how im feeling now that im back in canada

[@charminsavage2512]

Please, never feel guilty about not vlogging a "fun day"... you deserve days without a camera in your hand, not worrying about shots and angles, and just enjoying where the day takes you. Your mom and Brady had me laughing so hard, they are too cute. I'm so happy that going home is helping you find your center again.

[@krisb6001]

Your parents house is a DREAM. Also I love that you’re able to be back with your family .

[@ellehints]

Tara, I truly think you weren’t yourself while you were in LA. Just in the couple of minutes we see you on the vlogs you can see such a huge difference in you. Now you seem happy, you seem relaxed, you seem loved, you seem in peace. I am so so so happy for you and happy to see your relationship with your family (which is amazing!) Thank you for letting us be a part of this moment in life you are living. 🤍

[@ashleycurry5501]

Although Tara hasn’t specified how long she will be staying in Canada I think it would be really good for her to stay through the holidays!! With thanksgiving and christmas coming up in the next few months I think she should stay!! I would hate to see her get sad again around the Holidays for not being with her family! ❤️

[@learnvietnameseenglishwith854]

Your parents’ home is ABSOLUTELY STUNNING! 😍😍😍😍

[@hockeyheart7]

Honestly there’s no better feeling than getting to spend this time with family, it’s just so comforting when you have a close relationship with them and makes you feel so warm, safe, and loved. I’m glad you got to go home ❤️

[@Philisummer97]

I don’t live alone, I live with my husband but even for me I relate to what you’re saying so much, it’s very difficult when you’re so used to being around people constantly, to then being stuck in your own home not getting that same interaction. It’s VERY tough. I’m happy for you, I can see you getting back to being happy and excited about the day and it gives me hope!

[@JennaStyle]

Can you do a tour of your parents house it’s goals love!

[@emilyhewitt4055]

I love how taras dad just tells fun facts 😂

[@ExtraJill]

best best best best friend foreverrrrrrr!!!!!! SO happy for you that you're feeling better!

[@cupcake5309]

Why did you and tara not move in together temporarily during lockdown?

[@misstaylahmareexx9080]

Jill moved in with her boyfriend temporarily for lockdown 😊 plus she has an adorable cat that Tara is allergic to, I’d say she would need to have a antihistamine cocktail every single day haha

[@JaydaAllianic]

I’m seriously sooo happy for Tara. Although she’s done such an amazing job of staying busy & growing her platform during quarantine, I could definitely see she was having a hard time being away from family & I can already see such a big difference in her mood since being back home with her fam! You’re thriving out there in Canada Tara!!! sooo happy for you!

[@Kelky2]

Thank you for always being open and honest with us. Being so raw with your subscribers is hard. We appreciate it. We appreciate you.

[@catherine4286]

I would never go back here to LA if I had parents with a home like that 😂😂😂

[@SoniaVee17]

The hide and seek was so wholesome 🥺💗😭

[@emilyfor4453]

the bond you have with your parents is so beautiful 🥺

[@Loudtreehill]

Love how your dad be dropping knowledge, the ultimate dad move.

[@HaleyxAlexandra]

You just seem so much more mentally here, like your vibe is just more calm and i’m just so happy for you. you deserve the world and seeing you happy after seeing you down for a few months, makes me so happy :)

[@itsarah]

Who else thinks Tara is STUNNING?!? She inspires me to make my own vids🥰

[@BellaJadeTrodova]

I can imagine how you feel. My dad died Monday and this Monday I go to his funeral, virtual..on Facebook. I feel like I never thought it would end like this. I thought I would see him, but he was too sick from congestive heart failure and declined quickly. Covid has messed up all our lives. I was scared to travel from the east coast to Chicago and my sister in LA was too scared too. We live once, enjoy each day, make it special, life is precious and in the end all we have is the love we show others. I’m glad you’re with you’re family. Certainly if anyone gets it Tara I do. ❤️

[@ellehints]

I am loving soooo much these Toronto vlogs!! I could watch them all day every day even if they were all all all at home. The energy, the content, the food, your mom’s love, your dad’s convos.. you, your family and of courseeee... Bradyyyy!! That’s all we need!! 🤍🤍

[@caitlinmates3993]

I live in Canada and you’ve made me realize how blessed I am to be here and so close to family ♥️ thank you and loveee you. I look forward to your videos!!! My all time favourite youtuber xoxo

[@annam1349]

i wish i lived there.....

