health updates and my thoughts on dying

#bloodcancer #cancer #cancerawareness #health #hematology #oncology #mentalhealth #anxiety #death #depression

[@ardormorte]

updates end at 6:00

[@recap60min28]

eat dewormer, fenbendazole studies for cancer coming out

[@Sherlock245]

And on theology Cross examine and Dr james white. And science Dr Stephen meyer!! ❤ And on suffering corrie ten boom. Inspirational deep truth singer kristyn getty and her family!! You will love her!!! ♥️♥️♥️♥️

[@peiwei3873]

I can help you. I swear if u listen it will help you heal. FAST immediately and alkalize her body! Combine baking soda (NOT ARM & hammer natural ONLY) with CELTIC sea salt. The antibiotics are making you sick but they should have done an h pylori test. So once you end the antibiotic. You MUST start eating sour kraut to replenish your bacteria that will actually heal you also and dont forget the natural baking soda. Drink water! Dont die. We all feel that feeling sometimes. Just remember you are here for a reasonand we all want you to live.

[@peiwei3873]

Also, ONLY drink natural speing water from now on. You might consider getting a shower filter to get rid of chlorine/fluoride.

[@recap60min28]

@@peiwei3873 shes on chemo and or radio therapy, I doubt she's going to be worried about the toxicity of fluoride and chlorine, and the pineal gland....

[@jeannienickel7]

My mom’s first cancer was in her 40’s She’s had 5 cancers & now 89 with cancer in her last Kidney Her positive attitude & faith has got her thru

[@ardormorte]

oh my god, 5 cancers???? were they all the same/closely related or just completely different? wishing you and her the best 🙏

[@GodsChosen69]

what horrible genetics

[@ardormorte]

what a gross thing to say to someone going through the toughest times possible

[@johngrimkowski598]

amen

[@5Gburn]

​@@ardormorteLynch Syndrome can do that. Saw one woman on The Patient Story's channel who had 5 different cancers by the time she was 30, I think it was.

[@richierich8334]

We all start dying from the moment we are born, disease just speeds it up. Fear not, death is only a dream you have not yet had ;)

[@ardormorte]

completely agree

[@Maggy47]

Nice thought 👍

[@steelearmstrong9616]

Aging is rotting

[@johngrimkowski598]

yes my boy I'll die when its my time just like everyone else.

[@Fire-xs1mv]

​@@ardormorteHebrews 9 :27 And as it is appointed unto men once to die, but after this the judgment: 28 So Christ was once offered to bear the sins of many; and unto them that look for him shall he appear the second time without sin unto salvation. Read the gospel of Luke , to know how to be saved through Jesus to paradise. Hell is real and the unbelievers and willful sinners are going there. Make sure please you dont die without making right with Jesus

[@joybecker2335]

I have a prayer list, and you are on it now. I believe in the power of prayer. I appreciate your being so vulnerable to share your story and your thoughts about the future. When I had cancer, it made me see everything clearly and made every moment precious. It was a wake up experience for me. I know one thing: it is not over until God takes us. A have a neighbor who had three months to live, and is still living one year later, still going on. No one really knows our time. God bring you close to Him and touch you now.

[@ardormorte]

thank you for this comment, that's a beautiful perspective ❤️

[@joybecker2335]

@@ardormorte Thanks!

[@stbaz]

Appreciate someone who can calmly discuss death and dying in a logical, straightforward manner while maintaining their composure and dignity and without engaging in what is really toxic positivity. You're very wise and mature for your age and a wonderful role model for everyone. All the best to you.

[@ardormorte]

thank you soooo much! those are such kind words, thank you 🫶🌟

[@boots_on_the_grounds_of_war]

For the past week my KZbin feed has been full of such videos. Every time I refresh there's new videos from people I've never met. But I've been watching them all. So many wonderful, humble, lovely people. I've had C, and lost my Dad and stepdad to it quite recently. I just can't believe the amount of videos I am seeing. Thank you so much for sharing

[@brucelovely4360]

Jab

[@riase]

That's cause these types of videos bring a lot of money on youtube. Cancer is a big money maker and with a good clickbait, you can earn good money.

[@christianmeza4941]

because if you watch some they will send u a lot more, the algorithm! 🤓

[@rolandm9750]

That's how the YT algorithm works. The more you watch of *any* given type of video, the more it shows you that very same kind of thing. It can be problematic because it creates a false sense of reality for people that don't understand it. Whether it's thinking "so many people have cancer these days" or thinking some majority of ppl follow the same political ideologies, or what have you, it can warp ppl's sense of reality and the world; and accordingly cause them to lose objectivity, not see "other sides of the coin", etc. On the other hand in some ways its harmless/helpful. Like if you're into cars, or makeup, or movies (or whatever)...it's going to show you more videos on cars, or makeup, or movies--at least you'll be seeing more of what you're interested in. In any event yeah that's how it works, don't want to take away from this young lady's videos and obviously very serious health issues.

[@Dynan117]

I totally agree with you and I think it is amazing that you have come to this realisation about death at such a young age. I was diagnosed with breast cancer this year. I am 45. I have been watching NDE videos for a couple of years and it has helped so much. One other thing: Please don't say "just a pet". For many of us that have companion animals, that can be the hardest loss we ever endure.

[@ardormorte]

Hi I did say that it was the only loss for me that I never recovered from and that it was the hardest thing.

[@lucylu9792]

So so true.

[@iSheree]

Losing my horse to cancer was way harder than this awful cancer + autoimmune battle I am going through now.

[@ardormorte]

@@iSheree I'm so sorry both for you and your horse, losing a beloved pet is one of the worst things we go through ❤️‍🩹

[@iSheree]

@@ardormorte absolutely it is. I have lost so much (human family members too) and still, losing my horse (in my profile pic) was like losing a child. Because I loved her just as much as a mother loves a human child. 💔 I cant have human children. I was born disabled. Now I have cancer at 32. Still doesn’t compare to the loss of Bella!

