Health Update || June 2024

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[@thefictionkitten_]

it’s totally okay to be angry and grieve what you have, even if it hasn’t changed yet. even when you know it’s coming, it doesn’t change how you feel in the moment. please know you’re totally inspiring, and i thank you for sharing your journey with us. i am honored to see your bravery!

[@allisbookishadventures8260]

Sarah - you amaze me. You are the most positive person I know. You have such a positive attitude. Stay strong. You will get through this.

[@thebookishknitter]

Thank you

[@thecozyfambam]

I am sending you all the positive vibes! Thank you for sharing so openly and honestly with us. We are all rooting for you!!

[@thebookishknitter]

Thank you so much!!

[@moodreader3302]

I'm so sorry, honey! 😢 I'm sending you all the love & good vibes. ❤ Hope you have a great summer ! xo 🥰

[@michelleneal2023]

Hey, Sarah!! I cried along with you. My thoughts and prayers are with you. I pray to God everything goes ok for you. I have a brother who is going through the same thing. I can only imagine what you guys are going through. I'm scared for you as well. We all, as your KZbin subscribers, look at you as family. We love you, and we're here for you. I can only imagine how hard it can be to stay positive, but you're doing a great job. Stay strong, love😘😘

[@thebookishknitter]

Hugs to you and your family

[@dianemorasco]

Sarah, Sweetheart, I feel your emotions. Our thoughts and prayers to you. 💕🙏🏼

[@readingbytheriver5752]

Thoughts, prayers, and channeling the universe to you. While at home you have your kitties to keep you company rather than cold old institutional walls. Your husband is in my thoughts and prayers too. I suggest you get a stack of empty soda cans - make a sculpture across the room and throw a pillow at it. It makes noise, a mess, a release of tension. And I always felt better. Came up with this when I was diagnosed with cancer when my boys were young - now I am 77yo and still going strong 50 years post-surgery and counting. We will count together - OK, I have a head start-- and now the clanking of the can sculpture is totally for fun and celebration no frustration and tension.

[@thebookishknitter]

I love this, thank you!

[@FairyGirl984]

Sarah I am so sorry to hear this news. I am sending you positive vibes through this whole thing. I hope you will be ok and the surgery will go good for you. Yes do all the videos you want while you are home.

[@WoollenWellness_TotalEBookish]

Sarah, i can't even imagine how difficult this is/will be for you, but please be assured that you are not alone...you are in the thoughts, prayers and positive vibes of so many of us here...whose lives you touch, here on youtube. I don't know you, know you... but after all these years of watching and being a subscriber to your channels, i feel that in some (hopefully, not creepy) way, that I do in fact care about what happens to you and i want the very best for your health and wellbeing. Even in the midst of your health crises, you exude positivity and radience, in it comes through in every video you share. You're pretty damn amazing! Don't forget that!

[@thebookishknitter]

Thank you so much!

[@kerrylagerwall222]

Sarah, you are such a strong person. Your attitude is amazing! I am praying for you. ❤❤

[@thebookishknitter]

Thank you so much!

[@michaelmccarty]

We’re here for you!! Praying!!!!

[@katanabluebird]

As a CHD parent, I know this anger all too well. But I remember trusting our professionals, being scared, crying at 2am.....and coming out okay. And I know this will be the case for you. Holding your hand and thinking of you. Enjoy your summer. Read all the books. Your moxie is amazing.

[@tealightwhimsy]

My grandmother was given 10 years after her kidney transplant and she lasted 12 and her transplant was still going strong when she passed (it wasn’t related to her passing). It’s obvious you’ll take care of yourself so I’m sure you’ll last a very long time!

[@daniellethebluegrassreader1194]

Sarah, you are in my thoughts and prayers. I hope everything goes really well and that you feel much better soon!!!🫂❤🙏

[@KindleAndCoffeeCups]

I sat and cried as I watched your video. Then I sat in silence. My heart is with you. What you may not know is my daughter (born with a congenital brain/spinal defect) has been “watching” you navigate your health journey as she navigates hers. It is rare to find someone in a similar position honestly. You are so strong. Capable. As is she. Just know that there is someone watching your journey who is fully inspired by the grace and courage with which you have approached this entire thing. ❤Your heart will beat on my friend. And once you’re transplanted, that heart will carry on. The message you have goes so far beyond books. Keep shining Sarah ⭐️

[@thebookishknitter]

Thank you so much

[@sharonlamasney1676]

I’ll be praying for you Sarah . You have a lot of life ahead of you.

