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just a introduction uhyuh
insta: @innhodeisland

[@PabloVlogs]

Don’t quit therapy, just find an other person that you feel gets you. You would be surprised of how many psychologist can not be equipped with the right tools to help you. You are young, good that you didn’t drop your name, beware of the creeps. And the are many diagnosis and labels people can put on to your group of symptoms, but the important thing here is focusing on what you need to thrive. Keep up man!

[@llook]

Don't dump therapy; it can be helpful a lot. If the one you visited isn't right for you, try another. Good luck with what you're doing here. I hope it helps.

[@TimaYziscooking]

my therapist lowkey made me more depressed

[@JCox-zp1bk]

Your casualness is intriguing. You're on to something.

[@lucasflanders8557]

Just commenting to support you. Hang in there. You seem really cool. I would give the therapy some more time. It is basically about getting to know yourself better and how to cope in this world

[@victorhasselblad6458]

Keep posting. You are bringing up interesting life issues that most of us have struggled through.

[@vincentgarcia468]

I’m a quiet, shy, loner person myself. In school didn’t have much friends either. Now it doesn’t bother me and it’s okay. I have always been the “odd” person, but one’s tell me that I’m not. Once people know me especially when I was younger I get told I’m weird. It doesn’t bother me anymore. So far you yourself is Awesome

[@MarkSmithBlue]

Hey you, I feel where ur at in life. I was scrolling thru KZbin and seen ur 3 streams. Ur young and have ur whole life ahead of you. I'm a loner as well, I tried therapy for 6 yrs and I wasn't getting any better, same therapist too. Don't give up on any therapy, find 1 that will give u some suggestions n listen to you. Also, love ourself, someone will come along to make you happy bud. NO ur NOT ugly. I used to say that about myself until I started to Love on me, and F what ppl think about me. Good luck on ur journey of life. Keep streaming. I'm subscribed. My name is Blue

[@stevek6979]

Keep expressing yourself. Do things that provide self care and self love to your daily life. Keep making videos

[@TheAnthonyjames]

Don't stop therapy. Dont give advice ( you're in the dark, alone ) be aware of how many times you say like and get outside and spread the love. It will come back to you. All the best.

[@timthatshim8037]

I had the same problem with a therapist that was a lady, you might want to switch to a therapist that's a man, it can make a big difference

[@Spacetimeforce]

My. I hope this message finds you well. Anhedonia can be treated and there is hope and treatments. I hope if you get help for this you will feel better. Hope you have a good week.

[@johnnyhartdawg6220]

im subscribed just to listening and to pray for you. keep posting, keep talking and know that people care about you. I'll be praying for you. i don't need a name or anything. God knows what you're thinking. Try talking to him. He loves you

[@adrianhempfing2042]

W guy for talking with us

[@pendude1256]

Talk it out! I'm ADHD and ADD and found at first it was hard to talk to people, but the more I opened up, the better I felt and the more I talked. I don't have many friends, but the ones I do have are awesome. Keep it up!!! My therapist encourages me to talk it out, and to not isolate myself, and even though it was tough at first, it got easier and easier. Keep posting, too!

[@maida-vale]

Acronyms and therapists are defence mechanisms that people hide behind as opposed to standing on their own two feet to take a cold, hard look at their weaknesses and then having the guts to overcome!!! Life takes courage and sure, there are disappointments along the way but life is not about being what you think mummy and daddy pre-ordained that you'd be!! We all have flaws and we all have to live around those weaknesses !!! IT IS CALLED " LIVING YOUR LIFE"

[@pendude1256]

@@maida-vale Interesting opinion, at best.

[@drstewart]

@@maida-vale No, initialisms and mental health professionals are tools people can use to understand why they are who they are and how they can make the changes they want. The "just do stuff" cliche is lame. You're exposing your own mummy and daddy issues though by pretending that's the root of it all.

[@МихайлоТисак-т5я]

God bless you my dearest brother

[@CoachA-CoachA]

it's understandable if you don't vibe with your therapist. perhaps seeing another one? Do you see someone for your other diagnosis? they may be all you need if you feel comfortable talking with them. this forum can be helpful as well, just be careful, most people you speak with are not licensed professionals. they may be well intended, but could give bad advice. I'm interested in following your journey. if it's cool I'll comment along the way. I wish you the best and am always happy to lend an ear or give advice

[@stevieb6368]

You seem such a nice lad. I hope you find a solution. Take refuge in your music and keep going!

[@Vince-um5nq]

I would keep trying with therapy. I know the feeling of not feeling connected to your therapist. My mom died when I was 14 and I have seen many therapists over the last 15 years. You have to keep trying until you find someone you click with. It took me trying 3 people before I found someone right for me. Then I continued to see her for 3 years.