[@lovelaughdance98]

As someone from the burning hell hole that is America (literally), pls enjoy that u are Canadian :)

[@reailia]

I’m in Canada also. Definitely thankful to be a 10 minute drive from my mom. I can’t imagine going though all this without family (well, we did have 9 weeks that we couldn’t see one another because of the rules)

[@sakeynarahm3872]

My family and I love Canada so much that can't be put into words. And we are planning on moving there but idk I'm also kind of scared because what if people see us different because we are from another country ?🥺🥺 But honestly so far I've heard canadians are so kind and welcoming. I just wish the best for all canadians because that's literally one best country

[@yaniriramos8534]

It's so weird seeing your intro and then not seeing you in your home saying hi doing your coffee omg !!:)

[@fatimaalkhanji1250]

OMG RIGHT

[@stormskies3861]

A move back to Canada would be sooo good for soo many reasons! I for one would love to see Canadian vlogs, it’s just different to all the other KZbinrs that live in LA, it’d be fresh, unique ❤️💚🧡

[@nat-a-lie2673]

You seem so happy to be back in Canada with your family. You seem and look so much better mentally. When the inside feels good it shows on the outside! And you’re beaming!!

[@royaldiggy]

“The auto pilote with no end” phrase you said was extremely relatable. I’m glad you got this chance!! It is really nice to see you feeling better

[@alexiadozier33]

I’m a simple girl, Tara uploads. I click. No matter what I’m doing.

[@taramichellevlogz]

ahahahahah ily

[@SamanthaNicoleee]

lol same!!!!!

[@alexiadozier33]

Tara Michelle Vlogs love ya too 🤍✨

[@abbyrobinson2217]

I’m literally sitting in class

[@crueltyfreecruella]

I completely understand the issues and struggles of being alone, for the last 5years I’ve been chronically ill and unable to see any people pretty much most of the time, spend all day alone, and only seeing people/going out once every couple weeks/months so I am 100% with you on losing who you are when you’re just alone all the time. You seem to be so much happier with your family again and in touch with humanity❤️

[@isabelcourtney5972]

I live in a house with 3 other people and a dog and I still feel lonely and extremely repetitive, so I can only imagine how bad you felt living alone, I'm so happy that you went home and are able to be not alone anymore

[@TheKimmyC]

Having a dog around is so healing as well 💜 it's always my fave part about visiting my parents ☺️ Tara's been rlly motivating me to plan my trip from BC to MTL for the holidays to see my family this year 💕🥰

[@MollyBrooks]

this is such a weird time for us all! We can all relate some way or another to the isolation and thank you for speaking on it. It's so nice to see you doing so much better💜

[@IliaOmer]

i was busy lately and i didnt have time to watch this vlog and your latest one. man, i did watch jill's vlog too. i started crying then, and i started crying now, even though i cant relate cause i live with my family and im so grateful for that. im so sorry that you had to go through it alone, and im so so so so, so so happy that you reunited with your family! i truly am happy for you.

[@keepcalmsavehyrule]

It makes sense that the days you don’t vlog, you end up having more fun, because you’re more in the moment instead of focusing on vlogging. I am so glad to hear you are feeling more whole & I appreciate you talking about living alone during the pandemic. Much love! 💖

[@addy3239]

This might sound ridiculous but I feel like you and Jill should be roommates here in Toronto 🥂

[@yesicoon4046]

But she has a boyfriend 😕

[@88ashjen]

It is ridiculous. Jill has a whole relationship also.

[@ThyroidlessLex]

Ashli J he’s Canadian!

[@Ynessy]

Jill can’t even travel to Canada right now as the borders are still closed

[@RandomSwagger94]

@Adelaide Lehman it may sound ridiculous, but I think it'd be awesome.

[@meesa8468]

I remember commenting to you one day that as a mama, you should listen to the Mama's and book a flight home for when the bathroom reno was done. I went on and on (my bad) with my rationale for the timing, cases in Canada vs U.S., school beginning and winter setting in here in Canada which brings so many unknowns. I really felt you needed to get home before any possible worse situation created by winter months etc. I was so deeply concerned about your mental health if you didnt find your way home for a while to your people. I am so happy to see you back in Toronto and finding your way back to yourself. Lots of support from me here in Sudbury. Welcome home Tara, for however long you are back with us.