[@rodbowles3104]

I dont know how people make it without God

[@Augfordpdoggie]

which god, zeus?

[@tinas2597]

I am praying for you! I am obsessed with death and dying too since I have lost so many people in my life. No one wants to talk about it so I come here to watch videos. I believe you are very brave to share your journey. I love the NDE experience videos, also. The beauty they describe in the afterlife does give one hope.

[@ardormorte]

hi Thank you so much! I'm glad I found my people! also I'm super into nde videos and stories

[@timsworld9875]

soon i will be 65 and i think about it alot...so many friends and relatives have passed on...

[@shadowwolf9503]

I had a NDE 6 years ago after a young man ran a stop sign and we had a horrible wreck. I'm not Christian, but am very spiritual. I was killed on impact. I can assure you it was totally painless. And I felt no judgement from the 3 entities I stood in front of. Just pure love and peace. I was given the choice of staying there or to come back here. Coming back and getting in my body and trying to start breathing again was the worst part. I hope that my experience can help you some.

[@ardormorte]

@@shadowwolf9503 thank you so much for sharing! that's exactly what I've heard from almost every other person talking about their death and it fascinates me

[@martyincanuckistan3635]

I’m on my 3rd cancer, 10 years ago I had HPV throat cancer, and this March cancer 2 was removed from my tongue, I’m still recovering but doing well. Sadly I just found out I have cancer in my carotid body which is by your carotid artery. My chances of getting a curative dose of radiation, is very unlikely, so I know I’m likely in my last 12-18 months of life. What I discovered is I’m barely phased as I feel so lucky surviving 10 years after cancer 1. I’ve been healthy my entire life, fit, active, healthy eater, and a non smoker, you always feel why me? I’m at peace now, the only outcome is how I pass, either naturally, or Maid. I wish you well, and I totally understand your position. Regards.

[@scottwalker2578]

I feel for you. It's a case of WOW ? I survived not only the cancer ..but hopefully outlived the surgery & the other damaging treatments that were adjuvant..like my Non small cell lung NET carcinoma tumour that was removed surgically & then treated with Cisplatin & Etoposide...I am still here thanks to my NHS in Scotland 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿💪

[@scottwalker2578]

Just don't expect what you think might happen ...be as strong as possible 🙏

[@martyincanuckistan3635]

@@scottwalker2578 I’m not quitting at all it resides with the medical oncologist to determine if I can handle more rads.

[@martyincanuckistan3635]

@@scottwalker2578 I had cis-platin my 1st time nasty stuff 1800Cc pumped in, you know when the nurse comes in with a full haz-mat suit on your oh-oh, this round would be Pro-platin the baby brother and the side effects seem rather tame in comparison. I’m happy for you mate . Ultimately my 1st oncologist figures my 2nd cancer was from the high dose radiation they game me 10 years ago he explained that non smokers coming in get 1/2 of what I got as their knowledge has increased

[@scottwalker2578]

@@martyincanuckistan3635 ok ..please take all the professional advice 🙏💪 I am only 54 ...& Was the youngest in the oncology ward. But when I went for my PET /CT SCAN...I totally understood all the specialists advice. They are human like us ....they can only offer what is feasible & relevant to a particular type of cancer ...but these Doctor have something more than brains ..they have experience of 100's of sufferer's who they helped survive cancer .. surgery + chemo. Is a difficult pathway. But I chose it & I am NOT religious... however there is a certain belief + hopefulness involved when 30 year oncology experts wanted me to live .🙏💪🤞🤞🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

[@anastasiastephanishina4760]

listening to you is so soothing! Can’t ignore how amazing your shirt is

[@RobertaSatira]

Sending healing thoughts your way.

[@littleriverrestomod4205]

Your pops loves you. He wants to help more than anything but things are beyond his control. So, he is doing the most basic thing he can do to show his love for you beyond words, sharing your diet to support you and show that he is with you in the fight. I would 1000% do the same. Respect.

[@ardormorte]

he's not sharing my diet he's eating his own stuff as well as everything i can't eat, he just also eats whatever i cook for myself

[@littleriverrestomod4205]

Sorry if i missunderstood. Sounds like he may be eating to compenstae for anxiety and stress. I'm sending you good energy, nothing but my best wishes. I survived a stroke last year and ive been on the carnivore diet since. My numbers are down and the extra weight is coming off, but i definately understand about the lack of variety. I made the decision to treat food as fuel, and eating as a missìon. Its helped me get to a new place. You can do this. 100%🙂

[@ardormorte]

@@littleriverrestomod4205 thank you! I'm sorry you had to go through a stroke 🙏 great that you've fugured out your diet! Hopefully I'll only have to keep my diet till my ulcers are gone haha

[@littleriverrestomod4205]

Thanks for that. Ill try and express this thought as best i can. Now that im older, it seems to me that life is a series of tasks. Some are done in the company of and with the assistance of others. Some tasks are the sole responsibillity of the individual. Most people (myself also) when they find themselves on a solo mission, can get bogged down with feelings of isolation and lose inertia toward the intended goal. What i have come to understand is that every single person on this earth throughout history struggles with something on their own. It is the common denominator of the human condition. In this you are never alone, the rest of the human race is right here beside you. Let a smile be your beacon.🙂

[@karenbutnotthatkaren5528]

You are wise beyond your years and I love the focus on authenticity, as it is a priority for me also. I believe if we all spent time learning about ourselves in a way similar to what you have, the world would be unrecognizable for the better. May your mindset eventually put cancer in its rightful place - GONE! Keep taking care of yourself. (You were very easy to follow along with throughout the video.) 💜🌟🤗💜 Karen

[@ardormorte]

thank you so much!! thanks for all the kind words 💌🥺

[@thatguymike91]

It's crazy how much I agree with you. I'm not afraid of dying I just want to enjoy my time here for the moment. I know my time will come and death will just be another friend I meet.

