My Struggle with an Eating Disorder

Hi everyone! I can't thank all of you enough who have commented and shared your feelings with me here, on twitter and on Facebook!! This new series is something I've been wanting to do, but I didn't know if I could do it! Your sweet and inspiring words touched me so deeply, and I realized I won't be doing this alone! We would be doing this together! I know whether or not you've had an eating disorder, a lot of us struggle with body image and feeling accepted. I'm so excited about all the things we have planned for this new series!! Please come on this journey with me and keep commenting!! I Love you all!! Thank you for watching!!
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[@96summer96]

It breaks my heart that you went through this Kayli. You are so beautiful inside and out. Out of all the Shaytards, you were instantly my favourite not just because of your natural beauty, but because your kindness and heart was instantly apparent. I look up to you so much and I had no idea you went through this until today. You are such an inspiration. I send so much love your way.

[@martinezvanessa9]

You Miss, took the words right out of my mouth. I couldn't agree more. I absolutely love Kayli for the beautiful person she is. She is just beautiful inside and out. And, it truly is heartbreaking to know that such a beautiful soul went through so much heartache and struggle.

[@jesso9246]

I couldn't agree more with the both of you. She is such an amazing person and it is so horrible that she had to go through this.

[@libbydaniells3706]

Hi Kayli, I just wanted to tell you how much strength you are giving me as I am struggling with my eating disorder. I watch your videos everyday and I hope one day I can be as strong and happy you are. Thank you for everything

[@rbolton2010]

Kayli, you have know idea how this video made me feel. I have been stuggling with self image issues for the past six years, and to know that someone as beautiful and wonderful as you has felt the same way make me feel better. Not because I would wish these feelings on anyone, but because I feel like I am truly no alone in this. I have been working at getting better but you make me want to get past this even more. You inspire me.

[@BeatleDarlingxx]

These videos really hit home for me; not as someone who has an eating disorder, but the person I love with all my heart has one, and she's now in recovery, but she's in the very early stages and it's so hard, but these videos really open my eyes to what she may be going through...I can't thank you enough for posting these videos Kayli, You're a beautiful person.

[@camo_crafter575]

Kayli, just stay strong. Don't ever give up. You are a beautiful woman and seeing you have if fun in vlogs of shays and in videos of yours make me smile. I struggle a lot with anxiety and just recently panic attacks. Just seeing you saying your not alone and let me help in anyway I can really makes me happy. So I struggle with anxiety so much to the point that I would feels sick anywhere but home. It was so bad they had to bring a police officer to my school to tell me why I needed to go to school I was almost taken by another officer but I wasent. It was so bad that I refused to go to school for more than eighteen days. I am still behind in math which means I have to take extended math next year when I'm a freshmen. I haven't really opened up to anyone yet but you have inspired me to do that so thank you I know i will probally cry as I tell my counsiling group at school but I will be thinking of how strong you were and that you opened up so I can too. I wanna share a little quote with you"put your hand on your chest. Feel that? That's you reason to live" I really hope you see this and read it and hope that you will reply

[@kettering32]

Kayli you're freakin gorgeous & such an inspiration to me. Im not overweight but my brother and his friends know I struggle with my body image. They constantly call me fat, and even though I know I'm not overweight there is still that little voice in my head that replays them calling me fat. It has definitely crushed my confidence, and you are helping me so much! -3 all of you guys!

[@ARTandFUN101]

i love you kayli! loving the entire butler family!

[@Lucimar76]

I just found your channel by accident and I'm glad I did it. You're beautiful the way you are and your videos are amazing full of great ideas and super organized💖

[@littleredrunnerfly]

You are the best at being you! Thanks for sharing your story! Love to you and your family!

[@SuperTxangel]

Oh my goodness I had no idea. I hate my body esp after having kids. My sisters in law lost every thing & I hung on to mine & it sucks. You are beautiful & inspiring.

