"Sometimes I co-front and take control over the hand and squeeze hers, just to let her know that I'm still there" I'm??Not??Crying??
@dragongaming27966 жыл бұрын
I’m.. not.. either... ;-;
@theresablack92615 жыл бұрын
No shame in crying! Like that's so wholesome!
@ivieillustrations36545 жыл бұрын
yes??you??are?? but??so??am??i??
@BIEBERownMe4 жыл бұрын
That's so wholesome 🥺🥰
@palpatine17154 жыл бұрын
I.?! Don’t?!. Feel!?. Emotion?., yes I do.
@MidnightSonnet6 жыл бұрын
I can see why he was created in her mind. She desperately needed comfort and kind guidance in a time when her life was turbulent and she didn't understand why. I'm thinking he will be the last to integrate, because he was created first to be a symbol of hope, trust, love, and joy. He was created to be the parent she needed and wanted. Once Wyn realizes that she can find joy, love, comfort, and happiness in herself, that's when Jonathan will become one with her and the others. It will be bittersweet, but still very beautiful.
@stardolphin7833 жыл бұрын
Wow hi im not crying at 3 in the morning to this
@MidnightSonnet3 жыл бұрын
@@stardolphin783 **hugs you**
@silzu15336 жыл бұрын
Oh wow. He has such a calm and reassuring presence. I'm glad he's there for y'all
@anateresa48626 жыл бұрын
It is amazing how you can hear all the love and caring that Jonathan has for Wyn. It is just awe inspiring to see him so selflessly talk about the rest of the system and how he bases his existence on the wellbeing of the others. Thank you so much for coming out to introduce yourself to us, I appreciate it wholeheartedly. I’m sorry if any of this sounds weird, I’m not a native English speaker, that is why I usually don comment on any videos, but I just felt I needed to say this. Thank you, Jonathan.
@JasonCDrake-cx3wl6 жыл бұрын
Ana Teresa Novella not Jacob. Jonathan.
@anateresa48626 жыл бұрын
Strange Guy Thank you, how stupid of me. I'll change it
@JasonCDrake-cx3wl6 жыл бұрын
Ana Teresa Novella it's fine. I don't comment because I just see what I would say already said. Do comment if you want to.
@MareCat316 жыл бұрын
Ana Teresa Novella that was exactly how I was feeling throughout the video. You worded it all so beautifully, I couldn't think of anything to add. Also please comment when you are able, it would be wonderful to see what's on your mind.
@janjangirls4176 жыл бұрын
Ana Teresa Novella I agree. Very well worded. I would like to echo that thought because i couldnt say it better myself :-) Thank you Jonathan for talking to us at your own cost, you sound like a great guy :-) .
@savannam.70486 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much Jonathan for introducing yourself. I'm so glad Wyn has had you during her life to help keep her safe and guide her, and now also that you've found an ability to help the littles as well, that too is wonderful. You're such a lovely, caring person and I hope at some point we get to see more of you, granted that you and Wyn and the others agree to it. The way you put her before all others is so genuinely loving, anyone would be lucky to have someone such as you in their life, I only wish Wyn didn't have to endure whatever she's been through to have you all, because you all really are wonderful. It was very lovely to hear from you Jonathan. I wish you the best and am so happy you have such a kind heart 💕
@LongSoulSystem6 жыл бұрын
Hi, Jonathan. I'm Antef, main protector of the system. This is the first time I comment as myself in a youtube video, and your introduction touched me, as I identified myself. Host want to make her own videos and I'm the one more reluctant to do so, because I fear for her. But watching you helped me understand this is something hosts really need sometimes. She's recording her first videos but I still can't find myself comfortable appearing on camera. But after watching your introduction, I may give it a try. Thank you!
@edie17076 жыл бұрын
“If she can live with joy, then j want her to live with joy. I don’t want to take a single moment from her.” My heart just ached from happiness when you said that. You are a good and loving soul and I am so glad that the system has you in it. Idk if you’ll ever see this but I just wanted you guys to know that. ❤️❤️❤️
@emewyn5 жыл бұрын
I don't have DID, but I do struggle with childhood trauma, anxiety and depression. Hearing the love and optimism in Jonathan's voice makes me wish I had someone to constantly provide that unconditional love and support in my life.
