Hayd - Suffocate (lyric)

[@gareth7016]

The ticking in the background is lowkey amazing

[@hayd]

thank you :)

[@NotZeex]

He's running out of time as he's suffocating :(

[@emmarose1912]

He responded to you!

[@sharonranjit4227]

rein it really is isn’t it? I love it☺️

[@trvpzies4897]

did you also notice the phone changes within every alternate beat its soothng.

[@blue-dh3ic]

2am I couldn't sleep then I found this song This feeling is just- It feels empty but it's comforting

[@starchild8822]

Same. So many people are lonely, and just need someone/thing to relate to that loneliness.

[@hyunjo7745]

Same here

[@audreykirsten9511]

@@starchild8822 jesus, i relate :(

[@tiredera]

Relatable c:

[@iamsopure]

What a coincidence. Came across this at 2am too...

[@catcactus1234]

I love how this song doesn’t mention anything specific about the person they’re missing. At first glance, some people might brush it off as a broken hearted love song. But the lack of description allows people to imagine whoever they want in those shoes. An unrequited love, a long-time friend who left without a word, a parent who wasn’t there, or a loved one who has passed on. The lyrics can relate to every situation- it’s not a break up song, it’s a song about dealing with the loss of someone in your life and choosing whether to keep waiting on them or to finally move on.

[@katrinajohnson7537]

Why doesn’t this comment have more likes lol

[@toggarts]

Katrina Johnson I know right, this is amazing.

[@rattaluffy4551]

‘that’s one of the great things about music. you can sing a song to 85,000 people and they’ll sing it back for 85,000 different reasons’ - dave grohl. this song fits perfectly into this quote for me

[@sweetpink6956]

@@rattaluffy4551 85000 people think about different names while listening to this song

[@tohru2325]

Well said buddy.

[@zzzzzz3484]

At this point Its not even sadness anymore Its just Emptiness...

[@CrxshedRxcks]

I hope everything gets better!!

[@EPITHALON]

Yeah-

[@akari8747]

I can't cry, my tears don't flow anymore

[@jessicamcglaughlin9152]

Yes me too. I had depression a bit ago and I think I’m falling back into it. I just feel numb when I’m alone

[@jamincost5768]

@@akari8747 I have the same problem

[@fulfill5]

I just want to lay down and listen to this song in peace, weird feelings rushing through rn

[@terintoliver8225]

Same .. .exactly what I'm doing

[@starsinthesky9885]

:))

[@shirayuki6119]

You know what. I lost myself and I don't know how to get it back.

[@trishaposadas9613]

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@powangel1418]

Same

[@Apathy6666]

This song makes me wish that I was living a life that isn't mine. I want to be in a different body that works better for me, I want to be in a home that doesn't suffocate me every day, but I'll stay here till I learn how to breath properly.

[@freshcorndog1006]

Fucking same

[@haf3113]

Wait do you have a deathhawk ur profile pic looks like a deathhawk with bangs

[@haf3113]

Cos I have a death hawk by just not bangs

[@StarFeather]

❤️

[@StarFeather]

you are so strong i love you

[@dannyleo4116]

Everyone gets mad at me for listening to music like this, but honestly music like this relax me, but they dont like it when I listen to "sad" music

[@joseppiboomer]

danny leo are you a male?

[@joseppiboomer]

Because I think I’m one of the few guys that can vibe to this kind of music and just love it.

[@ghiz1ene]

Because in this Society, they will think that ur a "13 years old boy/girl that is saying 《im depressed》"

[@TeeTownTheFirst]

*disclaimer* long story- i can honestly relate, like i have really bad panic attacks and closing my eyes whilst i listen to sad music makes me feel better, or at least calms me down. and everyone is constantly like ' your emo' or 'attention seeker' especially when they see me do it. or if i tell them. and i don't really care what they think or say anymore. Because trying to please everyone is tiring. my sister gets mad at me for listening to "sad" songs and tells me constantly that upbeat music will have the same effect. But i like this kind of music better anyway, so it doesn't really matter.

[@sieragalvan384]

I totally fkn relate to this. They tell me thats y im sad all the time. Cuz the music i listen to. NO . im "SAD" all the time bcuz i live in a world that will never understand me. Let alone ACCEPT me. The music actually is the only place i can be myself & be OKAY !!! If ANYTHING.... The SAD music they talk about... Is the only reason that I'm not just ANOTHER fkn suicide statistic. & thats 💯

[@user-mt8ew1de4i]

Does anyone else know this feeling when you want to cry, but you can't. I like this feeling when im cyring. When my eyes and cheeks start burning (does anyone's else cheeks start burning because of the tears?) and my head starts hurting.... At this moment I can finally feel something. Even if its sadness. Its worth it.

[@lxmon_tea_1314]

I think I felt that feeling before, one time a lot of sad stuff was happening in only one or two weeks, and so when I found out my the dog my aunt kept died.. I couldn't cry because I already cried so much.

[@jessicamcglaughlin9152]

That’s when you find another way to let the sadness out

[@SnubelMusic]

@@jessicamcglaughlin9152 depends on what u mean, its just worse if ppl cut or take their life.... pain is only temporary death isnt worth it.... even if it feels like it is...

[@SnubelMusic]

Fuck man.... "Even if its sadness. Its worth it." That hit me man..... Fucking hell

[@68plus1.]

ifkr

[@sunnysky3766]

The lyrics really hit home for me ⚠️WARNING: Long story ahead⚠️ When I was younger I had a real close relationship with my mom, but as I got older she started to not really want to be my mom in a way, until one day when I was 10 she just left. There was a note on my front door saying she left and took all my siblings with her, at the time I only lived with her and my dad lived across town and I had no way to know where and how to contact him. So I waited and waited for so long for her to come back, but she never did... about two weeks later I was still alone and my dad came to visit to see I was the only one there and she left. Later down the line, like 1 year later, she came back and asked me to live with her again and so I did, but then after a month she just dropped me off at the airport to wish my grandma off on vacation and never came to pick me back up, so I lived back with my dad. I haven't heard from her since and this song has expressed every emotion I went through during the times I spent. The time I spent, wondering why my mom didn't want me or love me as her daughter, but as you see now I'm dancing on my own and it's suffocating to know that my mom hasn't been here for the time I needed her the most. If you read this all, thank you for reading ❤

[@wong8819]

I hope you're okay. Stay strong. If your mom doesn't love you, then she doesn't know how amazing you are. Live your life the way you want to. Ignore the haters.

[@iiamlivvv]

I'm sorry a child should never have to go through anything like that😢 I hope you are better now..

[@ooormark8386]

SENDING HUGGGG

[@alysamara9021]

I'm sorry you wet through this. I just want to let you know that sometimes people aren't ready to give so much love that they just run away. It is heartbreaking that your ow parent made you go through this. But you are loved and no matter what always keep your head up. Stay strong and Stay brave no matter what obstacle you face in life.