[@pedrorochagarcia3438]

Maybe you shouldn't stop going to your therapist 😊

[@Idgiot]

maybe not but im bad at opening up to people

[@pedrorochagarcia3438]

@@Idgiot i think the YT thing may help you with that

[@MarkP-x9j]

​@@Idgiotno you're not. You are opening up to us.

[@tommoconstantly]

@@Idgiotid disagree, since you’re opening up to all of us 😌 I hope you’re doing better

[@kotashea4337]

I agree about therapy lmao. I swear she doesn't understand half the shit I say, but probably because I just lie at therapy half the time, it's scary

[@zaspalkonec6639]

"I can't feel love for anyone", "love you all". Excuse me, I am just a little cynical.

[@teddyhawkins6256]

Give this kid a break

[@randyneely209]

You sound like me...I stay and keep to myself! There's nothing wrong with that, or us. 😊

[@garybregel1572]

It's good to talk to someone about what's bothering you.

[@Doerakker]

Finding yourself a good therapist is not easy. Don’t hesitate to look for another one if you feel this ain’t it

[@markharper-w1m]

You're awesome! Keep posting bro

[@vitbottem]

just bottle that shit up 💯💯

[@stevegillam1555]

do sport, join a club, play chess with strangers,Dude have some fun, go for a walk,paint ,play, be that Boy! Your Wonderful Just let go and do it! Sit and look at the stars, lay outside at night and listen to the world, Your part of everything Wonderful. Dude BE YOU!

[@PhilipWeisman-dl4ik]

Why is it so cold in the house? Why is it so dark, is it nighttime? You have a very attractive face. But school can be superficial and full of cliques and groups. Do not fret over it. Many people are loners and late bloomers. Writing down talking points helps you to focus your attention. Speaking off the cuff is difficult. Try to not depend on the word LIKE. Like is a comparison : ice is cold just like snow. It is not a all purpose space filler. You were much better in the last half, you hit your rhythm.

[@Mark-in-Texas]

I hope you haven't become attached to and identify with your psychiatric diagnosis. We all possess personality traits/characteristics, and perhaps damage from childhood trauma/experiences, but I think we can cultivate/grow in areas that may need attention, if we so choose. They say people become psychologists and psychiatrists, because they are trying to understand their own problems and get help. As far as ADHD, I'm fairly sure that I've read of natural/healthy ways to help that. I don't really remember the suggestions, but it was probably eliminating processed/hyper-processed foods, regular exercise, exposing yourself to dally sunlight to keep your Vitamin D levels elevated. Sunlight also has a lot of other beneficial effects on the body. When you can't be exposed to the Sun, there are Vitamin D3 supplements, but you want to include Vitamin K2 so the Vitamin D3 doesn't cause calcium to deposit in your soft tissues and arteries. I wish you the best.

[@jimmygarcia9860]

Be happy 😊 and smile. Ok

[@r4h4al]

Olah. Have seen you on Matt's channel.

[@claytoneblackburn]

Just learned something new: “anhedonia”. Do you experience the following emotions: hate, love, jealousy, or envy?

[@migi5374]

Trust me, someone likes you or is intrigued by you.

[@A.Morganfit]

Keep on bro.

[@olginlest3498]

Commenting for the engagement

[@ShipsoftheOceans]

This video is ok and your life experiences can help others that may be having the same experience.

[@jimmygarcia9860]

Be confident in your self

[@cowbway8462]

You sure you’re not at least bi? Because like I’m totally umm getting like vibes

[@Idgiot]

ummmm likkeee um like

[@clickandlearnsoftware4230]

Let's let him express himself on his own terms and his own timeline. Right now he just needs us to listen and support him by sending him our own positive "vibes." (in my opinion).

[@cowbway8462]

Lmao 😂

[@cowbway8462]

@ at least you have a healthy sense of humour!

[@Dakota-207]

I kinda got that vibe also but honestly..i dont care if hes bi, gay, str8 or whatever. He seems pretty awesome to me. just be yourself bro

[@leoancherani2223]

Hello👋 I just subscribed to your channel today, I also just gave you like now.👍👌

[@adamshaw7191]

If you're not getting on with your therapist and she doesn't get you, it's unlikely to be helpful in the long term. So dump her and find a new one that you think you'll be able to move forward with. Finding a good therapist is a bit like shopping for winter coats. There are tons on the rack and sometimes you have to try on a few before you find the perfect fit. Some of the most creative people started off as shy people, before they found whatever outlet for their creativity showed its way. Then again, some serial killers also started out like loners, so I guess that's not very helpful! But, in time, you'll find your way. I'm not sure doing videos in the dark is ideal, I mean you've got nearly 30 comments in the first few days, imagine how many more that would have been if we could have seen you more clearly! 😉 Gosh dang it, when I started this comment, it was gonna be so positive and refreshing, but it hasn't turned out that way, oh well. never mind. Sometimes it is just that way. I'll do better with the next one. !!

