How I reinvented myself in my 50s

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[@DerekBearzi]

Hey Josh, this video was an absolute masterpiece! I listened to the podcast as well, and I admire your vulnerability. Your videos are stories full of life lessons that provide an altering perspective on life. The old footage of your home was wild too! I can't believe you still have that footage. Amazing work as always my friend.

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Dude, so appreciate your kind comments. Thank you for your continued, amazing support. And of course, talk with you real soon. :)

[@magnoliakennel]

I second this comment. I'm at a loss for words. It was just gold. Your honesty and rawness is such a gift to humanity. We need more of this! Thank you.

[@Tripl3333]

I dont know you guys......but i admit, this extraordinary. Thank you for this Mr Josh. I am 46years old and having major issues and existential questions that are not easy for me to understand and solve. I will be watching your other videos.......and hope to find some meaning for me.

[@chelliemoggie7176]

Hello Mr. Josh and Ms. Cecilia. You are an inspiration. I am 42, but your outlook in life makes me look forward to what’s ahead as if our lives are just getting started and far from over- like society puts youth in a pedestal. Love from the U.S. More power to you and your advocacy.❤

[@yvonneerik2510]

thanks for sharing this video sir. I'm 52 and One thing I learnt in life is that no matter how little, no matter the age it's never too late to get started and having the mindset that every day of your life you're evolving. Life becomes unpleasurable when you add too much pressure. I started my path to reinventing myself a year ago, I’m now living healthier, confident, stronger, making 6 figures, having leisure to enjoy family &friends. I feel happier and living my life for myself . This is to encourage someone “you can start anytime to have a reset it’s worth it! I’m striving to continue growing cus it’s a journey 💗

[@gracedaniels6172]

Congratulations ma'am! Thanks for encouraging others with your story, I will love to get tips from you too

[@yvonneerik2510]

Change your mindset, read self-help books, expand knowledge, budget and don't spend on impulse, save, take your finances seriously, eat healthy, exercise your body, meditate; the list goes on... I hope it is useful to you.

[@marcosalvatore673]

How did you grow to 6 Figure ? I’m honestly trying to work on my personal finance this year.

[@yvonneerik2510]

I learnt to be frugal, minimal on spending, saving and paying myself first through Investing, made Plans, growing passive income, Read a lot of books on finance, followed my plan consistently.

[@andreblechynden4578]

Congratulations to you ma'am that's a big big win 💯

[@bronsky1410]

I've lived this life only solo. I completely agree with you. at 57 I hope to still find that match for the second half of life.

[@ruarifinn]

I am in my 70s. What I know for sure is this: we never stop evolving and learning; we learn most from our mistakes, so they cannot be failures; self awareness is a good thing but what matters most is what we contribute to others; events that rock us to our core are survivable if we are willing to adapt. Wishing you a happy journey to your 70s!

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

So well put. Thank you, my friend. :)

[@dr.gaosclassroom]

I totally agree with you. I just turned 60 and I find my new passion, poetry. I have been making videos on poetry and find a lot of joy in sharing my passion of poetry with the world!!

[@randomgardener3799]

That felt really authentic with a solid integrity. 66 was a vintage year.

[@suzyq8328]

I love and honor your humbleness and willing to share your story here with us

[@mbaxter22]

I'm 52 and feeling completely lost. This video really hits home, especially the roller coaster ride nature of life.. Thank you

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you and wishing you all the best. Keep searching, we are here to learn. 🙏😁

[@charlenehyle9700]

This video took courage. I thank you deeply.

[@thehypearound]

Best video yet! Thank you for sharing this with us. As a person in his early 60's who is planning to move to France in a year to be close to my family and grandchildren I appreciate the need to keep examining oneself and let go of the script sthat we write for ourselves that actually turn out to hold us back. Keep posting keep inspiring, keep living.

[@felipeborrero4020]

Good stuff. Painful yet joyous to watch. Good for you. Failure is not falling down. Failure is not getting up. Abrazos fuerte, companero!

