Hi!! Chatty GRWM | Weight | Depression | End of Youtube? | Life in general

[@lillytorerro2239]

I have followed your journey - on and off - for years and I think you are showing the world that life isn´t just a soapy YT bubble, you are real and that is what I like about you. I remember your first pregnancy video, I was soo excited for you

[@twainslureca]

Pleaaaasse keep your channel. Remember, your audience has grown up too. We came from the old KZbin days where big production, branding oneself and hawking products didn’t exist. We want simple and realistic! You’re relatable and your nostalgic for us. We miss you and accept you whenever you want to post. No schedules or need to post regularly. Take care of you and trust me when you speak on matters that a lot of us can relate to, you are doing much bigger things than most of these big KZbinr’s are. Take care Elise!

[@hollyshahan4320]

I legit squealed with joy to see you in my feed! I promise you so many of us are in the EXACT same boat as you as far as weight, depression, Mom guilt, etc. I personally would love to go on a group Keto journey. Low carb is the only thing that has ever been successful for me long term for weight loss. I’ve lost about 30 pounds but I’ve been stalled for months because I slacked off. I’ve been lucky not to pack it all back on but that’s not going to last forever. We love you Elise, and I myself am happy to see your face even if you post messy, unedited videos. That’s reality, and we all live here. ❤️ You’ve got this sister.

[@DCHL5260]

It is good to see you back. I hope you continue with your channel. I can relate to a lot of what you are going through. I am also at my all time highest weight depressed and still love makeup but haven’t done a full face since I don’t know when. I also have super sensitive eyes and have been staying away from eyeliner.

[@debmazzarese4960]

Yes! This video was what was needed to talk about depression. I’ve suffered on and off with depression for 10 years. People need to talk more so that no one ever feels alone. Bravo to you! Also, I had to add that I have chronic pain. I am an emotional eater and eat when I don’t feel good. I’m also the heaviest I’ve ever been. I hate seeing pictures of myself. I defiantly need to make some changes.

[@jsg363]

For hardly wearing makeup anymore your eyeliner game is still on point!

[@noname12357]

I was so thrilled to see a notification from you tonight! I’ve missed seeing your sweet face and hearing from you. You were one of my very first fave people to watch from back in the day circa 2007/08 and I still love watching you today. Thank you for always being so real with us. We appreciate it more than you know. We love you, Elise!

[@ktina8505]

I totally understand because I have anxiety and depression and I have been going through all these same things for the last 2 years. It's so great seeing a video from you because a lot of KZbinrs I relate too have quit. Can't wait to see more video's from you.

[@MNmom28]

I'm SO SO SO glad you hit upload!! Do it more often!!! I love this!!

[@Digitaldream1116]

I know how you feel honey. I’ve gone over 15 years without a photo of myself because my weight got out of control due to depression and pcos. I started Keto a month ago and feel so much better. Please keep us updated on your journey with all aspects of your life. I think you’re a lovely beautiful woman both inside and out. 💕

[@irhonda31]

From personal experience, you described depression very well. I’m glad you went ahead and posted this video - I’ve missed your videos! Gosh, don’t think about other channels; we like you for you! I know the feeling of not being comfortable in your skin - when I catch a full-body glimpse of myself, I’m aghast! Many of us are struggling. You always do such beautiful looks, whether simple or full-on, l LOVE your makeup videos!

[@laurenc9214]

It’s so good to see you back. I can totally relate to what you’re feeling. I’ve dealt with depression and anxiety for literally half my life. It’s not easy putting your best foot forward on the days you feel not yourself. I am also going through weight issues and would love to see your journey with keto! You do whatever is best for you but for what it’s worth it would be so sad to not see your face anymore. I’ve been watching your channel since 09’! Looking forward to more videos. Take care❤️

[@brittanysworld5526]

Omg I’m so stinking excited to see a notification from you

[@AngelinaLovesMakeup]

So great to see you! Also, thank you for opening up about your depression, I can relate so much. It’s always comforting and helpful to know that someone else truly understands how crippling and tough it is to deal with. I wish we could just stay in the good phases where we feel like ourselves, but unfortunately it always finds a way to creep back in. Hope you are able to get back to a place where you feel great! You’ve inspired me, also, to take better care of my body. I really do feel 1000x better when I do! Much love ❤️