[@evakings257]

I hope your ok

[@auliyaalma5630]

I love the sound of the clock ticking in the background.. its like the symbolic 'of we running out of time and i dont know what to do, should i chased you down, move on, or keep waiting?'

[@aml___3918]

As i read this comment the lyrics played omg it was so whOA

[@hayd]

yes! literally why i did that :)

[@lemonmanggis9193]

Just go

[@James-zf8hq]

This part of the lyrics hit me hard since it describes my situation perfectly. Should I chase you down? Or should I keep waiting . Should I move on? Or should I keep waiting.

[@paloma6567]

James Fitze honestly this song says everything I need to tell someone yet Ik I won’t :/

[@alright8669]

same man i dont even know what to do like i am stuck and is fuckinh me up

[@alright8669]

Joshua Galvan i wish it was that easy

[@Water-zh8ov]

@Joshua Galvan the same type of people who says depressed people to cheer up

[@stingburstyt7919]

Same her pal my girlfriend just broke up with me... I really miss her...

[@peoplewatching458]

*The only time when the KZbin algorithm is right is when I'm depressed*

[@sophiahealy8264]

*when the youtube algorithm is better at reading your mood than everyone around you*

[@marvlarc]

@@sophiahealy8264 nice one 👌

[@Delie4]

but my youtube algorithm is correct most of the time *oh*

[@AnkitRaj-pr2ml]

And mine is always like this..I guess I'm always depressed 😓

[@ina7084]

Suffocate lyrics (for everyone that likes reading ahead): I'll be back I'll be back That's what you said When you left me I wish I could stay I wish I could stay But I need some space And you're in the way Can you see me? I'm dancing on my own Can you hear me? I'm crying out for help Is it ignorance? Or selfishness? You said stay here But I'm running out of air I hope you know As I wait I suffocate I hope you know I hope you know The air gets cold When you don't hold me The sky turns grey The sky turns grey The flowers fade And blow away Can you see me? I'm dancing on my own Can you hear me? I'm crying out for help Is it ignorance? Or selfishness? You said stay here But I'm running out of air I hope you know As I wait I suffocate Should I chase you down? Or should I keep waiting Should I move on? Or should I keep waiting (Should I chase you down?) Can you see me? (Or should I keep waiting ) I'm dancing on my own (Should I move on?) Can you hear me? (Or should I keep waiting ) I'm crying out for help (Should I chase you down?) Is it ignorance? Or selfishness? (Or should I keep waiting) You said stay here But I'm running out of air (Should I move on?) I hope you know As I wait I suffocate

[@swasusandy]

Thank you

[@aditi.ot7]

Thank you so much angel 💙

[@kaixin_izRa]

special thank for u @ina

[@nuha873]

Thanks

[@munajapeerah]

thank you so much

[@badass2867]

Every word in this song left a meaning. Goosebumps.

[@khbplaylist]

Ikr? :') I'm happy you're feeling it 💖

[@forest8878]

My dad had a wife and he secretly had a girlfriend. Then he cheated on his girlfriend and had me. I lived with my mom until I was four when my dad took me from her. I don't know where she is and I want to find her. She was my love and my heart. Now that I am older the memories that I had of her are fading. I forgot how she looked like and whenever I ask my dad about her he says nothing. I feel like I am always chasing after someone I don't even know. I miss her even though if I don't remember too much. I just remeber her holding me and I could feel the warmth of her smile. I remeber being happy when I felt her presence. I wish I could have made more memories with her. Since I've been with my dad life has been pretty hard. He married his girlfriend and pretends as nothing happened. I live my life searching for a warmth that I will never find. This song makes me think of the love that I lost when I was taken away from her. I feel I am chasing her down but at the same time, I am waiting. I am waiting do give up. To accept that I won't find her. I will never see her again and accepting that it seems impossible. Being trapped in the past really ruins someone. If you read this, thank you. Edit: thank you for all the support

[@popkernel2872]

I kinda have the same situation so I feel you I want to give you a virtual hug though 🤗

[@hyunjo7745]

I hope you find joy and happiness

[@taeyongmum4212]

yo you made me cry :(

[@kys54]

i pray and hope you finally meet her soon

[@emmagorder3888]

I wish you the best of luck

[@sialak]

Lyrics "I'll be back" "I'll be back" That's what you said When you left me I wish I could stay I wish I could stay But I need some space And you're in the way Can you see me? I'm dancing on my own Can you hear me? I'm crying out for help Is it ignorance? Or selfishness? You said stay here But I'm running out of air I hope you know As I wait, I suffocate I hope you know I hope you know The air gets cold When you don't hold me The sky turns grey The sky turns grey The flowers fade And blow away Can you see me? I'm dancing on my own Can you hear me? I'm crying out for help Is it ignorance? Or selfishness? You said stay here But I'm running out of air I hope you know As I wait, I suffocate Should I chase you down? Or should I keep waiting? Should I move on? Or should I keep waiting? Can you see me? (Or should I keep waiting?) I'm dancing on my own (Should I move on?) Can you hear me? (Or should I keep waiting?) I'm crying out for help (Should I chase you down?) Is it ignorance? Or selfishness? (Or should I keep waiting?) You said stay here But I'm running out of air (should I move on?) I hope you know As I wait I suffocate

[@bitter669]

Remember when we were all happy little kids? Running around playing tag without worrying about getting judged or made fun of? Yeah me too... it feels like forever since I haven’t worried about what other people thought of me. I want a time machine..

[@kvleidosc0pe810]

me too tbh

[@st-xj7bx]

I'm not even in high school and I miss it. I took that for granted

[@bitter669]

@@st-xj7bx same, I’m still in middle school.. :(

[@luu1029]

yep, mood. my parents always mention that i used to be talkative and it hurts. fRICKING INSECURITIES-

[@bagel.2678]

@@st-xj7bx Same. It wasn't even that long ago since I was still a child laughing and enjoying life. Now I'm feeling overwhelmed with school work because my younger self didn't worry about studying. Playing outside with my cousins and summer were the only 2 things on my mind. I'm screaming on the inside because if I scream out loud my grandparents will just tell me to stfu so wee woo wee woo,,

[@mystascat]

Does anyone else just have those moments where you’re getting better, but you have this feeling like it’s not what you want. It’s an empty feeling saying that this isn’t what you expected after years of depression. A feeling like being 1 and a half months clean, looking at the scars, and suddenly you just get that feeling. I honestly just want to have a reason to be depressed again. I want a reason to cry again. I want a reason to cut again. I want a reason to die again. And I know some people will disagree, but.....I just don’t want to continue. The only reason I’m still here is because I keep thinking about the children that are innocent that I will have in the future. I’m just not so sure anymore.

[@crocodile1053]

I know what you mean. I don't have depression, but I always want to cry. I can't cry. Sometimes I want to be far away. But we'll get through this. At some point in your life, you'll be happy without any heavy doubts. You've got this.

