How Ash feels about Eiji

[@supremeoverlorde2109]

This poor boy deserved better. He needed a loving family and lots of therapy. But life just isn't fair like that. If it was fair, he never would have ended up on his dark path in the first place. I suppose at least he had the chance to know what giving and receiving real love felt like, since I don't think he knew it before Eiji. And that's, for many people, really what life is about --- trying to find moments of joy and love in a sea of struggles.

[@hopeinvoked1822]

If only I could Make a deal with god I would get him to Give you a billion likes 😭

[@hopeinvoked1822]

In hindsight, it would be better to get him and Eiji a happy ending instead...

[@DrewComika]

Me: Still waiting for the final episode … Other fan: But it’s ove-!! Me: No! Ash and Eiji will end up together in Japan and live happily ever after!! 😭

[@RiyaSharma-mj6ue]

😭😭😭😭

[@_HAYDULL]

IKRR like u can’t end on 24 u gotta end on 25 atleast…

[@Carrie696]

I NEED SEASON 2 WITH A HAPPY ENDING

[@usonohoshi6165]

I count the art they share of them together in Japan as Canon. Ash survive the stab, finished what ever shit he had to do in new York, and moved to Japan to be with Eiji. The end!

[@yukimizusawa6809]

Seriously I can't stop crying at the ending, now I don't even want to watch the anime it is sooo sad,

[@micheleolivier8270]

I cried so hard at the end of this anime that i was an emotional mess for a whole week. Ash deserved a better life than the one he had.

[@uhhplsignoretheusername]

0:54 THE FUGCKIN SOFTEST “eiji…” TO COME OUT OF HIM OHHHH MY GOD

[@FlyingWolve]

😭

[@may-lr8ug]

God: your wish is my command 😭

[@childelover9963]

YOU DIDN'T 😭😭

[@mahaewaga]

NOOOOOO😭😭😭😭

[@hynationn]

U did not 😭

[@cjkim6633]

Eyy bruh wtff😭😭

[@aikokobayashi5864]

NOOO ✋

[@Annie1962]

Ash never knew what it was like to receive this kind of unconventional love from another person. He cherished how he could just be the teen he was with his friend. He trusted and led his guard down.

[@yeongmelli3734]

I always hate wishes like that 😭, please don't say that, I know he loves Eiji more than himself but please don't make a wish like that, I hope God never make Ash wish came true😭 , I hate that actually , I feel like God always hear that wish and make it come true , I don't know why but I hate that Why people always pray like that ? For me it's better Ash said, "God, please make him save , I will never touch the gun again, I will not kill anymore, I will leave this city, and go to Japan with Eiji and live normally , please save Eiji , don't take him from me, please let me with Eiji , I want him to be happy, I want us to be happy and forever together " Why it's not like that?😔

[@rpal4873]

Yeah..people always trade life for life and wishes like this always come true..I still can't believe Ash died not because he was stabbed but he let himself bleed to death.... like come on ,it's not at all fair eiji wanted to take Ash to Japan...away from his criminal life Why it has to end like that

[@yeongmelli3734]

@@rpal4873 right😭, I think I will be fine , if they are together even tho just be friend , grow together and live together until the end, I just want to see Ash happy with Eiji, or I will be fine if the ending they are both die together , I know it's cruel and sad but I hate it if one of them just gone like that, it's better stay together or die together actually

[@yeongmelli3734]

@@rpal4873 I hate that fact tho, it's like Ash scare if he still alive , Eiji will always in danger so ash make himself bleed to death😭 , at least it's better that Eiji is by Ash side when he was dying , I just can't let Ash go like that, I feel like I want go to that anime so I can save Ash, or I hope there is supernatural genre in this anime so Ash can back to life 😭 After that, Eiji is still into Ash and live in US , never be in relationship with anyone, never cut his hair cuz Ash touch it, save all of Ash's stuff , never kiss anyone cuz Ash is his first kiss , 😔 Eiji is just belong to Ash and also Ash is just belong to Eiji Oh I still hate the ending, even tho Ash in peace right now , not suffering again, but still I hate the ending so so much😭😭

