Honest House Tour

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[@emilyremnant4040]

Best opening to a house tour in history. Every parent, and honestly most humans, is feeling the same.

[@abccapellini]

Yes❤

[@Stphsttn]

Agreed! Very relatable!

[@sarahdiehl6706]

I know I felt like This was me. Especially the high pitched cry voice lol

[@breebree7695]

I feel this comment and her first min in the depths of my soul ❤

[@mitzloo1933]

Nah. Made me want to turn it off instantly.

[@jessicasullivan4255]

I’m a single woman who lives alone and can barely stay on top of housework! I can’t imagine having to keep after multiple other humans and pets… you’re doing amazing sweetie!!

[@Angela-eq6vk]

Single woman, no kids here, who can’t stay on top of housework either. I try to do my best and stop giving a shit lol. But I still have stress about it sometimes.

[@courtneymiller2768]

Same!!!!!

[@mackofalltrades3155]

Feel you, girl! Same

[@nikkiedwards7436]

I have no kids and I constantly feel like I cannot stay on top of keeping a home, cooking, and finding the time to do my hobbies, and the quest of being a healthy active adult. It’s a lot, thank you for being real!

[@lydiastrain]

Finally! A house tour that feels REALISTIC. I absolutely love your little house. It's cozy and homey and perfect. This video was so encouraging actually because I cry about the state of my house and the half finished projects everywhere all the time. Thank you Bekah!

[@marisoltapia4280]

+1a

[@NormieNeko]

It seems that most European homes - and those of many other countries - are under 1000 square feet in size. I was shocked because I think we all know how newer homes in the USA, Canada, Australia, etc tend to be huge nowadays (like 2000-3000 square feet on average). I lived in a small apartment with my parents growing up, and then my dad bought a small home around 900 ft² where my husband, kids, and I now live with my mom (my dad passed away several years ago). You definitely learn how to decorate, organize, and cooperate for the size of home and family. You get used to it especially if you grow up that way. Way too many kids grow up in huge homes, but some will never afford the same size of home their parents had. Most people do live in so-called smaller homes and apartments. I mean, it really is the norm rather than what we see on Instagram and KZbin. It can definitely be cozy and comfy. There's definitely nothing wrong with it.

[@lydiastrain]

@@NormieNeko I lived in England as Nanny and I agree

[@ellenaschaefer8336]

I just read the book How to Keep House While Drowning and it helped me feel so much better about managing chores! It’s written specifically with neurodivergent people or people with mental health struggles, and so a lot of the tips are super achievable. Just thought I’d throw it out there for anyone who related hard core to the first bit!

[@silviavieira5146]

Yesss this is a very helpful book 🎉

[@AfricancoolChic]

Oh wow thanks for sharing

[@gwynspooky]

Thanks I’m looking it up now!

[@jessicahavenga9065]

This was so cathartic to how I feel ALL THE TIME as a full time working parent with a house that needs so much done and to do and never feeling like I'm ever on top of it and finish all the projects I want to do. The beginning was such a shock in a good way to all the perfect home tours that just make me feel like when am I ever going to have our place at that level as an overachiever, so thank you for that realness and still being open to showing it. It weirdly gave me so much peace and I love the style and authenticity.

[@kristakdahl]

Thank you for sharing this! I dont think we see enough "real" or "realistic" homes shared by social media and it sets the standards impossibly high so I really appreciated seeing a home that feels lived in and not forcably perfect. Your home is perfect for you and thats what matters! LOVE YA

[@samcc2010]

Absolutely feel like this every day and often feel like “what’s wrong with me… why can everyone else handle having kids and still keeping their house nice and tidy and clean, but not me??” So this is SO helpful to hear

[@ticotina2358]

Have never identified more with a house tour in the history of house tours. The combination of care put into the space, along with all the little projects you still want to do, and things that are in flux of not sure where they're going yet........ all of the yes.

[@ellensverdrup]

I just love this house. I think it's very trendy right now to have newly renovated, newly built, hotel-like interiors and it feels very sterile and impersonal to me. I love how lived in this looks. It's obviously a house put together and collected throughout the twists and turns of life. This is the kind of home inspiration I've been looking for. The vinjett around the mirror in the livingroom is to die for!