[@gregsmith8121]

💙

[@creator000]

It's not weird af at all, it's what thousands if not millions of people do on YT. It is a way of having therapy. You can do the talking and wait for responses. I want to ask why are you alone 24 hours a day at home? Where is your family? Anyway, that is your business not ours or mine. Look forward to more of your chats bud.

[@TheRandomView]

Sounds like you need to find a different therapist. It took me a bit to find the right one. Wishing you all the best.

[@kiwifarms]

Do things, no need for therapy if you are shy and anxious. Part time job, gym, sports, friends and hobbies are things to build on. Don't bother with meds.

[@jimmygarcia9860]

Your not wierd and its good to message and make friends.

[@TheSteinmetzen]

Have you ever thought about getting into literature? It can be a different dimension from music. I am listening, bud. I am listening to you. 😉

[@kennymccollough412]

Hang in there dude!! Need someone to chat with hit me up!! I’m a great listener!!

[@NathanJoseph-u4g]

Kenny has got ya 👍

[@kennymccollough412]

@ I’m always here for ppl that need to talk!! I’ve dealt with a lot of crap over the past 4yrs between losing my mom and becoming pregnantly disabled..

[@jeffreylee9799]

Hopefully you have a job, a hobby, or some activity that you enjoy and can focus on. Something besides those diagnosis.

[@johnryan3913]

Hey, watched the second one first, then the first one. If your therapist doesnt get you make them get you! There are already loads of comments about that topic. I hope you continue to make more of these videos I just sit in the house looking at my phone in the dark and frankly Im sick of it. Im the opposite of anhedonic, Im in love with love and feel pretty much everything. Do you mind what people say to you? I want to be respectful. Any other siblings besides your brother? Thanks, make some more, I hope you dont just quit. John

[@r4h4al]

Hello again. Did you like my picture?

[@johnryan3913]

@r4h4al Where is it? Do you have Insta account or...?

[@r4h4al]

@@johnryan3913 Yep.

[@johnryan3913]

@@r4h4al unable to access your insta ??

[@johnryan3913]

@@r4h4al couldn't find you either under this handle or MB 😭

[@bekzerekzer]

u are me and i am u

[@Doerakker]

What does your nickname idgiot stand for?

[@jimmygarcia9860]

Take care of yourself ok.

[@benjaminrich4388]

This is you talking and everyone else listening

[@jimmygarcia9860]

You just need to be confident in your self. Your shy but its ok 👍.

[@PatrickRuddy-po9cq]

I love you

[@jimmygarcia9860]

😮

[@SynthwaveDuck]

Welcome to KZbin. Good going asking for help. First off, sucking your teeth before you talk will turn off people to you. I know it can be a comfortable habit but it hurts you socially. Touch your face less. Seen to indicate weakness. Sit up straight. You wanna be a stud? That's exactly what you can be. Up to you!

[@porsche187]

Where u living

[@Perspectologist]

KZbin probably isn’t a good substitute for therapy. You might consider trying a different therapist to see if you can find a better fit. I was a blogger years ago, that helped me to find an online community. Just be careful, the internet is full of wonderful and horrible people. You are the master and commander of the ship of your own destiny. You have agency over the path ahead. Plane a course and steer your ship. Awareness is a great first step on the road to change.

[@Ryanboy2020]

Im a therapist, Licensed Trauma therapist. I would like to help you. If you would like to reach out please do.

[@ALynna_Backuppp2201]

hey

[@igregmart]

Read the King James bible, THE HOLY BIBLE for English speaking people.

[@808rocker808]

Very handsome 😍 You’ll find your people in time.

[@johnhoward9638]

Take your Time , God will Direct you to someone. When Everything is Right , If it is Gods Will God will make it Happen.

[@NathanJoseph-u4g]

John, god has a whole bible with books over tribes killing tribes , floods, bringing people back to life and end of the world stuff involving blowing of horns and stuff. I do not think he concerns himself with finding girlfriends/boyfriends etc. He be dealing with the big existential stuffs.

[@johnhoward9638]

Things Happen when you least Expect it. Looking for Someone. Don’t do that . Let it happen on its own Own Time.❤✌️🙏🫵