HONESTAV - I’d rather overdose (Lyrics) feat. Z "if only you loved me like you love getting high"

I'd rather overdose Lyrics -
[Chorus]
Can't let go
I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holding me close
Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose
[Verse 1]
When you're fucked up on them pills, you can't hear me cry
Without them, you're sick and we both know why
Pint after pint 'til the well runs dry
If only you loved me like you love getting high
[Chorus]
I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holding me close
Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose
[Verse 2]
Fucked up, can't slow down
Won't come down, don't know how
My dad's dead, my mom's proud
Got bros stuck in our hometown
My bank account got zeros
I'm 'posed to be the hero
But herе I am, still fucking up
I'll drink my weight in beer though, I
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[Pre-Chorus]
Know that you hate me and I hatе me too
I can't get over what I did to you
You tried to help me and it wasn't going through
I hope that you miss me 'cause I miss you too
[Chorus]
But I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holding me close
Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose
I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holding me close
I can't be without you, I'd rather overdose
[Verse 3]
Please don't walk away
I'm too high, please don't look me in my face
You lose faith with every pill I take
I can't be without you, I'd rather die today
You're too blind to see you have a disease
Love pills and whiskey more than you love me
Pint after pint erasing our memories
If only you loved me like you love smoking weed
[Bridge]
Please don't walk away
I'm too high, please don't look me in my face
You lose faith with every pill I take
I can't be without you, I'd rather die today
[Verse 4]
When you're fucked up on them pills, you can't hear me cry
Without them, you're sick and we both know why
Pint after pint 'til the well runs dry
If only you loved me like you love getting high
[Chorus]
I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holding me close
I can't be without you, I'd rather overdose
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[@hubbabubbaxx1]

Discovered this song too days ago. Poured the last bottle down the sink. My daughter won't be stuck in the cycle. It stops here! Thank you for this song and waking me up! 🙏 update... 4 months sober. Not a drop. Happy, healthy and thriving. Thank you all for such lovely comments and support. This mummy stopped the cycle❤

[@lindseyeary7322]

Sending love and peace. You got this❤

[@jonathangriffin6326]

Wow this is powerful.. I'm standing with you brother, let's do this

[@peteramirez2158]

Good luck, try going to meeting and stay strong. Addiction is a bitch😢 #recovery 16months clean and serene today

[@zaunacat5051]

Proud of u man.

[@wanjalaspha797]

Put your head up,respect, Respect,I salute you

[@alyshiagooch4832]

13 year old me has so much healing to do 😢 this song is what our generation needed. Heal, babies, we deserve it!

[@HeatherFoskey]

Lost my dad at 14, I’m 28 now. Still feel like I’m the sad 14 year old asking the world why it had to be him. I’ve lived as much as my life with him than I did without him and it really hits different.

[@nataleegrubb1822]

so much healing to do, I'm a young adult now and learning to deal with all of it.

[@tamstits]

an actual anthem to all of us with parents who are also addicts. beautiful, heavy. love it my mans.

[@music_flow731]

❤❤

[@erinwillhoite401]

Lost two parents and my SIL to addiction, and countless others. This is hard but beautiful

[@sbsmokes]

Real shit💔🤞🏼

[@rebeccawalck8367]

Yes 💜🫶🏽

[@tristininkelaar89]

Wish my dad wasn't

[@TheWilliamsFamily._]

Im 21 & this song shakes me to the core. Hes helping healing generations that he didnt hurt. I pray everyday for my mom to recover. If she sees this. Mom come home. We love you 😢

[@colorfulwreck3237]

I’m going through it since I was born and still it hurts and even now I know where she stands it hurts, the drugs was enough for her

[@Kayla-pk8mo]

Grieving the loss of someone who is still alive is the worst. I love you, dad. On repeat for the next 80 years ❤️

[@christopherc5570]

i know how u feel. my grandmother, father and dog are all gonna pass very song. i’m scared im not gonna be able to handle it. the only thing getting me thru is rum. i just numb myself. i wish i could let that go

[@jeffreymikalonis7688]

Just did this myself and we lost him on mother's day 😢.... I wish I did more

[@billijoasbury9943]

