How Do You Get Through the Beginning Stages of Opiate Withdrawal?

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[@organizedchaos7111]

If anyone ever questions “only the good die young” here you go.. this man has helped save and touched so many lives I don’t think people even know.. rip brother

[@justinTime077]

This dude made me feel so much better when I was down and out. Never spoke to him, he didn’t know I existed, but it really hurts me he’s gone. Thanks Ryan.

[@robertlopez5170]

I just want to say that I'm on day 4 and although it's still a little rough I can honestly say that I see a light now and I'm getting bursts of energy. I went swimming today even though I didn't want to and it felt great. The key is you gotta get up and move around and stay positive. God bless you Ryan. Your videos have helped me tremendously

[@Amitch592]

I'm on day four as well and ur right its the first ray of light I have seen yet.

[@jeffreymcgill4075]

What do you do when you can’t get up because your paralyzed from the chest down

[@HumblePurple420]

Me too day four. First time with hard stool no stomach ache and ate a full solid meal and held it down n if taste great! Feeling so happy now

[@los5651]

Stay strong brother

[@christinale5588]

I got to day five the last two times I tried to quit (just as early as last week) and I messed up. I don’t get it. The threee times I quit before this , if I went 24 hours I would stay clean for months. It gets harder every time. I just want to get and stay clean

[@sega_saturn4life590]

These videos helped me soo much when I got clean from m 30 blues back in February 2020. Thank you so much sir I'm as free as a bird and have moved on with life because of your vids. May your soul rest in peace sir

[@helovestaylor]

I’m trying to get off them 30s & it’s so hard 😭

[@noraramos3798]

@@helovestaylorhey. How are you doing? Are you hanging in? I’m struggling too and just wanted to check on you and let you know that I’m rooting for you. You can do this!!

[@JeanEDeaux]

Are you still good man?

[@iitskeykey1803]

REST IN PEACE RYAN❤️ i never saw this coming.. you helped so many people

[@saleemberry131]

How did he pass

[@owenlien1593]

@@saleemberry131 a blood clout I guess

[@owenlien1593]

@@saleemberry131 clot lol

[@arlenebond384]

Oh know

[@Raw-guitar]

Make sure you give yourself to Christ before death people.

[@1happyg]

4 days clean .It is so hard, i cant sleep and can barley walk. I have zero energy.. restless leg syndrom is killing me :( i know it will pass . I know it will. I just want to feel normal again. I hate fentanyl . I hope this is the last time. I pray to God 🙏

[@stefano2324]

hope you ok now

[@michaelbarbarino1581]

How u makeing out

[@RealD8]

I'm currently battling fentanyl as well, I regret ever starting...How are you doing?

[@michaelbarbarino1581]

@@RealD8 i start tomorrow vant keep wasting this time i got its perfect cant lev the houes no one will no but am very nervous even tho i done it before. I just no what awaits me. I got subs but then ill have to get ride of theme. But ill feel fine in like 2 days. I dont no what to do

[@jodirdz9670]

I took me 2 months to feel normal after 1year or heavy abuse,eat thc edibles they help so much

[@greyline1012]

I'm day five of w/d after being prescribed fentanyl for 15 years. I'm absolutely exhausted, physically and mentally. My arm and legs in fact my whole body won't stop twitching. I'm hypersensitive to light, noise and even touch. God get me through the next five days, please! I find it difficult to comprehend why people choose to use after going through the pain of getting clean. This is an experience I will never ever forget. Not once has it entered my mind to put a patch back on and end this misery. I just keep thinking wtf has this done to me! Pure poison! It's an end of life drug in my opinion. The body much too quickly needs higher and higher doses to get the same pain relief. Pharmaceutical companies need to be brought o task for the absolute misery they are spreading. I'd like to say thanks so much for sharing this video with us all. Much peace and blessings to all from Ireland 🇮🇪 ✌️✌️🙏🙏

[@hazelswords8573]

Grey Line I hope God sent you the peace u were looking for and needing bad. hope you made it through and are able to breathe again

[@igotworms5956]

Rest in peace brother. I can't believe you've gone. You've helped so many and never deserved such a short life.

[@igotworms5956]

@Blue 30's Ryan my friend. He passed away recently from a blood clot. He pulled me out of a hole that I thought I'd be buried in and for that I'll always be truly thankful for him and his hard work giving back.

[@iitskeykey1803]

i’m bawling

[@nothx962]

WTF he looked healthy as an ox! That horrifies me and absolutely breaks my heart. He is with God now and left these videos and his testimony as an eternal gift to others. RIP brother.

