Hi. I'm Sorry.

[@EckosamaGhostTsushima]

Nerdy Newb I get really bad flare ups as well, especially today and before since its colder weather. I am really hoping your flare ups turn into an all out chronic pain condition. I have a friend was hit by a reckless driver and she has flare ups as well, so its scary to think about. Stay strong, you are going through alot. Take care of yourself.

[@slap1717]

Omg steph!! I’m so glad you’re ok! No worries everyone needs time to themselves. You’re so loved here. Let me know if there is anything I can do to help you.

[@mamashelly77]

I've been a subscriber for a couple of years and you were the first youtuber I subscribed to. I've never commented but wanted to say that I'm glad you're ok. I was worried about what might have happened to you these past few months. Sometimes we just need time to take care of ourselves and heal. I'm happy you're back and feeling better!

[@scarysarie7645]

Glad you're ok, I legit just searched your channel yesterday to see if you were okay. I think most people will be understanding, it has been a hard time for a lot of us!

[@vickstuhh758]

I've been checking your KZbin, Facebook and Twitter for months looking for updates and not seeing any I've been really worried about you and wondering if you were ok. Glad to see you. Everyone needs time to themselves, I definitely get it and life is short. I was in a car accident last weekend and my seatbelt saved my life.

[@liljay0438]

I’m so glad you’re okay! I did come by your channel to see if you had posted any and then I also checked Instagram. Hi! Mac! I LOL when he was scratching his chin on the camera purring. Cats are so funny 🥰 glad to see you posted and your okay!

[@kaitlyng.473]

So crazy to see this- I actually was wondering about you today and looked up your KZbin and IG I’m case I unsubscribed/unfollowed on accident. I’m glad that you are ok, and took the time for yourself. You don’t owe anyone anything, taking care of yourself is the most important thing.

[@nickyr222]

Glad you took the time you needed. Making yourself a priority is always hard, but sometimes it has to happen. I have missed ur livestreams and look forward to your first one back. Still staying a follower/subscriber

[@stuartglover1221]

Lets cut the tape and do this nerdy newb xxxx whoop whoop xxxx 💜💜💜💜

[@EmilyCheetham]

Don’t feel guilty for needing time. Things have been hard for everyone during covid. Many people have not been able to fully cope. Although I tell people I’m ok inside i sometimes feel anger or loneliness. If it wasn’t for the internet (mostly KZbin & social media) I don’t think I’d have coped at all. These are hard times and we all deal with things differently. Add in the losses you had & medical problems and you just needed time to recover. You probably had some stress too from everything. Just take it slow & don’t over stretch yourself.

[@stuartglover1221]

We just want you too be ok and be happy Steph x your health and happiness is the most important thing xxxx everything else will sort itself xxxx 💜💜💜💜

[@e.k.1989]

Steph I'm so glad you're ok! 💙 And yay football season lol! Anything you want to share it's totally cool, I would legit check your channel every few weeks to see how you were- the cats are beautiful and adorable, and I think it's important that you give yourself time to process- And honestly I look forward to future packbreaks, and just checking out cards on stream! 💙

[@melissahoover3962]

I’m glad you are ok, I was thinking about you the other day and if you are doing ok. I’m glad to see you back.

[@BohemianMoviesMore_343]

I’m glad you’re okay I missed your videos and I understand the reason and I’m still supporting you and also I told myself that I need to do videos but of course with my crazy schedule now with my new job I don’t have time and I can’t believe the kittens gotten so big

[@muppet20bhyu]

Hi Steph, I’m glad to see you back! I lost my dog Saff just over a month ago, she was 14. God I miss her so much, I am impressed with how you handled yourself then. I could not have done it for as long as you did. But you needed time to process everything that happened. Love seeing you back on KZbin doing good! Mac and the kittens are looking great too!

[@primetimetomsgeekchat9707]

We missed you Steph! So glad you are ok and I'm so sorry your neck pain was so horrible. 😞 glad to see you and your fur kids back in action. 😊

[@densthenightaway]

Hi Steph! Glad you took some time to yourself and that you're doing better, that's what's most important. Happy to see all the kitties again! And I hope you know that we enjoy you as a person, no matter what type of content you're putting out or how often, we all just want you to happy and healthy :)

[@slap1717]

Sorry to comment again…but we all miss cube and Tess. I’m pretty sure Tess is living the dream in Mexico!! But I agree you never gave yourself the proper time you needed to grieve. I say that because I had some loss and you and your live streams got me through them. I consider you a friend as most of us I believe do. Friends build you up, not knock you down. You got this stephy!!

