How I Arrived at Van Dwelling

[@CampervanKevin]

Very proud of you Brian. I started out life being mobile in my late teens early 20s. I thought I had to have the big new houses and trucks. I did it. But, they did not make me happy. Now I have come full circle and back to my roots. I am happiest being mobile. It's not that I have to go anywhere, it's just knowing I can if need be. CVK

[@sonomaview]

You have found your calling. Your life (and specifically this video) has touched more lives than you can ever imagine. By being open when you are feeling both up and down helps so many. You are a shining light.

[@writerman242]

I agree with you absolutely completely

[@cathymiller3086]

Old and new I appreciate all your videos! Thank you!🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@mobharley9789]

Very well said. You opened my eyes to my own depression and self loathing. Nature is the key brother. Gotta get back out there. Thank you

[@empowered1222]

My hats off to you!!! I can relate 100% Brian hard work pays off!! I commend you for what you did it takes a lot of courage and guts to walk away. I did the same with corporate America and now living my dream. It has made me a better person in solidarity BOBBY B....👁👁👁🐛🦋🏁🦅⚖️🙋🏻‍♂️💪

[@leeverrill]

Not sure you'll ever see this post but I gotta tell you iam really happy for you..making Hugh changes can be difficult but brother you did it...i like watching your adventures it takes my mind off of all the bs going on in this world..one thing you touched on about the news and talk radio was spot on..iam was also feeling a sense of depression and I stopped listening to all the negative even on Facebook...life is short no more time for negativity...anyway..thanks this really did speak to me...anyway funny thing is iam going camping this weekend....for real...can't wait. ...take care and safe travels...lee

[@MrChangeordie]

Brother I love this video! !! I can so relate to the worldly matters and watching the news never helped... lol I can still remember your very 1st video 😃...you come a long way and I'm glad your still here 😊✌

[@IrenesVanventures]

Very inspirational video. 👍 Thank you for taking the risk and opening up like you did. Depression is such a huge battle in today's world. It is a subject that very few people feel comfortable talking about whether they are still battling it or have overcome it. I know your message will inspire and help so many people. Peace to you always Brian!!! 😉

[@janitoronfire]

0:07 Born and raised in Quanah, Texas. Always good to see my man.

[@jamessitati2325]

You are one of the reasons I go to KZbin everyday, watching you is better than any TV show, keep up the good work.

[@lsassidawg]

The Universe has a way of plucking us out of a situation before we implode. Your soul is at peace ✌️. That’s the number one thing you can do for yourself in life...find peace in your soul. 💜🐾

[@Alfie127]

Brother, That was the most eloquent speech I have heard about alternative living, Cheers

[@BreakAwayTheChains]

Once you change your perception, your world changes. You are a blessing. Thank you

[@AngelaM]

Who the heck thumbs down this video?! Anyway, Brian this really resonates with me. You hit the nail on the head!!! I cannot wait to become unstuck ... a couple more months and I'm "free." :-) Can't wait to have those unlimited moments in nature where you just lose yourself (in a good way). sigh...

[@ChristianBjork]

Curious how you're coming along? All the best!

[@SheriLatulip]

Where are you Angela?

[@mamawanderlust6000]

Angela M I loved seeing your comment here about getting on the road since I followed you while you were still doing videos. So glad you made it and I hope you are doing well!

[@bekayezme]

Depression is the worst. When I was there, the only way I could describe it was as if I was a walking dead person. I was alive but I wasn't. I was going into the dark hole with my head barely above ground. And negatuve thoughts feed negative thoughts. I've stopped the news, etc because I couldn't take it anymore. I want the beautiful side of life!

[@skeeterhennen9274]

I am absolutely at the point where you were. The negativity surrou3me is all consuming. I am depressed I know it. I have a van and when it come outof the mechanics shop I am leaving. I dont have a back up bunch of money but I do have a monthly income I can well live on Wish me well.

[@TSunshineful]

The ocean/beach will do that for you. It's called grounding. Anyone depressed, or ill and do what you did will heal. I feel the closest to God when I am looking out at the ocean. He is everywhere, but that's when I realize how unimportant all the worries I have are and what a minute spec we are on earth. Brian, this was worth watching twice!

