How I reinvented myself in my 50s

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[@DerekBearzi]

Hey Josh, this video was an absolute masterpiece! I listened to the podcast as well, and I admire your vulnerability. Your videos are stories full of life lessons that provide an altering perspective on life. The old footage of your home was wild too! I can't believe you still have that footage. Amazing work as always my friend.

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Dude, so appreciate your kind comments. Thank you for your continued, amazing support. And of course, talk with you real soon. :)

[@magnoliakennel]

I second this comment. I'm at a loss for words. It was just gold. Your honesty and rawness is such a gift to humanity. We need more of this! Thank you.

[@Tripl3333]

I dont know you guys......but i admit, this extraordinary. Thank you for this Mr Josh. I am 46years old and having major issues and existential questions that are not easy for me to understand and solve. I will be watching your other videos.......and hope to find some meaning for me.

[@chelliemoggie7176]

Hello Mr. Josh and Ms. Cecilia. You are an inspiration. I am 42, but your outlook in life makes me look forward to what’s ahead as if our lives are just getting started and far from over- like society puts youth in a pedestal. Love from the U.S. More power to you and your advocacy.❤

[@yvonneerik2510]

thanks for sharing this video sir. I'm 52 and One thing I learnt in life is that no matter how little, no matter the age it's never too late to get started and having the mindset that every day of your life you're evolving. Life becomes unpleasurable when you add too much pressure. I started my path to reinventing myself a year ago, I’m now living healthier, confident, stronger, making 6 figures, having leisure to enjoy family &friends. I feel happier and living my life for myself . This is to encourage someone “you can start anytime to have a reset it’s worth it! I’m striving to continue growing cus it’s a journey 💗

[@gracedaniels6172]

Congratulations ma'am! Thanks for encouraging others with your story, I will love to get tips from you too

[@yvonneerik2510]

Change your mindset, read self-help books, expand knowledge, budget and don't spend on impulse, save, take your finances seriously, eat healthy, exercise your body, meditate; the list goes on... I hope it is useful to you.

[@marcosalvatore673]

How did you grow to 6 Figure ? I’m honestly trying to work on my personal finance this year.

[@yvonneerik2510]

I learnt to be frugal, minimal on spending, saving and paying myself first through Investing, made Plans, growing passive income, Read a lot of books on finance, followed my plan consistently.

[@andreblechynden4578]

Congratulations to you ma'am that's a big big win 💯

[@bronsky1410]

I've lived this life only solo. I completely agree with you. at 57 I hope to still find that match for the second half of life.

[@ruarifinn]

I am in my 70s. What I know for sure is this: we never stop evolving and learning; we learn most from our mistakes, so they cannot be failures; self awareness is a good thing but what matters most is what we contribute to others; events that rock us to our core are survivable if we are willing to adapt. Wishing you a happy journey to your 70s!

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

So well put. Thank you, my friend. :)

[@dr.gaosclassroom]

I totally agree with you. I just turned 60 and I find my new passion, poetry. I have been making videos on poetry and find a lot of joy in sharing my passion of poetry with the world!!

[@randomgardener3799]

That felt really authentic with a solid integrity. 66 was a vintage year.

[@joao13soares]

Listened to that episode of Nathaniel's podcast a while ago. Now this. One thing you can certainly be proud of is how you were able to pass your storytelling talent and passion to Nathaniel. It's amazing to understand where his ease of putting thoughts into words comes from

[@charlenehyle9700]

This video took courage. I thank you deeply.

[@dionline88]

I appreciate the honesty and the bravery it took to expose your soul like that. It's heartening to see you come out the other side stronger, wiser and more willing to continue to do the deep work on yourself and your relationships. You & Cecelia seem like the perfect couple - I can't imagine either of you with anyone else. I'm glad this worked out well for you both. God bless.

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you, Diane, so sweet of you! So appreciate your kind words and support. 🙏❤️

[@LavenderHazelwood]

You're lucky to have found a partner who wants to grow too and who will support your own. In my experience that's not always a given.