[@lauradale5265]

I am so hurt and heartbroken about his passing, I as well have been watching his videos for months, his videos have been giving me so much hope ( I am not out of the woods YET ) but I know it’s possible just by watching Ryan. My soul hurts, I just found out he passed about a month ago and I still cry uncontrollably and I didn’t even know him personally. Jesus take the wheel, I need you more than ever, may god please bless us All and keep All of us moving forward out of this hell we got ourselves into, in Jesus name I pray

[@Tony-gv5fm]

I doubt it was a blood clot..he was young and in shape..only obese people get blood clots usually..thats just his family's excuse probly...i can almost guarentee it was an overdose..he tried to help every one but couldnt help himself in the end..

[@ermacjones4821]

R.I.P. El Brujo Especial🖤 The man who walked both worlds, and tried to help all of us still stuck in Hell😭

[@mpadil]

I am on day 10 right now after quitting cold turkey. I have been on Norco 10/325 for over eight years and fentanyl patch and many other pain meds. I had a work injury to my back.....pretty bad one . I said enough,is enough is enough. It was no walk in the park, I almost gave in two nights ago. But I pressed on ,never to give up. I sill have to tell my stomach No! Its screaming out for the drug.i was talking between 180-200 a month. I did it anyone can do it.

[@arlenebond384]

I got you beat I have been talking 10 a day to 12 narco 10 mg just 4 days a ago for 18 years I stop today Tomorrow is day one and I’m freaking out

[@raulzavala4546]

@@arlenebond384 are you keeping up?

[@lovewins9311]

@@arlenebond384 you can do it. I believe in you. Watch his videos..hes so helpful. He'll help you with how to think different so that success is possible.

[@jenniferhall4663]

@@arlenebond384 how’s it going??

[@miamya9432]

I have NEVER bothered commenting on anyone's videos ever!!! But as I approach day 3 after 2 heavy years of use, it's your comforting words that have been getting me through this struggle 🌹 I just wanted to drop a quick line to say thank you for your honesty. Every fear I've had about getting clean... you seem to have a video about, and I just want to thank you😘

[@eichhornjsbcglobal]

Yes, what she said.

[@nellagang6367]

man I wish I had your strength I want to leave pills alone but yet in still using 🙁 I hate myself sometimes

[@Kassy5511]

@@nellagang6367 😔 the struggle is real my friend

[@dshiz8450]

He passed away i was just reading

[@reddiver7293]

Man, I wish I had had this guy as a friend. Very cool, down to earth affect. I was stunned and saddened to learn brother was deceased! RIP, Ryan. Your videos, the insight and compassion, live on. Peace

[@danielmedina634]

Me and you both brother, this man helped us all so much.

[@vickiegrant7267]

You have no idea how you hit the nail on the head!! I am so glad to find someone who has went through this and has told it exactly how it is. Thank You

[@Theendlessriver77]

Ryan, you are so deeply missed by so many people. I rewatch your videos frequently and think about all the helpful advice you’ve given to everyone. Many many people have stayed in recovery because of you. I’m sure your family, although heart broken are so proud of you. 🌈

[@pandoramoore3794]

So glad these vids are still here, they have undoubtedly helped and still are helping people xxx

[@crystalthompson3162]

I am on day 2. I started using opiates nearly 3 years ago taking 3 10mg hydrocodone daily. I decided it's time I stop depending on them. the first day wasn't so bad , but by that night I was crying from the pain I was feeling in my legs and arms, I got no sleep last night. here I am on day 2 and my pain in the legs and arms is still a nusence . I have faith I will make it if I can just make it through my body feeling so restless. I don't want them anymore so I pray I stick with this long battle of recovery.

[@porschamarie1446]

Crystal Swafford how are you

[@dylantman3585]

Did u make it ? I’m starting mine

[@susanaobrien372]

@@porschamarie1446 guess not

[@susanaobrien372]

@@dylantman3585 guess not. Sad

[@dylantman3585]

Susana Obrien I’m 8 months clean

[@cesarguerrero1507]

Thanks Ryan for the help! you out here setting the example and saving lives all around the world with your knowledge, thank you man! and don't stop what your doing, keep up the amazing work bro!!!

