Horror Short Film "It's Not About Fear" | ALTER

[@clementjochem]

Hey guys! Clement Jochem, the director of the film here! I'll be hanging out in the comments so come chat! Happy to answer questions and listen to all your feedback!

[@charliesullivan1645]

I love the portrayal of anxiety/panic/fear of the unknown as an actual creature holding us back, fantastic work

[@clementjochem]

@@charliesullivan1645 thank you, that means the world :)

[@tayaprince5316]

This is brilliant, especially the male actor did a great job, I could actually feel his anxiety

[@tanyamopu9759]

How did you made the creature's appearance?

[@gatinho_suji]

I love this❤. Powerful

[@silver_crone]

The moment she said 'he didn't wait for me to say yes - ' I instantly knew what they were. And when he said he can't remember what she looks like, alluding to how young he must have been - it broke my heart. The vulnerability of them both, written and acted and directed just so touchingly. This reached so deeply, and so profoundly. So, so well done. Whole body goosebumps, this!

[@clementjochem]

Thank you very much :)

[@ronaldpettifurd5957]

Wow I didn't think about his age. I figured he was drunk and that was the alcohol deal. Excellent point! So cool to see a man's experience with it be addressed. Certainly doesn't take anything away from hers, it's just men aren't usually given a representation in this case. Kudos to the director

[@theTrend7]

The mind does so much to protect us from trauma.

[@bigmike8564]

Perfect perspective, love your post and your comment

[@FilthAndPetals]

You said everything i was gonna

[@theTrend7]

That was sad,scary and beautiful all at the same time. Having someone in your life that understands your experiences, and is willing to be patient with you while you get through them makes a world of difference.

[@clementjochem]

It can be really healing

[@theTrend7]

@@clementjochem very true

[@elizavetavolman4407]

I didn’t understand who the monsters were

[@taracollins5597]

@@elizavetavolman4407 The demon that was following the man around takes the form of the woman that abused him, when he was a child. The demon in the suit that was stalking the woman takes the form of the man who abused her, years ago. The demons stay with them, affecting their relationships deeply, reminding them of what happened & tormenting them forever. Yet, like strong humans do, they began to slowly stand up to them.....note how they shut the door or turned on a light & they were gone. Then at the end, the couple decide to trust a little....& the demons are still there but stand back a little, because some of their power is gone. Hope that helps. :)

[@taracollins5597]

Agreed. It can be healing & make you more willing to trust again.

[@thedragodile545]

I love the design of the abusers. The black shape of the woman he would no longer recognize, and the leering creep. Such a sweet story of survivors set in the frame of a horror is really effective.

[@HotHamWater22]

Replacing her hand with the hand of ‘other’ was spot on. This is sadly brilliant

[@clementjochem]

Thank you :)

[@emreeren13]

Yes, both genders can be abused and this movie perfectly portraits that. Amazing work guys, keep going! ❤

[@clementjochem]

Thank you :) It was a tough subject to approach, but important I think

[@zawunc]

Convincingly done!!!

[@megadethly]

Oh, so there's only two genders?

[@Violet_wave]

It took me a second to recognise it. But its horrible that this happens irl.

[@burakbalk5020]

@@zawunc womp womp

[@lakesia22]

dont know where all the likes and comments are but this one is BRILLIANT just a beautiful display of anxiety and trauma watched it multiple times kudos to the director, writer and cast

[@clementjochem]

Very, very kind of you! I am very proud of this film and the story it told!

[@Wulfslove]

As a (multiple) survivor myself, this made me burst into tears, but it was because I suddenly felt truly seen, not because of pain or fear. Thank you.

[@clementjochem]

Thank you for the kind words, it's what this film is for :)

[@Y-Knott]

As someone who doesn't care, this comment made me cringe

[@kelsomunro1031]

@@Y-Knott edge lord commenting is cringe

[@TheLmt68]

@@Y-KnottYou cared enough to comment ❤

[@catherineg9943]

🙏🏻❤️

[@noir6171]

Damn when she said "He didn't wait for me to say yes" and he said "She didn't listen when I said stop" and I finally realized they are two r*ape survivors I got chills. I like that we get to see the perspective of both genders and how they find confort in each other because they both can understand what the other went through. Especially the part where he sees the hand of his abuser (AKA his monster's hand) in the girls hand when she puts on his leg, I can't imagine how hard must be for an SA victim to engage in sexual activity again. I love that they both understand how is like and can be slow in their relationship, I think it's a beautiful example of survivors of such a monstruous thing.

[@clementjochem]

I wouldn't wish that on anyone... recovering from this stuff is hard, I'm glad you liked it

[@noir6171]

​@@clementjochemI can't even begin to imagine how hard must be. It was an awesome short film, thank you for it!