[@himikotogata4183]

I have depression, and I know what it's feel like to fall apart from a happy social fun girl to a stupid sad useless broken little girl none of my ''Friend'' knows because I always play-pretend because they won't understand I want to cry but I can't i want to die but I'm a coward I can't I want to be happy but I can't nothing comes out well they finally care if I committed suicide? .

[@nemo2272]

Healing from Depression was the worst I have ever felt. It's scary and I tried to hold on to the only thing I really knew for years so badly. But I can tell you, it will never leave you, it will forever be there and sometimes it will just be as unbearable again, like you can't get up or even breathe. But then there are moments of genuine happiness, moments in which nothing matters except for your friends and your laughter, in those moments you can forget in those moments it's not a fight anymore.

[@dchap5034]

wait, you feel it too? I thought I was crazy because all I want to do is cry because it feels good, like it’s my way to release all my pain. and it feels amazing after. glad I’m not the only one ❤️

[@torijoy6903]

Hey idk if this will mean anything to you, but this is completely normal well recovering! Your brain used to do those things and maintain those sad feelings in a way of protecting yourself! Meaning: I feel sad so people will see me OR leave me alone. If I hurt myself I release the overwhelming feeling that felt too out of control. This was your body trying to protect itself from life. HOWEVER it’s completely normal for when your experiencing stress, anxiety, or just a hollow feeling to feel the need to go back to old habits (like muscle memory!). The best thing to do durning these relapse feelings is to 1: immediately change your situation (I do temperature change so I’ll put an ice pack on my neck or a hot water bottle if I’m numb) 2: tell at least 1 person you trust that your feeling like you used too, they then will know to check in on you later if you need a moment. 3: tell a medical professional you trust!! Again this is all normal and part of the process so they can help you!!! Best wishes guys and hang on, I’m cheering for you and I’ve never even met you :3

[@jbZjsh]

This song, I found this song before Valentine's day. Long story: I met this girl online, we talked everytime. Until one time I confessed my feelings for her. She said she liked me too. She became my girlfriend. Our first month, we celebrated it through calling each other. We we're planning on meeting (we are an ldr couple). I really wanted to see her, so I saved up for our 2nd month. We met :>, It was the best day ever! We went to the arcade and ate some street foods. She introduced me to her parents. I got to sleep with her. I was only staying for 3 days. 3 days passed It was time to go home, I went home crying. I missed her so much. I planned to suprise her on our 3rd month (Valentine's day). I saved up again. A day before Valentine's day I discovered this song. I liked it. I downloaded it. Valentine's day, I bought her plushies, a bouquet, and her favorite food. When I got to her house I asked her where she was, her parents said she's in a mall. I went there. I found her! But, she's with another guy. I went home, went to bed immediately, I remembered this song. I listened to it, I cried.

[@Caliikou]

I’m sorry for that, it’s not your fult . I wish you get over her and keep going . Stay strong we are with you💙💙.

[@biglasagna2541]

Aww

[@braextoon5568]

How do i like a comment 50 times

[@mzs278]

❤

[@iantarrayo3088]

Hey bud I'm having the same experience here. I feel pathetic

[@alyssafarnstrom2832]

I listen to this every night and cry thinking about how my dreams are so unrealistic, and my grandpa and uncle are both dying, I literally have no friends, my dog is getting old... just everything.

[@seanrobin8161]

Ay im sure everything will be fine and yeah everyone says that but believe my words. Words from a stranger but one who cares so yell ur worry into ut pillow and breath get up and grab some water and do something you love. Tell your uncle and grandpa you love them and make many memorys because you should live a life you'll miss not one you'll regret now have a great day or night and remember you'll be ok

[@kinnuggies]

hey, i hope you are strong and are making the best out of your situation. im always here. im your friend starting from now on. reply to this comment if you need anything

[@nicksd8731]

Hey you ok if you wanna talk i there

[@user-zn5ep1lx9o]

My uncle died .We miss him so much everyday inshallah we meet him in Jannah but this is life she takes u some and she gives u some.I hope everything will be okay.Allah is always with u ,u never are alone .if Allah take u one u love he will give u someone in your life inshallah.

[@dr.rksrivastava5634]

Listen dear, I don't know if you're feeling okay this very moment, but remember, although I am a stranger, let's talk if you want to. Although most people don't, but if you talk, it feels a little bit of your shoulder. I hope the next coming moments will be in your favour.

[@espieespie2114]

I listened to this song with earbuds on max volume and I think I've ascended into an ethereal realm of both peace and sadness, but it's comfortable here. I think imma repeat this song for 3 hours

[@jillianalfonso1220]

yeah me too

[@sondrasue1855]

Okay everyone in this comment section is low-key depressed so I’m giving everyone here virtual hugs and head pats until you all stop being sad

[@makennacox2926]

ಥ_ಥ We don't deserve you

[@joseppiboomer]

Sondra Sue back at you

[@ashcho5553]

awe, right back at ya stranger

[@lunalovegood518]

༎ຶ‿༎ຶ same back at you as you wouldn't be here if you weren't too(个_个)🙃

[@soft4006]

ದ-ದ love it

[@claire4087]

Who dared to dislike this beautiful sound?

[@hayd]

haha thank you!

[@quantumstudios7944]

haters '

[@fusionofmyth]

The smile in your profile picture is lovely. Keep smiling please.

[@claire4087]

@@fusionofmyth thank you ☺️ I will 😄

[@maixiong4570]

no meh

[@pierre_theplatypus]

I remember when I saw this video in my recommended the day it was uploaded. How I was at my lowest at the time, often having this song on loop while begging to myself in the mirror to keep going. The amount of friends I've lost or gained in that period, the amount of built up pain no where to let out, no one there to listen, just alone. Got even worse during quarantine, I was miserable. Hearing this again after a good year since I've last listened to it, I feel bittersweet. I'm much happier than when I first found this song. I do have my days where I relapse, breakdown wishing someone would hold my hand and tell me that everything will be okay. I never believed it will be, but now I do. You will be okay. It may take a while to feel like it'll be okay, that things will never look up. I understand, and I see how hard you're trying. Keep going, be the person that the future you will be proud of for continuing. I know it'll get tiring, think you're going nowhere, but you got this. I believe in you. Everything will be okay

[@teodoratriscaru6685]

damn, i didn't know i needed to read this. thank you so much for making me feel a little better

[@pierre_theplatypus]

@@teodoratriscaru6685 aw it's nothing mate, I'm happy to hear that my little message helped someone feel better :)) Know that you are loved

[@twelvewindows6434]

" Someday we will look back and realize how far we've come." Thank you so much for giving voice to your experiences that I feel mirrored in myself. The backsliding and the progress and the bad days and the good moments really are worth it, and on of those good moments was reading this and remembering people are still choosing to live everyday, and I'm so glad you are

[@bunny-jv1pp]

my wrists sting a little, but its bearable. the room is dim, the light being from my window. the tears on my cheeks are dried. its a comfortable but sad feeling.