[@Silveryback]

Wow, watching this made me think of things differently; I've loved my body, always been naturally thin and never understood how other women could have body issues. I thought those who did were just panning for attention. Thinking about it from another perspective is something I've never done. Thinking, "Oh, they're just weird" is not the case. It actually IS a problem. I'm 24, you'd think I'd know that. What an emotional video but eye-opening, I won't be so judgmental, so thank you.

[@itsmyorangepaint]

Kayli, first off I love how you spell your name...just saying :) haha I love that you became so open about it to people that you don't even know personally! You're helping so many people by talking about this. Good job! :)

[@alynesouza2766]

I totally understand how it feels, I dont have an eating disorder but I suffer from severe anxiety, and people around never understand and think thats something you can just click a button and stop, I truly wish it was that easy, then I would stoped 8 years ago, when it started, and had passed through my teenage normally, and now I would be a normal adult who's not scared to travel or go to a party, date, search for a job without have a anxiety crise, like I am now...somedays its really hard to stay hopeful, but then I realize there's nothing else I can do beyond be hopeful and keep on therapy and meds...

[@jaclyndavis899]

This made me cry :( omg I love you so much, your amazing

[@lucy798]

Go to shayloss, his exercising and healthy eating is SO inspiring! All the best xx

[@OliviaLovesMusic96]

You are so beautiful Kayli! I really mean it inside and out you are so gorgeous!

[@VantaStar]

I'm balling right now :( This video is so touching!

[@jessbratt99]

God bless you. Kayli I love you u r so honest and true ....I feel that being perfect is how we r supposed to be but NOBODY. Is perfect and know I think Idc if anybody sees ,me the way I am it how I am and I prod :) u r beautiful in and out

[@MrsRyanna01]

Thats me also I know how it feels but just know there are better ways and your friends accept you. Ignore everyone I have a tummy too I hate it because all of my friends are also skinny. But then I think I'm not 300 pounds and have health problems. Im only 130 and I'm healthy. I'm active and I eat okay. I love junk-food too. Just know your not alone

[@sweetummi123]

Hey... i just wish you read this and reply.. i have the same problem but i don't have a eating disorder but i do feel like starving myself and not eating any food.. this video made my day and. my new years resolution is to make sure i eat healthy and do workout and not feel bad about myself :) i feel like im not confident because of my size.. please give me ideas on how to stay motivated and strong... i love all your videos because they make me happy and you are so creative.. thank you once again for sharing your feelings :) xox

[@kristin5732]

Some people will never get it. You can't just stop thinking like that, you can't just feel great about yourself cuz others tell you how pretty you are. At the end of the day it doesn't matter what people say to you, 100 people could tell you how pretty you are in a day and you will still feel like an ugly person, it also doesn't matter if people say hurtful things because at this point people can't be any meaner to you than you are to yourself and that's the truth. It's def a struggle and I am

[@amywalker3268]

You are an amazing mom and you are so beautiful. Stay strong.

[@clairelonespi4024]

You are such a beautiful person Kayli inside and out ! I Love You and your family so much ! Don't change stay as You are 💕💕💕 Love from France

[@JustmeNici]

Rewatching this still brings tears to my eyes. I remember watching this for the first time. I was 13 back then and I recognized the first part of your story. I remember the pain that I felt back then and doing the exact same thing as you did in your health class. I could see the pain the it had brought to you, but I could not hear anything but a solution in it. I promised myself to lose ten pounds and went way beyond that, but here I am today. I am now rewatching this and trying to see it from a different aspect. I now feel like I actually get your story and I want to promise myself to stop hurting myself, but I do not feel like I can.

[@JustmeNici]

spoiler alert I didn't recover for two more years

[@LynsanityXOXOXO]

I don't know if what I went though was an eating disorder but I was defiantly depressed and would just think to myself "if I just looked better I would feel better" and I would just not eat for days to the point that I would be passing out. But the strange part was that I remember being mad at my parents for not noticing (both parents worked long hours) and even though I was the one lying and saying I had eaten I would get angry at them for not seeing though my lies or seeing that I was depressed.