[@peaceandpoems]

Going thru some very tough times this year, and I appreciate this video as encouragement. Age 52 really stinks for me, but maybe 53 will be better. God bless you and Cecilia. Abrazos

[@clarkindee]

Real stuff! Thank you for your openness....def one of the things I love about your channel.

[@thehypearound]

Best video yet! Thank you for sharing this with us. As a person in his early 60's who is planning to move to France in a year to be close to my family and grandchildren I appreciate the need to keep examining oneself and let go of the script sthat we write for ourselves that actually turn out to hold us back. Keep posting keep inspiring, keep living.

[@claravonessen5673]

What a beautiful video. Deep, full of feelings we can relate to. Thank you Josh, for sharing and helping others to start to live life at it's fullest.

[@suzyq8328]

I love and honor your humbleness and willing to share your story here with us

[@ebeyslough]

Thanks for being so vulnerable and share a part of what helped you grow.

[@fredyuldashev]

i've recognized myself in your video....patterns, behaviors, emotions and reactions. I'm in my 30's and going through the low - low's, but deep inside , i know this is part of my journey, and I will learn :) Shot out from Philly raised Uzbek :)

[@isabt4]

Thank you for that! I found it helpful and motivating, and I am sure there are tons of us out there who resonated . You're a great family, hugs and kisses to all

[@hodaradwan8366]

Such an educator in life and change , so honest and raw love u guys

[@ahimsadesi]

Amazing to hear your story, sir. Thank you for being so open to share your struggles and your growth. Kudos to your success, in all the ways that matter to you.

[@teetertotter5787]

Cecelia really is an MVP. She's amazing.

[@tyeshaglam8907]

This video is everything. Your transparency and rawness is admirable and helps us all look into our own back stories while also reimagining our paths forward. Thank you.

[@gabrielleparis3532]

Absolutely the most profound video I've seen on KZbin. Thank you 🙏🙏🙏

[@alexabenson1798]

I am in my 50’s and also moved from CA to Oregon and considering a move to France…wow❤

[@BigBandelero]

I’m not even halfway through this video, and it’s already hitting me on several levels. I really needed this, and I hope there’s more. More importantly, I can adjust the actions I’m already taking, and even take new ones. Thanks so much for this.

[@GlendaSiagian]

Amazing story. Thank you for sharing with me, truly enjoyed every moment of it 🙏🏼😌

[@bellaluce7088]

10:03 “Initially, I was going to find something positive and insightful to say about those very difficult years, but then I realized there wasn’t anything. Sometimes we miss opportinities in life, it’s how it goes. Not every tunnel is traversed successfully to the other side where we come out transformed somehow.” This IS insightful! ; - )

[@margaretrobert7355]

Great video! Personal failure is difficult to go through but probably the most important part of life for growth and learning.

[@felipeborrero4020]

Good stuff. Painful yet joyous to watch. Good for you. Failure is not falling down. Failure is not getting up. Abrazos fuerte, companero!

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you Felipe :)

[@AW_7_7_7]

Thanks Josh, I appreciate your authenticity & I admire your eloquence! Props to you for providing folks like me a view into the life of another human being, & letting us know there are so many of us on this same journey. Love your son’s YT channel too; I think he got his sensitivity from you 😊

[@sydneykasmar]

Your honest understanding of the experience is to our benefit. Thank you.

[@LoriLWorden]

beautiful, thank you for the reminder that life is hard and that relating to people takes work

[@dr.gaosclassroom]

When I heard you say poetry, I feel I have to write a message to you. I admire you and your wife's courage to live the life you choose. Thank you so much for sharing this with the world!!

[@MyVietnamDiary]

Thank you so much for sharing your wisdom, thoughts and life experiences.

[@therippleeffect1983]

Strong and beautiful of you to share your story like this ❤🙏

[@simplysoothesounds]

I absolutely love this video! Thank you for sharing your life with us.

[@wondergupta]

Thank you so much for keeping it real, so much wisdom in this - we need to hear stories like this to understand that life is a process and we are always evolving.

[@ChineseBuddy]

Always enjoy hearing your thoughts and getting to view a bit of your life there. You have a beautiful vision, thanks for allowing us to dream along with you. As the weeks roll on, I eagerly wait your next video. Thanks! :-)

[@paulajf4205]

Lovely, honest and inspiring video. As someone over 50, I especially can relate and appreciate. Looking forward to more videos like this AND about getting settled in France and with a new life.