[@emmaripley9688]

I don’t even have kids and I feel like this often. Thanks for sharing your home, it has so much soul! It’s so refreshing to see a real home and not something that feels like a staging room.

[@nonibrain]

Thank you so much for this, Bekah! I'm not a mom yet but I notice the absurdity of momfluencer homes being perfectly organized and clean and really appreciate your candid approach to this video. It feels SO good to have a mom I look up to (you) share that she doesn't have it all together and that it feels hard sometimes. 10/10 home tour!!

[@precious4454]

Your house is awesome My biggest tip for a neat, organised somewhat easy to control space is declutter declutter declutter!!! Minimise and you'll be so shocked at how much less you have to see to

[@carolinemullen5712]

for what it’s worth you might be the only person that doesn’t make me cringe while crying on camera 😂 i felt it with you

[@breebree7695]

Yes!

[@kaitlynhooks]

As a Mom who feels the exact same way as you, I really really appreciate that intro. I’ve been actively decluttering my house since the beginning of the year and I still feel like I’ve gotten nowhere. It’s so hard when grandparents keep bringing stuff for the kids, kids keep bringing stuff in or need new things, the to-dos and want to dos are just impossible to get to. That overwhelm can be so much. I’m also loving this comment section! We aren’t alone!

[@alexathena568]

Thank you for sharing that intro, Bekah. Trust me, all parents have felt that way! Running a household is NO JOKE and a lot of the time us mamas don’t have the space to vent and share our vulnerabilities, especially online, without feeling judged. Your house is adorable. Love the bird rug in the master bedroom!

[@janenylan9083]

Wow I can’t actually express how refreshing and relatable this is; thank you for being your honest self, you’re worth following because I feel we see the real genuine you and that’s so awesome

[@mogurl0486]

I just want to hug you for being so real and making the rest of us feel like we’re not alone! Keep keeping it real sister. Your house looks like it’s full of so much heart and soul! ❤

[@katherinew1538]

I felt EVERYTHING you were saying in the first 2 minutes of this video to my core. Thank you for being so honest and vulnerable. Makes me feel much less alone. 💛

[@suzanneekblad3655]

Your opening was so incredibly spot on! As a working mom of a 1 year old and 3 year old - I feel this immense weight like I’m never getting anything done! I feel this so much. Your home is adorable!

[@sierrafaulkner2066]

I really needed this. It’s so refreshing and makes me feel a lot better knowing I’m not alone. I am a mom of 2 and my toddler is on the spectrum. I literally feel like I can NEVER catch up even when I’m up cleaning all day long. Thank you for being real. ❤

[@kristinaenciso924]

Thank you for being so vulnerable, because I feel EXACTLY THE SAME!!! 😫 You said everything so perfectly.

[@jessicaparr3977]

THANK YOU FOR BEING REAL! I struggle with this so much and I always felt like you are one of the people that has their shit together while doing so much in your life and I just thought you had magic endless energy soooo this is very grounding.

[@hayleygordillo4891]

The most relatable thing I’ve ever seen. Thank you, thank you, thank you. Beautiful home!!

[@fridagarcia5057]

Thank you so much for your opening clip Bekah. It may have seemed stupid at the moment but clearly many of us relate to those feelings. My anxiety gets so unbearable some days when I am cleaning up all day, I often try to blame my significant other, my child, for the messes “they make” and I’m like “Why can’t people just pick up after themselves” when not everyone wants to live like I do, with this constant need and anxiety to want everything to be picked up immediately. It’s not a sustainable way for me to live and I’m trying really hard to get better at managing it.

[@crabcake17]

Ugh me too. 🥺 it can be so hard. I get so frustrated that my fiance doesn't immediately clean up things. But it's me that's the problem. I expect there to be nothing ever out of place. Like literally If 2 objects are on the dresser that aren't suppose to be there it starts to make me spiral lol. I think letting go of perfectionism is such a journey but so needed for those of us who are wired that way. My environment doesn't need to be perfect for me to enjoy it and relax. That's what I try to tell myself. It's ok for our homes to be lived in!!! I try to remind myself that people aren't goin to remember me for how many objects were out of place in my home, but rather the quality of time and my energy towards them. It's such a work in progress but we can find ways to let go!

[@rachelmallasch880]

I feel this way constantly, and we don’t even have little yet. So appreciate your honesty and vulnerability.