[@ardormorte]

You're a big inspiration to me and I'm glad we agree on this 💋

[@thatguymike91]

@ardormorte im happy i can be an inspiration, my goal is to just show people not everything is terrible and i wanna make people laugh/smile❤

[@christianmeza4941]

i just knew about your channel, awesome i'll keep watching some of the content 👍

[@freshtoast3879]

*What an unfortunate tale of events. I do hope that things improve. Take care*

[@aragorn1780]

My issues are entirely psychiatric but I find myself relating to quite a bit of this, a lot of your experiences I've been through myself on my journey, obviously there's things that just don't compare, but that also makes the similarities stand out even more Glad to see you're staying strong, as one of my friends put it quite well for me "the demons persist... But so do I" Look forward to seeing more updates from you

[@ardormorte]

thank you so much! and I'm glad to know some of my story is relatable to others

[@debranestlen567]

Very insightful, beautiful young lady...♥️🙏🏼♥️

[@ardormorte]

thank you 🫶🌟

[@game-editor2]

I lost my grandmother at the age of 14, my grandfather 2 years ago and my cat around that time too (had cancer, was euthanized). My grandparents were my favorite people and I had a deep connection with the animal. I also foresaw the death of my grandfather and was therefore able to prepare myself from much earlier. It is definitely worse to loose someone all of a sudden versus dividing your grief over a long period of time. I mostly fear death, because of my parents and other people who care (if any). I know how sensitive they are and I know that this could devastate them more than anything. All in all, I want to make the most out of my life, but I definitely agree that we shouldn't judge ourselves too much. Life is already hard enough as-is, we don't have to be hard on ourselves too.

[@ardormorte]

oh I'm sorry you had to go through all that. Thank you for watching my video and sharing your experience on such a vulnerable topic 💌

[@game-editor2]

@@ardormorte Thank you. I watchaed it till the end, and I hope this helped for the algorithm a bit too 😌

[@magic3383]

Mentioning a cat dying in the same breath as your grandparents is beyond shameful.

[@ardormorte]

@@magic3383 don't be ashamed then ❤️‍🩹

[@scuba1788]

I have recently awakened spiritually after shutting it out for the last 30 years dealing with colon cancer at 20. I had a partial colectomy and have had issues with that, then about 12 years ago started having crohns which was only recently diagnosed. So double whammy. And in no way am I comparing, just explaining where I’ve come from. But meditation and the realization that we are part of god, like the leaves of a tree. God is the tree and we are the leaves so god is part us and we are part of god. And that if we truly believe in ourselves and the light and compassion that is in us we can heal our bodies and metal issues if we just put faith that we are the creation and the creators. There is no hell but the hell we put ourselves through with lower vibration. Raising our vibration can help us in so many ways. I hope you can find peace and good health, just trust in your inner voice and open up to your inner soul. Thoughts and prayers

[@thelongboat831]

Hi. I Just want to let you know the Truth, Jesus said "NO ONE can come to the Father..." and there is a Hell, God talked about it in Isaiah, saying "You will lie down in torment". God said "He wounds & heal, kills & make alive" the Truth is we are going to die, not even John the Baptist was saved from death and he is considered by God the greatest. YOU are CORRECT about 1 thing, we are like Plants, this earth is a farm. If you want eternal life, you need the words of Jesus, who said the harvest is coming

[@RavencrowProductions]

When I was 8 years old i saw my grandmother take her last breath in the hospital. I remember having this rush of sadness and started crying. After that I found it nearly impossible to cry, even after my sister died several years later. Death does weird things to people. I love your thoughts on this.

[@ardormorte]

thank you for your comment I know, death affects us in the most peculiar way, I'm sorry about your grandmother and sister and I know that feeling 💔

[@KonstantinosAlexandropoulo-c1t]

I have seen here on KZbin a lot of videos from doctors that explain how to starve cancer.I wish you all the best God bless you.

[@Passs0011]

Hi Lilith, I live in South Africa. The sun is always shining here and there is always the risk of developing skin cancer if you have a light skin. I developed a growth on the lower eye lid of my right eye. I do not know if it is cancer or just a benign growth but I went on a high nutrition diet for about two months and the growth have shrunk noticeably. I would like to share the diet with you. The soup Ingredients: - two handfuls of Chopped broccoli, one chopped onion (purple), two bags of green tea, two pinches of mixed herbs, two sticks of cut celery, Two handfuls of frozen and crushed spinach or kale, half a table spoon of crushed garlic, Three shakes of black pepper, seven shakes of turmeric, two tablespoons full of apple cider vinegar (with the mother), one bag of white onion powder soup for flavour, a hand full of cooked red speckled beans and a handful of cooked mince meat. Just add all the ingredients in a pot, add boiling water and switch the stove on high till the water boils. Then lower the heat until the water simmer, Let the soup simmer for an hour. The soup is now ready. I would only drink water in the morning. At 12h00 I would start eating the soup. There will be about two helpings that you can eat in the 12h00 to 18h00 time frame. I also ate a fruit salad every day in the 12h00 to 18h00 time frame. (Note: Apparently turmeric reduces the effect of some chemotherapy drugs and thus should not be taken during chemotherapy.) During the rest of the week I would also eat food that contains vitamin D like avocado’s, mushrooms, liver and eggs in the 12h00 to 18h00 time frame. It seems to be working for me, maybe it will also work for you. I pray to God the Father in the name of Jesus Christ that you will be healed. Amen. I would also like to share the following six videos with you about salvation and two videos about evolution: Evolution vs. God kzbin.info/www/bejne/q5TCiGyMqd99ZqM DESTROYING Evolution In Under 3 Minutes kzbin.info/www/bejne/qYjIlIOtp7apaMU Watch the Holy Spirit Work in Her Heart (Very Moving) kzbin.info/www/bejne/n3OooHxoqpuef6s Fearing The Lord, God’s Discipline & Sharing The Gospel kzbin.info/www/bejne/mna2ZoqNa5uAqNE A Clear Gospel Presentation by Pastor Steven Anderson - How to go to Heaven kzbin.info/www/bejne/f4moloCNeN2sqLM The Plan of Salvation kzbin.info/www/bejne/hp7OmYWDhdunlZI How to Get Saved kzbin.info/www/bejne/l5u6lZ6rq9eHbNU The Truth About Hell (Selected Scriptures) kzbin.info/www/bejne/d4fdk5uVmbGkadU Best regards Chris “For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life”. John 3:16 (King James Version Bible) Jesus Christ is the only begotten Son Of God the Father.

