In my restless dreams

Twitter: / hexhaywire
STORYBOARDING, BGM & EN/CN subtitling: / yuy_ix
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[@HexHaywire]

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[@n30n__ra1n]

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[@pepper9200]

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[@kakyoinscherry]

🖤❗

[@moonythespoonie9551]

Every time I think about this lore I just want to give you a hug 🖤

[@NGC2237_R]

🖤❗️

[@lexi_6669]

Hex if you’re here, best of luck to you. Your voice is wonderful.

[@HexHaywire]

Thank you, Lexi!

[@lexi_6669]

PFBWKXISVSB THAT JUST MADE MY DAY

[@matchatea5346]

I ABSOLUTELY ADORE HIS LORE 💙💙💙💙

[@HexHaywire]

thank u, we worked so hard on it 😭

[@MoonRoo31]

In my restless dreams, I see that town… Silent hill… I’m so happy we finally got someone who enjoys the masterpiece that is Silent Hill. I hope we get to see him play it!!

[@HexHaywire]

so hyped

[@gubernator426]

It's bloody brilliant that Hex's lore has decent amounts of references and concepts about silent hill, the way he fixes people is by touching their internal pain shows this man is basically a walking silent hill town. Really can't wait for your silent hill 2 remake stream to come out.

[@Just_Some_Guy_with_a_Mustache]

I like the message of this lore. The tone is melancholy, but not relentlessly sad. I want to see the world as you do, too.

[@livinIavidaluca]

this lore video is an absolute masterpiece-from the wonderful art to the incredible voice acting. looking forward to seeing more of you, hex!

[@redisntmyname8325]

I freaking adore your lore video and your voice makes me smile

[@GabyJocson]

this lore made my eyes sweat

[@ilovemycat292]

No shot u cried to this u freak

[@RenTheWolfSpirit]

I missed this video when it was uploaded and kicking myself I just found it. I have never felt anything so close to home then this... so many things I can relate to and I'm in tears right now cause it hurts so much. This was beautiful and so good. Hex, I don't know if you will ever see this comment or any others but, I say it all the time, you really do deserve the world. You're lore is full of pain but also light....

[@HexHaywire]

< 3 Thank you Ren, I'm so glad you liked it and my story is relatable to you. Big shoutouts to everyone involved in the creation of the story as well, could not have done it without them. I

[@RenTheWolfSpirit]

@@HexHaywire I... I'm dreaming right...? No way you responded... I'm uh... yeah no I'm speechless right now... Everyone who worked on this story did an amazing job! No doubt about it, this is an amazing talent! I can't tell if you wanted to say something else cause it cuts off with an 'I'.... but um if this isn't a dream right now, can I ask you one question please....

[@thetruefeatherqueen]

God this lore video hits so hard. I've had to play the therapist friend my whole life after being heavily isolated due to an abusive home. (I will not detail it for the sake of others, and to like. Not traumatize the streamer further here!) But.... A lot of the note resonated deeply within me. Being able to only connect with people through fixing them because it was all I thought I was good for. Then I too found my version of the student council. I found people to listen, to help me out of the pain. With support I could refind who I was, to find the light in my eyes again. It was a battle, but I've taken my own grief I think, you won't ever have to bare it. Instead bare with me a kindred moment- Two souls meant to take care of everyone else at the expense of themselves. And let us find our hope togheter moving forward. I can't wait to meet more of you in your streams and see u be sily mode www~

[@chaldeantimothy8827]

Being Resilient in those past trauma and loneliest you feels with so many day really make you feel empty but at the same time you feel hope with other people who feel the same way too and their story can be very much be aspiration. so yeah this lore is super relatable in different perspective.

[@gachaheather.]

This lore video is so cool i love u hexyy

[@hexstherapist]

[@glitteries3196]

hex, this lore is so brilliant, amazing and so breathtaking. i adore it so much. also, your voice is so wonderful. you’re here to fix everyone, but i hope we sicklings can fix you too. i hope we can make you happy because you’re already in so much pain, too much that we can’t even imagine.