[@rpal4873]

@@yeongmelli3734 when eiji was going to Japan ,he didn't know Ash died, I don't know about the manga but i have seen a page in which when eiji return to US,knowing about Ash death he mistake someone with ash...it just broke my heart..tears just started rolling I agree that when someone shares such a special bond, it's cruel to separate them by death... I don't know what happens to eiji after knowing about Ash...but i never have the courage to read the manga as I know I won't be able to see eiji without ash

[@rpal4873]

@@yeongmelli3734 yes, when he was stabbed his expression...as if he realised that no matter how hard he try he will always have enemies who can hurt eiji and the best way to keep him safe is to let God take his life.. When eiji was shot in front of him, the way he behaved...it was so painful to watch I am so happy I found your comment..back when I watched the series 2 years ago I had no one to talk to about it...i just cried in my bed thinking about Ash life, he meeting eiji, skipper his brother and shorter death and series ending I didn't know what happened to eiji after knowing about Ash dead...you say he didn't cut his hair or have a relationship or keep ash belonging with him....oh man I just can't 😭

[@alarming4943]

Bruh I'm actually crying

[@Samantha-ng5ew]

Same man im dying

[@IsabellaKouppi]

man, the foreshadowing. In a way, he exchanged his life for Eiji.

[@motherwar3698]

1:14 and people want to pretend he aint gay? nah xd

[@lynnai5657]

SPOILER ALERT!!! 1:11 Oh my God, I just realised that this was foreshadowing the ending. No way! T.T I'm crying again. This anime destroyed me. I'd really love to rewatch it but I am just too scared to do it.

[@animefanatic33]

Oh look here come the tears

[@LiMaM93]

Their relationship is romantic but not sexual.

[@juliuscaesar3560]

Yeah, their relationship is fueled by love, not lust 😊

[@christianherrera8359]

real, it's real love

[@Annie1962]

Not romantic either..more close knit brothers

[@rimurusensei7]

@@Annie1962 it IS romantic

[@lucifer-kingoflight5061]

Bromance

[@IAMASELENATOR92]

Eiji sees beyond the monster. Even though Ash is big and strong, Eiji truly sees Ash’s heart.

[@crispychichen]

guys I don’t know what you’re talking about Ash and Eiji are living together

[@gacha_kaeru]

私の回答 １９８５年アッシュはもしかしたら死んでしまっていたかもしれないけど、２０１８年は医療が発達しているので、助かります。 公にはアッシュは死んだと公表して、アッシュはブランカと共にカリブの島で療養をします。 アッシュは名前を変えて、日本に行って、英二と再開します。(アッシュと英二と私は泣く) そしてアッシュと英二は日本で幸せに暮らす。ハッピーエンド

[@thesecondlynx5388]

that's the spirit

[@ferchii13]

Thats the spirit buddy!

[@bts77943]

I think that if eiji had died instead of ash, poor ash would not be free from the life he had. I think that everything would've made a turn for the worse and ash would've lost himself.

[@nabilasayad-g5e]

I love them😢, and Kain is such a great friend, he is so kind ❤

[@aggie_ariyo]

If only this series ended by here.😢

[@3mbia]

The story is beautiful but it lacks something... They're love for each other has never been proven 😩 yk what I mean right? What's the meaning of the line "I'll wait for you no matter what/I will always wait for you even it takes forever"?! Then they are still "Friends" 😭 I've never hated the word friends not until this anime

[@yukisuzuki8409]

I think this is what makes their bond even more unique and precious I personally believe that they found love and peace within each other, but it was totally not sexual Pure love you could say

[@mamtathapa8581]

In that last song I have also past away like it

[@yura-kn9gk]

Merci de m’avoir rappelé que j’étais toujours en miettes après avoir visionné ça…

[@MusicMixedIn]

i'm gonna throw up😩😩😩

[@lets_think1412]

I'm dead frr

[@gynuwu7477]

What chap is this?

[@anoushkashenoy692]

Probaly ones near the end. The last clip is probably from the last volume.

[@bell-olivier]

I think I'm going to give up watching