[@ardormorte]

Hello! Thank you so much for your recommendations, I'm on a diet due to my stomach issues right now but as soon as I'm off that diet, I want to try what you've recommended! And I hope your growth turns out to be completely benign 🙏 thank you for your prayers and for the videos as well, God bless you 💌

[@lidiawroblewska1184]

Sending Love and prayers our way!❤🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻❤️

[@danaway9351]

death is not the end !!!! from what i have experanced since i lost my son 7yrs ago .. he makes his persents know when he is around .. i know their is more !!!! don't fear death ...

[@mexicancowboy]

9:48 I lose my cat to, one night of december, and yes was so hard to me, he only got 3 years. Death is a stranger thing.

[@ardormorte]

I understand, i had 13 years with my cat and I loved her in the most pure way, she was my best friend always

[@mexicancowboy]

@@ardormorte all my best wishes for you and you health.

[@ardormorte]

@@mexicancowboy thank you so much and I'm wishing the same for you

[@splash6427]

🙏 ❤️ 🙏 For You & All Always & Forever

[@WildeJean-v7v]

I don’t want to invalidate your individual experience because I’ve only seen the effects of blood cancer from the outside looking in, and even if I did have the same illness, this experience would still be unique to you. With that said blood cancer especially when detected early is treatable but not curable. Everyone on the outside is going to try to tell you that your disease is manageable and you do not have to suffer from it. The issue is that every-time you receive treatment you’re reminded that you have a disease holding you hostage. You feel like every experience you have good or bad the disease is “allowing” you to have. I like how your mindset has shifted from managing your life to possessing your life. You got this!! I hope you find happiness, fulfillment and peace. All three of these things are equally co-independent. I pray you have the discernment to know when to value each and how to feel them without passing self judgement. There’s only so much your followers(including me) can do for you. Recognize the people who make biggest impact to your mental health and prioritize their company. I grateful for you to have grazed my feed. I also pray you find a support group that gives you strength, which allows you to use this channel as a stream of uninterrupted consciousness.❤ ❤

[@AIexanderJ]

I know 3 people that actually died and got revived and they all said there definitely is something on the other side. It feels like life is the dream and over there is our real home with overwhelming sense of love. And watching NDE videos on KZbin, I watch them everyday for 5 years now. And they all say pretty much the same thing as my friends said when they were brought back to life

[@rolfvi]

Please look into the Joe Tippin’s protocol and Essiac tea.

[@Sunnydreamer1470]

Hi try pure aloe Vera juice it heals wounds even in the stomach!!! Not too much at once though . Little by little through the day. 🙏🏻

[@sererainbow8143]

ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL!!! BEAUTIFUL VIDEO!!! PEACE AND LOVE TO YOU AND ALL.

[@eduardoandresariasletelier7687]

hi i from Chile, also i have cancer, and i send you love, resilence and the force be with you!!!

[@ardormorte]

I'm sorry to hear that! I also wish you health, love and resilience 💘 we will get through this

[@melissabowers7958]

You are so beautiful and strong...you got this. Your attitude is amazing. ❤

[@timsworld9875]

hi i just subscribed because i want to see you live...many new treatments out there...there is always hope...God bless you...

[@ardormorte]

thank you sooo much!! I will live and I will make the most out of it ❤️‍🩹🙏

[@CARLITOSTHEMAN7]

@@ardormorte what's your email? I wanna write with you

[@leadimentoobrien1221]

Me too.i joined to root for you.

[@ahvaughnstudio9630]

Loved your video… so honest and i think a lot more people feel the same way but are afraid to discuss it. I totally agree that people should be able to choose to die peacefully than go thru pain, being a burden, ect. I have always felt like that since i was in college. I have empathy on your illness and what comes with that. Peoples opinions,your exhausted or in pain but you feel you have to push thru. The conflict it causes inside you. I admire that you have been able to find beauty and give yourself permission to stay in bed. You are grateful that you have that option. I hope you have a beautiful weekend.

[@ardormorte]

thank you so much for this thoughtful comment 💜

[@lelerussell3623]

I really liked your video. I’ve been through cancer and treatments and it is all so much to process. But I truly think you are so wise to understand that for you just appreciating the day/ moment and being kind to yourself (allowing yourself to rest and relax With no guilt) and having others to love and love you is all we really need- not fancy trips or blowing money or bucket lists. Sometimes these are just distractions people need to stop them thinking about what is happening to them. There is no right or wrong -we all have to find a way to cope our own way. To each his own. Do what gives you peace and joy and comfort my dear. You’ve got a good head on your shoulders. Sending you positive energy and prayers for you to be filled with so much love, joy and happiness.

[@ardormorte]

thank you so much for all the kind words! I'm sorry to hear you went through cancer but good that you're out of it now, wishing you health and all the best 🙏💌

[@EricAdamsonMI]

Thanks for sharing. I hope that whenever my time comes, I will not be able to anticipate it.