[@7prudent]

While sex is not a must at all anyway.

[@taracollins5597]

@@7prudent It isn't a must, but its a natural human desire & these people in the film (like everyday people) just want to feel safe again & be able to live a normal life. Its a powerful film, scary yet intense.

[@taracollins5597]

Good summation. I agree, it was good to see both perspectives & the fact that a man admits to being raped by a woman is an even lesser-talked about phenomenon. Its brutal recovering from any sexual incident that happened when we say No. Its nothing I'd wish on anyone. This film was unique in that it turned the term 'our demons' into literal ones. Interesting, scary yet touching all at once. A rare combination. Kudos!

[@deannah7753]

As someone who went through SA multiple times, this is exactly how it feels. They're always there. It feels like they won't leave your head. I loved this

[@clementjochem]

I am sorry you had to go through this. I am glad you felt seen though :)

[@shamirabbas7706]

Can you please explain! How its work? And what does it feels like?

[@Onewingerdraven]

You are not alone. You are safe. Please take care.

[@grahamjarvis384]

@@shamirabbas7706I’ve also experienced SA at a young age and can relate to the man from the video. There’s no universal experience as anyone who’s been through trauma processes and reacts to it differently. For me, I often find that my brain won’t allow me to recall/experience things that are related to what happened. That can also include making it different to do things that some would be perceive as positive (such as going on a date) due to fears that are associated with my trauma. It can feel terrifying and in some cases has led me to have panic attacks. The film did a great job of visualizing the fear and showcasing the emotional toll trauma (especially unresolved) can take on a person

[@JoeHuesos]

​@@shamirabbas7706wtf what?

[@willrowe6428]

Hey all 👋, wanted to say what a pleasure it was to work on this with such wonderful cast and crew (I was the production sound mixer). Clement and the entire team deserve all the love and support you can give them!

[@clementjochem]

Couldn't have done it without you pal!

[@jomontanee]

You are phenomenal!! I felt for the character so deeply!

[@theTrend7]

You all did a fantastic job!

[@thatvalensteingirl]

Everyone involved in the creation is absolutely brilliant and you all deserve your roses. 💐💐💐

[@jala1551]

"He didn't wait for me to say yes... I'm not going to wait for him to disappear" - so incredibly powerful. What a resonant line that's going to stick with me for a long time!

[@oliverose5035]

as someone who deals with the consequences of assault every day, this short really reached into my heart. it means a lot knowing someone can see how it feels to live like this. it means a lot knowing someone can put that feeling into an expression.

[@clementjochem]

I am sorry you have to deal with this, but I am glad you could find some comfort in this little film :)

[@kyleborgfilm]

Absolutely love these comments so far! Producing this film was an incredible experience - the cast and crew worked really hard on getting Clem's vision right. Glad people are enjoying the film!

[@theTrend7]

WONDERFUL JOB!!!

[@sarahsussexviolinist933]

This is honestly so gripping. The thing that strikes me when watching is the phrase “it’s not about getting rid of anxiety (or memories/experiences/upset), it’s about learning to live with it being there.” If ‘It’s Not About Fear’, to me, it’s about that. This is so eerie but yet so comforting. Amazing job!

[@clementjochem]

You nailed it :)

[@charliesullivan1645]

As someone who has spent most of my life struggling with anxiety, this is a fantastic representation of how panic/anxiety can feel!

[@clementjochem]

Thank you very much, glad you liked it :)

[@AriesCarrionCaine]

I felt this to the bones.

[@123_thenumber5]

But this is not about fear but about rape. They are both victims of rape

[@clementjochem]

@@123_thenumber5 Honestly, different people take different things from the film. I originally intended it as that, but if they see something that speaks to them about their fear or anxiety, I'm happy too

[@AlHindMaskeen]

​@clementjochem does your mini film means everyone has their own demons ?

[@0815Horst]

Very well depiction of the demons some of us carry around. No matter how hard we try, they always lurk in the shadows, right around the corner.

[@clementjochem]

They follow you around, but you eventually learn to live with it (hopefully)

[@Buff-Skeleton]

My wife and I both have dealt with anxiety all our lives. Holy hell this film hits hard and extremely close to home, but in a really positive way. Beautiful work.

[@clementjochem]

I am glad it touched you, thank you for the kind words :)

[@walterpost9073]

When she says “There’s mine” and how this evolves… stunning work. Always great to see smart horror these days.

[@taydestiny38]

This was well made and well acted. Those demonic figures were terrifying, so props to the people who created them! And I loved the metaphorical representation of the two figures. I’m not the biggest fan of Alter, but I have to pay respect to the shorts that stand out and are well done!

