Hisohkah - School Rooftop (Intro) (Slowed with Rain) [1 Hour Loop]

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[@HourHits]

Reminds of simpler times when life wasn't so stressful.

[@vibebreaker3912]

true.. 😥

[@maxlatif1390]

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH sorry

[@user-we3cn4vm2z]

I don't think it was ever like that lolol

[@nieenepoviem4487]

My mom say im bullied bc They are not my friends and They face 😒😒😒😒😒😒🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄😡😡😡😡😡 Like- Im sorry. Im trying be good person!😊💓

[@zuoid7889]

Fr

[@youllneverknow3585]

Over. And over. And over. And over. Everyday. Every second. Every tear. It's never ending.

[@lotfikordi2441]

[@finsweirdcore333]

you just put my feelings into words

[@amandawoods2227]

I feel like this...

[@volnistyy]

@@amandawoods2227 Same.

[@meta__1564]

I’m having endless cycles of pain and happiness intermixing and never ending, always just restarting over and over again; allowing me to never feel some sort of stationary joy, it fades to quickly, re-starting the cycle of happiness to emptiness to happiness to emptiness I hate it, I just want it to end

[@milamartinees5361]

Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words :) Until tomorrow, my friend :) Edit: im really proud of you for findng your happiness here, i also ove you so much even if i dont know you , i still care for you an your feelings. until next time bestie

[@nicolas_olmos]

Thank you

[@milamartinees5361]

@@nicolas_olmos No Problem, have a great rest of your day/night/morning!

[@5cov]

it made me cry.

[@thevillageidiot6969]

thank you! you made peoples day with this message

[@nagwasameh107]

Thank you so much you don't understand how this made me feel like but thank you! Have a nice day:)

[@kimmya1587]

this makes me feel something I can't describe. Peace? Sadness? Not sure.

[@incasxnxtox]

it's kind of balance of peace to sadness =)

[@SawaErikWehrhahn]

Emptines

[@loverr.._girl1325]

It’s the same for me. I’m not sure if I’m depressed- I’m not happy but I’m not sad either..

[@landospence510]

Same man same

[@jacebigford9940]

Nostalgia I feel that

[@ѕтя-ы3ь]

Es...un alivio tan inmenso el poder sentirse libre, comodo y feliz al escuchar esto. Recuerdo que cuándo apenas la escuchaba me echaba a llorar por tantas cosas que me auto-destruian, pero cielos, la paz que me regala este sonido es impresionante. Tomarme un té mientras simplemente me siento conectada conmigo misma, con el cielo, con el universo, con cada cosa de este maginifico lugar. Creeme tu vida aún no acaba, tienes tanto por vivir y por experimentar. No te acomples al resto, sientete tú mismo porque no hay nada más valioso que poder despertarse y decirse a si mismo "Me amo y amo cada cosa de este mundo". Mucha suerte en todo este camino que tienes por delante, y núnca lo dudes: tienes mucho más potencial del que crees.

[@josephaleman1229]

Muchas gracias necesitaba leer algo asi.

[@fernandohi567]

Buen comentario. Sólo digo eso.

[@elhakerwcuatorianoxddd6718]

Me pusistes a pensar en el futuro

[@elhakerwcuatorianoxddd6718]

Y a reflexionar

[@elhakerwcuatorianoxddd6718]

Hermosas palabras de ti 👍😔👌

[@pigalow2002]

This is so beautiful. Am I the only one who has always gotten uplifted by listening to depressing music? It’s my favorite, melodically. Such pretty melodies.

[@GRETCHENWANTSACOOKIE]

^

[@RediDutshi]

sm

[@Catsleepyyy]

Same, this type of music also gives me motivation tbh

[@agustinparini9493]

Same, I love this kind of music, it makes you feel motivated or sometimes, it makes you remember about awesome moments.

[@eebzyx]

THIS

[@trulyalicia]

"It hurts when you have someone in your heart but you can't have them in your arms"

[@BumboMcJumbo]

Hits hard

[@rukiakuchiki3658]

fr.

[@ItsZlec]

This is what made me wish to God I never fell in love online... it breaks my heart knowing I can't physically be there for him.

[@рижа-я6л]

unfortunately this is true, but I hope this person loves me as much as I love him.

[@neosiax]

yeah, that's really hurt...

[@eldenlord502]

This makes me want to cry, every single memory I had in my life just slowly replaying in my head

[@loverr.._girl1325]

THIS RIGHT HERE GOLDEN I couldn’t explain it any better

[@sobored1398]

me too and Idk what I’d do without my friend Oliver I miss him he’s the greatest person I have In my life left but without him I have nothing

[@Jetelavaisdis]

Fr HOW DO WE EXPLAIN THIS FEELING, have we forgotten a feeling? It's not peace, but not sadness, obviously not anger and disgust.. not happiness too?? I wouldn't say love as well.. WHAT IS THIS

[@ripbozo4106]

@@Jetelavaisdis I don't know too... Its so weird, all my memories suddenly play in my head tears start to walk on my face, my throat gets stuck for a second, and then i sleep... So weird

[@aes6739]

bruh same 😔

[@just_l3wis]

i always find my self coming back to this idk why but it feels like a second home whenever i can’t sleep or worry i listen to this it helps me remember all of the good memories i have ever had and reminds me how great life can really be if you read this i hope you know your loved ❤

[@theneonplague]

This song reminds me of laying down in bed and just staring in the middle of night at Tokyo. Neons are lighting, the rain is loud. God, what a chill feeling.

[@rapbhenlamdan9154]

Try to imagine this song when time doesn’t feel real:👇👇👇👇 >Showering at 3AM thinking about life >Waking up and its dark outside >Walking alone in the rain at night

[@volnistyy]

I thought I was having depersonalization since when I was a growing up, I just lost in touch in reality this whole time.

[@H3ll0nk1ttY]

I would shower at 3am but I’m scared to 😀

[@alimohsin496]

I wouldn’t recommend walking alone in the rain at night. Definitely not the safest time.

[@Equilibrinity]

I dont think showering at night is a good idea

[@ethan-os2xy]

A few years ago, when I was 15, my friends and I decided to skip a few classes and take a 6-hour camping trip. Once we got there, we set our tents and spent the day just talking, drinking and laughing a lot. It was fun. Later that night, I woke up feeling a little bit dizzy, left my tent and decided to take a walk deeper into the woods. Not too far from where we were, I found another camp. I decided to walk away as quickly as possible until I heard someone whisper "hey". I didn't want any trouble so I caught myself trying to justify being there, only to find out that person was just another teenager. We got closer as I tried to apologize, saying I had no idea he was there. That dude physically reminded me a lot of Teddy Duchamp from the movie "Stand By Me". His name was Gabriel and he was 15 years old. His parents and little sister were inside that tent and they were there because his dad loved fishing/hunting or something like that. The point is, what I experienced after that was the best conversation of my entire life: we talked about our families, schools, girlfriends, friends, future and much more. It was almost 5 AM when I told him I had to get back to my camp. I asked him to join my friends and I, as we were planning to go to the lake later that day and he told me he would try to convince his parents to let him go. Leaving, he fist bumped me and joked we were oficially best friends. We both laughed. I went back to my tent and passed out. When I woke up, I felt something was different. The sun. The trees. My friends. We went to the lake around 3pm and had a great time. But he never got there. Around 6 PM, I returned to that same spot to find out his family wasn't there anymore. Today marks 6 years since I met him. I still don't know what I felt that day, but I know it was different. I don't believe in soulmates... but Idk. Even though I barely remember the sound of his voice, that changed me. This is the first time I share this story. I've been thinking a lot about him lately. This song reminds me of that day. The feeling of that conversation, of that trip, of getting there and not finding him. I hope you're happy, Gabe! You were the best friend I could've ever had.