[@chrissaunders4703]

Keep strong because you are so strong. X

[@annmcgee8960]

You are avery gifted spiritual human being and so wise, so young.🦋🦋🦋

[@ardormorte]

thank you sooo much 🙏🌟

[@allhopeabandon7831]

Dying is the only scary thing about death...if we could just walk through a door and be in our afterlives, it would be looked upon so much differently. I have no fear of death, just of the dying part, but if I can overcome that, I think I would be excited for the adventure to come. I think that we all get a personal afterlife after we die, and we must be here to become that person.

[@DirtyBeatzMusic]

Please don't lose hope! If you need someone to vent to, I'd be more than happy to listen.

[@ardormorte]

Thank you, I never loose hope, and I'm fine with my situation as of right now. But thank you for watching and being willing to listen 🫶💘

[@SerenitywithLawna-Merry]

I am sorry that you've had to be in this situation to be able to speak on these hard topics. I could tell you were definitely speaking from the soul and not making it be some kind of script that you were saying to make other people want to watch or to please people although you were delicate with your words. I'm on a very difficult journey with my own illness which is why I started my own channel and I've done very similar talks and I'm sure it will come up time and time again until I'm no longer here so I just wanted to say thank you for putting efforts into shedding light on these topics that many people fear and most make about controversy rather than about human dignity; we're all just walking each other home at the end of the day.

[@ardormorte]

hello sorry i just saw your comment! thank you so much for the kind words and I'm wishing you all the best and strongest health on your journey too ❤️‍🩹

[@rob7633]

Book called LIVE AND NOT DIE written by Norvel Hayes.

[@juliabeaudett1083]

stay strong Queen ❤

[@PraveenSrJ01]

Watching this video at work which is making me cry 😭. I’m wishing you all the best and subscribed to your channel. I really hope you will be okay ✅ and make it through this cancer

[@ardormorte]

thank you so much! Don't cry, I will be okay 🙏♥️ not dying or suffering anytime soon

[@PraveenSrJ01]

@@ardormorte thanks for replying to my comment. I feel truly humbled by your reply. Look forward to more of your content

[@ardormorte]

@@PraveenSrJ01 I'm touched by your comments 🙏❤️‍🩹

[@JoachimLongIsland]

I hope with all my heart there’s some chance to recovery for you. So beautiful and intelligent ❤️ I’ll pray for you today.

[@ardormorte]

thank you so much 💜 I'm not dying anytime soon, don't worry but thank you for your kind words and prayers

[@anajanego8939]

.😊 very brave lady .. You are great inspiration

[@ardormorte]

thank youu

[@hqmhqm]

best of luck with your journey , I hope you make a full recovery!

[@sandyleigh6750]

Thankyou for Sharing.

[@candicemcmillan720]

I'm feeling you're 'flow' sis ❤, thank you for the honour of witnessing it, great video ❤❤❤ I hope a lot of people see this - I think you nailed what you were trying to do here

[@ardormorte]

thank you 💗💌🙏

[@MagicMerlin688]

I feel bad for you. I'm sorry you're going through that at your age. Im a male 29 years old, and i got early stage paradontitist at age 25. so sorry and I think the last thing you should be doing is working an on the clock job it's bad for mental health

[@susanbruce8974]

How refreshing, thank you..Peace

[@Phil_529]

I have arrived. I am home. In the here, in the now. I am solid, I am free. In the ultimate I dwell.

[@Rocketman883]

You are very wise. Most people never get the opportunity to think about life and death in this way.. maybe this is a positive you can get from this whole experience. We are all going to die, but many people who die old never learn how to live. What country are you from?

[@ardormorte]

heyy thanks for the kind words I'm not yet comfortable saying the specifics of where I'm from, but I wonder where would you assume I'm from? 😋

[@snglmlt]

Thank you for such a thoughtful and comforting video 🙏

[@eileenpritsker1929]

Please share with us what type of cancer you were diagnosed with, the stage and treatment plan, it will help us understand your ruminations.

[@ardormorte]

hello I have a whole video about that so I don't understand the question? you can check out the first video on my channel 🫶💌

[@LookatmeimSandraDee]

I am 57 and in my life I have had several experiences that I cannot explain. I am certain that there are things out there we can not explain.

[@ardormorte]

i agree 👍 💯

[@homedog659]

We are all in this life (and death) experience together. No need to worry, we will be ok.

[@BeateSchierle]

Why can't some Christians leave alone really ill people with their personal religion? This young lady is clever and reflected. She needs no conversion, just empathy and kind words. And one or two good tips, of course. All the best for you! A cancer sister

[@ardormorte]

hi, thank you so much for this comment! I have nothing against any religion and I respect people who are devoted to their faith, but this is true 🙏 I wish people wouldn't come at me with their gospels and also the anti-vaccine/anti-medicine people telling me that meds are evil and all that. It's all a bit weird haha but thank you for your empathetic take ❤️💌

[@BeateSchierle]

@@ardormorte I am not exactly in your shoes but know what this crap is about. It's hard being so ill at such a young age. Are there any support groups for your kind of cancer in your country? I have breast cancer and think they can be quite useful. And these people understand what you are talking about. Big hug from Germany! Beate

[@ardormorte]

@@BeateSchierle you can check out my last video it's all about therapy I got after being diagnosed with cancer: we have free psychotherapy sessions for people diagnosed or their close ones

[@ardormorte]

@@BeateSchierle and also thank you so much, I hope you are doing at least okay, but wishing you all the best sister 💌🌟

[@WatchmanTuttle]

Because where we spend eternity is very important:(. Some people really do care that's why they say something. Praying for you!

[@elysianfibres1642]

thank you for sharing your story and feelings. I hope you don't mind a suggestion that may help your stomach - it's called sulforaphane. It also has anti-cancer properties. You can get it from broccoli and sprouted broccoli seeds. There is lots of info online about it, and I hope it helps you. Best wishes!

[@ardormorte]

thank you i will definitely look into that!