[@mingmong007]

Well done - both this video and you!

[@linpin9343]

Yes, we as parents in our 50s can so relate ❤

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

:)

[@GarethRussellUK]

There’s something so powerful about seeing someone so fully expressed and so in touch with their essence. Thank you for sharing so openly. It was a joy to watch.

[@v.dargain1678]

He is so in touch with himself and his place in the world . Cool . Kudos to his therapist .

[@ritagordon9859]

I so needed to watch this today. I’m at that point where my ego is getting a massive whipping at the moment and cracking open deeper. Exhausted. Thank you for giving me hope with this video 😊

[@Karen.c.h]

So glad you’re evolving into your best self. I came looking for a we found our home video, but got this gift instead. Thanks for sharing.

[@soozzi]

Brilliantly told! Similar journey starting in the 1970s. Left everything I knew in 1999 to live elsewhere. Still learning and growing and I’m 70 this year! What a trip with massive ups and downs that I’m endlessly grateful for. ❤️

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

:)

[@Pr0vokativ]

Came to this through Nathan's channel and been watching since you started it with I think documenting your Iceland trip together. I think it is incredible you are all sharing what you are sharing as individuals and a family unit and very much needed especially in showing alternative paths but also the reality of the journey in walking them and following your passions. As someone far away from my family, literally across the world, its great to see how bonded you are and that usually comes through enduring and moving through levels of adversity which I can relate to myself. Thank you for sharing yourself in such a candid but creative way. I also deeply felt for you when you lost your bag on the train with passport, as I had it with finding out that I had overstayed a visa when going to check into a hotel outside Shanghai, and it really was the support from my loved ones and a lot of deep self talk that pulled me back from the brink that time as in my own history I certainly went well beyond that at one point. Anywhere, looking forward to watching much more and wish you all the best in getting settled into you new lives in Europe and finding a place conducive to who you have all grown into.

[@Teenabeena4]

Thank you for your very thoughtful videos. You and your wife are some of our true influencers. You two are very inspiring.

[@robindorrell9347]

You're an inspiration, dear Josh!

[@clarissahallowell5436]

So grateful for your openness. I can relate I am in my 50’s and my husband and I went through a similar experience with our house. It woke both of us up which lead to unbelievable changes. So grateful for the hard stuff and the people that are brave enough to tell their stories. 🙏🙌

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you Clarissa. Here’s to change! 😁

[@cumberlandquiltchic1]

Im so glad I clicked on your channel! I’ve subscribed. I lost my husband 10 years ago and it’s been quite the journey. Im wanting what’s next but don’t know what it is. God has been there, carrying me through this foggy period, I know that. Im ready for sunshine now. It’s been very exhausting. The downsizing and moving and trying to navigate life alone and things being so different in every way. Thanks for your encouraging videos.

[@dianeschmiane]

Wow, that was so well done, absolutely phenomenal idea and execution. Thanks for the inspiration, totally subscribed!

[@earthrooster1969]

Am fortunate to have found your channel quite a while ago and love to hear your story as in a twisted magical way we are all connected to each other and what you say may help so many, myself included.... Thank you

[@sparkmywedding-fotografoca2815]

Thank you for sharing this content! I Love it 😍

[@bellaluce7088]

I appreciate your self-insight and honesty so much! Sometimes the pattern recognition of repeated pain is what motivates us to seek help for things we didn't *know* were possible to change, or didn't have the tools for at the time. A fallow period isn't wasted when it becomes fertilizer for future growth! Kudos for this video & your transformation! 🌱🌿🌈🤩✈❤

[@dianegriffith3006]

Absolutely beautiful!! 👏👏👏 thank you so very much-it’s so good to know others with such depth and transparency as you have shown in this video. Personal growth is a constant. I’ve been on that road for almost 40 years. Keep doing what you’re doing but also have fun along the way too!

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you, and good work yourself! :)

[@caroleboudreau]

I love how vulnerable, insightful and raw you are-such a gift you have for sharing stories. I always look forward to your videos!

