It felt like a weight lifted off of my shoulders when you said your mental health is doing better. I know sometimes it can go up and down so don't feel bad if it does go down again but right now, it's so good to see that you're feeling better. I've been around for many years and I'm so proud of you. You are such an amazing person. You are such a fighter. I don't know if you realize how strong your will power truly is. It's a difficult thing to find yourself again from a place where you were. You've come so far. You truly are an inspiration. You have such a beautiful personality, even if you think you're really bad in front of the camera, I absolutely adore those moments because you make it into something silly or it just shows your fun personality. I just adore your personality and I know I can speak for all of us when I say that we love you and we wish nothing but the best for you. Keep going! You're doing amazing!
@Mariaswrldd Жыл бұрын
Silent watcher for yearsss xoxo I agree with that comment keep growing.
@TMSsquared Жыл бұрын
I agree with all of the above.
@flcutie315 Жыл бұрын
I just adore her i also am a recovering addict ( opiates) and i know the struggle dont ever give up @taylordean
@judevicious3333 Жыл бұрын
@flcutie315 my sister and my cousin both did harrowing and opiates and I watched them both struggle, they still do. My sister is mourning a painful death and she broke down a couple weeks ago. She did the right thing and she called a bunch of people for help because she was tempted to use but she's been clean for years. It's a life long battle. Only for some people does it get easier but for most people it doesn't. I envy the will power recovering addicts have. I could never imagine... My sister and cousin both still have good days and bad days and they did their share of relapses. It's just part of the recovery process. Learning to forgive yourself is also huge!
@darrencawston4503 Жыл бұрын
Agree
@Stpunk17 Жыл бұрын
OH MY GOD I MISSED YOU. I HOPE YOUR DOING WELL! Don’t put stress on yourself!
@Anonymous-ng4wc Жыл бұрын
You’re*
@monica77aguilera Жыл бұрын
The humor you put into the content is everything for me girl. Please never lose your natural humor cause it will be useful in recovery too. 😊 ❤
@annabobanaasmr8411 Жыл бұрын
agreeeeed
@MastuhP Жыл бұрын
Smoking dope
@aprilbonenberger Жыл бұрын
@@MastuhP RUDE
@stuff1784 Жыл бұрын
Yeah, I noticed she looked very ill… like she had been on drugs.
@MontanaPDX9 ай бұрын
Depression made me wast away. I didn't even want to get up to eat.
@bella-xo8tp Жыл бұрын
proud of you through the tough days and the good ones. So glad you’re feeling better but remember.. it’s OKAY to not be okay. We love you so much Taylor :)!
@Keixon Жыл бұрын
Never have I been happier to see one of my favorite KZbinrs return. My favorite response to this question is “anything with a mouth can bite.” We appreciate every time you come back it’s great to see you grow and hear about how things are going. ❤
@dogleghobag Жыл бұрын
lmaooo i have adhd so the whole "i have ideas i know what to do but i just blank when its time to do it" is totally relatable. i used to be an artist that a lot of people followed and liked but the amount of attention i eventually started to get really got to me and i just freeze now. it's really encouraging to see you film even if we don't relate to creating in the same way cause just "doing the thing" is its own thing. i want to find my joy again. i love snakes. they're really chill, feel cool to hold, and i wouldn't necessarily buy one but if someone needed to re-home a snake i would be comfortable caring for it and hanging out with it. i hope people think before hurting snakes in the wild.
@wiggleandworm Жыл бұрын
Hi taylor, i saw you recently at a local reptile show. it was awesome for me to know we were both there just looking at animals despite how crazy life can get. animals are so incredible and you truly have been a big part of my journey with them so thank you, for everything you do and continue to do
@madamedragon Жыл бұрын
I'm always so relieved when you update, I'm glad to know you're doing well!
@PositiveRaincloud Жыл бұрын
So happy to see you Taylor. I always look forward to your videos, no matter how long in-between they are ❤
@ladychiclet Жыл бұрын
Taylor, so glad you're back. Don't worry about being so "perfect", you ar.e amazing.
@tehuaaa Жыл бұрын
I am ALWAYS rooting for you, Taylor!!!! Love this video, I’ve learned so much about snakes while working for a mobile zoo that made me rethink so much about my perception of animals of all kinds. Thank you for this insightful video!