[@SimplyConnie247]

I'm glad you turned it around and made it through the depression and tough patches of life. Without the darkness, though, we'd never know how awesome the light really is. Thanks for sharing!

[@rgs4x]

The world is full of negativity. I am glad you found a way to rise above it. Some people think a pill will do it. Getting through depression without drugs is great! Safe travels!

[@monamorris7254]

You’re such a blessing. God bless and keep you. Safe travels. We love you and your videos. Thanks for sharing your life with us. You inspire us to get out and be one with nature!

[@RollingEarthShip]

Well said. Sometimes the only way to do it is to jump feet first. That was my experience and I haven't regret it. 👍🏻😄🚐

[@nailazion2600]

I'm glad you're at PEACE in your life now.....🤗🤗🤗🤗

[@sunnypumkin]

This is where I am now...my situation is bad now. Not even a car, living on Social Security, struggling all the time. You have spoken to me. Thank you for your openness!

[@helmitpeak]

Very good video and advice, glad you made it through the depression and are a happy camper now.

[@dantravels9269]

What a great vid Brian. I use the van the same way. To be in nature away from cities. Its amazing the effect living like that can have. I now have a love affair with this planet. I love it here very much.

[@charlotteherring5973]

Thanks for the words of encouragement....sounds like there is hope for a 67 year old woman "to find peace" in this world and that change is still possible. Thank you for sharing.

[@victordhowe1237]

Proud of you as a person. You will certainly inspire many. I'm 63 and love my life most of the time... yet dream of what you vandwellers live. I suppose I live vicariously through you wonderful people. I do get a way from time to time, do a little rv traveling. Always seems like we take to much and have too much and spend too much. Looking more into boondocking lately and I feel the adventure calling. But, for a while, at least until my bride of 37 years retires, I'll be happy to play in my wood-shop and during the evening take trips with each of you through your videos, pictures, Facebook groups, and RV blogs all over the net. Will say this... many times in the evening experiencing the joy and passion so many of you willingly share... I sleep better and my heart is happier. So... thank you.

[@BruceTurner]

Your transparency and authenticity is inspiring. I look forward to each video.

[@jayontario7285]

SD 619....represent. .....Glad U R on the road again. .......Life is what you make it.........yup AM talk radio will get you in a negative stoop

[@AdventureVanMan]

+Jay 'Ontario Thanks man :)

[@ksta7090ks]

I can relate to your story . thanks for sharing. your words will help many

[@Debrajoy]

This is THE BEST VIDEO! As someone who has struggled with depression all my life, u r so right on about news etc! Being in the sunshine, in the country and hearing a rooster crow is what makes me happy to be alive! As soon as my son can get the time to install my fantastic fan and a bit of solar in my old Chinook, Tank, I will be on the road and never look back! The younger u start this lifestyle, the better! dj 🐙 Tank is big and blue!

[@peterpowell6168]

Today is a gift that's why they call it the Present;-)

[@bradleysonthemove5790]

So glad you found your happiness ... simple living IS designed by nature ... Bob is a wonderful inspiration ... you're a great person ... thanks for your testimony ...

[@safeharbor7]

Thanks Brian, your words have helped me a lot. I completely agree in regard to removing negativity from one's life. 6 months ago I stopped watching TV and listening to talk radio. That small adjustment alone made a world of difference in my life. Thanks again Brian... thumbs up as always

[@tjdell480]

Good video! Your situation is different from most. No family or employees to be concerned about. A lot of us dream about that kind of life style but it's not possible. We can watch your videos though and live vicariously. I look forward to all your videos.

[@emenstravels7023]

This is the video that hits home, out of all the vanning videos I have watched over the years this is the one! I have been though the same sort of situation. My depression and anxiety almost made me leave this world by my own hand. I am now in search of a van. It has been years and years since I set a goal like this. I am currently just past the bottom, have a great job and have pretty much gotten rid of all of my belongings that do nothing for me. Now for the next step and find a decent van and build it out. I thought that people would frown upon me for moving back in with my parents and doing a complete reset of life, now I have come to realize that it doesn’t matter what people think as long as I know that I am on the path that I am making for myself. I thank you so very much for sharing this experience with the world and other people like me who have hit the bottom and have decided to do a living reset. Thank you! Safe travels dude! ✌️

[@darfirst]

I know just how you feel. Great story. You are a amazing guy and you not only spread love but positive energy as well. You really are a great person.

