HEALTH ANXIETY, WEDDING DRESS PRESERVATION & LOTS OF TEARS | VLOG

[@bethchn7034]

I'm so disappointed that my original comment was Hidden/Muted/Censored. Hi Alex - I'm a long time follower of yours; I hope I wont be blocked or muted for my comment. Growing up I really struggled with body image, especially having grown up in culture that is extremely critical of women's bodies and behaviors. Your content and openness about sharing your own struggles and journey were a big source of inspiration to me and helped me learn to love myself during my formative years. PLEASE READ comments below.

[@bethchn7034]

I can totally understand having hard days & not loving the way you look 100% of the time, particularly when the whole world is criticizing you, but I was REALLY CRUSHED when I saw this. Especially because I went out on a limb to defend you. Photo-shopping your images to this extent doesn't really seem to align with who you are and the messages you've fought so hard to empower your viewers with over the years!

[@bethchn7034]

I mean no disrespect or hate, but I hope you will publicly address the continued photo-shopping and struggles with body image transparently. It's ok to be vulnerable and not like parts of yourself, but covertly photo-shopping while advocating self-love is less ok. Owning up to this and sharing your own struggles would be so empowering for all of those who have struggled to love ourselves. You have a great platform to influence and inspire people and I hope to see you continue to use it

[@meeshelle1397]

@@bethchn7034 I’m sorry Alex deleted/muted your comment, I found it to be very respectful and honest. (It’s a shame if can’t be reciprocated 😕) I too think it would be a great way to be transparent with us viewers and start to be real, we can all feel insecure like this in these days of social media. It’s very relatable in that respect. 🤷‍♀️ it doesn’t align with the self love, self happiness image I agree.

[@bex3076]

@@bethchn7034 I'm glad you reposted. I agree it would help alot of people if she openly talked about it and was honest. We all have similar struggles

[@semmelknoedel07]

Health Anxiety doesn’t mean what you think it means...

[@emmanuellefarrell1928]

thank you for talking about how difficult it can be to find mental health care especially when you’re struggling! that resonates with me and it’s really nice to hear you be open about it 💕

[@autogenesis]

It's called the dirty thirties because of the dust bowl that plagued much of the prairies in North America largely due to improper farming practices. Ken Burns has a great documentary on it.

[@nitat8838]

I'm going to go watch this! Sounds like a great book I read this summer called The Four Winds.

[@autogenesis]

@@nitat8838 10/10 recommend! Honestly all of Ken Burns's documentaries are fantastic!

[@amandajedmonds1029]

Girl, I literally teared up listening to you speak about health anxiety and panic attacks. I’ve struggled with both for yearsssss! And it’s actually debilitating. I sympathize with you so much on these topics and I’m glad ur speaking up about it . I pray we find ways to deal with these ailments. Much love to you mamas ❤️❤️❤️

[@bethchn7034]

Hey where'd my comment go

[@bethchn7034]

@The Beautiful looks like its been hidden. Seems like I touched a nerve? I'm kinda perturbed since I was coming from a good place and was respectful.

[@beverlyromero]

Love you talking about mental health and doctors! I was born with Turners and have had a brain tumor and stroke! I have always hid my pain I finally found a therapist who is amazing! Know the struggles with doctors as well have soooo many b

[@gabriellesklar533]

Leaving my BFF behind is one of the hardest parts about this move!! But we’ll see each other as often as possible ❤️

[@joyajoe2047]

Hey can we talk privately I love your comments

[@joyajoe2047]

I wasn’t talking to you

[@joyajoe2047]

I wasn’t talking to you

[@joyajoe2047]

I wasn’t talking to you

[@gggirl9713]

I’m a RN working during this Pandemic, Real Stress, when I watch your vlogs, it really makes me laugh and relax. Keep up the good work ❤️❤️

[@Ashnicjo93]

I did my wedding album in chronological order and it made so much sense flipping through :) it’s like living the day from start to finish when flipping through. 1000/10 makes the most sense

[@kckgirl182]

The wedding photo organization was a bit boring. I didn't care to see the photos you held up, it went fast and we already saw the wedding footage, which was great. Just some feedback.

[@noelwebster7642]

How about trying to obtain and use your health insurance for doctors, procedures if needed, and counseling all while working a full-time job. You need the job to have the insurance but don't like to miss work to keep all the appointments 🙂 that can get a tricky.