I know this 1 OMMMGGG I FEEL THIS

[@BangersOnly]

this one is blowing up right now and so well deserved, what an incredible song from these guys

[@Andrea-hp4or]

This song needs to win an award…🫶🏼

[@music_flow731]

❤

[@edencooper2240]

That's awesome

[@Mr.Jtea3]

because the artist took advantage of the drug epidemic going on in the world so we made a cheap song with cheap lyrics about it God, you are so weak and such peasants. Doesn’t take much cheap shit for y’all to gravitate towards you. Don’t get attention at home or in your neighborhood, so because you popped a Percocet once in your life and hear a stupid song like this, you relate to it all of a sudden I could keep going on and on all of you are so fucking fake

[@zmbattaglia9455]

A Grammy

[@temprincelong115]

I am 11 and my mom is dead and this is what I would say to my dad "only if you loved me like you love getting high" Thank you so much for the very sweet replies y'all have made it better also I saw my dad after 2 years in April but I haven't seen him since

[@melissadonnelly6406]

Sorry for your loss darling I lost my mum from addiction when I was 9 so I know the pain, don’t give up on your dad keep trying to help him oneday I hope he listens to you, unfortunately my dad hasn’t till this day and I’m 37 and he still struggles with the addiction that took my mum away but all I can do is love him no matter what. Keep strong darling your mum is with you always ❤

[@temprincelong115]

@@melissadonnelly6406 thank you so much but the thing is my dad left me and I haven't seen or talk to him in a year almost two But thank you so much for your support and I'm sorry for your loss as well ❤️❤️❤️❤️ My mom also died when I was 9

[@maraflores832]

Oh baby I’m so sorry for your loss. I pray God reaches your father!❤

[@hannabarbarawojcik]

I'm so sorry. This doesn't make it any better at all but please know that it doesn't mean she didn't love you. She had a disease. I have it too and fighting it is the hardest thing I've ever had to do.

[@aliciaxjp]

You're the greatest you could ever imagine, you are loved. Even by these hundreds of people you don't know❤

[@markmanter6508]

Haven’t been able to stop listening to this since I found it. Love when I find those type of songs that feels like the artist wrote it with you in mind and then look in the comments and see how many other people relate.

[@sbsmokes]

Rooting for you mom, forever and always 🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@Jackie13thjuror]

❤

[@user-cu9jk5rq8]

Praying for her I hope u kno she don’t do it cuz she hate u she might do it cuz she wanna be here

[@morgannewilliams6098]

Got sober in 2015 and this song hits hard 🥺😭 ill forever feel guilt for the trauma i caused my children

[@Crystaldragonzzz]

For real! I'm 32 with a 10 year old n 7 year old, all I ever feel is total guilt! So wish I could turn back the time

[@rc947]

The past will always sneak up on us but May I say how so proud I am of you for your strength and your love for your children to want to get better and do better and now be better than before. We all have a choice and yes we make mistakes. Sometimes many mistakes but learning is what's important. Learning to be better and do better. I'm so proud of you and I know that no matter what. Your children are proud of you too. Hugs! Keep it up Queen! You've got this and you are making better choices. We cannot change the past but we can rectify it by our choices today for our future. God bless

[@davidquinones7035]

Same here, this song does it. Congratulations

[@al-bv2pl]

As someone who’s mom never did this for them I promise your kids are so grateful to get to have their mom, I don’t know you’re situation but I hope EVERYONE heals, and I’m so proud of you for accomplishing what you have keep going momma!

[@yvonnedolan2691]

As a child of addicts, I just want to say please just communicate that with them and let them know you love them always. Maybe even let them know what traumas led you to substances if you are comfortable enough so they understand. You are only a human. Please dont beat yourself up over it forever. Just love them as hard as you can going forward. I'm so proud of you.

[@lotsofthingshere]

As the kid whose parents and every adult that failed me was an addict... This is our anthem.

[@twistedangelcosplay]

I don't have parents and my sister is an addict. This song made me cry so hard the first time I heard it. Anyone struggling with an addict family knows.