[@andradebax]

Sending you all the healing thoughts. We will see you on the other side of your surgery happy and healthy.

[@tealightwhimsy]

My heart goes out to you….just realized that’s a poor choice of words but I’m leaving it, in case it made you smile. Sending hugs and prayers. Don’t forget, it’s just a possibility but what’s also possible is that surgery will be a success and you’ll be better than ever and will be forever grateful for your donor. Make sure to laugh a lot! It really is the best medicine.

[@thebookishknitter]

Hugs

[@DarkRootsCreations]

Well thank you for making me cry right before work! lol Seriously, you're going to make it through. This is that bend around the corner, it's a deep curve, but on the other side you're going to see miles and miles of open road. You got this. I love you. And I'm praying for you! 💕

[@thebookishknitter]

Thank you so much

[@Awall79]

Your feelings are completely valid Sarah. God bless you. My prayers are with you ardently. You’re right it’s not fair but you are such a light. Keep shining.

[@wendysaunders2393]

Hi Sarah. I’m so sorry you have reached this phase of your life but please put your faith in these amazing genius professional people who have magic in their fingertips and will do an amazing job. They have to tell you the worst case scenario but I am sure that’s absolutely not going to happen. In a few months you will be like whole new woman with a brilliant new lease of life. Love and prayers and all good wishes coming your way always ❤

[@pkmadsen2850]

Oh honey, get teary or angry if you want to. We're here. Sending healing love and energy your way. A leave is a good way to look at it. Think of the books you get to or maybe even work with Harlequin on a project. Plus you have SUCH a wonderful support system via YT and Discord. There will be ups and downs. You've got this.

[@pkmadsen2850]

A second note if you don't mind. I was reminded of something I sent to my husband a couple days ago. It says, "Worrying is like worshipping the problem." So can fear. Feel it; set it down like baggage you don't need. Unhaul it, if you will. 💚 Defy the fear and worries. How dare they zap your joy. You're finding joy in different places for a while until this part of the journey is a memory. Then, stronger for having come out the other side, you'll continue your paths.

[@thebirdhouserules]

Praying for you ❤

[@M-J]

Sarah, we don’t know each other well and we don’t read alike, but we have friends in common and I am here to show my support with a gentle reminder to stay positive. You are loved by so many. Anger is an energy, and is expected, but so is love. Give all that energy to your future self and you will thrive. 🤗 MJ

[@thebookishknitter]

Thank you!

[@alicenwonderreadsbooks]

Oh Sarah, I’m so sorry you are going through this. It is unfair and you have a right to be angry. Sounds like you are in good hands. I know you will get through this and will be feeling unbelievably good. You have so many books to read! Instead of “hot girl summer” you are having “heart girl summer”. Well you’re hot, you can have both! Prayers,thoughts,good vibes are heading your way. Hugs. Katie

[@thebookishknitter]

Love that

[@CriminOllyBlog]

You have 100% got this and we’ll all be with you every step of the way. When things have calmed down a bit let know if you want to do a buddy read!

[@thebookishknitter]

Thank you and that would be awesome

[@susannam3488]

I want to give you a big long hug Sarah! Of course everyone has their own experience, but as an former TA-heart now with transplant I feel like I know exactly how you feel and I can relate to every thought you mentioned - they come right back to me! I was terrified for the first months waiting for a transplant but because I live in a small country I had to wait over a year and somehow grew numb to fear and waiting for a new heart didn't feel real anymore. Until I got the call and lost all feeling of my limbs! But my liver was already in chirrosis and kindneys startted to go low in function, so it was do or die. This april I sat on the floor at work with one of my special needs childen (I am a threapist now) and it just feels absolutely incredible to think how tired and out I was three years ago and now I am here lifting and helping 5-year-olds. I pray for you every day - may God and medicine do as good to you as they did to me!