[@NerdyNewb]

💜 Hahah I never thought of Tess being so far, but actually, she probably is living the life in Mexico!

[@keikokawano3715]

Welcome back!! We missed you Steph!

[@adamcroft7421]

Good to see you back Steph! Glad that you’re doing ok :)

[@JackalopeBunny]

I was really sad to see you leave so suddenly with nothing explaining what happened. It's good to see you back after so long, I was beginning to think that something must of happened where it prevented you from filming.. I hope you are doing better after everything. I will tell you that after my cat died, I had to put her to sleep, I have been depressed and been dealing with it the best I can. Getting over her death so soon after my dad's death was rough.

[@ravenreks]

Welcome back! We all missed you!

[@catherinehernandez5637]

So Glad you're okay... Sending prayers your way

[@destinymcmillan255]

Steph! I was just thinking about you. I’m so glad you’re okay. No apologies needed, everyone needs time to themselves. 😊❤️❤️🙏🏾

[@kendvia1]

You had been on my mind lately. Glad you are ok. With my anxiety my mind always goes to the worst. Everyone needs to take time for themselves. Thank you for the update. I'm still here for you, always 😊💚

[@pauletteroutliffe4473]

Yay! I was so excited to see this video. Hugs to you! I can’t wait to see the next one.

[@elise8917]

Just saw your video, tnx KZbin for not letting me see this earlier... So glad your okey. Wanted to sent you a message, but then I saw you sent me some gifts in Pokémon. Looking forward to see you more, and no pressure just happy your okey.

[@AkinaHellsing555]

Hey Steph! I’m glad to see your doing ok and had a healthy recovery! I got busy now that I’m in university but I always checked my KZbin updates for channels I follow and got super excited seeing that you updated a video since i wasn’t seeing your name pop up since I’ve only assumed that you got busy but I’m glad your back.

[@crysvgv]

So happy you’re doing well! 💜🐈‍⬛

[@T1G3R1990]

This video is such a relief. Glad you're healthy and back, so welcome back! :)

[@delgateresa]

Don't worry so much we all have lives and know how it is 🙂

[@teamgb9732]

You definitely didn’t give yourself time to grieve but you’re not the first to throw their self into work/hobbies to avoid feeling the hurt. I think it’s great you acknowledged that because it’s such a huge step. I’m so pleased you’re back though and you look well, glad your neck is much better too and can’t wait to see new content when you’re ready.

[@rosy02]

Thank God, your are okay. I thought you might be hurt or sick. So I'm glad to hear that you where just keeping up with real life. Welcome back, take it easy.

[@xfani]

Welcome back Steph! You've been through a lot during the past year so I think it's good that you've taken the time process your grief. Really glad you're feeling better.

[@robertm3580]

I’m so glad to have you back!! You are my favorite KZbinr and I have really missed your videos. Glad you took the time to yourself that you needed, mental health is so important.

[@hanzohattiori1737]

We missed you!💜👑💜

[@richardstamets9193]

I was never worried about the cards, it was you I was concerned about…I was just thinking about you the other day. Glad you’re ok, looking forward to seeing you more. Have a great time with it, don’t stress the small stuff.

[@johnnygrzunov9396]

Hey Steph. Health and well being comes first...Do what makes you Happy..

[@YourPalMisty]

Happy to see ya. Now off to watch the video. 🥰

[@NerdyNewb]

💜💜💜💜 hope you’re doing well Misty!!!!

[@YourPalMisty]

@@NerdyNewb I am doing quite well, thanks Steph! As a long time subscriber and fan of yours I realize this isn't the first time you've gone MIA. I say that from a place of love and know that if I wait you'll be back. 😊🧡 Glad to hear you're feeling up to making videos again. I'm not much into Pokemon, but you know I love a VLog. Either way, happy to have you back.

[@jaimeesharp3432]

I don’t comment often but I thought about you recently and was hoping you were okay. I’m really glad that you are okay and happy to see you back here!!

[@Animeniac92]

Hello, Steph, and welcome back!! We've all missed you!! Hope you are better in every aspect of your life and most importantly - being healthy! Many hugs!!!