[@toast2580]

Damn bro I’m sorry

[@cloudy3350]

its not fun finding someone you enjoy then never being able to see them again, but you never know maybe youll find him again one day, either here or on the other side.

[@varenzer_h8jk425]

Holy shit like a mystic horror story

[@pissandcornflakes9119]

The people that you meet once and never see again; It's almost like everyone had a special person they've met. I've found myself up at night wondering about them. Where are they now? Have they thought about you? Are they thinking about you right now? Do they remember you? Are they even alive? I'm sure the other person has thought about you in the same way as well. Heck, you might've seen them and not even noticed. One of the people passing by in a car? The plane flying overhead? The person who is reading comments on this video? The internet is a magical place.

[@AyoDaKiddNice]

That sucks man sometimes you only think about what your going to do with that person 4 months ago I went to a water park before I left to a different state my dad was with me and my cousin and little sister I remember what his last word before I left he said I’m going to be back soon. after that I was on the air plane and in front of where I was sitting it was a dad and son And the son was saying dad I wish mommy was here.then the dad said she will be at the airport to you up I have to leave. Then where at airport and I see the dad son and a mom the same from airplane the dad was saying listen to mommy ok I will be soon.then the dad left the son was in tears crying saying I want daddy back. And that reminds me of my dad. Ever since I listen to this song when I think about him.

[@LillyOuimet-garcia-lj7cq]

This sound reminds me of when you see everyone else happy but then you think of yourself and wonder why you can’t be happy like everyone else

[@tajw9289]

“We’ll both graduate the same year, other sides of the world.” He had 3 years left. Miss you Zach.

[@pjtmlarry2738]

Did he die?

[@_LazyPerson_]

That's so sad bro, but hopefully he's in peace, or maybe reincarnated, sometimes even if we prepare mentally for those things, it still happens out of nowhere, hope you're fine, i'd give you a hug but this is the internet, kinda difficult

[@loverr.._girl1325]

Im so sorry

[@Wateriscool427]

Did he die😲

[@hhdgj5555]

This reminds me of when I used to wake up at 6am on Christmas Day, sort out all the presents, go back to sleep, parents woke me and my siblings up. Now it’s just one parent waking us up. It was like this 2 years ago in 2019, that was our last family Christmas together

[@gimmeinjera3875]

Wow I'm sorry to hear this, I can't imagine living without a mom or a dad. But all I can say is that at least you have a parent and siblings, and always make sure you are grateful for them because there are people out there were they don't even have a family. I know it can be hard but always keep pushing! Have a great day or night.

[@SonnySnickers0609]

I am so sorry for that. I hope your life gets better

[@emily-zn5wo]

This reminds me when covid started 2 years ago and it was the beginning of quarantine, online school, watching anime, time with family. But now its all changed, now school is more stress full, and don't have the time to enjoy stuff like i used too. Hi, I want to say that you're amazing

[@gimmeinjera3875]

Thank you! :)

[@ayoubvxk905]

Youre more amazing

[@azogazo5836]

Many Thanks

[@krisSkele666]

Last night I cried myself to sleep, thinking I'll never be good enough for my dad. He's an alcoholic and I blame myself for not able to help him. Right now I just got done with another session of crying and thinking I'll never make people happy and I'll always ruin something and make people mad at me. I hope you guys are doing better than I, as I don't want anyone to suffer like me. I know I'm just a stranger to you all but know I love you all and you're never alone as I'm here. I know I need to hear this from someone so I say it to others, hoping I'm making someone's day.

[@ismoeillob4108]

Well i am dead this aint even my real account i am here to help though i have one dream makes people Happy when i accomplish that i Will be in fact dead

[@ultrabutstink5532]

Hey guy...... listen to me just real quick. Next time you see your dad, sit him down. Have a talk with him. Talk about memories, all the things you love, and life. And hey man... no one's disappointed in you. It's not your fault. All humans sin. It's normal. So I'm just here to say don't give up. Think about it. Is it the end or is it the beginning? Trust me alot of peaple like me care about you. I mean alot. Think about it all you're dreams. You can have kids. Look just do what you enjoy in life. Look there's 8 billion peaple just in this world and maybe even more depending on what you believe. So I promise you'll find someone who your happy with. Whether that's love, friendship, or just someone who can calm you down. Trust me. You will start to realize the change. Everything has a purpose. From tiny little insects to celestial body's as huge as the universe. And somehow, us beings are one of the most important ones. That's all I'm here to say. Follow you're dreams, and may my God bless you. Have a wonderfully life, and who knows, maybe we'll meet again; on this thing you call "the internet" welp... so long friend.

[@king_B0X666]

I am in the same type of situation, my dads an alcoholic and might die from liver failure, i rarely see him as he works a full time bus driver job but i would wish to just sit whith him and talk. With my brother and sister slowly spliting of to there own life's whith girlfriends and boyfriends, im the only one left, whith that in mind i dont have much left of a childhood you will have to live throw it like i did over the past years, always here to talk if you need me.

[@krisSkele666]

@@king_B0X666 I'm here for you too, I'm glad I can meet others who are in the same or similar situation with me.

[@EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEM]

though this was a year ago, I hope you're doing better my friend

[@leonderprofie123]

looks cozy af

[@SAT0Mii]

Hell yeah

[@gomehunter8]

Du auch hier :)

[@Walker-ie8dm]

what's up checkmark

[@EEPER7]

im like you im happy outsite and making jokes all the time but inside it pain

[@lxkas3181]

@@gomehunter8 Jemand Deutsches hier? oha

[@finsweirdcore333]

last year my friend moved to a new school and she hasn't talked to me since then and listing to this song makes me remember all the laughts i had with her but now shes gone and i don't laugh anymore i barly even smile anymore i miss her so much, if ur reading this Lexi i miss u

[@blxckstitch354]

i miss u to..

[@ursula6135]

Same but she came back and she doesn’t talk to me anymore

[@kiiro9844]

I just want to return to my old self when things were so much different. Where I could laugh and be myself without fear of suddenly losing everyone that I loved. it's difficult when I want to be happier but physically can't. my energy has been drained and I feel tired all the time. I feel nothing but sad and bad for myself every day. I can't distract myself because there's nothing that engages me or interests me. it's like every time I'm happy, someone else is sad and it hurts so much being that selfish for my own happiness. I just wanna make people happier and feel happier. this song just gives me that nostalgic feeling that I miss. I miss the old me and I hate how I have to live with myself, feeling like crap every time I wake up to start a new day.

[@chrisizmebrodiego4890]

For real tho

[@meta__1564]

DAMN that part about being happy but others are feeling sad was just a lil TOO relatable - sending you love and hope for ur future

[@Viewsmaxxxing]

ik its not as easy as getting a good night's rest, but try it! If it doesnt work out then.... 🤷‍♀️

[@franciscor8525]

Thank you for posting this. I'm not sure if it's making me feel better or worse, but I appreciate it just the same. Have a good day.

[@jules4364]

this song reminds me of having a late night walk all by urself, softly raining, with an empty road and the bright streetlights.

[@Jetelavaisdis]

Ngl I don't really, it's kinda stressful for me, bc I always feel like someone watching me or following me

[@ItsZlec]

I love this. I just hate when my anxiety gets in the way everytime I do it.