[@thebookishknitter]

Thank you so much

[@user-km7fu7su1d]

Estherjane here. Thanks so much for the health update. I agree go, with all the positives. Great world where we have the option for transplants. What a wonderful world. You have a great health team that shoots from the hip and let’s you know the score and are on top of it. You have a family who cares and loves you including those kitties. And what a great group of booktubers from all over the world cheering you on. That just is amazing. I have to say I will look forward to watching your adventure In positivity and your newestest journey. And on the selfish side more great videos😊. My thoughts are with you as you do each step of this journey even with that smile and giggle. You go girl. Oh and you’re right. You have put into the system working young until now so you deserve the help but I am like you, all that damn paperwork is the exhausting part. You take care😊

[@user-km7fu7su1d]

Estherjane here. Thanks so much for the health update. I agree go, with all the positives. Great world where we have the option for transplants. What a wonderful world. You have a great health team that shoots from the hip and let’s you know the score and are on top of it. You have a family who cares and loves you including those kitties. And what a great group of booktubers from all over the world cheering you on. That just is amazing. I have to say I will look forward to watching your adventure In positivity and your newestest journey. And on the selfish side more great videos😊. My thoughts are with you as you do each step of this journey even with that smile and giggle. You go girl. Oh and you’re right. You have put into the system working young until now so you deserve the help but I am like you, all that damn paperwork is the exhausting part. You take care😊

[@theBeachbumbookworm]

This is why you shouldn’t watch KZbin @ work 🥹😢 It is scary! We are all here for you!! Cheering you on!! I’m excited for you to have more reading time and videos! Praying for you and the family!!❤❤❤❤❤

[@thebookishknitter]

You're the best!

[@Eslater345]

Sarah, you are so sweet and cheerful and this will be such a plus for your recovery! I am sending you many hugs and praying that everything goes well! You are strong and brave!❤️

[@bouquinsbooks]

❤

[@Lovin12]

Watching now but pausing to say- sending so much love and prayers ❤️also a fav quote is ‘nobody likes change but a wet baby’ - thought you might get a kick out of that

[@thebookishknitter]

Lol I love that

[@angiejones5918]

Sending love to you and Garret. I think Steve is up to six videos a day, so that is quite a challenge you've given yourself.

[@thebookishknitter]

Ha I have a lot to live up to

[@ReadbyFred]

I am so sorry to hear this Sarah, and I pray that the transplant goes well. Best wishes to you and your family during this trying time. Please know that you are amazing with a wonderful, optimistic personality. Again, best wishes. You will be in our thoughts and prayers.

[@rhondacooper6007]

Hugs and prayers 🙏❤

[@dreaminthegarden6343]

Oh dear Sarah, you are so brave and strong and I know your positivity will get you through this. God will protect you, I will keep you in my prayers. Everything is going to be okay, I pray that it will 🤍

[@rhoda2001]

You sweet soul!! Know how much we all care about you and will be praying for both comfort and restored health!

[@math1182]

I rarely post a comment, but watch all your videos. Sending love, prayers and best wishes from the UK.

[@thebookishknitter]

Thank you so much!

[@hyggelife7230]

I'm a silent subscriber, and I just want to say that I've enjoyed all of your videos. Your joy for simple things and for Harlequin books have made me really look forward to your videos. I had a scary surgery during the pandemic, and understand all of the fears you are facing. Praying peace for you.💖

[@BernasBookishAdventures]

❤❤

[@alyssabeth2865]

Let us know when you are going into the hospital and when you are having surgery so we can pray for you/send healing thoughts to you.

[@emilyboivinoneal46]

Sarah as a long time friend of your channel I am praying for you. I know you will go through this with grace and strength. A year from now you will feel so much better. Never feel like you are taking a hand out, consider it a hand up to get you through to the other side. We will be supporting you through all. You are a treasure.