@ghostymoomoo6 жыл бұрын
Jonathan reminds me so much of my own alter, Lucifer. As someone who’s undiagnosed with DID, I’m trying to push towards getting a proper diagnosis by educating my own parents and siblings on DID. So glad to finally meet you Jonathan! It’s so amazing to see how much you have helped Wyn like Lucifer did with myself. -Frankie
@thedoesystem80976 жыл бұрын
Damon Isan duuude we have a lucifer too, and we're also undiagnosed :P ours is a bit of a narcissistic good lol
@PlanetaryDID6 жыл бұрын
Wow, Jonathan's presence and aura is so peaceful and calming.. He seems almost angelic. It was a pleasure meeting him. :)
@theogygiasystem47296 жыл бұрын
This is so beautiful, Jonathan you're so amazing and Wyn you're so strong. I love watching your videos
@jasminemoukachar66776 жыл бұрын
Great job Jonathan, lovely to meet you ❤️ you are an incredible blessing for Wyn ❤️ you may well have saved her life in those early years xx
@aislinghiggins56296 жыл бұрын
Jonathan is the best and I’m so happy he’s part of your system to give you the comfort and happiness you deserve.
@georgerobins41106 жыл бұрын
Okay I'm literally crying??? Jonathan is so amazing and kind and I can't handle this
@nikolakurmele38466 жыл бұрын
You can really tell how much Jonathan loves Wyn and the rest of the system. What a wonderful companion ❤
@faceteddd6 жыл бұрын
Awww~ You're so sweet Jonathan! It's very nice to meet you!
@carter49596 жыл бұрын
Like I’m almost crying Jonathan is so pure and nice and good??? I’m so happy he’s in your system
@ninbirdish16764 жыл бұрын
Jonathan is just sooooo cute.this words,this warm lovely words made me cry.but still,this is so lovely.love you all,entropy system!
@filizmely6 жыл бұрын
Hello Jonathan, your story remind me so much of my alter Mark, he seems so be a protector and I think he's been there forever but he only used to be a feeling and then changed into talking and for long he used to talk to me inside my head to calm me down :) Also the part about you and Jacob creating dreams for her actually reminds me so much about something I've been trying to figure out recently. I mean it doesn't need to be a similar thing but it helps really much to learn about you guys and get an idea what different things alters can do. I am truly happy that you are there for Wyn!
@dragongaming27966 жыл бұрын
I feel so safe, Jonathan’s presence is so calming and he is so full of care and love. I don’t know if he is reading this through co-fronting or something but let him know that the system is lucky to have someone so pure and so caring. I get distinctly different vibes from each alter and from Jonathan I feel a sort of fatherly vibe, a safe, stong vibe, of unconditional love and a unmoving place of safety and protection.
@NeonGreyscale6 жыл бұрын
It's good to see a video from you Jonathan, you seem to have a very kind and vibrant spirit! I also used to take whatever form I felt I needed to take, although in a negative sense- as a former persecutor, I took whatever form scared the host the most, before learning to protect myself in other ways and eventually integrating that part of myself. But anyhow, it's cool to see that someone else has a similar experience of having formed without an appearance, like I once did.
@arimonsterwolf6 жыл бұрын
It's nice to meet you Jonathan! It's amazing how you help/protect Wyn. Thank you for the amazing video I love watching them and hearing everyone of you talk, love all of you!
@lucia54116 жыл бұрын
I'm not only touched by this little beautiful speech but also by this comment section, everyones showing so much love and respect, I love this! Thanks Jonathan for sharing your story ❤
@mihoma17695 жыл бұрын
Omg why is Jonathan so much inside, it's like the 59006488 time i watch this video. He's such an amazing person, just watching him is so stunning and comforting
@addybarker58106 жыл бұрын
Jonathan and Jacob’s love for Wyn, especially Jonathan, is so beautiful. I’m so glad Jonathan came out of the headspace to talk about himself
@sparklight09643 жыл бұрын
I’m very glad Johnathan was willing to make this video to say hello to everyone. Johnathan is the sweetest and to hear his perspective on Wyn’s life and his hopes for her was so heartwarming to hear
@LanternSkyy6 жыл бұрын
It's so lovely to get to know you, Jonathan. It's wonderful hearing your story. You remind me of Natalia in our system. She cared for me when I was young and she made me laugh and smile and played games with me and so on. I am so thankful for her, and I'm sure Wyn is thankful for you too. Take care all.
@mnickrowe6 жыл бұрын
Jonathan! I'm so glad you decided to come out. To hear everything from your perspective and how everything started it was so fascinating but calming to listen to. I feel like we all could use a version of you in our own lives. You've done a great job so far, and I hope you decide to come out again at least a few times in the future. Its really relaxing actually to listen to you describe your job and what you do. Thanks for making this video. Really great to meet you.