[@justinfrazier9555]

“Even in our sleep, pain which cannot forget falls drop by drop upon the heart until, in our own despair, against our will, comes wisdom through the awful grace of God.” ― Aeschylus

[@kamaraplant4952]

It breaks my heart reading these comments, knowing that so many really young children relate to this song. Losing a parent(S) / or watch someone they love dying and or suffering from addiction. I can’t imagine how lonely and broken they all are feeling. The world is falling apart and aggressively getting worse. sending so much love to all of the babies out there. Please don’t fall in these foot steps and be the change. Advocate what you believe in. I met my dad for the first time after I had my daughter in 2015. He was addicted to alcohol. I ended up leaving our relationship a few years later, I just couldn’t watch it anymore. He loved the booze more then us. Subconsciously I always thought we would meet again. He ended up passing away 2 years ago. I never had the opportunity to tell him how much I loved him or how much he meant to us. Addiction rips everything apart. 💔

[@kassidyralston1438]

Hearing this song and having a family member who is going through drug addiction it really hits home… all my feelings put into a song…

[@outcast420]

I feel you there 😢

[@outcast420]

Pint after pint erasing our memories really fucked me up

[@Stacyann-by3wi]

I feel this I grew up in a family of addicts and some are still addicts I'm the one who got out but I'll love my family forever know matter what

[@jackieking7883]

A dad who's alcoholic a brother who's is on everything a brother who's tries to fight it then got myself a boyfriend addicted guess that what I'm used to

[@chelsealockhart8188]

Me too I feel how you feel.

[@Horsegirl150]

I like how this song gives both perspectives. The person is hurting because of their addiction and the person who is hurting because of the addicts behavior.

[@kellyisaac4826]

Lost my husband to Oxy. The overdose left him brain damaged in a care home. He has three children and a grandson that he missed out on. I wish this music was accepted in 2001 when I saw my handsome, smart and loving husban turn into a zombie right before my eyes and battling the addiction (after two rehabs) I had to sink or swim and left him. My adult son still blames for tearing apart the family? Prayers for all the spouses that are going through this horrible loss. 😢

[@amberjudd5459]

I feel you so much… but I was an addict also. Fentanyl… I oded September 5th got out of the hospital th 7th after being narcanned 16 times to bring me back. But when I got out of the hospital he had me a coming home present. 14 fentanyl pills waiting for me… I couldn’t do it to put daughter and I turned around and left

[@XxXX1989Xxx]

You made the right choice mama's. Your son will see one day. ❤😊

[@amandapickens6998]

I appreciate songs like this while struggling with sobriety, just a reminder that getting clean was the best decision I ever made not just for me but my kids!! The pain in his voice as an adult is heart breaking and time doesn't heal all wounds 😢

[@C_lastnams]

It hits so much harder when the people you loved isn’t here anymore because of the drugs 💔 Rip Bryson and Gabe 🕊️

[@user-cu9jk5rq8]

Rip mommy rip my brother

[@kaylahikl5043]

I am a child of 2 very addicted parents, I have grown up with addiction, I now have my own kids and I am being the mom and they have the dad that I wish I had at their age! We do recover and we do become what our parents were not! I am thankful everyday for my sobriety the last 13 years! ❤️

[@janellerobertson3037]

By the grace of god, I am TWO N A HALF YEARS SOBER!!!! - thank you for this song, it is amazing!!! We have such a horrible epidemic, there should definitely be more songs relatable to addiction. ❤

[@blairlaborde5477]

2 and half years that's awesome! keep keeping on!!! I'll be excited when I see a year. after many many rehabs Aug 2023s visit stuck with me so far from IV Heroin.

[@MsContessa1974]

Proud of you lady.

[@hmmmmmmmhhhh]

i’m so proud of you let’s pray that my momma will get sober i love you keep your head up and i am so incredibly proud of you

[@briankubisak1078]

Don't give up it gets easier

[@AllyKenney]

Congratulations I have over a year

[@jenniferwinn4375]

This song always gets me teary eyed. Lost both of my parents to alcoholism related deaths by the time I was 23. My father first, right after my 20th birthday. My Mom passed when I was 23, just before my son's 1st birthday. I'm 40 now, and I've lived more of my life without a Dad than I did with one in my life. I miss my Mom so much, both of them, but I have so much childhood trauma from their issues with alcoholism ... and I will never be able to show them that the struggles of alcohol addiction died with them - my son has never seen me drunk a day in his life, and he'll be 18 in a few short months. Be better for those that love you, if you can't find the strength to do it for yourself. Because someone will be hearing this song 20 years later and still crying with how much they miss you and can't let you go.