[@laural413]

sending positive thoughts and hugs. Your positivity will be a major factor for you. After my cancer diagnosis (in 2012 - so far so good 😁) and my mom's death in late 2019, I've learnt through therapy control what I can control and don't stress about the rest. Is it easy - hell no, but it is good - and I know you will get there. The doctors at UHN are the best - I'll never forget when mine said - you worry about living your life and I'll worry about your health. It took the pressure off my shoulders and gave me much needed comfort - I hope you find the same with what your doctor said.

[@BerginLisa]

Oh Sarah, my thoughts are with you and I hope everything goes as well it can when the time comes. Your emotions are totally understandable and I think you have to feel them and let them out so that you can move forward and enjoy your time this summer

[@annlitwack5623]

Sending lots of healing hugs and prayers your way. May the strength be with you. Crying and being angry is normal as you face what is ahead. I am glad you feel you can share with us and get your feelings out. We are always here for you.

[@andrearyan816]

I am convinced that a positive attitude is just as important as medical support. I can remember the first successful transplants and thank those people for being brave to pave the way for you. My brother passed away in the late 1950’s of kidney failure at 11 years old, if he was born today things would have been very different. Sending you love for the next stage of your health journey and many more years of books and yarn whilst feeling much healthier following your surgery ❤️

[@trishbovell9042]

Feel whatever feelings you have. Read all the books you want to read. Do more videos with Steve. Sending you a big hug.

[@StormReads]

We are all praying for you! ❤ I hope the time off will help you and give you some relief. You will come back stronger than every. Your a fighter. 💪

[@thebookishknitter]

Thank you so much!

[@elizabethreads0312]

I hope you have an amazing summer filled with all the books you really really want to read. I know your going to get threw this. You’re a fighter.

[@LisaMChris88]

It's okay to feel the emotions you are feeling. You're right this is a safe place and we are here to listen when you need it. I am sending so much good vibes your way. You're an amazing human and so sorry you are going through this. If you need anything or to talk more we are all here for you.

[@samanthasnow309]

You have so much courage. I can't imagine how difficult it is to share such a personal story. I admire your positive attitude. My thoughts are with you and your family. I'll be looking forward to more videos!

[@vickicook9165]

Oh, hon my heart breaks for you but as a stage 3 colon cancer survivor I can tell you that a positive attitude is so important. Praying for you.

[@jenniferlewis5299]

Sarah praying for you. I had kidney cancer in 2017, woke up on dialysis because my one kidney had failed. Anger, and sadness are part of the journey. Positivity, and a summer off will help your heart, be stronger. Keep fighting!

[@JohnsHobbyHut]

I’m currently in the hospital for a mass they found in my lung, that may be cancer. I’m here for a while stay myself and I’ll admit it’s hard. You cry, you get sad, all that. But you can get through this! You’re a strong person and everyone is here for you! ❤

[@thebookishknitter]

Hugs and best wishes to you

[@arizonajen7577]

Prayers for your health, strength, and medical team.

[@KathyBaier]

oh my, you sweet lady! My thoughts and prayers are with you on this journey you have to go on. Know there are lots of people out there that are rooting for you!!

[@BookishRealm]

So many prayers for you Sarah! ❤ I teared up with you. Don’t apologize for anything you’re feeling. I pray deeply that everything works out and I’ll be here next year enjoying your beautiful energy. ❤

[@juliesbooklandreviews]

Sarah just know you're always in my prayers and I know you're going to make it through this and come out on the other side happy and healthy❤

[@genresandjournals]

You truly are such a positive inspiring person Sarah. ❤ It sounds like you have an amazingly supportive doctor as well. I hope you have a wonderful summer. I wish I could reach through the screen and hug you but I’ll have to send my virtual love and prayers instead. ❤

[@Deb60592]

I was so sorry to hear this, I'm sending you all the healing vibes and hopes that you continue to be well ❤❤️

[@ahx101]

So many prayers and so much love coming your way. 💗🙏💗🙏💗🙏

[@VanessaButtino]

We will be here with you every step of the way, Sarah. Know that you have an incredible support system here on KZbin for you ❤

[@maddiesbookishthings]

Sarah!! Long time watcher (not often commenter😂)! Take space for all your stages! Praying for you, crying with you!! And I can’t wait for your three video a day era❤️❤️❤️❤️ love you!