@WhitneyDahlin Жыл бұрын
I'd like her to do a video on like what snake she would consider beginner snakes. Because I know some snake breeds are harder to take care of and like being handled much less then other breeds. So I really would like a video on that or if you have any knowledge you can comment down below. Because I would like to get a snake but I'm doing a lot of research before I even consider buying one. Because I don't mind if it requires extra work or a special diet or anyting but I definitely want a breed that would tolerate being handled. I obviously know that snakes have different personalities and just because they're from a certain breed that doesn't mean they'll love being handled. But I definitely want a snake that will hang out on me and won't be stressed or agitated
@melz4766 Жыл бұрын
@@WhitneyDahlin same lemme know if you find out what type of snake would be the best beginner snake 😊
@AGuppy Жыл бұрын
taylor i gotta tell you when i first found your channel i binged watched almost all of your videos in one night i love you and your animals. i eventually came across the video about your past and it brought me to tears and it’s so good to see you doing better. i never ever comment like this on youtubers videos but you feel so genuine compared to most people. keep doing good gurl❤️
@RoninCat991 Жыл бұрын
I am so glad to see you back, you are one of the only animal youtubers I watch because you genuinely care about your little creatures. I am so happy you said you are doing better, and I only hope you continue to improve!
@Omah50 Жыл бұрын
Yeah she cared so much that she abandoned them for smack...
@melz4766 Жыл бұрын
@@Omah50 didn’t she rehome all of them???
@texasthomsen6094 Жыл бұрын
This is the first video I've watched since, where you're back to you. Thank you for coming in and just doing you and not feeling like you had to explain yourself again. Welcome back TND.
@katherinezucker2616 Жыл бұрын
I’ve been watching your videos for years and i’m so happy to see you back, keep it up! don’t put so much pressure on yourself too!
@kpwxx Жыл бұрын
Omg Chip's face when he's staring at you!! I hear that spiders also do the use you for cover thing, so sometimes big spiders will sprint straight at you if you encounter them in an open space. I am so glad to hear that this year is proving more positive for you health wise!!! You should be very proud, that is because of all the hard work you're putting into caring for your own health. Recovery isn't linear but I hope you have lots more positive stuff to come this year and onwards!!!
@constellation3696 Жыл бұрын
There's just something about you that always gets me to come back. Even tho you talk quite fast, your voice and the way you talk is so therapeutic and comforting.
@bybelab.8720 Жыл бұрын
taylor you are such an inspiration and I am always so excited to see you upload a new video. Back in the day you talked about your heroin addiction and because of that it allowed me to help my friend who was dealing with a similar issue, to understand and help him a lot more through his recovery than you could ever imagine. Thank you so much I adore you with every part of my being and I can’t wait to see all of your pet and non-pet related content coming in the future
@Oscar-gy5hq Жыл бұрын
Omg I’m starting to see the happy Taylor, informing us again happy to see it 🫶🏽 she looks happiest talking about her bbys ❤️
@6strings735 Жыл бұрын
You explained their behavior so well! I think an interesting and fun part of keeping snakes is figuring out their "tells".
@gr0tesk Жыл бұрын
no matter how long i need to wait, I always look forward to any content from you!! take your time and take care of yourself :)
@snyzcodm Жыл бұрын
I MISSED YOU!!!! I FEEL SOOO PROUD OF YOU FOR COMING BACK AND FOR BEING SOBER!!!
@sarahmewn Жыл бұрын
so happy to hear you're feeling better, no matter what your mental health is important. the rest of us can be patient cause the ones that care just want the best for you. i look forward to seeing your content again and am rooting for ya girlie!
@lauren-gx1lg Жыл бұрын
For being an in-camera mic, the sound quality is really quite good. Also glad to see you back! :)
@xXisislovesacXx Жыл бұрын
There’s so much light in your eyes and that makes me so happy and emotional. You deserve to be happy and healthy, we’re always in your corner (in camera mic or not! lol) ❤❤❤
@ghostedgirlmomo7655 Жыл бұрын
i know you might be anxious but we are all here to support you ❤️ we only want you to be happy and comfortable, so don’t push yourself! we all love you
@RedEarth20XDX Жыл бұрын
I was just thinking about TND and here you are. Welcome back!