[@LostOnLandAgain]

This is a great example of how peoples words can affect others. Because of Bob's video, your life changed drastically for the better. I wonder how many lives you'll touch with your open and honest story? Awesome job, Brian!

[@ArcturusSky]

Great little story to listen too...

[@ScottTurnerformeindustrious]

Well Spoken Brian, I understand your views 100%. All the best!

[@hiilikeyourbeard]

God loves you so much brother. I see him in you. We are one. Jai Meher Baba, May you find him. Bless you dude

[@andreschavez2921]

Brian, I stopped watching TV, 24hr cable news and talk radio put me in a dark place. Working on my homestead in AZ and hope to retire in 5yrs:)

[@Signal_light_instructor]

thank you for this video.I have a family member that only feels happy when walking around outside in nature with lots of trees

[@raymonddaubney3612]

I have known depression for over 50 years. If I had my chance over again I would do this too. Good luck with it.

[@QCDoggies]

I think a lot of people share your experience, Brian. I can relate to everything you said in this video and I am so glad you found a path that brought you happiness. You're an inspiration.

[@billcarroll1941]

I have watched a lot of our videos, and it was clear early on your discomfort, or maybe newness. Now, you seem to have really embraced it, and are far more comfortable. I hope you continue to flourish in your new life. Taking those first steps is so hard, and yet they can lead somewhere great if you take them. Keep on keeping on!

[@skythefoodie4389]

You're amazing I think you hit the nail on the head. Alot of people who are stuck really need to watch this video so inspiring.thank for sharing and peace.

[@glamperjan]

That's why I live in a van. I love it!

[@Jerrodswmhr]

Living an Authentic life is rare & awe inspiring. Giving up the social construct /belief system (be like, do like, have like, etc takes courage. Appears when you get sick and tired of being sick and tired the course of right action presents iteslf. Great job Brian ~~

[@sonomaview]

Thank you for sharing. We create our own reality and you chose to experience a beautiful new one. It's hard NOT to be grateful and happy most of the time, when immersed in the meditation of Mother Nature. After being in negativity - it just makes you appreciate the beautiful side of life even more. Be thankful for seeing the other side.

[@donaldwoods2579]

Dude you and I are so much alike !I just hit 63 ! I got feeling dizzy and had to quit my job ! Now im feeling better now ! You And Bob have saved me ! Thank you for your show ! Thank You !

[@fearlesspatrriotMcKanna]

Brian I like the way you are able to open up and share your experience with depression and how you deal with it. I am certain you have been an inspiration to many. Keep it up friend.

[@peggyforcellini4220]

Brian, thank you for sharing your very personal story. I think that your search for helping others has been found. You are always helping others with your inspirational videos and techniques on how to fix up your van. I am much older than you but I am becoming extremely discontent with everything around me. I have purchased my first van and hope that fixing it up and getting on the road as you have will open up my world! Keep the videos coming, I and many others enjoy them.

[@flaviln]

One reason I enjoy your travel video's is your honesty. This last one confirms my judgement of your character. Wishing you a long and successful life's journey!

[@sammstarr4427]

I am currently at that dark place and these videos and community are something I stumbled on while researching a new lifestyle. this gives me so much hope, thank you!

[@Tygerlady99]

You followed your heart - good for you!! I could absolutely sell my house & stuff and take off in an RV. I would do it in a heartbeat. I'm married and my husband isn't quite with me on this subject yet. He likes the idea of RVing (for a while), but that's all. Anyway, it's my dream that I will keep dreaming and hopefully one day it will turn to reality.