[@janessapeterson3425]

. As someone who just had to end a 6-year-old relationship due to the person being unable to see they had a problem, this song hits hard. I couldn't stand by and watch any longer... There was nothing I could do. The only thing I could do was for myself, and that was to walk away from it all.

[@tamigordinier5462]

How did you do it? I'm currently in this situation and I don't know how to walk away after 15 years and 2 children.

[@janessapeterson3425]

@@tamigordinier5462 it was honestly like a switch flipped for me. I just had no more feelings for him, i was completely exhausted and I no longer wanted to be treated the way I was being treated. I was done being constantly lied to and talked down on. I’m almost 3 months out of that relationship and I’ve never gone back to him once. It almost becomes a pride thing after awhile. You count down the days you’ve been away and it starts to feel like a victory! Looking back, I’m embarrassed that I even put up with what I did. Once you realize that you truly have gave them every single chance you have in yourself to give and they simply ignored it every time…. You begin to see that it isn’t even worth it anymore. Make yourself happy you deserve it.

[@heatherhaas9270]

I walked away from 6 years of the same thing with my 2 babies and I totally understand. Wishing you well🫶🏼

[@animationgirlie2227]

Heard this ❤loud and clear

[@bewarethesirensong]

I found this song and haven't stopped sobbing. This has brought me so much healing. My best friend and I got sober 9 years ago. One year later he intentionally overdosed when depressed and I still miss him every single day.

[@SavageKingBird]

Sorry for your loss. Same thing happened to me. RIP MIzz Jaye

[@alexxgaiters1737]

this hurts my heart bcuz i don’t believe that addicts love getting high more than they love their loved ones (parents, children, family, friends, etc.) i think that when an addict picks up its no longer in their control anymore. using becomes a need, not a want..

[@themorses6742]

Yeah I agree. I was an addict for years. I love my kids more than anything but when I was full blown into my addiction I couldn't stop. I needed it to survive. Finally one day after trying to quit many times I decided to quit cold turkey and been clean 4.5yrs now.

[@zaunacat5051]

I wish I could give the dude that sings this song a hug he needs but I know that hug would never be what he needed

[@BabyA582]

This song reminds me a lot of my dad I hope one day he can get clean it’s too late for my childhood, but he should do it for himself now

[@erinlebo5347]

My dad passed 7/3/2010. He watched me walk the stage, and I got my diploma the day I said goodbye to him; he missed my kids, my first home, and never got to walk me to my husband. I hope your dad gets better to see the rest for you. I'd never wish this on anyone 💝

[@royalentertainment488]

This song is so good it doesn’t get the recognition it deserves

[@timothymatteson7590]

Omg this song hits in the ❤ for everyone on all sides of addiction. Just wow!

[@tashawnaparker3880]

We needed this song

[@karrilynnbailey7563]

The words hit so close to home. Addiction is the hardest thing I've endured in my life. From being an addict to not being able to save my sonsfather from it. Beautiful song my dude

[@jennieestrada8683]

Made me cry! Thankful I saw my mom sober before she died. And after 40 years my dad's now sober.

[@BugandBuns]

Rip mom. Miss you everyday.

[@SavageKingBird]

💓💔💓

[@mileytharp6590]

If only you loved me like you love getting high that line hits close

[@tamigordinier5462]

Sure does. It hurts like a knife.

[@sharonlawson4786]

I am so in awe of you and your music REN. As someone who has suffered with BPD (which I know isn't the same) but it has put me in some really dark places. It's music like this that helps people like me feel like there's a little glimmer of hope. All the best wishes to you Ren. Can't wait to hear more music from you in the future ❤

[@oldskooler420]

When a song makes me cry it's a winner ...it hits so hard 😢

[@shannonwiggins6467]

Goose bumps with teary eyes. I love this and hate it at the same time. What a good song. RIP Mama 💔 RIP Katie Ann and Brandon Chase 💔 To my daughter, I love you. I won't ever give up on you baby girl. ❤

[@aknelson3250]

The use of “me” in this song says so much. Where were you when I needed someone. Where was I when I needed me the most.