[@alexofalexyel]

That ending legit made me tear up, holy cow. So beautifully done, perfect acting, wonderful set-up... 11/10 film

[@clementjochem]

Well thank you! I'm glad it worked for you :)

[@Miss.Lyss.]

This is an amazing short film that represents the trauma, flashbacks and lasting effects that sexual assault can have on a person. It was very well written and thought out. - From the creature following James home. - James washing the same parts of his body multiple times because he feels "dirty". - Lena worrying if her outfit is too revealing or provocative. - The creature trying to emerge from the closet as Lena was getting ready, (thoughts from the past were haunting her, she was worried the same thing will happen to her again, but she quickly shut those thoughts down [represented by her closing the door and walking away]) - Both James and Lena kind of being nervous to be alone in the presence of someone of the opposite sex. - James drinking to calm his nerves, meanwhile Lena is apprehensive to drink because she wants to keep her whits about her. - When James mentions "last time" it throws Lena off guard and she becomes deep in thought for a second, then she's firm with James about limiting her drinking. - The creature haunting James when he is getting a little too close to Lena. - The creature being in a small dark room, it seems to scare James even more (this leads me to believe his assault could've happened in a small dark room because she went away as soon as he turned the light on) - When Lena zoned out while James was talking about meditating, zoning out like that can happen a lot after a traumatic event. - When Lena touched James' thigh but instead saw the hand of the monster (the literal monster of a woman who assaulted him), and then she shushed him when he started to panic. Then the she-monster began approaching him (something that leads me to believe he was assaulted as a child/when he was young by someone older than him and possibly in a position of authority) - James then leaves to get himself a drink to calm himself. - Lena then begins to realize that both her and James have gone through similar traumatic experiences. - Lena then shows James the creature haunting her. He has a blindfold on, which to me can mean a few things. She never was able to look him in the eye because she was scared, or he never looked her in the eye because he didn't see her as anything more than a warm body. A piece of meat if you will. It could also mean both. He was also wearing a suit, not "looking the part" for a rapist. But looks are very deceiving. Most of the time, they don't look the part, so sometimes people don't believe the victim because the assaulter has the halo effect. - James then reveals that he doesn't remember how his assaulter looks and how he doesn't remember her name, hence the reason she is a silhouette. Another factor that leads me to believe his assault happened when he was young. - James became increasingly upset when trying to remember the past, Lena then reminded him that his trauma and his story will still be there when he is ready to talk about it, and that he doesn't need to explain right now. (Another detail from the director that I really liked, traumatic events can cause memory loss of the event itself, but also being haunted by the memories for a long time, often times, the rest of your life) - Lena then asked for his consent to hold his hand, to make him feel a bit more at ease. James' breathing began to slow to a normal rate and Lena reassured him that they would do things on their own terms, at their own pace. - They then sat together in the light, on the couch, looking much more at ease and having a better understanding of each other, all the while the creatures that haunt them lurk in the nearby shadows. (This is just my interpretation of the film, the directors could've been different, but this is my perspective as someone who has been sexually assaulted.) I'm honestly disappointed at how many people missed the point entirely. This isn't about anxiety or being haunted by past partners. Did you even watch the film if you can come to that conclusion? There are so many important details that were overlooked. This is the type of film you need to watch twice to truly appreciate the value of it. A job very well done by the director and the crew.

[@clementjochem]

Well you picked up all the hints :)

[@Buff-Skeleton]

Your analysis is superb! Really helps bring out some of the details I'd missed. Additionally, I'd give folks who had a different interpretation a little more credit. Everyone has a different experience in life, and they'll see different things in any given work of art. So there will be other interpretations, even those that aren't necessarily in line with what was intended by the creator. This is clearly about SA, but it could be -- to other people -- very resonant of other things that reflect their own lived experiences, too. The key point I took home was that we don't have to suffer from past traumas alone (whatever those traumas may be), and that kindness and empathy are the best ways to defeat our inner demons. That's a message I think can reach a really wide audience, and I hope it does!

[@clementjochem]

@@Buff-SkeletonThank you :) Over the year or so of the festival run, a number of people I've shown this film to had completely different interpretation. Some saw it being about their inner demons, anxiety in general and someone even asked me if it was about this brazilian ghost myth! Frankly, once a piece of art is sent out into the world, it does not belong to the artist anymore. However people relate to it, I am more than happy.

[@Seth_Davis888]

Beautifully explained

[@jayfree3257]

Absolutely incredible! This gave me hope. Reminds me of a saying I read somewhere that says “we’re all looking for someone whose demons play well with ours.” Beautiful short vid, here!