[@nocturnal7312]

+Tygerlady99 I'm the same way, Been in the same home for 25 years, Ready to sell the home and take $200,000 Equity and pay cash for brand new RV, But, The wife doesn't like the idea, Come to a fork in the road where if she doesn't want to join me, I might have to venture out on my own, $100,000 will still get me a nice RV. I'm 61 and it's never to late. :)

[@bforgiveness]

Another great video! I really appreciate your honesty and willingness to share your story. I am happy that you are doing so well, really you're thriving! Your message is a powerful one. While I am not in a position to make the move you did, for now, I can live vicariously through your videos! Keep smiling, Valerie

[@TheFireFlyStudio67]

Brian I have been watching you for about a month now and you have inspired me so much with your positive attitude about life. I have been wanting to make a change to my own life for the past few years and now feel I am finally moving in the right direction. You are a beautiful soul and an inspiration to many. Thank you for sharing your life & journey.

[@whatsananna]

I am so late in visiting this video but you can't have any idea how much this resonates with me - and I think with a lot of people, judging by the comments. So grateful that you followed the nudges leading you outside. Thank you so much for sharing.

[@chrisreed26]

I can relate..I had worked in the corporate world from 1992-2003 when I started my own house cleaning business, a Butler Service really, in 2003...in Tampa/Sarasota FL...I was also still working nights at HCA Healthcare as well but my cleaning business took off much faster than I ever thought could happen so I left HCA after only a few months cleaning houses..the money was that good...Cleaning toilets has bought me 3 houses, who knows how many cars and RV's but no time to use anything!! I'm just existing..working..the rat race...Now, I'm ready to leave it all and buy another RV or maybe a van, this time to live in Full Time on the road...My main goal is to get out of this horrible state of FL...born and raised here...I truly hate it here now!! Problem is I have a LOT of stuff to dispose of and sell so I wont have to maintain a $200.00 a month 10X25 storage unit here..I won't be truly free until I get rid of all that junk!!

[@debrahayes2572]

Thank you, Bryan for sharing your story! All the best to you and your future endeavors, Bryan!!!👍😊🤗

[@kathryngganderson8636]

Kudos Brian! I hear you-I went thru similar depression and illness in my 20's, with cancer, divorce, grief, 2 kids, and no family support, in fact the opposite: my mother actually told me to stop phoning her. The medications that Dr.s gave me fried my brain even more, and with no money I did not find the vitamins I really needed. What I did was walk in nature, as you said, it is a Healing Force unto Itself. I just walked until I got to a forest and kept walking. I sang as well, not just to keep the wild beasts away (there were cougars, bears and wolves) but to send out my healing energy to the trees, plants and wildlife around me. It came back immeasurably, (7 X 70) and I am so glad to say that I survived and raised 2 healthy children to happy adulthood. Now I am a grandmother and my heart yearns for the forest again. Nothing is more beautiful to me than watching the trees swaying back and forth in the ocean breeze, and hearing the lovely bird song. Come up to the West Coast of Vancouver Island and experience Bliss. I am sure you will love it. Winters are very cold here, so I am considering driving down and living in my car. What do you think?

[@dannegeorge6442]

I am in the process right now of downsizing my life and letting go of "things" that I have lugged around with me from place to place. Now, like you I just want to go see all the beauty there is to see in nature, meet up with great people like you and Bob and others at RTR. Next year, I will be there, just was not yet ready. Hope to see you there or elsewhere on the road. Way to live your life your way, instead of the way it was set up by those who came before. Work, purchase, marry, have kids, get tied down, then die or retire or worse. Your videos are amazing and I don't usually comment, just come and watch. Been watching for awhile now, I would not keep coming back if the videos were terrible. But you do a great job, keep it up.

[@ConsciousMechanism]

I gave up TV 5 years ago because of all the negative energy, but haven't made the step to Van dwelling. Because of Bob's book, you and several other dwellers I have been planning to make the move this year. My plan was to buy a van this month, but was terminated Wednesday and feel my dream is being crushed in front of me.

[@dorisshanks7295]

Lawrence Bishop Don't give up yet. Many people find losing a job is what pushes them to make that change. Trade or sell your vehicle for a van. Sell your stuff and go for it!