@thetreasuredbottle4642 Жыл бұрын
Seeing ANY video you do makes me smile so fricken much!! SO SO happy you uploaded!
@anneb.tehpotato3137 Жыл бұрын
I feel like I’m watching an old video of yours when you first started… It feels good to have you (the good old you) back ❤
@maddie580 Жыл бұрын
Just wanted to say I deep dived into your videos probably 6+years ago! and you’ve always popped up on my page every now again and I love it. You’ve always been a good energy and personality to see. So thank you! I promise you make videos for a reason. I wish the best for you!
@madaliaburrows4738 Жыл бұрын
i can relate to the “self hating” and dark humor, it helps a lot through hard times. i’m so glad that you’re feeling better. just know, no matter how often you post or what you post about, i will always watch. so incredibly proud of you 💜💜
@katiemcbainnn Жыл бұрын
Cannot express how relieving it is to see you maintaining. I’ve been around forever and always been inspired by you- before, during, after the things you went through; because I have a lot in common with you and went through similar struggles. Take all the time and space you need to take care of you, whether you’re in an upswing or a downswing. But Just For Today, it is absolutely heartwarming and hopeful for a fellow passenger on the Struggle Bus to see u doing well 💅🏻 You are absolutely RADIAAAANT! U mean so much to me for more reasons than I can express and we don’t even know each other. Thank you for your candor, humor, bravery, and power. You are an absolute beacon of light and strength in my life.
@Judasperas Жыл бұрын
You are the single youtuber who made me into snakes, like from genuinely terrified to absolutely in love. Also one of the first youtubers I felt was actually genuine, and honest, years ago, so I was watching more for you moreso than animals. I'm so happy and so proud of you, I'm excited for what the future and your healing journey brings you
@justAlittleNobody Жыл бұрын
TAYLOR!!!! I’ve been thinking about you a lot lately and it’s good to see your video pop up on my feed. We all just want the best for you and I’m happy to see your presence on the internet whenever you want to ❤
@freakinfairylander3559 Жыл бұрын
I hope you can understand how inspiring your journey has been to so many of us. I came to your channel years ago when I was a teen and went through very similar struggles in my young adult life. You helped me recognise and heal by sharing your experiences. I am so glad that you're feeling better and even more excited to watch your content again! Thank you so much 💕
@emelemenem Жыл бұрын
So happy you are feeling more like yourself! No pressure for a more consistent schedule at all, your vids feel like home no matter how far apart they are
@AwakenRadahn Жыл бұрын
Definitely missed your content im happy you're making an attempt to come back. Just take your time we'll be here like we've always have.
@tigerkhez Жыл бұрын
the audio quality is fine!! I really like the *sound* of it. ALso!!! I have missed you. have always loved your vibe taylor
@sarahnash7174 Жыл бұрын
Great to see you back and to hear that you are beginning to feel better! 💜
@natalieazu14 Жыл бұрын
Do not put yourself down girly! We all love you for who you are and everything you bring! Those who don’t, can gtfo. You’re amazing , do you unapologetically boo! ❤️
@katiethompson8995 Жыл бұрын
Personally, I’m just happy to see that you’re still active and found the motivation to post another video. It’s not that I ‘expect the bare minimum.’ Promise. Nothing negative like that. Hasn’t even crossed my mind. I’m glad you’re still here. Sending love, support, and good vibes your way.
@markmercier568 Жыл бұрын
Your not alone in anxiety preventing you from doing what you love super proud of your progress and your continuing journey
@lolno5733 Жыл бұрын
literally GASPED when i saw this!!! i grew up with you and i loved your videos!!! can’t wait to see what you do
@claudiagallagher8907 Жыл бұрын
AH TAYLOR!! I've literally watched you for YEARS! I have so much love for you
@kittybun8845 Жыл бұрын
I've met people who have needed surgery from dog bites, and they still asked "do your snakes bite? How could you own a wild animal like that" By the way, welcome back
@WhitneyDahlin Жыл бұрын
I'm so happy you are feeling better! ❤️ I've been praying for you! Also I wanted to mention if you haven't already to get your vitamin and hormone levels checked. JIC because that can also affect mental health HUGELY and it's really hard to eat a healthy balanced diet when you can barely get out of bed. It's just hard to care about that at least it was for me. So I just wanted to mention that because I really felt a massive difference once I got vitamins from the doctor. My doctor also had me start fish oil and that made a huge difference as well. It's nice to hear you talk about snakes again! ❤️
@nicolesalava7482 Жыл бұрын
I’m so happy you’re back. You really have made such an immense positive impact on my life, and I cannot thank you enough for everything you’ve shared. I wholeheartedly wish you nothing but the best. Thank you!