[@A_Eye-29]

Yo! My name is Nyx, and if you need anyone to talk to I'm listening to you as an internet stranger. Don't give up!

[@nyct0phile]

my wrists sting too. its the only thing that can convince me im still here.

[@yalikejazz4130]

@@nyct0phile same..just i cut where no one can see cuz i dont want anyone finding out...i wear a hoodie or jacket all the time cuz of dysphoria and i dont have a binder yet so i couod cut my wrists if i wanted to but my dad once saw my wrists and i had to make up an excuse and i said "oh yeah,i walked past the wall and i tripped and scratched my wrist" he believed me..i think.. but now i cut where no one can see..i want the opposite of attention.. But they would think im doing it for attention..like when i finally came out to my friend as pan and trans and told her i was cutting she said i just wanted attention... Ill never be the same again,i just dont want to be lonely anymore...

[@ace-is-trying8977]

@@yalikejazz4130 hey just wanna say your valid and also im here if you need to talk to someone

[@flawless_weirdo1609]

Same.

[@187salonipetkar7]

This song is so touching. This song is so much of emotions i literally cried. I never usually comment but ur song made me cry and even ur voice ♡♡♡♡♡ love it absolutely

[@amber6784]

Jimin's loni he didn’t sing this song though....

[@kore4007]

sameeee

[@mannythomas5582]

Now I want to read some more

[@hayd]

thank you :) that's so kind of you!

[@komi-san1505]

@@hayd omg.

[@helenkeller6630]

if you're reading this ur music taste is i m m a c u l a t e

[@yourofficialotaku6181]

u-u fax

[@lilyj48]

how can you hear this music and how can you see what your tying if your helen keller😏

[@yourofficialotaku6181]

@@lilyj48 oop

[@chunsoo5575]

A E S T H E T I C

[@yourofficialotaku6181]

@@chunsoo5575 yessir

[@TY-ui3oo]

Hah, this world is so damn crazy. We’re all feeling sadness, hopelessness, despair, and confusion, but we all go through our own problems yet we’re here to support others even when we’re hurt. I’m just glad that we found a way to connect with each other and we’re here to look out for each other. Thank you for the people that make other people’s days better.

[@MayurKoitiya]

Ohh man !! its 2:04Am, My Laptops battery on 32%, I can hear the soft whistle of cold wind outside my window, the unending drops of water from my bathroom faucet,low battery reminder on my nokia e72,dogs on the street,and I'm feeling a rising rush in my body when I feel nothing after listening to this soothing audio.. Thank you,mate !!

[@rosetan311]

Feels💓

[@hicaratland]

This comment. ❤️😔

[@Stephanie-eb1yu]

I know it's a coincidence, but there's a wattpad book that's name is ' everything happens at 2:04 am' and it gives the same vibes as your comment!

[@MayurKoitiya]

@@hicaratland why the sad face if it's good. ?

[@MayurKoitiya]

@@Stephanie-eb1yu does it ..? I gave up writing about 2years ago, sometimes I feel like starting it again :) appreciate your comment,luv !!

[@호랑이-w6p]

close eyes, earphones in,lay down in bed,cry *overthink*

[@MixieMooz]

Yes 😔😢💜💜

[@frogluver3996]

Don't , it's unhealthy

[@Caliikou]

I overthink a lot but I can’t cry .. it’s been a lot of months since the last time I cried

[@transferstudent6137]

👁️💧👄💧👁️ basically what im doing now

[@icedgreentea6469]

How did you know my entire life without me saying anything

[@OPDien]

The worst thing is almost everyone listening to this is depressed

[@sarahsarah3381]

Sad but true

[@angelomercado1069]

the person I think about when I listen to this song used to have the same profile pic as you do I feel like life is teasing me 😅😵

[@OPDien]

Angelo Mercado u ok dude? Btw this is cereal cult (not really a cult ) talentless writer KZbin

[@angelomercado1069]

ya I'm good now

[@icedgreentea6469]

Tru

[@estrabandit]

One of those worse is feeling is waiting for someone to suddenly come back or that you feel as though you are drifting from someone or an ideal. I found this song to relate to the absence of my own father or to somehow find myself, the one before everything happened all at once. I hope anyone reading this can understand it's okay to feel this way and you are never alone.

[@lunavo3472]

This song reminds me of my friend so much. She is adored by everyone, while also making enemies, but also somehow making friends out of them too. We have been through everything together, but now where she has so many separate strings of acquaintances, it feels as if shes drifting away like a fickle wind. But as the lyrics reflects that, the soft melody drags me back into the vast ocean of nostalgic memories we have shared over the many school years and summers. Sometimes I feel like I must keep chasing her to stay close, no matter how much she tells me I am the only true friend she has ever had.

[@sumaya9123]

Lunavo : if she’s growing. Grow for yourself too. Live.

[@daisywheller7224]

@@sumaya9123 yes.

[@sleepyallday66]

I have ADHD so it's hard for me to tolerate somethings, this is the one song that can help me with those stressful things. I've always been judged for who I was, even my gender. This song lets me get those thoughts away, for me it's a song like this that can make even someones day better. Whoever read this have a great day!

[@simonaradu3892]

ralatable

[@moonchxld7293]

The ticking in the background remembers me to the late nights when I used to go to the living room and just watch the world, crying in silence. I'm not gonna denied that that little detail make the song hits me harder... ♡

[@RainingRenshi.]

care for a hug? :

[@andi3601]

I thought the same. All the nights I couldn’t sleep. I only heared my clock and this triggered me so hard.

[@iq_bal6624]

It's kinda heartwarming when everyone tell their story in here. Reading while listening, WOAH, some of the story really hit hard I hope wherever you are, whatever you're getting through, hear me, although you don't want to believe in it, there will be better days. Love y'all 💙

[@thatlagthobruh7467]

Well, just in case you wanted mine lol. When I was a toddler, I witnessed my mom getting abused almost every single day. When I was very small about 4, I started to develop the habit of talking to myself in the mirror and pretending I was talking back. I had already been physically abused by my older brothers. Once I was about 7-8 my eldest brother decided to sexually molest me, that went on for about 5 years. After it happened, I started to get super depressed and cry myself to sleep. I didn't know what this feeling of depression was until I got a bit older, I started cutting myself deep, started getting into toxic relationships, only to cry every day. My mom tried to get me therapy, but it didn't work. My dad started verbally abusing me, my mom's boyfriend at the time was abusive to my mom, me, and my brothers. I was just ready to die at that point, one kid even told me to hang myself. I had nobody who cared at the time, I would scrub my skin in the shower and try to get rid of what my brother did. I developed PTSD, I wasted so many years fighting with my mom. My mom is married to someone else now, he was abusive for a while, he's not now. My brothers left me to live with my dad, my mom cried, she was pregnant at the time. She gave birth to my little sister whom I have devoted my life to protecting and doing whatever it takes to keep her from having the same childhood as me. But before she was 3, I had started planning my suicide day. The vacation I was going to kill myself on never happened, I had to live with my grandparents for a while and went to church with them. After a while of going, I laid all my sadness down while praying. I still got depressed sometimes, still do. I now have a boyfriend who listens, he's never made me feel like I'm not loved, he's never made me feel bad for having emotions, and I have friends who ACTUALLY care. (I'm crying while typing this) I hope you enjoy my story, thanks if you read it.☺

[@nikiajulien1618]

​@@thatlagthobruh7467 I am so sorry these things happened to you but its nice to see things got a little better in the end

[@thatlagthobruh7467]

@@nikiajulien1618 Thank you☺️ It's people like you who make others who don't feel loved or heard feel important and cared about.