[@clementjochem]

Well that's a lovely quote :)

[@revenantgg4269]

Its not about fear... It's about drive, it's about power We stay hungry, we devour...

[@michaellambgelo]

The choices of image, such as our male lead appearing in a shower, suggest a characteristic vulnerability while also playing intertextually with icons like PSYCHO. This short is well worth its 10 minutes, and says something ultimately beautiful in the midst of horror. I loved it, and look forward to more from this director.

[@clementjochem]

Thank you :)

[@imDrew21]

This is such a perfect showcase of Show, Don't Tell. No jarring audio stings, or heart attack flash cuts. Just atmosphere, artistry, and MEANING. Horror happens in the mind, not on the screen. Perfectly captured

[@JasonWickham-k2z]

So much packed into this ten minute short film. I've never (thank goodness) been a victim of sexual abuse, but this film so effectively communicates the horror of abuse, while also illustrating the compassion and courage it takes to live your life and pursue happiness after experiencing it. Everyone involved in this has a genuine reason to feel pride in making it. I hope you all go on to great success in your careers. You deserve it!

[@clementjochem]

Thank you very much for the kind words :)

[@trueblue0982]

This one took a couple times to follow the dialogue, but after that (and reading through some of the comments below), I think this is one of my top favorites by ALTER. Such an important story and creative way to depict the reality of both of their situations. And the care and compassion between them by the end...wonderful work.

[@Lissi2233]

As someone with an anxiety disorder, i love this little diamond of short movie. It feels so relatable...I think in my personal opinion, the dark shadows are often overwhelming, but we all have some dark shadows, big or less, hiding in the back and waiting for a moment to show themselves. Its not about fear. because everything is normally about fear. It is more about surviving the unknown, experience the new things and try to build a little bit of trust...Great work, i like it!!!

[@clementjochem]

I like your read of it :) glad the message feels good for you

[@londonpurvis7012]

I don’t think I’ve ever seen such a shockingly accurate depiction of how it feels to constantly live with the demons that never quite go away.

[@nettorak]

This has to be one of the best I've seen on this channel so far! In it's own way of course! I love how her Haunting Stain is still so human and realistic, because she can remember him way better, how his demonic eyes are blinded and he's sitting down. Yet his has grown into this horror figure, standing close, following everywhere, still reaching out. It tells us he's trying to run away - in vain. All of the times. Thus becoming the true horror figure it is now, not resembling a human anymore, underlining how helpless he must have felt and hinting at a young age (because his Horror Stain is also portrayed as taller than him) or at least a very vulnerable one where he couldn't stand up. And look at the creepy smile. Holy shit. It must have been terrifying. My heart is aching. I really like how they give each other a safe space by listening to and being empathic with each other. I hope it will work out fine for them in the imaginative movie-universe. Also, great acting!

[@refuse2Btools]

Absolutely one of the best I've seen on this channel. Brilliantly put together, from the writing to the casting, performances to the production. My hat is off to you all, thank you

[@jamiewddsmith-dl9bk]

I love everything thing about this short film. Being able to express yourself in relationships is extremely important, as well as being able to respect each others feelings/boundries. I like how each entity resembled their situation. Well done.

[@clementjochem]

I like writing relationships where people learn to talk to each other. It's a difficult thing, and not portrayed well in film/tv very often. It's often cheesy and forced, whereas in real life trying to express yourself to your partner can be messy and difficult Anyway, glad you liked it

[@Mashy8722]

Wow. This was BRILLIANTLY done. People who have been through trauma will def understand this and feel this. It’s like something that just clings to you that even tho u want it to go away, sometimes it won’t.

[@clementjochem]

Thank you for the kind words :)

[@Ghostgamer84]

Cool creature design. That grin with the white teeth was really effective

[@clementjochem]

I had a much more complex concept in mind originally, but simpler is very often better!

[@khasanofdin163]

this one was great! Great actors, great script, idea is heartbreaking, but still very thoughtful. I'm honestly impressed! will rewatch it from time to time

[@jiangwanyeehaw]

As someone who isn't able to live a normal life because of the people who abused me, this hit very hard. Thank you for making this!

[@clementjochem]

I am glad it brought you some comfort :)

[@Petothegreatone]

Damn somehow this was beautiful to me because of these two people and how they both have to deal with the same matter and how they supported each other.

[@al8950]

Amazing depiction of ptsd from segsual trauma and trying to move on to a new relationship Bravo.

[@clementjochem]

Thank you very much. It was a little daunting trying to get this right, but the responses have been overwhelmingly positive :)

[@veritykinamon5292]

this actually means so much to me, it honestly made me feel so much less alone. i cant remember what he looks like but he never leaves my head, he is always there.