[@ItsZlec]

@@Jetelavaisdis This exactly, but I would kill just to walk peacefully without a thought in the world.

[@ReverbMusix]

@@ItsZlec fr

[@Rysy.]

Ill be completly honest here, these are genuinly the nicest comments I've ever read. Readings the peoples stories, the music, the togetherness that this account brings us is beatiful. A mixture of sadness and calmness, and a place where you know your not the only one.

[@lWolfz]

There’s this girl that I met by accident and she means the world to me. We met over a game and it might sound stupid but this is my first ever true love and we have been talking and have known each other for almost 5 years. I want to go see her, and one day, marry her. I think we’re perfect for each other and I think we’re soulmates. It’s hard having so much distance but one day that won’t be a problem. When we don’t talk for a while I kind of feel empty and she always pops up randomly in my head. She is so perfect, and I love her so much. When I meet her it’s gonna be the best day of my life. Hopefully soon enough I’ll be able to go see her, cause I really need that. She’s so special to me. I need her in my life.

[@xenon625]

being dramatic lmao stfu

[@lWolfz]

@@xenon625 whatever floats ur boat my man

[@Akira-is3en]

I hope you'll be able to meet her

[@Night-lo6zf]

Hey man that’s great long distance are sometimes where it at But I say this Don’t depend on a person too much at all try finding your own way in things You never know what may happen

[@lWolfz]

@@Night-lo6zf appreciate it, I’ve kinda been alone my whole life anyways so I’ve learned to be ok by myself

[@m1ssdelulu]

Everytime I put this on, I close my eyes and imagine myself on a rooftop looking over a city with my hair blowing in the wind

[@PowerK1]

Hey man, you can do this just keep going, it’s hard I know bud 😔

[@crazytatoe9341]

This is beautiful

[@jacoblepe1268]

Cringe af

[@i.blank.z.room.u8023]

same :)

[@Tina-c6v]

@@jacoblepe1268 man, in my opinion they may be talking about s*icide, is that cringe?

[@0x0SHADOWHUNTER0x0]

You can’t help but wish that when you wake up you’re back in a different time. I still remember waking up in the morning with the sun in my face. my room was in the attic so my window was slanted upward. It was a small room and only fit a few pieces of furniture but it was cozy. I can’t describe the feeling of waking up, I must’ve thought it just another day back then, I was indifferent. I would give anything to wake up in that room again. Not a care in the world.. Of course life wasn’t perfect my parents fought alot and even though I was young I understood we were hard on money. I never grew up with cable tv or the newest stuff. But I absolutely treasured what I had. Waking up and playing my dads old sega genesis even when other kids my age had game cubes or a playstation. It didn’t matter to me because I loved playing sonic, golden axe, mortal combat. At the time I didn’t understand but growing up like that was the best gift my parents gave me. Just imagining waking up eating a bowl or cornflakes and watching a recorded vhs of spy kids on a Saturday, id fall asleep to a vhs of shrek on loop. the movie would reach the end of its tape, white noise, and rewind itself. Play again. I wish life worked that way. I wish I could hit rewind, going back I wonder if I would savor the moments that much more. What would I do differently. Would everything turn out the same. What did I imagine life would be like in the future as a kid. The world is so twisted now i cant even remember what i thought life would be like. Sometimes I cant sleep. Its always been that way so that hasn’t changed, sometimes i think if I could just talk to that version of me from so many years ago, what would they even think of me. Regardless i don’t think i made them proud. I really need advice from that kid. I hope I get the chance to do it all again.

[@user-zw7on6ve8y]

This song reminds me of a friend I had. I was at a new school, none of my old friends shared a class with me, so I was really lonley and scared. I walked into the class, scared that they'll hate me. That's how I met her, her blond hair was shining in the sun and her skin was pale white with some red touches. She was shy, I was shy, I don't know how we managed it to talk to each other. We were perfectly together, we laughed, we went out and had much fun. Thats what I thought, but then there was this moment when I realized. She was using me. Maybe we were friends, but after she used me so many times for almost everything I saw clear. She was cool, pretty and also so awful. I was feeling down, our friendship got worser and worser, she was toxic so to me , always blamed me for everything and made feel like I'm worthless. It was not the first time I felt that, my whole life I've been hearing, that I'm worthless. At least she could used me for money and for some 'fun'. We were friends but it felt more like drowning. I took her to a festival, I spent 56 dollars for her, I mean, that's what friends do right? We had fun. Then it happend, the thing. It was my fault but it wasn't something bad, I just wanted that she gives me my money back, of cause not all money. I spent more that 150 dollars for her, I just wanted something small back. I didn't thought that it would excalate that quick. At the next day she told me that her boyfriend wants to beat me up, I cried and was scared to go out. I was trying to fix the friendship but it didn't helped. I was scared, unable to talk to someone .I thought if I would do that, her dad would kill me because he was a dealer. At the next day I was scared to go to school, I went a longer way, hoping that i won't getting beat up. When i got to school everyone ignored me. They blamed me. They hated me. I was alone, again. I was 10. I didn't deserved that, I didn't deserved all things. I've always been used from my friends and I can't even trust my friends now. They must hate me too. I'm a bad friend, I want to go back to my childhood, where I had two great friends, why did we moved? They're also not good peoples anymore. I just want to have a other personality.

[@quetzalnegro7197]

Bro all I gotta said that some people can be real, some people can be fake and some people can be evil and if you’re scare don’t be like that cuz you’re a man first so my advice to you is try out boxing it help me because I would always get bully not until I show them my fist. So bro be careful who you with like I said they can be real,fake or evil just remember that you are a man first take care.

[@gimmeinjera3875]

Sorry to hear that :/

[@Mario_553]

Man I'm very sorry you can be friends with me i have been used a lot...

[@KUR4H]

@@leorrrrrr 🤡🤡🤡🤡

[@Sekiro-Henki]

This is very relatable…

[@tiunmae1925]

It reminds me of the winter,when i was lying on snow and crying. I hadn't wanted anybody to see my tears

[@amelia8987]

Perfect for a lonely walk, as well as for night and crying ;)))

[@DumpsterDaddy6]

This song always has me thinking back to the times when life was semi good. I would give anything to be in middle school again. I hate being so close to adult hood and having nothing to show for it. I just want her and all our other friends back, I want to do the things I was too afraid to do.

[@Aperson-n4u]

This song is just so nostalgia.It reminds me of being in a dark room with the tv on watching cartoons playing with my toys on a snow day.

[@wingman4668]

What an, odd, odd feeling.

[@starzblade960]

Yup

[@lilnene9783]

This song always brings me back to that day I was 8 years old jumping on the couch with my little brother while Listening to trendy songs it was just laughter and my smile wouldn’t disappear. Nowadays I feel like I could never find that same feeling again might sound cheesy and emo but these years have been just arguments with my family and school breaking me down. However I wish that everyone here will never have to face the same stuff I experienced and I wish you the best

[@kalliekarapant2478]

This song feels... so empty, you know? It makes me feel so peaceful and sad, but mostly, empty.

[@taroff5890]

Yes!

[@annamichelle5993]

This!