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you Felipe :)

[@emmanuelbuu7068]

It's deeply moving to see a man working on his own obsession and revealing the soft light, the heart, the intution that lies beneath the personae. Welcome to your spiritual path. I am very touched by your honest and moving testimony.

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you so much 🙏

[@cumberlandquiltchic1]

Im so glad I clicked on your channel! I’ve subscribed. I lost my husband 10 years ago and it’s been quite the journey. Im wanting what’s next but don’t know what it is. God has been there, carrying me through this foggy period, I know that. Im ready for sunshine now. It’s been very exhausting. The downsizing and moving and trying to navigate life alone and things being so different in every way. Thanks for your encouraging videos.

[@dionline88]

I appreciate the honesty and the bravery it took to expose your soul like that. It's heartening to see you come out the other side stronger, wiser and more willing to continue to do the deep work on yourself and your relationships. You & Cecelia seem like the perfect couple - I can't imagine either of you with anyone else. I'm glad this worked out well for you both. God bless.

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you, Diane, so sweet of you! So appreciate your kind words and support. 🙏❤️

[@bellaluce7088]

10:03 “Initially, I was going to find something positive and insightful to say about those very difficult years, but then I realized there wasn’t anything. Sometimes we miss opportinities in life, it’s how it goes. Not every tunnel is traversed successfully to the other side where we come out transformed somehow.” This IS insightful! ; - )

[@LavenderHazelwood]

You're lucky to have found a partner who wants to grow too and who will support your own. In my experience that's not always a given.

[@foxdenham]

Thank you for sharing my friend. I'm in my 60's and only now am I really able to face 'what is'. I'm at the point that 'I know that I don't know' and even then, I'm not even sure of this. However, I an appear to be in surrender and gratitude seems to be at the forefront of my life. I continue to wait for whatever will be. I wish you and your family peace, love and continued meaning X

[@joao13soares]

Listened to that episode of Nathaniel's podcast a while ago. Now this. One thing you can certainly be proud of is how you were able to pass your storytelling talent and passion to Nathaniel. It's amazing to understand where his ease of putting thoughts into words comes from

[@bethcollier3789]

As I listened to your remarkable story, I tried to imagine the massive internal journey it took to create the forgiveness of each other and of ones-self for closure to the uncomfortable steps experienced. You are an extremely hard-working couple. who, both of you, deserve, the worlds admiration.

[@dr.gaosclassroom]

When I heard you say poetry, I feel I have to write a message to you. I admire you and your wife's courage to live the life you choose. Thank you so much for sharing this with the world!!

[@ebeyslough]

Thanks for being so vulnerable and share a part of what helped you grow.

[@fredyuldashev]

i've recognized myself in your video....patterns, behaviors, emotions and reactions. I'm in my 30's and going through the low - low's, but deep inside , i know this is part of my journey, and I will learn :) Shot out from Philly raised Uzbek :)

[@peaceandpoems]

Going thru some very tough times this year, and I appreciate this video as encouragement. Age 52 really stinks for me, but maybe 53 will be better. God bless you and Cecilia. Abrazos

[@mbaxter22]

Same here. 52 and also having a bad year. An especially bad year in a life with all too many bad years. I feel you.

[@anjelikapernstich]

Hi! I'm 31 and I've just watched this beautiful video of yours ....and I don't know how to put my emotions into words. I deeply appreciate your honesty, for opening up in such a way, and for your incredible narration. Thank you.

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you so much right back 🙏❤️😊

[@margaretrobert7355]

Great video! Personal failure is difficult to go through but probably the most important part of life for growth and learning.

[@isabellevega5732]

I'm not sure what it is about your narrative but I really enjoy it, maybe it's that in your videos you always sound real and raw, far from perfect and that's what makes it very interesting. Keep going, family award that you have and they are lucky to have you too.