[@0722ruthy]

Becca, the intro 🥺! Girl, you’re not alone… I often feel like I can’t keep up and I don’t even have kids, AND MY BF IS INVOLVED IN THE CLEANING! Tbh, I find myself thinking about my mother who raised 5 kids (she had us all by age 22)… I wish I could go back in time and just tell her how much we appreciate everything she does. Moms are the real MVP’S! You’re doing great 🫶🏽

[@terrisauer4248]

You’re awesome!!! You’re enough and your family deserves you! If you’re worried about not being enough that means you are! We’re not perfect but the struggles are real! I can totally relate to how you’re feeling! I always appreciate an honest video!

[@alexandrajoyce]

Thanks for being real Bekah. I really admire the authenticity and it made the home tour so much more relatable. You’re doing an amazing job and your house looks/feels so cozy, bohemian and safe ❤

[@emmeline1388]

You’re my favorite! Love your house…and I have quite literally cried a lot over the exact same things-feeling so overwhelmed by all the little task. Wanting everything to look a certain way, but not knowing how to achieve that. You’re my favorite person to follow. Thank you for your honesty and sharing your lovely home.

[@emilychristoff6111]

I am a single lady and can barely keep it up for myself so I am in total awe. Also your bedroom is so perfectly eclectic with some modern, some vintage and those hanging lamps/rug are everything. Got some good inspo from this! Thanks for sharing! Xx

[@daniellehughes1522]

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR POSTING THIS! such a breath of fresh air and the most precious real family home

[@rebeccanorman2495]

I love your content. You are so relatable and as a mother of two littles I can totally relate to the overwhelming feeling (especially when it comes to home maintenance) that aside, your home and family are beautiful and the house reflects your personality and values. To me, that makes it perfect 😍

[@rosebriones6904]

Thank you for being vulnerable, honest and real! I think as a mom we’ve all felt this way and it’s just nice to see that we’re not alone.

[@gracethomas6556]

i haven’t watched the whole video yet, but i really appreciate your vulnerability with us! i always love the organic feel of your house when we get lil snips of it on insta or youtube. my house is chaotic everyday and i don’t even have kids yet😅

[@meganb.9088]

This was so nice to watch. I completely understand your feelings at the beginning of the vid. You are one of my favorite content creators and someone that I always feel is an amazing and inspiring mom. I have 2 kids and feel the exact same way often. ❤️

[@girl927]

I have this exact feeling like twice a month. My kids are 10 & 12! The feeling of being overwhelmed of being unable to get to everything and be everything to everyone who needs us. The best house tour video I've seen. Feels cozy and like it would be a lovely home to hang out in.

[@sadieeliza1989]

This content you’re creating is so needed and so important. Thank you so much for this ❤

[@DJ-ix7gf]

You’re so sweet 🥹 your little spirit is just precious Bekah.

[@michellechaychay]

This was so real thank you. I’m so tired of seeing things so perfect all the time. Nothing is perfect all the time. God bless you❤️

[@juliemizraji9932]

Love a good house tour! It's funny, when I think of my childhood I never think about if our house was messy or not. I never noticed either way. I think your kids are just happy to be in a household that is loving and nurturing. And you clearly give them opportunities to explore and be themselves and your house is a reflection of that. Keep it up mama!

[@JessieUpward95]

I still have crumbs and bits of food on the floor under the dining table from 2 days ago. You are not alone. If I prioritise one task the other doesn’t get done, and my brain can handle too many tasks or I get overwhelmed and do none of them. You are human! Go easy on yourself! Love the honesty though!

[@michaelapenwarden-watson3514]

Your home is beautiful and feels like such a wonderful space. I especially love all the natural light you get. ❤

[@NovGraceRodea]

Bekah, I’m crying with you. This is the MOST relatable thing ever. This is something that causes problems between my husband and I because I feel an unfair burden of having to do things that he can also do but doesn’t. Taking care of two toddlers, my oldest being 2, and trying to care for our home when I work full time during the week is so overwhelming. I often feel like I must be the worst wife because everything is always a mess. Thank you for being so honest. It might not make your life or my life easier, but at least we can know we are not the only ones going through this!