[@Bowerbutterfly]

Tear Tear, Thank you for helping me from heaven. You are so missed Ry RIP Dude

[@Albertagirl26]

Day four this morning and last night was terrible. Watching you to try and feel better

[@johnboy4067]

Man I miss you and rockin Roberta , 😪 you had such a positive impact on all us who are in the depth of addiction rip my brother 🙏

[@robertlopez5170]

I just want to thank you for these videos. They have helped me tremendously. I'm just now finishing my day 3 and I'm starting to feel as though I'm at the downward part of the pyramid. It's been really tough but I can feel myself getting better. I'm looking forward to getting my life back and having money again. lol Thank you and God bless you.

[@supdew7289]

I will send you my story tonight Ryan. You have been such an inspiration for me through my journey it is unbelievable man! I know you hear it all the time but thank you once again! I will email you my story tonight buddy.

[@LoveLestat]

RIP man your videos help me ive started my own youtube recovery talks, was inspired by you man

[@lenajones1179]

Thanks Ryan and great story Jeff.

[@christianbalazs6688]

Ryan you're so awesome dude, your videos are very encouraging. Thank you

[@kristinbabic3974]

So happy to find vids like this! I've been on methadone for 4 years, started dosing down 6 months ago, came down from 130mg to 60mg (daily). Today is the 13th day w/o mdone--just in the purgatory of depression stage. The crappiest stage. Ugh.

[@aaronencarnacion4401]

hope you are well

[@joshweller1786]

Rip the god father of opiate recovery

[@mactheslovac8673]

Says who

[@Jacubamustoff]

How did he die?

[@skinnygrave2487]

@@Jacubamustoff Bloodclots in his legs. But he was clean til the end.

[@IllIIllllIlIlIll]

​@@Jacubamustoffpulmonary embolism

[@laurabroughton5257]

I still can’t believe he’s dead! Im tapering right now and always come to his videos for support. 🥺

[@robertmaimone8733]

15 months off 160mg day oxy, finally sleep is getting better, i feel so much better, Trying to give up cigs,but one day at a time, God Bless everyone in recovery

[@MyKittyKat1234]

Thanks for your Ryan. They have really helped me through my recovery process.

[@judyfoster7065]

Ryan you are doing a wonderful work. I had deleted my previous comment because of spelling errors.. will try again. thanks for the info. I'm buying the calm support.

[@kent7525]

God bless you brother and your encouragement I'm in day 3 going through hell and your videos really help thank you brother

[@anthonymichael4181]

He’s with his father the great maestro, setting up his battalion readying his mission on the day of the great return he graduated this life and was blessed to leave it and make his eternal mark against all that holds this world back 🎉✊💪🙏

[@ashcheecks4578]

Today is day 5 off suboxin and I'm struggling! I'm at the gym as we speak pedaling my heart out watching this video. I'm trying so hard I feel all the emotions today anxiety, depressed and asking myself can I get through this? I know that I can I have too! I have been drinking coconut water and energy drinks I know that energy drinks are not good for me right now but I need caffeine... as I feel I don't have energy but I can do this I know I got it I will update you in another week... if you are struggling remain positive we got this remember there is another person struggling with you WE GOT THIS!

[@aarongates8795]

U help me out a lot. U r a GOD sent to so many people. Thank U very much

[@MarkHarris-dj5vd]

Thanks bro. I'm just about to go through the process and on my own. It's cool, the reinforcing of your words helped remind me it's not forever, it will pass but the pain is undescribable but necessary. Anyway thanks for your words. Mark

[@johnnytrapantino78]

Still need you Ryan six years later.

[@20eyesmisfit]

2 weeks off methadone now , just get through the first week it gets better i promise. feel mild withdrawls still but nothing compared to that first week. if your worst withdrawls are over you will feel like you can handle the rest of the ride ! just stay strong and remember that things get better.

[@eklypised]

Are you able to sleep now??

[@20eyesmisfit]

+Mikey Hinson yes i am able to sleep now , still have some muscle pain in my arms that wakes me up but go's away quickly when i am awake. biggest thing is cramps i have still when i have eaten and my stomach feeling heavy and full for quite a while.

[@cowboysfanzz77]

still clean? feeling better? I'm on day 5 after 13 years of opiate abuse and 7 on methadone. I'm on day 5 and hating it.

[@20eyesmisfit]

+cowboysfanzz77 yea man , been clean for 3 months now. just hang in there , it will get better , stay positive. it's worth it to suffer for a short while , glad i'm off it now and not feeling like i need it anymore.