[@wolfslps6216]

Sending you lots of love and prayers! ❤❤❤ You're so strong and brave, and with your positive outlook I'm sure everything will turn out fine!

[@ambiekraftsreads]

Hi Sarah!! As soon as i finished this video I said a prayer for you. I have and will continue praying for you. I prayed that you have the best of this bad situation. We could never get sick of you. The more Sarah the better. Just take this time to take care of you and be with your family. And read🎉. Love You and God Bless

[@amberholland8910]

That is scary stuff:( Hugs. I had a cancer scare and major abdominal surgery last month and it is terrifying. Let yourself feel whatever you feel and do whatever gets you through. Watch your favorite movies and reread your favorite books. ❤️🙏🏻

[@jenkovy]

Sending many prayers and love. You will get through this. You feel your feelings , no apologies ❤

[@kavrees5622]

It sounds like you have an amazing doctor. Love your overcoming spirit. I'll be praying for positive outcomes and that you will be able to feel comfort and peace as you wait for all the 'what's next' parts of this medical journey. Hugs.

[@hannahfox5670]

You got this! Your new heart will help you feel so much better and you will be able to do a lot more things. You will outlive us all. ❤️❤️

[@123456Knit]

My prayers are with you for a very successful outcome!

[@magicalemmarose]

Oh god I’m so sorry Sarah, I can’t even imagine how terrified you must be. Thank you for keeping us posted. I hope you can enjoy so much more, so much more time with Garrett. Sending you all the hugs. ❤

[@kimlawrence1547]

Oh Sarah- I think we all cried right along with you. There is not much that I can say to comfort you that hasn't already been said except this- always keep in the back of your mind that besides your family, there is no one that wants a better outcome for you than your surgical team. They will fight for your best outcome with all that they have to give. Keep making your plans- it will help to keep you focused on the positive and keep the fear at bay. Sending lots of prayers and positive wishes your way.

[@terriersforever23]

You’re so brave Sarah,my thoughts are with you,keep that positive smile and you’ll be fine.❤

[@_foreverabookaddict_]

I am so sorry Sarah. When I lost both my parents, I was so upset and angry and kep asking "why me?" "Why does bad stuff always happen to me?" And one of best friends said "because god knows people like you can handle it, unlike others." Now whenever something bad happens, I remember what she said and push through deal with it and guess what? I get through it. I know you will get through this, even if what your doctor told you that you may not make it, you will. They have to say that, but you will. You are tough, brave and so strong. I absolutely LOVE watching your videos here on booktube, and cannot wait to see even more content from you over the summer. Enjoy your time off, hang with your husband and kitties, read a TON, and enjoy not having to wale up early. We will be here supporting you the whole way! 🙏💜🙏💜

[@marilynstout5118]

Hi Sarah! Please, never apologize for feeling however you are feeling. You are young, strong, and healthy. You WILL get through this. It sounds like you have an amazing health care team. You have so much love and support. You are in my prayers and I'll be looking forward to all the videos coming. Take care and Happy Reading!

[@debbieh7449]

Prayers for you Sarah. Thank you for trusting us to share. 🙏❤️

[@temptres621]

***hugs***

[@Book_Fan]

Sarah, so very sorry to hear this. Seems like you have a great doctor to help you. I’ll keep you in my prayers.

[@krnelson65]

Sarah, my thoughts and prayers are with you. I have also placed you on my church's prayer list. Your positive attitude will help you through this. 🙏🙏🙏

[@rockymountainbookaddict2504]

Oh Sarah I'm so sorry!! You need to stay positive, you are so strong and I believe you will pull though all this! I will be praying for you my friend!! Enjoy the time off!

[@renareads]

Sarah, I am sorry. Devastating news, but you will be okay, I know it. We are here for you. I love when you said I can get more reading done, because if anybody can do it, you can. 😊 Keeping good thoughts for you and your family and your surgery.