[@oldvinezen9857]

I am a weird duck like you, I enjoy talking about death. I teach meditation for a non profit cancer organization and we discuss death often. In Bhutan the monks think about death 5 times a day, not to depress them or make them sad, but to remind them to be grateful every day. It works!!! Anyway, I came upon your channel and decided to take a peak. May you continue with your understanding of your life and stay strong. Much love!! Old Vine Zen.

[@ardormorte]

thank you, I'm glad I've found my tribe 😊💌

[@darkenedskiesahead3670]

Seems everything in our world has become so corrupted, from our food, the air, the soil, our leaders, the daily, and even our genetics... I remember hearing about a car full of HS teens leaving school for lunch; the driver pulled out in front of a large truck and all were killed. All I could think of was their poor family's and the life they'd never get to live. I to believe heaven is real; an existence free from our world's corrupted state... hard to imagine what that life will be like. Like those teens, you are way too young and beautiful to have to deal with something like this... sux. As cliché as it sounds, stay strong and positive, there are many many cases of those who beat incredible odds going on to live great lives. My mom's mom went through so much chemo back in the 70's for female stuff, they literally fried her insides. She went on to live a great life dying 2011 at 74 due to necrotic bowel infection. Funny, even those who live to old age usually say it wasn't enough time and wish to live longer. My GGM lived to 86 after smoking everyday since her teens; multi cancers/heart attacks and she still wanted more time; 16 to 86 life's too short. Guess all any of us can do is put our faith in God trusting he'll lead us home to the corruption free eternal life we all dream about. One things for certain, we all came in this world naked on any ol inconsequential day, and we'll all leave naked on any ol inconsequential day... be praying for ya Lilith x.

[@josephang9927]

I believe everyone shall be ready to die, not in a negative way, but in the sense we live life and appreciate people we love. I hope you the best and I pray you can overcome this challenge.

[@ardormorte]

thank you for this thoughtful comment!

[@BoostedGTracing]

Your a beautiful, intelligent, special your woman, and I’m not sure what part of the world you live in, but if you lived here in Australia and you were my wonderful, loving partner id spoil you and show you what a loving caring partner feels like that would worship the ground you walked on, until you or I leave this beautiful but sometimes cruel world we live in, but hopefully it would lead us to a better place together again for eternity! I love your sad heart felt vlogs, and just wish I could be beside you and hold you tight and make your everyday feel like you were wanted, loved, cherish, valued, worshiped and spoilt! Take care and be safe gorgeous girl, and I look forward to watching many more years of vlogs in the future! Warmest regards Mark xo 🌹

[@ardormorte]

thank you so much for all the kind words! I really feel so much nicer and happier after reading that 💘🙏

[@BoostedGTracing]

@@ardormorte I’m so glad that my loving words can make you smile and fill your heart ❤️ with happiness! You deserve the world 🌍 on a platter, Gorgeous girl! And if you were mine, I’d love & spoil you with so much gifts & affection and make you feel like you were the only Princess alive! I’d make your life feel full of Love, Happiness, Affection, Kindness, Pleasure, Laughter and miles and miles of smiles. Have a lovely rest of your week and hopefully 🙏 look forward to hearing from you soon. Sweet dreams Gorgeous Girl, Mark 🌹💕🥰

[@ardormorte]

@@BoostedGTracing thank you 💘💌

[@anthonyjohn4487]

I'm ready to die too, I'm suffering from scoliosis and isolation from the society but I'm a coward to kill my self to end it, but now I think I have cancer too it's mixed emotions tbh, somehow happy and afraid, because I've seen my mother died in my hands first hand gasping for last breath.

[@catlyn777]

I’m glad you found peace with death, at this time. I’m learning it’s possible that the NDE stories are hallucinations, and the brain may flood us with chemicals that create “euphoria” near death. There’s some evidence of that. But I also read Elizabeth Kubler-Ross book about dying children and what they reported as they were dying. It’s kinda hopeful. She was a famous investigator. I’m also investigating death. My son currently has a very deadly brain cancer, just recently diagnosed. He’s talked about ending it before it gets very bad too, but it’s not legal here. I think it should be.

[@ardormorte]

I've read about it potentially being hallucinations but then again, why do most people have the same type of hallucination? even if it is and there is just darkness afterwards, that's a beautiful way to leave... so sorry to hear about your son, may you and your family stay strong through this and I wish you the most time possible with your child ❤️‍🩹🙏

[@jen4um]

Look up Joe Tippens. He had stage 4 cancer and now he’s well. He had been given three months to live and it was everywhere but no more. Please look him up.

[@Human0906_]

This is absolutely beautiful! I am sitting her me one week out from a spinal cord stimulator surgery I Jane cervical spine myelopathy and had had 4 surgeries on spine and 3 others in the past 7 years. I have tried everything to get my pain under control and I can’t. I have planned my death for Oct VAD in Switzerland I thought the stimulator would allow me to live it up a little with controlled pain so I could do some of the things I wanted before I go. But it’s not working. The amount of pain I’m in won’t allow me to do those big things. This video gave me a great perspective on being ok with that instead of becoming sad again and depressed with it being able to be remotely social or active due to pain. Thank you so so much for sharing. I also find great comfort in NDE stories! I wish u a pleasant journey home you beautiful soul! How amazing u came to this and shared it! God bless you!

[@ardormorte]

Thanl you so much! I'm sorry you're in pain but I'm relieved to know that you're taking control over your life and over your death 💌 I'm very grateful to be able to speak my mind to the world and get replies such as yours, I'm glad to know my video helped even briefly I wish you the most serenity and calm during this transitional time and the most peaceful and beautiful way home 💘

[@Human0906_]

@@ardormorte thank you 🙏 ❤️

[@andrewslagle1974]

First i am sorry your going through all this .I went through a terrible life altering accident i recovered but have lasting problems .One being chronic pain .I was in a bad place also please dont give up ! I wish i could talk to you but any way i hope things get better !Don't give in !