[@jeremyhammond14]

Hey I'm on day six only thing I'm still dealing with is heavy stomach and not sleeping well and headaches but other then that I feel 50% better then I did the last five just feels like I'm outside my body got any advice

[@atamagashock]

Still can’t believe Ryan is gone... I’ve been watching his videos for years and sadly I’ve tried many times and failed, but I’m doing it now. Currently on day 2 and not gonna fail this time!

[@raiijones5765]

atamagashock how how’s sobriety going?

[@AR-do2ob]

How did he die?

[@eldoradoverizon3400]

I didn't go get them like I was thinking about doing thankful for these videos

[@shaylenlishay2423]

I'm only on day 2 and I'm miserable I feel like This is never ending :( not to mention I'm doin this on my own. No hospitals. No nothing

[@gtasha87]

How is it going? I'm on day 2 now and feel like death :( I hope you're doing well!!!!

[@peaceatlast8286]

Shaylen Lishay Keep up the good work. Congratulations 🌺

[@SimplyASweetHeart]

Man this is hard

[@margobowen304]

Me 2 insurance refuse but it’s okay. I just want to be able to get through withdrawals. I’m alone and scared

[@kasimcmillin204]

Day 3 and miserableeeeee.

[@tonywwp]

You saved my life. God Bless Your Soul.

[@peaceatlast8286]

Thank you for this video as it’s been very helpful.

[@Dying4granted]

Ive been clean for over 6 months. I was on 100 mg of methadone a day for 4 yrs. Tapered for a yr. down to 0 mg. It gets better. The first month is the toughest. especially mentally, but stick with it. its worth the pain to get your life back!

[@staceypatterson9060]

48 hours into beginning stages of Methadone withdrawal. The physical withdrawals arent too bad yet, it takes a few days after the last dose for the worst withdrawals to begin when it comes to Methadone. Ive been on it for 4 yrs now. I tapered from 75 milligrams to 1 milligram over the past year. Ive got a really awesome attitude about going into withdrawal... i know its gonna feel shitty, but im READY to finally fight for my life, and get off this shit. The hardest part is having to be a stay at home mom to 2 young children (4 yrs and 1 yr) and they wont "wait" on me to "feel better". I have no one who can take off work to help me. My family all live in other states. My husband works full time. My husband and family members are very loving and supportive of me. Im grateful for this. But, i still feel like im doing this alone. The worst withdrawal symptoms so far is the constant anxiety and depression. Feeling so dark and sad. Even my kids are under my skin and i feel like im gonna have a heart attack behind my 4 yr old refusing to listen to me. I love my kids though, and i know its not their fault that im on edge. Its the detox. I know it wont last forever and this dark cloud will eventually pass. Its worth the fight. Damit im in tears.

[@christophlieding734]

I hope you all good now, wish you well and me too. Day 4 from methadone / heavy over long time, I am going to make it a couple more days and I will find some sleep, twitching and moving my legs and being up all the time is worse then the other pain. Shitty doctors are not good.

[@kylebranson3453]

Reading your story brought me back to a dark place. Withdrawaling off heroin all alone down in my dark room in the basement. I've attempted cold turkey detox prolly 40 or 50 legit times. I've spent over half of the last 10 years dopesick, literally. I always attempt detoxing in my bedroom at my parents house in the basement. And while my room is clean and spacious, it's also very dark and quiet and depressing. I also have 2 kids who need me and my mom is starting to understand the detox process but not completely cuz she still tries to get me up to do chores or do something around the house while I'm too sick to even breath. And then my dad's an angry alcoholic that constantly has a gun on his hip when he's drinking (everyday) and thinks that he doesn't have any sort of problem and thinks he's better than most people and that drug addicts are the scum of the earth and can die for all he cares. So yeah between having my kids here, my mom constantly needing me to do something, my hypocritical psycho father, the super deep depression I get from being alone in my dungeon for days feeling like death with no one that understands any of it nearby to push me to keep going, I normally don't make it real long. In fact I've never made it on my own free will. I've kicked twice cold turkey in jail and prison. I'm currently using the suboxone method and I'm so tired of the relapses, the withdrawal, the being in and out of prison, the losing important relationships. But after 10 years of doing heroin and 5 years of oxycontin before that I have definitely learned something important. I will always use opiates. I don't know how to live without them and I'm tired off trying. So I've come to terms with that and started seeing a suboxone doctor. I may not ever fully recover or be actually clean but at least I'll still have my kids, my job, and I won't be in prison. And I'm completely cool with that.