[@cassiecumberland]

Tara I can relate to you on SO many levels! I am so happy to watch your videos as it helps me not feel so alone in how I’m feeling or what I’m going through. Love the pup! And family content. I wish you all the happiness and joy!

[@CreativeJewelsAdventures]

I’m glad your happy at home I’m sorry for jill it’s crazy seeing you guys like this 😢

[@riyapatel6541]

home is the people and not the place🤍 glad you’re doing much better, beyond happy for you Tara!

[@kathrynt5899]

I have A Lot of Respect for you sticking it out so long by yourself in L.A. You stayed busy, made your house beautiful, had like a million projects going...Amazing! But I think this whole pandemic thing has really brought us all to a renewed realization of what's Really Important in this life. ❤

[@danielaguzman8826]

I love the Canada version of you! Definitely a lot more happy and lively, family and loved ones are so important and make all the difference when we’re going through these rough times. Do what’s best for you❤️

[@doracarmenlombardozzi3851]

Love how real and raw you are as person. Thank you for sharing with everyone and being so vulnerable a lot of people can relate to how you are feeling and you are definitely helping them by sharing. ❤️

[@meganandkirstenvlogs1347]

Can someone please tell me how Tara doesn’t have 10 million subscribers on this channel yet!? She is so genuine!! Tara, thank you for making my days brighter!💙

[@BFFfranne]

Taraa, you’re too kind! I appreciate sooo much how you wanted to share the perfect day you had that you didn’t get to vlog, but im so happy that you were able to have it and enjoy it in private, and just basically take it all in without having to work. 🥺♥️ we love you soo muchh

[@MsJeanneMarie]

Aaaaw it’s really beautiful to see you healing with your family. You guys are lovely together. I feel incredibly lucky to be quarantining with my family!

[@amandagonzalez2862]

The hide & seek was by far the best part of this vlog. 😂🥰 So happy to see you feeling more like yourself again. Family really makes everything better. ❤️

[@WendyFillmore]

I love that lighting in your parents home gym 😍

[@janprudente6429]

The only thing that excites me the past few months are these videos. We love you T! So happy you're back home with your family

[@slavkatv]

This reminds me of time when I go home to my family. We live on different continents and see each other once a year and that week I get to spend with them is always so intense. Sooo much to do, the days are just packed , like they want me to do everything from the whole year in a matter of days, but I love every second of it 🥰

[@fnkimmie]

social interaction is something we take for granted...even the introverts 🙁

[@kristenleblond5047]

I watched Jill's video and I literally started to cry too. I told her go home for a month, reset and go back to Cali. It is so much better on the East Coast right now. You, look and sound amazing!!!

[@monicagutierrez1526]

home is where the heart is and it seems like your heart is there in canada ❤️ i can feel the different energy, so happy to see you happy!

[@ABlendedLife]

This just puts a smile on my face seeing the happiness in you even just the way you light up with Brady is just so adorable!

[@jillclements59]

I am so, so happy for you!!!! I personally would never want to leave your parents' house, because they have it all there!!! I know that you needed your family and that you listened and went to visit. Don't worry about your future plans, just enjoy where you are now. Live your best life!!!

[@melg9793]

Tara I’ve only started watching you during this pandemic. I wanted to tell you that I feel your pain with the family situation and I’m so happy that your back with your family. Your mental health is so important take care

[@adacc9613]

I love the relationship you have with your parents! Happy for you!

[@sofia-xi1ks]

Brady and your Mom playing hide and seek made me so happy! She's so cute!

[@nashalyvelez]

This pandemic really hit home to a lot of people. I use to live in Ny with just my sister and her kids and then months after we moved to Florida with our mother but now I’m currently in Puerto Rico because I cannot seem to find myself and I’m trying my hardest to get through this. Tara you seem so happy being home 💓

[@goaway7272]

I was alone too and its not even that you might feel lonely more like isolation and don't belong to anything more than just yourself. Everyone else had a partner, parents, kids, room mates etc. I might as well have been stranded on an island. I could see you go through it too over the last few months so it's brilliant to see you home with your family and part of something more again. Xx

[@athenanagel8335]

I’m so invested in your channel hahaha seeing you GLOWING is truly wonderful. I’m so happy you’re so close with your family and how much happiness they are bringing you! You are such a sweet person and it’s totally okay that you’re feeling a bit lost! We all are, and with time you will find yourself again! 🥰♥️ love you!