[@PokeKobe24]

I LOVE THE CATS! First and foremost I'm happy that you're doing well and its great to see you 💜 Youre a great person and honestly a pleasure to be around even in limited contact through the streams and moments like these. Its easier said than done, but try not to stress about the content, create freely when you can and and want to. You'll always have people here wanting to see what youre up to, and new people along the way that like your content and personality that will join along the journey! Content is hardwork and undervalued and especially when its from someone like you that makes such great content that people love and get entertained by and have an escape from other things because of. You know all of this but sometimes it's good to hear/read it again! Im really happy to see you again and I hope the rest of this year is phenomenal for you and youre just happy in general 🙏🙏💜

[@NerdyNewb]

Appreciate you PK. I’ve been secretly watching your streams and def look forward to them. Life is such a tricky thing sometimes, but you are super right. Just gonna go with the flow in regards to filming. Hope you are doing well. Please give your kitty some pets from me. 💜

[@dylankotmel4362]

Hey Steph! Clicked as soon as I saw the post 😜

[@elisekidd6041]

Glad you are ok!!!

[@stuartglover1221]

Oh Steph x we love you so so much and we want you to be ok and too be happy x you never need to apologise sometimes as a great man once said “life erm finds away!!! “ but in all honesty you never need to apologise your true faithful are always here for you no matter what and you can’t always live your life through a lens you have to take time for yourself and live it x we just want you to be happy and be ok xxxx but it is good to see you xxxx 💜💜💜💜🇬🇧

[@johnvannoy6161]

Hi Steph we've missed you so much, you look great and you have the best support group in the world... you have us, we'll always be here if you ever need us

[@Randy-gy6uw]

Well looks who's back we missed you

[@Jexel999]

We missed u !! Glad to see ur joyful face !

[@iNeverHadMercy]

Still a fan and supporter, Steph.....keep shining and living your life !

[@srrfounder1]

Apologies to you, too, Steph, I got really sick and FORGOT to ship the Leonhart box 😞

[@neopet84]

Wow, hello we missed you

[@patriciahunter1566]

First of all I am so happy to see you and hear the update on life. I totally get it. I suffer from depression and I avoid things like crazy and the more I avoid the higher my anxiety. People contacting me can stress me out, and I usually would rather be home with my cat than anything else. I am slowly returning to life after lockdown. I think you are doing exactly what you need to do. Do things as you can and when you want. Don’t put pressure on yourself and most of all have fun. I think with the Funkos and with the Pokémon at some point they stopped being fun and started being a burden in a way. Go back to having fun and when you have fun, we have fun. I enjoy your channel for you. I don’t care what you are doing. Take a deep breath and do what makes you happy.

[@nickbayer538]

Hey welcome back I missed you was starting to get worried I was not sure if you were one of the channels that decided to quit or you were sick but I'm glad to hear you didn't get the beer bug and I hope your neck is feeling a whole lot better hope to hear your videos coming soon yours truly aka the blind guy

[@texasace9639]

It's OK to take a break. We understand, we really do. Mental health is not taboo anymore. Just some clarity and expectations would have been good. We don't know what we don't know. Staying subbed and wish you the best.

[@NerdyNewb]

Super agreed. I will definitely communicate better moving forward.

[@nonichis]

Omg I am so excited to see you back!! We all missed you so much. Glad you are doing good

[@craigsmith7423]

Hey nerdy newbie we all go through real life. You still have me as a viewer. :) though I am pretty much over mystery boxes. ;) got back into comics actually. Good luck i hope you get back into things. :)

[@ryana6590]

Welcome back I've been waiting to see u on KZbin.

[@scifiwriter6092]

No need to apologize. You have every right to take some time. I hope that you never have neck pain like that again.

[@thegeekyghostguy]

Glad you took some time to yourself. Welcome back! You're definitely not boring!

[@jbradley703]

Glad to have you back looking great and looking forward to seeing you again opening packs

[@noahthefunkokid3093]

Omg Steph it's so good to hear your voice and know your ok 🙂

[@denaknox]

Yay! So happy you are okay! Missed you!

[@420yoruichi]

So glad you're ok! And I'm happy you're back. 💜

[@aliwilkinson4687]

It’s good to see you back and that you’re ok 😬

[@rachelc1432]

Welcome back! So glad you're back I love your channel. You remind me of myself, I say I've got an addictive personality so I'm careful what I collect and try to see the warning signs before I get in too deep now. Adulting is tough ❤

[@darksidings]

Glad you are okay. Good to see the furbabies as well. I have a cat named Aphrodite who cuddles like crazy, plus licks your face like a dog. It is so weird so we nicknamed her CatDog lol

[@TheWhatsgoodnow]

super glad you're back and doing better, definitely never feel bad for taking time for yourself, we all need time to recoup and just feel better. but loved meeting the fam all cuddly and grownnnn 💕and i'll always watch your videos no matter how many or how long your breaks are!