[@lizc6946]

This song always brings me to tears, perfect song for anyone who has ever loved an addict 😢❤❤

[@leannem946]

As an addict in recovery who has lost people i love and struggles with guilt ..i needed this song!! ❤❤ i can't stop listening!

[@CAMSWEETS]

This is sad yet beautiful

[@Abravesfan1988]

RIP mama I miss you rest easy up in heaven. Til I see you again just know I don’t blame you it was a hard life for you. Just know your boy is doing well and we got kids now you’d be so proud of me. My daughter looks just like you when you was little. Love your baby boy

[@JynxRussell]

Thank you for this.. 16 months sober today.. much love be blessed.

[@benh6452]

I fucking love it. Like i wrote it to myself

[@kevinkirk2672]

Such a powerful song. The love of my life in an addict. It's painful. I can't let him go. I always have hope we will make it. This disease ruins so many lives, it's heartbreaking.

[@jrab3636]

His reactions on tiktok can be a little awkward but it makes sense now, well deserved hit boys, you touched a spot most regular people in the world deal with today with addiction in the family. Keep up the good work, much love

[@anat.5643]

Miss you pops ❤

[@jesseschbrt8769]

This song can be seen in so many ways. I been the loved one of an addict as well as the addict. This song is also the inner voice of an addict to themselves.

[@ElizabethLein-xj9sb]

This song brought actual tears to my eyes it hits close to home for me especially and I'm sure so many other my mother was an alcholic and abused drugs on a daily and I remember feeling alot of this growing up and than I grew into adulthood and unfortunately followed in her footsteps in many ways and had children of my own so thinking this is how I made them feel is what brought those tears on.. Addiction is hard the people that have never struggled can't grasp how truly life altering it is! thankfully I have been sober 8 years but I also put my eldest child threw 8 years of potentially making him feel like i cared about using more than him :( and I dealt with it my entire childhood :( so this is a song I will be keeping in my Playlist thank you!

[@user-rb1rb6mo8n]

Been having a really rough time lately with my health and this song helps every now and then. At the end of the day I’m still a little kid and I want my mommy :/

[@ethanmynes2399]

As someone who has watched addiction first hand who watched my mom battle addiction and my uncle and my whole family as someone who at 13 was administering narcan as someone who got made fun of in school because they said I was gonna be just like my family as someone who knew they had the wrong guy as the first person in my family on my moms side to graduate high school as the first person on my moms side to not play the system as someone who is the first one in my family to get a good job and work for the railroad and clear 80k after taxes their first year as someone who has a little brother that will be the second person in our entire family to break the cycle I truly want to thank you this song is truly beautiful

[@jessicamanriquez4758]

Rest in peace dad, I miss and love you so much

[@toriamari649]

This song puts me on my knees

[@ellielane2009]

This is the only thing I want to hear on my fyp rn.

[@elston3153]

I'm a parent that fucked up, 2 years clean, my kid's saved my life, I've only ever fell in love twice, When I first seen my babies , never felt love so strong, if they see this, I'm still carrying the gift you gave It's a part of me it's been cherished and saved It will be with me unto the grave Then unto eternity.❤

[@hunnilove4153]

Sober almost 7 years. Thank you for making this song. Did it for my baby but also for myself. Best choice I ever made.

[@hmmmmmmmhhhh]

i’m so proud of you let’s pray my momma will get sober and don’t forget how incredibly proud i am of you i love you sm 💖

[@yolandafantozzirodriguez3195]

Literally bawling 😢

[@FoxTheProducer]

gah damn. this one got me

[@user-ee6se5mx5k]

I've listened to this song on repeat and it hurts so bad. My mom's been addicted to meth sense I was 5 years old. I'm 27 now I love her so much but I'm waiting for the day I get that call. So sad.