[@memstr5859]

This makes me feel so peaceful and free... just close your eyes and imagine your in a beautiful landscape..like, a rainy forest, the sky, a rainy sunset, a whole dark field of grass with no trees, etc. feel like your running away from the stuff you would like to burn in hell the most. Take a test and hug it like it’s your most lived one, idc who it is, just do it. So sad but calming.....thank you for this, this song is a actual true blessing ❤️

[@iilmad7732]

This song brings back nostalgic memories before everything was so hard and complicated, before being a different sexuality was a trend, before everyone turned toxic, the good days where we used to play with Lego, laugh with our siblings and have fun together, play outside all the time, play our favourite video game, our parents helping us with our homework. Life’s changed a lot since then, you remember that. Life isn’t gonna be so easy there’s gonna be ups and downs but you have to get over them, it’s not easy but remembering how happy you used to be, you don’t want to make that little guy/girl sad, they would look up to you as a romodel, life itself isn’t meant to be easy, us humans have lost our primitive ways and survival skills to video games and being brain washed by all the trends, it’s tough man, living life ain’t easy that’s for sure, I have a girlfriend now who I love very much and I don’t want her to see me become a sad husk again, as soon as I met her I changed, my point is that you shouldn’t give up, there’s always someone or something out there that will change you, I promise you that. If you need me to help you out with anything just reply to this comment I’ll try my best to keep all of you in check.

[@d1introvert]

W person man💙

[@benjjaaaamin]

Damn

[@LAIER_EYE]

Sorry

[@maryamtalal8837]

Did you know I have been depressed for three years. I really don't know what I should do. I had a girlfriend too, but she has been away from me since my depression. I get goosebumps when I remember them. You ruined my life, she spread false rumors about me. I read your comment and the last part of the comment caught my attention. I wish you a happy day and life

[@tomalex228]

I recognize myself in this comment. I'm not sure how to explain but everything as a whole feels different since like 2016 / 17 And then tiktok becoming a norm in like 2020. Don't get me wrong that app is game breaking! I enjoy it a lot but the way it's so easy to post decent content on it means that you'll get real quality content but also loads of absolute nonsense.. My attention span has never been lower, I don't feel creative anymore, I force myself to take simple initiatives. Idk the last couple years feel superficial. Take for example something that everybody enjoys: music. I can't believe we've lost mainstream pop "girl singers". I'm barely an adult, I'm able to go in nightclubs but all my childhood I imagined it would be fun like a concert in some way but it turns out rap (which is cool but not mainstream) is now 90% of songs... Whether it's US or French rap where I live. I've always had the mindset of being optimistic for the future, but the current state of this generation makes me look back feeling nostalgic, there's no balance. My present life doesn't make up for the previous years (late 2000's & 2010's).

[@_.bebrik._15]

this music seems to describe the past ... I remember how we walked in the summer watching movies until the morning and sat on the phone until the morning before it was very beautiful ...

[@billythefrog8954]

Sometimes i wish i could just go back, to simpler times, where i didn’t have to stress about the way i looked or the grades i got, i just wanna go back. This never ending loop of constantly fixing myself but it’s never ending, never perfect, never finishing. Let me go back.

[@nicolas_olmos]

*I'm not a native english speaker, so there are gonna be moments that i'm not going to be able to write well* This song makes me thing a lot of thinks, it just brings to me a lot of feelings, feelings that makes me happy or sad, it's like i was having a conversation with myself: Old friends, old memories, etc. This song makes me wish everything was like it used to be, but i just can't keep my thoughts in the past, i just should keep going and thinking everything is going to be fine, i'll find a way to do it. I'm sure. If you're having a hard time, don't worry at some point, you will fell better. Love y'all

[@mattsfscad6805]

Te deseo lo mejor hermano.

[@originalcontent1800]

I feel you man

[@unlived58]

you did good for the writing if its not your native language

[@tommonfg0810]

My best friend in our friend group told me after we graduated high school: "No matter where we are, we will still game together every night like we are still freshmen!" That was a years ago, he joined the military and every one of my friend group got into different colleges and different universities, I rarely see them nowadays, the discord group chat last message was me about who's online to game tonight in February 2021. Times flies, I wish I was back to high school again, to enjoy our time together again, because I didn't know that we were making memories, we were just simply having fun. To all people out there who are lost like me. Stay strong guys, life is not easy but with time and determination, we can get through and be happy with it. And treasure the memories you have with friends and family because, in one blink of an eye, you will be all alone. Ty and have a good night.

[@gimmeinjera3875]

Thank you :)

[@Xx-Fatima-xX]

Let’s thank our pillows for catching our tears when no one did ❤

[@mido4613]

TH

[@leonox0995]

imagine listening to this at 3am while you’re silently crying watching the rain as it’s falling, thinking about that one person can relate.

[@miguelbaltazar3230]

doing it right now and i do this everyday knowing it will alter the way i sleep and wake up

[@ronalds1598]

U don't need that pfp then 🗿 that's only for men

[@flozzymusic]

Hello from Russia, and thank you 🥱❤️

[@hidefiance]

i thought growing up would be fun, but now that i'm 21, i just want to go back. back to when i didn't have a care in the world. back when everything was colorful. back when i had all of my friends close to me. back when some of my relatives were alive. the days just aren't the same as they used to be

[@SlimReaper24246]

As an adult you don’t realize how good you had it as a child till you sit back and think about all the memories

[@siennakfpemployee737]

ive lost all of my comfort this year, thus song keeps me going and if ive learned anything tap yer foot in the waters if its a hot temperature for yer toe, it doesnt mean you wont like it ig what im trying to say is beneath the layers could be something good for you

[@gimmeinjera3875]

Thanks for this :)

[@deadrxseae]

you know that feeling when you're at a lonely night, it's cold, you don't feel sad or feel happy, something feels off but can't seem to know what it is, you just wander around not doing anything and sitting on bed/chair, yeah i felt that

[@tilted-towas_yt4053]

I read almost all of the comments while listening to this forgetting everything else happening in the world, just relaxing, and I just came into KZbin to find some white noise to sleep but now here I am reading hundreds of comments lol

[@faze__jas]

It's crazy how that group chat you always talked with your friends will be forgotten The carefree strolls with your friends will be forgotten These two friends you had since day 1 will leave your life and each will follow a new path Those summers after a whole school year will not be the same It's crazy isn't it?

[@tiredboi-jc7qo]

I wish I didn't have to stress over grades, nor people liking me, I just wanna be 5-8 again, I wanna remember my whole childhood, I wanna be able to travel back in time and tell my 5 year old self to make sure to stay strong, I just want everything to be simple again..

[@loverr.._girl1325]

One time I met this guy named Lio. He was awsome!! He changed my entire life and how i saw life from then on. I felt butterflies in my stomach everytime his notifications popped up on my screen.. I thought me and him would last forever. That’s what it felt like- me and him talked nonstop we would make jokes and laugh and talk abt friends and family and how hard things got. He always has my back and I had his. He asked me to be his gf and ofc I said yes. Four months after dating he took his life.. moral of the story- always check up on ur loved ones they may never show signs but death can sneak up upon them any day now..

[@kaelanirizarry203]

This hurts

[@gimmeinjera3875]

Wow I can never imagine this happening to me. So sry for this.

[@ursula6135]

Im crying rn

[@mrcannon1008]

my jaw dropped when i saw the end of your story, and still is. im so sorry

[@雪子-l5h]

this sound reminds me of my senior year in highschool, i remember it was raining that time and all students already left school, i was the only one in the classroom left, the lights are off, the curtains closed, the ac still on, it was such a cold rainy night. the school bell ringing for the third time to let the students who are still in the campus know that the school will close in a few minutes. I remember i was so lost in my thoughts, planning if i should kms or not, holding a cutter while looking at my wrist thats alrdy full of scars. I was at my very lowest that night. I was rlly planning on ending it all and jump off the window at that moment, but when i got up to open the window, the school guard knocked on the door telling me to go home. on my way home i kept thinking what wouldve happen if the school guard didnt called out on me. till this day i still stay at the classroom till the last bell rings, i like being alone, but i dont like being alone with my thoughts.