[@toasterlogan]

I'm laying in bed thinking about my past loves, mistakes, and thoughts. It really hits, but there's a somber peace to it like I'm coming to terms. This song helps bring out a good part in me that not many songs do. Absolutely lovely, many tears have been shed but they pale in comparison to how beautiful they look right now.

[@coffeebean8233]

Ow... Why does it hurt? you can hear the pain in his voice too So many emotions..

[@grinch9544]

I love the little screen flashing yellow besides him and the ticking clock sounds. The song is so beautiful and voice is so soothing.

[@eya-d9d]

I accidentally click this and it was the best accident that ever happened to me.

[@ashleygrimm1852]

I asked myself a long time how this song Name is

[@m01uq13]

So do I :] it's crazy how life gathers us here

[@narhiasolomon6820]

I've seen this comment somewhere....

[@Sofi-vi8tm]

Oh my gosh mee too last year and now aghh love his voice😭

[@naila22]

BRO SAME

[@TheOneiricIXII]

This is one of those songs who have the emotions of a man "shouting in rage, crying his eyes out, cursing with all his might and hurling things back and forth like madman" but still retains that melancholic and calm progression and it really makes you tick. Such power in a calm song

[@emdungeonmaster6342]

Do I have to be awake In 5 hours and am I currently crying and just feeling every single word... HEARTWRECNHING...

[@xdragonxmasterx6790]

robyn Is the best your not alone I’ve been listening to this song for a week in a row crying 80% of the Time I’ve been listening to it. I hope things turn out alright for you whatever your going through.

[@connornikolai8477]

This song brings so many feelings??? How and why it's like being up at three am with fairy lights on and nobody else awake it's so surreal and pretty

[@alps9954]

💕

[@boredintrovert4282]

This makes me feel better when I feel like crying in the middle of the night for no absolute reason.

[@r.g.nonetheless5663]

It feels great when you came and give song recommendation KHB. Every song is a moment of peace and clarity. A moment we can find words to some emotions, and there, it was easier to cry.

[@sistamary8256]

I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW SO MANY PEOPLE CAN DISLIKE A SONG SUCH AS THIS.

[@8ball1997]

It's becuz they ain't like us. They're what people call, 'Happy' oOoOO special 😜 Losers 😭 lol 💪😭 #Teamdepressed

[@takeahintsherlock8144]

Idk why but i started to cry immediately when i listen to this sad songs :(

[@Krovirma]

This is the only song that will make me cry immediately

[@tsu_1068]

It's because this is the kind of song that you relate to but no one even notices when u cry out for help :,>

[@Robin-ov9cn]

I'm sitting here with the song on loop listening to the rain fall outside crying wanting everything to just go away. We are all just so tired and need a break.

[@Personal_Info8]

Sadly we probably won’t get a break anytime soon..

[@friskflowerfell9689]

I’m tired… but I don’t want to sleep yet, I don’t want my mom to cry, because I won’t wake up If I close my eyes…

[@ifehuffmannn]

while listening to this I thought of how fast my life changed to a little girl running in a field to a girl sitting alone in a field of dead flowers and grass, My heart aches with every word he says,

[@milaaaaaaaaaa]

i felt that deep down ouch🥺

[@zachs4706]

I wish I could just lay on the ground like this dude. 😪

[@dianaduran8166]

wow it’s been a while , such a good song also , I hope everyone is doing okay ❤️🥺

[@khbplaylist]

Aww miss you! Hope you're doing good as well

[@ashj5952]

dude made such a beautiful song out of an 8 bar melody. that ticking clock. the reversed thingie that comes in the second verse. all working together to tell a story. such a journey.

[@RI0TED]

"You lay down and listen to the song, listening to the peacefulness of the song, a calm, reassuring feeling surrounds you. It comforts you. It lets you know that you're all loved, no matter what happens...No matter how bad it gets...No matter the cost." For all you people who have, abusive parents, suicidal thoughts, depression, anxiety, paranoia, and so many other things...You're loved, and remind yourself of this: "Who would I be hurting if I were to, run away, or...kill myself?" I know your parents...may not seem like they don't love you, but...I know for a fact they love you deep inside...I know by experience... This is for everybody, even the kids who have it 'good' and all that: You're beautiful, inside and out, you don't NEED to change yourself to be friends with somebody. Your fear of being abandon? You'll never be alone...heck, if you ever feel like you're alone, go talk to a teacher! Go to your neighbor's, if you know them or not, just be careful of that though, it doesn't matter who you talk to. Just be you. NEVER try to change yourself because somebody ELSE told you to, it's not right, just be yourself...its a lot better than trying to be somebody else...I, again, know by experience. You're loved, you are beautiful, you aren't fat, you are not a freak, you're yourself, and people love that, maybe not some, but do you want to know why they don't like that? They're jealous, they wanna be you, they want to have the "Weird" personality. Even after everything that happens... You're still loved...people still love you... but as I always say: Your life is priceless, a PERSONS life is priceless, you can't put a price on a person's life... Yes, We meet, we laugh, we lose, but we forgive, and give people another chance... Just remember...save this if you have too...but never forget who you really are...and remember... You're worth fighting for, You're worth living for, People love you...

[@AleasLittleWorld]

Thanks this is so good and heartfelt thanks it makes me happy that some one is there for people like me and my friends

[@raiiny_deer]

Thank you. I really needed that right now.

[@millenosa]

Oh, I was missing this 🥺✊🏻

[@hayd]

:)

[@snazzyfrogs]

This song is great for my unsure self. Every time I message someone and it takes them a while to respond I feel like I messed up. Or when they respond with short answers like they don't care...I feel like I could disappear out of everyone's life and no one would notice...I'm gonna stick around, but I really wish I was really important to someone.