[@MayaSaleh-fb9ug]

Hex, just wanted to say that I love your voice, model, humor, personality, and basically everything. I hope you know how much we love you, even though it’s only been two streams!! Thank you for showing so much love to us, aswell. I love the way you acknowledge chat so often and really show your gratitude. We’re so grateful you joined Niji. Love you! 🖤❗️

[@ChocoMilkTeaYT]

The lore video is beautiful: the art, your voice and poetic monologue, the original BGM... Tskr I occasionally come back here to watch your lore video again, it's really cool When I saw it for the first time on your debut, I somehow felt seen and heard. At the time, I was going through one of my favorite oshi's graduating; back when you were streaming in morning JST, I felt comforted watching your streams before I go to bed Now that you're the one graduating, I hope you never forget how much you've helped those going through a lot in their lives by watching you and listening to your voice I hope you will stay strong from all the pain you took from your sicklings

[@jettgem]

This is just so tragic. I love it but, at the same time I feel so distraught because I empathise with it too. What a beautiful story, I wish I could wrap Hex up in a warm blanket and let him rest for a while 😢

[@kiers04]

still one of my favorite lore videos. stunning and breathtaking.

[@mommypocooo]

私は英語が全然できないんですが、最高に好みな声、好みな話し方で性癖にぶっ刺さったので、英語勉強してきます

[@Harpi3st]

Oh gosh- Hex do you need a hug? 😭

[@JacksonXhaen]

HOOOLYYYYYYYY MOTHER OF GOD HOW IMMACULATE PIECE OF ART IS THIS 🙏🏻

[@hexccx]

This lore is so PERFECT. Every time when I watch this I felt this is full of pain and loneliness but I saw there’s hope. I'm so sad that I couldn't be with you since your debut, but I'm happy to be with you from now on. Thanks for wonderful sadge lore! I really love your lore and voice 🖤❗️

[@gwinp1758]

omg I really love the reference in the title and the thumbnail 😭 Your love for your favourite franchise expressed through the story beautifully

[@dashtakeji9749]

It was like reading a novel. Very poetic.

[@linty_fresh]

coming back to this again.. this never fails to transport me 🖤 it's so raw and earnest. terrible and beautiful. despairing yet not hopeless. and in hindsight, so very you. thank you again for the gorgeous story, and for your vulnerability. i love and enjoy your projects and art so much. i hope you never give up on doing what you want to do and making what you want to make, whatever it may be, in your own time 🖤 love you, you ridiculous man❗️❗️🥀 take care, wherever you are 🖤

[@linty_fresh]

**a** ??????????????????? I'm glad my message reached you 🥺 love you a lot 🖤🖤🖤 (p.s. eat something yummy and take some deep breaths whenever you read this, k?)

[@SirThisIsAWendy_s]

Bro really thought he'd drop some amazing ass lore and badass voice like that and we wouldn't notice and make him our new comfort VTuber fr

[@003D1]

I don't know if you'll see this, but the writing here and your performance was so poetic and beautiful. It legit made me get emotional and know lots of people can relate to it, including me. Thank you so much.

[@OtaniHisashi]

I can watch this so many times without being bored. The lore, the voice, the story, 😨😨. I just love it all so much wth🖤❗️

[@metalscene]

In my restless dreams I see that town. Silent hill.

[@sabrysazai]

This video is so good, the animation, the art, the whole concept and of course... Your narration and voice, being so unique and comforting. Again, a great welcome to the community. I am sure you are going to become an incredible comfort streamer to lots of us. -An already melted sicko🖤

[@waniirenzo]

not me actually crying when i saw this lore for the first time during your debut stream :( your voice hex, gives me comfort and i’m looking forward to get to know you more! best of luck on your journey in nijisanji hex! ❤️

[@gh0style239]

The storytelling in this is absolutely top tier and your voice makes it even better, amazing work!

[@Marsiekuma]

More than a year on, I come here to listen to you & find comfort in your story. To reflect on the man, his journey, his passions & his own suffering.. Wherever you are, whenever you lay your head down to rest tonight... You survived. You pulled through before & you will again. And I am so grateful that you did, if only to tell you today that you are loved. It will get better. And I am eternally proud to have you as my Kami.. Good night & I'll see you soon. Love you

[@mimira24]

I absolutly adore him, his lore and his voice

[@Bodul_Bodre]

Helping others from deep pain, but you are holding their trauma and suffering in pain... Even though it's his ability but... it's too painful for the cost of saving people😭 Hope you feel comfy and happy with your family Hex😌

[@reiraレイラ]

"And I see that there is still more to do." Thank you, Hex.