[@noelwebster7642]

@Emma S. I finally started using my PTO this year I have been out of work for health issues this year than in my 25 yes of working in the medical field

[@loriweir7831]

@Emma S. Some jobs do not offer PTO.

[@WasteTheseWords1]

You’re right that is tricky! Luckily Alex doesn’t have to work a traditional job, and many of us would do the same if given the chance lol. No need to criticize someone for having an easier work schedule than you ❤️

[@Foodieitaliana]

For the wedding album you should do how the night went. From beginning to end. ❤️ so if people didn’t get to go or just want to see. They can see how the night went!

[@erintheedgychick]

I can totally relate to your struggle to find the right therapist! Not only is it just mentally draining but it’s also not cheap! Every single therapist I tried was so expensive plus when you add medication it was even more! I was lucky to find a good combo of both but it took time! I ended up with a online therapist that is the absolute best!! Life changing! Glad you are doing good!

[@shawnconnors596]

YESSSSS to everything you said. I have depression and anxiety issues, and I’m SO GLAD to see that more and more people are having open discussion about mental health. I’m so happy you found someone that you are comfortable with. Good luck moving forward, and talk to anyone who will listen. The more we talk, the more it will become normal to discuss it. God bless you on your journey.

[@lisastarshine2541]

This is exactly why I haven't even tried to find help. It's so frustrating and honestly paralyzing.

[@marielyramos9628]

Yes! I love Tavern in the Square. The best nachos😍

[@smfranco96]

You posted this a while ago, but I’m just watching today. I’m glad I did, because I really needed the motivation and reminder to see primary care doctors. I have the same health anxiety & I’m scared af to find a new doctor. But I should take care of myself because I’m the only one that can. Thank you for the heart to heart talk 💓

[@kapeezy]

Would have been cool to have an overhead shot of you organizing the photo album with a little tripod so we could see it in action

[@susanp4798]

Anyone know what happened to Mark? Such a nice guy and they always had a blast together.

[@amberrosebudgets3966]

I just got my dress back from DB, and had my veil put in it as well and customized with our date and last name it came out sooo beautiful

[@autumnboyer455]

My mom just moved to Myrtle beach from NY with us and I was a wreck each night for the first week I cried myself to sleep.. it’s so hard when someone in your life that you have hung out with almost everyday just moves. It’s been about a month now and I’m okay obviously some days when I have nothing to do or want to go to a place we would always go It feels like there’s a hole somewhere and it’s not the same! Thank god for FaceTime and phone calls because just hearing her voice calms my anxiety

[@kjsmith2122]

Do you have high blood pressure? Being obese is major risk factor for high blood pressure. It is a silent killer as there are often no symptoms. The heart works harder to pump blood through the body and all the extra work strains the arteries.

[@loriweir7831]

@@PriscillaPyoutube probably because her face is always red and swollen.

[@WasteTheseWords1]

This is an absurdly invasive thing to ask someone who isn’t your medical patient lmao

[@Taylor_1988]

Change is so hard sometimes. But just know, once you get through to the other side, there is so much beauty and things to look forward to. I enjoyed this vlog very much.

[@harley143269]

You really should not be looking at your phone while driving, even for a split second!

[@allisongoorman]

I organized my wedding album chronologically. So like the beginning is us getting ready, the first look, ceremony, etc!

[@lizmay8431]

Me too 😊

[@AlexandraIreneRodriguez]

Oh yay! Glad I’m not the only one!

[@allisongoorman]

@@AlexandraIreneRodriguez I like how you said it tells a story! Totally true!

[@jenniferprie5719]

Same!

[@tracydelancia2329]

Same is there any other way

[@nitat8838]

Do you still wear your Cartier ring and bracelet? I don't ever see them anymore and just curious since I want the bracelet some day!

[@loriweir7831]

Probably no longer fits her wrist

[@jessicatriplett404]

I totally understand what you’re talking about when it comes to finding a mental health professional. It takes so long for you to finally get to that point where you tell yourself “ok, I’m ready to get help” and then you’re hit with a whole new hill to climb of finding someone that can help you. It’s easy to just give up at that point. They need a better system here

[@DaveyCass]

Where did you get your pictures printed from? The quality looks great. I have an album I need to work on as well! 🙏❤️

[@Shooshoobella7]

Oh girl, I can so relate to having health anxiety. I also hadn't been to the doctor since before Covid and I was sure my doctor was going to give me some horrible diagnosis, but I powered through and things were better than I expected. I love my doctor too and I agree that it's really important to find a PCP you can relate to, even if the search for one is challenging. To everyone out there dealing with anxiety and panic attacks, just know you are not alone!