@rheannamessin6075 Жыл бұрын
You inspire me to continue lol, been watching for 7 years now, super glad ur back sorta lol. Ur wonderful in all ways
@bronny24 Жыл бұрын
You are such an inspiration❤ Saving animals and helping ppl heal. You are SOOO loved and respected by all of your fans worldwide, and the ppl u help by standing up for animals and mental health; removing stigmatization on both accounts. I feel like the world comes down hard on you sometimes, as you do yourself. Plz know how much it means to so many who, perhaps, cannot express themselves at this time. For every one person who expresses their gratitude, literally, millions more are grateful. 😊 Thank you for being a survivor and a Champion for so, so many! God bless.❤
@1tiffanyjade Жыл бұрын
Oh my god! Taylor you’re back! This is amazing, I hope you’ve been okay ❤️
@MastuhP Жыл бұрын
Crack cocaïne is nice Taylor crackhead
@psychedelicfunk69 Жыл бұрын
missed you sooooo much
@VdubSPAZ Жыл бұрын
I am so glad to see you or back I was just thinking about you like I wonder where she's at I hope everything is great and well with you and to see your smiling face lets me know that my thoughts were answered.... And by the way there's nothing grosser disgusting about anything that has to do with you not even your microphone it sounds perfectly fine I don't know if your speakers are playing it back funky for you or something but it sounds perfectly fine.... Just glad to see you're back on and I hope you find peace and the ability to enjoy doing your videos or just enjoying life
@addyfolsom9480 Жыл бұрын
So glad you are feeling better! You are glowing and seem so much happier, it’s great to see! ❤️❤️ welcome back!
@Seysey_ Жыл бұрын
its so good to see you full of life again. We missed you!
@IyanaLowe. Жыл бұрын
You are the reason i own a snake . It’s been 5 years and I’m never turning back . I love snakes thank you for being you . Owning a ball python I’ve never been bit he’s hissed at me once ( because i was late on feeding ) but other then that he’s such a sweet guy lol .
@bodhithomasina4991 Жыл бұрын
SO FREAKING HAPPY TO SEE YOU BACK!! Like didn’t think anything could lift my mood or stress or stuff going on & then so happy to see you back!! And you’re doing good!! Also you might feel like you’re not good on the camera… but for what it’s worth you’re infectious personality & still having your voice & your honesty & genuine part you put into your content with the animal stuff. You’re still hilarious & seem like a pro! Just maybe can learn some new ways to film to fit the new you & your new life can help you with that… maybe if you have someone you can just be on zoom all day or watch movies so you get used to taking openly & being on a camera. Or maybe getting out of your space & go for a walk outside or doing something to get out of the space & changing your headspace before you go in… & then I’m ADHD so I have to give myself rewards for doing things I don’t want to do or keep going.. so maybe that will help! Or maybe you could have someone come on with so you guys can go back & forth ! Haha even tho you’re like me living with all mt animals & I’m like usually talking to them & I don’t have other animal ppl who get me… so if there’s a topic that comes up with someone where I can go off about whatever topic.. like the knowledge & passion & excitement & I calm down when I’m like showing or handling my animals too.. I’ve got a calmer animal voice so I think you’ll get back into it easier than you think you will! Just allow yourself time & not compare your new content to your old stuff or anyone else & allow forgiveness & realize it takes time & just when you’re able to do it we will all be happy to see your content….. but no pressure from us! Keep taking care of yourself! And make sure you’re finding joy in this! So we’re here with whatever & whenever you want to post!!! You’re a natural & you’re one of my fav. KZbin ppl ever & you’re still doing great! Best part of my day!!! You a rockstar & awesome!! Love this video!
