes, not actual words. the boy was probably a coping mechanism rather than a crush. she used him to make sense of her insanity- thus he became her whole world. the boy, of course, was uncomfortable and bothered by these feelings he didnt even resiprocate. now that the girls heart- her entire world was basically shattering before her very eyes, she couldnt make sense of anything anymore and she was driven to suicide. again this is pure speculation based on personal experience- im just a random 13 year old after all. sorry if this was too long i had a lot of feelings about this. from my perspective this is an incident where the thought of loving and coping were confused and created a toxic mindset. im not saying the girl was at fault for any of this, its a tragic story and the girl was a victim. ah im rambling again ill just end it here-
@Ilovetungstencubes2 жыл бұрын
10 year anniversary today :)))
@acekatsu91152 жыл бұрын
I did this recently. I was too scared to walk up to him so I straight up just wrote a note. I said that I wanted to be friends, but ofc I had a crush on him. Long story short, we never talked at all. He never answered the text I sent him since my friend gave me his number, and he never walked up to me since then to even talk. I'll never confess to anything ever again lol.
@yokuchan11724 жыл бұрын
It's a vocaloid song. What did you except?
@seonaigh4 жыл бұрын
i cant relate, but i do know what its like to write all your feeling onto paper that you hope no one finds out is from you, but they do, and they laugh, and they stare
@achilles27434 жыл бұрын
This isn’t love, it’s obsession.
@polygon14623 жыл бұрын
Nah, maybe something more like over attachment?
@kirofidAwaterEnjoyer Жыл бұрын
Good morning/afternoon.yeah that isn't love but fall in love,that normal is happen for the first time when you fall in love with someone it just feel like "i want with him/her but i can't,so i seeing him/her when he/she didn't notice me"but don't worry the felling of fall in love is isn't stay forever 😄(yeeeepy)
@neppytunez393 жыл бұрын
your obvi gonna get rejected if u never talk to ur crush wtf, still in my top five fav songs tho (sorry im a very harsh person)
@snottyskunkmoth53734 ай бұрын
i was really into anime in middle school so naturally i liked vocaloid too, and i have a memory of making fanart for this song !! unfortunately i do not own those sketchbooks anymore so i can only vaguely picture it
@daibenes6 жыл бұрын
This song is a resume of my life Fuck ;-;
@forestofsecrets72736 жыл бұрын
I think the paper/paper airplane is more of a metaphor? So. Its in the pov of a girl who has a crush on a girl (since that theory makes the most sense to me- it was originally made by octwilight) The girl begins by 'writing' how she feels- It could be more of her whispering her feelings about the crush, or imaging confessing to the crush) After school, once she believes her crush and the other classmates are far enough, she says outloud, in the direction of her crush, how she feels, however, people overhear- Which explains how they know its her, the voice. It begins going around, the entire class knows by the time she walk in- The familiar paper airplane she sees on her desk could be people near her desk, doing a mockery of her confession, most likely the original hearers. She begins to get bullied by the class, and being anywhere outside her home (since theres a decently high chance shed run into people who know how she feels about her crush would be at the same place) makes her scared. Eventually, tired of what shes going through, wanting it to stop, she kills herself, most likely stabbing herself in the heart.
@chloecupicupcake41199 жыл бұрын
there's a mettaton shaped hole in her mettaton shaped heart i'm not even sorry
@rayneg51399 жыл бұрын
i..
@Josh-fg2pw8 жыл бұрын
XD
@Josh-fg2pw8 жыл бұрын
My child you are breaking my heart.
@cucosuzu8 жыл бұрын
wadda no
@wajana17868 жыл бұрын
+Chloé Cupicupcake MTT/10
@paramorecodegeass12 жыл бұрын
OMG I LOVE THIS YESCx
@TheSilentDarkReaper11 жыл бұрын
This is what I got: The girl liked a boy a LOT, and wanted to be his friend, but she was too shy to confront him. So one day, she writes him a note and sends it to him. But because he barley knows her, he returns the note and is kinda weary of her. She's really upset, and of course, her heart breaks. And the heart break is so bad, it ends up killing her, or feeling as if she was killed. I don't know how correct this is, but it's what I assume.
@purllow2 ай бұрын
barley
@ellietchi6 ай бұрын
this song is so real!!
@_.isyss._0132 жыл бұрын
I kin this song
@wiemotobie75477 жыл бұрын
Did anyone else think the beginning of this sounds like Anamanaguchi? (It's probably just me)
@urmom-ro9sj5 жыл бұрын
0:03
@elloluv49654 жыл бұрын
*why is almost every single comment English I-*
@rangel-gonz4 жыл бұрын
Because it says "English Subs" in the title silly
@wisteriaaconite11323 жыл бұрын
its an english translation and the original probably doesnt have english comments at all lol :v
@fhariff28896 жыл бұрын
Im here just for the bass.
@isle-delfino7 жыл бұрын
I think that this song is not about a girl who has a crush on a boy, but a girl who has a crush on a girl. Supporting evidence: I’m 99% sure that a straight crush wouldn’t receive such a negative response. I can bet that a girl having a crush on another girl would make rumors spread about the girl being crushed on being a lesbian/bi, too. So that means that either: Crushing girl is causing rumors to be spread about crushed on girl (who in this scenario, is straight), therefore embarrassing and angering crushed on. They both have feelings for each other, and crushed on is keeping it secret. She's embarrassed because the school that they go to might be homophobic/it's kind of a social taboo, and she's and angry at crushing because everyone is suspicious now. To my knowledge, it's never specified that the crush is a boy in the dub. Anyways, that's my two cents on what's going on here.
@thewxtchsheart5 жыл бұрын
That's some good theory o-o!!
@PhuriphatKraikoom Жыл бұрын
As a student with grade problems i never have a friend and the most dramatic problem is no one gonna help my work or loneliness I left with friendless and social anxiety, trauma, depression falling grade and s- though
@lukaslourd Жыл бұрын
Good
@purllow2 ай бұрын
rhis sont is so fire
@PokemarioThe2nd11 жыл бұрын
Well...that escalated quickly.
@kitty_was_heree7 ай бұрын
is this a vininos pv? it looks like a similar artstyle