[@4thegrandkidsIdonthave]

I watched this video 2 times, it spoke to the current state of my life and the transition I have decided to undertake in the journey of fully becoming who I'm meant to be. I had been asking myself a lot of questions today and then I came across this video and it brought so much clarity. Thank you for your vulnerability!

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you so much, and so glad to hear it! 🙏😁

[@alexabenson1798]

I am in my 50’s and also moved from CA to Oregon and considering a move to France…wow❤

[@clarissahallowell5436]

So grateful for your openness. I can relate I am in my 50’s and my husband and I went through a similar experience with our house. It woke both of us up which lead to unbelievable changes. So grateful for the hard stuff and the people that are brave enough to tell their stories. 🙏🙌

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you Clarissa. Here’s to change! 😁

[@Ana-Maria-Sierra]

It’s admirable how open you’ve been here and in your son’s video.

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you Ana :)

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you Ana :)

[@GarethRussellUK]

There’s something so powerful about seeing someone so fully expressed and so in touch with their essence. Thank you for sharing so openly. It was a joy to watch.

[@v.dargain1678]

He is so in touch with himself and his place in the world . Cool . Kudos to his therapist .

[@tinacorsini]

Josh! Your superpower is your vulnerability and your ability to articulate all those complex feelings. If I had a tribe you and your wife would be welcome in it. You felt really low about yourself during a period of time and questioned your identity, but here you are lovable and intriguing . It's a lesson for all of us that have felt or will feel low about ourselves at different times in our lives, that we can still be worthy of love and admiration. Thank you

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you so much, Tina! 😁🙏❤️

[@therippleeffect1983]

Strong and beautiful of you to share your story like this ❤🙏

[@thefilipinojoe]

Great writing and honesty. Very inspiring to me as a fellow creative and writer. ❤

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you :)

[@MyVietnamDiary]

Thank you so much for sharing your wisdom, thoughts and life experiences.

[@innerauthority]

Your thoughts resonate powerfully with me, I turned thirty recently and have had very similar insights into the events of the past few years and the necessary changes that followed them. Thank you for inspiring me by sharing your vulnerability. It's not easy, but it helps a lot. ❤

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you so much. 🙏 Wishing you all the best.

[@ChineseBuddy]

Always enjoy hearing your thoughts and getting to view a bit of your life there. You have a beautiful vision, thanks for allowing us to dream along with you. As the weeks roll on, I eagerly wait your next video. Thanks! :-)

[@billdent1328]

Thank you from the bottom of my heart. This was the most honest, brave and beautiful video I have seen on KZbin or anywhere else. I'm grateful to you for the generosity of this gift, which inspires, teaches and consoles. Not a bad trifecta! Look after yourself!

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you 🙏❤️

[@annefortney6656]

I find your content very relatable. I’m an immigrant 3x over, 50, grown kids, married for 30 years. I enjoy your stories and they make me wonder if I could reorganize my life at this point as well. I watched the podcast with your son. Wow, lots of life lessons. Nothing in life is guaranteed. Your content is thought provoking and a little intense at times, surely reflective of your current evolution and the logistics you are working through. I would really love to see more about the pure pleasure of being in France. More food, ambiance, beautiful places, the joy it brings to you and your relationship. All the best. Rooting for you

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you. :) Will do. More of that coming in the future, though I do love exploring the tensions in life… :)

[@Mizmilla]

Tears in my eyes listening to this because Regret has paralyzed me at times. However, I just go on because I love life and my family and there is a chance to do better as long as I’m able.

[@inconnu4961]

Are you familiar with Mark Manson? He covers those issues in a fun, light-hearted way! God bless!

[@Mizmilla]

@@inconnu4961 Been checking his videos out since you recommended him… thanks a bunch.

[@kalijuri]

thanks for your authenticity in this video. i just stumbled upon you in my algorithm. i must say, you chose the right soul to stand by you. others would have fled but she stood still. i'm 56 and at a point in life where i wonder what this is all about and what the heck am i doing in a body. onward.