[@kristinnunez2702]

Dealing with depression and anxiety right now so I can totally relate. You are a breath of fresh air; I always like when a video of yours pops up in my feed. I hope you'll stay on YT but I totally get it. Sending you lots of love and light.💜💜💜

[@vallywoot]

You are literally one of the only youtubers I will watch immediately! I just love your personality. Sending good vibes; depression is hard but you will pull through.💜💕

[@vmurphy3308]

I'm so glad that you uploaded a video. I have missed watching your channel so much. You have been a big inspiration for me whether it's about cruelty free beauty, motherhood, and just handling life struggles. You are a sweet, beautiful, and genuine lady and I hope you get to feeling better soon. ❤

[@MissPrissTiff1]

Lovely as ever, thank you for sharing! I’ve always appreciated how relatable you are and friendly. I remember fan girlling when you followed me back, a few other OG youtubers have returned too and it’s so nice. I miss old school KZbin since the new stuff is all sponsored and paid reviews, it’s changed so much

[@brittanym5120]

I’m so happy you made a video! I understand how you’re feeling and I’m sorry you’re feeling that way. You’re beautiful and I really hope you decide to continue making videos because you have always been one of my favorites! 💕

[@lorahuff6810]

I feel like where you are at in life is very common. I'm dealing with depression,anxiety, weight gain, I have fibromyalgia, which messes with my mood anyway. You are not alone!!! No matter what you decide for youtube you still have us. I hope you continue with your videos. Even if they are just check ins or get ready videos. Would love to join the weight loss journey. Hold myself accountable as well❣❤❤❤💓💖💜💕

[@annsasmrchenoweth3953]

I would love to see your keto journey. Xoxo beautiful I'm praying you overcome this. I know how it feels I'm there right now everything your describing is exactly the way I feel every day.

[@ualemp902]

I admire you so much for talking about your depression! I wish you the best on your weight loss journey. It's so hard to diet when you have young children- there is always snacks and things around to tempt you. Your daughter is so beautiful, she looks just like you!

[@cokelighteffect]

Hi Elise, I don't know if you'll ever see this, but I just want to tell you that you're one of my few favourite KZbinr, because you're not only funny, talented, you are a person! I'm not interested at all in those fake, acting, all perfect-looking makeup artists trying to pretend that everything in their lives are great and glamorous. You're right, we are all just struggling and living life day-by-day. But thank you Elise, for putting yourself out there and sharing your life with us. I wanna be with you on your journey with the keto diet, weight loss journey and whatever that you want to do. No matter how low you feel, remember you have all your supporters and friends here. Please don't leave KZbin! - Alice (from Hong Kong)

[@missworldNZ]

Yay you’re back! Don’t worry about your filming set up etc. we’re just happy to see videos from you!

[@manuelamorales6483]

Depression is so exhausting. I know how you feel. I have been dealing with depression and anxiety my whole life. Some days I just want to quit. Take care of yourself. You are beautiful and you have a wonderful family.

[@tnkrbelrox]

So good to see your face and smile. One day at a time is the best advice. Welcome back.

[@makeupphaseswithmel]

I cannot get over how big Ella is now!! I remember when you were pregnant with Ryan and I found your channel back then. Can totally relate to what you are going through. Been there, done that. Just know that there is light at the end of the tunnel and that things W I L L get better. Keto has changed my life! 🙌🏼

[@KellyOtto1971]

Elise!! You were missed!! Yes, depression needs to be talked about more. I hope you post more!

[@SummerandJeremy]

Yes, I'd love to see check ins! You're gorgeous. I want to say I've been where you are. I have 5 kids and struggled with PPD and weight depression. It gets better. I lost 100 lbs and learned to manage my depression. I'm here cheering you on!

[@TheBubbleGumPrincess]

That is such a huge accomplishment!! Congratulations!!

[@shaylynne0514]

Yeah nice to see you pop back in my you- tube notifications!! . And thank you for opening up your depression. I my self have been suffering with anxiety and depression and its something that is hard for many people to understand. That's why it was so hard for someone struggling with mental health issues to open up. So thank you for sharing. How to see more of you on here. I have always loved your bubbly personality !!