[@sofiaoconnell3397]

This story is so similar to anna saccone jolys , you two should do a video together ! That would be so cool 💗

[@36742650885]

your precious honey, and beautiful, Bless you sweetheart

[@emmarowden1990]

Kayli, this video made me cry. I don't have an eating disorder but I've always struggled with my body image and liking myself. It's always been hard for me to feel comfortable in my own skin. And I just want you to know that you are beautiful and anybody out there who is struggling with an eating disorder or liking themselves, whatever it may be, this is a tough time but you will get through. We all need to love one another and be the shoulder to cry on and support each other.

[@VictoriaLovesY0UX]

I'm totally the same

[@Grace-uc4dg]

i have thought off starving myself but i am so happy to hear i am not the only one. i feel encouraged to stop now

[@Grace-uc4dg]

thank you

[@dinaaraoz7975]

I was looking for a lasagna recipe....I went to your page because you just seemed so sweet. You are without question, beautiful. I am sorry it is hard for you to see that. It is hard for so many woman to love themselves. I too struggle(d) with an eating disorder. It is important that you realize you are beautiful (but I know this takes time). We spend too much of our lives seeing ourselves through eyes that do not see right (where we can see the beauty in others but not in ourselves). Beauty is found in so many forms. I think it is terrible when I hear women bashing themselves, feeling guilty...........for eating. God bless you and your family and I wish you nothing but the best!

[@freyacook6998]

This isn't about lasagna

[@Ezra57]

+Freya Cook Correct. As stated, I was looking for a lasagna recipe (she has one on her channel). I was browsing her videos and came across this one..... but thank you captain obvious 😆

[@jillsophia7921]

Oh kayl I who cares about what those mean people say if they don't accept you you are beautiful and pretty after all the niceness you have been to your kids God loves you all I care about is how nice you are who cares about your look I love you be happy 💄👠👗👛✉️📩📨🇺🇸🎀🎁💖💗💕💞💓❤️💙💚💛💜🍎🍊🍙🍞🍞🍝🍢🍢🍢🍢🍣🍎🍉🍉🍍🍈🍈🍠🌽🍋🍑🍖👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨😇😊😀😄😃

[@brookeb4014]

Kayli you are amazing. I have a 11 year old has a eating disorder she passed away a few days ago.

[@gracie203]

brooke b I'm so sorrry god bless her

[@brookeb4014]

I am very sad. But am happy it put her out of her misoury. Thankyou so much for the kind comments. Your soooo sweet. It not only afected me but it has affected my other kids. Its been hard but its over.

[@FashionForeverMx3]

brooke b im so sorry. God bless!

[@brookeb4014]

Thankyou all for the sweet comments. It has been very hard with my other children and all. But they really miss their sister. That was my oldest daughter all of my kids looked up to her. But really thankyou all sooo much you are all so sweet.

[@kaitlynnmcewen1666]

I know how you feel

[@kirstensneddontiktok]

@HeyKayli WOW I cant imagine what you are going through but you are beautiful and a strong women! I found out that I diagnosed with Anxiety in 2015! I got sick every morning, cried, lost 10 pounds, did not leave my house for 2 weeks, didn't even leave my bed unless i went to the bathroom. I slept, and missed school for two weeks as well. I was so nervous to go back to school that day i went back to! You inspire me! I look up to you and i hope you respond to this because I have you as my role model! Stay strong!!!

[@elizalde..elizalde7765]

Kayli you are a very strong young young woman. I'm sorry what happened to you put in glad you are still a live because you and casey's make a perfect couple and perfect 👌 family. 👌👌👌👌👌👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👌👌👌👌👌👌👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

[@shayl7978]

Thank you so much Kayli ❤️

[@hannahhoftiezer6274]

Kayli there's hope in everyone I'm glad that you're so open about this and touching hearts ❤️❤️❤️ God can help you through it

[@victoriadellecurti7557]

I watched this series before, but a couple weeks ago I got called fat and ugly so I started watching the series again to see if it can help me a little bit. I really haven't eaten much since that day so I hope this helps when I watch these.