[@nyct0phile]

the same thing happens to me. "it is both a blessing and a curse to feel things so very deeply" it is possible you may never meet someone with a heart as big as yours. do not let that be a reason to stop having one. the world needs people like you. i promise 💕

[@__________________________Fred]

dude, you and me both

[@becho6871]

Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) All I want for you is to stay and feel alive. Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. I need you here with me :). Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. And anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words- becho :) Until tomorrow, my friend :)

[@catwithglasses9039]

Thank you.. I really needed this. I broke into tears reading this. You may not see my reply but I wish you the world 💕

[@tranngoc3154]

thank you

[@wulandaridyanaputri501]

Thank you :)

[@twiidle7158]

you don’t know how much I needed this, thank you so much, even though I might never see you again I’m glad I saw your comment at this moment :)

[@nabellapuspitagustiani7239]

Thank you so much for this beautiful word❤

[@h2n090]

Is this song inspired by hanahaki? The lyrics like “suffocate,” “running out of air,” and feelings of unrequited love remind me of hanahaki disease c: 🌺 Anyways, this song is so beautiful, great job!

[@LVSnailSandwichContent]

Unrequited love. Hurts. 💔

[@melonbb803]

Oh god what if

[@Zimityy]

what is hanahaki ?

[@h2n090]

Dijana Kosik It’s a fictional disease (popular trope in Korea and Japan i believe) that is caused by unrequited love. If a person feels as though the one they love doesn’t love them back (even if they did) then flowers start to grow in their lungs. If they 1) don’t get surgery to remove the flower and their feelings for the person or 2) don’t feel like they’re loved back then the flowers will develop fully and suffocate them to death. Symptoms are coughing up flower petals, chest+lung pain, etc. Which is why hanahaki disease is really good for angsty stories c:

[@jax4652]

@@h2n090 woah, that's amazing

[@lillymilburn9488]

0:20-0:30 when your in the car and your mom says she'll be back

[@rosi3e275]

OOF

[@dreamyclayton]

bruh this literally made me laugh when i was overthinking i needed this so bad lol

[@meliahlindstrom9676]

HAHA

[@arabelle276]

My current mood isn't ready for this. I was over here feeling depressed and sad and when I read your comment I was like "Ha... that's... that's funny-" in this sad voice x3

[@chachayaphanthanakong1980]

Im glad you came KHB ... everyone missing you ,.. Take care dear friend 😍💐 Nice song and good job from you ❤️

[@khbplaylist]

Your comment always made me so happy my friend Kit Kat! and i'm glad to see you again 😍

[@msstephanie726]

This song reminds me of a book called Feed by Mt. Anderson. One of the characters, Violet, was really sick and was losing function of her body. Her boyfriend, Titus, who is the main character left her to die all on her own. She tried everything to get him to spend time with her before she went into a vegetative state, but he ignored her. She was a toy to him, and once she was broken or damaged and didn’t “work” anymore, he threw her away. Like she never meant anything to him. He used her.

[@tezhere]

Was the ending sad too?

[@norastar1444]

Perfect book to cry to but wtf THATS SO SAD WHY WOULD HE DO THAT. NOOOOOOO. I’m about to read this book :(

[@helloearth5453]

Only if these types of people didn't exist...our lives would've been much easier...they don't want to understand people...they only live for themselves

[@no.4737]

Y e e a h h Hearing this after watching A Silent Voice doesn't-- It doesn't hit well-- Ow-

[@nicholasnyx7609]

Try Me Before You

[@leicall6294]

;-; ohhhh my gosh

[@havenrose5797]

@MADELYN HART 😭

[@An4.r000bi3]

OwWww

[@mydee6836]

ive seen one scene from that, i should watch the actual movie. but i already know what you mean xD

[@kiorade7594]

It's weird how sad things make me cry but it's comforting to know I'm not the only one feeling this way

[@sophiahealy8264]

A few days ago I ended my relationship between my dad and I This song represents my feelings leading up to it perfectly I'm tired of waiting around for him to love me, I'm tired of feeling like a dog, eager for a pat on the head, sad and attention starved. I'm suffocating under his absence even when I'm with him. To my dad: I love you, but I won't let you drag me down. You may have decided to die, but I decided to live. Don't expect me to lie down with you and wither away.

[@ihatesnakeu9827]

i did the exact same thing a few weeks ago...

[@sophiahealy8264]

@@ihatesnakeu9827 it takes some serious strength to walk away from a parent. It's so engraved into our biology to just want comfort and love from them, I hope you're doing ok. ♥️

[@allywatling5983]

hi sophia. i hope you are doing well and that you are thriving. i understand your pain and im sorry. your comment hit me like a rock because its exactly describes the situation i have been in the past 10 years. im so numb, ive given up just like he did years ago. i hope you are happy and rid of that toxicity now and forever

[@sophiahealy8264]

@@allywatling5983 I'm so sorry you're going through that. Even though I'm a stranger, I'm always here to talk if you need it. ♥️

[@ilovemyhubby12345]

my minecraft dog in some random survival world i forgot about:

[@sophiahealy8264]

😭😭

[@sophhbelle]

ayy Todoroki in your pfp

[@yeagerbvmb6510]

not a single depressing comment had made me cry and when I saw this I bursted into tears 🤜🏻👶🏻

[@aprilmisc]

yo, this just made me think about the dogs in nintendogs and i havent played it in years

[@isanlewis3104]

:,(

[@zeleniasnow6062]

This is beautiful .

[@khbplaylist]

thankyouu glad to hear that!

[@zeleniasnow6062]

KHB Soz for the late reply, but your welcome. Hope u have a good year n God bless u 🙃

[@hayd]

thank you :)

[@WatiSaurus]

Hayd You are an amazing human being with amazing music. Please keep doing you, Hayd.

[@bullanday9887]

I can imagine my self laying with him as I listen to this song peacefully

[@ryuzakiyuki2071]

A song that I was waiting all this time...

[@hayd]

:)

[@kermit4273]

Omg he replied to you

[@yourofficialotaku6181]

omg Hayd literally replied to you O_o also love the username and pfp :^D

[@cabelwillard2726]

Music like this explains something i cant explain within myself. Listening to something u can relate is really a thing

[@jchrsmcldrn6393]

Im going through something right now and this song comforts me in a way.. It's like drinking warm milk at the end of very very tiring day

[@makennacox2926]

I feel like this song associates with my life rn, my friends said they'd always be there, I told them how many times others have left me, how many times I'd gotten burned in the end, how I was hurt. They left me as well, They said they'd be back, they didn't even look back as they left me behind to wonder what's wrong with me, why I can't keep a friend, why I'm not good enough for anyone, why I even try. I can't take it if another person leaves me behind, I can't take being stabbed in the back anymore. I can't let another person in my life, can't allow them to hurt me anymore, I have to build my walls up, and be my own friend. For now I'll just sit in the background and suffocate. Sorry for venting, I just had to get it all out, if you read this thanks for listening

[@AnaHernandez-fw7po]

My friends got mad because I didn’t give them my Netflix accounts 💀😔 stupid bullshit

[@MonkeyDluffy-by4ot]

@@AnaHernandez-fw7po i- tf y should they use urs bruh ur paying not them

[@MonkeyDluffy-by4ot]

@Mint Tea I’ll be ur friend 🥺　AND I WOULD DEFINITELY NIT LEAVE

[@makennacox2926]

@@MonkeyDluffy-by4ot *Sees your username, literally just came from watching One Piece* I can die happy if we can be friends. 🥺💀

[@susmita9903]

It's good to vent out !!!! We all want to be heard!!