[@raymondwalker4]

@@kylebranson3453 Hope your doing good brother God bless. I know the struggle and all the emotions that come with it but you got this bro.

[@justwazz1262]

Thank you for taking the time and posting these videos.. I am day 15 of Methadone withdrawal and its hell ... I think Morphine was easier cuz i had the Methadone to take the edge off but now , theres nothing to take .. sick does not begin to describe it but , you know that. I am praying hard and hoping to get through this drug free in a couple months. God bless you

[@Dying4granted]

+Judith W did u taper or just jump at a higher dose? Im on day 13 myself

[@justwazz1262]

Theresa K I tapered from 20 mgs to 10 last week then down to 5 this week and man am I sick .. Good luck I just can not wait to feel good again . lol

[@ryan8430]

I was on 150mgs of methadone and went to 0mgs in 7 days 3 1/2 weeks of straight up withdrawals. Opiates are definitely evil but serve a purpose short term for those who can take them as prescribed only for 3-4 days tops

[@tessthemess4614]

Needed to hear this. Thanks

[@JohnnyDollar720]

Respect bro hope you're going strong

[@jaybee4750]

Johnny Dollar7 same ur Makin me feel good I'm day six off a suboxone 5 day taper I was going 8 philly bags a day snorting......I'm feelin really shitty day 6 off sub taper...good luck guys...

[@simonchaddock9330]

You sound like a pretty decent guy I am going through recovery at moment and your comments and thoughts are welcome

[@dandare8864]

thePHYSICAL PAIN IS HARD BUT STAYING CLEAN AND LEARNING TO LIVE IS HARDER AND MOST PEOPLE THAT STAY CLEAN WORK WITH ADDICTS ON THE WHOLE

[@Patriotintexas]

Man I loved this guy. Rip brother.

[@passionfruitprincess]

You are an inspiration Ryan :)

[@gutbomb7617]

I could write more but i just want to say how much inspiration and hope your videos have brought me. Much respect. Vincent. United kingdom.

[@thejedi5079]

He passed away a while ago now but his videos are still here as encouragement.. RIP Ryan...

[@joshfranklin8805]

Hey Ryan your the best man,

[@alexandersamuelsson8753]

I’m getting my life back now and getting clean, AGAIN.. thank you, Ryan! I couldn’t have done it without your videos. Rest in peace 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@AR-do2ob]

How did he die? I had no idea

[@rovan26]

​@@AR-do2obBlood clots

[@courtneycoley8487]

​@@AR-do2obembolism

[@ghirlB]

Rest in peace ryan u beautiful human 💚🍀

[@DayDreamerASMR]

This video saved me from a complete panic breakdown. I was drugged last night at a bar and I’m still feeling the effects and I just want it to be over with.. cold sweats, nausea, dizziness, and all the other symptoms I have. I’m feeling hopeless right now. Thanks for sharing and for your advice.

[@rjscholl5102]

You’ve been doing drugs you don’t withdrawl off of doing it one time lol honesty is key

[@DayDreamerASMR]

@@rjscholl5102 Yes, you absolutely can have withdrawals from opiates/date r** drugs from just ONE TIME. You’re incredibly lucky you’ll never had to experience what I did that night. Next time, do some research, or keep your opinions to yourself. 🙂

[@martinevans5000]

​@@DayDreamerASMRno you can't get withdrawal from just one day. What you suffered is just side effects not withdrawals. He's right

[@dandare8864]

music, no-one says music. choose your songs wisely. no slit your wrist stuff but with meaningful lyrics. and high tempo. a strong beat from the start. a bit you like in the middle and an outro you like to keep you hanging on in there. I listened to muse panic station for a month solid, 2 i pods for battery and even if I was talking to another resident the headphones will be pumping round my neck. chewing gum for the taste of benzo withdrawal, cause your mouth tastes of metal. I wish i never relapsed. was doing good, got into a relationship and stopped my daily routine. big mistake.

[@jamesmurphy5499]

Music helps boost Dopamine which is seriously deficient in withdrawal. It's a massive help. How you getting on?

[@jadelyth7397]

I’m living with my earphones in atm, music is really a good healer. Lockdown and withdrawal is driving me mad, music is the only thing that makes me feel anything.