[@wilumward6570]

Glad you are ok, I’ve missed your unboxing videos…

[@tacho5488]

Welcome back n hi Mac

[@stever5122]

Welcome back! No need to apologize, live your life, take the time you need for yourself. Glad your neck is ok and things are better. We have missed you and the cats! I’ve been a follower for years (you started me on funko pops) and wouldn’t stop just because you need time for yourself, you need to prioritize you. Welcome back and look forward to whatever you want to do or not do!! Not worried about my cards either, send when you can, no rush, charge for shipping if you haven’t already (I forget) ( but I have moved cities so my address will be different).

[@NerdyNewb]

Thank you so much Steve. Your support means a lot. Appreciate you sticking with me and for understanding. Mack, Jasp and Gus say thank you too!!! I’ll make sure we get your address updated before I ship.

[@DestinieB]

Nice to see you and glad you’re okay! Sending you positive energy Steph!!

[@malinsandgren2519]

Sounds like you needed that break! I'm glad you are feeling better and I'm glad to see you back again tho :)

[@mycomicfinds3998]

Welcome back Steph, keep an eye on your neck, my pain caused me to go into a deep depression and I am still dealing with it. Great to have you back on the KZbin's lol

[@victoriarodriguez1990]

Love you steph just do whatever makes you happy will be here

[@locker127]

I miss you! I hope you are doing ok. I have been thinking about you often. Love to you and the kitties! I have been watching you for years so i feel like you are a friend. You always talk to your viewers and i love it

[@fancyphlox2096]

Missed you Steph! Glad to see you back!

[@stuartglover1221]

Whoop whoop x missed you Steph xxxx 💜💜💜💜 glad to see you and glad your ok xxxx 💜💜💜💜

[@alienemma5978]

Hey, so glad you are back! I barely ever comment but I watch all your videos. Glad you are doing okay and hope you continue to feel better over the coming months!!!

[@JPGamerRetroAnime]

Glad you back👍👍👍😎😎😊😊😊

[@nesquick9999]

I’m glad you are okay. Good to see you back.

[@nicoledorton3676]

Just happy that you are ok

[@MsMissskittles]

Glad your ok, missed you and the fun on pack breaks. Excited to watch again ☺. Do I have bag on table?

[@katiecakanic]

Mac is too cute!!!! Welcome back

[@pokemom5749]

I’m so happy to see you again! I missed your videos and live streams. I agree when life gets crazy it time to take a break and get things back to less crazy. I’m glad you are doing well!

[@cocopokes]

Hi NerdyNewb missed ya and glad to have you back keep it up 🤙🏾

[@meganaustin8153]

Nerdy Newb! So good to see you! ❤️❤️❤️

[@naomiwysom1932]

glad to see you took time to take care for yourself! hope you are feeling better 💜

[@jillmacdonald1021]

Welcome back - it’s good to see you again!

[@marcometachternaam6150]

It's good to take a little time off once in a while.. Glad to see you and the cats are doing great and are just busy with life.. Would be nice to see a lot more video's from you, but no pressure..

[@graceanneduncan7154]

It’s okay I’ve been watching your old videos

[@PumpkinBumpkin333]

I've missed you friend! (Well, KZbin friend I suppose haha) I am so glad you are back and feeling better. Make sure you take care of yourself.

[@brokencontrollers3858]

It's so good to see you again! :) I started collecting pops because of your channel.

[@luismedina8121]

I missed you!!!! Yesterday I was talking about you! Great to see you again!

[@Louie572]

Hey, glad to here you put yourself first and took the time you needed. Welcome back!

[@marlana5359]

OMG, we have missed you!!! Glad to see you are well.

[@NerdyNewb]

Miss you too!!!!!

[@pinkmermaidfina8834]

glad you are back i was worried something bad happen to you and we wont see you again but all is good

[@y.c.melendez5203]

Hey Steph! I’m very glad to hear you’re doing better and you’re okay. ☺️. I believe I have some cards but if you do some more streams I’ll participate again! Take care of yourself first, we’ll be here! 😁.

[@TheXdarkfairy]

Hey welcome back 🥰

[@tuckiep]

Good to see you back!!❤️

[@roarroar4345]

I’m just happy you’re back! I’ve missed you!