[@amandasbookshelf1860]

Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. You can get through this. Sending lots of positive thoughts 💜

[@amy8458]

Sarah, from one survivor to another you've got this. Keep using us for support but also look at a form of counseling. Feeling anger is not only allowed but ok. Lean into your love of crafting and reading and do a little each day. Even if it's only for five minutes. Making routine of things you enjoy will help

[@Brandratalks77]

Sarah, my heart genuinely goes out to you and your family. I will keep you in my prayers and thoughts. You are such a beacon of light to so many of us that watch your channel. I don’t read romance that often, but watch your channel because of the enthusiasm you have for the genre. You are beloved amongst those of us that follow booktube and I am definitely sending healing vibes and rallying behind you in this difficult time. Enjoy your summer off , read your books, love on your family, because next year this time this will all be a memory and you will be back to life as normal. ❤

[@SiansBookcases]

Oh Sarah. Lot's of love to you. I'll be saying prayers for you 🙏

[@Stephanie-yf8st]

My family will keep you in our prayers. Sending you all the positive healing vibes. ❤

[@StephanieCrawford333]

Thank you for trusting us with this news: I can only imagine how immense this is to process. As always, you show such strength of character even through fear and pain. We're always rooting for you, ups and downs, slumps and sprees: Please choose comfort and fun first (after the paperwork. Oy!) I can't wait for next year's update to this video! While I do love this hairstyle SO much, I can't wait to see what it'll look like next year.

[@PurrPawsCrochet]

Sarah I am praying that God puts his healing hands on your heart and make you feel all better. My girlfriend husband 20 years ago had a liver transplant and was told he live for 6 months. The pain in the butt is still around. Yes the paperwork is a pain the butt but it will be helpful in the end. Two years ago I stopped working and I am officially retired. I am loving it. I can do whatever I want to do. I have no one to tell me I have to do this or the other. Yes I loved working but I am 66 years old and enjoying it. I read books and crochet whenever I want. I sleep late only get up early when there is a doctor appointment. Sarah you need your rest. Some jobs are stressful but life is stressful too. I will be praying for you. Take care!

[@librariesandlabradors]

*crying watching* Sarah you are amazing. I appreciate you so much sharing your fears & anger, and yes your feelings are completely understandable. I forget to pray, but this helped remind me to.

[@thestudiointhelibrary1387]

You are loved by many, Sarah. We are all with you with the same outlook and expectations as you have. One big ream focusing on the future. Love. D.

[@jomora9583]

Sending positive thoughts your way, Sarah. We will keep you in our thoughts and prayers. Enjoy the summer reading and just relaxing. We're here for you.

[@maryjomolineu3010]

It's ok you go cry or be angry if you need to. I'm crying just watching this. Hope all goes well. Sending a thousand prayers to you and your family as always. 🙏

[@kat5782]

So sorry you are going through this Sarah. Your videos bring so much joy into my days! Will be praying for you. Hugs ❤

[@Awall79]

More videos sound wonderful. Enjoy your hubby and kitties too.

[@mariecarter1379]

❤❤❤

[@annetteosei8240]

Praying for you and sending hugs and love for you Keep believing in him .

[@yanina_loves_books]

Sarah, you are a wonderful person, and I've learned a lot while watching you here. You have all right to be angry, and anger can be great fuel for doing things. All your feelings are valid, and we are here as a community to share them and be here for you. Please enjoy everything you do, you deserve all the best. I 'm always watching your videos as if just meeting a friend for a chat, and hope you will be doing them for many years to come:)

[@lilybugslibrary]

Oh Sarah, I wish I could just give you a hug. You're right, it's not fair! But as you said, you will get through this. It's so big and so scary. It sounds like you have a great doctor though and a good hospital and I agree, the best thing you can do is try to enjoy your Summer and think positively.

[@Laura_Reads]

Sending so many prayers for you. 🙏🏻 ❤

[@PlanetShannonTV]

Oof. Sounds like a tough appointment. The anger is totally fair, and it's so true you can be angry and positive at the same time (because...you are doing it). I will be thinking of you, and am really thankful that you have such a great medical team and care here. It's so good that they are looking out for you. Blessed be ✨

[@reader4532]

Sarah, your courage and positive approach to life are such an inspiration. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family at this time.