[@rajerel9684]

I dunno why, but I don't feel any particular sadness when listening to this song, just nostalgia and calmness Maybe for once, my life is at a good place?

[@krisandfriends2683]

this song is just peaceful and calming as all the old days come back to me and it reminds me of the past.

[@Alaxyss]

Cada vez que escucho la melodia de esta cancion me hace pensar y me libero de todos los sentimientos como si estuviera desconectado del mundo pero ademas de sentir paz me hace pensar que es complicado sabiendo que nadie puede entenderme y viviendo asi durante años sin recibir ayuda, algunos tratan de ayudarme pero eso no sirve de nada, aun asi agradezco por hacer su esfuerzo, quisiera poder volver a ser ese niño que solo era felicidad, ese niño amable y corazon puro que no tenia problemas solamente quiero volver a ser el aveces solamente quisiera desaparecer del mundo sin que nadie se preocupara y sin que nadie se diera cuenta

[@kushtaco1998]

Reminds me of the time my mother left.. I was living with my stepfather at the time. I was doing drugs to get me through the pain of having no family in the same state. I'd listen to distorted slowed lofi and be the only one awake at 5am. I'd like to think my only friend and his other friends were good friends, and maybe they were.. but I was destroying myself, mind body and spirit.. I reminisce on the moments I was happy with them and this song is an auditory reminder of things past. I almost wish I could go back and relive those times, as bad as they were.. they had moments where I didn't realize I was happy because I thought I was sad..

[@nigelpg]

Scared when my parents die

[@sansawsome]

I fell bad for you both ;^; Hope you both feel better 😊

[@madchen2929]

This song reminds me of my depression some years ago. I felt like I remembered a place with a forest and a river. This place was so beautiful in my memories, I thought about how to get there one day. I thought this place would save me from depression. I thought I could jump this river and go with the flow. But one day I came to this place there was nothing there. Just an abandoned caffe. My childhood imagination fooled me. I felt the loss at that moment. I thought I was doing the last thing I was hoping for. I didn't have anyone. But now while I'm listening this song i feel so good... I don't know why.

[@RTP_Tino]

My dad abused me for 10 years now, verbally and physically. He always told me that he was disappointed in me for not being the best and that those type of remarks. Hell, he even put me in a 4 week coma once just cause I failed a school. That was 7 months ago in the semester break. Nobody except for my family knew. I never ever told anybody this cause I didn't want my family to have problems. I didn't want my little brother to see our dad go to jail so I always kept any signs of discomfort or pain hidden just so that he could smile. I love him with all my heart. The only reason I'm pushing on is cause of him.

[@Mergalizxcc]

I struggled with depression after my mom passed away. Her absence made life feel gray and colorless. I no longer found joy in the things that once made me happy. My days turned into endless hours of silence and emptiness. I felt lost and alone, and every morning began with the realization that everything I once knew was gone forever. My attempts to find comfort in friends and family seemed futile. I became withdrawn, avoided social interactions, and remained locked away in my room, immersed in the darkness of my thoughts. But one day, when I discovered an old box of my mom’s belongings, I came across her letters and photographs. Reading those writings reminded me of her love and support, which, if only briefly, helped me feel her presence. Gradually, I began to find strength in the memories of my mom and in her words. I learned to express my feelings through letters and drawings, which helped me cope with the pain and seek new meaning in life. Although the grief remained a part of me, I found comfort in what my mom had left behind, and it gave me hope for the future.

[@chiplovescats]

this song makes me feel sick to my stomach, its not because the song's bad its just... • life • you know..?

[@cansnbeyazt8677]

My family saw me as a successful person since I was little, and I grew up in an environment where peace changed according to my success. No matter how polite I tried to be to people, including my father and mother, I was always slapped in the face. I was seeing people being loved and now it was hurting me, I was always asking, Why? People could fall in love and move around freely, and I was always under a cage. This semester is my exam period and my family is worse off. I just hated myself I tried to be nice and people didn't seem to like me. Every day I came home and listened to family fights and people talking about me. I was very stressed during my last mock exam and my family didn't like me because I made a lot of mistakes...

[@naxnova4786]

"Whose fault is it that things ended up like this? Coincidence? An accident? Fate? There's no such thing as fate. It's simply a combination of one circumstance and the next. And who is it that creates those circumstances? Who is it? It's you." -Rize Kamishiro

[@fairytail.5307]

he seems so sad, being alone, i wish i wasnt this boring so i could've made him happy or made him laugh and forget how lonely he is, hes like a person in pitch black he cant hear anything, see anything, nor feel anything hes looking for something but you can never figure out what it is because he is good at hiding his tears and cries this is the man i fell in love with and i am eager to make it all better for him, he trusts me the most afterall.

[@sovaaa1127]

POV: You’ve been ghosted POV:You lost someone special POV:You’ve been crying more POV:You’ve been more stressed than usual (If you are experiencing these things.. I’m sorry. You deserve a break.)

[@pyetrzin3348]

Tipo, morrer? 🙁 esta bem amigo.

[@accentillia8116]

Im stressed and lost someone special,im crying dying inside..

[@Al_fallo_]

Volver ah lo de antes momentos donde todo era hermoso

[@Al_fallo_]

Ahora puro daño

[@Jsbsknsbsjaj]

My cat has gone before a weekly, I feel very sad for him and I can never forget that I have all my feelings for him, every minute I remember him and I start crying

[@jake_the_snake_]

Same

[@FateofTheseus]

Pov: You have passed away your life is being replayed infront of you all the memories you can hear rain you faint you wake up again in a bright place and see your deceased friends pets and family members running towards you and now you are at peace. away from the stressful life you had

[@DFX007]

You didnt make me sad u did make me cry

[@gr00vy_.86]

this is all i want.

[@K01V.]

this makes me sad but calm, very relaxing :)

[@_x402]

Después de un dos años la vengo a volver a escuchar, se que a nadie le va importar, pero, esta canción me salvaba de mi depresión cuando jugaba en mi PC todas las noches era siempre a reproducirla pq tiene una sensación que te lleva a un nivel que solo estas tu, haciéndote olvidar de todos los malditos problemas que cargabas por una hora 🕳.

[@GxeFil]

Эта песня так выручает в последнее время..

[@thatguy-uz4vq]

Alot of people in these comments seem rather depressed, lost, tired and I was much the same when i was quite young. One day I was declared clinically dead. Luckily I was revived and awoke from a week long coma. After that I was bed ridden for about a month and kept from school for another few months. I have been handicapped ever since. In that time something became very clear to me. Living is amazing and its the only gift i truly want. I cant put into words the shear intensity of desperation i had to simply live. If your lost look at your body, it tells you why you live and why you should continue to live. The meaning to life is to live, to survive. Times may seem tough and you may think you want to end the pain. However you ultimately still want to live and you won't fully comprehend this until its too late. I can't tell you that "it could be worse" or to "cherish the fact you can feel" its unfair and unrealistic. However i can tell you this. If your feeling depressed or your just tired. Aslong as you survive, you can change your situation, you can explore that tunnel and find the light at the end. Thats the beauty of life, you can do things. You may feel trapped, stop thinking about these existential problems or things outside your control. Breathe in and out. Turn your hand into a fist. You can seek help, change your habits do whatever you need to do and you will feel again. Ik this is a jumbled mess, this music really makes a man vent.