[@katanacutie]

+Victoria DelleCurti Aw honey I'm so sorry to hear that! I'm sure you are absolutely beautiful and wonderful inside and out. The most important thing is that you are you, and I once heard someone say "You could be the most beautiful, sweetest, most delicious, juicy, pink peach in the entire world, the perfect peach, and there will still be someone in the world who doesn't like peaches. And that gets me through when someone doesn't like me or says something unkind. Just be the perfect peach that you are and forget about those who's tastes are developed enough to appreciate you. Easier said than done, but you can do it!!

[@victoriadellecurti7557]

+katanacutie thank you so much means a lot! I have gotten so much better!!! Thank you for this sweet comment!

[@jess-kq6yu]

i know this is an old video and you may not see this but I am new to the Shaytards videos and I immediately thought to myself how beautiful you are once i discovered you and who you are! i was very shocked to stumble onto this video and to learn that you went through this. i am so sorry that you had to experience those feelings but i really want you to know how beautiful and kind you are! you have this light about you and it truly does shine on the videos and i hope that you are able to see that in yourself because I see it!!

[@sezzyahmed7373]

Yer ı noticed her beauty too. There's something about her that shines.

[@emiliasammy6285]

Wipe those tears from your eyes.Your an angle.

[@elsafairytale5998]

Emilia Sammy *angel

[@DareTheDream]

Thank you so much for sharing your story. You are so beautiful, I'm currently facing the battle of trying to become healthy. It's only in the past few months I have begun to acknowledge the fact I have an issue and it needs to be addressed. For so long I convinced myself that everyone was lying and I didn't have an issue but I think I do.... You inspire me I want so badly to get better and follow my dreams and return to the job I once loved. I so badly want to get married and start a family and I know I can't do these things until I start to work on getting my mind and body healthy. Thank you so much for being so open I couldn't imagine how hard it must have been to be so open. You are so inspiring and so beautiful. xxxx

[@ashleyghattas4729]

you are such a huge role model for young woman and girls. you are utter perfection!

[@ASHMO1225]

Kayli you're so strong, I look up to you. You're truly amazing💜 I struggle with my body everyday and it sucks. 😪

[@kimo9056]

You will be okay, stay strong.... For me?

[@jenniferstewart87]

I only just realised you had a channel (after watching Casey's family vlog) had no idea you went through this, you are a very inspiring person and thank you for sharing xx

[@ambermoonen5883]

You are so beautiful, i'm jealous at your kids that they have such an awesome mom

[@rosehower]

kayli, my subscription box said this was an upload from today, and I don't know how I didn't see it before (I've been around a long time) but I wanted to say thank you for putting this out there, and being real, being you. each of us has struggle in our lives and its there for more than just us to overcome, it's there also for us to walk through and help others along the journey if we can. and I think that's important that you are trying to reach others and just say hey I'm here on this journey too. congrats on baby too! you are a wonderful mom, I look to you as the soft kindhearted mom, sweet sensitive and true. a role model, and a peer. than you for being the best you that you can be, it's all we can do. and you're making a difference in my life, and I know in others too. thank you Kayli

[@AlluSuatana]

Everybody's bodies are beautiful. It doesn't matter if you are big or skinny. After been bullied for over 6 years for my weight and going to therapy and being depressed. I decided to start loving my self and being my self. Now im happy and live my life how want to live it.

[@juliadavies3514]

I also feel like I gain a lot of weight and my friends are skinny and have beautiful bodies, and I never get the chance to exercise. I am only ten and I almost weigh 100 pounds thank you for all support I think people like to lose weight, but they're ignoring the fact that everyone has the perfect body, even if it's different than others and to keep looking up. Love you!

[@juliadavies3514]

Em Dunzo thank you so much! You are so sweet and kind. I think we should have more people in the world like you! Don't you?