@livingdedd6 жыл бұрын
Holy crap, hello Jonathan!! It's so nice to meet you. You're words are so beautiful!!! Please keep taking care of Wyn. She's a lovely creature and deserves to be happy and loved. Stay positive and be happy, Jonathan. :)
@guppygills45595 жыл бұрын
One of my altars also has no face. His name is marshall and when he was formed he was just,,, a skinny body, deep voice, mean words and a black line scribble as if drawn by a child covering his face. As he has developed from a persecuter for anger and depression, gaining emotions slowly but surely, to the point he has a loving girlfriend now who he can also love, and to a physical protector, we can now see his hair, eyes, and even occasionally his nose. Im so proud of my big brother Marsh. And im proud of you, for being able to help wyn practically her whole life. Youve done so well.
@emilyherman90446 жыл бұрын
I need a Jonathan in my head, seriously!!!! You are such a blessing to Wyn..it’s so awesome how much you love her.
@samdm88505 жыл бұрын
Jonathan's personality is absolutely beautiful, possibility the kindest soul I have seen. I'm glad that the system has someone as loving as he is.
@crystalbleau26116 жыл бұрын
I wish I had a Jonathan! He is so lovely, reassuring, and calming. Thank you for all u do for Wyn and all of the littles, Johnathan. I'm sure your value is immeasurable.
@aniloverful6 жыл бұрын
Oh my gosh! I love him so much! He is so good and clearly loves Wyn with everything he is! You can see in the eyes that he truly means everything he is saying. I don’t have DID myself and can’t imagine what sort of traumas Wyn must’ve gone through for it to happen starting at such a young age. Listening to Wyn’s story has made me so inspired both in the strength she shows and the diversity in her companions. I’m currently developing a dungeons and dragons character based off of her and I’m going to attempt to create her with DID. Creating characters with different quirks has been a great way for me to empathize and better understand different social issues. I hope to do it justice. Thank you all for everything you do. Thank you Wyn for being so strong and surviving everything you must’ve been through and being strong enough to share it now.
@callmeobsequious4 жыл бұрын
This reminds me of our Jonathan?? He's a fictional introject and a sweetheart, started as a fragment who was there to surround me with comforting things and now he serves as a mostly internal soother!
@alvafaldt31346 жыл бұрын
Jonathan seems like a purely good and very calm person, he seems really nice.
@DrawnByDandy4 жыл бұрын
Jonathan's voice and demeanor is so calming, I'm filled with a feeling of safety and happiness just watching him
@Barbabun55 жыл бұрын
We've been watching this channel's videos over time, to cope with our own existence as a system, and this is the only video we've come back to rewatch, just for comfort. Jonathan is such a calming presence and our youngest alter, August, specifically is very drawn to his way of speaking. We're so happy that you have someone like this in your lives! ~Swingset System
@mamatea48255 жыл бұрын
Jonathan seams so loveing and kind, I wanna give him hugs and make him a cup of tea
@melonlover18016 жыл бұрын
Jonathan is the older brother i always wished for. Hes so kind❤
@bluebee22366 жыл бұрын
Thank you for doing this for Wyn and for us, Johnathan!
@tofutofutofu4445 жыл бұрын
i am so so glad she had you when she was little, all the way up to now. i felt warm and safe just watching this and i can’t even tell you how important you must have been to her
@rachaelshort17045 жыл бұрын
This is so beautiful. I feel so calmed in jonathons presence, even through video. hes like a literal guardian angel. This reminds me a lot of aunt beast from a wrinkle in time.
@phoebe32696 жыл бұрын
Jonathan seems so sweet! He just radiates positivity and optimism in the most comforting way. Nice to meet you!
@simply_fiendish56046 жыл бұрын
My anxiety disorder has been extremely bad lately. You're voice and mannerisms are so calmingand it helped me as well. Thank you Jonathan.