[@curlytoezz]

Quarantine literally was such a way to self reflect and find who you really are ..

[@jelisawiltse4198]

Tara, when you go home you GLOW. You are entertaining and seemed positive and upbeat in LA, but you are GLOWING when you are home with your family. I'm so happy for you!

[@razzzyjazzzy4437]

ugh, im so happy for youuuu!!! family really is everything and that is def something i have learned this year during this pandemic.. but glad you're feeling better!! love you tara

[@karolynkakekagumick1759]

I know exactly what you mean! Been around my family for the past week after not being with them since last year. That’s all I needed! ❤️❤️

[@kelsaroo7]

I’m so happy you went home, you are so much happier and I’m so glad for you!

[@juliew.5418]

Ok so your mom and Brady playing hide and seek has seriously got to be the highlight of my night! As if that weren’t enough her excitement when she’s found is THE CUTEST thing everrrrrrrrrr!!!

[@kellymackinnon8790]

Tara, I too am Canadian, I live about 5 hours away from my family at the opposite end of our province, so while I’m not in another country, I understand how you feel. I’ve wanted to move home for so long. But today I came home for a weekend, and it is already so great being with family again! So I understand what you’re going through girl. It’s so lonely not being near your family, an the pandemic makes it worse.

[@erinsmith7058]

Be happy and enjoy your friends and family!! Keep in touch and let them know you care. Doesn´t matter if your single or a couple we all been having a hard time with this also. I had a death in the family. So always knew that there are ppl who care!

[@martumersu7938]

Been following for a few years and I am so glad you are home with family! All my best wishes for you Tara! I would love to see you talk about differences you noticed between living in LA and staying in Canada (prices, traditions, social life and overall differences)

[@SabrinaLod]

I’m so happy for you Tara !! When you were talking about being alone during quarantine I started to cry :(

[@victoriasyverson7490]

I'm so happy you're feeling better! You gotta do what you gotta do when it comes to your happiness!

[@lisazhu9960]

ALSO that home gym set up is EVERYTHING!!! What a perfect house to quarantine in 😍😭

[@jillwilson5087]

Your Mom is such a loving beautiful woman, the love is evident. Glad you're home!

[@SamElle]

YESSSS so excited for all the canada vlogs to come! No matter where you are, your videos always make me happy!!

[@victoriaboutilier1809]

Im so happy for you Tara!!! You look so much happier and your parents look so happy to have you home with them

[@sunshinerainbows4627]

There's no place like a happy, safe place with the simple comforts of loved ones and someone to cook for you. Little puppy love goes a long way too! I grew up in America and it has changed. You should take your time relaxing if you can. Enjoy your family!

[@BreaMichelle3]

That fluffy little bootie going down the stairs 🥺💞 the puppy is soooo cute

[@heatherkrisdyanto3442]

I understand how you were feeling.. I live alone and my family is in another country and there are many days I feel the sadness you were feeling So happy to see you home with your family hugs for you x

[@robinnicole4897]

I'm glad you were able to go home and be with your family. I live by myself and have been quarantined since late February (aside from work and curbside grocery pick-up I don't go anywhere). And it is SO hard to not have any face-to-face human contact outside of my stressful job as an EMT working on the literal frontlines of the pandemic.

[@simply_iris7338]

I'm so glad to see your happiness!! I've been working from my home in GA since March 17th. I'm 61 and married, but not happily, and my sons live in FL. My mother passed away in NC on July 1st, and I hadn't gotten to see her (she was 85) since February, with the exception of getting into the hospital the day before she passed. I stayed at my sister's for 2 extra weeks, because I just couldn't face coming home and sitting here working from 7:00 am to 5:30 pm, day in/day out!

[@Mapoflife]

Wouldnt it be nice to be able to have Jill come stay with you and your fam for a while. I know it’s probably not possible but I could see you girls having a complete blast!