[@courtneyboriff47]

heykayli wipe those tears you are who you are and no one can change that I am really sorry you are going through this you are really beautiful you have your kid there for you and see will be more then happy to help you get though this and a wonderful husband I love watching your videos and I will always love them

[@TheShelbyBabakioff]

Thank you so much for this. You are an incredible soul.

[@abbeygehring6696]

Kayli your such a beautiful girl and you are brave and hope that you had a good trip

[@bakingwithkkwolf2192]

I started to cry when u started to cry please don't cry!!! I will support u all the way!!!

[@alondra1887]

Hello I'm new and I subscribed and this is a very touching story 😊👏✋❤️❤️❤️

[@janaboschetti5787]

I came across this video just last night and I had to watch it, thanks so much for sharing your story I can relate to the way you were feeling at the time, I too had an eating disorder when I was younger, not many people know, sometimes it's still something I struggle with. Not going to go into much more detail.

[@Amy-yv4ry]

Hi Kayli, I don't know if you'll ever read this, but thank you for being so brave to share this with us on KZbin. I wonder how you're doing now with all this. I haven't had an eating disorder but I definitely relate to having issues with my size and my weight. When I was in school, I was the bullied kid. I remember one day, a bunch of the girls who never spoke to me, said how skinny I was and how great that was that I would never have had to diet. I ate plenty, I just put on the weight late, at 17ish it caught up with me. I think that really stuck with me, even though it shouldn't have, and I felt like skinniness was the one thing I had. As I got older and I struggled to be skinny, I felt like I'd lost the one good thing I had. I'm tall and I used to be tall and skinny, for a short while. Now, I can't not be curvy. I try to feel ok about it but it feels like curves look good on other women but not on me. I think the only reason I don't have an eating disorder and haven't gone as far as you did is because I have reminded myself often "What does it matter", compared to bigger more important things. I know that maybe wouldn't work for everyone but it is what has helped me to take my mind off worrying about my weight. At work, a lot of women talk for a long, long time about calorie counting, they're obsessed, and honestly it's boring! I don't want to be that person who only talks about weight loss and calories. So I try to remind myself that even if I am curvier than I'd like, it doesn't matter, I should still laugh and have fun and not worry about it too much, my body clearly likes having a little bit of fat on it :). I really hope you're doing better now Kayli and have maybe even got past this, best wishes 💗 Amy

[@samanthathomas4465]

Your different in a good way my mommy is just you ok she is still doing great 😃

[@mollywestmoreland9731]

I have never struggled with an eating disorder, however I have struggled with addiction, and I think they are more similar than most understand. I used to be that person that thought just eat? They I hear those people say just stop your addiction? So I have a lot of respect for not only your ability to stop, but your choice to share this because people are SO mean and not empathetic so GOOD FOR YOU

[@fluttershythepychopath4772]

I know how it feels to want to be accepted in the 7th grade it got really bad I was depressed I kept on comparing myself to other girls and think oh why can't I look like that and I'm 15 and I still compare myself and I hate doing it I don't want to see pretty girl and think why can't I look like that I know that I'm fine the way i am and I know that some guy is ment to be with me but I just some guy come up to me for once

[@always_saretta]

Just to tell you HOW STRONG and HOW SWEET you are! Thank you, really.

[@gabbiebravo6723]

I tried to stop eating for a few days a while ago. A few days ago I was thinking about doing it again. *Note I'm 12* I hate my body and weight gain runs in my family. I don't know what to do. I also puke a lot because of anxiety. I just don't know what to do. My mom wanted to get me a therapist to talk about my feelings. Is that a thing I should tell him/her? Please help.