@aero7718 Жыл бұрын
so glad your back! make sure to take your time :) recovery can be a very draining process and it's best to get good rest!
@merkitten953 Жыл бұрын
Glad to see you back & happy to see you happy!
@Rebeccabebeify Жыл бұрын
You're doing awesome! Take your time, film when you want to but not to make us happy. I can only speak for myself but I'm here to watch whatever you have to share. Your journey has helped me understand the struggles rehabilitation and helps me understand family that needs more help and feel empathy and not just sympathy. On another topic, I love reptile and pet content or you could just film an average day outing. I'm not going anywhere.
@laurens6552 Жыл бұрын
Love your videos! Especially the snake videos bc I’ve always had a fear of them and it’s really cool to see someone handle them so well. I’ve thankfully gotten over a lot of my fear thanks to my friends who have let me hold their snakes but tbh when I see one in the wild my heart still skips a beat and I freeze up
@CosmiqueRays Жыл бұрын
I would LOVE a video about your toys and stuff like the bizarre stuff ik the backgound here, like Please do introduce us to your furbees 😭 love it
@StinkyBinky444 Жыл бұрын
it feels so good to have you posting again, watching you years ago you inspired me to buy lizards and snakes, my ball python pickles acts just like chip
@teabubbles4ever Жыл бұрын
not related to anything but just feeling a bit low, and watching Taylor and her snakes is really comforting rn
@momma_puffs9488 Жыл бұрын
YAAAAAAY NEW VIDEO!!!! I love hearing that you’ve been feeling better recently :)) reminded me that with my busy schedule just relaxing at home isn’t always me time. Gotta leave the house for fun stuff instead of always work and school. It seriously makes me so happy to see your face on youtube again💖💖💖💖
@Jadiaashley Жыл бұрын
I’m glad you decide to come back when you were ready! Always a supporter of you tay. I wish you took it easier on yourself. If no one else recognizes you’re a human, I always will 💖
@danielleberesford8631 Жыл бұрын
A video from my favourite KZbinr!! Well done, great to see how amazing you look 🩶. Don't stress, we'll all be here waiting for you x
@maddistrine6141 Жыл бұрын
Light of my life every time you post!
@deadbloom7644 Жыл бұрын
taylor is back and better than ever!!! happy you’re happy and taking care love. so excited to see new kinds of content from you!
@ebonycaughey1950 Жыл бұрын
I have never been more happy to hear that she is doing better and it makes me want to start working on myself xx
@Onyxwhtchaknw Жыл бұрын
I missed you dude! You the reason I got into looking after animals in the first place. Love this video tho! Keep them coming
@bruceleealmighty Жыл бұрын
You keep being you and we'll keep coming back. Subscribers may fluctuate, and that's life. You do you. Living through you isn't bad.
@20lbsofcrazy78 Жыл бұрын
I missed you so much!!!❤❤❤❤ I saw a baby MBK in the pet store the other day and internally said “Baby Salem!” And had to stop myself from taking it home right there. 😂
@nav2263 Жыл бұрын
happy too see you taylor!! Take your time 💕
@musicthroughthenight Жыл бұрын
So happy to hear that you’re feeling better and loved this video! Keep taking care of yourself!! ❤❤
@44Jupiter44 Жыл бұрын
This is crazy. I haven't watched your vids in YEARS and you just popped into my mind tonight. Glad to see you back 🙂
@kaitlynstephens6651 Жыл бұрын
I’ve missed you so much, I’m so glad you’re back, don’t over work yourself, you’re doing amazing! ❤
@asioats Жыл бұрын
I can't even begin to imagine how tough the past few years have been for you, but I know it takes a warrior to get through everything you've been through. Recovery unfortunately isn't a straight, fast line, but that just goes to show how strong you are to keep working through it. It's incredibly inspiring and I'm happy to hear that you're feeling better this year. Keep taking things at your own pace; I promise your current frequency of uploads has been more than enough. I think I speak for everyone who's stuck around that it's been nice even just getting the occasional check-in while you get back on your feet, and we'll be here for when you're ready for a more consistent schedule again (though no consistency is perfectly fine too). Thanks for being open with us, Taylor. Can't wait to see what ideas you have in the works ❤ Btw, my MBK was the bitey-est, chompiest boy when he was a baby, he was determined to eat my fingers lol. I knew beforehand that MBK's were pretty nippy with high prey drive, but I was not expecting to get latched onto for several minutes whenever I took him out. Took a good few months of regular handling for him to decide I was not edible lmao. I love my spicy goth boy though 🖤
@laurenlees9489 Жыл бұрын
I'm going through some shit right now and this really gives me hope that there's a happier, healthier version of me at the end of the tunnel. Thank you for these videos 💜
@NeverWeakNeverStrong Жыл бұрын
i used to watch you a long time ago and I remembered you recently but I couldn't remember your channel name and then you just got recommended to me today and I love that
@beccailic4563 Жыл бұрын
Oh love we don’t expect the bare minimum, we just cherish whatever you are able to give us. ❤️
@Porterwavin Жыл бұрын
What I like about this channel is it's authentic. You don't fake persona or anything like other KZbinrs.