@nylukelly6 жыл бұрын
Johnathan’s voice is so therapeutic 💕
@ishallbloom79326 жыл бұрын
It makes me so happy that I myself, as an alter, can relate to you! Although we're not formally diagnosed with DID, I'm quite sure that I am an alter rather than a imagination. -Draven
@sophiagreen25804 жыл бұрын
Oh my God, Jonathan is a heaven sent. I feel so much assurance and comfort just listening to him speak. Oh my dear boy your love for Wyn shines through the very screen🥰🥰🥰
@rachash48656 жыл бұрын
I've started watching this channel literally yesterday and I'm so glad it was suggested to me, I've already learned so much. Can't wait for future videos! Thank you for how honest you are
@horrorsans6209 Жыл бұрын
Luner: You speak so calmly and poetically. Your story is beautiful and heartwarming 😌
@happyasmediy50695 жыл бұрын
Breaks my heart that Wyn had to endure so much pain at such a young age. The mind is a beautiful thing, protects you when you need it most! Thank you for sharing with us Jonathan
@jordan47135 жыл бұрын
I'm not crying... I'm sobbing, there's a difference. Hello Johnathan! You're so gentle and I adore it!!
@merpwerp81245 жыл бұрын
my heart is melting so hard, what a sweet person, and his facial expressions make me feel so warm.
@techtonicspaceman6 жыл бұрын
You are so noble and kind Jonathan! Thank you for sharing this! Your love for Wyn and towards the rest of the system is inspiring.
@booksmeanyway2356 жыл бұрын
He is such a sweet sweet person. I don't know why, but I felt comfort hearing his voice and energy. I needed today. So much love to you guys!
@RedDiamond0026 жыл бұрын
Couldn’t stop saying “aww!” The entire time! He’s so sweet. I’m so happy the system has someone like Jonathan to help and comfort you all.
@flyingxplatypus6 жыл бұрын
Your love and dedication for Wyn is so beautiful. Also, the purring is a A+ addition to this video.
@Red-cl7vn4 жыл бұрын
Johnathan just seems like a persion i want to hug
@TheDemon36666 жыл бұрын
Wow... This is beautiful. Johnathan you are one of a kind, how amazing and zen you are. Wyn is so very lucky to have you. Much appreciation and respect from our system to you
@DameVonBonDaisy4 жыл бұрын
This makes me want to cry. Sooo beautiful
@keelie3006 жыл бұрын
It's an absolute pleasure to meet you, Jonathan! You sound like an amazing person and I'm so glad that Wyn has you in her system!
@dutchik51076 жыл бұрын
We all need someone like Jonathan in our lives. Just when you realize why he is there, not really...
@rosequill79255 жыл бұрын
This is so relaxing to watch I think it's just like Jonathan's inflection and softness in his voice
@miloshort35535 жыл бұрын
Watching his love for life made me feel so happy
@limbo69735 жыл бұрын
He has a bde... Big dad energy
@akwardginger67576 жыл бұрын
I am falling in love with your system more and more every video and I am learning so much. Thank you Jonathan for making this video even though it was uncomfortable. It is always a joy to meet a new part of the Entropy System!
@stacycook826 жыл бұрын
Just listening to Jonathan speak is calming, such a beautiful presence. I could listen to this video over and over 💕
@rosemarycat56 жыл бұрын
Jonathan seems like a really kind, good individual. watching this video gives a really nice warm feeling. I'm glad you made the video!
@RenWonders6 жыл бұрын
Jonathan has such a lovely soul
@origionalusernamee6 жыл бұрын
Thank you for introducing yourself, Jonathan! I'm glad that we got to see you and that you had the confidence to take control and it is clear to see that you're such a calming influence.
@frauleinzuckerguss19066 жыл бұрын
It is so gorgeous to hear all the love and selflessness from you Jonathan. For some odd reason this video almost made me cry. I am just so proud of all of you guys and how healthily you grow and interact with each other. It's just... hearing such love and affection is so rare these days and it made me so happy to hear it now. I wish you all the best. ❤
@wingedbunny62116 жыл бұрын
I’m really appreciative Jonathan came out even though he was uncomfortable. It really helped me learn a lot of stuff. So thanks, Jonathan!!!
@martacianchi57136 жыл бұрын
Been waiting for this for sooo long :)
@Nebelhoehlen6 жыл бұрын
Oh Jonathan you are so amazing! There is so much love and compassion when you talk about Wyn! It made me smile - thank you!
@trashfourlife6 жыл бұрын
Hello Jonathan! It’s nice to finally meet you! I’m so very touched my how much you care for Win, and how you most likely changed her world for the better. I’m sorry if it’s uncomfortable, but it’d be nice to see you in another video, one day in the future when it’s appropriate to do so.
@worldsskins37346 жыл бұрын
Hi Johnathan, it’s really nice meeting you! Your so caring and I can really see that you’re kind of like the “dad” like figure in the group. Which is amazing!