[@KimberlyRowe6]

Wait until you find out dip is just acrylic overlay. 🥴😩 I use to get it too lol

[@soaringwithjaybird866]

Awww 🥰 So happy you have Yar! LOVE ALWAYS WINS 💕

[@autamnmurphy1402]

I have been watching you for years i love your channel

[@belieberforlife]

Ugh, girl. I feel you. I just officially hit mid 20s and I keep telling everyone I’ve hit my quarter life crisis lol. Everything is just changing way too fast and I’m not great with change either. Just trying to hold on and take it day by day. But thank you for sharing, I found so much comfort in hearing your struggles right now too. Here’s to adapting to change in different worlds but also together!

[@margueriteleger3511]

I love your idea categorize it

[@kimberlyhurtado5569]

I did the same with my photos... I would make the moon pic the last photo to end the wonderful wedding/evening

[@brittanybradley3129]

Sending you so much love Alex. We all go through it. Your dress looks gorgeous in that box, such a brilliant idea! ❤️

[@AlexandraIreneRodriguez]

Thanks lovey!!

[@yayaserenity2397]

I really enjoyed this vlog Alex. Where did you get the cell phone holder for the bathroom?

[@81lovee]

Hi Alex, just wanted to tell you I’m having lunch while watching you. Thank you for being here for me, you probably don’t even know how much you help us by just being you. I feel like I’m chatting with a friend, and I don’t feel so alone… ❤️

[@symonerhein4385]

You MUST put them in chronological order, so the album makes sense!!!! ITs the ONLY way!!!!!! I would recommend designing and ordering an album online!

[@faithbuildingwithaj8467]

Damn u I wanna watch the pink panther now!! Lololol 🤣

[@caroledmiston8365]

Please stop saying "like"!!!

[@susanrenee1657]

😝

[@indonesianprincess]

I agree! I love you Alex but that was too many "likes" in one section of the video. I remember your Mom on a podcast going off on the word being used too much by someone she was talking too...and I totally feel her! Hehe

[@WasteTheseWords1]

This is an absurd request that you have no business making lmao carol there are so many other youtubers out there for you to watch ❤️

[@susanrenee1657]

@@WasteTheseWords1 🎯

[@verech9867]

As a virgo i kept thinking categorize them in order of events lmao🤣

[@AlexandraIreneRodriguez]

HAHAHAHA I relate heavily to my Virgo friends

[@verech9867]

@@AlexandraIreneRodriguez 😅🤗

[@MichelleAntonia]

I haven't had a routine physical in like 4 years because it's so, so, sooo hard and annoying to find a new doctor. And no one that takes my insurance is taking new patients! It's such SHIT

[@a.a3473]

Coco is really watching TV!! So stinking cute!!!!

[@AlexandraIreneRodriguez]

Sooo cute!!

[@misciasimmons5337]

Watch all the MCU movies before Loki! It will work better and you will get more of what is happening. Also, I am sure Yar is into investments with returns - how about buying a condo in Orlando area. Rent it out when you two are not planning to use it, but you will have a home base for FL visits. Which means more visits! And you can decorate it. Win Win. Having doctors who are actually on your team and listen - makes a world of difference. So glad you speak about caring for your mental health. It is still treated like a dirty word or something taboo, but we all have to deal with our mental health. Just like our teeth, eyes, ect. It is part of us and if you don't address issues they just become bigger. Emotions are not evil and should not be treated as if they are taboo!

[@nikig4236]

I used the bed bath and beyond coupon for the dress preservation offered on their website (out sourced) and man I loveeee it! 75$ best money ever spent! If nothing else it’s cleaned, preserved and out of the way! I love opening the box tho & looking at it 🥰❤️

[@lexiferrer9184]

Soooo my wedding dress is up in my attic in a trash bag....lmaooo..hubby and I been married 10 years now.

[@stephaniec5928]

You guys are a perfect match and so cute and funny.