[@AA-rj8zu]

yes you should try to get help! try to remember you are loved and no matter what your size is you are beautiful! life is too short to just care about your body enjoy your life! go out make friends eat amazing food and enjoy every single moment of it

[@EmDunzo]

I completely agree with sara m , Gabbie Bravo you are so BEAUTIFUL, and perfect exactly the way you are. I know it's a day to day struggle and I have absolutely been there too. It will be hard to be open with your mom and/or your therapist, but I PROMISE you it will be worth it, because you will have people who love and care about you behind you instead of dealing with it and struggling daily on your own. You are not alone! xoxo

[@AA-rj8zu]

preach guuurl! :)

[@maggers143]

I just remembered on the moms view you mentioned an eating disorder, so I knew I had to look it up. I just got diagnosed with anorexia this past year even though i've been struggling with it for a couple years. I always think that if I just push away my thoughts that I am healed or that how can I be a child of God and have an eating disorder-its either one or the other. And it honestly just sucks how much an eating disorder can manipulate your thoughts. I havent told many people yet, only a couple of closed friends know and my therapists. I havent even told my parents yet.

[@charleechilds1259]

What episode of the moms view did she mention it?

[@laurenarnold5602]

Kayli I have the same issue and I'm eleven I know its hard we still have hope for a good life so don't be ashamed xxx let Jesus be happy for you x

[@shanellereid7860]

your beautiful dont cry be your self dont let any tell you your to old so on you are my favorite from all the video vlog. and you make me feel more happy and so grateful your like the medicine to make people feel unsad

[@chloe_bruhh7671]

Kayli you are one of the most perfect youtubers out there and i'm not just saying that you don't ever need to feel this way bc you have a husband and children and family and viewers that love you you are so inspiring for me to watch and i don't ever want you to change ♡

[@TheOtherSideOfAlex]

so sad and upsetting I can't imagine that type of pain but know that there are people that give a shit about all of you

[@mariakim395]

Why are you so beautiful?💕

[@elizalde..elizalde7765]

Kayli you are a very strong young young woman. I'm sorry what happened to you put im glad you are still a live you and casey's make a perfect couple and perfect 👌 family. 👌👌👌👌👌👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👌👌👌👌👌👌👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

[@lilidavis375]

Your are such a inspiration for me. I have eating disorder and been struggling for 3 years. I am having a counsellor and it's hard when your parent don't believe me and don't like to ask for help. I've had really rough time. I self harmed and purge so many times. I have over come the self harming but now again I purge. I have tried to go to a eating disorder specialist. I went for the first session and I didn't go again. So I got a way by missing meal while I was at school I lied so many times. I told my parent I wonted to get well. So my parents supported me and the only thing I'm letting me help me is my school counsellor and my parent didn't know and still don't now I see her still. I got pulled since I was year 7 and it stopped last year what was year 11. I am year 12 know and right now I'm struggling with reading and writing. I bio eve I'm dyslexia but my parent don't believe me. My parent don't understand me so that's why I have an eating disorder.

[@katelynroddy6720]

your beautiful kayli.

[@jennenanana]

Your so beautiful and I have the Opposite problem I have trouble gaining wait i dont like my body cause I feel like I look gross an my bones stick out but I eat an im trying to eat more then I normally do but I still cant gain wait or I gain a pound an then lose it and some people say im not gross but I think what made me feel that way is when we looked at my moms wedding picks an she pointed out my bones an said I looked gross I never told her but that effected me a lot :-( so my problem is kind of the opposite I feel like im not normal because im so skinny but I love you and love watching you even though my problems opposite its kind of smilary in a way an you have helped me alittle bit thank you kaylia for saying your story you are beautiful an brailee is so lucky both your kids are lucky to have you as a mom love you kaylia

[@velvetgarden7429]

I'm exactly the same x I know how you feel xoxo

[@jennenanana]

Thanks charlie ainley it feels Good knowing your not the only one who feels the way you do thank you and i bet you are beautiful inside an out :-) xoxo

[@jennenanana]

Or charlie ainley was your comment to kaylia either way she is beautiful inside an out and so are you!!