@lucasmarsh80686 жыл бұрын
Your story so beautiful. I am very happy that you gave making a video a try!!! I hope you all guys stay safe and healthy. Thank you very much, Jonathan, for sharing your presence with us. 💙
@mmtruooao83776 жыл бұрын
It's a pleasure meeting you, Johnathon! Thank you for helping Wyn and looking after everyone, I'm very glad she has a friend like you.
@evediby21835 жыл бұрын
I don't know what is Jonathan but just listening to you talk is like listening to poetry, utterly calming
@ryannwilliams64846 жыл бұрын
Okay, this was so precious! You can really feel his love for her. The mind is amazing that it knew that she needed this sort of figure in her life.
@annellealexander40256 жыл бұрын
oh Jonathan... this world would be a better place if there were more of you out here in it.
@ToxicXNature6 жыл бұрын
Awwwww, He's so sweet!!! Keep being amazing Jonathan!
@chipsikarpuzi5 жыл бұрын
He has such a nice gentle dad vibe I love💞
@Isaac-ep5ew6 жыл бұрын
You have such a calming demeanour and it’s so lovely ☺️ Thank you for sharing your story
@nh-wq6sw6 жыл бұрын
thank you jonathan, you are a beautiful soul
@reminded6 жыл бұрын
Wow, you’re probably one of the sweetest and most selfless people I’ve ever heard, Jonathan. Thank you for coming out to say hi to us and being there for Wyn and the system when they need you.
@stacylindsey62585 жыл бұрын
Wow Jacob, such a selfless and loving being! Glad to have you in the world!
@Awardcrazed5 жыл бұрын
I want a Jonathan in my life. He was so comforting to listen to. I'm so glad hes there for you and your head mates!
@sarumanork-orphanage56126 жыл бұрын
Poem to Jonathan: There is grandeur in his view of life, With his several powers Having originated in few forms Or solely one, And whilst the seasons Cycled around small Wyn According to their fix order In the calendar Endless forms most beautiful And most wonderful indeed Have been and are being taken To help the system evolve. [I will be called Saruman] ____________________________________________ Based on this quote: "There is grandeur in this view of life, with its several powers, having been originally breathed into a few forms or into one; and that, whilst this planet has gone cycling on according to the fixed law of gravity, from so simple a beginning endless forms most beautiful and most wonderful have been, and are being, evolved." - Charles Darwin
@stardolphin7833 жыл бұрын
Beautiful
@sarumanork-orphanage56123 жыл бұрын
@@stardolphin783 I so forgott about this, thanks for reminding me ^^
@Aislin075 жыл бұрын
Just starting to watch some of your video's. This one really moved me. We can all use a Jonathan once in a while
@Mars0_0mallow6 жыл бұрын
This is the sweetest thing. It's nice to meet you Jonathan it's a shame that we most likely won't hear from you again but it's understandable why that is.
@pinkeysherbet72496 жыл бұрын
Jonathan I’m so glad we got to meet you! You’re such a huge part of the system and everyone talks about you, it’s great to finally meet you and see what you’re like and how you help care for the system.
@destineeneville97076 жыл бұрын
That was like the sweetest sweetest thing ever. Jonathan you are dearly loved and appreciated
@mandiflame6 жыл бұрын
I am tearing up right now. What an absolutely beautiful presence.
@inbal80656 жыл бұрын
Hello Jonathan! Just wanted to say I aspire to be as caring and compassionate to my friends as you are for Wyn. You seem like such a great person and such an important part of the system, and I hope you and the others are doing well and are as happy as possible.
@אבישגגירד6 жыл бұрын
It's amazing how much you love wyn and care about her, thank you for sharing this video with as! You are doing an amazing job and you are a beautiful soul.
@ZeebieVideos6 жыл бұрын
Hey I'm crying a little bit??? Thanks for putting up with the discomfort and introducing yourself Jonathan! The Wyn and the whole system are so lucky to have such a loving figure to care for them ❤❤❤
@stacyrae50276 жыл бұрын
Oh Jonathon - what an absolute joy to "meet" you! Thank you for who you are & what you do. 💚💚
@bethanymiller89126 жыл бұрын
I think it's amazing what y'all do for her making sure she ok and safe thank u Jonathan for doing this video
@danyelPitmon6 жыл бұрын
Jonathan nice to meet you and thank you for taking such good care of win and the others in the headspace