[@someone_mature1057]

Bro is trynna help others within the comment section as well. Respect🫡

[@Tw1stedGear]

This made me cry. Thank you. I wish their were more people like you.

[@gym...or...nothing]

this hits different

[@Saturn_on_mars]

i played this and cryed because it has old memories of my cat who died of cancer:(

[@vieuo]

I hope u r okay

[@Saturn_on_mars]

@@vieuo Ty for saying that

[@Ryemcgee2]

Bro u just laced this video with pure soul crushing agony

[@Jedikm]

I once had a dream where everyone one disappeared one day no one at all just buildings and I walked around for a bit it was foggy also felt apocalyptic but calm at the same time like no stress at all it was a strange experience but this song kinda reminds me of it idk why I just kinda want to be there that would be cool.

[@FantasyDragon5]

This type of music makes me happy. It makes me think of Rain, night, clouds. Most people see those things as sad and depressing, or scary and bad. But to me that's just not true. To you, random stranger on the internet, I wonder if you're like me, listening to this music, late at night, while the water droplets are falling to the ground from the roof, and my cat watches them. I wonder if you think of the little things, and accept that you cannot control things, just yourself. I feel that way. A strange, happy acceptance. The mournful way the song, talks?, gives me peace and joy. I think of all the little things. Each droplet of water, dripping to the ground, each breath I take, every second that ticks by. This might seem like a waste of time to read, or to type, but, writing these comments and reading the comments of others goes with the feeling. I love this song. I love Life. I love the ups, I love the downs. I've experienced loss. I've experienced love. I've experienced anger, sadness, joy, peace, heartache. All of it. Now, I know I've kinda let my thoughts wander. But that's what this music does. It makes me think, think about life, the future, my joy, my loved ones who have gone.... animal and human. I've experienced it all. But I can't imagine life without it. I don't want to undo it, I want to keep walking. Heart break is the price of love. If you don't ever love people, animals, family, you haven't truly lived. Haven't truly felt what a human should. I love my mom, my dad, my sister, my brother, my cats, my dog, my friends. I also love my art, my animations, my stories, my characters. But those things don't mean as much as the lives of my loved ones. I love everything and everyone here. I love you. I love. And I'll feel all the pain when the loss arrives, and I still love. But for now, I enjoy the time I have with everyone. If I don't now, If I take time for granted... I'll have regrets. So will you if you take time for granted. I'm just letting my thoughts run wild. I have been. The whole time. I miss my duck. I miss my chickens. I miss my mom's cats. I miss my Grandparents. I wouldn't undo it. But sometimes I wish it lasted longer. I wish there had been more time. I wish I hadn't taken time for granted... Ah... Look at that. I'm sad now... Let me change the subject, so you aren't sad for me. Don't worry. I'm fine now. I have two cats. I love them, so much. My siblings each have a cat as well. So that makes four cats. My older of two cats is sitting by the window, no longer watching the droplets fall, he's sleeping now. My kitten is somewhere else. My sister said he's got the zoomies. Ha ha! My parents are sleeping, so are my siblings. The cats are too. I'm not. I have a strange sleep schedule, since I can't find a balance between waking up and 6 and staying up till 1 or 3. I love waking up early to watch a quick movie and do some sketches and work on my stories. But I love staying up late, like I am now, listening to music. I don't usually just share my thought on the internet... I guess I felt like it. I was originally just going to comment on someone's comment, but I knew I was going to type something longer. I didn't know it would be THIS long, but I knew it would be more than a simple, "Oh yeah, I agree." Ha ha. Well. My thoughts are starting to feel tired. I have to end this comment eventually don't I. :) Oh, my oldest cat just woke up. My brothers cat just came in. I love cats. What are you guys aesthetics? I used to think mine was Cottage Core, but I realized it was more like Cabin Core. I like Cyberpunk, but I don't really like exposing clothes. I wear a lot of baggy clothes. I suppose there could be more baggy Cyberpunk clothes. How are you feeling right now? I'm back to feeling happy. :) It only takes a bit of uplifting myself with the thoughts of everyday life. What's your favorite Ice Cream(s). Mine are Chocolate and Mint. It used to be Vanilla. But I recently really enjoyed my local Ice Cream shop's Chocolate and Mint Ice Cream. They're not open now since it's cold. But I still like store bought. I should be wrapping up this comment. A lot of you have probably left. I don't really no how to end though. This is just how I normally think. My thoughts go in circles about a subject until something else enters my brain. Probably a normal thinking process, but I don't know. Hey... Why are we so picky about our friends? Why should we hate different opinions. It doesn't make sense to me. We should all love each other. We shouldn't be so selfish as to think our opinion matters more than another's. Hm.... I love the idea of Life, and Love. People who don't, I can't comprehend. I guess it's because they haven't found Jesus yet. But I won't linger. I know people hate Jesus, and I don't want to make anyone uncomfortable. What's your favorite color? Favorite animal? Favorite Book? Mine are - Green, Cats, and Wings Of Fire and Warrior Cats. A common combination, I know. Are you still listening to my rambling? If you are, thank you. I mainly keep my thoughts to myself, mainly because I think of things that people normally find controversial, and I'm very strong in my opinion. I don't like offending people. I know I likely will if I say all my thoughts though. These are most of my thoughts, but I'm keeping some to myself, I know you'd hate me. I know how a humans heart works. That, or you'd think I'm wrong or terrible or heartless. I just want to say, I'm not. I respect and love and care for you and the rest of the world, even those who hate me. You are probably confused. And you will be. I find the modern world strange, I didn't know most of anything going on in the world until I was 13, and it shocked me, I was confused and startled, unsure of what to do. I didn't know what to think, honestly. You probably know what I'm talking about, and you probably hate me. That's fine. I still love you and wish you all the best. You're probably wondering how I got from talking about the song to this, and to that I say, I don't know, I think of these things all the time, about how I'm always nervus to post a video because I risk offending someone. The world tells you don't worry about what others think. But then contradict themselves by saying rude things to you when you step out of the line they drew... Hm. That's fine. I try and stay on my side of the line, in my little circle. But I have to step over it eventually. My thoughts make no sense. If you're writing an angry comment at me, that's fine. I still love you. I forgive you. My cat just sneezed. I'm looping back I feel. I love this song, I love the little things in life. I want to live to see 2100. I can. It's possible. I'll be in my 90's, but as long as I take care of myself I can. I want to see that day with my parents. It's still possible, a long shot and not likely. But I pray it happens. I want to celebrate with them, and my siblings. I deeply wish my cats would be there too, but we all know cat lives are significantly shorter than a humans. My oldest cat is currently 6, and so are his siblings. My youngest cat I got recently. He's only a few months old. Around 4-5 months now. ... My head is just empty, listening to this song now. I've thought all I can for tonight. I've spent an hour of my life here. I love you. Have a wonderful day or night. I hope you're doing well, if you aren't I hope it gets better for you. If you've read all this, thank you. I know it's a lot. I know it makes no sense. But It was fun to just think, while typing, as I thought. It was nice. It was something I might do again. Good Bye. -Love, FantasyDragon5

[@kanze4056]

聞いてる時は何故かストレスや不安が消える

[@lilboi4669]

Thinking of nostalgia

[@Haku0_0]

this makes me feel like i don't exist

[@guidingwinds9524]

But you do.