[@KittyCat22976]

I understand what you mean. 💔 Mine died a year ago this month, and the relief I have felt since is unexplainable. With all of my therapy, something Shifted once I found out about the death & since then, I feel a Freedom I never thought was possible. It is so strange… and peaceful. I hope that you can experience that too someday 🫂💯♥️

[@veritykinamon5292]

@@KittyCat22976 I'm so so happy for you, I had kind of lost hope that he would ever leave and that I would ever be ok again but hearing that yours did I actually have hope that it's possible, thank you❤️‍🩹

[@KittyCat22976]

@@veritykinamon5292 anytime you feel alone, please KNOW that this internet stranger (& trauma sibling) is in the world Rooting For You!!! Wishing you All the healing and strength to have The Best Life Possible, because You Deserve It!!! 💯💗🫂

[@musicsaves71590]

I love horror, have all my life. I don't get scared by them ever but love them all the same. This is one of the few that I think transcends genre. Truly a beautiful piece of art and one that actually moved me. Amazing job all!

[@clementjochem]

Yeah I don't get scared by horror much, but I love what the genre allows you to do with themes and emotions, it's a great gateway to tell very powerful stories

[@leonafearon3533]

The way you presented their traumas, was nothing short of brilliant. In one line everything fell into place. You give those who have suffered the same a true show of strength, that they still have the power over their lives. Bravo

[@nelliesilvers1210]

Due to physical and mental abuse that's been in my life since a young age and all through my life, I turned to drugs and alcohol around 11. I discovered a numbness through heroin and valium around age 19 like no other so after 20+ years of using, I have another demon to try fighting but it's a losing battle. Everyone needs a shoulder to lean on and an ear to vent to but not all of us like to talk about it or to burden others. Don't try struggling alone. Speak up. Excellent depiction of trauma, anxiety and not being able to get over that hurt but learning to live with it.

[@brotatochimp]

So well said I hope you are doing alright, and have people to help you as well.

[@nelliesilvers1210]

@brotatochimp Thanks, hun. It's a bittersweet support system. Mum's my best friend but she thinks I stopped using years ago. Seeing how much my addiction made her age and the hell it put her through has made me keep my relapse quiet from her. I was so skinny she'd cried a few times I'd visited her at work or gone home black and blue after fighting with my partner. She lost sleep waiting for the cops to knock on the door to tell her I was dead. I was popping so much valium, oxycodone etc and doing heroin that I can't remember things separately...they blur together or are forgotten altogether. I've been with my partner for 30 years now but his hatred of himself after seeing his marks on me has helped him gain control of his temper. He still obv gets a certain way when angry but is able to walk away and it's very rarely he ever needs to. We only had violence when using speed on top of other drugs. We both want to get away from drugs altogether and better our lives before we get too much older. He's more determined than me though so I guess I'll have to strengthen my thought process. Sorry to give you a long answer but it's hard to explain the situation in fewer words. I greatly appreciate your kind words and hope you're doing really well 💕. Edit - I should add that I have supportive friends but due to my severe lack of confidence and self-esteem, I rarely see anybody and lock myself away so only chat through Facebook etc. My friends from younger years got sick of seeing me slowly killing myself and it hurt them less to turn their backs. I understand that 100%. I still talk to them through msging as well so the support's there if/when I'm ready to be open with them.

[@brotatochimp]

@nelliesilvers1210 well, I'm glad you can be honest with yourself and recognize you are struggling with hardship. I sincerely hope the best for you and your partner. I wish the best for the two of you, some day soon you can close this chapter of your life. I would love to be kept up to date on your journey and give you the morale boost through this comment thread. Hope to hear more and more!

[@annaelisavettavonnedozza9607]

❗️*DO NOT READ THE COMMENTS BEFORE THE FILM*❗️ This was fantastic. Hits very close to home

[@caesarsalad493]

One of the best films I’ve seen here to date. And I’m a longtime subscriber. It covers so many emotions and topics. The evil entities are simple, yet terrifying. This one just hit so close to home. I love it. Well done.

[@paulmoore-LPC-LMFT-NCC]

I’m a MH therapist. This is such a compelling and thought provoking conceptualization of anxiety, etc. Thank you.

[@ingridduner3598]

This is really well made, great acting and script. Also loved the monsters. I watch a ton of horror and many times feel like I've seen it all. There's so much unoriginal dumb stuff out there. This one was genuinely enjoyable to watch, a perfect little horror piece that manages to tell a deeper emotional story so efficiently.

[@clementjochem]

Well I'm glad you found it refreshing!