[@MandyDrex]

Hugs! Depression is so difficult and people that haven’t experienced it just don’t quite understand. Do what you want and what feels best for you. We’ll be here when you are ready to share.

[@trishh6187]

I'm so happy to see your smiling face again! I would watch anything you do on here, you make me smile and bring me out of the funk I sometimes get in. Please know that you are not alone and you are an amazing mommy! Love you sweetie 😘💙

[@OhTootles]

I got way too excited seeing you posted a video! Missed you so much girl

[@tiffanyc7860]

Yey!! So good to see a BubbleGumPrincess notification

[@NessieLeigh]

Sending you the biggest, warmest virtual hug all the way from Australia. I know you can't feel it, but trust me it's definitely there. As someone who has depression and anxiety; I agree that it definitely needs to be talked about so much more, especially online. All the best to you and your family xx

[@kellcollins3230]

Thank you again for talking about mental health- it is so important and you are right! Depression is a chemical imbalance and it can happen even when “you have so much to be happy about.” It’s a medical condition. We don’t treat heart disease or a broken leg like we do depression and anxiety, but we SHOULD! End the stigma ❤️ So good to see you, and thank you for being a voice and a fighter for mental health.

[@Digitaldream1116]

Omg I’m soooo happy to see a new video from you!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️

[@dragon2221964]

Omg! I've been watching u for years and never knew u did keto. I've been keto for 5 months and lost 75 pounds so far. Ive had depression since childhood. It's so much better on keto, my hormones are in balance, stress is easier to handle. After having my gallbladder out 2.5 years ago my health was tanking. I literally thought I had a auto immune disease until I started keto. Please continue KZbin. I would love to see ur journey. Have always loved ur personality and u are beautiful! Have missed u on here. Wish u all the best. Kim K.

[@TheBubbleGumPrincess]

Good Job Kim!!! That is awesome!! 75 lbs!! Yayyyy!

[@Shirley77630]

OMG I’m so excited to see your video!!! It has been so long!! I still love you 😘 ❤️❤️❤️ I miss the OG youtube so much!! Keep strong and keep going!!!!❤️❤️

[@mizzmarie2074]

Depression has hit hard recently so this video really hit home so happy to see you back I've also considered keto but lack the motivation most days I just keep thinking why try to look better when I don't feel better so I would love to watch your journey and maybe draw some motivation from it

[@madeyemolly]

Some days you feel all the motivation and want to do all the projects and other days it's a miracle if you brushed your teeth - totally get that! And who says if you keep the channel you have to keep a schedule of uploading? I like that you just upload when you feel like it - always enjoy your videos.

[@ashleygagne6918]

I really hope you don’t quick KZbin!! I love your videos. You are so real and personable. I’ve been watching you forever ❤️

[@Laura_Etal]

I'm so glad you're back. I love your style of content, the big beauty youtubers are a bit ott for me so don't feel like you need to compete. I totally feel you about mum life and depression and body image. It would be great if you did more of these get ready with me videos and went in depth about your thoughts. Also would love to see your keto journey. I'm addicted to carbs, I don't know how to eat without carbs. all the best xx

[@22SouthernBelle]

I'm sorry you are dealing with depression. It sounds like you have a love for filming so I'd say keep your channel and just film when you want and feel inspired. Don't feel pressure. You don't owe anyone anything. Love you!

[@77Pinkcupcake]

Elise, I’m a Type 1 Diabetic. I am doing extremely low carb at the moment. Don’t make any decisions about your You Tube channel yet. If you keep it for nothing but support when you need it do that! I’ve watched you from the start. I’m 40 years old and you are amazing! People change as their lives evolve, it just happens. Just know that you are loved and valued. I had major brain surgery 3 months ago and ever since I haven’t worn a scrap of makeup so I completely get you. Makeup is the least of my priorities at the moment. I’ve started to try and make an effort by putting some perfume on everyday and if that’s all I manage then that is okay! My Wardrobe style is Pyjamas 😂. You are so loved and valued. Nobody cares what you talk about or your video content. We are here because we love you, Elise the person. You are a strong, courageous woman, a wonderful mother with an infectious personality. This video helped take my mind off my pain for 20 minutes - see you are helping people without even knowing you are doing it.💗 OMG Ella has grown so much, she’s absolutely gorgeous! What a beauty she is 💗. I remember when she was a newborn 👶. Sending you so much love and support beautiful xxxx