[@albino7367]

A friend- rather, one time I told a friend I wanted to go on an adventure. Escape my reality, leave it all behind. They then told me "What good would that do? When you come back, all your problems will still be here." That hit me pretty hard. I just wanted to get out of the mundane. I was suffocating. Now, I came to peace with my reality. I made changes. I left my financial peace- the pursuit of a computer science degree- in exchange for heartfelt peace, a double major in film and psychology and the intentions of getting a masters in psych and training in Catholic psychology. But it's all so dry, and I feel like I haven't retained anything this semester. My psych professors couldn't teach, at least in the way I needed them to. I've lost the peace in pursuing psych. I still love film. I'm taking photos everyday and training my cinematic eye. I'm just so lost and lack purpose. I want to help people but the road there is so long. And now we're in a pandemic. I need to sign up for classes, but don't know which or desire to do so. Cudos for reading this far. Praying for you. Peace.

[@thecrownsknight5105]

And I will be praying for your peace

[@albino7367]

@@thecrownsknight5105 Thank you. Much needed now. Working as a cashier 8-5, 5 days a week for the summer. Mom's not doing well. I'm pretty beat. Wish I could just figure things out. I'll be praying for you, too.

[@koushikinath6182]

Damn, I can relate a bit, Im also going in for my last yr of CS undergrad degree and I honestly have no idea of what I want from life, its suffocating, Kudos to you for breaking away from the mundane and pursuing something of ur own, I wish I had the courage to do that. Things will get better soon, hopefully, u'll figure it out, stay strong💜

[@rubyrebel4957]

A sad lullaby that puts little ones to sleep in minutes. Love it!

[@zaoiely]

No body wants to wait.. Especially when we're all getting older and older each year.

[@joseppiboomer]

I’m afraid of growing old

[@thecrownsknight5105]

Joseppi Boomer me too man, me too. Let’s be a little less scared together

[@roziewon2525]

@@joseppiboomer don't be! Be afraid of not living your life sharing kindness and finding your happiness. Everyone could die any minute.

[@lx5350]

i missed u

[@khbplaylist]

Aww such a lovely thing to say :') Hope you're doing great! much love

[@tonicemeno5850]

HE IS AWESOME!!! LOVE HIS MUSIC, LOVE THIS SONG!!

[@hayd]

THANK YOU! :)

[@fafsgaiety]

I remember listening to this song on repeat while I prepared for my uni entrance exam. I felt hopeless and trapped. I used to close my eyes, lie down and play this song. Trying to breathe a little. A couple months have passed since then and somehow i feel worse than before. Even though i got accepted into a uni, which generally is a happy time for people. Listening to it again makes me nostalgic.

[@jennyyyyyOS]

Happy to have you back🥰

[@khbplaylist]

I'm happy to be back!! Thankyouu for still coming back after I didn't upload for almost 3 months :') much love Jennifer

[@maerijimenez2912]

Each of the songs that you upload reach my soul❤️

[@balake21]

this makes me feel like laying down in the middle of the rain, vibe to this song, eyes closed, breathing slow and steady.

[@chrismaki5456]

I've loved this song for years now, I feel like it resonates with the part of me that is looking for love. Whenever I feel depressed or sad, I can always crawl into the embrace this song provides me. I'm 27, I've been in relationships before. I met this girl a few months ago, and she is amazing. Perfect. And we get along great. And I've never actually asked a woman out before. Today I did, and today she said she is seeing someone. I didn't think it'd hurt this bad. I didn't believe in soul mates necessarily, but she was the closest thing to making me believe. I guess I'll be playing this song a lot more for a while.

[@youaregood9aj73]

This song is so amazing and unique

[@hayd]

thank you :)

[@neesabila5077]

Dear AS, you probably felt this way exactly, like the lyrics. I'm sorry.

[@user-ds5lh9ob8d]

Nisha Sabila awe :(

[@kirenai.6231]

Someone...

[@tabithab.7288]

You deserve a good life

[@eggssandwhich]

This makes me want to lay down in a field with this song on repeat and just think about life.

[@MeowKoro]

I had a randomized playlist and before I took my dog to the vet, this song was playing in the background of a video I took of him. Little did I know it was going to be the last video I'll ever be able to take of him. Getting to there to the vet, his condition worsened and we had the option to put him down or save him, however if we were to save him he would never be the same. So we chose to put him down. With time passing by I still haven't gotten over it, it's been a year and as I looked back on his videos. This song was in one of them and it took me about a week to finally find out the song but just listening to the lyrics makes me think "is this what my dog felt? When I took him to the vet?" And it makes me feel so terrible but may he rest in peace. He was more than just a dog. He was my best friend.

[@user-gm3pk4gc8f]

😭

[@princewoa8516]

HEY YOU'RE BACK😍😍😍 And what a nice song😍

[@khbplaylist]

Aww thankyouu I'm happy to be back! and see your comment again my friend :')

[@asianz5960]

Why isn't this recommended to people? This is very nice. Time for a 10 hour chill time

[@morganhawley514]

this song brings me tears but i've never felt so relaxed about the shit we go through

[@Girl-Supersonicboy]

There's a numbness to this song that hits hard for me. It's like how I smile every day on the outside but the inside is just an empty shell. It's a beautiful song, but it has more to it then a beautiful tune

[@Revenge-R5]

I felt every lyrics on this song :-: ❤

[@hayd]

:)

[@larisus]

When I listen to this song I read all these comments whit the life of everyone, and then listen to my mind telling to me: "Why are you sad? They can be sad, they have a reason to be sad, you don't" And that's true Then why I'm like this?

[@rrr37835]

It's okay for everyone to feel sad. Don't ever feel bad for being sad out of nowhere because that means you're human. Maybe you had a bad day maybe you didn't, maybe you remembered something a fragrance of memory that makes you feel something or just come across a flower so beautiful that made you tear up. My point is you can't be happy always or be sad always. You need a balance between these feelings and sometimes it just comes and goes.