[@mumanddad227]

Everyone has "demons", and this portrays that perfectly. This might be my favorite short film I've seen so far. Epic story, great visuals, and superb acting!

[@barrybingo]

Awesome feeling portrayed throughout this film! Loved watching it. Excited for what’s next.

[@NOblindspot]

Man, that definitely shows what trauma can do to anyone. Equal parts of multiple emotions. Acting was on point! Well done!

[@clementjochem]

Thank you :) I am really, really grateful for my two actors, they did such a fantastic job

[@daniellevaughn4598]

Fantastic! ❤ This reminded me somewhat of the first episode of the latest Creepshow series. **SPOILER** A young lady had a personal monster that was killing people who didn't spend time with her, or something along those lines. She was just trying to find someone to connect with. She fakes a crisis to gain entry to the house of a woman she saw at a coffee shop (another customer) and thought would be the person to finally connect with her. In the end, when the coffee shop woman was talking to the young ladies monster, you find out she has a monster of her own. But she was able to tame it, and it was locked in a trunk that sat in her living room. Easily THE BEST episode of the series. So wonderfully acted. As this was as well. Great job guys.

[@clementjochem]

Oh that's fun! I should watch Creepshow!

[@terrancephillips6193]

Ima horror fanatic 💯💯💯‼️‼️‼️

[@ort77]

Thank you. To control my anxiety in everyday life, I watch short stories of 10 to 20 minutes here on youtube, in which I propose to pay full attention, avoiding any interruption. I almost saw “my monster” too. Thank you.

[@justinesimon4554]

Thank you for this masterpiece. Sounds so personnal... This is one of the best short films I've ever watched.

[@clementjochem]

It was a very personal film, I am glad it touched you

[@TessaLCastro1216]

Maybe I just expect a lot out of these films, but it's depth for me. For me to hit the Like button. You go into a story, watching & assuming it's one thing...and it turns out to be something even better. The acting. The atmosphere. The message. Well Done, Clement...to you & your team.

[@clementjochem]

Well thank you for the kind words, truly :)

[@derickthompson8669]

I really enjoyed that, it makes me want to see a a full movie, the ghost could mean anything that you as the viewer want it to mean. Finding someone who understands or that will work with you. I liked it

[@lezam1000]

Absolutely amazing. Brilliant story telling. I felt such sorrow for them and relief that she was so understanding and full of grace.

[@clementjochem]

Thank you :) it felt good to make a film with two good people figuring something out together

[@thelonelylittledemigod]

These were the most beautiful 10 minutes of my life. Clement Jochem, what a beautiful and creative mind you have, how brilliant is your art! And the cast of people behind it all! Nothing but respect ❤️

[@clementjochem]

Well that's very lovely, thank you :)

[@TheWindowtree]

So awesome to see this film have a home online, thank you for sharing this with the world ALTER! :)

[@Onewingerdraven]

Oh my god... This is heartbreaking. This is so heartbreaking...

[@kimayamehetre1234]

It's probably about SA victims and how hard they find it to trust someone after the incident. Every time someone tries to get close to them, it's about how the thoughts of their @ssaulter are always there and how they're still there when they're trying to forget and move on. "She didn't stop" " He didn't wait for me to say yes" Is how it happened. It's about how they carry this trauma and the trauma never disappears they just become brave enough to traut someone again.

[@clementjochem]

You read it right :) recovery is a tough journey

[@lisamorales4286]

I felt his fear and anxiety through my phone...I really wanted to cry. I can totally relate, thank you for the great short film, regardless of what we go through, as you showed us, we are not alone, there is always someone there to listen and help us with the healing process. Speaking from personal experience.😞 Thanks again.

[@PrimitiveInTheExtreme]

Magnificent short film, very good everyone, great soundtrack too.

[@clementjochem]

Thank you, the composer has worked with us on quite a few projects now, he always knocks it out of the park!

[@PrimitiveInTheExtreme]

@@clementjochem 🎶🔝🎶

[@atimidbirb]

I am crying tears of joy at the ending. It´s so heartfelt and real and hopeful and just uuuuuugh I dearly hope this was not made from personal experience, but nevertheless, wonderful job portraying a sensitive topic with all the care and subtlety it requires.

[@clementjochem]

Thank you very much :)

[@colonelhermesl.1710]

Lovely. And wholesome, meaningful story, too. I especially loved the depiction of their own demons. ❤

[@clementjochem]

Thank you very much :)

[@LucasJanut]

What a masterpiece! So deep, and so beautiful, even it's so tragic!

[@jasoncolvin5725]

Awesome job! Very well put together 👏

[@corrieryburn4245]

This was amazing and a beautiful representation of personal trauma.