[@TheBubbleGumPrincess]

Hey pj's are my favorite clothes to wear! Haha! I hope you have a smooth recovery! You are a warrior, that is a huge undertaking! One day at a time! I am so happy to hear that I was able to help ease the pain if only briefly! I always appreciate your kind words and comments, you are amazing! Love and healing sent your way my dear!

[@Bianca22382]

Hi Elise, I was so happy to see a new video from you! I have been watching you for years. I hope you won't leave. I have been struggling with depression for a long time too and I'm still on medication, but doing better. Still have difficult days sometimes, but it's better than it was. I have been in therapy for a long time too. There were days when I did not want to get out of bed either. What I learned from therapy as well is that it only gets worse when you stay in bed. If you try and push yourself (I know that is hard, I really do) and start doing things, you will feel better eventually. I hope I worded that right, I'm Dutch, so please forgive me. English is not my first language. Sometimes I still cry, but there is light at the end of the tunnel. I normally don't comment much on videos, but I wanted to reach out to you. I really hope you feel better soon. We really love you and I would feel sad if you left. Good luck with the weight loss, you can do it!!! I lost 22 kilos myself since I"m doing better and lowered my medication. Much love to you from Holland

[@chrissymcb]

So excited to have a video from you to watch!!!!

[@angellorrice4429]

Yay, so happy to see a video from you!!

[@Intofitness82]

Yay , I’m glad you’re doing a video 😊

[@ashalicole]

Omg girl I missed you. Yes do the keto journey!! I am also on a weight loss journey. I totally understand where you are coming from. I have been there for years and after I had my daughter. I decided its time for a change!!!

[@jojoaug]

So fun to hear from you! Love your videos and hope that you put up more of them, we appreciate them even if they aren't perfect (perfect just makes me feel like crap cause who has a perfect life, right!?). And YES for weightloss videos, I'm interested in keto diet so would be interesting! Lots of love! ❤❤❤❤

[@ErinBoBerin20]

I haven’t even watched it yet, but I just wanted to say it’s so good to see you in my subscription box again! And also the title scared me because I’d hate to see you leave KZbin. You’re one of the first beauty gurus I ever watched at 16 and have watched throughout the years as I’m not 25. Of course if you needed to, I couldn’t possibly be upset with you for that. Point is, is that you’re still so loved and appreciated by your KZbin subscribers 💕

[@chloejacobsnz]

Your soft shimmery eyes look AMAZING TheBubbleGumPrincess! Your eyes are just so beautiful 😍😍

[@eclipze079]

I missed seeing videos in my feed!!! So glad you posted this! I would love to see your Keto journey I want to start Keto too. I’ve heard amazing things. I hope you continue to make videos. ❤️❤️❤️

[@justaddmascara]

I’m a silent viewer normally, don’t go! I love your channel regardless of what it becomes.

[@leahkogut]

You are here!!!!!!♥️💜💙♥️💜💙

[@TattleTale91]

Seeing that you made a video made me feel better! And to me you are beautiful ❤️

[@CNu1975]

I can’t wait for more videos from you. We miss ya!! Ps I LOVE TACO’s , too!!! lol

[@gr8tmakeup]

I was going thru cleaning out some of my subscriptions and had you on my mind. I have missed you so much, and didn't know you were going thru struggles. I hope you stick with us if that makes you happy. Life is short and you have been so much fun to watch. Take care, xoxo

[@whititah]

I missed u girl! I remember watching u back in 2009!!

[@stricken324]

You are not alone. It was surreal hearing your comments because I’ve said all the same things. I felt so fricken good on keto and I just let it get away from me. I’m also at the heaviest I’ve ever been and I just don’t want to be this way anymore. I’ll commit with you! Let’s not let our depression win, okay? I’ve slept so much and haven’t gotten myself out of bed so many days in a row because I don’t have kids to give me a reason... I just have my fur baby. I don’t want to be like this anymore. I want to enjoy doing my nails like I used to. Enjoy getting dolled up like I used to. We both deserve it. Let’s do it.