[@jay_0.r]

“You can do whatever you want just don’t loose yourself”

[@killagoonz]

years ago.. when i was younger i yanked a bowl some cap'n crunch all berries and went to my room. the smell of rose perfume my mom walking out of the house to go to work. i sat there and refilled by bowl over 3 times watching the amazing world of gumball knowing i didn't have a worry in the world. i got up and washed my bowl out lifting the window open smelling the fresh air and watching my curtains flow to the rhythm. i then went to go take a nice warm shower not saying a word ever since i woke up a few chuckles from the show though. i got out the shower and put on a coryxkenshin hoodie and some pj's turning on my ps4 my dad recently got me. i played a few games like watch dogs 2, and rainbow six siege with my best friend amari. a few hours later i hopped off the game and went to the store from some snaks i bought 10$ and got myself a sour spray pack and a blue raspberry ooze tube. i also got myself some cheeto puffz and walked back home feeling good. i opened the door to my house and went to my room grabbing my remote to watch some coryxkenshin while eating snaks. i sat in my gaming chair knowing everyone i loved was living and i was living. i also got myself into therapy just to talk and chill. life is amazing. as always.. chill out-

[@wil-ba8043]

This feels like being wrapped in a thick blanket and dressed in big, soft, warm clothes and laying down in bed after getting cold and wet in pouring rain

[@rxlvyy]

make it low sound, very good and vibin, thank you for this music i finally found this one that i need

[@MintyZaki]

This reminds me when life was still okay, before I even changed, before I became depressed. I didn’t overthink back then, I didn’t have social anxiety, I didn’t have depression. Even tho I’ve had family problems my whole life, I wasn’t sad unlike today. I also had the best friend back in school, we matched glasses, talked everyday, drew each other holding hands, ate lunch together. They were so kind before, they loved to draw, and to read and write. I just moved schools, so we don’t see each other anymore. I tried my best to find their social media, but I couldn’t. Thankfully, I knew my other classmates messenger, we always made a gc to talk to each other. We talked about loads of stuff, but I just couldn’t stop thinking about them. We made loads of group chats, until one day there was this one group chat and one of my old classmates added that one best friend I had. My smile grew, my eyes were shining, and I cried, I finally got to talk to them. They changed alot, but atleast they missed me too. “I MISSED YOU SO MUCH YOU BITCH” they said. “I MISSED YOU TOO BITCH” I said. I was literally so happy, and after that, things changed. We talked a lot. They still have the kindness in them, social media just changed them. I wanted to move in with them, with another old classmate. Me and them are good friends, it’s just that mei loves eira more. But it’s fine, I love them both equally anyways. Sometimes, I vent to them but they leave me on seen. I overthink a lot on that. *’do they hate me? What If they do?’* I thought. Mei will move into America, so I won’t be able to live with them. But I hope eira won’t move countries. I can’t believe I have to say this, but I love them more than my family.

[@MimuxD16]

X2 :{

[@hzzreii]

This song gives me a feeling I can't describe. but whatever it is that I can't describe feels so good. A little pain and some peace.

[@Ari_Lyric184]

(I know late comment it’s 2023)but this song always make me cry idk it just brings back memories when life was fun,not stressful plus always playing with my friends. When I was little I grew up in a apartment, everyone loved me and I had a best friend Lauryn plus other kids, in are time Lauryn and I would pretend trees talk to as which probably lasted 4 years crazy right. But now it’s gone. As growing up in a apartment things weren’t the best one my friends mom died she was only 7 and her sister was 3 it was terrible also the owner of the apartments would treat my best friend crap I really never knew why. Then this very nice person named Kelly was like a very kind person she would give as candy and she grew up with us but she treated Lauryns family like crap too.. she would also yell at other people😢 -she was a Karen So.. my childhood was good and bad but now I feel so stressed as me and Lauryn grew up she started to show her true colors. She is different I don’t recognized her anymore to the sweet,stubborn,funny girl to the mean,drama,still funny but not the same. She hangs out with this girl names Ximena who hates me for no reason Now Now my life is okay now At school I deal boy drama,girl drama,Girls who are rude,girls who want boyfriend,bully,school,girls saying how much they hate their selfs,it’s not the same bro I just remember in 3rd grade pretty much it was my last year of peace in school everyone was small they didn’t care they just were their self. When we moved I kind of knew that things would be so different when we moved everybody did I think those people moved too I never saw them again makes me want to cry😢 Omg if you are still reading this thank you you know life is so fast sometimes we have to accept how life is also remember people change and show there true colors😭 Thank you for reading about my childhood have a good day.. STAY STRONG!!❤

[@bakugoukatsuki5003]

I just... need a hug

[@aceguts]

hey dude, i do too. do you wanna talk about things that are happening right now? i dont mind if you vent to me! i wanna be there for you, especially when you feel like crap. i know im a random guy on the internet who happened to come across your comment, but please, if you want to, talk to me. i dont ever want people going through what i have been through before. but if you dont want to, hey, thats ok! as long as you're safe =] i do advise for you to try and tell your parent/guardian about this, its very important that people get professional help

[@bakugoukatsuki5003]

@@aceguts shit- idk...

[@playwithrapha-princessdonu5214]

This song reminds me of my friend and I.. Back then when I was still in school and not home schooled, my friend would make fun jokes to be happy. We promised each other to not leave ourselves, She broke her promise. Not in a bad way.. It's in a sad way. She died of cancer, Rest in Peace

[@badguy838]

Anyone September 2024 ?

[@MegaSquadVincent]

Anyone here in July 2024?

[@venti33_]

よー！

[@The2BrosGamers]

Yup.... but we still kicking 🙏 hope you having a good year

[@Youraverageretard]

Yep

[@Youraverageretard]

@@The2BrosGamersnot at all I am not having a good year

[@GOKUPLAZ]

Yeah

[@elarys8380]

Some comments hit hard bro Ur just amazing the way u are

[@settttthhhhhhhh]

In listening to this, late at night, burried in the sheets of my bed and sick. Common cold i think. My runny nose is stuffed with a soft tissue and my head is against my pillow. And im just sitting here,, thinking about life. And slowly scrolling thru the sea of comments to distract me from this minor sickness that will eventually, come to past. Just as life will. A fleeting moment.

[@aceguts]

this is so poetic and i have no idea how to explain why. hope your feeling better pal!

[@Ki113r_yanii]

A second ago i was reaching for the knife and pills in my cabinet, im here sitting on the floor of my room crying and sobbing like a little kid who just wants love and attention from their parents, life has been such a struggle lately Every little thing irritates me, Sounds, light, talking, people in general, I always felt as though i was a burden to people and that i wasn’t enough and that i didn’t deserve to live, So i tried SH and ended up having an eating disorder that also caused me to overdose and had to be hospitalized all because i wanted to kms to feel that some sort of void could be filled that somehow i just wished someone understood me and how i felt, Seeing that i find great comfort on just by talking to ppl on the internet has helped me through so much. I know there’s online resources i can seek out help to but yet none of it has ever worked, I feel as though dying would be the best option for me I don’t wanna live anymore everything is too hard life is too much to handle, Talking to someone barely helps me sometimes i wish i did die when i was hospitalized, Idk how i could’ve been so stupid i wish the actions i’ve done had the the consequences that came with it, Noo what am i saying i don’t wanna die life is too precious to let it go to waste i mean im still young and have so much life to live i wanna grow old with my future partner and have a family of my own in order to do those things i have to keep living. That’s how i felt when life was too much to handle A mess i had many mixed emotions and i didn’t know what to do with my life everything that i wanted to achieve just went downhill, I felt that i was a failure and i was never going to go far in life, i assumed the worst was going to happen to me and my dreams would soon one day be crushed because of one stupid comment by a stupid person who’s too afraid to face their own problems and challenges, if anyone is struggling and you need someone to talk to my insta DM’s are always open i love you guys and you guys deserve to be happy and just know the pain that you are feeling is temporary, you need to find the little things that make you happy and and give you a purpose to live on this earth. -A person on the internet who cares about you, known as “Yani”.💕 Insta: killz4.yani