[@charitylewis865]

This was brilliant…CHEERS TO MANY MORE WONDERFUL YEARS& TO NEW BEGINNINGS

[@AW_7_7_7]

Thanks Josh, I appreciate your authenticity & I admire your eloquence! Props to you for providing folks like me a view into the life of another human being, & letting us know there are so many of us on this same journey. Love your son’s YT channel too; I think he got his sensitivity from you 😊

[@lisaa6099]

Nice voice. I like u shared the dark times thats where I am and I know there are better times ahead. I just have to ride this wave. You have grown and it shows

[@dougscott188]

Great video. I had a friend who remodeled a house like you guys did and it destroyed her relationship with her husband. Congrats on sticking with it.

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you. Very sad to hear stories like that. :(

[@yvonnebirch6026]

I admire your honesty and your courage. I love Nathan’s channel . He learned a lot from you. 💕🌷

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

:)

[@DelnoraandWes]

They just keep getting better. Love your videos. Love how you don't post just to post (garbage) but really create insightful works of art. I'm staying tuned for whatever comes next. Truly admire your vulnerability and also talent as a film-maker.

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Wow, thank you so much. 😁🙏❤️

[@teetertotter5787]

Cecelia really is an MVP. She's amazing.

[@sydneykasmar]

Your honest understanding of the experience is to our benefit. Thank you.

[@caroleboudreau]

I love how vulnerable, insightful and raw you are-such a gift you have for sharing stories. I always look forward to your videos!

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you so much, Carole. :)

[@lolamaria2255]

This is so important. Thank you for sharing your story in such an open and vulnerable way. I respect your openeness in your storytelling, and it is so important for people to feel like they are allowed to feel deeply and discover themselves without limitations and judgement. I feel like your video captured this very well. Thank you Josh!

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

And thank you right back! :)

[@paulajf4205]

Lovely, honest and inspiring video. As someone over 50, I especially can relate and appreciate. Looking forward to more videos like this AND about getting settled in France and with a new life.

[@bellaluce7088]

I appreciate your self-insight and honesty so much! Sometimes the pattern recognition of repeated pain is what motivates us to seek help for things we didn't *know* were possible to change, or didn't have the tools for at the time. A fallow period isn't wasted when it becomes fertilizer for future growth! Kudos for this video & your transformation! 🌱🌿🌈🤩✈❤

[@soumiaaliliche7736]

This is a sign for me to appreciate my 20s. An interesting point of view i still didn't finish the video thank you ❤️

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Absolutely. Thank you for watching. :)

[@suecarey9127]

I absolutely love your video, your so honest and your openness about your life, keep them coming. Someone said to me once we are all teaches and students throughout our lives, we teach people what we have learnt and people can teach us things from the experiences, your never too old to learn

[@hodaradwan8366]

Such an educator in life and change , so honest and raw love u guys

[@debmurray2734]

I admire your vulnerability and courage to tell your story (at least part of it) so openly. I am on a journey to know myself and remain unafraid of the ugly parts that do not live up to the person I thought I was and would be proud of. You are leaps and bounds ahead of me, inspiring me to keep going.

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

We are each on our own path, Deb. Good on you to do the hard work! :)

[@LoriLWorden]

beautiful, thank you for the reminder that life is hard and that relating to people takes work

[@lechodecaro-caroline1969]

An inspiring video. Life is giving us some many opportunities to grow and it goes through phases of resistances and suffering. I love this quote from A. H. Almas that Gabor Maté refers to often "the part of you that loves you more than anything else has created roadbloacks to lead you to yourself"

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you 🙏

[@tommyalexander9159]

I'm 55, re-created my life at 45. Understanding evolution & creation karmic lessons, studying the laws of the universe. The law of equivalent exchange, cause & effect and even reincarnation etc.. Thank you for the post

[@arlenaholmes]

I love this! I love the way you told your story and how honest and candid you got. Thank you for trusting us to listen with understanding and an open mind. I can't wait to see the next video. What does Cecelia have to say? I just love you all's journey. I am learning so much. Cheers.