[@2sonsmommy]

We love you and your loyal subbies will support you no matter what you decide

[@xCosmeticQueen21]

I truly need to see your video today! I have missed your videos tremendously. As I have recently started Keto, I would love to see you share your journey! Lots of well wishes coming your way

[@mandy22f]

Yay Elise! So happy to see you again! 🤗 KZbin has changed so much, so i really hope you will stay. You're one of the few i never missed a video from and always has inspired me with makeup looks. It's so much harder to find relatable YTbers, it turned into a business. So many reviews, hauls and Instagram looks 🙄 I would love to follow you on your Keto journey, i can use some advice too lol! I struggle with my sugar addiction and i'm also an emotional eater so i feel you. And it does get more difficult to loose the weight tje older i get 😒 But i'm happy to see you again and Ella looks so much like you. Beautiful girls! Also love your hair colour! Sending hugs! 💖

[@B3beautybyblanca]

Good to see you! Depression can def be very difficult, I hope you can be kind to yourself. Give yourself the same love and care you give your children. Celebrate small goals you reach and try not to be hard on yourself if you don't. We all have good days and bad days, let's make the most of the good ones❤

[@TheBubbleGumPrincess]

Thank you so much! I am definitely learning to have grace and not be SO hard on myself! One day at a time!

[@Saturndazed74]

Yes Keto diet diary please!!! I have a disability similar to arthritis, and I just started a new job. The goal is not to be terrible pain. Glad to see your pretty face 💜

[@pattyhernandez870]

Thx for posting a video. I would love to see your keto journey. Just know your not alone, depression is soo real. But Lord knows he put you tube in your life to help all of us. I'm here to support you & love your videos.

[@JxLxMakeup]

I do hope you decide to stay. I do like watching “big you tubers” but honestly I enjoy watching people who seem more like everyday kinda people. Just seems to be more real.

[@AmyLynn128]

Welcome back! I would love to follow you on a Keto journey. I have considered trying making the switch myself and would love to have the inspiration!

[@lorenap7679]

I am not a KZbinr but over the many years I’ve been following some people from the beauty community, I think KZbin tends to be a source of satisfaction for all of them. Even the dealing with the haters that after a while makes them grow a thick skin, ends up being. Big conquest and a source of pride. I know it’s not easy for you but I think that if you make an effort to get into a small KZbin routine you could start a positive snowball for yourself. It would force you to beat make up, and we all agree wearing makeup and looking nice helps us a lot and soon you can turn your channel into a source of satisfaction again.

[@michellerock80]

Omg I miss you! You were and still are my favorite, realist KZbin person. I hope you feel better & just start uploading again & maybe disabling comments. People can be so mean. Zoloft & diet change helped me out of my rut. I hope you continue to smile & feel better!!!

[@winonadarlene1]

Praying for you! I got so sick after having my son in 2016 and the doc tried to diagnose me with postpartum and I showed all the symptoms but I knew it wasn’t it, turns out it wasn’t and I was really sick, I was having a weird one in like a billion reactions to an antibiotic they had me on. Me and my son didn’t get to bond, he didn’t want me at all. It was so hard. But now he is the biggest mommies boy.

[@Niqueena1]

Yes to the keto vids! I've been on a keto journey lately! I've missed you! Hope you stick around!

[@michellewood1419]

Elise, I hope you don't quit KZbin, but I get how you feel about things. I too suffer from depression and anxiety. I am working on it, but its rough, I won't lie. I would love to see updates on your Keto journey. A tip for getting rid of fruit flies: Take a plastic cup or smallish glass, add a piece of fruit at the bottom, cover with plastic wrap and secure a rubber band around the top to hold it tight, poke a few holes w/a fork and set on a shelf out the way. Wait a few days and you will catch the flies. I then release them outside.