[@meepmoopmeep1]

I love you, Bekah! I think almost everyone can relate. Your sense of style is so great- I love the eclectic, boho feel to your house

[@VictoriaB801]

I appreciate this so much! Thank you for inviting us over. Even if you are an influencer or live somewhat publicly: this is super vulnerable. 🙌

[@ulomaibezim714]

I love this!! Social media makes us all feel like we’re doing it wrong, or that we don’t have it together. We’re all just doing the best we can.

[@Mrssupermumm]

I think your home is lovely. Its the 1st time I've seen your channel so idk how many kids you've got but as a mum of 9 who was always overwhelmed, I got rid of loads of our stiff and home is much easier to manage. I promise you it's a game changer. You would feel so much more peace and a sense of control 🙏 x i also must say I loved the raw start to your video. X

[@emansems2213]

The first couple mins were so relatable. I’m a SAHM with 2 littles and it’s never ending! And I don’t even have work outside the home. You’re doing an amazing job ❤❤❤

[@reconstructingleslie4597]

Most realistic house tour ever! I’m in my 60s with 2 grown sons and have grandchildren… I felt overwhelmed most of the time over the years . Homemaking and parenting is hard but we need to know it’s okay if things aren’t perfect! Thank you for sharing this!

[@Cristinawithac]

I feel this way all the time and I don't even have kids!!! Laundry, vacuuming, dishes, tidying, taxes, Dr appointments, the list goes on. It's all SO much. I am always chasing crossing everything off the list, but things are always getting added to it. So, totally understand feeling like you are fighting an uphill battle. You are not alone

[@mitchiehewer]

Thank you for the raw honesty. I felt it deep in my bones 🥺

[@ahavah4670]

Thank you for your honesty. My feelings of being overwhelmed and having anxiety went away when I started practicing minimalism.

[@Thundercatglam]

You are so real for the opening! I can relate and I don’t even have kids yet.. your are doing incredible job managing it all. At the end of the day a messy home is worth it for all the memories you make in it 💕

[@yildadiquez7744]

I feel like this more often than not! So refreshing to hear I’m not alone!

[@itskaraelizabeth]

Thank you so much for leaving the beginning clip in. As a relatively new mom, i deal with this mom guilt daily. Thank you for showing me that I’m not alone. We need more influencers like this ❤

[@Pocketlint143]

Just so you know, so many moms know exactly how you feel! Been there, crying like you! Feeling this so much!This is awesome!

[@EllDuclos]

I absolutely LOVED this! It made me feel seen to be honest. Love the raw vulnerability. Sending you so much love! I’ve definitely felt a similar way before ❤

[@ElisabetTX]

This is mom life. We had a cleaner for years and honestly still felt the same! We’re recently on a declutter/our form of minimalism journey and it’s been so helpful. We have sooo much stuff. My closet was 10 times as big as yours full and brimming. I’ve gotten rid of so much, but there’s still tons and tons. Just taking it one day at a time. Thanks for a sharing a real house tour.

[@leeannamason]

I love how unique and aesthetic your home is. So refreshing and lively compared to the usual/modern influencer home.

[@embeth446]

Your house has so much character. The green wall and gold mirror and colorful rugs are my favorite. Thanks for sharing. Always fun and interesting to see other people’s living spaces.

[@pandeeb24]

Thank you for sharing your struggles Bekah ❤️ been going through a lot and too see you who I look up to share your life means a lot.

[@Brianna7104]

I have those exact same feelings! That I COULD put all my energy to cleaning, but I would be neglecting other important things. It just feels like we never win. You are not alone at all!

[@emilydewenter6308]

Loved this video. I am preg FTM right now and feel like this all the time. It’s so hard when you work full time and need to take care of yourself overall too. When I am feeling in the mood to clean I try to just follow that bliss and that makes up for the day to day

[@mckennabanks7988]

Literally beautiful!!! It’s lived in.. with lots of love 💖 I never understand people with their perfectly manicured houses ! Doesn’t feel authentic. Love your cozy home🫶🏻🫶🏻

[@locococobean2412]

thank you for this! It’s hard to keep a “perfect” house while being present in life, and it doesn’t matter!!! Your house looks great! So full of love, creativity and life! Thanks for sharing your space!! ❤

[@elizabethjohn3535]

Girl, I totally feel you! My list of shit to get done is never ending. Your house is adorable and shows that it’s lived in and well loved by your beautiful family ❤️