[@selenalove2116]

Just looking at the videos I'm so scared but I'm starting mines ❣️

[@joshuahoward7966]

Opiates have ruined my life. I’ve been on suboxone and methadone for about 2 years. I just jumped off 57 mgs of methadone. Day 5 was so miserable I ended up in the ER. They gave me a Suboxone, it helped a little. Took hours, literally 8+ hrs, to feel any relief which wasn’t much. I can’t handle this stomach pain. I consider using heroin for a couple weeks to jump off that. My wife now just doesn’t understand. She’s ready to leave, I haven’t touched heroin for 4 years now. She doesn’t understand why I went to the clinic after being clean for almost 2 years. As soon as I heard the clinic by my house was FREE I was in there pretending to be dope sick and that was it. I’m such an addict. I’m so weak. I’ve never felt withdrawal like this. I have also considered a detox. Maybe doing this in detox will be better. Idk.

[@KAMA-_-KAZI]

just wondering how are you doing now?

[@seanmulholland7597]

They didn’t piss test you

[@bfizz1e187]

thank you so much your videos really help

[@alifarokhi3785]

RIP Ryan. Your video saved me

[@damnedonearth6667]

I'm alone threw this don't want to tell family and let them down again your videos help stay positive I always go back I Iv herion it's a nightmare I can't walk down the St without people trying to sell me shit

[@mrme123ee]

Very useful info here.

[@juliusmcmillan4509]

good stuff man! great perspectives. I've been clean for three years and I know from experience everything you say is right on man. when I was trying to get clean I wish I would have had your videos it would have been very helpful. keep doing your thing man you are helping people

[@cstarcher1984]

Day 5 and I can't sleep! I have to go to work in a few... I'm a mess lol

[@ericmartinez7428]

Im going through dis too 5th day cant sleep legs killin me

[@gbecks3672]

I’m coming off methadone and it’s easier then Xanax, but still hard as hell. 80 mg for four years! Over it! I have a toddler to take care of and be there for! Thanks!

[@roygordon2500]

This keeps me going...

[@jordananthony7574]

ty so much for these videos

[@hedgy1318]

Came off 35 mils don’t no wat that is in mgs I’m on day 8 had my first meal today and went on walking it was hell but I’m coming out the other side now thank you for ur inspiration

[@oskarsbedritis557]

These things come very hard! I'm facing dismal from my job and I'm pretty sure am about to lose my girlfriend and most off my friends! As I guy living in London I just know there is no quick fix and magic doctor who can cure you! I just hope that most of the people struggling with this don't end up with suicidal thoughts that i have now!!!

[@joseduranjr3152]

You’re so handsome!! Courageous!!

[@robertmaimone8733]

We get through it ,one day at a time

[@JDJD-mw9rr]

sounds exactly like my story, I'm from CT too, I've been clean but am on methadone, I have a great job, and life is good, God is good, now how to get off methadone. Its going to be even harder than dope, hopefully some day I'll have the strength and courage to get off, It scares the crap out of me, it is possible to get clean tho, you have to really want it yourself, not for anyone else, good work tho I like the videos

[@eldoradoverizon3400]

day 7 I'm having a hard time today but these videos help me so much... I started thinking so I just went and got a few I wouldn't have to feel all these feelings I'm feeling they will all go away I could just do it for today he would be ok but in reality I know that's not true how to turn to the videos watching now

[@tonyashields4443]

R. I. P Ryan Donnelly

[@shannonmotherhen8701]

What’s that mean?

[@samanthayoung3781]

Shannon Motherhen Ryan passed away in Sept 2018. I *think* it was a pulmonary embolism, but don’t quote me. Everyone everywhere is devastated but his videos live on. RIP

[@Incompetences]

I've been on pain medication since I was 16 after my first brain surgery; after that I was in and out of pain management after learning I have lupus, depending if I could afford insurance due to all my medical bills. I realized I could get medicine from family members no problem, and I'm 25 years old now. I've managed in those 9 years to keep my pill intake to 3 10mg norco and taper down if I get past that, but I'm tired of counting out my medicine to function. I've successfully quit multiple times and still don't wan't to quit 100% because I'm scared of my pain, but I'm tired of basing my days around how much medicine I have. I can't keep living like this and feel like a majority of my life has passed me by. Thank you for these videos, honestly, they've helped me a lot.

[@michaelwright5232]

I’m on 24 hrs off them I have 2 beautiful boys and I’m 23 I’m begging god to help me I don’t wanna do this anymore I wanna be free from this and be there instead of autopilot

[@1AloneX2]

michael, how are you??