[@divinelilprincesss1]

You are brave taking about depression!!! I understand. The stigma is real

[@vjj15productions]

I got so excited that you uploaded and gave an update on your depression. Honestly I wouldn't want you to compare to other youtubers I always enjoyed watching you and to be honest some of the youtubers that really got big and famous just don't seem as genuine as they used to and this isn't me bashing anyone I just didn't get excited when they popped up in my subscription the way you do. Even if you just upload once a week and it's something like this I'd love. I find the best way I battle my depression is sometimes pushing myself to do something I love for me it's actually writing and even though I do find it's hard I don't completely force it. Another suggestion you don't like to edit or you're not in the mood or whatever maybe you can do livestreams that way you can just upload straight after no editing and you can talk to us live. I can see your passion is still there but maybe you just need a little push. I'm really glad you're having some good days and I pray you win this battle. My life has been stressful I just have one more year of school and school has been just kicking my butt but I'm so proud of how well I've been doing and even though I don't have the strongest GPA I know it's not everyhing as long as I am the best I can be that's all that matters to me at the end.

[@KrissyLeigh20]

Girl I love seeing a video from you! After having 2 kids myself I feel like I relate to you more than ever. I've personally struggled with anxiety, which can definitely be amplified for me with being a stay at home mama. Also have been on the keto diet a few times haha.... currently off of it, because... bread. 🙈 Anyways, it's so good to see you again. You're an awesome mama and I feel like you'd be such a fun friend ❤️ wish I lived closer!

[@TheBubbleGumPrincess]

Hahahaha, I love that... because.. bread! Right? Why is bread so yummy?! I know!! I we could hang out in an instant! Why isn't there a teleport machine yet?

[@inspiretodream3]

I understand depression. I am 49, when I was 33 I had to have a hysterectomy ( they left my ovaries). My life became a nightmare😢. Two years ago I had a bunch of testing done, and the majority of the hormones we have in our body did not even register. I was in post menopause. I have blood work done every 8 weeks and plant based hormone replacement every 10 weeks. There were days where I wanted to jump in front of a car. The only thing that kept any light on in my head, was how me dying would effect my adult children. I would love to have a keto challenge. I was so happy to see a video from you! I started watching you when you were pregnant with your daughter. I love her blush😊

[@mattsvalentine1998]

KZbin HAS changed but there are some of us that like it old school. So if you’re up to it, you’ll have followers that like you keeping it real. Cleaning, cooking, mom stuff.... make up. I’ll watch you do anything because I like you as a person.

[@MommaSchmoozeReviews]

Missed ya! Your makeup videos are my favorite ones!

[@brittylew]

I'd love to see your Keto journey. I need motivation. I've been miserable with my weight gain for too long. Time to do something for myself!

[@lmo0214]

Same on the Lipsense! I have used it everyday for well over a year and haven’t touched my regular lipsticks and glosses. I feel bad, it’s hundreds of dollars worth of lip products I haven’t touched. I’m sure they are bad by now but I can’t bring myself to toss them!

[@lauralee9041]

You made my day, I love your videos!!

[@LinaSingers]

Tape Shape ^.^ I've been doing fine, no depressive mood swings since going off the pill and getting a copper-iud, that was almost too easy. My life is my boyfriend, friends and uni, pretty much all the same for the last few years :p Today's a weird day, thanks for the little "lean on" moment that made it a lot better ♡♡♡ You can do anything you want with you channel, we'll be here 👍

[@TionieLSmith]

I've missed your videos!!!!

[@yvettefrwhitmo808]

@thebubblegumprincess you are so right about people needing to talk about mental illness. Sometimes I feel like people who have never experienced this will not be able to comprehend how confusing, & guilty depression can be. I'm glad you brought the topic up so that those who battling this "invisible" fight can come together and find some solidarity. I think there are a lot of people who have depression and are trying to cope out there own. I don't think that this illness can be fought effectively if we stay in our beds/couches because that's quite literally all we can do. Society needs to be educated somehow on how crippling this can be. Not to mention depression usually brings other issues to fight. It's even more difficult if you have children that are too young to help. I remember when my children were in 1st grade and I had 1 in kindergarten, and two more at home with me. I was able to bring them to and from school, bring them to karate. But they wore the same uniform to school everyday because I only had enough energy to wash the same clothes everyday. I literally was not able to make myself get more clothes from their rooms. And of course there were other obstacles that no one will ever know about. I think you are doing great dealing with depression and everything that comes with it. I would love to hear what you include in your keto diet. I like your channel because you are real. If someone is looking for illusions there are a lot out there. Personally I prefer the platforms on KZbin that resemble somewhat was on here 3 years ago. I hope that you will be able to continue your channel. But if you don't feel that you can do this and feel good, then I understand. You need to do what's best for you. Cyber hugs

[@TheBubbleGumPrincess]

You are so right, anyone who hasn't experience this debilitating disease will never understand. I hope with more and more awareness that will change! Hugs back to you!