[@withasideofgrace197]

This is my first time coming across your channel. I’m halfway thru the video, but wanted to pause and say that your home is normal. Your feelings are normal. I can totally relate as a mother of soon-to-be-3 (in 1 week!)… no matter how much I clean, my home never feels IG/social media/magazine-ready. And it probably will never be until the kids are out of the house. Thank you for sharing a REALISTIC home tour… your home is very lovely. Looks cozy and inviting. P.S. You’re doing a GREAT job, mama! ❤

[@edominguez94]

I literally think about this all the time and am overwhelmed by it every single day. And I don’t even have kids. And it’s a big reason why I don’t and can’t imagine it. It’s impossible. Our American culture is so wild and the fact that so few people talk about it! Thanks for sharing this. Makes me feel a lot less alone.

[@cassipy]

god i relate to the beginning without even having kids, i truly cannot imagine with

[@zoekh1212]

I just purchased a home and I feel so overwhelmed at all times! I never feel like things are right and in order. Not to mention constant anxiety about things breaking down in the house. I don’t even have kids so I can’t imagine how you feel. Thank you for being real!❤

[@cassidymcmillan9816]

Trust me I feel the same. I could spend all day cleaning and it’s still never all done or by the next day there’s even more to do. It’s frustrating but I’m trying to relax about it. Your house is so lovely and lived in. That’s the best kind of house. Thanks for sharing a real tour!

[@ElaishaJade]

thank you so much for that very honest intro, I have definitely felt that way before. I do wanna comment here and let you know that we were all not meant to actually live our lives so independently and feeling as if we have to have everything together. When we think of housewives in the 50s and we think of how so many people seem to have it together then and how they seem to be bringing that trend back now, please remember that many people have and had domestic help. And that if you can afford it (it definitely is a luxury) but cleaning services organizational services are not new and can really make a difference in your life!

[@ameliagiordano8308]

It helps to let it all out but just go easy on yourself! You are wearing so many different hats, and you are doing your very best. I have ADHD and terrible depression and have laundry that is NEVER done and I’ve just accepted it… It’s going to be ok, you are doing amazing! You have happy, healthy kids and a lovely home that you made for your little family! ❤

[@JordanClemence]

I've been watching all of your KZbin videos this evening and now that I've watched them all...sort of want to go back and watch them all again? I whole heartedly appreciate your candidness and being allowed these little glimpses of your daily life. Please keep posting, you have such a gift for creating. Adore you and your lil fam

[@honestlyabbysparks1484]

I can’t do a lot of staging and wall decor it makes me feel messy and overwhelmed on top of the toys always out and about I totally get it! Loved this down to earth video

[@felicialong6546]

Don’t cry ! You break my heart. A lot of people feel overwhelmed when it comes to life. It’s just hard sometimes. Don’t try to be perfect. That’s real life. Most people that do house tours try to make it perfect. That’s unrealistic when you have kids. Thank you for sharing your home with me. I love your couch and mirror! I also love wallpaper on the ceiling. I’m gonna say a prayer for you❤️.

[@melowely]

I relate so much to your opening. I think a lot of us feel that way if not most, but yet it still seems like everyone else but “me” has it all together, even if on some level we know that’s not the whole picture. Anyway, your home is lovely. It’s lived in, it’s charming, it’s full of life & character. I honestly love all the details. Thanks for sharing!

[@ashleyepley8397]

I just started this video and am a couple minutes in crying at the gym rn. I had my first baby 3.5 months ago and have been feeling soooo similar about keeping up with the house and expectations. Your realness just made me feel so validated. Thank you so much

[@christine9965]

You said it right in the beginning. "Little things" take a breath and realize that's all they are. Took me years to learn it. Breathe beautiful lady, you're doing great ❤️

[@TessieTee]

I constantly feel overwhelmed keeping up with the house, especially when I compare it to others... I have a 1200 square foot house and no closets at all downstairs, so while we have plenty of space for our family, we don't have extra space to stash junk away. I think so many of the "instagram houses" have entire pantry rooms for extra appliances and counter "clutter", playrooms for the kids mess, ;laundry rooms and mudrooms for all the unfolded baskets and boots and coats... All that stuff just lives in my living room and makes it look like a disaster to me. But it's real life. Thanks for sharing your home. It's wonderful.