[@3generations393]

May God bless you for sharing your life story. I cannot thank you enough Brian for explaining how this life has given new meaning to your life. If I may share-I suddenly became a widow-not long after O became disabled. I was homeless and the government took what little dignity I had left but finally awarded me SSI when they found I was working at a school cafateria with a broken back. God willing I will pay off my last credit card debt this coming month. I have been shopping for a minivan and am somewhat relieved to see the prices becoming more affordable on my fixed income. I have been feeding my soul with Cheap RV Living videos & then onto the rest of the nomadic community for years as I overcame these hurdles. I sleep on the dinette of my daughters RV with her & my teenage grandson. I no longer enjoy life & struggle to search the internet for my escape home on wheels. I look forward to getting back to living again. Thank you Brian

[@PidasianHippie]

Thank you for sharing your story. You are quickly becoming someone that aspiring van dwellers look to for an example of how to do it and the advantages of doing it.

[@4Score747]

Thank you for sharing! I saw you on Bob's channel. You gave us lots of good reasons to just "Follow Our Dreams!" Thank you. Looking forward to watching more. :-)

[@kathys.8686]

Love your story and so glad you have found peace and contentment. Love your other videos as well. I too am preparing for a simpler life on the road. Thanks for your perspective and encouragement!

[@Keaton-Casablanca]

Good to hear your story. I think you are way ahead of most of us. More and more of us are learning the simple life and all its benefits.

[@skyl4rk]

I'm glad you found a way out of the dark cloud.

[@philliphinkle2812]

I know its got to be difficult expressing your feelings. I think many people feel this way and end up doing the wrong thing. You definitely did the right thing by making a positive change and making yourself happy. Your decision to tell all may help someone else whos in the same situation. Thanks for sharing.

[@mehalla451]

I highly agree Brian, we will be on the road soon, hope to see you and Bob at the next RTR !

[@shellyscott4822]

Thank you for sharing your story...I shared it in hopes it reaches more people who could be in the same situation. I love Bob Wells too, I only have a few years left until retirement so I decided to stick it out so I can have a pension. I Love Nomad KZbinrs for sharing their knowledge and showing the people in the world there is another way!! Thank you Brian :)

[@maryjflanagan1922]

I'm at the same point in my life. I just tirned fifty years old. I recently lost most of my immediate family. I've been a school teacher and over the past the 21 years,I've gone through too much stress. I plan on being at the 2021 RTR. I don't have a van, but I will get one. I also have a parttime job at a spice factory in which you have to be kind. It's one of the best places I've ever worked. I'm even hoping that maybe I could work at sites around the country as I travel. Being an older, Black woman, I'm very anxious about safety on the road. I think I'm going to take my terrier mix with me or get another dog with which I can travel. He's a very good watch dog, but I'd maybe need a dog that would actually bite someone. Maybe a small shepherd mixed dog. I also came upon Bob on KZbin and came to conclusions about escaping negativity and stovks and bricks for at least the cold seasons in the Midwest. Being from Chicago, now living in Milwaukee is really depressing. Plus, I love the way your van is set up and how you eat and cook much of what I like. I also love gardening and like watchong your workamping videos. You and Kelly are always smiling in those. I'd love to help on agricultural projects as I go about my journey. This lifestyle may also afford me a way to obtain or connect to my dream career of becoming horticulture therapist. My tragic family medical and mental tragedies have prevented me from beong able to study. On trying to clear out clutter from my basement, my brother recently threw out the one box of my horticulture mini library. Whoch included my college books worth hundreds of dollars. That's the kind of things from which I'm trying to escape. As I'm thonling it was die to lack of regard and respect for my property even tjough I've recently paid hundreds of dollars to help hom move and keep his possessions. Maybe nect year around this time, my life will be very different as it is when I plan to leave to hit the road.

[@XsyntrikNomad]

There are very few KZbin creators that I never miss a video for. Sometimes I might get a day or two behind, but when I have time to watch, that handful of creators are the first I go to. You are one of those. Which is why I sought you out to come on the podcast (which you were incredible on as well). You truly inspire people and this video is the crown jewel of who you are. It exemplifies your kindness, your honesty, your down to earth nature, your optimism, and enthusiasm for life. There is a quote by a motivational speaker named Zig Ziglar that is one of many I try to live by. He says; "You can have everything in life you want if you will just help enough other people get what they want." Brian, in just this one aspect of your life, by creating this KZbin channel, you are doing that in spades. I completely understand where you are coming from in the time leading up to your van dwelling. Sadly my evolution to living in a more positive mindset took many years longer, but I got here. I hope in the next year we have an opportunity to sit down and have a meal together and chat. I think Bob Wells is Van Dwelling guru. I was greatly impacted by his site and his book as well. He is the father of the freedom seekers and I love when he 'preaches' his philosophy. I can't even begin to imagine the thousand upon thousands of people he has impacted...