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you so much, Carole. :)

[@Mizmilla]

Tears in my eyes listening to this because Regret has paralyzed me at times. However, I just go on because I love life and my family and there is a chance to do better as long as I’m able.

[@inconnu4961]

Are you familiar with Mark Manson? He covers those issues in a fun, light-hearted way! God bless!

[@Mizmilla]

@@inconnu4961 Been checking his videos out since you recommended him… thanks a bunch.

[@bethcollier3789]

As I listened to your remarkable story, I tried to imagine the massive internal journey it took to create the forgiveness of each other and of ones-self for closure to the uncomfortable steps experienced. You are an extremely hard-working couple. who, both of you, deserve, the worlds admiration.

[@dbk3336]

Thank you for your truth and vulnerability. Your meaningful content inspires hope and faith to carry on. Great learnings and teachings. Great work!

[@cdula65]

Just so beautiful! It brought me to tears!

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Wow, thank you :)

[@donwilkinson6665]

I have been following your son for a few years .... That said what a awesome testimony and although the circumstances are different my experience in my own life and the timeline are identical to what i just watched !

[@jpsabbey]

What an incredible story!...I hope you're living well 👍

[@katandantonio]

Loved this video Josh, life is definitely a rollercoaster for all us. So glad you are in a better place now personally and with your family.

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you so much, Kat. :)

[@Catherine-xr6dr]

I discovered your channel fairly near the beginning and then made my way to Nathaniel's. Keep doing what you are doing. You are both master cinematographers and storytellers. I love your content.

[@traciethomas3234]

I absolutely love this video. You gave me pause to think about what am I bringing to the table in my marriage. How am I shutting down from all the stresses that are happening. What can I learn? How can I change? Wow. You are my favorite here on KZbin. Incredible. Thank you so very much.

[@MoonBeam0906]

Your honesty and vulnerability are inspiring. Thank you for sharing.

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you Maribeth :)

[@Thomassina1]

Great vid, so true about life's whispers..

[@pja9142]

Very honest and well said thank -you ✨

[@anjelikapernstich]

Hi! I'm 31 and I've just watched this beautiful video of yours ....and I don't know how to put my emotions into words. I deeply appreciate your honesty, for opening up in such a way, and for your incredible narration. Thank you.

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you so much right back 🙏❤️😊

[@charitylewis865]

This was brilliant…CHEERS TO MANY MORE WONDERFUL YEARS& TO NEW BEGINNINGS

[@agyos]

Another gem. Thank you for sharing a story, and realizations, that so many can relate to. Merci! ✨

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you so much :)

[@suecarey9127]

I absolutely love your video, your so honest and your openness about your life, keep them coming. Someone said to me once we are all teaches and students throughout our lives, we teach people what we have learnt and people can teach us things from the experiences, your never too old to learn

[@aprilican]

I get very emotional when I watch your videos. Thanks for sharing.

[@hypnotechno]

this is such a great video. A real treat and well produced

[@kalijuri]

thanks for your authenticity in this video. i just stumbled upon you in my algorithm. i must say, you chose the right soul to stand by you. others would have fled but she stood still. i'm 56 and at a point in life where i wonder what this is all about and what the heck am i doing in a body. onward.

[@elle1642]

What a wonderful and powerful video. Thank you for your generosity of Spirit, courage and authenticity.

[@lolamaria2255]

This is so important. Thank you for sharing your story in such an open and vulnerable way. I respect your openeness in your storytelling, and it is so important for people to feel like they are allowed to feel deeply and discover themselves without limitations and judgement. I feel like your video captured this very well. Thank you Josh!

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

And thank you right back! :)

[@Project_bananas]

This is so wonderful. The authenticity and candor of your writing were great and your story is so relatable to mine. Thanks for sharing.

[@v.dargain1678]

Same . Living your life can really wear your sense of purpose down . Glad he's still standing .

[@alexbenmore]

Thank you for sharing your journey

[@billdent1328]

Thank you from the bottom of my heart. This was the most honest, brave and beautiful video I have seen on KZbin or anywhere else. I'm grateful to you for the generosity of this gift, which inspires, teaches and consoles. Not a bad trifecta! Look after yourself!