[@bourgoinluc]

This is my type of short film. Nothing less than a masterpiece! I would love to see a 90 minutes movie directed by you Clement!

[@clementjochem]

Working on it ;) I'm developing something with a similar tone to this to start pitching around soon

[@Hexenmeister999]

"Guy introduces his shadow" Woman: "I thought we wanted to take it slow. Anyway, it's a pleasure to finally meet your mother." 💀💀💀

[@natashasgameplay]

This short film is brilliant! I love the concept. The film is scary, deep and relatable. I really love it! To everyone who was involved in making this, you all did an amazing job!

[@clementjochem]

On behalf of the whole team, thank you so much :)

[@Queen.AnneBoleyn]

That creature is utterly terrifying. They both are. You've done an awesome job portraying mental illness. 👏

[@clementjochem]

Thank you :)

[@ОлегЕршов-м3с]

It was not easy to figure out the metaphor, but it still came out as fresh due to the very good delivery; the combination of awkward romance and horror cliches is done so well here. And the ending was unexpected, and so wholesome too (with a good chunk if eerie).

[@clementjochem]

Thank you very much :)

[@korsekil]

I think the metaphor became clear when they started to confess to one another. "He didn't wait for me to say yes" and "She didn't listen when I said stop" both allude to a shared trauma that is now familiar to the public consciousness, thanks to more public discourse about consent.

[@HeavensMemory]

Its a nice detail, that they don't see each others demons until they talk about them. Lena can't see his demon (the shadow lady) lingering around him until he points out that she is there. That's when she becomes aware of the demon's presence. When Lena says to James "There is mine." he discovers her demon (the blindfolded man) sitting in the living room, impling that her demon had been there the entire time just out of sight. If none of them would have addressed the issue, they probably would have both stayed "blind".

[@clementjochem]

Well done for picking up on it :)

[@RafaelOtake]

B-R-A-V-O! The photography is great, the shadow ppl suuuuper creepy, the ending very cute. And the elephant in the room: That is a strong female character! Great work.

[@clementjochem]

Well, glad that's how she comes off!

[@FateEntertainment]

"He didn't wait for me to say yes. I'm not going to wait for him to disappear." What a line! Such a great way to give exposition without being too on the nose, while at the same time telling us everything we needed to know in that moment.

[@tamsmith6751]

Anxiety is a terrible thing Ive had it my whole life and it is a struggle to just through the day. I appreciate your wonderful take on it its a truly touching representation.

[@clementjochem]

I am sorry you have to deal with this every day. Glad this film could bring you some small comfort

[@neffari6425]

Wow. This short film was beautifully done. Gave me chills. I’ve had my own experience, & making this film where it personifies the trauma was so well done. Amazing job.

[@clementjochem]

Thank you, glad you think so :)

[@IST123xy]

Perfect Film about the shadows of bad, old relationships...! 👍

[@louishawkins3193]

It's about Rap e. Not relationships.

[@clementjochem]

I've found that different people see different things in this film. I initially intended it to be about SA recovery, but I like that people can read something different in there. Internal demons, ghosts of relationships, different types of trauma... if it brings you comfort, then I don't mind :)

[@IST123xy]

Yeah, i am not a native english speaker and wasnt focused 100% all the time... but the last picture catched me and i think its quite understandable in every language. You now, old demons and the understanding, willing to try, take it slow etc.

[@yugamgoswami7186]

Pause, breathe deeply; tranquility shapes personal landscapes. Reflect, learn ceaselessly, and let serenity be your constant companion. this shit impacted my personal life.

[@CattleDog2856]

SO cleaver, and well done. Congrats!

[@dannythegamer7530]

I cannot explain how this touches me. Horror fan loves the visuals and tension buildup, trauma victim loves the human to human contact and understanding. So good. Don't ever stop

[@tristanbradshaw1546]

What an incredible piece, but then wouldn't expect anything less from such a talented team.

[@clementjochem]

Thank you good sir :)

[@benknightbus1729]

Creepiest “monster” I’ve seen in a long, long time. The editing really framed the tension extremely well, with no jump-scares (which is my favourite kind of horror.) really enjoyed the message as well.

[@FDAaliyah]

I loved this. Absolutely loved it. ❤ Thank you for making it and representing male and female prospective.

[@clementjochem]

It felt important to get both in there, without valuing one over the other

[@lisamorales4286]

Hey Clement just wanted to say it was AWESOME. Would love to see more of your work!! Thank you for letting me get ALTERed!! Talking about it and being there for each other after a traumatic experience will also help them start healing.

[@clementjochem]

Well thank you for the kind words!