[@tearehultman7262]

I can't listen to this song without breaking out in tears. It's so painful yet so true. I grew up raised by my grandparents along with my 2 younger sisters because my mom was and still is a crackhead and wasn't able to be there because of it. Once i turned 15 is when my drug addition started... injecting heroin... all to numb reality and not feel anything. Im 7 years sober. This song hits home with the way i feel about my mom and childhood. It also makes me feel all the feeling I'm sure my family felt when it came to my own addiction. I love this song but like i said... its so painful and true.. brings up so many masked emotions.

[@taramariegaulin]

This song has me in tears. Congrats man, you're making it. ❤ love you tiktoks as well.

[@limeez2212]

My brother is addicted to "brown." I don't know what to do for him anymore. My whole family has tried to have an intervention with him. He is stuck in a toxic relationship with someone who ruined his life she got pregnant with his kid after telling him she couldn't get pregnant, got him addicted to heroin and he lost his job, life, family, friends, I haven't seen him in months and I hope he is OK, this song hit me so hard... much love to everyone.

[@user-ko6ou7xx1i]

This song was sung from the soul, hits me hard every time I hear it.

[@PauleyWoodson]

I hope dat u miss me bc i miss u too dat hit da hardest cuz i lost my grandma and bestfriend in the same week to drug addiction while i was locked up and after that i started masking my pain when i got out with percs and meth so thx u so much dude ur helping more then u could ever imagine

[@Johnnabeautyreviews23]

I lost my dad a week bf my 26 birthday to drug overdose and me my brother and sister all went to drugs I lost everything and now I got 5 years sober and I got my son I miss my dad every day ❤

[@ILuvMusicAi]

stay strong

[@kryswood90]

growing up in the rooms and saying goodbye to so many that i miss so much.

[@estelaibarra8542]

This song😢😢it's very personal to us addicts this to me is the song of the century ❤❤❤💯to whoever wrote this THANK YOU I dedicate this song to a lot of people in my life but most importantly I dedicate this to myself I wished that I loved myself like I loved getting high 😶

[@geraldinelafayette1838]

As a millennial parent and a recovered heroin addict this is a song you never want your child to feel!! In Jesus’ name he WONT!

[@DavidMcvay-fk8cd]

i pray my hole family gets better...

[@hannahhopes5109]

Thinking about my kids when listening to this. I'm glad I'm sober now and didn't die when I was almost taken by laced pills. Sometimes it's hard but I'd rather be here with my children than out high or dead for sure.

[@user-tf5dh7uu7m]

I’ve never in my life related to a song. This shit hits so fucking deep. I love you forever, rest in peace dad and I’m so sorry🤍

[@kayjessie21]

My whole life my dad struggled with addiction, this song hurts, he lost his battle 22/6/22 I wish I could’ve been more, done more, I wish you where still here dad. I miss you, I hope your somewhere peaceful without the need to chase anything. “If only you loved me like you loved getting High” Cuts deep 💔 Rest easy x

[@NicoleDax-js5qo]

I am so sorry 😔

[@jennifersarver9815]

I'm 52 n just found this song this morning on tic Tok. Added to playlists already.

[@toniiif1]

Legit tears. ❤

[@MarkBurberry-qp1qn]

This is a song the world needs to hear ❤

[@timothyrafferty2027]

😢😢😢 this song hits it deep been sober from opioids since I was 17 when my heart stopped in my mom's arms

[@lu-zx1gz]

this song reminds people of who they love but this song reminds me of myself

[@jessstanbury9839]

Love you so much for your hard work

[@karolineosuna]

I miss you my brother, I wish I could sit with you one more time before the addiction took you away from me and our family. You were only 15 and you didn’t know what you were getting yourself into. The adults who gave you the drugs failed you. The system failed you. I miss the old you.. I miss my older brother that was my best friend and my protector. I hope you will find your path back into my life without drugs. I will always cherish the beautiful memories before the drugs took you from me..