[@larisus]

@@rrr37835 🥺

[@Indigo_Lemon]

i know what you mean but everyone experiences their own pain and other things hurt more than others but it's what you've experienced but everyone's going to feel sad for whatever reason and everyone has their own personal amount of pressure, pain, loneliness, etc that will eat them up inside. so don't worry although others pain may seem way larger than yours, you still have your own experiences that make you feel the way you do. also a lot of people explain their life with only the negatives but you view your life as positive with some negatives, so it's hard to know it what period of time they've had to deal with stuff, take me for example if i say i had to deal with pain for 4 years it will sound awful but if i say i had a lot of good times but i also felt down a lot it sounds less bad it just depends how it's worded so don't feel like you should be sad because everyone deals with stuff in their own ways and pain or sadness between people cannot be compared.

[@lemontoast839]

You don’t need an excuse to feel sad. Your emotions are just as valid as everyone else listening to this song. Sadness isn’t a competition and we are all going through different things. Don’t feel bad for being sad :)

[@wolfiebear1544]

its okay to feel sad even if its just out of no where, i know how you feel, from the outside my life looks so peaceful and it is most of the time, it gets to me because my dads always working and my moms almost always in Tara but i shouldn't worry about it i just do. It's okay to be sad or feel like you don't want to carry on.

[@auliyaalma5630]

This song so magical

[@khbplaylist]

glad you think that Auliya :)

[@crixxchi]

This song always keeps me calm yet sad.

[@assyifaazammudin8780]

whoever behind this channel, marry me

[@joseppiboomer]

asy huang they never said no.

[@assyifaazammudin8780]

@@joseppiboomer @KHB im waiting for the ring

[@serinasalazar2954]

This comment probably wont be seen so its fine So last night this song made me cry, not because of some past romance, but because I used to have a sister. I'll call her N. Here's the story. N was only 2 days old when my mother took her in when she fell into the foster system. We raised her. Her first laugh. Her first cry. Her first words and her first steps. We raised her for nearly 4 years. She did go back with her biological mother once when she was two. She returned to our care when her bio(logical mother) told us that she couldn't afford rent, and juggling a job and a child was too difficult. We didn't know if she would return to her bio but we've become attached. We baked together and had tea parties together. Every day she would jump on my bed to wake me up. Every morning she "helped" me make tea for myself and coffee for mommy. I am her sister. That's all she's ever known. The system took her from us. Unfortunately, the bio has had an addiction to drugs since before she was born. Her parents made the wrong choices when she was in the womb, because they didn't know any better. The bio did however, choose to follow the same path. When you follow a life like that, its impossible to quit for a long period of time. I've seen it happen. My uncle cant stay 'clean' for more that 3 years, and was first exposed at age 12. With this information in mind, its inevitable that the bio will slip up a few years down the line. And we wont be there to take her in this time. (Hopefully it wont happen in the first place. But it's a fear of ours) Now the reason this song hits home is because when she went back with her bio, she thought she was just visiting for "a long time". The last words she told us was; "I'll be back" Thanks for reading this far, here's a cookie 🍪

[@serenes]

i am someone, and i did see your story, and i am sending you a huge hug

[@serinasalazar2954]

@@serenes thanks your comment made me emotional

[@helloearth5453]

😢

[@AnkitRaj-pr2ml]

I read it...🤗

[@serinasalazar2954]

@@AnkitRaj-pr2ml 🍪

[@sheritagerman5759]

Welcome back KHB lovely song 😁

[@khbplaylist]

Aww thankyouu for coming back here too Sherita

[@cringelord9488]

i want everyone to go watch something that makes them laugh after listening to this song or scrolling through the comments, okay?? shit I don't want you crying........... cuz your my fwends

[@nomicnx2212]

Friends? You don't know any of us.

[@brendenheald7876]

I wanna be fwends 🥺

[@cringelord9488]

@@nomicnx2212 well then have a hug

[@rositafresita6841]

@@nomicnx2212 don't be rude

[@SnubelMusic]

Man this comment right here helped me... I'm going thru some stuff with my gf and it feels like its ending and it hurts man....

[@playlistsport6505]

Wow!!! This is me...dancing on my own. 💃🙈 Nice song and good voice! 💕 Glad you are back, KHB!!! Hope you are doing well! 🤗🌹🎶🎼💞

[@khbplaylist]

Heyy I'm glad to be back!! and Thankyouu my friend I appreciate you so much for still coming back here! I'll try my best to keep up :') Hope you're doing fine as always!

[@playlistsport6505]

@@khbplaylist I'm trying my best too... ❤

[@rnxo8356]

again, amazing post

[@dominicknasi9421]

rnxo ik right

[@khbplaylist]

Ahh rnxo

[@rnxo8356]

KHB omg you remember me? omg i love you💗💗😭that touched my heart

[@khbplaylist]

@@rnxo8356 of course I remember you

[@rnxo8356]

KHB its the best channel so whenever i see i cliCk And comment without even watching it first bc i know its gonna be amazing then i listen to it and boom your music taste >>>> 🥺❤️

[@lonelyloser639]

I just want to lie in the bed listening to this without anyone coming into my room and telling me how much I disappoint them. Lol the like is blue xD

[@decaydays2228]

A lot of people are listening to this song and remembering a parent that left them. While my story isnt about one of my parents, its about a kid i used to know, we were really close when i was younger. He was a smart kid, he had good grades and would always get awards at school. He was very nerdy, small kid, he had glasses like i did and looked like me when i was younger. He was really energetic and always seemed happy, he talked to everyone and seemed to know everyone. But really he would get bullied and i would just watch, i couldnt do anything. At the time i didnt know how. The boy still seemed very happy although. But i knew he wasnt. He would always let out his emotions and talk about his feelings, which led to him being called weird, or crazy. So he stopped talking and became less energetic. He was now a quiet kid with good grades, still scrawny, still nerdy, and also happy. They began calling him puny, they would push him around and make fun of him. So he began working out, slowly his scrawny appearance left him and he became a more fit taller kid, but he was still the same nerdy happy boy. I still did nothing when i would see him get harrassed and bullied, i still didnt know how. Then he was called a nerd, 4 eyes, loser, geek. So he stopped trying in school, his grades dropped and he began wearing contacts rather than glasses, even though he hated them, and he thought he was happy. But he wasnt himself anymore, i am that boy, and i lost myself so many years ago, the boy that was happy is gone, now i look different, act different, and although im no longer bullied, im also no longer happy. Ive tried bringing back that boy ive tried looking for him, but its seems to be too late, hes gone. Ive already died once. Now i dont know who i am.

[@지하-z7q]

I also agree with this. You cannot be successful if you are like everyone else. But society likes unified content. So I let go of creativity.Then I went from being a strange person to being an ordinary person.If this society doesn't behave like this, it scares me. In order to gain the upper hand, they unconditionally ignore and ridicule other ideas.

[@ereh_28]

it's useless trying to bring back someone who's gone. now stop finding people, trying to please them. you weren't born in this world to please others. The people who're gonna stay will find you. They're gonna love you for you and you don't have to try so hard. Until then, hey, Just hold on. okay?

[@justchillininmehbox28]

Care for a hug?