[@amiistar11]

I know how you feel, i'm always judged about the way i look i try to eat loads but i never gain weight. Clothes dont look nice on me. My mum's friends think i keep myself skinny on purpose but i get so upset when i look at my legs especially. However i feel like as i get older i am starting to put in weight. I feel a lot better than i ever did when i was younger. I was getting weighed by a teacher and i remember her saying 'you need to eat more' that hit me the most.

[@bonjourchristina]

Omg Kayli I love you and appreciate you SO much. I didn't even know about this series until now and I have been watching you for a while, and I always have thought how beautiful, skinny, and perfect you were! Even while pregnant I thought how beautiful you are and I hope I can look like that when I am pregnant! I cried the whole time. Love you

[@kendalschwenton6921]

Kayli, I know I'm young but my parents always tell me that I speak so well meaning I use good words and good language. You are so beautiful and I know everyone on here is just saying "why would she do this she is the most beautiful woman ever." Yes I think that too about you but I do understand that it was an addiction. You are so sweet and so beautiful. I'm so glad that you're getting better and yes there is hope for a normal life! You are so amazing I love you stay strong!

[@kayleighgaines5142]

in the first 55 seconds it made me cry.

[@AnjuandManju23]

You're soo freaking beautiful

[@annagaona7902]

After watching the butlers for the last 6 months.. I always thought Kayli was perfect. She had beautiful hair! A perfect a family! And everything...she is "famous" on YT...etc. But after watching this video and crying with you kayli. I have like the upmost respect for you! You're a warrior! Love you!

[@Janehotmail642]

I cried, you are so brave and so strong and you being you is the best thing you can do. We are all here for you and I had no clue you went through this terrible experience. But I am so happy you got out of it!!! Your beautiful and don't let anyone tell you different, your smile makes the world shine, so keep on smiling pretty girl because god wants you here got a reason and Your beautiful. This gave me chills, I love you, stay strong. Xoxo:')

[@tinadoyle237]

Bless you & your strength!!!

[@Catrilo]

Your beautiful in every way

[@MsRanialove]

my goodness, kayli. you have me tearing up over here. i feel your pain so much and i too am currently struggling with accepting myself. i never had an eating disorder, but i'm struggling with the fact that i feel worthless. it's gotten to a point where i hate looking at myself in front of the mirror. and the worst thing of all is i feel forced or obligated to keep this to myself cause i always feel like noone could possibly understand how i feel ... :'(. the feeling has gotten worse and idk what to do...

[@mylifecolorpink]

Keep it up Kayli! God bless you. You are going to do it!! And all of those struggling, it will be over! Stay strong and love yourself the way you are. (As you look out to be like another person... Someone else is looking out to be like you... So just be YOURSELF!!!!

[@maddyabbott497]

GOSH Kayli, you are so strong, I'm so touched by your story. I share in that pain as I see so much of myself in what you are saying. With family support I saw myself through it all, everything you are saying is bringing back a flood of memories and emotions.This has literally has brought me to tears. You are so beautiful, and telling us about past struggles makes you as a person seem so much more beautiful, genuine, honest, loving, and stronger for sharing this... I don't think you understand how much of a difference you have made in sharing... You are much stronger then I. Your 3 kids are so lucky to have you as a mother and example. I have been watching your for more than a year... and didn't realize I hadn't subscribed! Love you!

[@VictoriaLovesY0UX]

IM CRYING SO BAD😒

[@naomiely7123]

Kayli you are beautiful

[@Mislawful]

Thank you for sharing your story Kayli. I'm 30 now and I did struggle with this issue when younger. It's a tough battle because you're battling against yourself. But you now have kiddies to look after and be a good role model for, you have a husband who loves you for you. Stay strong and keep inspiring!