[@silent_artycosmicsky9771]

Words can't be express by such beauty of this lore.. It is truly filled with sorrows, but it has a meaning to it.. I can relate to this a little.. but it is similar. I never asked for help as I chose to be on my own.. because I always thought it was a bother to do so. I even shut myself away from people.. But now, watching and learning from this, it still gives me bit of courage to warm up to people and try to open up fpr them... Thank you Hex.. You are another NIJI vtuber that I will always look up to. This lore brought me into tears and it feels so inspiring.. I look forward into watching your streams when I have the time.

[@elanhenderson7358]

Ok why is your lore so deep hex it literally opened old wounds back and helped me realize that those scars are still there but only you can endure and control that pain

[@silverdeer4876]

Thank you (and to the team who worked on this) for the wonderfully crafted lore video! I can tell so much hard work and creativity went into this in all aspects. Looking forward to your future activities in XSOLEIL!

[@Avva.ItsAnna]

Watching your lore still never fails to make me at awe and sad at the same time. You have an such amazing voice! Thank you for this and for working hard on your debut. Let's see each other in your future streams. I wish you luck and happiness Hexy! 🖤❗

[@Itsroriis]

0:15 fcu k Thunder scared me and caused me pain in my body

[@ni__na8683]

中文大感謝

[@yancyccc5058]

Hex,I do got amazed when it appeared,cos I use CN.your lore is really exquisite，seems my fond style, and the music fascinates me. Besides, your story is really painful but healing,You have the magic to keep me quiet and feel relaxed.I hope our meeting can fix each other❤️

[@HalovianDove]

I miss you already

[@n30n__ra1n]

Woah is that THE Hex Haywire from the hit wave XSOLEIL?

[@asraplsmarryme5246]

I absolutely love your lore. The art is great and your voice adds up to the atmosphere of the story! All in all, you and everyone who took part in this vid did an excellent job! 🖤❗

[@穆余贤]

When I saw the Chinese translation, I unconsciously confirmed again and again whether it was a official account, which made me very moved because my English was not very good

[@draconicstar1895]

This has got to be the most emotional I’ve felt from a lore video. It’s absolutely heartwarming the growth at the end. It will be a pleasure to watch your streams Hex! 🖤❗️

[@menacereconnaissance7406]

LORE 🙏

[@TheEchanVTuber]

I’m so slow I just noticed the James mirror Silent Hill 2 reference in 4:05 LOL not to mention his whole bgm in general is just SH inspired. Man of culture, I love this. Please read some horror stories for us Hex.

[@sky-flakeu7343]

The voice, the art, the lore --- perfection!

[@leniverse_0ver]

Your lore was visually stunning and you show that you are so much more than just your voice I’ll continue to support you and good luck Hex!

[@ayu-il1dq]

とても辛いと思う苦しいと思う。私はこれを見て泣きました。あなたにハグしたい🫂私はここにいるよ大丈夫だよといいたい。 私はずっとあなたが大好きです。応援しています。🥀

[@killercart]

Really liked this lore. Thanks for releasing the lore video, Hex.

[@user-neki]

想像以上に過去辛すぎて申し訳ない気持ちになった。幸せになってくれ…

[@honajung9756]

5.14 minutes of my night, being vibrated in both ears by a single voice. Dang

[@chu1_icha]

everything in this video is a whole comfort, especially your voice

[@handajong]

I really love his lore so much

[@lemlem6521]

I was waiting for this video since the debut 🙏🖤 I love it so muchh

[@__ren_._]

Me be all like : no I am fine I like the fire Hex : I can fix you

[@albanknvx]

the amount of times i have come back to rewatch this is crazy to me❤ its such an amazing video

[@nola-]

one of the most beautiful lore streams i've ever seen 🖤

[@Cr0wnie_S4n]

I love the art, the lore, Everything are amazing and a masterpiece lastly your voice is very wonderful and comforting! We love you Hex! 🤗🖤

[@Kairos_Akuma]

Holy shi..... this is... Just wonderful...And sad.. Hex my Guy... you should read a book on stream one day... This video proves once more you have the voice for it..