@emilypittman8218 Жыл бұрын
So happy you’re here 🥰 looking forward to new content whenever it may come
@666inmeyusha666 Жыл бұрын
We are proud of you Taylor!!!! Congratulations on your comeback!!!!
@nikkigreenshoes Жыл бұрын
Haha your edits and humor are 🔥😂 I love it. Glad to see ya back!
@capric0rpse Жыл бұрын
Wish you didn’t disappear after each post 😢 it’s always great to see you though.
@natachaar1 Жыл бұрын
your hair is perfect, it fits you so well! you are a doll
@maxwellgrimsley Жыл бұрын
I love you so much girl. Sending you love and light, I’m proud of you 💕
@alayssasimental258 Жыл бұрын
Girl take all the time you need , don’t explain ❤️ do you and we will be waiting ofc always!
@k.a.g5715 Жыл бұрын
😊 so happy you’re back hope all is well
@annabobanaasmr8411 Жыл бұрын
I completely get the first bit! I hope you know you have tons of people who support and 'love' you :)
@tomocallaghan7571 Жыл бұрын
Glad you’re back - fyi, you look cool af! The short fringe looks boss! Keep up the good work Taylor!! 🙌🏻🙌🏻
@SalvadorQuinn Жыл бұрын
I’m glad you posting and feeling better I think you should do a cage by cage update on your animals because I personally have no idea what animals you still have 😂
@danielapalazzo850 Жыл бұрын
Great to see you Taylor! You make me happy when I see you happy and hear that you are in a better place with your health. Look forward to more of your educational and entertaining videos. You are a big influence that led to my daughter's love of snakes and here current 6 ball pythons and 2 gargoyle gecko's and 3 leopard gecko's and 11 crested gecko's. Not counting our 2 bunnies, 2 conures and 1 parrotlet. Covid helped with the pet increase too. Ciao, Daniela
@madisonchaney9299 Жыл бұрын
I'm honestly so happy that your doing well, I've missed you and your animals 🥺❤️
@1999MissTwilight Жыл бұрын
I’ve missed your videos, so glad you’re feeling more yourself these days 🥰
@yahaira3151 Жыл бұрын
So glad to see you in your element. We love you Taylor ❤️
@whoisdelaney090 Жыл бұрын
YAYYY YOUR’E BACK!! i’ve been watching you for so long and i appreciate every vid even if they aren’t often
@thailundlarsen9964 Жыл бұрын
so excited any time you upload. so proud of you! i’m glad you’re doing better🤍
@JeanneBook Жыл бұрын
Oh wow your back! Welcome back, it's nice seeing you again💚
@demon.that.draws777 Жыл бұрын
I'm so happy you're back, I miss your content, but that isn't really what matters, it's nice to see you're still there and that you're at least ok enough to make a video, it is a lot of emotional energy to talk to a camera and put yourself out there, it can feel like you're on a stage sometimes and that other people are going to be critical of you... But at the end of the day, it isn't your content that matters, I hope you're winning with your struggles. Your job, to me, is never gonna be just to "make me laugh" above everything else, a persons job should be to take care of their health, the things you deal with are hard, very very hard.... I guess what I really want to say is that it's not that my standards for you low, it's that my standards for you is that you take care of yourself because you deserve it, and that try because that's all anybody can do.