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

And thank you right back. :)

[@hivolco151]

Thank you so much for sharing! Your family is amazing... Beautiful wife

[@clarkindee]

Real stuff! Thank you for your openness....def one of the things I love about your channel.

[@simplysoothesounds]

I absolutely love this video! Thank you for sharing your life with us.

[@katandantonio]

Loved this video Josh, life is definitely a rollercoaster for all us. So glad you are in a better place now personally and with your family.

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you so much, Kat. :)

[@GlendaSiagian]

Amazing story. Thank you for sharing with me, truly enjoyed every moment of it 🙏🏼😌

[@Pr0vokativ]

Came to this through Nathan's channel and been watching since you started it with I think documenting your Iceland trip together. I think it is incredible you are all sharing what you are sharing as individuals and a family unit and very much needed especially in showing alternative paths but also the reality of the journey in walking them and following your passions. As someone far away from my family, literally across the world, its great to see how bonded you are and that usually comes through enduring and moving through levels of adversity which I can relate to myself. Thank you for sharing yourself in such a candid but creative way. I also deeply felt for you when you lost your bag on the train with passport, as I had it with finding out that I had overstayed a visa when going to check into a hotel outside Shanghai, and it really was the support from my loved ones and a lot of deep self talk that pulled me back from the brink that time as in my own history I certainly went well beyond that at one point. Anywhere, looking forward to watching much more and wish you all the best in getting settled into you new lives in Europe and finding a place conducive to who you have all grown into.

[@linpin9343]

Yes, we as parents in our 50s can so relate ❤

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

:)

[@claravonessen5673]

What a beautiful video. Deep, full of feelings we can relate to. Thank you Josh, for sharing and helping others to start to live life at it's fullest.

[@tyeshaglam8907]

This video is everything. Your transparency and rawness is admirable and helps us all look into our own back stories while also reimagining our paths forward. Thank you.

[@donwilkinson6665]

I have been following your son for a few years .... That said what a awesome testimony and although the circumstances are different my experience in my own life and the timeline are identical to what i just watched !

[@dianeschmiane]

Wow, that was so well done, absolutely phenomenal idea and execution. Thanks for the inspiration, totally subscribed!

[@sunnisukumar]

Amazing to hear your story, sir. Thank you for being so open to share your struggles and your growth. Kudos to your success, in all the ways that matter to you.

[@isabt4]

Thank you for that! I found it helpful and motivating, and I am sure there are tons of us out there who resonated . You're a great family, hugs and kisses to all

[@Lisette777]

That was a lot. All I have to say is, *respect*. Firstly to Cecelia, and then, to you. 💖

[@leebeedav]

I love your son's work so much but as I, too, am above 50, yours came at the perfect time for me today- the 7 year anniversary of the day I found out I was getting divorced. Thanks for sharing!

[@clairebedard3948]

I love your raw authenticity, your mind, your heart-- yours and your wife's. You're a beautiful person, taking the road less traveled. Please post more often, you have your audience here. Your wife also. Blessings to you. Oh.. and. you're a damn good narrator of your own life. That's a rare skill.

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you so much! Lovely comment. :)

[@pja9142]

Very honest and well said thank -you ✨

[@gabrielleparis3532]

Absolutely the most profound video I've seen on KZbin. Thank you 🙏🙏🙏

[@wondergupta]

Thank you so much for keeping it real, so much wisdom in this - we need to hear stories like this to understand that life is a process and we are always evolving.

[@cdula65]

Just so beautiful! It brought me to tears!

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Wow, thank you :)

[@Karen.c.h]

So glad you’re evolving into your best self. I came looking for a we found our home video, but got this gift instead. Thanks for sharing.

[@BigBandelero]

I’m not even halfway through this video, and it’s already hitting me on several levels. I really needed this, and I hope there’s more. More importantly, I can adjust the actions I’m already taking, and even take new ones. Thanks so much for this.