[@AdventureVanMan]

+Xsyntrik Nomad Thank you for your kind words...means a lot to me. I hope our paths cross soon! :)

[@TSunshineful]

+Xsyntrik Nomad Xsyntrik, you are so right. I love, love, love Bob Wells. If we go to heaven, he'll be the one greeting everyone at the Pearly Gates! I've read all the motivational speakers' books, starting with Zig, but my favorite is Jim Rohn. His philosophies are priceless, and to hear him talk (CDs) is pure entertainment. For those stuck in a rut or those with money problems, the best is Larry Winget. I could go on, but you probably know all that. I enjoyed your comments about Brian.

[@XsyntrikNomad]

I know Rohn but not Winget but I am off to go check him out now!~ Thanks Moon Dancer!

[@TSunshineful]

Be sure to get the CD, much better than reading the books. I listen to him when I am traveling. He has books on getting a life, raising kids, work, getting out of debt. I think the one on getting out of debt was the first one I listened to, then I was hooked. He's a little overbearing but what he says is so true of all of us. We create our own problems and only we can solve them...and only if we want to. Usually people don't because it moves them out of their comfort zone. I would be glad to mail you what I have as long as they are returned. :) No sense spending money unnecessarily.

[@XsyntrikNomad]

That is so sweet! I have a great resource here in town who owns a used book store and will loan me anything I want practically. If he doesn't have it, he will procure it just to loan to me. Unless it's rare and expensive. lol I think I will be able to tolerate his overbearing. I loath Dave Ramsey, I think he is one of the nastiest, rudest, and most heartless humans on the planet, but his financial advice is fairly solid. I would never support him by buying his books, but as long as I am just focusing on the investment and financial strategies I am not too annoyed. I figure if I can tolerate him, I can tolerate anyone. hahaha

[@200houryogateachertraining]

Thank you for this video! This is exactly why I started full-time RV'ing. I saw only the bad in the world. Your video gives me a lot of hope. Only day 6 of full time life.

[@crispbbacon7643]

Your story is not unlike many of us. It took guts to make a change. I've watched your videos for a long time ,and it's great to see how you have grown and opened yourself to experience what life has to offer.......... stuff does not make you happy , living life does. . Proud of you👍

[@dlmac5935]

Such an awesome video! You and Bob Wells of Cheap RV Living are so honest, helpful and inspirational. Thanks so much for including us in your life.

[@michellecastaneda20]

After raising 10 children, I find myself depressed. Not because of empty nesting. I love being a lone. But I just feel like there is nothing left for me. So I"m selling everything now, this May, my house goes up for sale. I have a high top van ready to go. Traveling is all I have left. I think I will feel much better. I"m sure not going to work tell I die. Thank you for sharing.

[@KC-zy5jy]

How’s it going?

[@lisarichards1956]

A very surprising video. The first thing that struck me about you when I watched one of your recent videos was what a positive person you are. You've come a long way! Good for you!

[@little0big0man0]

Thanks for a very personal look at the life of Brian. Last year at Amazon when I first met you I was really impressed with the you and your van and after subscribing to your channel and watching your metamorphosis, I became a fan. Connecting in Quartzsite was a wonderful experience and also made me feel that I too could survive and enjoy this lifestyle. This is my last month in Booneville. Im closing on my house this April and I'll be living in my RV full time. I'm hooked up with the sugar beet harvest in Sept and then Amazon in October. For the first in a long time I'm digging life. Thanks again for a very genuine and heartfelt story about your life Brian. Peace I'll be seeing you again!

[@sylviajones3249]

I love Bob! And you! Great video.

[@roxannerai5420]

I will live vicariously through you. I can't live like you yet I'm married with two children. living life freely is truly the life. I can't stand living just to pay monthly bills and not being around nature.