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you 🙏❤️

[@tinacorsini]

Josh! Your superpower is your vulnerability and your ability to articulate all those complex feelings. If I had a tribe you and your wife would be welcome in it. You felt really low about yourself during a period of time and questioned your identity, but here you are lovable and intriguing . It's a lesson for all of us that have felt or will feel low about ourselves at different times in our lives, that we can still be worthy of love and admiration. Thank you

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you so much, Tina! 😁🙏❤️

[@alexpedregon3267]

From one 56 year-old to another, I thank you for your openness, honesty and courage.

[@Louisejames23]

Very insightful and inspiring for those of us who’ve made big changes and aren’t quite sure where this “new” life is going. Merci beaucoup ❤😊

[@elizabethfelton1973]

Wow! I love that you did the Forum. I'm a bit older than you (60) but I did est when I was 17 and even then it set me on my own path for life. It's really interesting because every time I meet someone who has done that program, there is always a resonance. Keep up the exploring!

[@Seer-cw9lu]

Thank you for sharing ❤

[@yvonnebirch6026]

I love the introspection ! 💕🌷

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you, Yvonne. :)

[@juliemarie7641]

Merci pour tant d'honnêteté, de sincérité et de partage sur votre chemin de vie. 🙏🏻

[@yvonnebirch6026]

I admire your honesty and your courage. I love Nathan’s channel . He learned a lot from you. 💕🌷

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

:)

[@annefortney6656]

I find your content very relatable. I’m an immigrant 3x over, 50, grown kids, married for 30 years. I enjoy your stories and they make me wonder if I could reorganize my life at this point as well. I watched the podcast with your son. Wow, lots of life lessons. Nothing in life is guaranteed. Your content is thought provoking and a little intense at times, surely reflective of your current evolution and the logistics you are working through. I would really love to see more about the pure pleasure of being in France. More food, ambiance, beautiful places, the joy it brings to you and your relationship. All the best. Rooting for you

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you. :) Will do. More of that coming in the future, though I do love exploring the tensions in life… :)

[@jillpalmer8692]

Ahhh, What a lovely and personal video. Thank you for sharing. All the best.

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thanks Jill! :)

[@arlenaholmes]

I love this! I love the way you told your story and how honest and candid you got. Thank you for trusting us to listen with understanding and an open mind. I can't wait to see the next video. What does Cecelia have to say? I just love you all's journey. I am learning so much. Cheers.

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

And thank you right back. :)

[@yvonnemartinez8023]

Hi Josh, I truly appreciate you sharing your personal stories. I understand walking our individual journeys and working on our internal landscapes - although the uncertainties life brings us. You and your wife are an inspiration. 😊 ¡Disfruta el viaje de tu vida!

[@cindy092582]

You and your son add so much value to the KZbin platform. Thank you. 🙂🙂

[@heidixxx2454]

I have just finished watching all 11 of your videos and have subscribed for your next one. They are beautiful for the foreign scenery and interesting for your honest experience. "Beneath The Surface" is a good descriptive name for the flavor of your narrative.

[@samkurz]

Wow, This was amazing! I can't wait for more of your videos!

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you!! ❤️🙏😁

[@saralevymusic]

thank you for this honest video

[@sumalx]

You learned to accept your age. But from there to loving it goes a huge step.

[@MamaCocaSF]

Thank you for the courage to share your personal story with us. Your honesty is very much appreciated 💖🙏🤗

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you, and thank you for watching. :)

[@MamaCocaSF]

The pleasure was mine. Watched all your videos 😉

[@v.dargain1678]

Thanks . I needed a reboot in my adulthood like this .

[@lisaa6099]

Nice voice. I like u shared the dark times thats where I am and I know there are better times ahead. I just have to ride this wave. You have grown and it shows

[@1thousandwattz]

Thank you so much for sharing this and bearing your soul - you're genuinity and willingness to be vuernable is both appreciated and admired. I truly wish you and you wife the time of your beautiful lives together. Your story absolutely shines a light in the dark and serves as inspiration.