[@87Mtrujillo]

I just cried for this exact thing earlier today and here you have posted my exact feelings. Sending love mama!

[@moniquerich5743]

Keeping a house is hard enough on its own, but when you throw 2 kids & a hubby into the mix... it's definitely a struggle! You're doing great, Bekah! Give yourself grace, my dear! Much love to ya!! Thanks for the house tour, it's an adorable home 🏡 ♥️

[@nikkib-gm5du]

Thank you for your honesty. I can definitely relate! Your house is beautiful, so much potential. You should do another video down the road once all your goals have been reached. Like a before and after!

[@rhondaeneboe7389]

I know ppl might freak out about this but I turned our formal dining room into the kids downstairs play room. It’s been so much easier to have a landing spot for toys downstairs. Sure on Thanksgiving and Christmas if we host we eat on fold out tables and tv trays but using that space EVERYDAY for a playroom works better for our family than using it a few times a year.

[@Kara57212]

Im a single mom of two little girls and it can get sooooo overwhelming with the upkeep of the house, pets, enough time for each kid, and even me time. There are days where it feels like I don’t have one second to sit and just breathe until I hit that bed at night and by that time I’m just so exhausted. I have my breakdowns and then I just brush myself off and get on with the day. Its relieving to know I’m not the only one who feels this way sometimes.

[@LiveAPrettyLittleLife]

Love you for being real and open about this dreadful feeling ❤

[@ladyearthchild2984]

Being dramatic is human and we love to see it! I think we’ve all been there ❤

[@Limitlessgal]

So glad I saw this video because I was watching your tik tok in such awe of your beauty and yet also wondering how you do it all and how you do it all so perfectly, this video made me realize us moms are all dealing with the same things ❤ you are so inspiring with your vulnerability and authenticity. I adore your home!!!!

[@HollyWinchester7]

Your house is beautiful! I love all of the furniture. Thanks for being real too, so refreshing ❤

[@user_.._.]

Bekah you're truly a fav! Thank you for being you! And thank you for sharing snips of your life!

[@kjrockzursockz13]

You’re not alone! I have the same feelings with so many things to do but also wanting to be creative and do different projects. Remember there is a time and a season for everything, right now you and me (I have a 3 year old and a 15 month old) are in a season of giving a lot of time to our kids physically so having everything in order is not a reality 😂❤️.

[@madisyndelgado9792]

i have the same emotions you do, & im come to realize there is a HUGE learning curve to running a house & im not sure there will ever be a point where everything runs smoothly bc life is constantly changing but moving w the waves & accepting the motions is what helps me keep my sanity

[@leelakarki1756]

Oh Bekah I am sending you hug. I feel this way in a daily basis. Please don’t feel like you are alone on this. As a mom we have a big heart and it makes us feel like we didn’t do enough but trust me just you being a mom is enough. You are an amazing person and mom. I hope you know that ❤️❤️❤️

[@mandypawlik-qf7bb]

You are the best!!! Thank you for being real!! I’d love to see you collaborate with The Home Edit. You all would be the cutest together!

[@emmacrooks5756]

Bekah thank you so much for being vulnerable with your home and how you feel about it. It's a struggle we all face but want to keep hidden. You're awesome and your home is wonderful!!

[@jujimars]

I 100% feel the same things you feel, especially in regards to your feelings of drowning in a never ending to-do list, and feeling like you can’t ever quite achieve that moment where EVERYTHING you want to be is aligned at once. I see you, and this feels like one of those moments where as women we struggle so much, but also we can rest assured that we will always have a sisterhood because of it. ❤ As far as your home, THIS looks like the home I grew up in, and I haven’t been able to say that in years while looking at people’s posts- with AD videos and Insta girlies with an enormous amount of money, I felt inadequate about having a normal looking home. Your house proves that a home can be stylish, beautiful, tasteful, and fun, without Instagram perfection.

[@Emily-uf1pf]

This was so encouraging! Just to know we are not alone in the feeling. Not everybody’s house is insta ready 😅 such a cute cozy house

[@blup3305]

Your intro is pretty much me on the daily. So relatable.

[@casey4455]

I love you bekah seeing the start of this video killed me! I miss your face and your energy so much so glad your on KZbin ❤️ PS I adore your home