[@taramichellevlogz]

Trust me, I WISHHHH!!

[@jenissabecker5616]

Your videos keep me going as I go through this pandemic alone, you’re by far the most inspiring KZbinr I follow and also my fav💓

[@Shelbatoast12]

omg yes! Tara is the best! Sending you positive vibes during this time.

[@crystalcal9466]

Love seeing tara so happy and with her family ♡

[@ashleypowell2033]

I started watching you during quarantine so I hadn’t really seen your true personality. You are so adorable and happy 🥺

[@MsDasie-ly8ns]

Tara you made the right decision going back home 🏡. I feel for you. I really do. No ONE should be alone during this hectic time and with the conditions of California surely doesn't help. You are blessed to be able to go back to a loving ❤️home. You are definitely happier. You should really consider getting a 🐕. Especially since you work from home. It would be ideal. It might help knowing someone like a pet, needing you, loving you, giving you some incentive in return. All I know is that you're happy😊. That makes me happy😁. Thank🙏 you for vlogging.

[@jor6089]

So happy to see you around your family! Sending you good vibes always 🌼

[@jessicagoff2991]

Wow, thanks for your perspective. People who share online really don’t know the power of how seeing real emotions helps. I’m glad you have your family. You’re beyond blessed. For those who don’t, hang in there.😘

[@gailgorenflo3501]

I’m less than 2 hrs away outside of Buffalo. Our evenings have been pretty chilly. Fall is definitely in the air but I’m so ready for it. Perfect hot tub weather. I love our change of seasons in the Northeast. This pandemic just sucks. It can sap the life out of you if you let it. Have a great visit with your family!

[@taylormademadness]

You have the best family and the most adorable dog. It’s easy to see why you are so happy. Love watching these videos

[@pinksunni123]

I'm moving home after 4 years in Seattle in about a month and these vlogs are making me so excited to get back there. I would like to see data on just how many people moved back to their hometowns after living far away this year. So many of my friends here have also moved back, it's insane! I guess after all the craziness we're all just craving a bit of comfort.

[@RachelJ1]

Your dog reminds me so much of mine. So adorable!! Glad you are having a blast with family. Family is so important especially during this time!

[@RandomSwagger94]

You look so much happier and i am one of probably the few who's hoping you move back to Canada.

[@aisisbaughman5117]

I'm so happy for you I can tell the difference in your spirits and I know exactly how that feels. I'm so glad your in the environment you need to be in for you ❤️.

[@tiffanypollock6582]

Loved this vlog. Like you mentioned, you do look more happy in Canada and I’m so glad your thriving there! I hope you decide to stay! Would love to see the Canada life! 🥰

[@djinna16]

Honestly, I'm so happy that you're back home i can't even describe my happiness.. Toronto just makes u glowiiiiiing, and I'm sooooo here for it... 🥺🥰🥰

[@gatesrioux9536]

Honestly I love the Toronto vlogs so much more. You just seems lighter and happier in them ❤️

[@emmacaisse7097]

Even if tiktok gets banned, I don’t even care because I found your amazing channel(s) and you’ve made me feel not alone during quarantine & this pandemic! Thank you Tara, I love seeing you so happy ❤️

[@emmacaisse7097]

Meaning, if it gets banned idc cuz it led me to this channel! ❤️❤️

[@jackieestevez7406]

Omg yr mom n Bradi r so freaking awesome!! Have a great weekend!! Yes very difficult times FAMILY IS EVERYTHING!! BE SAFE!!

[@shivbob1]

Sometimes you just have to run away to find yourself/tix yourself...and the best place to run to is family! So happy to see you enjoying your time in quarantine with the 'rents 😍🥰

[@sakeynarahm3872]

Canada is your happy place!!

[@lindsaytheexplorer7516]

Jill is so lucky to have a friend like you! So happy you’re feeling more yourself. I’ve been living alone during quarantine and it’s so difficult. Luckily, my family is close and I’ve been able to see them.

[@anneskies]

I live alone also, I live in Melbourne Australia currently in a severe lockdown. I have found going for a one hour walk everyday helps a lot. Spending all day everyday inside alone is very hard. Add it to your routine and you will find it helps your mood a lot 🙂