[@bigpilldoc145]

This song just makes me want to let out all the emotion that’s been held back in fear of it overwhelming me or others, but I am currently finding that my habit of doing so is now keeping me from feeling that strong emotion or any strong emotion for that matter. I don’t laugh like I used to or cry like I did years ago when something bad would happen. I want to be able to just feel again, but with everything that has happened in the past year with me and my friends and family and whatnot and me not being able to do anything to stop that or feel anything better than I am right now, I don’t think things will change. I question sometimes if it’s better if I just end it now, but I can’t ever seem to bring myself to do it, and I don’t think I ever will. Whether thats good or bad, I can’t say I have the answer. Since I assume most of you are listening to this at night and having similar feelings as well, just know that I am proud of you for making it as far as you have, and I hope you keep on pushing through in the future. Have a good night folks.

[@legendf2p611]

I feel you sometimes I tell myself if i just end it.i don't want to suffer forever

[@DFX007]

The way out is to smile remember always to smile no matter what situation is there will be way out of it

[@jao-senpai477]

Man you are just …. A perfect and good guy all is gone to be better ❤ I love you

[@hobipops_]

you will get better :) u have to go through the hard times to be strong but whatever u go through bring it to god trust and believe jesus loves u and so do i. dont give up :)

[@mehma478]

please this made me cry omg

[@theblaze1033]

hey everyone hope your having a good day im gonna be asking out my crush in 2 days wish me luck everyone

[@lokan3300]

I wish you luck mate tell me what she said then

[@mylifeisbeige]

How did it go bro

[@theblaze1033]

well she said no

[@eclipsexfade8578]

@@theblaze1033 cheer up, she wasn’t the one, you’ll find someone better one day. Just gotta be patience and keep moving. You’re brave for telling her!

[@theblaze1033]

@@eclipsexfade8578 thank you but she was litterly everything i could want in a girl

[@Handleyamum]

Hey guys I just want to let you know that you matter and that you need to keep on pushing on your dreams and make them come true and don't hate yourself because there is no point you do not understand how many things there are to make you happy

[@ttvstarsky9766]

This actually makes me feel like I’m on a buildings rooftop

[@HananeFahmi-b5b]

Peaceful life when you lost all youre freinds whithout any reason

[@Sebastian_solace-p9y]

That one time you just get that one enjoyment of your childhood.. a fun birthday, you find a gift, this reminds you when how simple it was as a kid, a true song of a resting place for a past memory..

[@Power-zx8pi]

This song really reminds me that my life is quickly coming to an end, and how short of a lifespan we all have. Yet we are forced to spend decades going to school, and decades going to work, never getting to do what we really wanted to. The only time in life when we have pure freedom is when we are elderly and we retire. But that’s a very short period of time as we will be too old to do what we wanted to do as kids. - A Wise Man ( Not Mine)

[@nav5ft150]

Ikr this is so true man i wish humans never controlled the weak i hate school right now am in 10th grade its hell for me right now

[@trinity6880]

@@nav5ft150 Same, it sucks so much

[@nav5ft150]

@@trinity6880 how’s is it going for you? And sorry to hear that. I have an exam tmr not even in the mood of studying i haven’t even seen the night from 2 weeks man :(

[@trinity6880]

@@nav5ft150 I'm fine I guess, thank you. How did your exams go btw? sorry I didn't reply earlier.

[@nav5ft150]

@@trinity6880 today is my social exam I cried a lot yesterday while learning and went to the bathroom couldn’t stop idk why school grades makes me think that I won’t be able to find happiness it really is a painful feeling felt it for the first time then I just ignored the studies and went for a good sleep to escape all this woke up at 3am revising everything right now hopefully I’ll pass I have 1 more exam after this. Glad to hear you are doing well man if you wanna say anything or wanna share something just tell me ok am here for you :)

[@elpayaso7278]

Recently started school again. Going full time isn’t that bad. I get good grades I have my own little group of friends, but my friends are now in different schools expect one. I like school. The atmosphere, the people, the teachers, etc. My new group of friends got into different classes as me and different lunch periods then me. I felt pretty bummed but oh well. I met these 2 guys and they were cool. I sat next to them during lunch and talked to them during class, but then one day they started sitting next to this girl and boy. (Every lunch table can only hold four people btw) They started sitting next to them every day leaving me by myself. I felt embarrassed and lowkey hurt and I’m pretty sure they all like her. I’ve been depressed during COVID and up until recently I’ve been feeling like shit. I start to realize that we weren’t really friends, more like acquaintances. I’m now lonely at school and only talk to my friends in the hall. I told them I was gonna go sit in the bathroom to avoid embarrassment and they said “nah chill we will sit with you”. I felt glad, but sad. We laughed and the next day I told them they same thing, but one of them said we will sit next to you. So I wait at the lunch table and they come. They sit down their bags and go to the vending machine. I pull out my book and start reading during the mean time. They never come back. I see them sitting with the girl and boy and they’re all laughing and one of them eventually points at me. I felt hurt and betrayed. My mental state is decreasing and I’m most definitely gonna sit in the bathroom till lunch is over. I feel nauseous every morning and think this is the reason. I don’t know what to do. I don’t wanna tell my parents because they already suffer with my other depressed siblings.

[@somefneark5976]

Its gonna be tough to handle it alone, aside from that, I don't want you to lose your sanity so. I'm gonna hope you some good, If you need some advice you can ask me or if you want, we can be friends! (Internet friends btw)

[@elpayaso7278]

@@somefneark5976 thanks it means a lot. I’ve made a couple of new friends and a lot has changed these passed 2 days and yes I’m down to be friends but idk how that would work

[@elpayaso7278]

@@lll-bn4qk I’m doing better now, please don’t worry. It means a lot and thanks I wish the best for you.

[@jonathanschoutsen8536]

My friend, those people that point and laugh at you are not your friends, high school is challenging... making friends and feeling accepted is all anyone wants.... but one day you will realize those people are not that important because you will have made new friends who appreciate who you are as a person. All you can do is make sure that you are happy with the person you are and the person you are becoming. As long as you keep distributing positive energy positive energy will come back. Stay strong my friend :)

[@elpayaso7278]

@@jonathanschoutsen8536 thanks dude, but I’ve already made changes to my life and enjoy going to school and don’t have these problems. Im happy and a complete 180 just happened and now im on to become a better person 🙏🏼💯

[@cheribridge8569]

This is the song that played in my head when my cat started throwing up blood and we where driving to the emergency animal hospital in the dark and rain and thinking she was going to die and the last time I was going to see her is her sick laying down in her carrier and me not being able to do anything about it. and the last time she would see me is me staring at her bawling my eyes out saying “I don’t want you to die my baby, please don’t die I love you, you don’t deserve this.”and her not knowing why I was crying or why she was in the carrier and in the car at 12 am. I love you Libby my baby❤