[@ardormorte]

thank you! im not giving up and I'm glad to see niether are you!

[@andrewslagle1974]

@@ardormorte I was raised Catholic but was not active after i made my conformation .I do believe GOD has a plan for each of us and we are each put here and have to endure thing for a reason, if this makes any sense. thanx for the reply !

[@pig5267]

You’re so pretty and a beautiful soul. Greetings from the Philippines.

[@ardormorte]

thank you so much!

[@zperdek]

Please try find some videos about carnivore diet. Bunch of people healed themselfs with this diet. Even doctors and scientists are trying understand why it works.

[@DERISNER]

I have no idea why your video popped up in my recommendations. I do know I have faced death many times in my life. And I'm still here. I don't want to give recommendations and eat this. Do that. Pray that. I will tell you this. I read a book that changed my life. It's called "Meditations" by Marcus Aurelius. I became very stoic. In the philosophical sense. I admire you. Stay strong and live your life with no hesitations.

[@Pine_bluffs]

I’ve been on that horrible gastro diet too, heres a tip for you! Boil veg in broth, mix it in a blender and chug it down as a smooth soup. Much easier when you have no apetite. God bless you sister, take care.

[@ardormorte]

hello thank you but that sounds way worse than what I'm eating now hahaha 😆 sorry i just really dislike anything slimy like a smooth soup (except for tomato or mushroom cream soups, but i can't have neither of those unfortunately) but thank you so much for caring and taking time to comment, i really appreciate 💌😊

[@Pine_bluffs]

@@ardormorte Haha ok, I get that! 😄 I hope you find a way that works for you hun.

[@ron6625]

Your dad eats the same diet you are, likely because you're his little girl that he loves more than anything else in the world. I'm sure your health problems are likely causing him more pain than he knows how to deal with. We touch more people than we realize, but it's doubtful than anyone will love you as much as your parents. I never figured that out until I became one myself. Best of luck with your illness. We're all meant to carry a cross in life, going through this might just be yours. I know my life sucked until my 30s, and I felt the same way you do about many things. But it does get better. Everything gets better. You have lots of things to look forward to. One key insight I gained from my 20's and early 30s is that it's much easier to be happier when you removed expectations. What you expect of yourself, out of others, and the things that happen. Just focus on growing yourself, experiencing more things, and improvement. Happiness will come, I promise.

[@patriciamccann8097]

I also had cancer in 2015 at 39. I follow a lot of alternative therapies ( look into gerson therapies). But much more important than this and the main reason I stopped on your video was to say that there is no fear in death, if you have Christ. He died on the cross for all of our sins because He truly loves us, all we need to do is receive this individually by repenting of your sins and accepting Jesus into your heart as your Lord and saviour. Randy Kay's podcast on KZbin is good to watch. God bless you all xxx

[@murtazaarif6507]

It's interesting that you say you saw your grandma at 7:13. At first i thought you meant her soul visited you. I do believe that people in the afterlife visit their loved ones. I also had such visits from people. They were not relatives but i had a strong emotional attachment with them. This also includes my cat. I also thought i was dying because of my symptons for an undiagnosed underative thyroid which i wasn't of course. It is now under control. On the postive side i think death is a beautiful experience not including the initial stages of the body breaking down for a few years which to keep on the positive side we should take as a blessing in my opinion.

[@MelissaHash]

Sadly, nuttin' especially time on Earth is promised. My sincerest & most positive vibes sent to you & your family!

[@ardormorte]

hi thank you so much ❤️

[@goeasyfitness2339]

Where are you from?

[@itscool770]

Aspirin gave me ulcers from 26 until my 30s when I came across slippery elm and marshmallow root extract. Started these snd they completely healed my stomach naturally. If I start to feel anything I take these and they immediately fix the issue. I also haven’t taken any aspirin in almost a decade. Take care.

[@ardormorte]

I was prescribed aspirin for my cancer (as it makes the blood less thick and my blood was like a syrop haha) and yep, it gave me 2 ulcers in just a few months. I did have a very irritated stomach even before that so that's probably why it happened so quick. Thank you for there recommendations, I will have to find out more 😊 Take care 💌🙏

[@itscool770]

@@ardormorte oh wow i had no idea. Well I’m sure you know what’s best to care for your body in this moment in time. Wishing you the best.

[@ardormorte]

@@itscool770 thank youuu 🙏

[@laurafuller8528]

I think people don’t want to go “back to (mortal) life” because they find they are still alive, in fact, more so.

[@ronalddonner3396]

I wish you stay as healthy as you look now.(are you from Quebec,France?)

[@DennisNelson-ee2il]

Firstly Quebecs in Canada,so

[@dragameafata2413]

Antibiotics are dangerous, too.

[@ardormorte]

an ulcer will do more harm in the long run + its rather painful, so i chose to take antibiotics 🫶

[@gibson1018]

Hi, I have an incurable blood Cancer (Multiple Myeloma) I'm optimistic about living but feel a healthy need/curiosity to explore the death subject NDEs etc. There is a great book by Marie Louise Von Franz called "On Death and Dreams" and recently there was a channel on youtube called Eternalized that has done a great video analysis of this book that includes some other material its an interesting look at what the unconscious has to say about this subject. All the best!