[@andyhamilton9459]

Wow, Brian, look at all the positive energy your video generated. Sounds like a classic midlife crisis. Yours came a little early so you had lots of time and resources to tackle it head on. Making my own plans...thanks for the inspiration!!

[@endwatcher]

Brother, you passed through Samsara and are still wondering from it Now, you have found what life is about. I consider myself a strong empath, and can feel the positive energy that you throw. I strongly feel that this way; is the best way in todays society. Rush sings that song that goes "Conform or be cast out" And I love the idea of being "cast out" by the type of negative you describe. Id rather 60 strong years of life connecting with my creator and all his beings and die peacefully. Then at 90, but had worked 75% of it through misery; chained by society norms of I should own the biggest house on the block.. Im still stuck in the Samsara as of now..........but the first step is to feel contempt for what is.

[@AdventureVanMan]

+endwatcher Thank you for your comment. I really appreciate for words. I love Rush...especially that song!! :)

[@skepticalmechanic]

Bob wells is a living legend on the road...

[@bruceclyne5254]

Thanks for showing others that there is a path to a better life. Thanks for your great videography and narratives. Best wishes!

[@Avelina619sd]

So glad I found this video! I too am raised in San Diego (still living here) and I am a 51 yr old lady finding myself in the same situation you were in. Depression! I got fired from a job I was for two weeks because they jumped the gun in hiring me (not enough work for me). I’m jobless and homeless, living with my father (temporarily). I just bought a van a week ago and getting ready to part time live in it. I too am hungry for change. I have no direction for my life and it’s scary. I’m too young to collect social security and unemployment is very bad right now because of CoronaVirus ( yes I get unemployment). I hope to meet you one day! May the good Lord continue to bless you! BTW love the Native American flute you play!! 😘

[@laurielove6078]

Thanks Brian, you'll never know how much you've helped me.

[@bineausmiami]

Thank you Brian for being so open. You describing the way you felt, was like looking in a mirror. I am so ready to brake free. I know in my heart I was supposed to find your video and videos of others............it was like answers to my prayers. Next...........I will watch some more of ( I think you said Bob) from Cheaprvliving . Thanks again and happy travels!!!

[@bobham919]

you verbalized your feelings and situation really well. i feel the same. now i know i am not alone. i know there is others like me out there.

[@MichaelSmalleyMPA]

Big love to you brother Brian - thank you for the gifts you give so freely.

[@danieltoo2008]

Brian, you are the new Vandwellers"s Moses for me and many of us for your willingness to speak the truth and putting honesty first. After reading through most if not all responses from your fans and fellow Vandwellers, its clear, we all shared the same bad thoughts, ideas, depression and negative feelings sometime in our life, but you've unshackled them by being honest and speaking out loud and taking back your life. Looking forward to meeting and learning more from you, brother. At the moment, i am tied down to saving my Emergency Funds before joining the journey soon. Thanks Moses Vandwelleer...

[@RJsadventures]

News, talk radio and a Election year ! Can put in anyone in the Dumps ! More people need to take a chance like you did. Very Good video, Wish you the Best Of Luck !

[@writerman242]

Thank you for this Extremely insightful and inspiring So easy to be pulled into the negative stuff Respect and gratitude to you

[@TTVZicaZachh]

I'm 27 and own a moving company. I'm about to do the same thing your doing. Might do it out of my truck camper though. Glad you're happier now. I'm depressed just like you used to be. hoping I will come out of it.

[@marlaharmon]

I've been waiting on this video! That's awesome Brian. Loved your story. Thank you for sharing!

[@tractorhyatt7044]

Thanks for sharing your story! Way to take that leap of faith to follow your dreams! 👍

[@irbc]

Brian, thanks for this overview of your progression towards freedom and happiness. I gave me some further clarity in fine tuning my own goals. You seem very happy and relaxed. That's great!

[@Zorazora1234]

Thank you talking about your mental struggles... You echo my struggles.. unlike you I doubt that I will continue living! As a woman it is even tougher eventhough I consider myself a tuff cookie. I luv nature. Bottom line I am exhausted. I am a hard worker.. working keep my mind off of depression and loneliness.., at 56 I am tired. I live in a Honda Element... 5 months.. I work 50 hrs a week ... thank you Brian..