[@dawnieruffley8979]

This song needs an award, really hits home, my sister was 22 when she died from an overdose,then I went down the same path,I'm now 5 years clean but forever feel the pain i put my loved ones through ❤

[@quirkyavocado_-3558]

Lost my Dad to an OD April 5th, 2008 from smoking Oxy. This song always hits hard. Lost a close friend I loved dearly, April of this year due to the Xanax being laced with Fentanyl. If you're struggling, I hope you find the strength to get help. Please be careful, they're lacing street drugs with Fentanyl. 😭😭

[@jodiemarie7799]

Wish I could save my dad, but I’ll be with him all the way no matter what state ❤ this song is soul touching. Keep creating such real content

[@KaiserSebastian-s1m]

This song put chills in my spine

[@jessamarie916]

I sobbed. Literally sobbed.

[@BarryMoss-uc1wh]

My girl sent this song to me cause she loves me very much she just wants show my mother that I can do it cause my mother is in heaven looking down on me and she knows if I go back out and test the water I'll never come back.. love you mom

[@jenny4realz716]

Just Heard this for the first time and man what a tune

[@MythicYetiiiiii]

My dad, first 10 years of my life I witnessed the most drugs alcohol and abuse I have ever been thru from the age of 11-24 I never been around it again. And I still struggle daily with being able to be normal like other people can, unfortunately if ur listening to this song our stories or somewhat similar, my dad try to sell me for drugs, luxky me it was to a undercover, I got taken and given to my mom… I’ve never trusted anyone since… I’m 24 and he took my childhood from me, I can’t even love someone because I’m so scared I’ll just get pawned off, literally… thank u for this song. My dad is still out doing the things he does, but lucky me I got away in time

[@wako9405]

I was hear when the song first come out. This songs been in one of my playlists

[@LindaCabibi]

It’s beautiful and so honest

[@GigglesD2]

Song is a short history of my life from 2005 till 2016. As most, I didnt wake up and say I wanted to be hung up on a master the size of an aspirin, but injuries started it, depression continued it, loss and deaths fast forwarded it until I was burned out inside....no personality, no feelings...nothing. Lost 1st wife and son but was saved by my current wife. Still do not know how but here I sit when I should be laying in a field somewhere.....all of you can stop you just have to remember the life before and a reason to get back to it.

[@music_flow731]

❤❤❤

[@lyndseymorris3381]

Can't get this tune out my head. Miss u mom ❤

[@izzywebster9503]

Every time I hear this song it makes me cry. It hits home for me.

[@michelebrannan4787]

So sad but true! 😢

[@leannem946]

An anthem for addicts, loved ones of addicts and everyone in between. This is both sides. I've lived both sides and this song hits hard! ❤❤❤

[@brik3234]

Thankfully I have an amazing mom, but my niece is less fortunate. Her mom (my sister) doesn’t know how to live without drugs. We’ve all tried to help her. I know she wants someone else to save her without putting any work into herself…it’s a really messed up situation. I’m not an addict so I can’t possibly understand her pain, but I feel for my niece. My mom means the world to me, and if I was my niece it would shatter me to see my mom so broken. My niece is the strong one, and I will support any decision she makes.

[@arivera6021]

She wants someone else to save her without putting any work in herself ? You don't realize how fucking selfish this statement sounds it lacks empathy and it lacks understanding it attempts to place blame on the already guilty then goes further to call them out for not being responsible enough to support themselves in they're own recovery ... obviously they're irresponsible that's why they need structure and support from a caring responsible ... other than themselves as they don't fit the description what really gets under my skin though is how determined it seems one is to sit back and ridicule the addict for being unable to change on they're own ... get off the high horse , and take some responsibility in who u say you care about by helping them when they Cabt help themselves .

[@zoefairbrother8519]

My brother was an alcoholic. He died in September after taking a header down the stairs. Mom died in 2016. I've listened to this song 50+ times. It's one of the only songs that makes me feel better ❤

[@Nrod1332]

Just found this one a couple days on the radio, Used to be a full blown addict makes me think a lot

[@JB-zy1ky]

Haven’t had a song hit my heart like this in a long time

[@chloecoile3167]

I lost my mom to fentanyl.. i really needed this song.sometimes i can talk about her and some day i just cant do anything. Grief is so heaavy some days this song helps so much tho. ❤ thank you

[@louisfernandez873]

This shit broke me to the core. I can't stop listening to it.