[@My5ajz4life]

No ne understands it until you go through it. If you can get through the worst flu in your life witch is 3 to 5 days at worst. Then your body starts waking up so it takes as much time as it takes to get your body addicted. I think the hardest part is knowing there is something that stops the hurting so it takes a strong mind and will . When you do it, it's the most freeing feeling not to need a pill to walk to pee . I am 4 years free after 17 years of Drs and scripts . Everyone has a different threshold but you can find it.

[@Babybacktillery]

How long it took for ur stomach to get back normal

[@jamessewell6358]

This it spot on

[@timovk]

I keep going back to it but not in the first 4 days but after like a month cuz the mental battle is harder I feel it's like your mind is bored people say go for a run but the day starts from 6am and finishes at like 10pm and my mind will think about that stuff all day (Oxys Roxis Valium Pregabalin) maybe the next life will be different

[@Talmudets]

Bro it is hard, but wish you all the best!

[@_SlyLingual_]

I'm a really in a darkplace right now. Going through it. This is giving my hope right now. Watching the clock tick, in pain, in my head. This sucks. God this sucks

[@jaycomayco]

I hope you made it through. Its a rough ride

[@joakimsporrong6038]

The supplement 5-HTP intresse your serotonin levels and make you feel better! Good treatment for depression for some people. Pease

[@bones1626_dr]

Truth is, I've had a Norco/Vic Odin habit for yrs.... Got off of those with OTC meds, now addicted again to those... Which still contain opiod in them, can i deal without rehab??

[@alanquinn7317]

R I P thanks for the words of wisdom. my friend..... peace out vegans

[@HumblePurple420]

Thanks brother rip 🙏

[@sadtomato7262]

Please pray for me I'm on day 7 of detox from oxycode plus i have Multiple Sclerosis. I feel so bad and tired and sick i Cant do anything 😢

[@brentparsons4695]

You can do it. Stay strong

[@Mi-cf9qb]

I have been secretly hiding a suboxone addiction for 8 to 10 years. I once quit for 9 months. then fell back when getting around the same people. I had relationship issues. I didn't even think about my addiction because I was the only one that knew. I liked suboxone more than I did the pills. I could manage 2 jobs 7 days a week due to the energy. I quickly rose the ladder at my job. I'm now actually at the top. I'm going through a divorce. my soon to be X told me that I bring anxiety in the room. I got to thinking. suboxone is why. I instantly started a taper. I plan to quit sometime in July. is there any complete anonymous helpline I can talk with out there? thanks for all your support you give people. it's giving me the strength to start this journey. thanks

[@mickybee41]

Me too, exactly like you I've just been found out so cold turkey it is, best of luck micky from uk

[@patrickvandevender5271]

Some dissatisfaction with myself, I suspect, very deep within myself, has impelled me all my life to find justification. Not so much with the world-- First of all to myself. What is this self inside us, this silent observer, severe and speechless critic, who can terrorize us and urge us on to futile activity. And in the end , judge us still more severely for the errors into which his own reproaches drove us.

[@davekrause6007]

having a hard time...would love to quit this but so many variables to consider at my present time

[@nossrc5638]

The secret is exersice , protein and vitamins trust me , thats help the body produce endorphins faster , comedy movies at nigth and chocolate 15 days then you tell me

[@michaelbarbarino1581]

Realy wane do u start to exercise cuz everyone i no that stopped and started to exercise right after are the only ones that stayed clean and beat it

[@jeffherbert5696]

You don’t feel like moving when you go through withdrawals

[@nossrc5638]

@@jeffherbert5696 i know perfect what you feel, Wait Like 5 days then star run bike or jumping, you will see , higth protein and vitamins, is horrible but you can

[@jeffherbert5696]

noss el 5 estrellas thanks

[@nossrc5638]

@@jeffherbert5696 broo how you going ??? Tell me good news

[@keithsauvageau5916]

I say (Short* Methadone detox) is the best way to come off Any other opiate. if you take a low dose like 20-30mgs for the first 7-10 days. it like numbs you as the other opiates leave, (Just Never stay on it because that glow" it gives you goes away after about 3 weeks & then it gets its hooks in you, & thats a dark Shit road) but doing a Short* detox with it, instead of starting at 0% when you stop your drug of choice its like you start at 70%. I just did it to come off of suboxone after 20mg for a year, & it did help a lot. its a mental adjust more than anything, with just waves of the irritability crappy feelings. I can sleep more than 8hours & have a decent appetite. I feel decent most of the time. The first week off is always a mental adjust with waves of crappy feelings, but it beats the hell out of the cold turkey sick heart pounding RLS diarrhea puke 2 hours of sleep. Trust.