[@EmilieLap93]

Health anxiety is so real! I’ve had anxiety my entire life but it was always based on performance and the pressure I put on myself to excel at everything. It kind of evolved in the last 2 years as I’ve started experiencing migraines with auras, seen many specialists, had a cancer scare, and needed an MRI as well as yearly oncology check ups. I was so upset because I eat well, workout and lift consistently and still have these issues. I actually had to start addressing my shame in that regard with my therapist because I felt like no matter what I was doing with my health routine it didn’t matter because of all the things coming up

[@sarawillett2994]

My wedding was around the same time as yours and I totally categorized my wedding album too, the same way! 😂 it for sure makes it an experience! Also, you inspired me to do my cleaning and preservation through DB too! Now I’m so excited seeing yours, hopefully get mine back soon 💕

[@janphob9068]

🤣😂😂😅☺️😊😁

[@fruitbrocofrut8398]

Show me ur diet routine wat u eat pliz sis 🤗🥰 next upload

[@theravyshow2570]

I'm the same about change! consistency is serenity for me! Nice to see your day to day!

[@theACGsquad]

Thirty flirty and thriving ✨ lol

[@SamElle]

finding a new doctor is SO SO HARD!!! I literally had to go through several doctors before finding one that meshed well with me

[@cdeakers]

I love the vibe of this video - also you and yar’s back and forth about categorizing the photos is so cute. 🌗 snd when you were like A PHOTO OF THE MOON, I thought “ a girl after my heart!” - love y’all! ♥️

[@alexandrarendon5055]

Can you tell me the sizing of the Biker shorts you got? I checked on the website I couldn’t figure it out I’m usually like a 2x thanks 💕

[@jasminecalderon4990]

haha as another cap, I would categorize them beginning with environment for the mood then portraits of guests, then by events lol.

[@tabbithap9163]

My wife and I were watching you guys trying to find words that rhymed with thirty and we were screaming nerdy at the tv 😂 it would have bothered us so bad if u didn’t finally get it 😂😂

[@sunshined823]

I just love Alex ! It’s always a good time in this channel ! I been watching Vlogmas videos for 3 days on this channel lol 🤷‍♀️💃🏾💅

[@ElizabethP1981]

Hey girl, good morning! Love from Tennessee!!😊❤

[@AlexandraIreneRodriguez]

Good morning angel!

[@bravingthehallways8169]

I love your vlogs

[@Thrifttastticmom1]

I just had my 50th birthday and because my KZbin channel name is Thrifttasticmom my family gave me a birthday party the theme was Thrifty & Fifty.

[@cdyfrnk]

I am genuinely struggling with decorations for my small covid wedding. I know wedding content is basically done for you but I'd love a video of ideas if you haven't done one already.

[@sarahmoore6677]

These two have zero chemistry, its awkward watching them interact

[@heidiwitha_gp6131]

So with Gabby and Lilly being further away, will you see alexis and abby more? Not gonna lie I miss seeing them in your vlogs. ♥️. Change for me is sooo hard. I do not do well. Going through so much change in my life currently and the hard part is, its been all at once. Ugh! But funny shows, hilarious friend texting threads, memes and lots of chocolate seems to be helping hahaha sending you super big hugs and lots of love. ❤️

[@jenniferomozee859]

I feel you on the crazy, life changing, transitional period in your 20's with your close friends, I pray that God guides you during this difficult time with major life changes as well as wishing you the best in your mental health improvement journey because we all go through it Alex too in our own ways, 1way or another, Alex those wedding pictures came out perfectly like the wedding photographer you booked is really bomb, love the photo album by the way as well as the wedding dress restoration came out stunning!

[@DarleneWhite]

I hit thirty and all crap hit me (in a bad way) hopefully that won’t happen to you! Fourths are a lot better! ❤️

[@brittneysmith1010]

Yar in the background!!! “Micro sections!?!?!” 😂😂 I love y’all

[@jennabretherton7317]

Health Care in the U.S. boggles me. Thank god for the good old NHS 👏

[@1757571]

On my lunch break at work, just the vlog I needed. Thank you for sharing!! 💕

[@silencedogood99]

Nerdy thirty!!! It can be tech themed hahaha

[@ckp_diamondpaints]

Could you hear me shouting …categorize the photos, categorize the photos!!! 😊 Thank you for being real about your journey and discussing the importance of mental health!