[@s80294s]

I've commented many times before on kayli's eating disorder videos, but I love watching these tbh.. I feel like it brings me closer to her in a way. she is such a beautiful mother to her three beautiful kids. and a beautiful person inside and out.. I love her and the whole butler family... she's doing so many things right... love you Kayli!!💙

[@sammeadows320]

I want to give you a hug right now

[@poprocksglamour]

I went through bulimia for about 2 years in high school, my wake up call came when my mum had my try on my bridesmaid dress for her wedding (which had fit me a few months earlier) and it was HUGE. She told me I had to get through this otherwise she would call off her wedding until I was better. My recovery was gradual but I did it. The struggle is ongoing and I find myself feeling sick after meals and I find it tough to diet and exercise and not be obsessive about it. I'm 24 now and I know I will probably struggle for a lot longer with this illness, it never goes away. To any young girls out there who are struggling, please find the courage to tell someone, a friend, an adult, a teacher. It is the first step toward a normal life. You are really strong for making this video Kayli!

[@cam16164]

i so sorry :(

[@marieandmerry2505]

Thank you so much Kayli! You have made me more aware and educated about matters like these. You are such a beautiful inspiration to a lot of people, myself included and I thank you for that. I thank you for your advice: to be the best me that I can be and to just love myself. This is something I will carry with me. I will pray for you during your journey and wish you and your family good health! Thanks for the love!

[@brittany3966]

I was watching your latest video about your pregnancy update, catching up because I haven't visited your channel lately, when this video came up in the recommended videos. I clicked on it because as someone who is "recovered" from bulimia, I really appreciate hearing someone else's story to know that I truly am not alone.. But a few minutes in, I was in tears. I relate to your story so drastically and it hit me like a freight train. I was five years recovered until I had a bad slip up this year, but I'm giving it my all to get back on track. Thank you so much for sharing your story, Kayli.

[@alvisforsgren]

You are so strong!

[@ashleycouncilman1885]

Kayli, you are a beautiful person. Don't worry about what people think or what anybody else looks like. What matters is that you like you for you...I love you Kayli, and you have a wonderful life and a good heart. ❤

[@bethanysolway]

Kayli you will be accepted by all of us you are so inspiring and u have inspired me so much I have had a problem with my weight and I was 8.6 and I got to 7.4 stone (btw i am only 12 x) because your determination has got me this far you are so so so amazing you are my role model you are so amazing xx I am looking forward in my life and moving on because u and caseys up bring has inspired me so so so much! I hope u read this xxxxx Btw to anyone on Instagram I am called cookiedoughbeth x

[@bekivega1993]

I never would of thought you had this problem I was watching all your videos thinking you are so beautiful and have a perfect life and suddenly i came across this video.... you are to beautiful to even have problems of this type

[@janreichard5511]

I just finished watching Portia Rossi DeGeneres talking about her struggles with her eating disorder. It was so informative and enlightening. Then listening to you saying the same things was brave and so helpful for you and for so many others going through the same thing. It reminds us to not look at the outside because you and Portia are both beautiful and perfect in that regard but we don't see the broken, hurting person inside. Thank you for sharing. 💗💕

[@adricastro]

You're so beautiful Kayli, such a wonderful human and person. Our life is better because you're in it!

[@charley110902]

I am 11 years old I don't like my body people make front of me but I put them to the back of my head and I got on, you are such a inspiration to me and I look up to you, you are beautiful in every way there is. I love you kali 😘❤️

[@aandastunts3686]

@heykayli you are so strong to say all this in front of so many people. My sister went through a eating disorder and she attempted suiside *spell check. It was the hardest time of my life I cried like almost everyday and I could call her but I knew it would only make me cry I could only get 2 words out before I cried. It was so scary for me an I was so young I was only 11 when she did that. It is a scary experience to go through and to have a sister who goes through it.

[@kyliebrocato5044]

You are beautiful and don't forget that God will get you through it just pray 💕 I love you so much

[@katiemclaughlin1653]

Kayli I am so proud of you I look up too you sooo much

[@PrimadonnaGirl95]

I felt the same way, but never went on a full eating disorder. I do still have body image issues, bit you need to let go and just be free. Body weight is such a minor part of life, happiness is accepting who you are.