[@traumatizedtoast4461]

This is genuinely such a good film :) it potrays trauma in such a beautiful and cinematographic way that truly made me feel so seen unlike any other short film i've watched. Excellent work to everyone who worked on it

[@clementjochem]

Thank you very much :) Couldn't have done it without this amazing team!

[@Violet_wave]

Trust me. Rewatching really shows the trauma of the charecters experiances. And the ending were they just being there for each other in silence is so heartwarming!!!!....

[@shikhaofficial97]

Hey all *ALTER* fans 🙋‍♀️❤️

[@mrx1333]

This was a great portrayal of great and anxiety! The main guy did well! I do like the editing and cinematography! The creatures, or fear, so to say, looked amazing! Great prosthetics, makeup, and use of lighting to show them. I like how she just said " do not let the fear overtake you, let it go" basically.

[@rolindabrown5629]

That awkward 1st date. Stress levels though the roof

[@lisathesupergremlin7731]

Yeah, Im always on edge when a charred scarecrow hangs out in my pantry.😅🤣

[@clementjochem]

@@lisathesupergremlin7731 I'd almost prefer it, gives you something to talk about

[@Reefluencer]

Fantastic piece of art. It's impressive how many emotions I felt in the film's short run time. Thanks for sharing.

[@mannybravo237]

Sweet short story on survival. Fear less, love more. Or as tiger might say on the 🛋, "f!!k it, eat risotto out of a bucket."

[@clementjochem]

I wish I could just eat risotto out of a bucket sometimes

[@richasoy795]

This is masterpiece. How people suffer from trauma and how they haunt them as if they are literally ghosts. Meeting someone who understands you ...... Whenever i think this is alter's masterpiece and can they surpass this piece of art? .... they just do it!

[@SavannahBetts]

Truly phenomenal 🤩

[@clementjochem]

Thank you Sav :)

[@JackBirkedal]

this is such a beautiful way of helping people who haven't been through SA understand. I haven't been through it myself but this really puts a new perspective on it for me, and shows how important it is to talk about stuff like this.

[@clementjochem]

That was kinda the aim, I think horror/genre filmmaking really allows you to put the audience through the *feelings* of the characters, help them empathise with something they don't know. I'm glad it worked for you

[@amanpreetkaur5511]

Nicely presented.....n acting is also good ..... sometime u need just a helping hand.....to heal....❤

[@clementjochem]

Exactly :)

[@LynSeekingHappy]

I thought I was going to watch horror but this was so chillingly wholesome. The ability to show your trauma and accept someone else's. Once I understood, so much about the rest made sense as well

[@lisathesupergremlin7731]

Talk about "the monkey on your back..." I like how your imagination is left to come up with what exact kind of traumatic catastrophe led to the attachment of these types of apparitions. A dead blindfolded business man in a suit.. and a charred person. Do they deserve this? Why is she so comfortable with this? I would hardly be in the mood to entertain... as if dating isn't hard enough... Great creative work triggers your audience's imagination to run wild with questions, answers, and hypothetical scenarios simmering in their heads. Consider me triggered in the best possible way. Congrats! (Emilia Clarke?)

[@clementjochem]

Not that Emilia Clarke no (she gets that a lot)

[@crane5842]

Horror is such an amazing way to talk about very hard to talk about topics. This was very well done, bravo.

[@soumyayadav1725]

5:52 "I have got this gin, someone left after a party." A point where got knew it's about being r***d. Gin Or djin? I wonder was this intentional?

[@clementjochem]

Not necessarily intentional hahah Can I ask what you mean by it?

[@soumyayadav1725]

@@clementjochem djin are basically entities (predominantly found in islamic mythology) that can be good and bad, the bad ones are infamous for having the capability to suck souls of hosts. The drink gin and the entity djin are both pronounced the same. And the timing of the dialogue that i stamped was also apt for the setting. The protagonist got this gin(djin) someone left after a party (implying that he was hurt at some party by some random girl, who left him traumatised and the pain she gave him still lurks around in the form of an evil entity) and he has got both the gin (drink) and the djin (entity) in the kitchen. So I thought this could be intentional reference.😅😅😅 Not to make my own analysis on your creation. It's just that's what clicked my mind in that time stamp.

[@clementjochem]

@soumyayadav1725 I was familiar with the Djinn but I love this interpretation! No such thing as a wrong reading as far as I'm concerned!

[@soumyayadav1725]

@@clementjochem glad to know that☺☺ It's an amazing film. The representation of everything concerned, from trauma to anxiety, to pain, to accepting the past and the steps being taken to move on are all shown really well. I wish you well and hope to watch some more masterpieces from you😊