[@ardormorte]

i should check that out as well! thank you and I wish you all the best, we blood cancer folk must stick together 🙏

[@messageoflove1969]

You are a sweet and beautiful lady. I am sorry that you are going through this stuff. Over the years I have studied A TON of "NDE" stories. I am glad that you have discovered them too. For God so Loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal *LIFE.* (John 3:16) Embrace that and align with that and that assures you that death is just the door to the Place of *Amazing Wonderfulness* where we will be more Alive than ever and will be Blissfully astounded at the Love of God and the Majesty of God in ways that cannot be done on earth. So in Reality dying is... a sudden infusion of Very spectacular Health. One lady who had an NDE said that all she used to do was "take drugs and party" but then one night she overdosed and "died" and had an experience that made here quit drugs and these days she says this: "He's my Lord, He's my King, He's my Savior... He's my everything. There is nothing that I want in this world. There is nothing that ties me or holds me to this world. When I have Jesus I have E v e r y t h i n g..." She said that because she has made the personal discovery that this is the absolute Best invitation that anyone can ever possibly be given: Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears My voice and opens the door, *I will* come in and eat with that person, and they *with Me.* (Revelation 3:20) God is Love (1John 4:8) "Draw near to God and God will draw near to you..." (James 4:8) “No eye has seen, no ear has heard, and _no mind has imagined_ what God has prepared for those who love Him.” (1 Corinthians 2:9) *Jesus Loves you.* --As much as the below information says that He does. Below are various quotes from various people who have had NDE kind of experiences and have had encountered Jesus in the Heavenly Realm: "This Man Loved me... what emanated from Him was an Astonishing *Love,* a Love beyond my wildest imagining." "He is the Kindest, most Beautiful, most Loving, the most amazing human being anywhere in a billion Universes." "This Man is B E A U TI F U L... His Eyes are P I E R C I N G... but they pierce you with LOVE. So much LOVE that I felt like I was going to explode... LOVE beyond what words can even explain." "Those are the most Alive Eyes I have ever seen. There is fire in those eyes. I look at those Eyes and they are so full of Love. There is no other Love like that. I was feeling THE BIGGEST DOSE OF LOVE EVER!!!" "It wasn't just that there was a Man in the Center of this Light. The Light was coming out of Him... His arms are outstretched... and it's just pouring out this Light... Let me tell you about the LOVE... but words are just inadequate. It was Rapturous, it was blissful, it was joyful, it was ecstatic." "Out of this Light stepped a Man... I was in awe as soon as I saw Him. He imbued into me.... *LOVE."* ...

[@NoahNickel-nx4bs]

Amen

[@itsthatsebguy93]

Nooooooo, don't die ur too pretty

[@ardormorte]

not dying anytime soon, not until im old and ugly

[@scottwalker2578]

After my Lobectomy for Non small cell lung NEUROENDOCRINE CARCINOMA...I willed myself to not want to die !! Plus my 4 mushroom extracts ...i had a 7 cm & 3 cm tumors in my upper right lung lobe ...no symptoms...just a visit to doctor with back pain ....the surgery went fine ...the Cisplatin & Etoposide however was the lesser of the evils i HAD to endure !? ❤ I had no hope ..the doctors couldn't say 1 way or the other ...only to go through each treatment as they advised . Here in the UK people wait to long for treatment....but at least its free through our National insurance payments....it must be horrendous to be seriously ill in the USA ? Keep the faith ..do everything possible!?

[@ardormorte]

Hello wow what a story! I'm glad you got better and it was free ❤️‍🩹🙏 I have no idea how I would deal with my cancer if I was in the US, but luckily I'm not from there haha so I'll be okay 😅

[@scottwalker2578]

Thank you ....these illnesses are appearing more often even in healthy people ..I mean King Charles & Kate Middleton here in the UK ! Who knows what OTHER nefarious things are going into our food + water supply ...I mean I says a lot when we MUST wash organic free grown vegetables & fruit ...to rid them of atmospheric pollutions ?

[@probablyapigeon]

❤

[@Sherlock245]

Have you check Dr peterson. ❤

[@septembercindy]

Praying 🙏 for you 🙏🙏🙏

[@ardormorte]

thank you so much!

[@eileenacker1964]

Sorry about the antibiotics; I was given them for the H.Pylori bacteria that can cause ulcers. Maybe the same for you. Hope you can get your gut micro biome back in good shape.

[@ardormorte]

yes that's exactly the case, antibiotics for h.pylori which caused ulcers in the first place haha thank you!

[@KimSmith-b9v]

Lilith, do you know why you got bloodcancer? How did you suspect something was wrong? Sorry, but I can not watch cancer videos because I get all 😱😭

[@ardormorte]

I spoke to my doctor and he said that it's sheer bad luck, it's not one of those cancers that you can "get" because of smoking or being in the sun for too long it's just bad luck

[@Yewoo7]

Thank you for the suggestion! I'll definitely look into sulforaphane. Wishing you all the best on your journey💛💫

[@missyfrey5033]

I am dying and beg for cardiac arrest instead of tins of masses in my body all over the place.

[@ardormorte]

oh god I can't imagine what you're going through, but that's exactly why I think people should have the option to go whenever they feel like suffering has replaced living 🙏❤️‍🩹 i wish you peace and no pain 💌

[@missyfrey5033]

@@ardormorte I havent been living for very long time. Not how healthy people live.

[@JohnQPublic345]

Joe tippins protocol. Fenbendazole

[@WhiskeyTango68]

I’d recommend researching a carnivore diet and Jordan Peterson, it’s been very good for my chronic Lyme disease. A lot of cancer patients have had great success with it as well.

[@Coffee384]

Weird that this video showed up because I have had the same exact thoughts recently. Beautifully said ❤ Where are you from? Do you model?

[@ardormorte]

hii, I don't know if I should specifically say where I'm from (privacy reasons) but generally from eastern Europe And no I've never modeled haha, I'm too old now and I'm also very short so it was never in the stars for me haha thank you for your kind words ❤️🙏

[@leasullivan788]

bless your heart

[@DennisMC1974]

❤❤❤❤

[@333_Tarot]

Only that which will pass you by, can happen.

[@DennisMC1974]

Much Love To You My Dear Friend Im Going Through Similar Situation binging Videos And Hoping For Afterlife SpiritWorld I Recommend Manly P Hall, Neville Goddard 🙏🌟💖

[@janjiguere638]

🙏🙏🙏