[@earthrooster1969]

Am fortunate to have found your channel quite a while ago and love to hear your story as in a twisted magical way we are all connected to each other and what you say may help so many, myself included.... Thank you

[@agyos]

Another gem. Thank you for sharing a story, and realizations, that so many can relate to. Merci! ✨

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you so much :)

[@cxplorerv3]

Thank you for sharing.👏🏿👏🏿👏🏿👏🏿👏🏿👏🏿👏🏿

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

😁

[@ritagordon9859]

I so needed to watch this today. I’m at that point where my ego is getting a massive whipping at the moment and cracking open deeper. Exhausted. Thank you for giving me hope with this video 😊

[@Catherine-xr6dr]

I discovered your channel fairly near the beginning and then made my way to Nathaniel's. Keep doing what you are doing. You are both master cinematographers and storytellers. I love your content.

[@alexpedregon3267]

From one 56 year-old to another, I thank you for your openness, honesty and courage.

[@dianegriffith3006]

Absolutely beautiful!! 👏👏👏 thank you so very much-it’s so good to know others with such depth and transparency as you have shown in this video. Personal growth is a constant. I’ve been on that road for almost 40 years. Keep doing what you’re doing but also have fun along the way too!

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you, and good work yourself! :)

[@Teenabeena4]

Thank you for your very thoughtful videos. You and your wife are some of our true influencers. You two are very inspiring.

[@mingmong007]

Well done - both this video and you!

[@jpsabbey]

What an incredible story!...I hope you're living well 👍

[@trangsmith1038]

Great video. Thank you for sharing your vulnerability and candor. I hope you continue to share more of your lives. It is very inspiring.

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Planning on it. :) Thank you!

[@MoonBeam0906]

Your honesty and vulnerability are inspiring. Thank you for sharing.

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you Maribeth :)

[@Project_bananas]

This is so wonderful. The authenticity and candor of your writing were great and your story is so relatable to mine. Thanks for sharing.

[@v.dargain1678]

Same . Living your life can really wear your sense of purpose down . Glad he's still standing .

[@soozzi]

Brilliantly told! Similar journey starting in the 1970s. Left everything I knew in 1999 to live elsewhere. Still learning and growing and I’m 70 this year! What a trip with massive ups and downs that I’m endlessly grateful for. ❤️

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

:)

[@mbaxter22]

That's beautiful. I hope I feel the same in my 70's.

[@soozzi]

@@mbaxter22 you will if you follow your heart. It’s never about the money.

[@lizcoleman5229]

Wow! How inspiring! Thank you for sharing your journey in life. Wonderful videography!

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you, Liz! :)

[@traciethomas3234]

I absolutely love this video. You gave me pause to think about what am I bringing to the table in my marriage. How am I shutting down from all the stresses that are happening. What can I learn? How can I change? Wow. You are my favorite here on KZbin. Incredible. Thank you so very much.

[@cjhenderson6540]

I admire your wife who had the strength to handle all of that as well! What a strong woman!!! I find it very courageous to open up about all the struggles you went through in life and cudos to seeking help from outside. What a journey......thanks for sharing. Wishing both of you ALL the BEST 😊

[@BeneaththeSurfaceYT]

Thank you :)

[@yuukihoffner8433]

HE is not the interesting one in this couple, it's his wife Cecilia. SHE has endured this individual with multiple ego problems for a very long time. Even in this video he is full of self pity. Reconstructing a home or running out of money are not the biggest problems one can encounter in life, finding yourself having an incurable disease or losing a child is. What about people who have to flee their country because of political prosecution or dangerous natural catastrophes? Contrary to what he proclaims his ego has not diminished at all, he still thinks that he is so special. Besides mentioning his wife and kids shortly he never talks about seeing or helping others. No!

[@robindorrell9347]

You're an inspiration, dear Josh!