What you said at 8:10 is so important because sometimes it feels so exhausting to keep trying. But giving up is not an option, who knows what might happen if you try again? And as you said, change is very scary. Especially when you leave someone who is so important to you, like your mum and your sister. I hope you can move back with them safely. Still, it's great to see what you've achieved by moving away from them. I really like the message of this video. Even though you told us that you were struggling, you still seem to radiate so much hope and that's pretty awesome!