[@AngelaCarr]

I have missed you so much. I struggle.with depression and anxiety since 2002. There are days where I don't want to get up but I have four children and a hubby so I have to and want to take care of them all.

[@MissAmyxo]

That smokey, shimmery eye makeup looks SO stunning on you 💜💜💜

[@lisamahan2097]

I found you through Mary, alovetart and I found Sharie, secondhandsweetness7, through you. You 3 were my favorite youtubers and those 2 have since quit their channels and I would be so sad if you left too 😣😢 I really enjoy watching you, I agree that KZbin is changing and I understand you feeling like you can't compete but what I love about you, Mary and Sharie is how down to earth you guys are. I feel like I'm among friends talking about makeup and beauty, I don't really get that with other KZbin's, it's too staged now with lights and backdrops. You're more real and natural. Miss ya!!

[@TheBubbleGumPrincess]

Lisa!! Are you subscribed to motivated muffins? Sharie is on there and does her baby vlogs and weightloss vlogs!! Get you some sharie videos lol

[@carriew9699]

You are such a lovable sweet person!

[@nanniesaltandpepper]

So happy to see you back! 💕

[@ashleyd503]

Good for you for talking about this.Theres a huge thing to be said for someone who can acknowledge and speak about it.Miss your videos but,totally get it.My mom passed away in Oct and I really had to struggle to get back to normal.My right wrist does the same thing.My Dr calls it mama wrist lol.Im down 13lbs from changing my diet in the last 6 wks.Im saying it's a life style change not a diet.And you got this lady.I think you should do updates on the keto.

[@TheBubbleGumPrincess]

I am so sorry for your loss! Much love sent to you my dear!Mama wrist LOL. Legit!! Congrats on the weightloss, I do plan to film keto updates.. since filming this I have already lost 11 lbs.. I am NOT stopping this time haha

[@ashleyd503]

TheBubbleGumPrincess I saw that on Insta soon Fter this and you look fantastic♡Keep up the amazing work lady.

[@elenamartini5248]

I’ve missed you so much!! I wish you a very good return to us!🧚🏻‍♂️🧚🏻‍♂️🧚🏻‍♀️🧚🏻‍♂️😍

[@NCgirlnextdoor]

It always puts a smile on my face whenever I see an upload from you. I am so sorry you have been going through such a difficult time. I have been there - not much fun. Whatever you post I will watch. Remember our life on this earth is but a vapor and our hope is in Christ Jesus.

[@lwrightsmith1]

I struggle with depression and have fallen off the keto wagon. I'd love to hear about your keto journey. I could use the support too. I'm exactly the same way. I am an emotional eater and have the same issues with carbs.

[@sfigueroa9643]

Nice to see you again

[@sarahl.3870]

Ah!!! I've missed you! I hope you decide to stay, but if you go I understand. KZbin's "beauty community" does NOT feel like a community at all any more. Also, for someone who hasn't done their makeup in a while, it sure came out amazing!

[@brittanysworld5526]

Would love to see a keto diary. I’m doing well trying to keep it all together lol I’m a stay at home mom of 4 ages 10, 9, 6 and 2. I started a KZbin channel. Just recently got back from New York I went on a girls weekend trip it was nice but I’m so glad to be back in North Carolina. Anyway keep it up girl if you ever wanna talk we are all here for you 😍😍 hope y’all the kids are doing well

[@louisehill8]

Lovely seeing you back :) x

[@leahkogut]

I hope the best for you- I don’t love where KZbin has gone. I found Dutch Bros coffee From You :) and many other things. Praying for you and your family ♥️