[@celcoop]

The section of you organizing the pictures was everything lmfao. I’m a Virgo getting married in October and I will 100% be doing the same thing

[@kararothe7019]

Baha I’m a Virgo and i got married 5 years ago and I’ve never printed a single photo 😵🤷‍♀️ hot mess Virgo

[@Rewear_Revo]

I agree with your rant Alex. It does get better when you find the right doctor. As an American living in Canada, I’m quite disappointed with how hard it is to find a good doctor here compared to the States. The only ones available are new grads, which doesn’t work for me being someone with such complex health and mental health issues. Although the tests are plentiful and the services are “free” you may end up having to wait until it’s too late. 🥺 For me I just ended up having to pick a new one that I could get along with. The pandemic actually helped in that I was able to see her more frequently on the phone as opposed to having to drive a long way to access her. That allowed me to speed through a lot of the issues and now I feel caught up, even though my doctor isn’t the “greatest.” Unfortunately you have to advocate for yourself and learning how is not easy.

[@BrittStarr]

You gotta have categories for wedding pics- that’s just science! Hahaha loved the debate. My wife and I did a hardcover photobook so we could have some large and some small cuz MAN it’s hard to decide!!!!

[@cosmicblues7431]

Yarmayn should have hugged you when you told him you’ve been crying about gabby moving away. He’s seemed so cold

[@maryhodges1673]

Purdy Thirty😉

[@Bethanysummer]

Loving the content!! Luv ya!

[@AlexandraIreneRodriguez]

Thank you!! Love you too!

[@ameliastrommen5185]

I think it's crazy that Yar DIDN'T want to categorize the photos lol

[@AlexandraIreneRodriguez]

😂😂😂

[@kimberlypenn6142]

Are those pics from your photographer? I just printed mine from my wedding photographer and mine look so blurry ☹️How did you print yours so clear?

[@clevercupcake]

You just demonstrated why it’s dirty thirty 🤣 nothing else goes well 😝❤️

[@ruthblandford7496]

Yarmen "there's micro sections?! "... brilliant 😃 I also can't stop thinking of rhyming words now for 30s haha ... love you guys xxx

[@amberrenee1923]

I NEED to know where those pajamas are from!! 😍 the green leopard ones

[@sebistitilulu]

As a Pisces I categorized mine in order of events 💞 also I'm getting major anxiety about the fingerprints and all the pictures 🙊

[@shareegibson2574]

Marvel is awesome!

[@Tinymixtape]

The shirt you have on while sorting the pictures is super cute! Do you have a link?

[@hvought]

Who did you use for your wedding gown preservation??? I got married 2 years ago and have been putting it off!!!

[@abc123lovemebaby]

David’s bridal!

[@opienattyvlogs7930]

Awe ☹ I can so relate ... my best friend moved to Delaware a couple years ago and I live in our home state of Georgia Alex feel free to reach out if you ever want to talk I get to see her sat after not seeing her since 2019 along with her kids who I consider my niece and nephew

[@issimma]

Sending lots of love sweet Alex 💓

[@carleyco]

I feel like your more recent videos, you’re showing us more of the real you and I LOVE it!!! I wish we were friends 😭 I think you are hilarious and so fun

[@lauragalindo3620]

Love ya Alex!!

[@AlexandraIreneRodriguez]

Love you!

[@mysonruns]

I'm am so with you girl! When I got my pictures back, it took me a while to figure out how I wanted it. Your pictures came out great!

[@AlexandraIreneRodriguez]

Thank you!!❤️

[@savannahandcharlete]

I was laughing my butt off when you mentioned micro sections because I’m a Capricorn and I would’ve done the same thing 🤣

[@ALG1988b]

🤣 photo problems alex???? I had the same problem with my son’s birthday pictures 😂

[@jessicakelly2051]

Nerdy thirty 😍😍

[@jessicakelly2051]

Omg I typed that before Alexa said it 😂

[@rachellsn1791]

Alex! Love that square neck tank top! I noticed you also have a black one and love love love a square neck!!!!!! Where did you find them? I would love to get one!

[@bethanyrose9026]

My bestie is moving in 2 weeks to Germany. The sad part of the military. The people you love are always leaving 😭

[@savannah4951]

your skin looks soooo good!!

[@briannebarrett203]

This was a nice real video. I’m in my 20s as well and just not thriving lol being a newer nurse during this pandemic has killed my mental health and I’m just angry. Sending calming vibes your way 💖

[@lillysfunadventures5807]

Yar is going to be 30 flirty and thriving!

[@katrinabryant9873]

Loved this!💚

[@AlexandraIreneRodriguez]

I’m so glad!

[@machinegunkimmy]

Nerdy thirty

[@machinegunkimmy]

I was screaming it before you all said it lmfao