[@MegaApostel]

Really loved this lore vide - super well made but nothing prepared me for this voice. Because of timezone I barely can catch you live but will see all vods

[@hyeinn5030]

u cant just make me cry and leave like that bro 😭😭 wishing the best luck for you, hoping to see u reach your goals!! 🖤❗️

[@DoYouCapy]

I introduced my friend to you the other night and sent her your lore, she mentioned that you remind her of me and we had a good laugh. I am reminded of how lucky i am that after so long of building walls to secure myself away, even I have found my good people, my little tribe that cherishes even the worst version of me. Anyways maybe it's just the weather, and i now find myself sentimentally typing, your streams has been a gift, the synesthesia i get when i hear your voice, that gives warmth and the smell of crackling fire in a rainy day just helps me drift to sleep. Though this will get lost amongst the sea of adoring comments, I would like to thank you, and I'll be rooting for you and your journey!

[@chivchav]

Man... Prob the best lore i ever saw. Very pretty.

[@fai_0929]

Thanks for the translation! Love the story so much. The art, the music, and your voice are perfect

[@mermaidssong]

I was missing this man, so here I am from the future.

[@evaadreannenatasha]

I can't stop hearing this 🤧

[@KeyDiva]

This lore video is beautiful in a very unique way. The images and your voice create a mysterious atmosphere. Congratulations in your debut, Hex! 🖤

[@NinaMarieNPianoKeys]

I really love the art style of Hex's lore video. 🖤❗️

[@kiers04]

ur lore is always just as breathtaking every time i watch it

[@Alex-rg5yb]

This lore video was amazing, plus your voice is incredible

[@Ehinopx]

I want to hug him. He’s just a little guy :(

[@SleepyMiyuki]

This literally blown me away! The art, and everything about it is beautiful. I felt the emotions in this video. This was really good! I'm glad I could witness such greatness ;)

[@Kitsune_Kits]

This is so painfully beautiful..you did great! Good luck on your journey 🙏🏻🌸✨️

[@Zee090]

I loved EVERYTHING about this video. The storytelling? The art? The music? I felt - a mix of emotions. The lore was absolutely beautiful, but a bit sad as well. You did an incredible job on the video! We hope that you have an amazing time here and we all wish that you achieve so much more. We love you, Hex!

[@Marsiekuma]

Vid boostie.. Wandering back here to give you healing hugs, brain soothing pats & living forehead kisses. I know you say you'll fix us, but I wanna be there to help you heal, cheer you on as you grow. Today has been tough, but you've survived tougher & you aren't alone anymore Give yourself grace & time. Be tender in your thoughts towards yourself.. You're talking to my most favourite person in the world, please be kind and take care of him. You're irreplaceable Goo night.. Eep tight.. love you to the moon & beyond.. yours forevermore Sickling Marmoo

[@im_sushi525]

I fell asleep to this and I've been having insomnia for a few days😭😭 Thank you so much your voice is so soothing😭😭😭💕

[@bryannamanfredini9362]

Hex, that was the most comforting video I've ever seen❤

[@commom1]

This is just outstanding - the story, the art, the music, and most of all, your amazing voice. I am so excited to see what you’ll be doing in the future! Best of luck, Hex! ❤️

[@fayemelina2967]

I love this lore it's just perfect

[@law-w9r]

OMG i love ur subtitles !!!

[@espresso5990]

THIS IS SO GOOD… ONE OF MY FAVORITE LORE VIDEOS DUDE

[@artprils]

this lore video is absolutely beautiful, congratulations to everyone who worked on it! 🖤❗

[@Shu_luv]

The art and vocal and its so Relatable ☺️☺️.

[@nayoppi]

what a lore. what a voice. WHAT A VIDEO!!

[@xSOLEILhexHW]

Printing every SECOND of this masterpiece and sticking it to my wall.

[@tears0691]

The music, the art, the plot, everything is so amazing. Keep going 🖤‼️

[@frostforestS]

the video makes me feel sad😢i totally understand the feeling that i can’t fix my pain by myself, but can fix others. if you couldn’t fix yourself, that’s okay, we can try to fix you. please don’t put much sadness in your heart. love you forever 🖤❗️🖤❗️🖤

[@eijnstu]

cries

[@__Enigma_]

This is so intriguing! Waiting to see more content from you! And obviously, best of luck!

[@yaninsanchez6136]

In my restless dreams I see that reference... Silent hill 🥰🥰

[@1sleepy69]

Everything about this lore is amazing, the style, His voice, just everything is amazing, I love this.. keep up the good work hex 🖤

[@PepegaMentalAttitude]

this writing is truly perfection, magnum opus

[@xKCxDreamer]

I love your lore and the art of it as well everything is so wonderfully done. I wish you the best in your future career.

[@plissu4696]

man i love his lore so much 🥹