[@Hellbent7069]

How long was it before you started getting some good sleep? I'm on my 3 day clean now and I haven't slept in all 3 nights now. I'm exhausted and my feet feel like 50 lb sand bags. Thank you!

[@Jmovin2x]

A fellow addict once told me " YOUR BODY WILL SLEEP WHEN IT NEEDS TOO". Why would you sleep if all you have been doing for three days is laying around in misery? The insomnia is just part of the withdraw.."this too shall pass" something we have all heard in the rooms...I am not clean today but I am sick and tired of being sick and tired! SO I have decided to stop letting the fear of withdraw control my life. There is no easy path but it does get better. The one thing that will be different this time for me...I now realize I will never be fixed! I will always be an addict and I can never pick up again. The rooms work for me but they only work permanently once you start to give back to others in need. Think of it as Karma. 90 in 90.

[@seanmulholland7597]

Scott Robertson bought day 24/30 you’ll sleep

[@Talmudets]

@@Jmovin2x how are you doing ?

[@firsttimemommy1967]

Thank you...

[@alfredopagan22]

been 13 days clean. 56 years old male. NYC. shit been rough body going to crazy changes. i been clean 8 years until an relapse in 2009. 7 years of active addiction at my age is no joke. question will calm support ease the acute withdrawel im going through. im a strong believer. that meeting makers make it. Alfredo P

[@J0HNJ0RDAN]

If you don't mind my asking.. what caused the relapse? I'm worried that even if I get clean I will be really wanting to use years from now.. is it like that? I mean, I'm sure you think about it still, but can you have "normal life" after getting clean, without feeling sick or constantly wishing you could use because life sucks without it? I figure maybe relapse comes more from thinking you'd be ok to just do a little and then starting the whole cycle over.

[@Jmovin2x]

Nausea...EXTREME THROWING UP is my worst symptom by far in detox...any Suggs? much appreciated

[@shannonmotherhen8701]

May I ask how many pills you took of Hydro? Thanks so much!

[@paulrevere27]

rip legend!

[@opoxious1592]

I use opiates for backpain for about 2 years now (120mg a day) I once stopped for 3 weeks to check if i would have withdrawals symptoms. And indeed i experienced an uneasy feeling at some moments when i was at home not doing anything. But i was not getting sick or somekind. I noticed if i did some workout like cycling or go to the gym, i practically did not have any problems. But the reason why i don't seem to have much trouble with withdrawal symptoms, can be due the fact that i never did have any addictions in life. I think somehow i'm not to sensitive of getting addicted to any substances.

[@TaT420X]

I'm on day 5

[@kyliek3419]

How is it going 6 months later ?

[@SMELLSLIKERICH]

Going on to day six. And though the restless legs and arms have stopped during the day, when I try to go to sleep it comes back. But each night I get some better sleep. The depression is real, and you don’t know what to do with yourself. I legit cry over things that don’t matter, and worry about pointless things. I can’t wait for it to be gone completely

[@wolfdenranjeet]

Hello ryan Your experience regarding detox opioids really good and also very helpful hats off You are doing a mankind karma Well done all your experience is truth full and i like it Ok this is my story From last 5 days I am on cold turkey But now conditions are more difficult I am Codein Addicted from last 4 years Mainly in form of cough syrup codein phosphate , raw opium latex (sometime) My dose Daily 400 ml of codein syrups (100ml×4) Every 10ml contains 5 mg codein Also with clonazepam 2 mg Sometimes alprazolam In evening sometimes alcohol also 360 ml I tried many times to leave codein (4 times) mainly Last big gap only for 23 days without codein (sep 2018) Without any medication Now condition is that I want to leave codein completely I can easily make 4 days gap without codein no other medication no alcohol But after 5 days detoxification becomes tarifying like rest less leg no motivation no desire to do anything pain also Coughing ,fever etc But from 28 jun 19 I decreased my dose from 4 cough syrup to one single cough syrup 100 ml/day( currently ) No I want to stop it permanently My questions 1 To avoid or minimize cold turkey which is the best way ? 2 can I decrease codein dose day by day to avoid extreme withdrawal symptoms 3 can i go for medication (Dr) Male Age 32 India Note: may be i am unable to express some points and condition I will try to improve my english

[@ramblingruthie7602]

He passed away about a year ago. He really has helped so many people. That is why his videos are still on youtube. I watched one of his videos daily when I detoxed and now have relapsed again and decided to start this again. He is an inspiration.